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"awakenings" poems
You were born on a cusp. friends on the other side couldn't decide, Scorpio or Libra. You yourself, as constant as the tides. A tenth sign ram was blessed to cross your lovely path and the ram learned: Short curly hair pinned back reveal asiatic eyes. As you pass by and by Time and time hearts race Chicken salad sandwich, its moist mayonnaise is never as delicious without a pickle. Grubhub. No, Scrubhub. Too content to leave the room. Yummy Rummy, food in our tummy. forever. Broth, cheese and wine. Mushrooms and time. If ever I tasted love, it was shared with me, in a recipe. Sound opinion in scores. Royal, like the Tenenbaums. Bill Murray fantastic. Pink Moon over and over and over. Divide that by nine. And now I know, almost as well as you, how good Goodfellas is, even after the tenth time. Early morning awakenings or snooze again and again and again. Paralyzed in a dream or awoken with a scream, we tried a routine: Once parts of a team, a memory faster than it seemed. Ran for miles. A boy and girl in the hall, amongst the boys and girls in the hall. Digital regulars in ecstasy. Wake next to you a daydreamer. So, when life gets hard, and you're feeling down, don't be so glum, ignore your doubts, don't feel left out, I'll be there for you, when you need me to.
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Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 5:48 PM UTC
22 on 23
I went from a lover to a liar in a heartbeat; the flip of a switch as soon as I heard I could get what I'd been craving. The jolt of electricity through your bloodstream, the feeling of being alive with your senses on fire, the ability to seem untouchable: superhero like even... Almost nothing compares in that moment, but in the afterglow, when your cape begins to lose its wind and your heart starts to slow, nothing feels worse than pondering it's destined finale. Discovering your conscience, all the while knowing that no matter how much you love someone, the poison always comes first. It's a terrible reality, the ability to choose. And I always choose wrong, down the path of the chemical adventure, knowing that at the end, I always inevitably fall off the cliff. But it's an obsession: being on top of the world, and no matter how much time passes, or how far I think I've come, she always wins. It's the slow onset, the clarity, the peaks where everything seems far better than it actually is, but now the dream is over. I need to let it go or it will consume me; living in a false reality, locked in to my need for perfection. She used to calm me and make me godlike, but now I've fallen from my pedestal and upon looking up, I see she turns me into the monster I've never wanted to be... Hiding, in shame, from the soul I love the most. I wish I could tell her, divulge all of my secrets, but the fear of the disappointment on her face is too much for me to bare. Because I know she could help me, if I would just tell her the truth.
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Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC
Awakenings
I went from a lover to a liar in a heartbeat; the flip of a switch as soon as I heard I could get what I'd been craving. The jolt of electricity through your bloodstream, the feeling of being alive with your senses on fire, the ability to seem untouchable: superhero like even... Almost nothing compares in that moment, but in the afterglow, when your cape begins to lose its wind and your heart starts to slow, nothing feels worse than pondering it's destined finale. Discovering your conscience, all the while knowing that no matter how much you love someone, the poison always comes first. It's a terrible reality, the ability to choose. And I always choose wrong, down the path of the chemical adventure, knowing that at the end, I always inevitably fall off the cliff. But it's an obsession: being on top of the world, and no matter how much time passes, or how far I think I've come, she always wins. It's the slow onset, the clarity, the peaks where everything seems far better than it actually is, but now the dream is over. I need to let it go or it will consume me; living in a false reality, locked in to my need for perfection. She used to calm me and make me godlike, but now I've fallen from my pedestal and upon looking up, I see she turns me into the monster I've never wanted to be... Hiding, in shame, from the soul I love the most. I wish I could tell her, divulge all of my secrets, but the fear of the disappointment on her face is too much for me to bare. Because I know she could help me, if I would just tell her the truth.
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I've been digging through this dumpster far too long trying to get to the bottom of it all. Slimey sweet stench there's my first love my first pipe my last light my first rush my last gush my first bet my last buck "the game ain't over until the rent money's gone." I am down a deep hole and my only tool is a shovel I've got that one choice but to go down down down. Drunk and dial Drunk and poetry how did I get here how do I get out? I'm a spiritual wasteland connected to no one connected to nothing My drug My man My woman My casino The rush comes first The numbness comes last until death, insanity or jail is within my grasp. I do what I do But I am allergic too you understand when I do what I do I break out in handcuffs jail cells strapped down to beds looking around longing for my dumpster and what I might have found. 1st Step 12th Step I've done them all though the 13th Step I liked the best Sponsors have come and gone Spiritual awakenings have all been done I am back in this dumpster where I had begun. There is an exquisite mystery at the heart of it all the internal shift happens an inside job The 21 year old's first black out enough is enough The 60 year old on his fifth DUI going out for one more round. It is true I have seen it many times Recovery can be found Hope restored Wisdom in these halls Peace within these walls The dumpster closed and left behind A ladder falls and arrives acceptance and gratitude combine as they say "One day at a time."
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Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 9:57 AM UTC
"We'll Gladly Refund Your Misery" A Tale of Relapse and Recovery
catch me like a fish everlasting supplier of light rays- warming the soul like a cup of hot tea on a sleepy sunday afternoon - melancholic - swaying the universe the mermaids sing in the mornings mesmerizing the sailors and i am the singer and the mesmerized i am free. i am free from the ropes. free from the chains of a dreary existence. i can feel it i can feel it on the tip of my eyelashes with the swells of tears pouring out. - renewal - - relief - i am a good girl. listener of tall tales and fantasies. spur of the moment night crawler caller. i spin a beautiful web of fantastical clouds. from ropes to cakes. pick your poison. i am a bad girl. keeper of secrets. silent truths bundled under creative happiness and weakly disguised love affairs. - blink and it’s over - i’ll lie in your lap and watch you write- spinning fantastical tales of glorious awakenings. new beginnings.- pull my hair up to attention. i am here. i am wanted. want want grab me. want//need. clever disguises. silent truths. wispy truths. childhood pencil marks. pig tail sneakers. truth drops into heads. eyes drop onto the floor. teeth sink into lips. heart drops into stomach. limbs fold over limbs and the being falls slowly upon itself. when i wasn’t mine. she wanted me more than she could stand. stabbed me with a ************* pencil. made my heart drop into my ************* stomach.
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Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 12:15 AM UTC
melancholic mermaid love affairs
My heart is pumping So fast you can visually see my chest thumping The only sound I hear is a heart beat Lately I haven't been able to eat Uncontrollable shaking Rude awakenings Uncomfortable thoughts Distraughts Staying up late caused by PTSD I am trying to get better, can’t you see? I try to fight the battles that go off in my head Late at night, before I go to bed I try to keep moving forward and never look back Wait, I feel like I’m having a heart attack
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Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 9:15 AM UTC
Sonnet about My Anxiety
there was no poem neath my pillow no poem on my tongue, none from eye envisionaries, no dew gift from my grassy emissaries, parting residue of an unknowable finger touch nothing stirring, the mother muses mushing their shushing noises, only breathy quietude, an airy surround sound tissue, the cadence of intermingled hearts, the mother and the child two awakenings, one instantaneous, the other restless unhurried slow, but within an impatience to intersect, the overlap is love stars crossing, impatience weaponized to make momma aware her companions refreshed status, a needy for love’s suckling, embrace of fresh baked smiles from hot heartedly hearth furnaces thus a-born a new poem, a welcomed well coming, in words, the alliance of alliterated words from the interlacing of the mother’s chest heaving and the sniffling joy of a five year old boy reimagining the dreams that crossed from mother to son, and back again, requiring composition and joint authorship of them *the only and only true authentic authorship, mother and child, their owned unique duality of singularity*
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Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 2:30 PM UTC
There was no poem welcome neath my pillow (mother and child)
How this could have happened I will never hear again but it happened all the same exactly this way. I was walking in Prairie Creek surrounded by my soon to become silent companions when I noticed events so strange. I dug my feet into the dirt they soon dissolved and roots were sprung a nervous system extending into the soil, oh the sounds the smells I felt. Where my skin once was bark began to emerge my fingers became tiny clones of myself each speaking different tongues I could not comprehend I made out these words "our time has begun. " I became a Buddha on the road a three quarter smile on my lips as my body grew towards the sun a thousand years was now mine and to it I did succumb. I watched the generations pass Christs come and go and come again. It all meant nothing to me at all as long as I have this fog that nourishes me and creatures living in the canopy. I stand at peace for centuries a thousand years and still my life is a five minute dream filled with all possible intensity and former attachments as the impermanence of the illusion of time was plain to see as human lives whirlwinds of experience dust devils blew by me. Lightening and fires burned me but I survived. Now that I stand in this silence lost in the meditation of dreams a solitary tree the last standing a brand new species born of evolutions breeding runs on the ground dancing on my grave I remember that first day the beginning of my thousand year awakenings I think it was only yesterday.
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Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
On Becoming A Redwood
How this could have happened I will never hear again but it happened all the same exactly this way. I was walking in Prairie Creek surrounded by my soon to become silent companions when I noticed events so strange. I dug my feet into the dirt they soon dissolved and roots were sprung a nervous system extending into the soil, oh the sounds the smells I felt. Where my skin once was bark began to emerge my fingers became tiny clones of myself each speaking different tongues I could not comprehend I made out these words "our time has begun. " I became a Buddha on the road a three quarter smile on my lips as my body grew towards the sun a thousand years was now mine and to it I did succumb. I watched the generations pass Christs come and go and come again. It all meant nothing to me at all as long as I have this fog that nourishes me and creatures living in the canopy. I stand at peace for centuries a thousand years and still my life is a five minute dream filled with all possible intensity and former attachments as the impermanence of the illusion of time was plain to see as human lives whirlwinds of experience dust devils blew by me. Lightening and fires burned me but I survived. Now that I stand in this silence lost in the meditation of dreams a solitary tree the last standing a brand new species born of evolutions breeding runs on the ground dancing on my grave I remember that first day the beginning of my thousand year awakenings I think it was only yesterday.
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no great awakenings has happened today, but something small has shifted and my heart is just a little more free and light than it was yesterday each day sometimes can feel weighted with life's responsibilities, and feels like more of a burden than a gift a subtle shift happens in me when I trust in a God I don't understand to guide me, to where I do not know, but I know I'm not walking it alone
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 1:07 PM UTC
subtle shifts
The Picture Window The vista view never changes but daily. The naked eye, registers the same distances, resting objects unmoved, modest alterations by wind and water are noted, but for intent, for purpose, the watercolor one would paint be invariably unvarying as a Swiss Alp. The  subtle nuanced worldview, where the sky stretches from ceiling to a foot above ground, as I lay prone neath the coverlet, vista always subtly differing, from its prior reincarnation, self-reflection demands to know. Alive & Awake? Yes. Breathing steady? Yes. Toes? Still can wiggly to & fro. My soul? Presumably ok, as I write, because I write, the picture window into to my insight, though oft blurry, yet intact, making discernible the changes in light, temperature  and heart rate, as the body/soul contraption modulates, just as the gradient of daylight shifts lighter and higher, with a rising sun bringing more clarity to our interactive encounters with our environments.. The picture window internalized, much the same,as the vista, subtle modest changes, colorations variegated, are registered. Today is mostly cloudy overcast, and shall remain so for the foreseeable future, which be about two days hence. Not unsurprisingly, methinks, the future tends to be cloudy. Beyond that peripheral, no one can say, our macular envisioning only gets weaker,time is a tough taskmaster and uncertainty is it’s own principle. But I can say, forecast from well under the comforter, that more than less, where less is more, this picture window, ex and in, shall remain, unchanged for the remainder of my years that fortune shall provide, and will & would grant me awakenings to the ex-sight and in-sight of a sculpted landscape, of negative entropy,  where disorder minimal. My musings end here, unless you still wish, come the morrow, what the marrow the day reveals, what the window will spill, new and exciting, subtly unchanged, and always different. Caution: The injection of caffeine may dramatically alter the windows perspective, as the exogenous always trumps the endogenous. 5:50 AM P.S. Making coffee clarifies: If the vista in +/- unchanging, then, all my personal, own horizons are immortal as well.
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Jun 4, 2023
Jun 4, 2023 at 6:34 AM UTC
The Picture Window
The Picture Window The vista view never changes but daily. The naked eye, registers the same distances, resting objects unmoved, modest alterations by wind and water are noted, but for intent, for purpose, the watercolor one would paint be invariably unvarying as a Swiss Alp. The  subtle nuanced worldview, where the sky stretches from ceiling to a foot above ground, as I lay prone neath the coverlet, vista always subtly differing, from its prior reincarnation, self-reflection demands to know. Alive & Awake? Yes. Breathing steady? Yes. Toes? Still can wiggly to & fro. My soul? Presumably ok, as I write, because I write, the picture window into to my insight, though oft blurry, yet intact, making discernible the changes in light, temperature  and heart rate, as the body/soul contraption modulates, just as the gradient of daylight shifts lighter and higher, with a rising sun bringing more clarity to our interactive encounters with our environments.. The picture window internalized, much the same,as the vista, subtle modest changes, colorations variegated, are registered. Today is mostly cloudy overcast, and shall remain so for the foreseeable future, which be about two days hence. Not unsurprisingly, methinks, the future tends to be cloudy. Beyond that peripheral, no one can say, our macular envisioning only gets weaker,time is a tough taskmaster and uncertainty is it’s own principle. But I can say, forecast from well under the comforter, that more than less, where less is more, this picture window, ex and in, shall remain, unchanged for the remainder of my years that fortune shall provide, and will & would grant me awakenings to the ex-sight and in-sight of a sculpted landscape, of negative entropy,  where disorder minimal. My musings end here, unless you still wish, come the morrow, what the marrow the day reveals, what the window will spill, new and exciting, subtly unchanged, and always different. Caution: The injection of caffeine may dramatically alter the windows perspective, as the exogenous always trumps the endogenous. 5:50 AM P.S. Making coffee clarifies: If the vista in +/- unchanging, then, all my personal, own horizons are immortal as well.
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Mnemonic... Over my mug of steaming coffee, ...i see cookies and a fruit...sliced, to freshen my breath after my coffee break.... one glance... one unexpected glance, took me back... to when i decided to do something for myself, to be happy.....and to be somebody....but, finally....i fought the desire, to be defiant... those awakenings, and newfound feelings, still haunt my evenings...the hurting, somewhat changed me, and my beliefs.......i realized that, at some point in one's life, a chance moment unfolds on a landing...clear to the eyes...on a mission, to change attitudes...to erase wrong impressions, triggered by unpleasant experiences....i have also discovered....at the right time, somebody comes, ......like an angel with hidden wings...to soften our hardened minds....to melt our frozen hearts, ease our tensed opinions...offer us a healing balm. sometimes, a place, or a face, becomes a kind of paper that can't be crumpled, or destroyed...so hard to forget. anyone...anything, that strikes the heart hard, easily comes back, with the slightest reminder, catches you..........unprepared.... this fruit on the table, in silence, it just sits there, ...unaware of its being mnemonic...doesn't matter, if it's fresh, rotten, or candied...a plum, apple or pear ....................would prompt me, to remember, over my mug of steaming coffee... Sally Copyright July 27, 2016 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
MNEMONIC
moments of clarity come and go spiritual awakenings are always happening now
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Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 6:41 AM UTC
moments of clarity
. *The sensual caress           twilight mist impearled flesh           alighting a feral desire           within blossoming spring petals The newness of uncovered skin           a sweetness on unsated lips ,           the taste of passion and salty *******           with hastened breath           sighs do brush with warm ****** breeze                                  across my naked chest           wild feathers sweeten           tender touch                                 ... emanating           sensual awakenings Arousing buried desires           unable to hold back           constant cravings           the inevitable currents           pummeling shameless floodgates with arising untamed springtides swell Fleshly enslaved yen --   energy sprouts tingling sensations           nascent buds blossoming deeply           flourishing exploding flames             bursting flush                                        ... deliciously white hot In an unstoppable carnal moment           passion betides           like the surging sea ; Rising and falling crescendos           unleashed waves crashing ,           drowning in the rhythmic undertow           interlaced bodies heaving adrift in the moment            like entangled seaweeds                                             in a riptide          as the rolling thunder storm           dances across invigorated tides          with a surging cadence of cresting waves bloom          caught in the Rhythm and the Sea*                            ✩ ✩ ☼ ✩ ✩
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Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 8:23 PM UTC
The Rhythm and the Sea ...(sensual)
. *The sensual caress           twilight mist impearled flesh           alighting a feral desire           within blossoming spring petals The newness of uncovered skin           a sweetness on unsated lips ,           the taste of passion and salty *******           with hastened breath           sighs do brush with warm ****** breeze                                  across my naked chest           wild feathers sweeten           tender touch                                 ... emanating           sensual awakenings Arousing buried desires           unable to hold back           constant cravings           the inevitable currents           pummeling shameless floodgates with arising untamed springtides swell Fleshly enslaved yen --   energy sprouts tingling sensations           nascent buds blossoming deeply           flourishing exploding flames             bursting flush                                        ... deliciously white hot In an unstoppable carnal moment           passion betides           like the surging sea ; Rising and falling crescendos           unleashed waves crashing ,           drowning in the rhythmic undertow           interlaced bodies heaving adrift in the moment            like entangled seaweeds                                             in a riptide          as the rolling thunder storm           dances across invigorated tides          with a surging cadence of cresting waves bloom          caught in the Rhythm and the Sea*                            ✩ ✩ ☼ ✩ ✩
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In the pale of your shadows In the absence of your light reckless words left unspoken lead fingertips to undress under the crescent moon and the awakenings of night. In memory of your passing In the kudos of your heart abstinence of time left to falter the clutches of desire and the tears of regret that sees two loves apart. In the starlight of your beauty In the creativity of your life In another world and the sliding of doors to here I can but imagine possibility without the ruination of reality and the fear of unbridled strife.
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
A Muse for all Seasons
I found you half-dead. In your eyes, pupils were still giving away the scent of love Breaking the harsh silence and the dark shapes of ****** footprints Painted on your face. The line of your body, turned into a mosaic bloomed scars, Awakened a yearning inside of me, chopped my heart In the timid kisses and gave away the color of your veins Scattered on the fabric of our first awakenings. In the depths of your flesh I'm trying to find the deafened sobs I've listened to the dreamy nights Under the veil of your skin, Hidden from all sadness hungry of my tears. I'm leaning your bloodless fingers on my lips Listening to your presence. By kissing your ******* I'm diving my touch in your naked Lungs, spread out like a butterfly Imprisoned inside your glass body. With my tongue I'm discovering the taste of your neck, Decorated with a red line Of my love. I'm biting your vocals, Remembering of your laughter that still echoes In the spaces of my thoughts. You're still beautiful, safe in my arms. You give away your happiness with a smile on your torn face. Your love reaches me through a mild rushes of wind. I'm leaning my cheek on your ankles, The softness of your flesh overtakes me by passion. And you are giving me your last stirrings of life That you don't need with the tenderness that my breath is giving you. I lie down next to you on the bed soaked in red, I'm overtaken by the smell of rotting roses and smooth juices In which we sink together. I'm putting the remains of your waxy face on my shoulder, I'm choked by soft closeness of your tangled hair Packed on the pillow. And I feel your gratitude, While the sweet sounds of loving Float through our world, Safe and bloomed.
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 6:47 AM UTC
Love No. 21
I found you half-dead. In your eyes, pupils were still giving away the scent of love Breaking the harsh silence and the dark shapes of ****** footprints Painted on your face. The line of your body, turned into a mosaic bloomed scars, Awakened a yearning inside of me, chopped my heart In the timid kisses and gave away the color of your veins Scattered on the fabric of our first awakenings. In the depths of your flesh I'm trying to find the deafened sobs I've listened to the dreamy nights Under the veil of your skin, Hidden from all sadness hungry of my tears. I'm leaning your bloodless fingers on my lips Listening to your presence. By kissing your ******* I'm diving my touch in your naked Lungs, spread out like a butterfly Imprisoned inside your glass body. With my tongue I'm discovering the taste of your neck, Decorated with a red line Of my love. I'm biting your vocals, Remembering of your laughter that still echoes In the spaces of my thoughts. You're still beautiful, safe in my arms. You give away your happiness with a smile on your torn face. Your love reaches me through a mild rushes of wind. I'm leaning my cheek on your ankles, The softness of your flesh overtakes me by passion. And you are giving me your last stirrings of life That you don't need with the tenderness that my breath is giving you. I lie down next to you on the bed soaked in red, I'm overtaken by the smell of rotting roses and smooth juices In which we sink together. I'm putting the remains of your waxy face on my shoulder, I'm choked by soft closeness of your tangled hair Packed on the pillow. And I feel your gratitude, While the sweet sounds of loving Float through our world, Safe and bloomed.
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Osiris is not a viable option, The rays of him are toxic, One must err on the side of caution, One mustn't take in the toxins. Not with a serpents gaze of night , I am the gleam in their very eyes, The twilight of people's lives, The shine dwindling with time. Street lights conjoin with the void,   As loss and gain meet with choice, The old teach young about voice, Lack thereof and unspoken poise. Lines have gathered across the head, Along with emotions, swirling regrets, Primal fear creeps up ones neck, The remainder of memories to forget. I haven't slept for I have wept I Am No King I haven't sang for I have pain I Am No King I haven't laughed for I am ****** Keep On Looking I haven't smiled for I am vile You Won't Find Me For she dwells within me A potion within a vial Searching for answers, Answers that have long since forgotten the questions, As words have forgotten poems, Poems that have forgotten books, Books that have forgotten shelves, And you, who has forgotten me, Although you live here, my Isis. You do not have the mind, To know that I dream of you, With me, as one in the same, Glimmers of hope which make way, For back breaking pain, and disdain As you say, my name, I sob, I pray, You encounter the soul provider, Whom you alone, deserve. Deciphering the hieroglyphics, The depth of my chambers, Such an undertaking, Is only for those not wary, Of rude awakenings and laws, Forsaking the freedom of my bonds, Which hold my place, along the gate, Which controls my fate. Bonds of loathing and taunting Specters of faceless smiles Messages of nameless moans Titles and spiteful rivals, Bring cries of despair and tears, Which shatter the floor beneath, Uncovering layers of disgust, Skin deep, is the source of vanity. Vanity meaning fleeting importance, For it, death, life, joy, fear, hope, And melancholy; know nothing, As they are simply the effects, But not the causes of the ruckus, The frozen coating of ocean surface, Ignorant to the swelling below, Waiting for a chance to bring Diablo. I Am No King You Won't Find Me Strip Me Of My Crown And Bury Me My Queen
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 11:10 AM UTC
Isis
Osiris is not a viable option, The rays of him are toxic, One must err on the side of caution, One mustn't take in the toxins. Not with a serpents gaze of night , I am the gleam in their very eyes, The twilight of people's lives, The shine dwindling with time. Street lights conjoin with the void,   As loss and gain meet with choice, The old teach young about voice, Lack thereof and unspoken poise. Lines have gathered across the head, Along with emotions, swirling regrets, Primal fear creeps up ones neck, The remainder of memories to forget. I haven't slept for I have wept I Am No King I haven't sang for I have pain I Am No King I haven't laughed for I am ****** Keep On Looking I haven't smiled for I am vile You Won't Find Me For she dwells within me A potion within a vial Searching for answers, Answers that have long since forgotten the questions, As words have forgotten poems, Poems that have forgotten books, Books that have forgotten shelves, And you, who has forgotten me, Although you live here, my Isis. You do not have the mind, To know that I dream of you, With me, as one in the same, Glimmers of hope which make way, For back breaking pain, and disdain As you say, my name, I sob, I pray, You encounter the soul provider, Whom you alone, deserve. Deciphering the hieroglyphics, The depth of my chambers, Such an undertaking, Is only for those not wary, Of rude awakenings and laws, Forsaking the freedom of my bonds, Which hold my place, along the gate, Which controls my fate. Bonds of loathing and taunting Specters of faceless smiles Messages of nameless moans Titles and spiteful rivals, Bring cries of despair and tears, Which shatter the floor beneath, Uncovering layers of disgust, Skin deep, is the source of vanity. Vanity meaning fleeting importance, For it, death, life, joy, fear, hope, And melancholy; know nothing, As they are simply the effects, But not the causes of the ruckus, The frozen coating of ocean surface, Ignorant to the swelling below, Waiting for a chance to bring Diablo. I Am No King You Won't Find Me Strip Me Of My Crown And Bury Me My Queen
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Social relations.      Fading, dissipating.            Regenerated and rebuilding. Everything held deep spills out over past memories and future broken promises.      Talking of brighter days with different time lines. Watching, talking, passively dissecting minds of those like mine.           All investigating our inner workings and imagined surroundings.                      It's in the waking hours of the dawn. It's when time is irrelevant.         When the new day brings nothing but revelations and unfiltered ramblings.                Anything to fill this  void.    The morning air feels stale compared to renewed awakenings. Constantly picking at the scab.           Digging for one last laugh.                                         A final smile.                        The perfect ending for the night we might forget.       We forge new mental pathways and plan play dates. Evolutionary socialization.             Cigarettes serve as reality checks and mirrored reflections.                          Open eyes burning for something tangible.                  Awake and unaware.        Filtering through the nonsense and intellectual genius. Trying to read the dusted lessons buried between advice and elaborate fairy tales.    We speak of ideas.      We speak of all the things that rest on the ledge of our understanding.         We dream of what it is and what it could be. All seeking growth.       All staying just within the caution tape. Ponderous wondering of connections and false enlightenment.                                                I remain skeptical even though I've felt it.   My mind has always held an untrusting grudge against my intuition.      In the end it's just another day.                               Contributions minimal.                  Lessons learned... Still settling their sediments.         They're Remnants.
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 2:29 AM UTC
RamblingDawn
Social relations.      Fading, dissipating.            Regenerated and rebuilding. Everything held deep spills out over past memories and future broken promises.      Talking of brighter days with different time lines. Watching, talking, passively dissecting minds of those like mine.           All investigating our inner workings and imagined surroundings.                      It's in the waking hours of the dawn. It's when time is irrelevant.         When the new day brings nothing but revelations and unfiltered ramblings.                Anything to fill this  void.    The morning air feels stale compared to renewed awakenings. Constantly picking at the scab.           Digging for one last laugh.                                         A final smile.                        The perfect ending for the night we might forget.       We forge new mental pathways and plan play dates. Evolutionary socialization.             Cigarettes serve as reality checks and mirrored reflections.                          Open eyes burning for something tangible.                  Awake and unaware.        Filtering through the nonsense and intellectual genius. Trying to read the dusted lessons buried between advice and elaborate fairy tales.    We speak of ideas.      We speak of all the things that rest on the ledge of our understanding.         We dream of what it is and what it could be. All seeking growth.       All staying just within the caution tape. Ponderous wondering of connections and false enlightenment.                                                I remain skeptical even though I've felt it.   My mind has always held an untrusting grudge against my intuition.      In the end it's just another day.                               Contributions minimal.                  Lessons learned... Still settling their sediments.         They're Remnants.
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Carpe Diem funny boy did you wait till it was too late hurry hurry worry worry you took life in big giant bites and then had to stop to break only when you defeated yourself hurry hurry worry worry but even then after breaking you got up and overcame your life and art were amazing and never the same race hard then fall or stall and then once again get up and give it your all you did it again and again be extraordinary hurry hurry worry worry never the same look how you overcame Good Will Hunting Dead Poets Jumanji Mork from Ork Patch Adams Awakenings with De Niro Aladdin Death to Smoochy Insomnia Peter Pan Mrs Doubtfire Good Morning Vietnam Jakob the Liar hurry hurry worry worry I have to stop not because I am out of art there are many more but because my fingers are tired of typing titles Peter Pan you stayed young fought the dark and won many triumphs again and again hurry hurry worry worry you ran an amazing race and a pace for two lifetimes in the end the dark caught you but you left behind a mark of amazing art "gather ye rosebuds while ye may"                                     - Robert Herrick Carpe Diem Rest funny man
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Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 10:53 AM UTC
Robin Williams 1951-2014, Carpe Diem
Your thoughts can cage you or release you Mind can give you a new realization Or sweep you under a deep spell of hallucination Imaginary demons can seize your thoughts Depends on what our thoughts are Repeated thoughts can become a reality Facing at fine surprises or rude awakenings Feed the mind with right thoughts Let not unwarranted thoughts sneak in Mind is powerful, subconscious a powerhouse Thoughts in slumber suddenly becomes a reality Choose your reality, for it depends on the thoughts A sparkling and clear mind harbors positivity Positive thoughts will steer you towards your destination Such is the power of thoughts; we delve not much into them Mind the thoughts and you will celebrate life
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 8:49 AM UTC
Thoughts
Sunrises in your eyes, Silences of the dawning skies, the grace when you stride on by. Soft songs your child sings in rhyme. The rainbow when the rain is still, the silence of my heart when I lay with you - Birds that fly so free, the ocean wave as it drifts towards me. Winds blowing high in the trees. Sleep as it descends on me. Beauty in the flowers we hold within. Nature's course, it comes and goes, we know. There's beauty in our harmony our poetry our one singing voice. There is beauty in the lives we live, as they run their course.
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC
Awakenings
Maybe someday people will speak of a great group of logical poets. It will be a group though. Maybe a help group for the more fragile ones. Not the type of fragile you are...the type that breaks. Carry on army, and tend to your fellow army members' wounds. Maybe someday you will see that you have fake bullets. Fully automatic, with hollow points and full metal jackets You like my poem, then i'll like yours we don't have to call it reading even if yours could heal my sores mine would be all i'm needing i like your whole style of no style nothing to do with form or function you say it's not a one way street when i see you at every junction to be honest, it fills me with fear hitting like becoming my being then i will get roped into even more when less is all i'm seeing because this group is the real world, on a page, in cyberspace. My mind isn't real, because you can't see it, and it can't hit the like button for me. I must be as insane as you think i am. It tickles my pickle to see the same poets that pointed at me years ago writing the same exact poem over and over. Talking about writers block like it's real. I stick to my guns and my guns are automatic. If you have a block, you're not a writer. You are still used for building though. Building what you hate, building what i love. I know some are blocks of **** but they fertilize, at least. Thank you truly. If you hadn't kept putting me to sleep, i wouldn't have had so many awakenings. I do see the good, in blocks. One thing about a big block is that it gets cut into pieces, to make smaller blocks. Then you get mixed in with other blocks that you want no part of. I guess then, you and the other blocks just stand for that one building. You know...the 1 million square foot ranch. It has a basement, but no upstairs.
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Oct 12, 2021
Oct 12, 2021 at 11:04 PM UTC
Groupthink is Not a One Way Street - The other side of huxley
Maybe someday people will speak of a great group of logical poets. It will be a group though. Maybe a help group for the more fragile ones. Not the type of fragile you are...the type that breaks. Carry on army, and tend to your fellow army members' wounds. Maybe someday you will see that you have fake bullets. Fully automatic, with hollow points and full metal jackets You like my poem, then i'll like yours we don't have to call it reading even if yours could heal my sores mine would be all i'm needing i like your whole style of no style nothing to do with form or function you say it's not a one way street when i see you at every junction to be honest, it fills me with fear hitting like becoming my being then i will get roped into even more when less is all i'm seeing because this group is the real world, on a page, in cyberspace. My mind isn't real, because you can't see it, and it can't hit the like button for me. I must be as insane as you think i am. It tickles my pickle to see the same poets that pointed at me years ago writing the same exact poem over and over. Talking about writers block like it's real. I stick to my guns and my guns are automatic. If you have a block, you're not a writer. You are still used for building though. Building what you hate, building what i love. I know some are blocks of **** but they fertilize, at least. Thank you truly. If you hadn't kept putting me to sleep, i wouldn't have had so many awakenings. I do see the good, in blocks. One thing about a big block is that it gets cut into pieces, to make smaller blocks. Then you get mixed in with other blocks that you want no part of. I guess then, you and the other blocks just stand for that one building. You know...the 1 million square foot ranch. It has a basement, but no upstairs.
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Tight embraces in dimly lit buses, night skies oppressive in the dormant freedom of brightly glowing stars, and through it all my mind shatters, crystal upon stark tile floors; go ahead, try to sweep it up. We all know you'll find pieces hidden in corners forevermore. Reserve me, conserve me, trap me in conversations that are real in their own plasticky way. Convention, protection, radioactive never-ending hunger, all is fearless until the time for courage arrives, and then you are still, trapped inside your own tobacco stained mouth, empty and aching with only a theoretical formula for satisfaction. Satiate my needs (as I covet yours) and enter my mind through gaps in my body, my hands are dry, my fingertips numb, the taste of them salty upon the cracks in my lips. Retract, retrospect, retro clothing and high heeled leather boots, walk the night through a fog of shame and search out a gleam of hope, but wait- that's just light pollution. The ground is dry but the sky is crying, where in space lies the disconnect? I'm spinning, I'm screaming, I'm waiting for an end but every day begins anew, the sky grotesque in its airiness and empty fullness and the moon waiting only long enough to greet the sun, bowing its silvery crowned head.
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 5:05 PM UTC
Foggy Awakenings
Dear porcelain, would I were perfect as you art, Not in dull translucence do you shine, Gleaming brilliance cloaked yet unmarred, Mirror mirror of conscious dreams of mine. The distant chime, chime of deathly knells, Of shattered pebbles down scented lunar peaks, Of soft crystal frost into the veil they fell, Let my masks abscond, leaving eyelids weak. Such sweet ache plagues my nightly mares, Loveless lone splendor beneath blacken skies, Nap 'tween the orchards ripe with pears, Awakenings torn asunder the happy lies. Sail-less ketch off candle-lit cavern shores, Colossal etched symbols of Hecate's spells, Till desire and woe to oblivion they soar, Will gladly blunder through all seven Hells. Absent from day's eye are the auric beams, Silent be the hymn from above, off-tune flutes, In motion I stand in fear of reluctant dreams, Wounded peregrine looking at the open blues.
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Oct 10, 2010
Oct 10, 2010 at 3:01 PM UTC
Epitaph of the Violet Precipice
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: At the threshold, or doorstep Of a ship...a gallery, A house...a library, It could be a forest, or a museum, A new school or shop, a church, An office, a factory, On entering a new city, or country, Take a bucket, or two It's all up to you There are lots of new stuff to learn, Leave eyes, ears wide open Be free to explore...don't worry, Mind is a sponge, A lot it could absorb---it is eager, for Discovery is an adventure, It beckons, Knowledge awaits, Just remember---discernment is vital. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: It could be a birthday bash A wedding, a wake A seminar,  or convention First day of classes, new job Or, a simple get-together Where awakenings and enlightenment occur Where you meet new faces, new friends Old friends to reunite with Maybe, someone to fall in love with Could be somebody warm Or cold...may be aloof Brave...may be broken Discernment is always vital. When standing at the threshold of a heart, Be more sensitive Be more careful with your bucket No one feels the air there, except you No one knows what could happen at the end of your visit For, discovery is always an adventure It beckons....knowledge awaits It could build...or break a future. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: So put your hands in your pockets But keep the fires burning Be thirsty for knowledge Of poison, better beware Keep in mind: discernment is vital It's all up to you...for, At every doorstep There await buckets. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally -------------- Copyright December 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 7:01 AM UTC
BUCKETS
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: At the threshold, or doorstep Of a ship...a gallery, A house...a library, It could be a forest, or a museum, A new school or shop, a church, An office, a factory, On entering a new city, or country, Take a bucket, or two It's all up to you There are lots of new stuff to learn, Leave eyes, ears wide open Be free to explore...don't worry, Mind is a sponge, A lot it could absorb---it is eager, for Discovery is an adventure, It beckons, Knowledge awaits, Just remember---discernment is vital. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: It could be a birthday bash A wedding, a wake A seminar,  or convention First day of classes, new job Or, a simple get-together Where awakenings and enlightenment occur Where you meet new faces, new friends Old friends to reunite with Maybe, someone to fall in love with Could be somebody warm Or cold...may be aloof Brave...may be broken Discernment is always vital. When standing at the threshold of a heart, Be more sensitive Be more careful with your bucket No one feels the air there, except you No one knows what could happen at the end of your visit For, discovery is always an adventure It beckons....knowledge awaits It could build...or break a future. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: So put your hands in your pockets But keep the fires burning Be thirsty for knowledge Of poison, better beware Keep in mind: discernment is vital It's all up to you...for, At every doorstep There await buckets. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally -------------- Copyright December 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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