Run your fingers on me
as you put your hand around my body
Press every vein - strings I have on me - hard and smooth!
until that sweet sap comes out like pure honey.

Savor the sweetness of my sap
as your body melt with it until
You and I will collide into the space
with our minds blown away into the milky way

Tightly, hold my body then let go of
the love that wakes every living dead man on earth

ang mala dyosa **** kagandahan
ngiting mahinhin di kukupas kailan man

balat **** makinis haplusin
ligaya sa aking puso't damdamin

flower

your beauty like a goddess
smile that never age

whose skin so soft and smooth
when caress by god's hands
such joy my heart and spirit

her sophistication
inner beauty a strength
his mountains and lakes

the spark of your blue eyed gaze
beneath the forest bed
in your arms with my heart
i melt with you

the warmth of your breath
touch deep of the woods
i can’t resist but
melt with you

the verses you wrote on the leaves
around my head
where love birds make a nest
with the forest mists
i melt with you

the flow of your love
run over my body
fresh sweet pure honey
from the nectar where bees feast

ikaw parin tinitibok ng puso ko
ikaw parin tanging nasa isip ko
ikaw parin pinapangarap makatabi sa gabi
ikaw parin hinahanap pagkagising sa umaga

ikaw parin kahit malayo na
ikaw parin kahit iba na
ikaw parin hanggat humihinga pa
hindi magbabago pag - ibig ko sayo

tag - init,
tag -ulan,
tag - lamig
tag- lagas

mahalin ka parati
araw at gabi
inaasam palagi
iisipin sa bawat sandali

tag - araw,  tag - ulan
tag - lagas, tag - lamig
pag - ibig ko ay mananatili
sa ilalim ng lihim
ako lamang nakakaalam at ang buwan

when in stillness
undying screams within explode
anxieties crawl like bugs
under the skin
of which the world is deaf n blind

when in stillness
callued demons awake
trashes revealed
clogging up the mind
for hundred years or so

when in stillness
they melt away
energy recharged
vibration flows the vines
lightness comes up

eyeing n  eyeing n  eyeing
the mind pattern n sensation
with full awareness of which
free from cravings or aversions
to stillness and equanimity we sync

charming words 
hypnotic blue - eyed look
stream of thoughts
a river's cause
endless days and night, i wish!

eyes closed  
arms around me
deep in the woods
over the valleys
oh, i wish endless days and nights!

touch my skin
soft and silky
kiss my lips
soft and ample

all i wish upon the moon god lover,
endless days and nights!
endless days and nights!

immensity
wealth of life and beauty

could fathom nobody
but stand in awe

greeny rice fields
nature in wonderment

within....reconnecting...

... i am
the breath
the mind
the body
the spirit

at peace ... within

yellow daisy
sways with the summer breeze
one afternoon

beach reggae festival
glow neon lights
brown sugary rocks
reggae in the air
vibrant and cool
powdery brown rocks
where my back  lay over
left all alone with you
and the buzzing sea
with the waves that
chase back and forth
like lovers
you and me
at the beach reggae festival
sweet summer night
with the thoughts of
soft lips
silky skin
and blue - eyes

You are the sun
cast light the garden
warm the moon
touches the river
calms the flood at dusk -----
the smile I draw on the sky

I see harvest as you shine
rays in every leaves
grew the farm
kissed the earth
sang the music of your heart
a whistle  and a lightness on your face
                            
The sunset has come
and carried you away
darkness fell
I fell on my knees
powerless as you're asleep
People stay awake having coffee and bread

They put you in a box
when you called fire
They put you six feet the ground
when you asked for ash
Those your blue book
they swallowed and spit

The ******* of religion
they cradle like child
I was so broken
my heart is revolting
against the shared fate

You’re a free spirit
sun of the sky
you’re rays reach 
every angle of the world
you hold the big heart
in your chest

"Adios
Mahal kong Ama,
Adios"
"Gihigugma ko Ikaw,
"Sangko sa Langit"

as i close my eyes
a land so bizarre appears before my sight
full of mystics, stillness, and trickery
and this hollow heart of mine
sprout the **** of curiosity
how could this be so real?

a flash before my eyes
the sky lifts me up so high
and stretches the arms of mine
like birds soaring up the sky
i flap them side by side
with my heart in wonderment, I ponder

reflects before my very eyes
an aesthetic resemblance of mine
with great affection gazes at me
with awe our eyes meet and merge
lil flowers sprout out from between the ******* of ours
a chest of exquisite embellishment

this strange land far away
where i set my foot with ease
waters crystallize and dance with elegance
flowers and trees smile and breathe
how could this be so real?
then suddenly...

darkness fell on me
mystic land decayed
waters ran blood and miasmic
flowers and trees  called out death
i trembled in fear I want to flee
but the grass clasp my legs impossible to leave

quiet evening beach, "Nguyen Tat Thanh"
long stretch sugary brownie field
two strangers  by the shore
the waves crawl with lure

succulent are the thoughts
two caught in bait of mind games
exchanged soft kisses and caress
as her eyes met the sea

yet they're in control in their heads
no dramas but
a feeling of detach
no promises to profess

the voyage of time runs a race
tailored moments kept hidden
morning comes another day
yesterday a tale story to say

feel that lazy ***
stay in bed.
watch those movies
or tv series.
eat on the screen
watch basketball game.
toronto raptors 's favorite team
derozan 's  the king!
lie on my thigh,
eeel the velvety skin of mine.
close your blue eyes,
as I read your book
gaze into my eyes,
behold, as our bodies collide
with the supernova,
we feel more alive.
dance with me
under the moonlit beam.
play our favorite music,
as we sway our hips
kiss my rose
as I eat your banana
touch my ears with your tongue

stay at the beach.
snorkel with the fish.
swim with me,
happy as can be.
sit on the sand,
on a sweet summer time.
listen to the waves,
rushing to the beach.
feel the warmth of the sun,
as we lie on the sand.
feel the gritty texture.
and the breeze.
swim with the waves,
sway me up high,
as we collide
*I Love You

the unbroken in the air flowing
sprinkles universe, earth and trees
chrysoprase of the land

the unbroken in the water flowing
soften the stony,  tamed the beasts
rhodonite of the mountains

the unbroken inhabits the earth
soil fertiled, flowers bloomed its grace
cease insecurities

the unbroken in the air flowing
sync yellow n blue, yin n yang
engendered the earth

the unbroken in the water flowing
rage calms, exhausted nerves revitalized
prisoners unchained, free'n blockages

the unbroken flowing
universe stands
serum of the earth

the energy
flowing within and without
the unbroken

the heaven i chase
like the summer bee
far of reach; far from me
may spring a bud morning dew
a flower blossoming from thy heart
like sampaguita pure and white
springs within breath
comes with it death
i taste then i chase no more
the earth, the trees, the grasshoppers breathe
i breathe
decay
i decay
in the realm of time and space
spring of breath and death
i drink
i feast
i walked away

fiery eyes
gaze of a child
on the old witch’s house on fire

standing like a tree
the old got on her knees
prayed to the sun god

a stone carved
worshipped by men
she calls him god

deaf as they are
blind as they are
her ignorance
slaughtered her house

the gods don't have ears
they will never come
her house will turn to ash

rain thy fire! rain thy fire!
they said
the fire gnawed the house
crushed my heart

left nothing but a sad tale
for the coming age
a star dusts that reminds
partiality in the house

my heart bleeds
a river
of tears
and aches

as the dews touch my skin
silence canopied the evergreen
butterflies are lifted up
like when he held me with his arms
i saw my sorrow float in the water
carried away by the river
then the rabbit walked in
calm as the stream
below our feet
i took a dip and felt my body rejuvenate

and those huge rocks
the love we roved is written
in the first season
how could i forget
the ******* explosion
and the bliss
when two cosmic bodies collide

between the mountains and rivers
the city grow before my eyes
a tornado of dust crippled the forest
a monster of garbage swallow the seas
ignorance blinds the eyes of mankind
greed eats their hearts
they care not the mother nature
but power and egoistic desire
what is there left
for the next generation
when fish dies
before their mother's eyes
when animals are hunted
and gone extinct
trees are cut down
and left the barren land
what is there left
for the next generation
what is there left

as i gaits around the pavement
under the sun with my weary heart
wrapped in my pockets
wind whispers to my ears

lonely tree swayed its branches
sad and blue
leaves fell on the ground
swept by the summer wind

i lift my head up and stretch my arms
gave him a hug
my heart jumped out as he hugged me back
maybe we're gonna be best friends
so I climbed up on him and threw my weary heart into the space

crusty crispy crabby shrimpy scallopsy
meaty cheesy peppery greeny reddy
mushroomy creamy saucey
yummy tummy fully full
--- now sleepy

there was a child whose father
brews rice at dawn
before the eyes of her mother
she frowns and stands like a pawn

her neighbors grumble saying
her lips a peg for pots
but they've seen nothing
what's inside her hearts

at the age of ten she thinks
like a hundred times her age
she burns her brows at nights
while her siblings sleep in their caves

she stands in the dark trails
her childhood can't see or hear
but her heart alone sees
how much she wanted to be free                                                                                                            

there's a spring of tears
and a lake of fire
she locks her door
and hides her face inside

cyclothymia runs her blood, they said
but their blind to see
blind to see her in a bottomless pit
almost defied

and her mother only sees
a face with a frown
a frown not the fullness
of her heart with a crown

but her father looks into her eyes
his smiles washed away the frown on her brows
leaving no flecks but a face that radiates
she flows with the rivers and seas

he sees her depths and lifts his pride
his a shelter she trusts her back and her spine
and her face glows in the dark a luminous green
then she finds her way and strength to walk on her path

the child with a frown no longer exists
her mother stands still in wonders
the neighbors and their mouths are shot
as a well grown garden arise
full of flowers bees and butterflies

as young as sampaguita in the farm
but stubborn as a mule
a pain in her mama's chest

her day cries if she doesn’t get
what she wants and days get longer  
if she refused to do the chores

stubborn child, stubborn child, her mama said
it echoes back her ears
words she doesn’t want to hear

it isn’t her mama’s equation to solve
but she repudiates and spews dormant philippics
like an erupting volcanoes

stubborn child, stubborn child, her mama said
it echoes back her ears
words she doesn’t want to hear

but her papa was different different as he was
he held her stubbornness like a baby
in his arms so fragile

he put her in a hammock and heard her cry
like a deep broken voice no one hears
and saw her dark shadows no one sees

he, whose heart flows in her veins
lifted her up and soften her heart
as she lay them down his chest

she whispers upon the moon for a change
many nights before she retires to bed
but like ravens their feathers always black

she can’t understand why her mama only sees
the ugly face of stubbornness
but then for her she finds beauty from it
an ornament her breast wears

her will power!
that’s what she is

you and i
and that high carpet heavens!
rested on the bearing walls

above us the moon
and the stars
adorned with grace and smiles the purest!

you and i
eating words and laughters
munch - cakes  -dance!

you and i
sipping nectars  - o'er -flowed the brim
bees bathed in it with joy - then
left its honey on our plates --

shall you and i
see again
in that high carpet heavens!

tell me when
tell me when

.This Excruciating Pain With Needles AND Thorns........!........
      ..........!..........IS Pinning IN MY Head.......!.........

          .............!................­AND Dragging ME .......!........TO......!.....

                  ..!............... Hell............!.........

        ....!......Leave.........!....
      
                                                    ......Leave....!.....
              
              .!....Leave...!..

                                    .!..ME..­.......
.............NOW.......
    
                  .....Scream out my lungs  in silence......

                    But give me back my Smile...
                    Put it on my face...
                    When I'm asleep....
                      Goodbye..

sweet little nothings -
bertie Botts flavoured beans -
from the sweetest heart on earth

how sweet to munch each beans
oh! ‘tis not the thing
but the act - with - Endearment!

i'm writing this in between
                after that bad bad dream
                    it felt like I was nailed up
                        as I struggled to wake up

                                          my body paralyzed in bed
                                                    i couldn't help but dread
                                                          as cold wind touched my nape
                                                            my vellus hair stood up straight

that sense of eerie crippled my core
                                                              as i felt his coming to my door
                                                then i heard some little footsteps
                                          and creaking at the hinges

i clasped my body so tightly
                          as i saw death coming to me slowly
                    my brain searched for that nerve
          to shake up my senses to leave

i felt my leg made a kick
                  then, I stood up pretty quick
                      my heart agitated
                              as i grasped one deep breath
then, i stood up pretty quick
my heart agitates
as i grasped one deep breath

an antique house
sits happy and run banquets
every glint of the moon
***** of beams spread out the sky horizon -
giving warmth and fascination

tables and chairs parties
with delicious drinks and cakes
glasses and plates dance its music beyond the wall
the munches and the cheers and the sips -
reverberating all my senses

smiles welcome you
“come join the party with us
feel the pleasure of your home
as you eat your time on"
At the corner,

a big collection of words
quietly squatting side by side
that reads a strange tongue
and a nineteen sixty three vintage camera
sitting on a run down shelf,

my curiosity my fingers
run on its face in wonderment
the cozy sofa looks pale and gray
carries the weight of the earth
looking sad and tired

but gives pleasure and comfort to all
love and pain
under the spell of mango and peach tea -
carefree spirits
only stirring memories

with our spoons out in the air
and we breathe
smell
eat
to our endless satisfaction

The touch of wine as smooth
and warmth as his caress
my body cannot resist

at the peak of the night
his hands on my hips
my neck on his lips

i clenched mine
as he ****** his in me
we are one in the galaxy

scanning the body head to foot
with steel mind and equanimous
legs crossed and eyes closed
scanning every cells and nerves he comes across

scanning scattered thoughts in the dark cell
where sankharas clung from a shipwreck years
bleeding in pain but still and sharp
cutting every root of miseries and wraths

dissecting, disintegrating the body piece by piece
with steel mind and equanimous
observing thousands of rising sensations
with the wisdom of anicca anicca anicca

sleeping volcanoes arisen
despairs dissolve to dust
vibration flows, space free
metta runs from the depth of a milky way

scanning, dissecting, disintegrating
with steel mind and equanimity
wisdom of anicca anicca anicca
purifying the galaxy from the ******* of dukkha

anicca anicca anicca
paññā paññā paññā

we are now apart
at each other's arms
i'm here
you're there

i have to stay
you have to fly
i can't bear this feeling
but i have to hold my heart

once we're lovebirds roving fibers
underneath the moon rivers
the sweet melodies of the nights
those that caress the mights

beach, the universe we adore
sand castles we built with love
the waves tossed in the air
by our laughters

sun is going down
summer's over
the night fell the ground
i'm frozen and numbed

but my heart beats
for you, i know


your heart knows, too
that we still are
in love, but your mind denies

wanna let go of you
cuz i don't want the numb
but i can't

a spacious hall
mats lie on the floor
stretches, flips, ataraxia, namaste!

the child and the sand castle
swift by the wave with haste
under a tangerine sky

i wonder what this dream has to say
a cluster of orchidaceae blooms
out from the right side of my chest
crawls up clasping my breast
to the base of my sternum
decorating my *****

i wonder what this dream has to say  
a lil gecko flashes my very eyes
creeps in the right sole of my foot
then i slit open my sole
he's pleased to see it crawls away

i wonder what this dream has to say
A centipede slinks out from somewhere
i smash it to death without regret
and a relief to see it's dead!

i wonder what these dreams have to say
do they say something to you?
they may not be digestible  
but I love to take a bite of your mind!

barren trees
abandoned by fertility
i thirst the fresh morning dews

beauty arisen
mystic divine

from stagnated pond
where mosquitoes egg

yet you're pink and still
sitting on the water

stars gaze at you
longing for your mystic touch

as your immense beauty shown
a magnet, hard to resist

a blue toothbrush
sits on the sink
a face in the mirror

the pacific howl of the wind  
into the ocean came
as you sweetly whispered
Goodbye Kitty Goodbye
my ***** is covered with blue
and held a valley of rain

no longer go
spinning fibers into the night
no more roving for fourth or fifth or sixth
the final spin has come to end
the time has changed its course
the voyage into the unknown is upfront

hold thy wings and be thy strength
into the silent solitude of the night  
with the summer laughters and joy
drawn in the palms from the summer days
the time has changed its course
the voyage into the unknown is upfront

time to let us go
we kissed one sweet goodbye
under the sad moon
i cried

you’re the one my heart long for
you’re the one my mind possess
you’re the dream i dream of
and the warmth of your skin against my skin

you're the one i want from other galaxy
you’re the one i sway
till my breath ceases away
but my love will stay

summer
winter
spring
fall

always will love you
always will long for you
always will think of you
always in my heart

in the deepest secret part
i alone know and the moon

splashing waves
children's laughter
beneath the crystal emerald skies
mountains over
my heart tuned in silence
out from the winter days
cold and dark
the sun kissed my brim
warmth my soul

N -ymph of the sea her grace adorn by emerald, pink morganite and
                                                    - carnelian -
G - oddess of love, beauty and trickery
U - nder world shakins and falls its knees upon seeing her into
Y - onder  - wild and blue
E - vil cripples by the lightness of her face, she is phenomenal
N - othing can stand the gape of her elegance.  

                                                -Wit­hin her -
T - antalizing eyes lie  some magic love spell and tricks
H - ow enticing, No wonder she wins every man’s heart -  immortals or
                                                                ­                        mortals especially Win
I - n just a wink of an eye

M - ountains and seas bow their heads
Y - ou'll  fall into her without hope but desperation

D- on’t ever look at her eyes, you'll be
U - under a life time spell and won’t ever wake up but if
Y - ou want to be
E - nchanted by her love
N- obody would stop you except Win.

dark blue silence perching in the nests
like an empty boat floating in the lazy seas
we found nest for our love-birds
but you left mine scarred and wounded

boat paddled to an island  
a home for our love-birds, untouched
but the birds were dying, you took yours
and left mine with scars and wounds

i lay my back on the grass, eyes closed  
with the nature that lasts
this fear of losing the birds squeezed my heart,
with doubts you left mine scarred and wounded

i'm scarred and wounded, yet
yet my love-bird sings
the poetry
we roved

trees inhabiting the land
under the summer sun
my heart sings
termites came with their sickles
half my heart, I cried!
save mother nature!

sweet lil memories taste like honey
how sweeter they could become
if only they could never be ended
yet simply they're as fleeting as the day

sweet lil memories built from years devotion
packed with suns and rains - in silence resonates
those film strips are made for memory sake
be reminisced by those  sweethearts --- apart---

lingering sweet lil memories in mind --- nested--
arouse the mind -- so highly addictive
light up my face on rainy days
i sleep with it day and night
i sit with it or
dance with it
until my last breath say goodbye

but
if sweet lil memories give me heartache
i better let it be in the deep sea
so i won't be crushed by its weight

with you i only live today
of the woods, in the midst
where monkeys grunt,
empress cicadas chant

i dance you on the bed of leaves
with your arms around me
and your lips against  mine
i don't want to cease the day

with you i only live today
on your wings,
i’m carried above  
with the mists
i float like clouds

the trees stood still
like the guardians
around your arms
nothing can be harm

guardian of the forest
friend of the wild
they listen to your heart, soft and gentle

with you i live only today
share the purest honey
on our lips we lick it

forgotten frozen tears
on his blue faded shirt
rolling under the sun

the leaves shed off the tree
the twigs rot to die
i kissed him for life

black silhouette vale sits my garden
face withered hallowed eyes laden
haunts my garden till the flowers grow barren
rips tears and cuts throats
mourns mountains of graves

i wonder if i could dig a hole
give a rest for her soul
may the moon lit up her Madole
the stars shine her face
the birds sing her lace

i wonder if we could run a talk
walk like friends
may her heart plays her music
her feet dance with joy
her hands reach for mine

i wonder if she leaves my garden
never comes back
may I mourn in joy
sleep in peace
for black silhouette vale sits my garden

i wonder if
i wonder if
i wonder if

if you're heart is half in two  
i'd rubbed you with rose mary, so
the pain comes to end
and loves me again

i'd bathed you in lavender
into your deepest core
sun comes out
to warm your heart

if you are the moon
picked through my room
i'd keep my door wide open
as your rays warm up my cold veins

as the day wakes up
i put my lips on yours
let our hearts freefall
and savour ecstatic blow

if you're an unspoken poetry
i'd penned lines about you day to day  
as you lie down next to me
i read them to you with gay

If you're infinity
and death is a staircase to you
I'd take with all the risks
just to be one with you

hello stranger
i'm love-struck
who are you
in that strange mask
you wore
can I tear it up

are you a lost star
in my constellation pattern
who read my thoughts
touch my soul
with warm caress
n’ bits of kisses

hello stranger
that comes to me
like a lightning bolt
with a thunder blow
my heart got exposed

can i open your heart
as i'm love-struck
and want a look
from the inside

you can enter my heart
tell me what you see

hello stranger
with your glass of grape wine
freshly brewed in the grape farm
toss with mine, we drifters

forever we stay strangers
unwounded  and free