In broken pieces my soul stays lost,
Sounds of pain, no matter the cost.
A heart once full is now torn to bare,
Silent cries fill the empty air.

Dreams are broken and lost in the night,
Haunted by darkness which is not in sight.
A soul wronged and looking to heal,
But the wounds seem too hard to feel.

Whispers of hope is my song so far,
Trying to mend the scars we are.
Through the cracks, light starts to show,
A broken heart finds strength to grow.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

When I realized, soul departing,
Remembering, whole life, a cloud passing.
An infant playing in a mothers lap,
As a kid for mistakes, getting a slap.

Walking with dad, hand in hand,
A person who is a magical wand,
Fulfilling our small wishes,
As we were his prince or princess.

Crying to go to school,
Later not wanting to return, was awful,
Carrying heavy loads of bag,
Bunking and walking with a swag.

Getting addicted for a cigarettes drag,
Gave confidence, felt an act to brag,
Getting high with drinks,
A day wasted, passed in brinks.

Unaware of value of the time,
For your younger self, it was a crime,
When opportunities knocked,
unable to understand, I kicked.

Never understood, true love of parents,
with regret, missing all those moments.
Not knowing what I have, to cherish,
I do now, on my way to perish.

Love, life and wife,
all cut by death as a knife,
The first touch and kiss,
A memorable moment I will miss.

As I see my body lying,
Only loved ones around weeping,
For them we are important,
the rest were not even present.

All those people that we hanged out,
In my last days, never heard my shout,
Value life, time, family, friends,
Only these will be beside us when life ends.

Unfortunate event, from self, parting,
Cannot even say goodbye, its haunting,
This body, connected to a soul,
From birth till last, played a wonderful role.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

My life is like a computer,
My love, you a Operating System,
Guiding me through the codes of existence,
Your touch brings seamless persistence.

In the hard drive of my heart, you reside,
Storing memories & emotions, side by side,
Your love is a binary code, so pure,
1's and 0's, our love will endure.

Together navigating the software of life,
A symphony of algorithms, where joy is rife,
You debug my sorrows, delete my fears,
With you, my happiness always appears.

You are the firewall that shields my heart,
Protecting it from pain, right from the start,
Your antivirus kisses, a shield so strong,
Guarding against all that could go wrong.

But just like a virus trying to invade,
Challenges may come, attempting to degrade.
Yet, your love, an anti-virus so strong,
Protecting our connection, against all wrong.

Through the circuits of time, we race,
Our love, a program with a perfect interface,
No bugs to be found, just a seamless blend,
Our love story, a code that will never end.

So here's to us, my love, in this digital romance,
A love story written in advance.
In the algorithm of life, you are my key,
Forever encrypted, just you and me.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In heart's deepest place, my emotions bloom,
My love's essence is like a rare perfume.
In the world of souls, ours will wind as one,
To start a new journey, let's begin.

Your true love, a moon in my darkest night,
Guiding my heart, toward the morning light.
In your arms, all my fears disperse,
Moments with you, a treasure, in my life’s course.

Through struggles and suffering, love remains,
A firm anchor in life's stormy plains.
Whispering promises forevermore,
As two spirits merge, bound by love, pure.

In quiet moments, my silence gazes,
My love will speak volumes, in a thousand ways.
It's your gentle touch, for which I long,
Love’s unspoken language, through my song.

My love, like a rare precious gem,
Shining brightly, will ever be a charm.
It knows no bounds, no limits,
A timeless wonder, in this mortal place.

So let us cherish, let us adore,
The gift of true love forevermore.
For in its expression, we find our home,
An eternal flame in our hearts, will freely roam.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

The endless skies of azure hue,
My love's whisper, paints the night anew.
Words unspoken, yet hearts commune,
My silent verse sitting beneath the moon.
Upon the sands, where moonbeams play,
Two souls' silhouette in the starry display.

Your fragrance blooms through whispered breeze,
My Love's symphony in nature's decrees.
Hand in hand a dance of souls,
In timeless rhythms, my love consoles.
My eternal poem, a cherished dream,
Your love for me will always be supreme.

By          
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Life isn't fair for all, that much is true,
There's a path for me and everyone of you.
In the brevity of our days,
We're tasked with choosing life's ways.

Forgive who hurt, let grudges fade,
Memories to linger, they've been made.
Stay true to self, in every deed,
For authenticity is what humans need.

Make peace with ghosts of yesteryears,
They're but echoes in our ears.
Comparison is a thief of joy,
Each life is its own unique floy.

A engine, the brain, and heart too,
Powering thoughts and desires anew.
Happiness lies within your grasp,
No other holds that sacred clasp.

Time is the great healer, stitches wounds,
Turning sorrow into tunes.
Embrace your quirks, be eccentric,
In diversity, find the magic.

Life's a journey, not a race,
Laugh, love, and find your grace.
Believe in miracles, they're near,
In every smile and in every tear.

Envy breeds resentment, it's true,
But your journey's yours, others cannot pursue.
My friend, the best is yet to unfold,
In our stories which should shine as gold.

It's never too late to seize the day,
To chase your dreams, come what may.
So let these truths light your way,
In the dance of life, let's sway.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

I started a venture, driven by love,
Putting my heart in it, with dreams from above.
You were my partner, the one with the key,
To support this journey and set my heart free.

With passion and hope, I shared my plan,
A product of love, where together we stand.
But you held back, saying it’s old,
A seasoned heart, in a market so cold.

You called it old, with doubt in your eyes,
But true value comes from life’s wise ties.
Despite the games and the tricks that played,
My loyalty stood strong, never swayed.

False promises and fake feelings spun,
Yet deep in my heart, the truth had won.
Though you turned out to be untrue,
I’ll hold onto memories, for love’s sake too.

Now as this journey moves along,
I’ll carry on, feeling strong.
Though you’re not needed, I won't feel sore,
I’ll cherish the moments, the love I bore.

So farewell, dear partner, with a smile,
My heart will heal, just give it a while.
Though my love venture didn’t reach the skies,
My loyalty remains, where true love lies.


By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

You are an ammunition, in every way,
No weapons required, just your presence will sway.
Your smile, a missile, soaring high
No distance can hinder its impact, my heart will die.

Your words, like bullets, pierced my soul,
Each shot, a memory which will haul.
In the cartridge of your kisses, I find sweet delight,
Every shot, a thrill, in the depths of the night.

You gaze like a torpedo, hits with force unseen,
Leaving me numb and serene.
And those sharp eyes of yours, like explosives they ignite,
Captures my heart, I will invite.

You're the propellant, igniting this fire,
Setting my world ablaze, with a burning desire.
And in your embrace, I find my warhead,
Ready to surrender, in this love we embed.

So let's embrace this warfare, with love as our guide,
For in the midst of chaos, with you, I abide.
No need for guns, pistols or bombs, I proclaim.
Reaching your heart was the only aim.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Every morning sunshine,
I wish I can hug you and say you are mine,
People hate you for summer,
During winter they love you, to keep ‘em warmer.

Oh dear! Evening’s pleasant breeze,
So cool, but it won’t freeze,
Sailing through the ocean,
In the waves we can see your motion.

Brighty moon,
Every-time I see you, my worries swoon,
So clam without any reason,
Satisfying so many hearts, without a season.

My lovely droplets of rain,
Too much of you is a pain,
Moderately so many farmers gain,
Is it your anger? floods and droughts, destroying every grain?

The worlds greenery,
A satisfying nature’s scenery
It is calm and not that Ordinary,
Holds power to destroy humanity, in its plenary.

If you observe with faith, you can see gods,
Which will protect you in all odds,
All disasters from Air, Sea, Earth, Fire and outer worlds,
Showering their love, wrath, anger and all their moods.

Sun, moon and all its season,
A cosmic balance, no natures treason,
We should be kind and respect weather as a boon,
It is from the gods and they are the world's platoon.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Among all creatures in this world, a wonder to be told,
A creation of God, with a pure heart as gold.
With licks of affection, they snog without cease,
Their love and care, a beautiful masterpiece.

Though unable to speak, they gaze with intent,
Their eyes filled with love, a true sentiment.
Cute puppies they are, like babies they play,
In their joyful antics, they brighten our day.

Running and jumping, a sport they adore,
Yet tiredness finds them, they snort and they snore.
They listen to music, with a haul,
But anger can cause them to growl.

Slippers, shoes, a sock they like chewing
Inspecting thorough, through sniffing,
Boredom will find them, anxiety too,
And digging ensues, a task they always pursue.

With heads tilting sideways, they listen with glee,
Their innocence shining for everyone to see.
Through kisses they show their love, ever true,
Tail wagging wildly, in happiness they brew.

Barking and yawning, a language they speak,
Their care is unwavering, strong and unique.
They guard their loved ones from danger and strife,
A loyal companion, a treasure for life.

In this wonderful creation, a dog's gentle grace,
Reflects the divine in their furry embrace.
Cherish these creatures, so loyal and kind,
A gift from above, in their love we find.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In the dance of forever, my soul entwines,
Around you, a presence that forever shines.
With each breath you take, I want to be,
Inside your lungs, a part of you, wannabe.

Your feelings flows in my nerves',
Mixed in my blood with binding grace.
Like DNA interlinked, inseparable and true,
A connection that time cannot undo.

Your aroma, a fragrance that sparks,
Disturbs and ignites, in both light and dark.
A drop desired from your love's vast sea,
Your emotions, as treasure I sought endlessly.

Affection boundless, a love that's vast,
Infinite care and my love unsurpassed.
Even if eye sight lost, my prayers will gleam,
For your dreams, a reality in the unseen.

Your memories cherished, carried to my grave,
In my heart, your love, a flag will wave.
Tattooed on my mind like an eternal sign,
You, my dear, forever will intertwine.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In the garden called my life,
where everything seemed rife.
You my flower that bloomed,
An everlasting bond was created.

Spreading aroma of love, my heart tamed,
Shades of your colour, my mind calmed,
Creating my world around you with delight,
To enjoy all its beauty through your sight.

To paint the sky from your hair’s dye,
The moon with the sparkles from your eye,
And the sun with the shine from your grace,
The earth with the glow from your face.

In this life, even in my dream,
Memories of you like the sun's gleam.
Through me you will live till my last breath,
And with my soul after this body’s death.

In the book of my dreams,
You are, love, in all chapters of my poems.
You will live forever In my words,
In my lyrics and in music in all my worlds.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

The curves, the shape, round,
Every time I touch it, it blows my mind.
Both, fills my hand,
I hold and I squeeze, and I bend.

The long one I hold,
Up and down, I take, as told.
My nerves, now harder,
For other acts, I spread it broader.

My blood flow increases
My mind, endorphin releases.
It feels so hard,
go easy, I am just a new lad.

After all this, I feel exhausted,
My mind and heart, so relaxed.
My day doesn't end well,
As it has become a daily drill.

All that pressure,
is indeed a pleasure.
2 hours of pumping, held in my arms,
good for my biceps, triceps and forearms.

All this with my pair of dumbbells,
A few plates and with barbells.
Ending the act with sit ups,
and a few push ups.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In the garden of my heart, I sowed a seed,
A seed of trust, with hope to feed,
Watered by emotions, pure and deep,
Nurtured with care, in nights so steep.

Through the storms and gentle rain,
I tended to it, with love's refrain,
For in its growth, I sought to find,
The sweetest fruit, of the heart's design.

With patience as my guiding light,
I watched it grow, both day and night,
Roots entwined with faith's embrace,
Branches reaching, in love's grace.

And as seasons passed, the seed did thrive,
Blossoming forth, with love alive,
In its shade, I found my rest,
In its fruit, true love is expressed.

For every tear shed in doubt's embrace,
Was washed away by trust's gentle grace,
And in the harvest, I found my bliss,
For true love's fruit is sweeter than this.

So let me sow seeds of trust anew,
In the garden of hearts, where love rings true,
For in the soil of faith, happiness grows,
And in the fruit of love, love forever glows.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

If you ever find a measure of love, my dear,
Compare this world, my love for you would be heavier…
For me, the door of your heart is locked,
All the love I showed, you mocked.
Yet I was expecting a change in you,
And you ended up treating me just one among the few.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

You are my Precious,
My love towards you is Pious,
My intentions are not malicious,
All I want was to cherish you as glorious.

My thoughts will never be poisonous,
Though there are people various,
I have taken you as a person serious,
Around you I am always curious.

Day by day I am becoming so anxious,
To be part of your life will be fabulous,
I feel being around you is auspicious,
When you are with me, I lose my conscious.

All makes sense and sounds obvious,
We are meant to be not only this but life previous,
If we are together my life will be gracious
My heart for you will always be generous…

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

The you I knew, is no more you,
I am not I that you once knew,
Evil has many faces, said everyone,
Never thought yours will be one.

The lost time that was never spent,
There is so much now that I repent.
Trying to heal the wounds of past,
My heart really needs its rest.

A corrupt heart was yours,
Cries of mine, in unseen tears,
My very kindness,
became blindness,

Crushed by love’s fatal wheels,
All scars and wounds, everything heals.
My heart got slayed by the person,
Who is a Hauntingly Beautiful one.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Like clouds my mind is dashing,
And my eyes will forever rain.
A storm of thoughts ever flashing,
With dreams, both in joy and in pain.

Thunderous sounds within the mists,
As each droplet holds a tale untold,
A torrent of feelings that twists,
Every tear contains my story, true and bold.

Through this downpour is my journey made,
Between the storm, a hope always remains,
A flood of emotions, both light and shade,
Washing away my heart's hidden stains.

Let this rain in my mind's wild flight,
For in the clouds my tears' refrain,
Cleanse my soul and bring forth light,
A new beginning and a new chance to gain.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

I wake up every morning only to suffer,
The pain you caused will be forever.
With pain and suffering, I sleep,
Only to wake up, again to weep.

Fighting with my own emotion,
To ensure in my heart, there is no commotion.
The cut is so **** deep,
From your memories that I can’t sweep...

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

As a rootless tree, unable to grow
like a drained river, unable to flow
lost my shine, unable to glow…

You’ve ignited fire and left me to burn,
My mind has stopped since, unable to run,
Who do I complain about? as there is none…

A composition of words unsung,
Painful heart of mine that you flung,
Will hesitate with others to get along…

Pure souls leave this earth early,
As it gets attached with someone dearly,
At-last none to remember merely…

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

There lies a tale of love profound,
Every parents' sacrifices, often unsound.
Hard to understand the ways,
As children are in their younger days.

For in parent’s shout, a lesson lies,
In every beating, a love truly tries,
To guide the steps, to light life’s way,
In the hopes of children, parents find their sway.

Through the trials of suffering, stories shared,
Lies wisdom gained, for you to be prepared.,
In every embrace, in every tear,
A parent's love lies, it truer.

Yet in this dance of life's cruel jest,
Children falter, put to the test,
Expecting only to be understood,
While parents give all, as best they could.

The love bestowed, a true treasure,
A legacy of utmost care,
Not for reward or riches sought,
But for a future, dearly bought.

To grant the gifts they never knew,
A love so pure, every day it's new,
But in return, just to understand,
Seems oft too much, in life's grandstand.

But still, they hope, in silent plea,
That children learn, and someday see,
The depth of love, the sacrifices made,
In every step, in every shade.

For in the end, when they depart,
It's not for praise or pride of heart,
But for the hope, that they will find,
A gift of joy, true and kind.

So let us cherish, the love they give,
And in their footsteps, learn to live,
For in their love, our futures lie,
A gift of love, reaching high.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

During the nights when my sadness stays,
When my tears fall down and whispers,
Know my, dear heart, in the dark of night,
Stars still shine with their soft light.

Though you walk through depression,
With heavy loads and aggression.
Time will heal and you will start anew,
Bringing hope in life with hopes few.

The sun will rise with a promise true,
Chasing away the darkened view.
Know in your heart which is strong and bright,
Lies the power to make all things right.

Like rain that helps the flowers grow,
Your heart will heal and the pain will go.
Accept the love that softly speaks,
Bringing peace to your tired days & weeks.

May peace soon come and joy stay near,
Bringing happiness throughout the year.
For in this moment you're a apart,
Hope will shine bright again in your heart.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In a world where silence sings its tune,
The rhythm of soundless music made me swoon.
Melody whispers without a single word,
A song without lyrics, yet deeply heard.

Notes dance in the air, delicate and free,
A sound of my soul, a silent decree.
No verses to guide, no lyrics to sing,
Yet, the heart understands, in quietening.

A sailing ship in a storm's embrace,
Navigating the storm to find its grace.
Each wave a note, every blow a chord,
In the music of silence, a journey explored.

The wind becomes a conductor unseen,
Directing the ship through waters serene.
No need for words in this melodic flight,
The soundless music carries through the night.

So let the ship sail in the storm's ballet,
A dance with silence, the night's display.
In the heart's quiet harbor, a melody supreme,
The rhythm of soundless music, beyond time.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In the depth of my heart, a ghost unknown,
It often leaps with power, all alone.
It is controlling for quite some time,
I found out, when it tried to climb.

It craves to reach your beating heart,
To devour all the love by tearing it apart.
Wants to find all ways to your soul,
Exploring every part of your body, its goal.

My longing is hungry to feast upon,
Each piece of you, one by one.
Your love has turned me into a beast,
To reach you, my dear is my soul’s quest.

A primal urge, a burning need,
Your beauty is a tempting seed.
Love me once truly to tame wild desire,
As your love has set my heart on fire.


By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

The nights breeze, gently whispers,
The moon and all the stars, shimmers,
Lying on my back, gazing the cosmos,
through the sky filled with darkness.

In this darkness, stars are visible,
Like stars my love always will, bright and eternal,
Unknown of your affection, my heart in turmoil,
Through this storm my love will continue to be agile.

The night is long and keeps me wide awake
A glimmer of light in your heart, is what I seek,
Wanted to feel to be on loves peak,
Till the end of this life, it’s not gleek.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Even the gods will punish for wrong,
A mother will never, her love so strong.
The whole world may go against you,
Yet she remains to be with, it's true.

Protecting the precious, her child,
She will face demons, can go wild,
Yet her love for you will be as sea, calm,
Her only priority, shielding you from harm.

For in her arms, you’ll find peace,
A haven where all troubles cease.
As time marches, even gods may turn,
But a mother's love, an eternal one.

She is your greatest teacher,
Don’t you dare to teach her.
You are her life’s priority,
Forever, she is your dignity.

She suffers pain of earthly strife,
To grant you the gift of precious life.
In her arms, you find your worth,
For she's the very essence of birth.

Many have broken her heart,
From which she has poured a part.
A piece of her flesh, is the whole you,
None understands but very few.

So cherish her love, pure and true,
For there's nothing a mother wouldn't do.
In her love, you'll always find a friend,
A bond unbroken, until the very end.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Beginning: A story started from the day I reached my mothers womb,
Suffering and pain I will carry till my tomb.
Playful childhood naughtiness,
Which did bring my mother little happiness.
Same naughtiness cannot be carried to adulthood,
As will definitely bring tremors in her mood.
For all misbehavior, by her, there will be lot o abuse,
Trust me those are all love in disguise.

Childhood: I have filled her world with sorrow’s
My words would’ve pierced her heart as arrows.
I, a selfish boy with no guidance,
Filled with this worldly nuisance.
Lost my youth in various atrocities,
Roaming around with brats around cities.
Little did she know her child’s future,
Will always carry this societal fracture.

Adolescence: A romantic stage of play,
My heart got slayed.
In a world of feminism,
Where I wished to see womanism.
All their wit with sweet talk,
Will lead you to a broken heart, in life’s walk.
The one I truly loved, didn’t love me, in my teen,
The one that loved me, found its way in the wedding.

Adulthood: The saddest day when I lost my father,
Who was always correcting me, for my better future.
As he never wanted me to be another him,
Making me stronger was his only aim.
It give me chills to my bone of his pain and suffering,
Watching and standing like a stone, not knowing.
A bell ringing that it is my time to prepare and to shine,
To fight life’s battle, armor up for my life tasks, not to whine.

Corporate: Filled with competition, greed & betrayal are ways of life,
In this godforsaken world of strife.
Corporates with fake promises,
Forgetting all that they work, build and save, one day dies.
Corporate *******, snakes and vultures,
Spreading venom & feeding upon one's weakness’.
Countless professional deaths & murders,
By calling us team, family and as friends.

Lesson: In a cruel world, teach thy kids how to fight,
For survival and for their future to be bright.
Live life to the fullest, help needy but don’t expect,
Nothing from anyone, whole life will be perfect.
It is a lesson from her,
And she is the greatest in my life, my mother.
My parents blessings and love has become my lifeline,
Which I will never let go in vain…

Conclusion: Lucky are the ones whose mothers starve,
To ensure her portions, children can have.
My mothers prayers to all the gods with her weeping,
for protecting me from evil and to continue guarding.
Her cries and prayers was heard,
By the great gods she trusted for her ward.
The only person who suffers all,
It was her, whose pain was to see my survival.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

The sparkle in your smile,
I will cherish it all the while.
Away, even if I for several mile,
Will always love you in style.

In your laughter, my joys beguile,
A bond that time can't defile.
Through storms and sunshine,
Our relationship will never be in vain.

In memories, our moments compile,
A journey of love, mile by mile.
No distance can our hearts defile,
Nothing will change even if I am in exile.

Through mountains of joy and valleys of tears,
Your smile echoes, calming all my fears.
A beacon of hope in a world so vast,
A treasured gem, destined to last.

In the book of my heart, this verse I pen,
The sparkle in your smile, again and again.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

When I gave you my whole heart,
You never wanted to be its part.
Instead you ended up tearing it into pieces,
And blamed me for acts of vices.

Tsunami you caused in my mind, affected my eyes dearly,
Drowned, unable to think of anything clearly.
The volcano caused in my heart, left my soul burned,
As ashes, I am left to suffer and to be ******.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

My heart is filled with Music,
My mind is filled with Lyric,
As being with you girl, is Magic...

Many at times I am Skeptic,
My thoughts have become Heretic,
I know, it doesn't sound ethic...

I try not to sound too Romantic,
What can I do, your vibes are so Magnetic,
Feels like my nerves are on electric...

Your charm is Charismatic,
You might feel I am very Dramatic,
Cause no one I ever met was so Sympathetic...

When I see your face, I feel Enthusiastic,
Being around you makes me Energetic,
My thoughts are very Ironic...

Your eyes are so Hypnotic,
My imagination goes Chaotic,
This one's for you girl, as an Epic...

I may sound like a Fanatic,
As my behavior doesn't make any Logic,
So, I know it will end in Tragic...

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In your eyes, the stars find their glow,
A radiant warmth makes my heart aglow.
Your laughter, a melody of pure and what a sight,
Bringing worlds joy to my every passing night.

In the garden of dreams, spirit dances free,
Painting life's canvas with your sweet harmony.
Your presence is a treasure, so rare,
Filling voids in my world with tender care.

Like a gentle breeze on a summer's day,
Your smile sweeps all my worries away.
So here's a verse, simple and true,
Forever and ever I will cherish you.

May all days be filled with endless delight,
With laughter, love, and dreams taking flight.
For in your happiness, my world finds its tune,
A song of joy beneath the moon.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind