One of the cruelest things is false hope.

When you break my heart.
If you break my heart.

Please do it kindly.

Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me.

I’ll let you keep a few pieces. Because they’re yours, and I won’t ask what you will do with them.

But break me quickly, simply, honestly.
Break me so I won’t shatter like glass. So that even when I no longer love you. I will love you for at least doing me this.

If you can’t promise me a forever. I won’t hold it against you. Time is not always kind, and I can’t expect it to be on our side.
But promise me you will try. Try to be on my side. Just on this.

So that I know, that even if this is no longer the case,
Once-upon-a-time ago, you really did love me.

The older I get the more picky I become about people, that I allow to come close to me, and I get more greedy with my own time.

I hope one day when someone asks me about you, I'll laugh instead of feeling this double edged dagger in my chest.

At the end of the day, all we have is who we are and what we have become. So, be your own hero because darling, in this cruel world, nobody can really understand you or stay with you. We only have  ourselves till the end of our existence, others are mere spectators of our life who renders our existence a bit more easy or difficult as the situation requires.

My insecurities plagued me my entire life.
I never trusted anyone for fear of being hurt and the only one who not only gained my heart, body and soul was standing before me deliberating on whether I was worth the effort.

And I understand. I understand why people hold hands: I’d always thought it was about possessiveness, saying ‘This is mine’. But it’s about maintaining contact. It is about speaking without words. It is about I want you with me and don’t go.

""Love yourself the way you want your daughters, nieces, friends kids to love themselves.""

I just have a happy personality with a sad soul in one body. It feels really weird sometimes.

The rain taps on my window.

It asks me if it can sing in my ear.

Until I fell asleep.

­ I wish the rain, ­ was you

Sometimes you have to just let go and see what happens.

Stand up,
wipe your tears.
Stay strong and make them wonder how you are still smiling.

Each Christmas I remember
The ones of long ago;
I see our mantelpiece adorned
With stockings in a row.

Each Christmas finds me dreaming
Of days that used to be,
When we hid presents here and there,
For all the family.

Each Christmas I remember
The fragrance in the air,
Of roasting turkey and mince pies
And cookies everywhere.

Each Christmas finds me longing
For Christmases now past,
And I am back in childhood
As long as memories last.

He is the only cure to my insanity.

Somewhere there has to be a world where you are with me,
Where there is me and you,
And only feelings of yours and mine will be,
Where the morning comes with the ray of your eyelids,
Where i would listen the lullaby of moon in your arms.
Where there would be intoxication in between our every meeting,
Our lips would kiss each other with our every conversation.
But, I don't know where that world is,
I don't know whether it exist or not,
My life was not as displeased with me as it is now,
In this lonely painful road, my breaths are lost,
I'm lost in someone's arms,
I kept on searching ways that lead to you, my destination,
And I have lost the destination in a way,
I’m still searching for this world in this atmosphere where my earth, my sky, my smile, my happiness and my life is.

The pouring rain is being shattered on the rocks slowly and painfully like a glass being broken into small shards so I am.

Be warned that should I ever get another chance to hold you close & call you mine, I’m never letting you go! If heaven forbid death should release me from my marriage you’re the only other person who’s wife I could be. You’ll never know just how much you mean to me, how much I am yours, how badly I want to give you the life you want with me, how badly I wish it was your last name at the end of my last name. Your hands are the only hands I crave on my body, the only naked body I want pressed against my own. It was never supposed to come to this, us meaning this much to each other, being this in love with one another. Now what am I just supposed to pretend it would have never work out with us, that once again I’m the one more in love, that you would have grown tired of me, anything just to face this cruel life without you. it was never fair to learn of your existence when I could never have you till death. However this works out, I promise to love you till the end of me.

To Mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you and how many times I get scolded by you,

I still think that-

You are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole world.

I love you and I miss you sooo much.

Love always,
Your stubborn child

Ps: I'm really sorry for all the problems I've caused.

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

"I miss you the most when I remember you don’t miss me at all"

I hope you smile and say ' I miss her' someday when someone mention my name to you.

In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can.

She could never quite understand the way he looked at her. He was always so curiously gentle, and his smile was so soft. Yet there was such glitter in his eyes, and an unrelenting sort of hate came out of his words, a strange, profound, impersonal hate. Personally he liked her, she was sure. He was gentle with her, attracted by her in some strange, soft, passionless way. But impersonally he hated her with a mystic hatred.

I think about life, I think about death and neither of them particular appeals me.

“He’s not mine,” she said. “And I don’t think he ever will be.”

“And maybe that’s a good thing because things are never how you imagine and having expectations only ever sets you up for disappointment.”

“But I can’t help but wonder what lying in his arms would be like,” she told the sky, “I can’t help but imagine being close enough to feel his breath on mine and his skin on my skin.”

She closed her eyes and felt the wind run it’s fingers through her hair, and imagined he was beside her.

“He’s going to **** me you know,” she whispered to the moon,“he’s going to commit ****** and the worst part is he won’t even know it.”

Often whenever we face troubles or sorrows we think that only our pain is greater and we suffer more than others but literally the fact is that there are people out there who suffer more, whose pain is imaginable so if you have food, clothes and shelter be grateful to God be'coz some don't even have these happiness.

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors and they drown us out at sea.

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.

When I got enough confidence
the stage was gone,
When I was sure of losing
I won,
When I needed people the most
They left me,
When I learn to dry my tears
I found a shoulder to cry on,
When I mastered the skill of hating,
someone started loving me from the core of one's heart.

THAT'S LIFE

"The more time I spend with you, the more I want. The closer we get, the closer I want to be."

I find it crazy how any of us can die at any moment yet we live our lives always planning for the future.

L, is for the Laughter I give to you every day
knowing you'll never go away

O, is for the Options we'll have when we're together
knowing our love couldn't get any better

V, is for the Visions I have of you
knowing I'll never find anyone quite like you

E, is for Everything that's true I've every said
especially when I said, "We'll be together till we're dead"

Once in a while, my wandering soul bumps into these beautiful, wonderful people, and all I can do is step back and collect myself.

All I can do is pause and try to fathom that what I’m seeing is real- that another soul could shine brightly enough to guide me home from these swallowing, violent seas.

And it’s in that moment that a light is planted in me, too. It may be dim, but there it rests- a gentle flame, my little beacon of hope, a precious gift from that brilliant, shining soul.

I hope one day you see the beauty in yourself that others see in you. But more importantly, I hope that day is soon.

I think i am a better ghost than a human being....

It’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were.

I have learnt how to live alone..
I have learnt how to survive without you..
I have learnt how to be silent and humble when nobody give a ****..
I have learnt so many things about life..
But today I understood I can never learn how to unlove you

Confidence is quiet,
Insecurities are loud ,
Without you I'm numb.

"She wanted to be gazed upon like her partner’s whole world revolved around her. She wanted to be held and cared for and touched so reverently. To be loved and protected until the end of her days. To be the only thing that made sense in his whole crazy life."

Deep and blue are its depths...
And the crashing waves are its beauty.
Life too however, is another ocean
But its depths are our beliefs,

Some are deep, others shallow.
The waves we create become great hopes.
So, as you swim in life's journey...
Are you sinking or still treading water?

Life's beauty is all around us but
Life's magic resides only within the heart.
What beauty have you found in your sea?
Are the waves strong or only small crests?

No matter what I'll do, I will never be good enough for you i think and that thought **** me literally

You made me feel beautiful when I thought I was nothing.

My love for you knows no bounds, its timeless and endless. You can enrich my life in more ways then I can ever express in words. I felt strongly connected to you the moment I looked into your eyes. I was drawn to your soul in a way I have never experienced before.

You are the only one can see the door to my soul.

Confidence is quiet,
Insecurities are loud ,
Without you I'm numb.

Does it matter that I die to you?

Hell, I don't think so it will matter to anyone ....

What do you do when the person you love, doesn't love you?
What do you do when the person you need, doesn't need you?
What do you do when the person you thought as your whole world, doesn't want you?

The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

You mean the world to me
Nothing will ever come between us
No matter what anybody says or does
You will always be in my heart
Forever and ever
Your spot will never be replaced
You hold the key to my heart
And you have since we met
I will love you forever
And no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Like I said I will love you forever
No matter what