right time
right place
right person
right moment
right feeling
right moves
right touch
right hug
right kiss
is this right
am i right
to feel this way
coz you said hey
you made my day
everyday


xo

in this uncertainty
you will always find continuity
sometimes real absurdity
will make you see resiliency
will make you value sincerity
treasure honesty
but still remains the integrity
you are you
you are true
you are not a fool
you will always stay cool
in the midst of this imparity
you will always see clarity
and that will stay in your
individuality
rarity
purity
because this is not fantasy
you are a reality

xo

running late
on a subway train
saw this motion
of a clouded place
we are on this trip
i thought it was a flip
i cannot breathe
i smell fear
i am wishing
you hold my hand dear
but you are far
from near
closing this chapter
by entering another
but i keep coming back
hoping for some luck
end this here
my heart is now clear

xoxo

in time
in line
in that moment
in short
in long haul
in sadness
in happiness
in those nights
in days i fight
in season
in tears
in joy
inside every hi
is you who make me smile
in my heart
i think i know
i think i like
i think
i need
i feel
i am in love
in you

xo

is it just me
why do you chose to see
is it meant to be
i want to have a we
in all those nights
i wish you could feel
this is so right
sleeping beside you
slipping glances on you
those neck
those skin
those sound
when you sleep
those hands
i know you want to hold
so tight
you want me
but i wish you are true
not just for show
not just for this flow
let's go together
everyday
forever

xo

light comes
dark arises
smoke emerges
water encapsulates
he is your savior
he is your soldier
trap him in a box
for sure it was like a fox
clear, rare and bare
unknowingly magic
and a bit ironic
he tames your flames
he also burn your bridges
he is a more
you will never be sure
until it fires up
in your heart
it become an art
continue burning
continue loving

xoxo

it was yellow
it was mellow
it sounds sad
it sounds bad
so many signs
so many lines
cross and drawn
on the break of dawn
repeating moments
lingering of scents
how can i forget
the night we never regret

xoxo

you play quite well
hey handsome
that rings a bell
looks like home
i think i fell
can you play some more
i am not sure
if i can carry on
on and on
but with you
i can just try again
again
just to gain
some love
some affection
not sure if you are shy
but just let me know
i can wait
just don't be late
love

how can i consider one to be
a perfect sight to see
is it when nobody can plea
how amazing that feeling will be
love is not around
or this world is just too round
who needs to do it first
i was about to search
my heart went to burst
whenever i see and about to perch
of all the places
i want to just be in your presence
i can't go on mazes
i just want to smell the essence
please be the first
i wanna be the last
love
that was found
on lost
sea above
all the ground

xo

i
like you lots
and
wanted
something to tell you
again
idfc
if that's alright
you
don't
talk too much
so far it's alright
no judgement
always
i'm still here
for you
it's you
that i miss you
sorry
i am
corny
i think God can explain
every little thing
we know
feel
this love
see you soon
handsome
cheers

hate me
don't like me
lie to me
say bad things to me
stab me
hurt me
never
look at me
get down on me
touch me
and
love me
coz when you do
i'll lose
myself
for thinking of all
the bad things
you've done to me

xo

heart beating
eyes blinking
skin chilling
the moment you call me
i am already winning
but is it just a season
is it just a reason
is it just a mission
for you to get even
for you to mend the broken
what a cold treatment
i am not an experiment
call me when needed
i don't want to be cheated
things are better
when no one is leaving
stay for good
don't be cold
love is meant to hold

xoxo

we connect through song
we say this for so long
do we need to assure
just to make sure
or leave it like this
make it abyss
will wait for a kiss
and just half of that miss
create a certain bliss
in moments like this
i know something is right
when you write
when i fight
i'll hold on tight
and keep that in mind

xoxo

there is earth, wind and fire
there is nothing's gonna stop us now
the time where best love songs are
still can't believe how
looking back on the hope
it brought something in my heart
both like a band with seventies
nostalgic as it may seem
being true is rare
being real is more
i guess
that will be all memories
after all

xo

patterns that repeat
lies that we beat
i'm sure you don't mind
i'm not sure we are found
is this something
are we nothing
are we being
just careless
just loveless
i want this to be clear
but i want also to be near
i am afraid it is a no
i am afraid it is a boo
but how will i know if i always linger
if i always just write like this
just thinking about you
pursing my lips
of the time spent
of the moments shared
is so precious
i hope you are remembering
love my heart is yours
the moment you said
you know that freaking song i ask

xoxo

side bed
side by side
i like you beside me
you like me on you
isn't it
we play
we stay
we laugh
we stare
we kiss
we hug
i open my eyes
i close my eyes
i see your face
i feel your neck
so warm
so cool
i know you feel my heart
i know you feel how cold i am
you offer to warmth me
you hug me
you clingy to me
you and me
please
on loop

xo

a song briefly says
time has a way of feeling
is it also for healing
is it also for being
for in the present
for in the absent
or can you just be honest

xoxo

seeing you stumble
makes me mumble
some words you will remember
not just because you are sober
i could see some spot
on either of your cheek
i could totally kiss
i bet you miss
i think i do too
i think i feel too
let's wait and see
i'll let you be


xo

little things you send over
why am i not getting over
still continuing to crush me over
of those little gestures i thought will be over
what is this spell that i'm under
feeling heartbeats on down under
pumping blood like its all September
i don't wanna end this until December
please do remember
i am on this till forever

make me believe
you are such a relieve
make me trust
you are a must
make me yours
you call me for hours
make me love
you are the one
and make me say
hey
this is
what make you
and will make me
this is
meant to be
just you and me

xo

you are seating far beyond
but i want to sit beside you
are we thinking the same
are we feeling the flame
we tend to tame
around others
we choose the same flavors
we eat the same that we favor
but i know when you lose
when you choose
you with me
with us
it is different
you are what i like to be
you are what i like to see
we escape on some nights
we crave for weeks
are you happy to see me
are you delighted to
remember everything
we used to be
i am not sure how it will be
definitely
another fantasy

xoxo

moving on
can i just turn it on
these wheel of faith
the massive pain
inside the hole of my heart
curling around in every part
will it fade
thus it made
of love
of hope
Coz i aint getting anymore heartbreak
I will not settle for anything fake
i am made for loving
made for liking
Getting by while smiling
i won’t keep running
I will leap
anytime of the year
just to feel your lip
and you beside me so near

Xo

we both know
this will eventually show
our true feeling
amidst upbringing
you are up there
i am down here
we have a deal
but i think it is not real
hope i can forget
i don't need to get
your approval
this is for my own survival
it sounds so trivial
but it is just an interval
of events
of moments
not meant to happen
not destined to deepen
you are a fool
not to prove
that your love
is bulletproof

xo

pray when your heart starts aching
also when you are breaking
pray when you least expect it
also when you feel like ****
pray for when, why, and how
also when you feel to take a bow
just actually pray
pray
pray
until you learn
to lay everything
and just let anything
be immersed in praying
in loving
in hurting
just pray


xo

i remember
you are a Pluviophile
you are a Bibliophile
you are a Xanthophile
you are an Autophile
you are a Clinophile
you are a Cynophile
you are a Stigmatophile
you are a Thalassophile
all is about you
all is about what you like
what you love
do you know
do you care
is this fair
do you remember
whatever
i am not sure we could be ever
likers
lovers
forever


xoxo

you said hello
but a bit slow
not really into much talking
but you are more of walking
and running
not a fan of smiling
but i like you laughing
sometimes you are aware
most of the time i like what you wear
this is a new way
of trying to get away
i'll go all the way
as long as i may
hear whatever
speak whenever
feel whatsoever
forever and ever
no never
this ain't a fever
we just both believer

xoxo

admit it or not
it shows in your actions and eyes
you miss me
but i'm not sure if its really me
is this just physical
are we just ******* mental
believing we can surpass
this circumstance
of being with each other
even if we are not together
why do you remember
every detail
you don't fail
i'm just continuing to be frail
to seek
to be meek
hope i'll not get sick
i'm becoming weak
admit it
or nothing
is gonna change
with this
feeling

xo

understand me
under every situation
underlying those experiences
underneath those scars
understand
please

xo

to be able
to be likeable
to be lovable
to be capable
to be adorable
to be pleasurable
to be desirable
all you need is to be you
and never pretend to be
just live and
maybe
you are destined to be
just who you are meant to be

xo

i can't wait for the time
i can't wait for you to be mine
i can't wait for you to shout
i can't wait for you to call out
that you saw love in me
that you saw light in me
that you saw more in me
i can't
i wait
for
you
for
us
or
for
me

xoxo

side by side
books on the slide
a great time to hide
an afternoon not that mild
but thoughts run wild
hands ready to touch
lips too wet to vouch
how our connection reacts
how great the impact
the affection
the attraction
my skin
your hands
why can't you say
tell me now
tell me how
tell me
yell
WE

xoxo

just let things flow
just let things grow
just let feelings show
don't mind if it's slow
it will surely glow
it will
go
it will
be big and small
it is never our call
just let it fall
in
time
you'll be
mine
we'll be
fine

xo

it was so vivid to me
the way you're not letting me go
the way you pull me closer
the way you look for me
the way you come for me
sometimes i feel
is it just yesterday
sweet warmth was once shared
that fall on the bed
that hug when cold
it was my 30th
it was you right
i might be mistaken
this is just a vivid memory
as they say
it was
sorry that i lied
i did like you from the start

xoxo

open your heart
to the chance
open your life
to this romance
open up
this is not a breakup
open now
forget the how
open those eyes
no more whys
coz in opening
there is a beginning

xo

you call me
i was caught by surprise
you need me
i was caught by my feelings
you want me
i was hugged by hopefulness
please make it true
please don't make me blue
just turn me into you
into you
into you
you
oh you
xo

this is such an alarm
you said i was so warm
but why do i feel cold
we are so bold
that was a bit of a ride
but we know exactly where to hide
betting and regretting
getting up
getting down
pursed lips upon me
upon you
babe you look so cool
we are both such a fool
getting better
hoping will be together
stay
babe
stay
love
stay

xo

your laugh
had given me almost half
of the heart i wanna see
of the love i want us to be
your words
had given me the hope
of the things we gonna cope
i wanna hold this rope
for this gonna be tight
i must be right
this is a fight
for love
for now
for i don't know
how

xo

consider everyone a sign
but don't call them mine
no one can ever lock you
no one can ever curse you
you are the key
you are lucky
on your own
so go on

xo

i wanna keep the distance
but i can't find the chance
or I'm just letting it slip a glance
coz i still like the ambiance
even though there is ignorance
and blinded by the fragrance
i know the way
i just don't want it to slip away
i am afraid we'll be far away
hence you might runaway
i want us to meet halfway
be together in anyway
hope this worry driveaway
and make way
for a pretty pathway

xo

who are ready
are we
are you
do i
do you
i can't even think of any
i just think
i just blink
and there you go
and there you throw
something good
something in my mood
brace ourselves
embrace our hearts
just savor it
just put it all in
memories
or
timeless present
happenings

xo

lucky you
lucky me
lucky everybody around we
the vicinity
the proximity
i like how your warm hug
makes me feel something
i can see how you are guarded
at the end of this road and tunnel
this city have witness
two people meetups
in a dire evenings
on parks
on bridges
on time
on and on
we keep on dreaming
that this feeling
could turn into loving

xo

i wish i could just be a song
that you could remember for so long
i wish you will see me as your favorite
that makes you feel every beat
i wish you could memorize my lyrics
that will make you repeat for weeks
i wish i could just be this good
that will always light up your mood
when things are rough
when things are not enough
coz a good song
is just one click away
and one drive away
to your pathway
in a skyway
in an airway
in a subway
when you runaway
anyway

xo

what words did it start
why now it hurts
so much i can't add up
should i just add to cart
all these feelings left on guard
these lips longed for you
but thus physical equals
the feelings shown emotional
is this final
are we regal
or just a fall
on the ground
of heavenly thorns
getting all the pain all at once

Make my day
Never go away
Make me feel
That this is real
Make me smile
That is worthwhile
Make me laugh
When everything seems tough
Make me realize
All those are lies
Make me think
That this ship will not sink

Even if we're miles apart
You're always in my heart
Distance doesn't matter
Because we have each other
Me and you together
Forever and ever

play for me
play for us
hope it will turn out
that way
that this may lead
to a good ship
a nice relationship
i can't seem to wish
how i wanted it to be you
those songs
are playing
inside my head
my mind
my heart
i hope it's you
i hope it's me
for you
together
meant
forever

quiet moments
makes me miss you
quite an understatement
makes me want to see you
quarter of my life
makes me think of you
quest of a lifetime
makes me feel you
question is this
do you feel the same way too

xo

thought you should know
i don't want to hear a no
spend time for me
i wanna see you bee
honeybee
sweet little pea
this cold embracing
i miss the feeling
of warm hugs
clingy hands
scooting alongside bed
we are gold
when we both are bold
let's fold
this blanket
let's hold
and share a jacket

xo

too many words
too little time
too many moments
feels like a crime
stealing attention
fleeting affection
we smell good
we fell on the same hood
carry me
touch me
hug me
kiss me
me
we
let this be
maybe

xoxo

Music is an art
An expression of our heart
Music is a melody
We feel it from the very start
Music is an escape
From all of our worries
Music is an emotion
That creates happy memories

With Music
Amazing people meet
Without music
Life is incomplete

it's been a week
i am becoming weak
but i need to have a reminder
always in September
i was born to be remembered

xoxo