what effects
do you have on me
do you have for me
does it loop
does it reverb
or it distort
i bet it echoes
just like beats
of my heart
of my affection
don't delay
but we can replay
those sweet melodies
those sweet rhythm
of us
of me and you
silently echoing
through
the
sound
proof
room
got me
got you
press me
press you
light on
light down

xo

got cold hands
sitting here
got my heart stop
thinking clear
the moments
all those memories
brought back what i can see
but dreadfully giving me chills
will this be worth it
will this be good time
to wait
to love
to shower you
my care
my affection
hey
love
please
give me
some
back to me

xo

sway
stay
say
may i be your
soulmate for the rest of my life
same space
subtle
surreal
but at the end
sure
I'll stay
and say
I'm safe
and see
I'll save
I'll sacrifice
I'll sail
with you
on all seas
only to see
you

xo

muse at night
are we alright
nothing much
love this so much
no drama
no tragic
just sweet nothings
turn into something

xo

At last i heard an affirmation
i heard a cry of anticipation
i saw a thrive of endearment
giddy on that simple statement
of yours
i hope it is not force
i felt it so true
turned my day to blue
got away
hope it did not flew
i am not sure
but i assume burning eyes
for this moment
not sure if this is a vent
but you ask
i did a task
not sure about this class
is this a must
why am i doing
what are we feeling

what is not to like
are we too alike
what is not to love
are we floating above
when you feel a lot
are there so many buts
when you see a lie
are we gonna say goodbye
where is the land
are we gonna hold hands
where should I leap
are you feeling it so deep
what do you like
are you sure for me
what do you love
are you worth it to have
so many question
but this is a connection
where are the answers
will you say never
will you
will it be
you

xoxo

feeling i long for
friend or more
fire and ice
you are so nice
you laugh
you cry
you try
you said hi
this fight
this flight
this might
let's see
i don't know about we
but thanks to you
i saw me

xo

all too much
all too less
miss you so much
cause you've been the best
so far
so near

it was a big shift
from friends to strangers
but it could be worst  
if the shift did not happen
shifts happen
***** happen
life happens
and for all you know it
it is still ninety-seven
or it could be just
being seven more than ninety
curveballs and shifts of universe
just happens
live with it

xoxo

persistent perfume
sticky and rubbing skin
strictly consistent bloom
don't throw this on a bin
i know i'm just a muse
hey boy
am i a toy
not the same as before
i'm small
but i can carry a ball
but yes i think i fall
don't make this a troll
i'll just do the roll
afraid to crawl
back to your arms
back to you
back to no clue

xo

Love is like an open sea
That is so deep
Love is like a precious gem
That I will forever keep
Love is like a song
That plays on and on forever
Love is like a photo
Of me and you together

Love is a choice
More than a feeling
Even in hardest times
I will be staying

it was long overdue
and this is true
i know it the first time
that you will never be mine
your eyes speaks different
our language was never permanent
wish you well
it always ring a bell
to know you are one call away
now you are so far away

I am feeling the same beat
I am seeing over and over the same feet
I am checking if it is just the heat
But if all comes with a great hit
All at once it was never a skit
Memories of the first time we meet
Laughs we share even all those ****
Being unable and fit
Those are not just it
That was all LIT

xoxo

everyday is a new day
but today i miss you babe
it started with a hey
blooms in May
i don't wanna be just away
because i want you to stay
i continuously pray
if ever this play
to never breakaway
will never turn gray
but until you say
we will may
we will lay
and forever will be okay

finally saw myself
when I arrange a shelf
of memories
of people
of experiences
of heartaches
of mistakes
of instances
of chances
of everything
finally
saw
me

xo

i see a brief preview
of a perfect view
beside me is you
a vintage hue
my head leans over an arm
i never feel a single harm
the smell so familiar
i hope it is similar
it was sweet
but no one can beat
how you just hold my hand
tight and warm
you definitely understand
we are each other's alarm


xo

grab me over
but i want you under
caress those arms
wrestle those lips
with your stare
how you glare
close your eye
not your heart
for me
for us
for the possibility
for everything
love

five words
bad words
sad words
it was like geting hit
by swords
but i wanna hoard
those attention
those affection
give me more
give me less
give me enough
give me now
so how
whisper it
tell it
do it

that was quick
we both become weak
give in for a week
hope this don't leak
i like how you call
i like how you fall
the moment you sit
and our eyes meet
you touch
we kiss
i lick
we dig in
few moments
shared breaths
hope this don't stop
let's have these strings
attached

xo

i can't wait for the time
when you will beg for mine
coz all those tick tocks
of the clock i spent
will now melt
in your heart
in your mind
hope you don't mind
i'll make sure
but i'll take my time
and you will see
i'll go and you'll
gonna miss me

xo

hear me out
heal me in
his tongue seems good
his mouth seems bad
have feelings
had meanings
hush the fuzz
hum the buzz
heat my cold heart
hit it until it hurts

xo

i wanna be his angel
and he be the knight
i wanna be his chill
when he will be the netflix
i wanna be his white
and he will be black
i wanna be his
only his
that no one can make me go
for anything at all

xoxo

you are the biggest part
of the past and its art
that pains my heart
from time to time
this is all mine
i know i sometimes whine
give me a bottle of fine
nothing beats the pain of that line
who says we move on easily
we just live on steadily
accepting and feeling
every inch of the being

i hear harps
when you laugh
i hope it's not a trap
even if you are afar
this is not a wrap
this is just a start
love me now
tell me how
i'll cling like a strap
let's string this craft
you are the better half

xo

i always believe
there is someone
that it is wrong
to hate anyone
that you are something
in more than
i think you are
the one
nothing in between
not close to none
not just for fun
i see a man
i can't see you gone
don't be done
coz in those some
you are the only one
not just somebody
i see you in every body
coz you are
someone
for another one

xo

you are there
you are here
you are where
you make me care
you cannot bear
you can bare
all those feels
all those that can't heal
we can cry all night
we can hug so tight
these wounds are forever
but my love will not be lost
never

xo

kind heart
king of hello
key of every song
know my feeling
kneel when needed
kin to you
kiss me
keep me

xo

when our eyes meet
it's like burning fire
and now i will say to you
it's great to see that
once our eyes meet again
we’ll be on the same path
no more wrath
will be wearing our hats
showing that our feelings will last

it was just
it was lust
i know it won't last
but why do i trust
maybe i can't adjust
afraid it will turn to dust

xo

it is still far away
but i need to get away
saw a smile in that way
not sure if you see it other way
better crawl and look away
go in a different way
i am not welcome in your day
i am sure she will pay
went to a near bay
molded my heart to clay
to never feel this way
i will be okay
i promise myself i am not a prey
i am just here always one call away
and the one who always pray

xoxo

Because of that
Because of what
Because of that chat
Because somewhat
Because I fell a lot
Because I just sat
Because that was at
some joint
some disappoint
some just make an endpoint

xo

that moment when i laid my hands
on the thing that will either break or hold us
is the exact moment you share a glimpse
of a thing that eventually torn me into pieces
i was holding
but then i was falling
out of the feeling
out of the loving
what a being
go
stop
pause
all at once
my heart
just hurt

xo

just once
just now
just stop
just go
just feel
just heal
just love
just cry
just laugh
just hold
just try
just do it
just us

xo

thinking the difference
of the look and that hook
those eyes give me some vibes of a book
i am worried it will stay
i am thinking of you, hey
i know you are not okay
but i am beside you all the way
sad, happy, crying, laughing
nothing is wrong when loving
come here i'll give you hug
no one will ever clog
felt your heart is an ice
please just look at me in the eyes
melting with you
and willing to give you
the warmth now love

xo

woke up in a certain heartbeat
it was steaming with heat
hoping it's true
still finding some clue
you held my hands
it was intertwined love
it is
i'm sure you did
i felt the need
you said you wanted them to see
how you love me
how you want me
how you chose me
today and everyday


xox

enter my heart
exit my life
enjoy my company
entertain my day
embrace my flaws
enhance my strengths
endangered persons
eagerness
emotions

xo

we have same taste
we used to copy paste
i hope we never face
a phase
where we don't see
each other
where we don't touch
each other
just moments
where we continue
where we foresee
more concerts
more memories
more happiness
more love
hey babe
we are cool

xo

i write words for you
i check phrases that resembles you
i bring out the poetry in you
i thought of you to bring out something in me
in music in arts in sports
all i think about is something about you
are you thinking the same
are you feeling it too
coz i can't take an answer that starts with no
it is always a yes and will never be a never
you are perfect for me as you are down
i'll always be here
for you
for us

the card left us in fear
or did it left us in tear
it brings out something
but i feel nothing
you push over
i thought this is never
they tease
but please
i don't intend to be at ease
you glance
i hope its a chance
we know our songs
we both in sync for long
it started with a car
hope it will not end just like a bar
of chocolate
coz i don't want to be this late
i am afraid its all a bait
hey mate
i wanna create
something worth it
that will last not for a tiny bit
but for all ways
always

xoxo

breeze
freeze
squeeze
miss
his
this
is

love

we will be alright
we will be right?
we need to fight
we never should choose flight
we might
choose different path
but i know in our hearts
will see each other
so far
so near
it will totally will cross
our paths
we are meant to be
we will be

love

i do all the stuff
you do all the catch
i hope someday
you do all the crafts
and offer me everything
and be my something
we both be somebody's
everthing
those songs we resonate
those filters we resemble
those artists we seem to like
a lot
be us as we be fond
of each other
like each other
and love each other

xo

there are dozens of reasons
of staying in this season
for choosing this decision
for not breaking this tension
but when hurting hurts
but when loving stops
calm your heart
touch your palm
is it hot
is it not
what you wanted
what you painted
embrace the whys
don't just ever lie
you just loved someone
who you think is right
who you think will might
not sure yet
but that is how you felt
now you question every why
now you can't even say bye

xo

comforts of each other
one can't wear for another
black or white
aside from side to side
smelling of shoulder
touching of any parts
reaching out our hearts
***** to be this small
let's just fall
words that i am afraid
i don't want this to fade
hey love
i am above
this feeling
this loving
can we continue
and be the being
we wanted in having

xo

been long time friends
but never become more than
why, how, what
i can't think of any of that
before you always ignore
you always know there is more
feelings are numb
i always thought you are dumb
but how could there be a hurt
when in fact i choose not to fight
you surrender
choose another path
now is this a small wrath
in my heart

now that we are away
i can't seem to find a way
until May
hope i could just forget
but i don't want to regret
all that i've done
all that i've given
it was so fun
seeing your smile
your excitement
to all
to it
to those gifts
are those cold treatment
just to be silent
and quiet
for my heart
and ending this with hurt

xo

care to share
care to bare
care to be aware
care
just ******* care

xo

i am trying to find
the right words to say
the correct phrases to make
but every time i think
i went blank
my heart went nuts
just thinking about you
marks my words
marks an impact
makes an intense feeling
one mind can't bear
one heart can't carry
will you lend me some
or can you just find me now

xo

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overlooked
are you dumb
not to see
why are you so late
for me to think
this is fate
click bait
i know mate
you are just there
but not sure
if you mean
everything you say
and do
so please
even if it's late
come to me
as early as it may
could it be
you and me
once again

xo

i imagine you are seeing the same
i imagine if you are thinking the same
are we in the same
are we insane
do you think i know your name
just to know this is lame
i wonder
but have you ever
wander
how
why
am i
writing so much
because i like you so much
all at once
just now
i realize