i am awake at hours  
                                    I usually
                                                    spend
                                                               in dreams.

the more i let them get to know me
the more i feel like losing track of myself

together
they resemble an avalanche rather than a summer's heat

her grey hair does not matter
                                             as long as
                                                        the sun's gold shines out of her soul

she knows it the best
for life has taught her
whatever you do
whenever you do it
do not question it
move with it
face it
do it

you shoud give in to temptation, at least that is what wilde tells us. but if you do, if you allow your soul's deepest wish to come true, dont you just give room for more? more to wish for more to hope for? is that really any better than keeping a temptation?

Trying to feel all at once
I ended up
Feeling nothing
At all

mummy listen
I am not sad and I am not lonely
Just because I prefer to spend time on my own, alone, with my books and my writing and my music all around me.
Mummy listen
I know you’ve been through a lot with your daughters and I know we’ve put you in situations we should not have done
But listen mummy listen
Your girls are fine
They have outgrown themselves
Outgrown who they were 5 years ago
Mummy
Listen
I love you
We love you

Feel, stranger the bound between us and give yourself in to it.

bodies to bodies
heartbeats to heartbeats
reach for human warmth
a simple momentary distraction

together
we form the kindest revolution of all

i am free.
my skin never touched with ***** hands
my mind never filled with any doubts.

silence is the loudest of all screams.

my worst habits are those of biting fingernails, opening wounds and rubbing my eyes too strongly
and then
then there is you
and you,
oh boy,
you are my worst yet favorite habit

to me
she is spring

love is not easy
love is not tranquil
love is not comfortable
love demands every bit of strength and effort
sometimes, love is war.