I feel lost without you.
You numb my pain.
You're the reason I smile.
Now I'm all alone.
The pain is coming back slowly.
You're gone.
I wonder if I smoke, maybe the pain will go away.
This is my temporary solution for now.
I'll never find anyone as good as you were to me.
I'm alone.
Everyone is gone.
I was in love.
You left, everyone left.
I'm alone.

when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.

We passed each other a day or two ago.
I remembered the day we met.
I remember our first date.When I gave you that sweater what you wrapped yourself in.
I remember the day of our first kiss.
I remember the name of your puppy.
I remember the days we spent inside my apartment watching movies.
I remember the first time we made love.
I remember the day you broke my heart in that e-mail.
It said, "Hey Jathan, I just wanted to be quite frank with you. I don't think I can do this anymore".
I replied back, "What about our memories?"
You then went on to say, "**** the memories". Then you decided to block me.
I went on to never have a great relationship like the one we had.
I still think about you and your puppy.
I remember that day I saw you.
You came up to me.
I remember my words perfectly.
I said,"*******".
I left you, I never turned around.

I feel this when I see you.
I'm overjoyed when I'm with you.
I have a crazy sensation.
I just want an "us".
You and I forever.
One day we will have this.
For now we just will have to live without each other.

You're more beautiful than the Mona Lisa
You're my latest and greatest inspiration.
-Teddy Pendergrass

I feel nostalgic when I that name.
It makes me think about the past.
Those words I told you 'I love you".
When you just said "oh".
I just laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking.
Wondering if I should say something.
I then said, "I assume you don't have the same feelings".
You said, "lol, I'm sorry I only see you as a friend".
I contemplated on what I should do.
I sometimes have uncontrollable thoughts of you now.
I often hear you're name in the midst.
In my mind I have a certain part for you.
I have to see you soon again.
Now you're in a relationship with someone.You seem happy at time.
I'm happy for you.
Its great to see that beautiful smile.
Its great to hear you're voice.
I often think that if we could have been something how long would that had last.
I hope to see you when we're finish with school.

My mood is just changing. I can't even see you as my friend anymore.
Sooner or later you're gonna need me. I see you looking at me at times and you try to look away. I just wish you would tell me. You usually don't even acknowledge me anymore. Whatever I did I am sorry. You always forgive me for everything, but now I think it's changed. I just wish you'd give me a one more chance. We usually talk to each other all the time. You talk to everyone except me. You ignore and it hurts. To be quite frank I try to ignore you, but you just seem to have a hold on me. When I told you I love the first time everything went downhill from then, but truly I hope we can just start over. You will always be in my heart even though we aren't close as we once were.

In general its a constant struggle.
Going day by day.
Trying to make it through.
My thoughts wonder about the place.
While I sit across from that empty space.
This is just life.
It gets harder, we age.
We meet new people day to day.
People that can affect us and people that can let us down.
Personally life to me is just what God gives me.
I have people here.
I just wish there was one person.
Who can make me feel better about life
I love life.
I love the life the I live.
I love everybody in it.

This is what I feel for you
You make me smile
I want you
I want an us
I want forever.
I'm just waiting for the right opportunity
Just to get to you and tell you 3 simple words
"I love you"
Lusting is what I long to do to you
I hold these thoughts in my head
I don't know what to do anymore
If you were to turn me down like the rest of the girls
What I had a certain lust for
Don't be like them
Have a different look towards it
I may not be the best looking
But I'm worth it.

I really don't know anymore;
Life changes;
The world changes;
People change;
It's hard out here;
Being lonely;
Having no one to be with;
I truly don't know;
Why am I here?

In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.

I don't know anymore.

This is what I feel when I speak to you or
when I'm with you. I must say it felt good being your friend for a while
now I reminisce on our past and I try to look forward towards the future
I have nothing to hide from you
I feel a deep pain, this pain goes down my spine
I cry when I think about you
then I remember those words you told me
We're finished it's over
We're done, now when I see you I turn my head in pain and disgust
Just thinking of a love lost
I pain

Sin is what I imagine doing to your body;
I lust for you;
I want you in many ways;
I want us;
I want you;
I love you;
I want to feel a sensation I've never felt before;
I have many imaginations of you with me;
It can be our little secret, no one has to know.

Love is what I feel when I'm with you;
When I'm not with you I feel lost;
I would love to be in your life for the rest of years to come;
Thinking about you is the only thing I do;
Wanting to bask in your beauty and see your warm pleasant smile;
That is all I ask for, but your answer in return is no;
Why is this?;
You don't feel the love the way I do;
This is because you love someone else;
All I wanted was your love, but your'e gone now;
I have to deal with it like an adult;
Accept the fact that we can't be together at all;
You make me look like a fool around your friends;
Now we're done its over a love lost;
A love never to be found.