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Aug 2019 · 1.4k
I Guess I'm alone...?
jay Aug 2019
My pain, my misery, they fall from the sky
I try to ignore it, but it still gets by.
memories of what could have been,
The hatred screams under my skin.
pulsing through my veins is the anger I feel.
Wounds break open as soon as they seal.
Darkness surrounds me with every step I take.
I manage a smile that i wish wasn't fake
I laugh when people talk to me,
but alone i wonder what they see...?
i promise i'm fine, i am the same
Cuz i know they all have me to blame.
I know the truth, but it's locked in my heart,
And now it's slowly tearing me apart.
walking alone, roaming the halls.
laughing girls, suffocating walls
pierced through my skin, the terror of home
i guess that i'm finally...all alone.
if you dont get the last two lines its fine...but please dont ask.
Apr 2019 · 227
.......
jay Apr 2019
i feel like dying
cuz its to late for crying
jay Apr 2019
MA POTATO BRINGS ALL DA BOYS TO DA YARD
AND THEY'RE LIKE
"ITS BETTER THEN YOURS"
DANG RIGHT, ITS BETTER THEN YOURS
I CAN MASH IT, BUT I GOTTA CHARGE
MA BEAUTIFUL PARODY OF "MILKSHAKE"
Feb 2019 · 180
Dying while smiling
jay Feb 2019
If everything was gone,
would living without crying be easier?
please stop, don't be so kind
whatever i do i cant understand.
WHY CAN'T I UNDERSTAND YOU?
If everything was gone,
If I was gone,
would dying while smiling be easier?
Feb 2019 · 354
tea is great
jay Feb 2019
tea is sweet
tea is bitter
coffee is good
but money is better XD

BUT I WOULD LIKE SOME COFFEE

coffee cures depression (proven fact)
COOOOOFFFFFEEEEEEEEEE
(STARBUCKS IF YOUR READING THIS, I LOVE YOU)
Feb 2019 · 99
Superficial
jay Feb 2019
In this superficial night,
the moon laughs at me
I hold the world in my hands
but while it laughs i just stand there and stare
Feb 2019 · 106
Can i ask you something?
jay Feb 2019
Is it over?
...
.....
.......
.........
...........
.............





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do you still love me?
Feb 2019 · 1.2k
TIIIIMMMEEE TRAAAVVVEEELLL
jay Feb 2019
If i could go back in time
would my mistakes always haunt my mind?
step by step; i'm closer every day
Tomorrow seems a million miles away
TIIIIMMMEEE TRAAAVVVEEELLL!!!
JOURNEY WITH ME TO THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND
Feb 2019 · 1.1k
The deepest poem ever
jay Feb 2019
I dig,
You dig,
He dig,
She dig,
They dig,

This isn't a beautiful poem
but its very deep.
IM SORRY, IF YOU WERE EXPECTING A GOOD POEM YOU CAME TO THE WRONG PERSON XD
THIS POEM IS JUST FOR LAUGHS
Feb 2019 · 21.7k
THIS IS KINDA WEIRD....
jay Feb 2019
Roses are red
Berries are blue
She's for me
NOT FOR YOU
if by chance
you take my place
i'll take my fist
and hit your face
:)
THIS IS RANDOM. DON'T HATE MEH PLS
Feb 2019 · 3.2k
You + Me
jay Feb 2019
A DOCTOR can save my life.
A LAWYER can defend my life.
A SOLDIER can give me a peaceful life.
But only You can give me a MEANINGFUL LIFE.
Feb 2019 · 165
My thoughts
jay Feb 2019
Ever since i met you...












...No one else is even worth thinking about
This is for someone very special to me, if you're reading this
I Love You
Feb 2019 · 221
The Apocalypse; Day 2
jay Feb 2019
I've decided to keep a sort of journal....
Telling you all about what happens in my life as a Middle-Schooler.
I call it...The Apocalypse
Follow me to stay up-to-date on when i post these.
Can you help me survive...The Apocalypse?
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Day 2
Monday, February 4
We have school again!!!
Normally i wouldn't be happy about this...
but i finally get to see my friends after a week
Today i am practicing for the musical.
Today should be a good day, nonetheless
please...send help
(and someone to do my homework)

~Pandora
Feb 2019 · 510
The Apocalypse; day 1
jay Feb 2019
I've decided to keep a sort of journal....
Telling you all about what happens in my life as a Middle-Schooler.
I call it...The Apocalypse
Follow me to stay up-to-date on when i post these.
Can you help me survive...The Apocalypse?
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Day 1
It's Sunday, tomorrow we go back to school...hopefully.
We've had multiple days off due to weather.
Im beginning to wonder if we will ever go back.
I MIGHT DIE IF I DON'T TALK TO SOMEONE SOON
Please...send help.
(And send someone to do my homework)

~Pandora
DAY 1
THE APOCALYPSE
Feb 2019 · 345
TWISTED LOVE
jay Feb 2019
He told me, "Glass hearts are meant to break
get a little stronger then someday ill love you.
Painted love was meant to wash away"
...ruined by the game you play...
Feb 2019 · 321
Swim
jay Feb 2019
Im Drowning
In My Tears
Do You Expect Me To Be Ok?
IF IM DYING. THE LAST THING I WANNA HEAR IS "are you ok?"
Feb 2019 · 374
a question...
jay Feb 2019
what happens...
when we fall asleep,
and don't want to wake up?
PLEASE...I DON'T WANT TO DIE
i just...want to end the pain
Jan 2019 · 2.1k
...i cant love you
jay Jan 2019
forbidden love.
tattered art.
an endless story,
of broken hearts.
a girl loves a boy,
a little cliché.
but forever, she hopes,
he will never go away.
a girl loves a boy,
the other girls friend.
She can never love him;
her love will never end.
two girls love a boy
but he can love neither,
he cries to break himself down
and to build them up higher
so the answer is simple;
who he must choose
a boy cant love someone,
when he cant even love himself
Hey this is an original poem
Dec 2018 · 892
FREAKS
jay Dec 2018
Staring at an open screen,
screaming just to fill the noise.
Hoping that you'll never leave,
nothing else beyond the void.

Do we write to end our sadness?
or fuel the fires of our madness?
Do we write to end our pain,
knowing it will never change?

People always tell me
"Attention is what you seek!"
people always ask me
"why are you a freak?"
i can only give one answer
and that is "I don't know"
but is it such a crime
to just want to be loved?
jay Dec 2018
some say "if you linger
on the thirteenth step
you will be dragged down
to the deepest depths
you will suffer an
endless, painful death
the demons will tear
and naw at your flesh"
so never linger on the thirteenth step
or you will be dragged
to the deepest depths
Dec 2018 · 213
hoodie
jay Dec 2018
she wore your hoodie
with a smile on her face
until you broke her
then she had no place

you didn't mean it
you swore to god
now your hoodie
is left unworn

as she bled
as she cried
as she hurt
as she died

she wore your hoodie
with a tear down her face
until you broke her
and she faded away
Dec 2018 · 2.0k
fake love
jay Dec 2018
Did you ever love me?
or was it all fake.

Did you ever need me?
or was it a game.

Did you ever want to hold me
in your arms?

Did you mean to leave me
with a broken heart?

i never said I love you
You said it all the time
it turns out words mean nothing
because you had to say goodbye

— The End —