My safe haven-
The only place where whispers are as loud as screams,
and screams fade into echo’s.
Where there is no difference between the good and the bad,
Only the human.
And voices litter every single surface,
Telling me to do things I know I shouldn’t.

My safe haven-
A place that is full of mistakes
And terrible ideas.
(But that’s what makes up life, right?)
Yet, I still feel more like myself here,
Than I do out there.

My own personal safe haven-
A place like heaven,
Could also be like hell.
A place where angels are demons,
And demons are angels.
The only place where I can truly be myself-
For once and for all.

This life I have, it seems so long
Keep pushing, I have to stay strong
This life I have, it seems so short
Don't give up, it's the last resort

While lying in my dark abyss,
I see a sky of happiness
Finally at peace, for what it seems
Then I awake, from only dreams

What's the purpose, why am I here?
To live with pain,  die with a tear?
No.
Life is too long, to live with pain
Life is too short, to waste on rain.

All memories are filled with pain
Making cloudy eyes dark with rain
The happy times are missed dearly
Sadness remembered oh so clearly...

Hanging six feet off the ground
Hanging but without a sound
This is more than just a rope
It's my time machine of hope

"are you okay?"
yeah.
"are you sure?"
yes.
"are you telling the truth?"
oh trust me, im lying.

You're a great person
Stop

I know you didn't mean to do that
Don't lie. You can't say things like that

You're the best thing that has happened to me
Quit it. You know nothing

It's all in the past
No it's not. You don't know what you're saying

I love you
No you don't

I'll see you tomorrow
*No you wont

Why did I do it?
I destroyed the person inside me.
But the outside is living, breathing, just fine.
People don't notice,
I'm missing the light in my eyes
I'm missing the smile you would see every day.
I'm not really missing anything important.

I'm not even missing.
Just lost.

The day I met you, I fell right into your trap.
All your compliments, gifts, words-
All lies.
I shouldn't have believed anything.
I should've believed my friends.
Even though all my tears were because of you,
I can't stop wishing that you were still here,
right next to me.

Hold fast to love
For if it fades
Life is like a dark tunnel
That's filled with grey.
Hold fast to love
Until it wakes
Life is like a risk you take
For a hopeful day.

"Be happy." They say.
I can't.
"At least pretend to be."
Why?
"Because no one likes a sad person."
*Oh