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B Dec 2014
I dreamt of her many years ago.
She didn't have a face.

But when she spoke,
it was the sound of music.

As I lay beside her,
all the ******* of my life started fading away.

Something about the vague dream kept me going.
It inspired me to keep fighting.

And then I woke up, happy,
for the first time in forever.


She could be anyone..
Sometimes good dreams help in hard times
B Dec 2014
No, I never loved you
But you persisted anyway
You thought with blind uncertainty that you could have me
You poured your soul out to me with every motion and every kiss
But it was nothing to me but a good time

I don't regret not feeling regret
The truth is I won't ever return your affection
I only question myself

*Why do I feel so good about breaking your heart?
what an *******
B Mar 2015
Have you ever tasted death?

Tastes a bit like love

Doesnt it

?
B Jun 2015
Anger is the spark that ignites the flame
It can fuel ones passion
and turn into art
Or
It can burn quickly through ones emotions
and turn into self destruction
Burning through the soul within
B Dec 2014
Her kisses are like nicotine.
The more I take, the more I destroy myself.
B Dec 2014
The rain pouring heavily unto you.
There are no shelters.
It's just you and where you need to go.

But on the way you will find that the rain will stop
eventually...
B Jan 2015
Home is where the heart is
So why do I feel so **** empty when I'm here?
B Oct 2021
How much hell would you go through to find you slice of heaven?
Would you die for her knowing she wouldn't do the same for you?
You feel like nothing even though you have the most substance.
You light up people's worlds but no one can light yours.

The darkness has its claws inside you. There's nowhere to run.
It always finds you.
But the way you figure things out to be is..
"I can die now. Or I can die later"
So you look at the darkness and knowing your mischievous ***...
You give the darkness the spiciest spiteful *******.

You can find peace in the nicer moments.
You can find yourself living a long life filled with amazing moments. Your time will expire but you welcome death's embrace with a smile, you can lean closer to death's ear and whisper.

"I've won"
B Feb 2015
We're saying lets take it easy
Just an innocent fling
Nothing more

It's hard to do that
When we're everything we've wanted

Because you will be gone for a long time
On the other side of the world
It'll be hard

You say I'm trouble, that you hate me
Jokingly of course
I try to keep it cool
I surprise you almost as much as you surprise me

Its so easy to ****** you
But its so easy to trust you too

Its so easy to like you

And as we lit the candles in my room
I realise that there's something special between us,
*because the only thing we're setting fire to
is our hearts
This is about someone I met recently that I'm thinking might be my soulmate
B Dec 2014
My eyes laid upon you for the first time today.
Every time I glanced in your direction;
You took my breath away
And if you haven't left when you did;
I would have passed out.
I could only imagine how I would have felt if you noticed me.

But you and I will never be.
B Dec 2014
It comes in quick
like a fierce wind.

It hits you hard
and then its gone.
B Jan 2017
Maybe time heals all wounds;
its what they always say,
but your heart is ******* up,
you're just not okay.

Maybe you're hurt. You're hopeless.
Try to let the right one in the door,
but every time you're more careful,
is an even deeper cut than before.

Maybe it's a game of conquest,
you just use and discard.
You wanna make it good.
You gotta make it hard.

Maybe every warm body
is just another empty shell
no matter how many
you're alone in your hell

Maybe was your true love
now she's just an ex
You try to get over it,
with some mindless ***.

Maybe it helps the ego
but the heart yearns for more
but it hurts like hell
it shakes you to the core.

Maybe next time, things will be different.
you'll learn from your errors
one step forward
away from altruistic terrors

Maybe you'll find someone
Someone who will take care of you.
When you're feeling happy,
or when you're feeling blue

Maybe
making a comeback
B Jan 2015
I always kept a picture of you when I went to work.
One day the picture fell out of my wallet.
A colleague picked it up and asked
"Is this the man in your life?"
Without hesitation I told him
"No. This man is my life"
Late mother told me this
B Jan 2015
Some come to dance
Some come for romance
In this dark place filled with strange rhythms

They come as animals during the night
They wake as humans in the light
The game awaits the best contestants

Only the animal who catches its prey
Will be with a human the next day
The experience is *pointless
Old Experiences
B Jan 2015
I remember her lips feeling
Naturally sweet with a bitter aftertaste
That came from her smoking habits
Every time I'd smoke now I'd think of her.
And Like smoking in itself; thinking back to how those lips felt
Is slowly killing me...
B Dec 2014
The acoustics in your skull
hinder what you think people hear
when you speak

The book cannot read itself
R
B Apr 2015
R
They say
death is like sleep
without dreams
so this
must mean
I die every night
B Dec 2014
She looked at the calender.
The day she decided it had to end.
Their special day.

He wasn't the same man.
He became better.
This was the man she wanted.

Her heart came back.
Could she give it a second chance,
after knowing what he had become?

She grew more lonely.
She pushed away all those who got too close.
Even the man that loved her.

She pondered if she could try again.
He had bettered himself.
It sweetened the urge to rekindle.
He finally became the man of her dreams.

Just not her man
All of them
B Jan 2015
All my life
I've been the light in other peoples lives
This is why monsters force me to love them
This is why my life is surrounded by darkness
There is no one to be the light of my life
I have always been the light
B Jan 2015
You feel lonely when I'm gone.
I feel lonely when you're here.
B Feb 2015
No you idiot!
This is how people fall in love.
Are you a *******?!
Do you like getting hurt ot something??

Dont open up to her.
You know she is the type.
She will stomp on your heart.
You can't take it anymore.
You will die this time.

Stop what you're doing.
Move on.
End It.
*Please dont **** us!
The idea of this one is pretty straightforward. The mind is pleading to the heart.
B Nov 2015
When you told me that you loved me so much
and you couldn't bear the thought of losing me,
you cried when we ended it because
you had too much going on in your life
and weren't happy with yourself.
But I just sat there and
I went on with my life as if nothing happened.

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B Apr 2015
People tell me
a relationship will feel constricted

I may be a player
But at least I feel conflicted
B May 2015
I have no idea what to write about
The fuel in which i need to write is torture
My soul no longer torments me

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