Let me love you right as a friend.
                       Let me hold you tight.
Give a kiss goodnight towards the end.
                      Wake up to that morning light

My female friends said my heart is like gold.
A caring perfection never controlled.
This a story never foretold
Express your problems never untold.
I’m here to help you carry that load.
Take your time as I hold your hand.
Because I’m DatGuy an Understanding Gentleman.
Your conscience is saying “Let him in”.
I’ll give all my trust...it won’t hurt.
Take the time to readjust...please insert.
I’m giving you a meal before dessert.
This is real..deal or no deal.
Like the game show with Howie.
I know your wondering DatGuy “how is he?”
“Why is he so attractively getting too attached to me.”
I always say I have an old soul so classically.
Like a musical masterpiece.
I’m just here because I had to be.
Your just here because you had to see.
I want you to believe not every male.
Would lie or tell-a-tale towards a female.
There’s only a few very passionate.
This is true no need to imagine it...

I want you to understand me.
As a friend no make believe or pretend.
That I’m here for you until the day we end.
Right now let’s enjoy this Day as it Begins..

I keep reviewing the text message you sent.
I’m stuck on backwards literally bent.
I try to look the other way and become distant.
But far away you still appear.
With the phone in my hand you still feel near.
I’m surprise that I actually care.
We weren’t even friends yet.
I guess that trial was just a test.
It ended short but I guess for the best.
Just the other day you sent a “Hello” text.
Not sure if I wanted to respond or just ignore.
I couldn’t go back how things were before.
A mystery I felt it in my core.
I’m an adventurous I felt the need to explore.
If I didn’t my wondering mind would of been at war.
Full of “what if?” or “what if nots?”.
What did that person want that they already got.
I tried to move on and forget what I forgot.
One day I was hurt and the next day I was not.
But then you sent that text just wondering what’s next....

Waiting on A Next Text

No interest
Don’t mention
The hurt and the curse
The worst never felt so worse.
Dig up my grave and cover me with dirt.
R.I.P. if I can...the rest of me is damaged.
Parts of me I can manage.
Piece to Piece please don’t take advantage.
This type of writing is different.
Can you understand it.
I bleed the same color....red.
My heart is broken.. I feel dead.
Mr Frankenstein me instead.
Put me together!
Lightning in the sky this is the weather.
Doc kept me alive so it’s whatever.
You can say what you want to say.
Aaron is strange he’s deranged.
Call me Da_Jokesta
You and I hear the same.
You and I see the same.
I’m just an original person
With a twisted name.

Don’t be a Yes Man.
Looking at yourself less than.
Take some time and Invest in.
Look at yourself in that reflection.
Just look at yourself!
What is your worth and what is your wealth?
You should think of you first and no one else.
You have the tools to repair you
No one else can see your past in their rear view.
The present is near you.
Your future should be in a clear view.
Dust yourself off you’re not done yet.
You didn’t lose but you haven’t won yet.
No matter how low the sun gets!
Seriously, you’re not done yet.
Take a hold of your life be in charge.
Don’t forget remember who you really are.
Even when the night falls and you see the stars.
I know you don’t like to feel the pain.
You wear long sleeve to cover your arms.
It’s not visible but I can still see them scars.
Your hurting within but you don’t care.
Because the real you isn’t there.
The real you is aware but could not bare.
The stupidity that you impaired.
You say, “I’m not dumb this is me!”.
Since the day of your birth I disagree.
Since the beginning we all had a choice.
We were developing as babies.
Even if we couldn’t speak yet with our voice.
Somewhere along the line you got off course.
And you changed your mind.
You left your only lonely self behind.
Then that Yes Man person was assigned.

I just want to say don’t be a Yes Man.
It’s not over you have a lot more Time.

Don’t be a Yes Man.
You better start guessing.
You could make a choice.
Don’t let every lady steal your voice.
Your that person chillin in the back seat.
Yes! It’s relaxing, until you become obsolete.
You’ll feel less important...not complete.

Heart Break and Pain will make you crazy but I hope not insanely.
Make you see flames angry in your head looking for someone to blame.
Somehow this angry you can keep in control and maintain.
The fuse is lit you have to go through with it.
Forget about losing it now your over there confusing ****.
Look at yourself looking for an enemy.
The guy in the mirror is not your best friend to be.
Sometimes he is the best friend to me.
The only friend that you can bare to see.
The Image of yourself is not vanishing.
So you break everything in your path.
Vandalizing things you never wish you had.
Anything that symbolizes a memory of y’all past.
You wish these memories didn’t last...

Eventually you will work through the pain and see happiness.
You will see yellow, blue, and white The Sky.
Red will be gone flushing out Your Eyes.
You will throwing away or burn Your Old Disguise.
Let it vanish as you bathe In The Sun.
All eyes on you because You Are The One.
You Are the Son that made it You Graduated.
HEART BREAK AND PAIN.
Now your life is different Not The Same.
You broke free of those Weighted Chains.
Through the anger you Waited For Change.
Crying in bed
Wearing Black but seeing Red.
Now the past is dead.
You can live your life Rich Pure Fame.

I have a working life Monday to Friday.
When the weekend comes I’m going to do it my way.
I get focus as put on NBA 2K.
I’m going to start my career today.
On this game my player will reach fame.
Wishing I was him...a star.
Not sure when in reality I will do the same.
Imagine me with fresh kicks, fresh clothes, and a chain.
Carry more paper bills than I do change.
I’ll switch the game and not complain
Time to relax and kick my feet back.
Turn on GTA try to raise up them stacks.
Run up the streets and prepare to attack.
This is my therapy I don’t need no feedback.
I mostly like open world games...
At the moment I play The Division 2.
When my best friend is home.
We look for enemies we have to shoot.
Finding items for protection even boots.
I guess what attracts me is the high tech gadgets.
I need them on those high level.
Very intense action my lady comes I ignore her distraction.
I take my headset off and have her repeat what she was asking.
I may be a Gamer but My Lady still come first.

People think I have nothing to talk about.
But yet I stay chatting up a storm with a cloudy mind.
Thinking about situations between yours to mines.
I truly want to speak but instead I write on lines.
This is an example, a sample, as I’m scrabbling my signs.
My mind sometimes be calm or tangled in vines.
This is a new beginning another intro to a rhythmic rhyme.
At the moment I’m nothing doing anything I can spare my time.
I’ve been back and forth coast to coast but I’m doing fine.
At one moment I was going to put down the pen and resign.
But I notice members posting poetry I figured “why shouldn’t I?”
Get in tune with the groove, I found a new beat that opened my mind.
So I decided to take this opportunity, why not open my eyes?
I’m tired of being lazy I rather stand up, so I rise.
I figured I’m already driving I can enjoy this ride.
No navigation needed I use a beat as my guide.
Enthusiastic about these radio waves coming near you.
If you can’t feel it, then it should be coming soon.
Until then you can wait...
But it’s best if you can Get in Tuned.

When Beauty comes around sometimes you just have Stop and Admire it. You never know when you’ll see it again.
                                -Understanding Gentleman

I want to talk to you half of me say, “I shouldn’t” and the other half say, “I should”.
I’ll just be patient until my mind say, “I could”
                                                  -Aaron L. Osgood

I could be your type! Depending on what flavor do you like?
I like to play games but not with your mind or heart. I’m talking video games, I’m ready to start!
I’m a mystery and A special person..if only I could specify.
                                                   -Jus_”DatGuy”

I just want to speak to you.
Can I get one moment of your time?
I just need me to see you.
I just need you to see me.
I know sometimes it’s not easy.
I just want this one moment to last.
But I know the images of me.
Brings up the bad moments of your past.
I just want to say sorry.
Although history can repeat.
It usually does..no matter how discreet.
Things can still rise to the surfaces above.

I’m thinking of you too much.
And the mistakes that were made.
But I’m also missing your touch.
Almost by days: like yesterday and today.
Tomorrow could be a different story.
But I still think about you always.

I won’t go into details.
But I shouldn’t raise my _.
I feel sorry where it landed.
It should of firmly planted.
If it was me instead of you.
I would of never withstand it.
So, now I understand it...Why.
You left me without a goodbye.
Then again you just left.
Without a single text.
I started with a Hello...
I got silence in return
I guess your wondering what’s next..
I guess your still feeling hurt..

I’m Sorry (it’s not just words)
I’m Sorry (I really mean it when your hurt)
I’m Sorry (I should thought of my action first)
I’m so so Sorry.

I guess you tried but couldn't find all the pieces to your heart.
Trying to put it back together unorganized pieces kept falling apart.
"How could you find the strength to move on?"
As you questioned yourself.
Putting doubt and fear in your mind.
Second guessing ever situation leaving nothing behind.
There's a young woman i know that has been interested.
She found you interesting years ago and still do now.
But how long does she has to wait around.
Time keeps going and does not stay still.
The pain from your past relationship left you a numbing feel.
Numbness situation kept you full for a while.
Still on the brain feeding yourself the pain.
Can't trust another woman even with a different name.
I understand the feeling and sympathize for you...
I’m Sorry Mike.

I’m still alive!
So, that means I didn’t die.
I’m back now in my suit and tie.
Being presentable is my profession.
Appearing here now I guess I have a confession.
My words is not just talk.
It’s my best means of an expression.
I will always laugh now and maybe cry later.
At the moment I’m molding my life.
I guess you can call me The Creator.
The Artistic Visionary, The Artistic Invader.
My art is always present I never miss.
I used to call myself Artamyst....
I appear to be the toughest.
My exterior is the roughest.
I take life all in until enough is enough is.
I know you see me talking.
Ignoring me as you keep on walking.
Just Great!
At times I may enter hibernation state.
I keep to myself.
Even when part of me wants to escape.
I stay on the clock from twelve to twelve.
I’m still alive no expiration.
So, that means I will remain on the shelf.
And if I do die, continue the separation.
From the body to the soul.
Life is just a play.
God gave me a role.
God gave me a goal.
I’m trying to reach it
But it will be a blessing if I turn old.
I’m talking black and white with some grey.
1) My black or brown skin, okay.
2) The white hairs may appear.
3) But I rather see grey.
I had to break it down.
I didn’t want you to question my logic.
I’m actually writing this.
As I’m listening to Logic.
I’m still alive and kicking is my topic.
I really need a vacation, probably the tropics.
Energizer bunny
I’ll keep going until I stop this......
Oh Yeah,,,I’m Alive...Stay Tune.
Maybe more coming soon.

I’m stuck in between the two.
Trying figure out what to do.
I want to live this life on earth.
But I know the results of it’s worth.
Things happen I’m human right.
Then I should have human rights.
Live during the day and sleep at night
Yolo as a guidance tool.
No one never provided tools
The doctor never recited rules.
As a baby...I was born.
This huge world I was invited to.
I couldn’t wait to see what I can do.
But now I’m sitting here writing to you.
Years passed it has gone by quick.
Polaroid photograph just an instant click.
Images of my past I’m stuck with it.
But I don’t regret the facts.
Nor can I get that time back..
It’s okay....
————————————————————
The other half of me wants live right.
Walked out of darkness and found light.
I wasn’t a witness but I found Christ
In me is so bright because of his sacrifice.
His life for mines and now we’re entwine.
I have a new goal reassigned.
My soul is anew redesigned.
I don’t need to look back..no rewind.
A different me attached now I’m kind.
This is not a joke, a show, or an act.
No threads with needles...reattached.
Like the shadow of Peter Pan.
But this is not a make-believe.
I’m just a human made to see.
The world that God has made for me.
Made for us because “In God We Trust”
That’s what the American dollar say.
Currency is just money and we disobey.
It gives us what we need instantly so we pay.
With an impatient thief there’s no delay.
No matter how much crime weighs.
Do it everyday like it’s okay.
No ones perfect and neither is I.
I’m not getting anywhere..goodbye.

Past relationship is lesson learned.
I found a new love.
I am interested in so I invest in her.
I leave no issues alone so I question her.
Settle our differences wait till the next occurs.
I love to chill and sit next to her.
Together we’re always real.
No lie or cheat thrills.
No “I” but only “We”.
No “I” in the word “Team”.
No “I” don’t only agree.
She shares the same views interestingly.
She interested in me and I’m interested in her.
We’re almost just alike.
Only few things we differ.
Despite of what we like.
Life as I imagine our future is almost right.
Maybe I’m wrong
I’m thinking too long.
I’m coming off strong.
The list goes on and on and on and on.
I listen to this song.
I changed to next track.
I skipped love songs.
There’s no rewinding it back.
But her I do adore like i said it before.
I have to make this work.
I think of her first.
Maybe, I’m just too needy.
That could make things worse.
I’m interested in her.
I invested my time in her.
What should I do?
Just ease off messaging her....

I haven't done this in a while,
So lend me your ears,
I'm going to speak with my mind,
And I will forget about my fears...

This is just a message..
Saying hello to my friend on the other side,
It's okay! no need to reply,
Just want to express myself,
An expression like a smile,
Both corners of the mouth rising the cheeks,
Takes a lot of thought and muscle,
For I better known as DatGuy to speak,
I really wish I can send this without you getting it,
Impossible I know that,
I hope your reading this but yet forgetting it,
Like something you don't want to hear,
Let it go in one ear and out the other,
Let me write this expression,
I'm not going to be second guess,
A vision is a sight to see,
The mind is sometimes confusing to me,
My mind sometimes be using me,
As I think,
I think a thought,
Then I try to put in motion,
Either drawing a picture or writing is my daily devotion..

Someone is a bit silent today,
What must I do to break that silence away,
I speak nice & sweet words never violently,
I hate to tell a lie I speak honestly,
Truth is JusDatGuy isn’t it obviously,
I don’t want to think negative,
I’m spreading positivity,
Honestly it’s me but I know it’s very hard to see,
How could I be this angel from heaven,
Because the evil spirit God took it out of me,
I may look bad but simply I’m good,
I may look back if I could do it over I would,
It could change who i am and who I am not,
It would change the feeling I have,
A little amnesia of what I forgot,
You’re still silent today,
I try to speak my mind since I have the time,
Words strolling on a line moving across,
This rhythm is something I never lost,
I am who I am
I may come off flavorful or even a little bit bland,
I got a bad flavor in my mouth I want you to understand,
I have a lot to say and that’s coming from me,
I usually roam the grounds all silently,
I don’t want to keep it inside,
Therapist said, “You have to speak it out!”,
“Don’t talk to yourself in the corner.”,
“You know words actually have a sound?”,
I don’t want to look insane so I’m speaking Loud!
Evidently I’m not scared now!
Since I’ve been living without a doubt,
Moving all the clouds trying seek the sun,
So I can look at myself saying....
“Look At What He Has Become!”

Cover my eyes so I go blind.
Because love is hard to find.
Maybe I’m not in the zone.
I need to switch my time.
I may be insufficient, not in my prime.
I’m trying to reach that primate status.
Let me go ape **** full of madness.
Life ain’t **** if nothing’s happens.
My drive is anxious I gotta have it.
I practice patience, I’m automatic.
I’m in a different bracket less dramatic.
You located love, well that’s fantastic!
I’m happy for you, let’s not dispute.
Love for me does not compute.
I got different views and reviews.
I wear the same size just have different shoes.
Just saying I’m the same person with different news.

So, here we go again.
Take two!
Love Me or Not.
I’m not here to make you.
Whatever you choose it’s cool.
Because, I’m going to still be me.
I’m still going to live on.
I know it’s hard to believe.
Not dealing with you is a relief.
I’m going to be Stressless!
Express my feelings I won’t suppress this.
I’m free now no need to be obsessed with.
I’m about to let it all out.
Love Me or Not, is my confession.
Love Me or Not, is full of aggression.
Love Me or Not...
I guess I learned my lesson.
Take Three!
Wait!
You don’t have another chance with me.
You just missed out on romance with me.
Bags packed! no going to France with me.
Aime-moi ou pas (French)
You don’t have another chance with me.
I think we can both agree!
This is an indefinitely guarantee.
You’ll never **** with me!

To be continued...

(1)
Let’s take a stroll down memory lane.
When you was my babe and I was your guy.
Wearing matching colors, yeah we was so fly.
Kicks stayed fresh.
As we Expressed.
How Clean We dressed.
No Dirt on mine.
Nike Air Force Ones.
Freshness takes time.
Those moments I sure miss mines.
Just you and I.

(2)
Let’s take a stroll down memory lane.
When we saw each other recently
You thought the same.
Missing me interesting.
You paused....
I saw that look in your eyes.
Caught by surprise.
You gave me a hug.
Then we said our Hello & Hi’s.
As our blood pressure rise.
Overexcited we couldn’t hide it.
I tried to play it cool like how I talk.
I tried to play it smooth just how I walk.
I guess I couldn’t hide it.
Too much excitement.

(3)
Let’s take a stroll down memory lane.
On a social media website we met.
We didn’t know each other but we took a bet.
Exchanged information we were almost a like.
You were more successful but it was you that I liked.
I got to know the person you are even from afar.
Like when I look up to the sky at the stars.
I used to wonder where you are.
Because I wanted to be next to you.
My particular interest was you.
I took that long trip on a bus.
So no more space can get between us.
No more time will intervene us.
They should of seen us.
I met your mom, your little brother, and niece.
Your older sister passed away R.I.P. silently.
You gave me a tour of your life which now is the past.
I understood the situation and the moment we had.
Yes! I’m To Blame. I decided to end it.
The distance was driving me insane.
After spending time with you it wasn’t the same..

Those memory lanes!
It makes us who we are today.

In person i walk around very quietly.
When I write it’s nonviolently.
I’m not that type of writer that wants to ****,
steal, or destroy.
My momma raised me as a holy boy.
Now I am a man and I seen too many thing which I still don’t understand.
I try to have fun with my friends at night.
But I’m not trying to get caught in no gun fight.
“No weapon formed against me shall prosper”.
If it’s my time to go then I will accept it.
This not my life even though I’m living it.
I can’t reject my God.
Only respect my God.
With him I can defeat my odds.