I can't do this without you I don't know how I ever did I'm weeping now, it doesn't help I just miss you so much Why wont you run to me My arms beckon you In the only love language I know Put down your life Set it on a shelf somewhere All I ever wanted was you I never asked for more If you couldn't why did you say you would I am here Find me Please
Getting used to you every single day and night Might be this is a lust or love or a only attraction Every night we interact but can't feel feelings Only i feel those feelings This is called love at first sight Might be you also used to me And can't show feelings Take your time I'm your incomplete puzzle and you are my missing piece
A choice i once made Gave me this feeling Of discomfort A feeling that never sat right with me For some reason this feels Like a stay or go Stay with me or be free from me I hurt But i know you ache with pain That should not be there in the first place Im sorry And if forgiveness is not an option Then to be free it must be For to move forward We need forgiveness and to move on To leave it in the past I promise to you That I want only you till I die My mistakes Are stupid And i know who i have and how much You mean to me So to lose you Would be too much That my mistake Would be the breaking of your heart And mine
I just want to speak to you. Can I get one moment of your time? I just need me to see you. I just need you to see me. I know sometimes it’s not easy. I just want this one moment to last. But I know the images of me. Brings up the bad moments of your past. I just want to say sorry. Although history can repeat. It usually does..no matter how discreet. Things can still to the surfaces above.
I’m thinking of you too much. And the mistakes that were made. But I’m also missing your touch. Almost by days: like yesterday and today. Tomorrow could be a different story. But I still think about you always.
I won’t go into details. But I shouldn’t raise my _. I feel sorry where it landed. It should of firmly planted. If it was me instead of you. I would of never withstand it. So, now I understand it...Why. You left me without a goodbye. Then again you just left. Without a single text. I started with a Hello... I got silence in return I guess your wondering what’s next.. I guess your still feeling hurt..
I’m Sorry (it’s not just words) I’m Sorry (I really mean it when your hurt) I’m Sorry (I should thought of my action first) I’m so so Sorry.
I put my self in scenario’s. I’m a romantic type of guy. I cause no pain.
The marks you left behind after the bruises faded A flinch at a hesitant touch Afraid to be alone with someone Afraid to be touched in a hug It isn't on purpose I swear I just panic at touches even by family From what you left when the bruises had healed over
Don't be afraid to walk out. Don't be afraid to put yourself first. The marks left behind might never heal but it is better then staying in a relationship that only harms you.