You
In that long sleeved red shirt
And black shorts
Caught my eye
I remember that day
You were a stranger
With your friends
You were behind us
At the line
You repeated the ride like us
About a thousand times
I stole a glance
But that was it
I kept seeing you
For the rest of the day
I know we'll never meet again
But I'll still meet you in that memory
Remembering it

Life can be taken at any moment now
I pray for those who have been taken
And I pray for those who have yet to end their fate
But to my loved ones
I say this to you
When I die
Be prepared for a change
There won't be anyone to laugh with
Anyone to be angry about
Anyone to be sad about
Anyone to make you smile
And I dare say
I love you
and  Thank you
I've had so many memories with you
I've made so many disappointments
I've had the best time I could ever hope for
I've lived with an honor to meet you
And through this,
I'll say my

**Goodbye.

get a cup of coffee and
think about the day
think about the night
think about your life
think about the good and the bad
think about today
what happened today
been blessed or not
enjoy the time given to you
dont let anything get into
the day filled with new opportunities
and a day
that should be filled with smiles

School is a bore
I wish there was more
The people around me
Feels like a wide open sea
It's hard to swim out there
With so much to bear
I simply wish it was easy
Instead I feel kinda queasy
Sometimes it's fun
But I still want to run
To my sweet escape
Even with my expression of gape

I've cracked codes
Upon many men
But yours was the hardest riddle
Probably an unsolvable riddle
You wouldn't let me into your heart
You were a locked door
I had to give up on you
You gave me sorrow
But then again
Sometimes
Love will bring you pain

You came crashing at me
  the first time I saw you.
You were so perfect
  I didn't know what to do.
My life was ever so poor
  I'll never catch up to you.
Cause loving you felt like
  I was being sent off to the moon.
You were too fragile to be mine,
  too expensive.
But you came to be free to me
  I called it a miracle.
Before you,
The universe was so boring
  but you then said it was just my imagination.
  For the universe is everything but boring
  because exciting fate exists in that universe
  and that's what brought me to you.

What if devil is a fallen angel?
And I was an angel in the past
One with the widest of the whitest wings
Before you've shown your face to me
You were my temptation
I fell under your spell
You've brought me to sin
Something that never felt so good
But never was right
I'll never reach back the gates of heaven
And be forever trapped in this eternal pit
Of your selfish doom

You call it weird
I call it normal
What do you even think about
When you see these things
Do you even bother
To mind my hurt
For the things you call weird
Are the most adorable in this world

Who are you to tell me I'm no good?
***** you
And your classy ways
I'd rather be a pig
Than a trained dog
Be myself
And just let life
Take me far away in this universe of gray

You watch a lot of people on TV
Then judge them on their acting
Some really deserve praising
While some I question how they even became actors
They're so stiff
Their expressions so still
Their voices so monotone
I really question their job
I sometimes think I could do better
But who would agree to that
When I feel embarassed trying to be someone else

I was a cold person
Never bothering anyone
I took everything solemnly
Not letting anything out of order
Everything had to be perfect
Then you came to my life
Told me to get out of my shell
You had to force me to get out
You showed me new things
And took me to great adventures
You showed me not everything has to be perfect
And sometimes
  things should be messy

In a good way.

I wanna say "Hi!"
But it comes out as "Bye."
I feel shy to see your face
Or be afraid to feel out of place
I want to be make acquaintance
But I keep putting distance
When I try to get close to you
I retreat everything I do

Spent our days
With the freedom we're given
The boring days
Faded away
Just our group
And our stupidity
In this holiday we had
And the fun we shared
Until when will we do this again
Our friendship time

Many people coming in
Should I even say they come here daily
Faces new
I don't even know who
How should I act
With these strangers
Not even given time to
Settle down with the first group
Then comes the other groups
Keep saying "hello" then walk away
I know it's rude
But I just can't interact

We all know the word ship
Like when you pair these two people together
Now I've settled down with many ships
And some of them be fictional
While others involve existent people
I wish they stay together
But I know the harsh reality
But some of them really do
And that ship sails far away

I know each one of us has a moment in our lives,
  a moment when we make regrets.
Like,
"Why the hell did I do that?"
"What was I thinking?"
And later we abuse ourselves with punishment good enough to repay for what happened.

One day,
The nonsensical
  will make sense.
There are a million possibilities in our hands.
Finding discoveries with the science of our world.
Or maybe even magic will never be a joke,
  and be the reason for our still existence in this universe.
But, in that time of our lives,
  we never know what may happen.
For there are many predictions and assumptions
  for the future that lies ahead.

What is romance?
Is it like a dance?
Moving and swinging
Swaying and spinning
To the melody of the song
Our movements so strong
We move as one
Until the song is done
We may change our partner
Or end up alone in the corner
Or continue moving
Ourselves blooming
To this dance we do
Something for me and you

I talked to a stranger
It was a gross conversation
But nevertheless fun
Talked about lewd things
Ended up with learning new stuff
I'd keep in mind
That green conversation we had
Could it be useful
For other stuff

I talk to myself.
Always in the bathroom
  to my reflection in the mirror.
Sometimes even laughing,
  sometimes even crying.
I don't think it's weird.
I'm sure there are others like me
    Or maybe not?

We like the opposite of the other
We fight over little things
We love the craziest and strangest of things
We never were for the norm
We both say we hate each other
But we still love each other anyway

You looked like Prince Charming
I didn't know what was coming
Letters were sent out to the whole town
Written was an invitation to a ball in the castle
Th brat sisters taunted
The stepmother always evil
Fairy godmother came
And made me beautiful
I danced with the prince
Leaving him hanging by twelve
Left a shoe for a clue
And he searched the whole town
Later found out
I was the one
I saw the prince
Apparently he wasn't the one
I danced with someone else
It was a butler
How'd I end up with him
I have no idea
But for him to be the prince I thought
I declined the real prince's offer
And went for the butler
The prince was sad
I suggested he look at my sisters
For they were desperate
Mother was glad the prince came
But the prince has taken no interest to each of them
The prince kept searching for a wife
Sister's still desperate
Mother just as evil
and I lived happily ever after just fine with my own prince

I met you on one Spring day
The world started blooming that day
The winter coldness passed
The ice of my heart started melting
You were the one to replace
The one in my heart's case
Your hand branched out to me
And I held on to it
Days passed
Spring's come to last
Summer's coming
And so our story meets a new chapter

Instead of hiding in this place of nothingness
Let's go run to a place of brightness
A place we can have fun
Particularly, under the sun
Maybe have love blossom
Love is also awesome
But let's keep running
And never stop smiling

The pain you gave
Was like a thousand bullets being shot
Stop
I understand now
So please
Go away
Far from here
So that I won't have to give in to pain anymore

The thrill of your lies
Keeps me up all night
You think I'm stupid
But apparently
It's you
For your lies don't bother me
Now that I've come to get you

The fear of letting go
The world becomes a different place
The time I was in your arms
You who held me tight
The world felt safe
I loved the feeling of your warmth
But now
Everything's different

You're like a dash of paint
In a new canvas
Bringing color to my world
Because of the love you give

I love you
I love you
We keep saying that
Without even meaning it

No matter how grave it is
You can't ignore the past
But you can't relive it
History doesn't repeat itself
The story changes too
The past you had
Is a guide for what you can achieve

Everything was black and white
No sign of colors flashing by
With no emotions in our face
The world is nothing  but a shelter
One came by and flashed a tint of yellow
Enthusiasm came by and spread confidence
Then came red
Gave us the motive to make action
Also came blue
And gave the calmness
Thousands of colors splashed into our world
Bringing up changes in me and and you

Not knowing what to do
Feeling so down over you
You just misunderstood
Nothing was happening
You left so quickly
I regret whatever I've done
So please
Come back

You in love with me
Then play with my tricks
You ain't getting there easily
I'll make it hard for you
Just watch
You'd regret falling for me

Don't tease me
You think I'm easy?
Was I the only one trying work this out?
I'm sick of you
Goodbye

You don't have to be strong
Show your weakness sometimes
Sure you'd look stupid
But we are human after all

We keep looking forward to tomorrow
Only to be swallowed by sorrow
We can't blame ourselves
We keep hiding like some books in shelves
When we gain courage
Doesn't matter what age
Let's set out
Try not to pout
To the world and its beyonds
Ourselves becoming bonds

In my hand
is a photograph
A picture of a memory
A memory I keep clear
Cause it holds a picture
Of me and you

You may not look the best
Or be the smartest
Or be the strongest
But you are the best
When it comes to me
Always have that in mind

When the boy you like
Sang the song you hate most
Then you started liking the song then
Just because he sang it
Because his voice felt soothing to the song
And your heart just races while he's singing
And you can't stop thinking about him

Being alone
is not that bad
A peace of mind you have at last
Sometimes
People are such a nuisance
That I wish to withdraw from them
Alone I can do nothing
But I could be in relief from other people's expectations

You laughed awkwardly
Sorry I didn't mean to
Asking who you like randomly
Was a weird thing to do
Curiousity gets ahead of me
So I let it out of me
Wondering who you like
Could be a pain or my happiness

whenever i see a worm
i feel like ten years of my life was taken
i used to be okay with them
but now apparently not
they seem to look gross
i cant seem to be not afraid of it
then i loose my cool
and start freaking out
this is why i hate worms

Between friends
There is always a talk of
LOVE
I don't know why
But we came to talk about it
Discussions on who we like
Though I have no one in mind now
But it seems like I do
And I just don't know who
Love talks like these
Never end without a bittersweet feeling

I am physically fit
But not mentally stable
If something bad were to happen to me
Who would've known what would happen next
I can't handle much of strong will
'Cause I am weak
No matter what