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"resuscitation" poems
# *This coup A new nation Loyal dedication Its classification* ‘Species procreation’ Prevents us from facing A human cessation selective mutation Gestation Creation It may help explaining The reasons Behaving *But not the foundation Or actions We’re basing* A simplification is “continuation” A checkbox left vacant *Fulfillment We’re chasing* We sweat Eyes are gazing A slight palpitation In need of hydration Complete excitation Without hesitation Intense stimulation **Deep urges Heart racing** *Driven By sensations* **Unbounded fixation Pelvic Undulations Clothing Perforations Time no longer wasting** ***This capitulation a Sanctification ****** gyrations Hint of *********** The bedroom Safe haven For what we are craving *Once out and displaying* It all had been taken Before Feeling vacant Freed imagination A resuscitation Indulged depravation A rhythm we’re setting The giving and getting **Destroying the bedding** All else I’m forgetting Entwined with each other Like entangled netting *Both on the same trip In a unified heading* Now comes the summation A true Revelation Final culmination Smash all expectations ***Volcanic eruption*** That lasts the duration **Loud gasp We unlock** Filled with gratification #
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 3:19 AM UTC
Undulated Desires
What poem will you wear, when first we meet? How will I recognition-you, when you transverse my land? Unknown our faces, our voices, Only silent words electronic exchanged Will lantern, it be: one, if by land, two, if by sea? Will your ID badge, passport stamped and state, Your chest bear a witness-sign? The Arrivals Board flashes:                     une poétesse est arrivé                     eine Dichterin ist angekomme                     a poetess has arrived                     una poetisa ha llegado Will there be a haiku in your hair, A limerick exposed by raucous grin, Or just ten words allotted for your entire visit? **Desperate to locate Urgent to sensate Matters I take Into two cupped hands, On the shoeshine stand Climb and recite-shout** Know me by my words, Know me by the lilt lyrical Of my American accented, Canadian Tongue of my mother Know me by my words, Carved by time on my forehead, Poetry is the blood of this fool's soul, Hear me, find me, look upon me slamming Poems are the thorns in my palms, See me crucified, bleeding stanzas Upon my shoeshine stand cross Recitation resuscitation welcoming: Benedicting Gloria, Gloria, Gloria But if this should fail your attention to secure, Or the TSA unappreciate my second coming, Look for the crowd gathered round, A man of moderate height, in a tall hat, Beard scraggly, looking sorrowful Reciting the Gettysburg Address Either way, Should be easy peasy to find me, Grab your bag, off to short-term parking This is how an Americana poet meets n' greets Arriving poetess from a foreign land Is there any other way? ------------------------------ Postscipt **Alas, five years on and I know in my heart that you are not coming...**
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Aug 31, 2013
Aug 31, 2013 at 3:17 AM UTC
What poem will you wear, when first we meet? (Aug. 2013)
What poem will you wear, when first we meet? How will I recognition-you, when you transverse my land? Unknown our faces, our voices, Only silent words electronic exchanged Will lantern, it be: one, if by land, two, if by sea? Will your ID badge, passport stamped and state, Your chest bear a witness-sign? The Arrivals Board flashes:                     une poétesse est arrivé                     eine Dichterin ist angekomme                     a poetess has arrived                     una poetisa ha llegado Will there be a haiku in your hair, A limerick exposed by raucous grin, Or just ten words allotted for your entire visit? **Desperate to locate Urgent to sensate Matters I take Into two cupped hands, On the shoeshine stand Climb and recite-shout** Know me by my words, Know me by the lilt lyrical Of my American accented, Canadian Tongue of my mother Know me by my words, Carved by time on my forehead, Poetry is the blood of this fool's soul, Hear me, find me, look upon me slamming Poems are the thorns in my palms, See me crucified, bleeding stanzas Upon my shoeshine stand cross Recitation resuscitation welcoming: Benedicting Gloria, Gloria, Gloria But if this should fail your attention to secure, Or the TSA unappreciate my second coming, Look for the crowd gathered round, A man of moderate height, in a tall hat, Beard scraggly, looking sorrowful Reciting the Gettysburg Address Either way, Should be easy peasy to find me, Grab your bag, off to short-term parking This is how an Americana poet meets n' greets Arriving poetess from a foreign land Is there any other way? ------------------------------ Postscipt **Alas, five years on and I know in my heart that you are not coming...**
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The way he mouths her name His precise tone and articulation sends her crazed and off the edge a bliss with no resuscitation Exploring every inch with callused touch and hesitation Whispered moans in exclamations His kiss. His body. Her adoration They build their high in accumulation Released in sync, their exhilaration Silent physical communication Coming down with slow deceleration They meet eyes and mouths in gratification to slowly fall in reveries from their affair and liberation
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 12:49 PM UTC
Whispered Affairs
(and I cannot live from with-out) <> a poem in appreciation to Rossella Di Paolo <> I, too:           - am an embryonic work in progress, well into my seventh decade, with no ending in sight                                 I too,     live in the house of poetry, the address likely differs, but suspect the innards of the houses differs little, the decor,  quite similar          - my house shrewdly requests a rethinking,                                     noting, it lives my artifice, with in & with out Then, we are a We:                                              - my cavities house her, She, Poetry is of Ruth (1) born,           - Poetry, She, reminds me, ”whither thou goest, I will go” This duality:           - where the haunting of words providential,              emanate, both inhabiting & inhibits my breathing               She, a fearsome creature, a fearful-something, for it tears me and shreds tears its demands be wrung from with in to with out She, Poetry:           - leaves me gaping, hollow, fills me with             depressurizing boreholes exposed to the elements  of             externalities of an admixed atmospheres, that nature demands             be refilled, fresh in, stale out, for which the artifice trick is knowing which is which when Poetry’s  birthing:           - chest pounds, heart-rate beats heavy metal,             abdomen contracts, there then, no languid in my language,             no help untangling the alpha-bet jumbling,             product of the screams of pushing, squeezing it forth* *you’re hoping to quick-catch newly formed combinations, for if you fail, a poem noisily crashes to and through the floorboard cracks, where poetry’s chaotic glinting etes maliciously glimmer~winks at me with a sarcastic thank you* *“ah, too bad, another creation stillborn, gone to rest, biting the nether dust, without hope of resuscitation…”* just another unfinished work in progress periodically a survivor clean caught, transcribed, edited to be finished, amniotic fluids cleared, poem resurrected blessed with eternal life, readied to be shared and delivered, affirmed and you say to no one and to everyone: this poem will be our poem, wither it goes, ascending, descending, all live in the house of poets, one house, many apartments, each poem a god, and my God will be our God, your God, my God, in the House of Poetry
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Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 5:55 PM UTC
I, too: Live with-in the House of Poetry
(and I cannot live from with-out) <> a poem in appreciation to Rossella Di Paolo <> I, too:           - am an embryonic work in progress, well into my seventh decade, with no ending in sight                                 I too,     live in the house of poetry, the address likely differs, but suspect the innards of the houses differs little, the decor,  quite similar          - my house shrewdly requests a rethinking,                                     noting, it lives my artifice, with in & with out Then, we are a We:                                              - my cavities house her, She, Poetry is of Ruth (1) born,           - Poetry, She, reminds me, ”whither thou goest, I will go” This duality:           - where the haunting of words providential,              emanate, both inhabiting & inhibits my breathing               She, a fearsome creature, a fearful-something, for it tears me and shreds tears its demands be wrung from with in to with out She, Poetry:           - leaves me gaping, hollow, fills me with             depressurizing boreholes exposed to the elements  of             externalities of an admixed atmospheres, that nature demands             be refilled, fresh in, stale out, for which the artifice trick is knowing which is which when Poetry’s  birthing:           - chest pounds, heart-rate beats heavy metal,             abdomen contracts, there then, no languid in my language,             no help untangling the alpha-bet jumbling,             product of the screams of pushing, squeezing it forth* *you’re hoping to quick-catch newly formed combinations, for if you fail, a poem noisily crashes to and through the floorboard cracks, where poetry’s chaotic glinting etes maliciously glimmer~winks at me with a sarcastic thank you* *“ah, too bad, another creation stillborn, gone to rest, biting the nether dust, without hope of resuscitation…”* just another unfinished work in progress periodically a survivor clean caught, transcribed, edited to be finished, amniotic fluids cleared, poem resurrected blessed with eternal life, readied to be shared and delivered, affirmed and you say to no one and to everyone: this poem will be our poem, wither it goes, ascending, descending, all live in the house of poets, one house, many apartments, each poem a god, and my God will be our God, your God, my God, in the House of Poetry
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Liquids and lipids North and south Fatty and lean Mouth-to-mouth Resuscitation Breathe In and out I think I need the Heimlich too Compress my chest Until I come to
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 10:28 AM UTC
resuscitation
She's a dime everytime... Making ************* rhyme on the grime... Tell her how great she is if you so incline... But don't forget she's mine... Disrespect will get ripped from your spine... With a smile on my face while I dine.. **** she's so fine... Bring terror to the streets so divine... Like a fine wine aging over time... An acquired taste... And quit while you're ahead... ******* with my girl will get you two to the chest and one in the head... Clear... Mouth to mouth resuscitation... You might as well give self-mutilation... It's a celebration... Of your life affiliation... Yeah they call me Jkizzle... No i'm not the white version of Eminem... Haters can go sit on the bench with the rest of them... I don't give a **** what you say... Bow down before I break ya legs... I go hard for days... No hesitation... No room for strays... Head held high... Outer space... So lets arase all the hate... And go back to loving one another... I can love you like a brother... Or **** you over ************
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Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 12:02 AM UTC
White Boy Rap
A kiss in the blue black dark Inhibitions lost to drink But slowly returning Almost sober, but not quite Forehead to forehead Nose to nose Chin to chin Mouth to mouth Resuscitation from this Dream Sparks fly between the two But there are repercussions for that Hands of another were held so tightly Lips of another were made slightly wet With a kiss unorthodox, taboo Another's ******* pressed to his chest While trying to make out another's eyes in the dark A whispered goodnight An event unregretted A secret? Lips that burned for more But shushed And feelings unrestrained.
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Mar 17, 2013
Mar 17, 2013 at 1:03 PM UTC
Unorthodox Kiss (03.17.13)
They come to me for a kick start, a quick start, for a broken heart, or one that's stopped beating. They come for spice, for *** for connection, for healing. They come to be seen, to be accepted with open arms, open mouth, open heart, and open ***** They come to be renewed, rejuvenated, revived, resuscitated, reminded of what it is to love, and to be wanted. And then they go. Who heals the healer?
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 11:22 AM UTC
cardiovascular resuscitation unit
Playing a solo game of frustration, I embrace cowardice as I constantly back away from confrontation, rage simmering in the alienation, mars attacks, scars attach and no manipulation can stop their  compression of my circulation, Heart stops and my brains on a feeding frenzy from starvation, out of blood so I'm out for blood, count on assassination no resuscitation Try to reassess the situtuation but the deliberate deliberation just seems like procrastination, open to stipulation , stitch it up and look at my creation, a Frank-enstein abomination and there's no time for negotiation  I'm on trial and the tribulation Leaves me heading to an unknown destination... **A Destination Unknown Though this Hate was Home grown**
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 1:44 PM UTC
Frustration Game
The great gaudy flage is screamin' blood in the streets                                           loose yawn of a gob on him                                               all bombast n' swagger he makes a barrage of nuisance      channels through the public          and scatters a juggler's performance spot                   lobs away his change hat then, roughly over the cobbles                                           he hoicks a resuscitation doll          and stamps down a posing boot                                                  on the 'defeated form' an unprepared scoop of tourists a pause for silence and begins a rant a great performance of well harassed combustion : "i smear to god all the phalluses [he roars, all saliva] i smug to god              a full jug of uglies tug on [makes the hand gesture for male ************ i **** off the forger would slug it in the mug                           if it ever did form a tissue oath took a plug at some drunk straggler called the baffled *** 'god-father'             and spate spume on his fallen anatomy [with one hand he indicates the mannequin at his heel]        amen ************ !" he bows a long quiet some people clap awkwardly two police officers appear and hook him by the elbows (it has been this show before)
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Mar 11, 2022
Mar 11, 2022 at 11:38 AM UTC
busk runt
The great gaudy flage is screamin' blood in the streets                                           loose yawn of a gob on him                                               all bombast n' swagger he makes a barrage of nuisance      channels through the public          and scatters a juggler's performance spot                   lobs away his change hat then, roughly over the cobbles                                           he hoicks a resuscitation doll          and stamps down a posing boot                                                  on the 'defeated form' an unprepared scoop of tourists a pause for silence and begins a rant a great performance of well harassed combustion : "i smear to god all the phalluses [he roars, all saliva] i smug to god              a full jug of uglies tug on [makes the hand gesture for male ************ i **** off the forger would slug it in the mug                           if it ever did form a tissue oath took a plug at some drunk straggler called the baffled *** 'god-father'             and spate spume on his fallen anatomy [with one hand he indicates the mannequin at his heel]        amen ************ !" he bows a long quiet some people clap awkwardly two police officers appear and hook him by the elbows (it has been this show before)
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Have you felt its bite? The terrible Horrendous Ever-opening Maw that Threatens to Devour all my Certainty. It gorges upon all that is Bright. Black breath flows Over me A Blight that saps my strength My soul yearns to take flight! Yet here i remain Paralyzed by the Gaze of this unrelenting Beast, Doubt. Will there be Restoration? Can i hope for Resuscitation? Or is my yearning Merely the Death throes of Passion Burning Burning Burning Out like a Candle Lit dinner?   It shall not Come from you, Romance. You rose-colored Vagabond. Food for the maidens Dream. Despoiler of my self esteem. i require another To sustain Me. i know it can Be found. One who can Remove this yoke From me. Who can vanquish this doubt? Who shall turn my discordant notes of Sin Into a sinphony? He is the One That will catch my boulder As it threatens to crush Me At the bottom of this Hill. So come to me! i haven’t the strength to yell. If you can hear Then You are Well acquainted with My Bones Breaking. i am not Strong. Of this i know For the wilting of the Lily Told me so.
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Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 5:20 PM UTC
The Lily
A different kind of cold settled in them as they poured through the door into the bleak grandiosity of the lobby. A group of grievers: Her ashen husband and their two daughters, 12 and 20, Her two sisters dressed in black fleece and Her mother with freshly bruised knees. The night was agonizingly short once they arrived. Prayer and hope for rehabilitation between questions about resuscitation. Her mother clung to the cruel Almighty While Her husband clenched his fists at the chaplain. A Stroke of an instant induced a transformation of lives as Hers ended beneath the blinding fluorescence.
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 4:03 AM UTC
A Scene from the ICU
I watched marriage as she gasped for air. It was a pain that I could no longer bear. Marriage had been so good to me. To see her taking her last breath was slowly killing me. I tried to give her mouth to mouth resuscitation But my memories of what she had become made me fill will anger and devastation. She tried to hold on and so did I But there comes a time when you must let her die I hated to see marriage go Her heart beat began to go slow Her chest no longer rose as she breathed her last breath It was sad to see marriage go through this last test But even in death new seeds can be sewn New hope can be grown But the true pain from the loss will never be known.... Until you watch the Death of a Marriage. ©Nikki the Pen
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Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 7:45 AM UTC
Death of a Marriage
To exhale Compresses the chest And in its place Some chilblains, Disgust for its being, An annihilation A ferocious hunger for itself, Like the ouroboros In every breath Tempted by a life For the moment gone. To inhale Invites it back, A dispassionate process, no less. The life thus stolen away Impotent to the next breath That I must exhale. On this breath there comes a fear A longing or The urge To lift my hands to my throat And keep the life in my lungs To quit exhaling And never feel that way again.
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Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 4:14 PM UTC
Respiration or Resuscitation?
Even the greatest moments, calmest actions, most peaceful energy, would be unable to tear it off once it sticks it winds you up for everything and causes one to just pace instead Eyes get dizzy from observation of another's and can assimilate the same hold Tension continues to escalate and bottling it up only makes the explosion imminent No one likes it Some look to escape through things that actually increase it An insanity I've dealt with and still resisting Depravity of vice while the resuscitation of life simultaneously reacts from one thought and act of will It's hell to deal with I think the void between two lives would be more difficult than this At least then you could be fascinated by the new journey Than to continue the same and battle the duality of choosing a side Or dealing with human ordeals such as quitting smoking or relationships Decisions can create a hold on you, but when it's out of nowhere.... The confusion continues the hold
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Aug 22, 2012
Aug 22, 2012 at 1:43 AM UTC
Anxiety's Hold
Listen to the night ascend, and fade, as dawn approaches, The trees weep tears of acceptance, Brightly colored music is thrumming through the air. A low and continuous chorus coinciding with the dawn of eternity. A vibrant homicide of hopelessness, a resuscitation of elation. We are together now. Fear not the path into the light. Today we will dance in the sunlit wilderness, The radiant tongue of the sun covers us in slick moisture, Our fluid bodies twirl, arms enfolding. Embrace life like a maternity ward, Full of limitless potential for love, chaos, violence and kindness. As we release gamma waves, warping our world, Shaping what we choose, Embrace life like a maternity ward. Negativity seeps out of us, and evaporates. Our lives begin today.
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Aug 31, 2012
Aug 31, 2012 at 7:10 AM UTC
A New Dawn
My favorite quote would describe knowing even one life breathed easier because you have lived; The meaning of life. But when do I breathe easier? How can CPR be performed if the life guard has no breathe? Surely resuscitation would fail. Yet, laughter originates from the larynx; Our primary source of sound production. Cords vibrating as air passes, Laughter production. Laugh often and much, We are breathing. Resuscitation! Share the breathe, Share laughter. This is to be a success, To resuscitate leaving the world a better place By whatever necessary method. Ralph was right, Just resuscitate when needed.
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Dec 24, 2012
Dec 24, 2012 at 3:48 AM UTC
Resuscitation
~ *Or migrated pod        Or fleeing refugee             Or corban                   Or carbon dioxide                        Or yubitsume                             Or van Gogh's ear                                  Or black Friday                                       Or lazy evening at the carnival                     (Tomorrow has already started) Or free range      Or gated community           Or breast exam                Or storage crisis                     Or fallen leaves                          Or germ warfare                               Or temporary file                                    Or permanent wave                                         Or thigh gap                                              Or physiognomy                                                   Or soap made of heroes                                                        Or multiplanetary living                                                      (There's a floating graveyard between this world and the next) Or logical fallacy      Or irrational number           Or elementary analysis                Or college guess                     Or cardiopulmonary resuscitation                          Or extrasensory perception                               Or ten fingers and toes                                    Or a dozen eggs                   (They say there's strength in numbers) Or fifth floor, corner room      Or high as a kite           Or bellwether                Or mingled with bells                     Or police sirens                          Or loitering around in silent films                               Or rule of thirds                                    Or tombs of second-hand kings                                         Or face in the rain                                              Or pareidolia (Otherwise, at first light you might be smiling...)* ~
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Nov 19, 2023
Nov 19, 2023 at 9:11 AM UTC
Otherwise
~ *Or migrated pod        Or fleeing refugee             Or corban                   Or carbon dioxide                        Or yubitsume                             Or van Gogh's ear                                  Or black Friday                                       Or lazy evening at the carnival                     (Tomorrow has already started) Or free range      Or gated community           Or breast exam                Or storage crisis                     Or fallen leaves                          Or germ warfare                               Or temporary file                                    Or permanent wave                                         Or thigh gap                                              Or physiognomy                                                   Or soap made of heroes                                                        Or multiplanetary living                                                      (There's a floating graveyard between this world and the next) Or logical fallacy      Or irrational number           Or elementary analysis                Or college guess                     Or cardiopulmonary resuscitation                          Or extrasensory perception                               Or ten fingers and toes                                    Or a dozen eggs                   (They say there's strength in numbers) Or fifth floor, corner room      Or high as a kite           Or bellwether                Or mingled with bells                     Or police sirens                          Or loitering around in silent films                               Or rule of thirds                                    Or tombs of second-hand kings                                         Or face in the rain                                              Or pareidolia (Otherwise, at first light you might be smiling...)* ~
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i ride the wave of brighter days hoping hard to find a way to realize & recreate that blatant stress i was so obsessed with, that violent mess to which i made a blind investment. i looked to you for chest compressions when my veins prayed for resuscitation lessons but you're a ******* ugly loveless corpse absorbed in the self-esteem endorsements i adorned & orphaned on your doorstep... you adopted it but dropped it quick the first birth on your abortion list cut the cord legitimate so i've gained bleeding fetus freedom
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Feb 7, 2010
Feb 7, 2010 at 7:50 PM UTC
surrogate
Wolf! Laid upon his bed, Awake, Hark, Sound of confusion screeching, Canines bared, Salivating, In divine thought of snaring prey, For he is in sadistic need, No sadism, Only burning passion, In need of resuscitation by nourishment, Satisfied by the latest lamb who greeted slaughters gate! By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 3:27 PM UTC
Wolf!
Where my heart should be, there is an ache or a pain, Yes that physical geography, I shrug with vague disdain, I thought that had turned to stone oh so long ago. My eyes well with tears, I feel emotions and I am glad, But it is my fears, that want to stop the drumbeat so bad, I had hoped for longer to get it right, or left, of centre. Years became months and they turned to weeks, then days, For excitement a walk amongst the freaks but the mundane won't go away, Finally realizing I was the main attraction, the reason they showed up. Busking my talent, to take risks, to make it rich, to feel alive, What they threw was pennies, and insults, I barely survived, But no one threw the one thing I needed most, something real. An honest healthy heart, that beats a steady sound, That is strong and fair and built to sincerely care, pound-pound, Wires are getting crossed, on emotional waves I am tossed. A short circuit in a bilge pump, thump sputter thump, Water instead of blood finds a way through my rooted stump, of a body full of remorse for the course my life has run. There is no race for which I am fit, I plead no contest, I would not pass any test, if I was allowed to write my best, Down so low, found in the bottom of a heel print in the snow. Yet, I have hope, I have a yearning to throw words down, and with my voice lift their sounds to echo 'round, breathing air, forcing sound to get my blood to break past clogs. Yet, I will write, and live to write another day, Whether it is by resuscitation, or heart-healthy habits stay the course, spew the filth, to find a measure of peaceful treasure. Writing in the moment. ©DWE022013
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Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 12:57 AM UTC
Writers Block
Where my heart should be, there is an ache or a pain, Yes that physical geography, I shrug with vague disdain, I thought that had turned to stone oh so long ago. My eyes well with tears, I feel emotions and I am glad, But it is my fears, that want to stop the drumbeat so bad, I had hoped for longer to get it right, or left, of centre. Years became months and they turned to weeks, then days, For excitement a walk amongst the freaks but the mundane won't go away, Finally realizing I was the main attraction, the reason they showed up. Busking my talent, to take risks, to make it rich, to feel alive, What they threw was pennies, and insults, I barely survived, But no one threw the one thing I needed most, something real. An honest healthy heart, that beats a steady sound, That is strong and fair and built to sincerely care, pound-pound, Wires are getting crossed, on emotional waves I am tossed. A short circuit in a bilge pump, thump sputter thump, Water instead of blood finds a way through my rooted stump, of a body full of remorse for the course my life has run. There is no race for which I am fit, I plead no contest, I would not pass any test, if I was allowed to write my best, Down so low, found in the bottom of a heel print in the snow. Yet, I have hope, I have a yearning to throw words down, and with my voice lift their sounds to echo 'round, breathing air, forcing sound to get my blood to break past clogs. Yet, I will write, and live to write another day, Whether it is by resuscitation, or heart-healthy habits stay the course, spew the filth, to find a measure of peaceful treasure. Writing in the moment. ©DWE022013
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every word that comes tumbling out of your superfluous lips is loaded with wholesome irreverence, weighing leaded and cruel upon my heart by the pale recycled light of the moon. déjà vu lingers before my bleary eyes again, as crumbs of flightlessness slip through my fingers, again. and I can see you unfolding us, dissecting us, laying out all of the pieces in a heart-wrenching vivisection. and I know you can't really **** something that's been near death for years, but when do you give up on resuscitation?
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 3:21 PM UTC
vivisection
i woke up with love engulfing me like a phagocyte. ii took pictures in front of my neighborhood and i din't even care if people were watching. i cuddled with my dog and told him i loved him multiple times and then i took even more pictures of myself and appreciated my own aesthetic. the difference between today and a year ago is that i didn't know what self-love was. everyone around me romanticized self-hate and to love yourself and love one thing about yourself was such a foreign concept. and it's so sad because i spent 15 years of my life listening to all the names i was called by my family, 'friends', strangers, but more discrediting; myself. but today, today is different and i've learned to pick myself off the floor and give myself resuscitation. today i felt my heart blossom and my personality bloom, today i realized that i've learned and i'm getting better.
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Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 10:12 AM UTC
today i felt like a field of sunflowers