here I am supposedly waiting no idea what for getting distracted by silly sentimental giggles tickling what I keep inside me serenity spinning on the merry-go-round surrounded by love reaching out pass the hits by fingertips one by one I close my eyes barely surprised as a kiss touches my lips
One day the sun and I rose in synchronicity and I stretched up as the light shone down warming the cracks along my back from everyone who broke me.
Suddenly it came on strong the flowing knowing of why I am alive I speak it as my truth because I can't make this **** up but I caught on to this notion while the pieces make up all I am.
With you it was the first time in life I could breathe easy as if I could lean back, close my eyes and finally relax Noticing all the right small things I knew you saw me, who I was and could be.
I thought I could trust it because it was imperfect my secrets glimmered in the dark and you crawled there too that even though we didn't choose to be human we could find solace in choosing each other.
I'm not one for being out in the open my way is to keep my feels on lock and throw away the distraction then you introduced me to encouragement and like you and sleep deprivation I was done.
It's all about perspective I learned you were the light and I the reflection you act as if I could extract you to go back to before we met.
Someday I hope you realize I can't just choose love I am love, unequivocally, eternally, inside and out.
The walls are dry and strong I test them with tentative fingers as if they could hold up my insecurities But my knees are beneath all I feel is weak and I just want to sleep until you tell me you love me again.