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"promiscuous" poems
I'm transparent like a window but I'm prone to keeping curtains closed to cover up my youthful, aching, naked soul. I used to be promiscuous; my essence on my sleeve. a charming laugh; a crystal glass from which many a fool drew drink. A chalice of life; warm like cinnamon wine, soft like angel's delight. Beheld by every eye. But it never felt right; I was smoke off a fire, yet still smouldering coal. Just a young, beautiful byproduct of desire. There's no smoke without fire. Although, I tried to fan it cool; the flames ran only wilder. But as the old wind blows, it seems a withered tree still grows new leaves. A dandelion spreads its seeds but they lie far away from me. Now, I move transcluently- ultraviolet invisible ink- I speak in soothing whispers; they travel further than you'd think.
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Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
iridescence
I see you! You’re a chancer, an unusual impulsive, persuasive & promiscuous soul; unconcerned with remorse or guilt! You’ve created a life & career through crazy schemes and dreams! You have a certain glib, superficial charm and an impressive sense of self-worth and I liked that; but not the drama. If only you’d had the gumption to formally introduce me to the genuine you, without fear of rejection; you ****** fool! X
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Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 9:02 AM UTC
The fool!
A little promiscuous thought. Bubbling to the surface of your mind like molten rock from earths core, It rises rises rises rises until it reaches the brim Then without any warning It erupts, and destroys everything. The ashy residue comes raining down cloaking the once green valley with blackness the melted rock moving like molasses down the hill turning everything that once was into nothingness. After the disaster seems over, Things will regrow from the madness Just waiting for the next eruption. Just need some way to control my volcano.
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Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 6:30 PM UTC
Anxiety
Men give less value to a Promiscuous or immoral woman, and sometime she’s a victim not the circumstance, why do men hold less value to the hurt that is caused because they heard you get around or you trusted them with your secrets? Some choose to pursue a faithless, unworthy, or idolatrous desire only to find out this person this ***** does have a heart and *** is not meaningless ,to scurry around and bounce from bed to bed giving disregard to the countless broken hearts laid by a path of deceitful pleasure should you be so lucky?? Who gives a **** about a ***** or ***** or ********** they’ll get over it, there used to it, does it not come with the job or there easy! Not always true even a ***** needs love or the ********** needs genuine affection. Why do you not care enough to hold them and or ease their pain if their hurting as well ,defined love and what’s valuable to you ….I don’t care about her I hurt my family but you cared enough to slip your **** up in her …and or have it ****** ! ****** have feelings too! You took your time and played out the situation, found a vulnerable place to lay you head even enjoyed getting in between this WHORE's legs ,now you’re feeling some sort of way and she has to go because after all she’s a ***** and the pleasure was mutual, she was your refuge an open ear in your time of need ..But she still a ***** WHY bother?? written by Monica Chrisandtras Hines
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 5:00 PM UTC
*****
7:43 and i’m trying to not write your name, you never appreciated my rhymes maybe that’s why your name doesn’t rhyme with anything. 7:44 and i’m thinking of someone new, someone better than you i swear just one more drink then i’m through. 7:45 and i’m out of my mind, head over heels for someone who’s not even mine and once again i’m forced to leave you behind. 7:46 and your name makes me sick, you’re such a and i’m beyond over you and your heartless tricks. 7:47 and she makes me feel like i’m in heaven, thank god you showed me hell thanks to you my swollen heart's getting well. 7:48 i realize it all now but it’s too late, you’ve already played your promiscuous game thankfully she told me she loved me and stayed. (god, in five minutes so much has changed)
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Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC
you can't heal yourself in five minutes, silly
I became celibate quite a few years ago only in part because of religious reasons but probably mostly because the *** was so bad so after I became celibate and after much meditation I experienced a new kind of *** for me, these internal ******* from kundalini flow and to me, it is better than regular *** and I have it much more frequently like entire days of ****** so that sometimes I think that I am not celibate but actually have become a bit too promiscuous.
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Sep 20, 2011
Sep 20, 2011 at 5:57 AM UTC
Promiscuous Celibacy
Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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Dec 3, 2009
Dec 3, 2009 at 11:38 AM UTC
Oxygen Erase
Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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I stare at the television news.... Assaulted by violence Stunned by the inhumanity of a Godless society I listen to the radio.... Embarrassed by ads that tout Promiscuous pleasures Outraged by the thinly disguised Decadent discourses of the shock jocks I read the newspapers and magazines.... Cuckolded by corporate America a Loser in the games politicians play Violated Shamed Cheated and Betrayed I try to turn it all off…. but like a bitter pill the distasteful images linger nor can I go along with eyes shut and ears muffled living or not in a padded room of my own making I cannot function without information…. tho my senses are Wounded by the Brutality of the media I yearn for thoughts to ease my distress.... like a mother’s soft whispers to her crying baby like the beauty that shines from faces that know love I don’t want the perception of reality that the media rapes me with.... I want the truth revealed by God in His creation
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Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 9:06 AM UTC
Media Madness
2003, where did you go? My Scene dolls and All Time Low Red Jeeps and glitter cheeks Thirteen and hip hop beats Tube tops, pop n lock Don't forget your frosted lipgloss Butterflies and Blink's First Date "Forever Yours" on a silver keychain Belly rings, snorting pills stings Tiered skirts and ankle bling TLR, Summerland South of Nowhere, Degrassi: The Next Gen Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton Travis Barker and Ashlee Simpson Fall Out Boy and Timbaland Pete Wentz almost ended it Promiscuous, Grand Theft Autumn Jeans hung low, and girl you got em I wanna live there over again Everything was better then
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Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 3:57 AM UTC
2000's
She thought her outfit was beautiful when she put it on this morning. And it was. She donned the skirt with care, Kitten heels polished and perfect. Adjusting the turquoise blouse in the mirror, She brushed her hair, Put on her makeup, And left her apartment early for a stroll. She walked down the city street, Head up, shoulders back, A faint smile on her fresh face. But as she neared the crosswalk, She noticed the looks. First came the looks from the men. "Hey there, beautiful," one said. "Nice *** said another. She ignored them all, Choosing to cross to the other side of the street So that they couldn't try to touch her. Then came the looks from the women. **** she couldn't fit her fat *** into a minivan," said one. "Who does that ***** think she is, Walking around in that outfit?" Said another. She ignored them all, Choosing to keep her head down, So that they wouldn't think she was promiscuous. Finally, she noticed the looks from her co-workers. "Does that violate dress code?" Asked one. "If we had a dress code, it would," said another. She ignored them all, Choosing to head home early So that they wouldn't laugh at her. When she got back to the apartment, She took off the skirt, The polished kitten heels, And the turquoise blouse. She pulled on a pair of sweats, And decided to watch Netflix instead of Facing the cruel outside world.
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May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
Kitten Heels
Oho, how I love red nails They mark a promiscuous woman A lady of stature Someone is trying to make a statement But she is far too into her looks They're so glossy! As if they weren't in your face enough already I just love the compliments though So many! Forget my brown eyes Or chameleon skin that is white in the winter And bronze in the summer Never mind those chunky thighs Nice and thick Thick is in these days But the thigh rub It makes a rash as bright as my nails Which are perfect for a girl who talks with her hands You just can't look away You judge in the morning and indulge in the night You try But my red nails are red So they hide the dried blood underneath
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 5:46 PM UTC
Red Nails
"I love you." My fingers froze: dark eyes on a list as long nails clacked on gray keys which stuck with age and use. I dreamed of love, sweet hordes of doves escorting me to my desire of love, love, love. Such dreaming flags floated in my mind, wishing to be a hot *** body made of rag, a delicious mess of hearty gags. I wanted promiscuity, in all its forms, shed of all its innuendo and flimsy disguises. I wanted hard action, man on man, cheap rides and cheaper thrills. I wanted to be a little pornographic princess, a tiny-dicked seductress, big ***** conductress of all his passions. My flag flew up as a hormonal reaction, attraction, smooth bodied and tight lipped action running up and down my jaded cadaver. He wanted a **** ***** a promiscuous witch, casting love spells and **** glances to make him itch. He entered my love nest, the back seat of a car, to destroy my frame, to rid me of my childishness. My folly melted away in sexyhot sways of my hips as my lips would say lust filled nothings that would be filled by empty sighs and ****** filled "I love you's." My fingers froze: as brown turned to white, my body turned to snow and rained down around his swollen flagpole. He was incompetent, inept at the deed and unable to satisfy, but it was my ego that needed this gratification, not my libido. I laid in the aftermath of the attack, calm, demure, sad but ultimately relieved Finally, I am ravaged. I have soiled my nation and salted my own fields, laying waste to my youth, my innocence. I wanted to be conquered and so did I receive, being taken and yet somewhat untaken. I remember his voice, that dumb accent. I remember his preconceptions of what this was supposed to be. "I love you." My fingers froze: as lungs filled with air, and brain filled with contempt, my jaded body grew to desire-- God, I really wish I had a cigarette. I remember how he thought I cared, how he though that anybody did. I remember how, I thought I had, too. "I love you." No, you don't.
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Sep 14, 2012
Sep 14, 2012 at 12:23 PM UTC
I had wanted promiscuity
"I love you." My fingers froze: dark eyes on a list as long nails clacked on gray keys which stuck with age and use. I dreamed of love, sweet hordes of doves escorting me to my desire of love, love, love. Such dreaming flags floated in my mind, wishing to be a hot *** body made of rag, a delicious mess of hearty gags. I wanted promiscuity, in all its forms, shed of all its innuendo and flimsy disguises. I wanted hard action, man on man, cheap rides and cheaper thrills. I wanted to be a little pornographic princess, a tiny-dicked seductress, big ***** conductress of all his passions. My flag flew up as a hormonal reaction, attraction, smooth bodied and tight lipped action running up and down my jaded cadaver. He wanted a **** ***** a promiscuous witch, casting love spells and **** glances to make him itch. He entered my love nest, the back seat of a car, to destroy my frame, to rid me of my childishness. My folly melted away in sexyhot sways of my hips as my lips would say lust filled nothings that would be filled by empty sighs and ****** filled "I love you's." My fingers froze: as brown turned to white, my body turned to snow and rained down around his swollen flagpole. He was incompetent, inept at the deed and unable to satisfy, but it was my ego that needed this gratification, not my libido. I laid in the aftermath of the attack, calm, demure, sad but ultimately relieved Finally, I am ravaged. I have soiled my nation and salted my own fields, laying waste to my youth, my innocence. I wanted to be conquered and so did I receive, being taken and yet somewhat untaken. I remember his voice, that dumb accent. I remember his preconceptions of what this was supposed to be. "I love you." My fingers froze: as lungs filled with air, and brain filled with contempt, my jaded body grew to desire-- God, I really wish I had a cigarette. I remember how he thought I cared, how he though that anybody did. I remember how, I thought I had, too. "I love you." No, you don't.
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We, too, had known golden hours When body and soul were in tune, Had danced with our true loves By the light of a full moon, And sat with the wise and good As tongues grew witty and gay Over some noble dish Out of Escoffier; Had felt the intrusive glory Which tears reserve apart, And would in the old grand manner Have sung from a resonant heart. But, pawed-at and gossiped-over By the promiscuous crowd, Concocted by editors Into spells to befuddle the crowd, All words like Peace and Love, All sane affirmative speech, Had been soiled, profaned, debased To a horrid mechanical screech. No civil style survived That pandaemonioum But the wry, the sotto-voce, Ironic and monochrome: And where should we find shelter For joy or mere content When little was left standing But the suburb of dissent?
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We Too Had Known Golden Hours
Two old Bachelors were living in one house; One caught a Muffin, the other caught a Mouse. Said he who caught the Muffin to him who caught the Mouse,-- 'This happens just in time! For we've nothing in the house, 'Save a tiny slice of lemon nd a teaspoonful of honey, 'And what to do for dinner--since we haven't any money? 'And what can we expect if we haven't any dinner, 'But to loose our teeth and eyelashes and keep on growing thinner?' Said he who caught the Mouse to him who caught the Muffin,-- 'We might cook this little Mouse, if we had only some Stuffin'! 'If we had but Sage andOnion we could do extremely well, 'But how to get that Stuffin' it is difficult to tell'-- Those two old Bachelors ran quickly to the town And asked for Sage and Onions as they wandered up and down; They borrowed two large Onions, but no Sage was to be found In the Shops, or in the Market, or in all the Gardens round. But some one said,--'A hill there is, a little to the north, 'And to its purpledicular top a narrow way leads forth;-- 'And there among the rugged rocks abides an ancient Sage,-- 'An earnest Man, who reads all day a most perplexing page. 'Climb up, and seize him by the toes!--all studious as he sits,-- 'And pull him down,--and chop him into endless little bits! 'Then mix him with your Onion, (cut up likewise into Scraps,)-- 'When your Stuffin' will be ready--and very good: perhaps.' Those two old Bachelors without loss of time The nearly purpledicular crags at once began to climb; And at the top, among the rocks, all seated in a nook, They saw that Sage, a reading of a most enormous book. 'You earnest Sage!' aloud they cried, 'your book you've read enough in!-- 'We wish to chop you into bits to mix you into Stuffin'!'-- But that old Sage looked calmly up, and with his awful book, At those two Bachelors' bald heads a certain aim he took;-- and over crag and precipice they rolled promiscuous down,-- At once they rolled, and never stopped in lane or field or town,-- And when they reached their house, they found (besides their want of Stuffin',) The Mouse had fled;--and, previously, had eaten up the Muffin. They left their home in silence by the once convivial door. And from that hour those Bachelors were never heard of more.
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The Two Old Bachelors
Two old Bachelors were living in one house; One caught a Muffin, the other caught a Mouse. Said he who caught the Muffin to him who caught the Mouse,-- 'This happens just in time! For we've nothing in the house, 'Save a tiny slice of lemon nd a teaspoonful of honey, 'And what to do for dinner--since we haven't any money? 'And what can we expect if we haven't any dinner, 'But to loose our teeth and eyelashes and keep on growing thinner?' Said he who caught the Mouse to him who caught the Muffin,-- 'We might cook this little Mouse, if we had only some Stuffin'! 'If we had but Sage andOnion we could do extremely well, 'But how to get that Stuffin' it is difficult to tell'-- Those two old Bachelors ran quickly to the town And asked for Sage and Onions as they wandered up and down; They borrowed two large Onions, but no Sage was to be found In the Shops, or in the Market, or in all the Gardens round. But some one said,--'A hill there is, a little to the north, 'And to its purpledicular top a narrow way leads forth;-- 'And there among the rugged rocks abides an ancient Sage,-- 'An earnest Man, who reads all day a most perplexing page. 'Climb up, and seize him by the toes!--all studious as he sits,-- 'And pull him down,--and chop him into endless little bits! 'Then mix him with your Onion, (cut up likewise into Scraps,)-- 'When your Stuffin' will be ready--and very good: perhaps.' Those two old Bachelors without loss of time The nearly purpledicular crags at once began to climb; And at the top, among the rocks, all seated in a nook, They saw that Sage, a reading of a most enormous book. 'You earnest Sage!' aloud they cried, 'your book you've read enough in!-- 'We wish to chop you into bits to mix you into Stuffin'!'-- But that old Sage looked calmly up, and with his awful book, At those two Bachelors' bald heads a certain aim he took;-- and over crag and precipice they rolled promiscuous down,-- At once they rolled, and never stopped in lane or field or town,-- And when they reached their house, they found (besides their want of Stuffin',) The Mouse had fled;--and, previously, had eaten up the Muffin. They left their home in silence by the once convivial door. And from that hour those Bachelors were never heard of more.
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Quack Doctor Fake Supervisor Bogus Professor Deceitful Color Common Denominator. Bomb Inventor Rifle Creator Device Innovator Reigning Terror Common Denominator. Untruthful Suitor Promiscuous Actor Love Collector Artificial Amour Common Denominator. Abusive Creditor Illegal Investor Unlawful Director Greed Factor Common Denominator. Rogue Investigator Friendly Assassinator Double Conspirator Backstab Traitor Common Denominator.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
Common Denominator
Get out of my heart Get out of my head You're not what you thought you were once And even then you weren't that Beauty is within And without And you're rotting Rotting from your exterior to Your core You are a rotten apple, not a bad seed Do you know how much sewage water it takes To contaminate a glass of drinking water? A drop You're a gallon, baby A gallon of sewage Tons of nasty Packed into eight ounces Of Falsehood So keep faking Maybe someday, you'll find soemone else Some other idiot who, like you, has no respect For themselves Or others Or society Or humanity Or progress So keep up your act Act well your role For you are our ***** STD The thing we never want to hear about But that reminds us of how much We want better for ourselves
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Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
I'm not gonna write you a love song, you promiscuous ****
Young girl You get your fix From every other boy that you pick Standards once high, now sink low The attention you crave Does not go unnoticed You are digging a callow grave Once you have realized what you have done All that seemed fun Is now tossed in your face Slow your pace Reaching the high school low is common For the promiscuous freshman Blame the "pressure" for your weekend discretions Adolescent life reflects poker Come monday, you will realize High school is one huge masquerade Young girl, here come the jokers.
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 9:33 PM UTC
Here Come the Jokers
You were amazing, I’d like to think so. While you constantly scorned your finest poems I’d squander on the disincentive ruins of a thoughtless mind coaxing my envy to calm. I longed to see what you saw and how you saw it. You became the conquest, the prize of my eyes, to affection’s surprise. I started playing with words and sentences I had never read nor said before, reading Plath and Baudelaire to join in your mind’s conversation. Always striving to surpass your expectations of me, expecting nothing. I gazed at you often, marveling at your squalor as if it held great significance. Infatuated with your capricious mind, your pathetic whims, I craved for your approval. For you, were the idol. A far cry from the adolescent shell of a man that I cocooned in. Jealousy would eventually consume me. No manner of abuse or lust could explain this psychotic affection towards your promiscuous apathy. I started writing poems because of you, they were never any good, I feared my crudity; you liked them all. You always knew what they spoke of and I could never imagine yours. But to you every opinion mattered. The truth was still writing itself in your mind when you chose to fritter away fornicating on all fours secretly, desperately, looking for the one. Would you give it all up to write again? I apologize for not telling you, you were my first poem I couldn’t impress you.
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 5:15 AM UTC
I cannot impress a poet
he walks in awe, and would curse my interest in night of clear silence and sighs at promiscuous men's obsession with purity within his aspect and his eyes he looks down to my ******* and I ask him why to which he replies and typically denies he caresses those who adore lust and then calls them 'whores' when they are no less had they been tighter.. but he likes lace? his hands stroke my raven tress as he says I am not like the rest he whispers that he will handle me best but if I was not pure I know I would be in another place I stroke his cheek and admire his brow yet why does this man objectify me as eloquent so soft? don't reply to my letter. so calm? you haven't met me properly, have you? deceived by my smile but I am not deceived by yours, o' 'gent' if only more had visited below but then again, my heart would still be innocent!
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 1:03 PM UTC
he walks in awe (response to Byron's 'She Walks In Beauty')
***** sweet, innocuous Seed Survived ****** brutality... Pride, slick, promiscuous deed Unprotected *** fatality.*
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Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 11:17 AM UTC
Innocence Worth?
Shut away the promising key the queen united is the ruler to be, overdose runs through her veins, over and over the dosing pains, give her substance to numb back to ease, as the flowers willow she takes pictures of trees, she's under the sun and kicking back to reign, she met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul, down on her knees she wept on the floor, screaming "god hates me" she wanted more, tracks in her arms, yeah, she's down on the floor. You could say she's quite the catch, luminous lies she's stirred up her batch, yeah, she's confused promiscuous and self abused, inevitable places she used and used. When nights get cold she's back at again, the queen of addiction when will it end? She cleans up her frown and tries to pretend, spat out the blood and began to grin. She took her hand and kissed the scars, broke the needle as they drove in fast cars. They shouted and screeched "This world is ours!" She's stays a awhile, just a bit of time, her hand in hers, fingers intwined, breaking addiction with this inseparable bind, opening new eyes leading away from blind, weary and shooken it comes back, a train through her veins, track after track. Wondering where her lover is out on the streets, the terror in her heart as it beats and beats, stranger after stranger this girl meets! As her star-crossed lover is on the floor, she's out with a man making money for more. shakin' and shook, at the end of the track, the train has left the station she's not coming back. Lorry lover pouring out those places, the stop of a car as her heartbeat traces, man after man, meeting new faces. bends down ties up her tattered torn laces, the queen of addiction in her presence it graces, 6 feet under her lover places. A tear on her black slim dress, the queen of addiction put to rest.
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 11:43 PM UTC
Queen of addiction
Shut away the promising key the queen united is the ruler to be, overdose runs through her veins, over and over the dosing pains, give her substance to numb back to ease, as the flowers willow she takes pictures of trees, she's under the sun and kicking back to reign, she met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul, down on her knees she wept on the floor, screaming "god hates me" she wanted more, tracks in her arms, yeah, she's down on the floor. You could say she's quite the catch, luminous lies she's stirred up her batch, yeah, she's confused promiscuous and self abused, inevitable places she used and used. When nights get cold she's back at again, the queen of addiction when will it end? She cleans up her frown and tries to pretend, spat out the blood and began to grin. She took her hand and kissed the scars, broke the needle as they drove in fast cars. They shouted and screeched "This world is ours!" She's stays a awhile, just a bit of time, her hand in hers, fingers intwined, breaking addiction with this inseparable bind, opening new eyes leading away from blind, weary and shooken it comes back, a train through her veins, track after track. Wondering where her lover is out on the streets, the terror in her heart as it beats and beats, stranger after stranger this girl meets! As her star-crossed lover is on the floor, she's out with a man making money for more. shakin' and shook, at the end of the track, the train has left the station she's not coming back. Lorry lover pouring out those places, the stop of a car as her heartbeat traces, man after man, meeting new faces. bends down ties up her tattered torn laces, the queen of addiction in her presence it graces, 6 feet under her lover places. A tear on her black slim dress, the queen of addiction put to rest.
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Incontinence of Pseudo-emotion has engulfed us from the 3rd grade. It festered dormant for a little under a decade before it’s vessel popped. A pore filled with ***** media which dehumanizes and objectives human beings While making a spectacle and esteem of being promiscuous. All that Dirt Lathered in an oil of misdirection. A misunderstanding of affection, empathy and apathy. Those who contrive the most emotion are perceived as actually possessing the most emotion. Nothing can be farther from the truth. This is the death of morality. A birth of Nihilism. The miasma of the rotting corpse of ethos and emotional connection. Is one that sits in the stomach and contracts illness not curable due to our understanding. We have been taught that promiscuity will bring us happiness, and yet it is the most depressing. Without understanding of that we are incurable from this ugly affliction. Momentary bursts of relief chafe the most sensitive areas of our skin. Without treatment. We will be encased in our handmade carapace which will indefinitely block us from emotion. Luckily someone invented lotion, soft tissues, and silicone.
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Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 11:29 PM UTC
Rubbed Rawng
When I was a child, I made choices that changed my life forever. These choices, I realize upon reflection, were devious in nature. Very few have come to understand my reasonings for such promiscuous acts. When these acts came to light, I was in my senior year of high school. Make no mistake, these normally happy times, were the worst days of my life. Day in, day out. I endured silent stares, snickers, torment to extremes no child should bare. I hit rock bottom before the age of 18. I felt I could no longer show up to school, eat, or, love myself ever again. Silently, I turned inside myself. I became so distant, so numb. Just when I thought I was finished, and could no longer go on, something peculiar began to stir in the depths of my soul. *I tapped into a well of endless love.* I began to realize my path in life would never be easy, but, I knew it would all be worth it one day. My choices at this fragile age humbled me in ways my peers would never understand. I started showing up to school with my head held high. I had already endured the worst of my pain. And from that pain, I pulled power. By human nature, we are attracted to what we do not understand. Not even I understood who I was during this period of my life. I thought I was hated, despised, by anyone and everyone. But, I soon discovered that I was wrong. I was not hated for what I had done. It seemed it was quite the opposite. By nature, I am accepting to anyone who crosses my path. This seemingly simple fact completely contradicts the decisions of my past. I make people think. How could she have done something so out of character? To this very day, I have never been asked directly about my past. I find it quite fascinating. After 3 long years, No one has had the courage to ask, "Why"? So, I have never given an answer. I am waiting for the day someone finally breaks the ice. When they do, I will simply ask, "Why do you think I did it"?
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Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC
Promiscuous Decisions
When I was a child, I made choices that changed my life forever. These choices, I realize upon reflection, were devious in nature. Very few have come to understand my reasonings for such promiscuous acts. When these acts came to light, I was in my senior year of high school. Make no mistake, these normally happy times, were the worst days of my life. Day in, day out. I endured silent stares, snickers, torment to extremes no child should bare. I hit rock bottom before the age of 18. I felt I could no longer show up to school, eat, or, love myself ever again. Silently, I turned inside myself. I became so distant, so numb. Just when I thought I was finished, and could no longer go on, something peculiar began to stir in the depths of my soul. *I tapped into a well of endless love.* I began to realize my path in life would never be easy, but, I knew it would all be worth it one day. My choices at this fragile age humbled me in ways my peers would never understand. I started showing up to school with my head held high. I had already endured the worst of my pain. And from that pain, I pulled power. By human nature, we are attracted to what we do not understand. Not even I understood who I was during this period of my life. I thought I was hated, despised, by anyone and everyone. But, I soon discovered that I was wrong. I was not hated for what I had done. It seemed it was quite the opposite. By nature, I am accepting to anyone who crosses my path. This seemingly simple fact completely contradicts the decisions of my past. I make people think. How could she have done something so out of character? To this very day, I have never been asked directly about my past. I find it quite fascinating. After 3 long years, No one has had the courage to ask, "Why"? So, I have never given an answer. I am waiting for the day someone finally breaks the ice. When they do, I will simply ask, "Why do you think I did it"?
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