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"prickle" poems
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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Leaving Early
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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the double-glaze and blackout curtains shield me from the world's uncertainty. the panes of glass so sure not to allow its overside to retreat and seep its liquid coldness to reach me. it's neither cold nor warm at the touch, unlike me. i am protected by the double gaze and blackout curtains but some force that differs from the one that is currently causing the tree outside sway dangerously close to my perch is causing my mind and body to be insulated by a layer of ice. goosebumps prickle and my arm and leg stubble raise themselves. but my mind does not provide for itself thermoregulatory reflexes, i must withstand the shiver of my memories.
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May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 2:17 PM UTC
bedroom
It's the little things in life that can change the way you feel, like a kiss on the cheek, a flower in your hair or going for a meal They say money makes the world go round, and money can buy you some amazing things but it only takes a smile to wake me up in the winter mornings Like a ladybird cautious to land, eventually it will flutter down and reach for your hand Let it guide you through the woods, stone and prickle and wolves in hoods. Till at last you taste the sun, you need not worry about what's to come. Its the simple things in life that matter the most, sugar in your tea, jam and butter on your toast Don't be afraid to take a chance, Show yourself to me, laugh and dance Be free to dream, love and kiss There isn't a single part of you that I would want to miss.
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Sep 8, 2010
Sep 8, 2010 at 12:21 PM UTC
The Little Things In Life
i'm unable to understand. goosebumps prickle methodically up and down my arms, and i look at the wall opposite me, eyes small and watery, and smile. my face mocks me.
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Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 2:04 PM UTC
smile II
One of the Reasons As day turns to night My feelings get stronger I can't get away When the wind blows gently Your smooth voice can almost be heard Music to my ears My arms prickle at the chill Waiting for the arms To wrap around to warm me and hold me close Shivers go down my spine Like the sensation I get From your soft, smooth touch Just your simple Yet vibrant presence near me Makes you irresistible And that Is one of the many reasons Why I love you
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Nov 10, 2012
Nov 10, 2012 at 12:39 AM UTC
One of the Reasons
Remember me as a Letter Carefully written in order to best explain Everything it is I could not seem to say                write me easy                write me deeply                write me only once. Remember me as a Love Song Structurally crafted lyrics filled with melodies Sweeter than the first time we met                sing me to your mother                sing me to your lover                sing me to your children Remember me as a Poem Metaphor coloured emotions Putting together moments amidst events That never really happened But we would swear over and over That actually did                colour me purple                colour me blue                colour me Red Remember me in your Nightmares Think of me on those nights that simply closing your eyes Causes fear to prickle on your skin And adrenaline to race through your veins                close your eyes anyway                embrace the feeling of helplessness                let it help you remember Remember me when you Don't Want To Promise to think of me in those moments when Remembering numbs you more than feeling nothing at all                love me easy                love me deeply                love me only once
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May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
Once
Memories, memories, Demons destined to remind! Memories, memories, Extricate them from my mind! Alas! They echo toward me As ripples in the brain. Evoked by love and roses They prickle me insane. Oh, I remember… *The hour summons a restless, withered afternoon During which I succumbed to ravenous decay. I desperately chased feelings like an unhinged loon, Swifting through my pond in fear, panic, and dismay.* Impeccable beauty & fanciful expectation: I was thwarted by both. Each summoned its own Distinct, rolling shadow. Oh I remember… *I was washed forth by whistling tides of tomorrow, Clinging to a heart I could not own or borrow. My feelings, whisked in transit, dizzied by the fray, Yearned for second chances to conquer yesterday.* Gelid gloom would Permeate my heart, Tearing me apart. Haunted by a feeling I could not possess, I drowned in Darkness. Oh I remember... *Loneliness was chronic; slowly it tapped time; My life become a poem lacking voice and rhyme. As silent afternoons would coalesce into years, My dreams burst into smoke & hope thawed into tears.* Memories, memories, Are nothing more than that. Memories, memories, **** **** **** I do not wish to remember, But dare not to forget Moments that once plagued me: Moments I regret. *No matter how strong be my will, These memories will haunt me still.* Oh how I wish not to remember...
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 6:52 PM UTC
Memories, Memories
It comes from nowhere It's the faint, burning prickle Springs behind your eyes Bidding you stop and wonder Why your breath caught in your throat.
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Mar 24, 2022
Mar 24, 2022 at 9:22 PM UTC
Tinge
BLOSSOM Flower Beauty under the sun It dances with the wind and rain And brings feeling of serenity Blossom ************** SPINE Prickle It makes deep cuts That make one cry in vain Protected beauty in its own Spine
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
FLOWER CINQUAINS
Kisses His lips Stained red from cherry lip-gloss and his skin still damp from midnight lust. Our arms and legs lay tangled beneath the stars. These are the good nights The, Nightmare, Night terror Free nights. Filled with burnt out cigarettes and hushed tones. These are the nights That push the cortisol from my mind to be replaced by a Cheap serotonin fix. These nights are my lullabies and goodnight Kisses His lips Push their way against my squirming flesh, my tongue too tied to protest. His hands caress, My arms and legs. twisted behind locked doors. These are the restless nights Tossed and turned like mildewed clothes Filled with empty cups and muffled moans. These are the nights-- I’m sorry The nights I pray for sunrise Kisses. Her lips Find their way to my worried ear, stroking, Hushing. “It’s okay baby girl mama’s here.” Shhhhh. These nights are long nights When my legs are restless from running through my head, Monsters, Hiding underneath my bed. These nights are filled with screams, they Strangle my throat, and Chills prickle my spine but These nights are saved By her forehead Kisses
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 12:24 PM UTC
Kisses
crimson mistress (crimson flower in the swooning gloom) tell me why against thy sharp prickle (eyes of lynx) my heart I’m pressing (æt the nihtegale)* and don’t understand that freedom (like the archetype of Moon) of the kiss with laughter devoted in the broad gardens --------------- *(with the nightingale) The original: ***(тъмночервена господарке) тъмночервена господарке (тъмночервено цвете във припадащия мрак) кажи ми защо във острия ти шип (очи на рис) сърцето си притискам (със славея) и не разбирам тази свобода (както и архетипа на луната) на целувката със смях отдадена в широките градини *Translator Bulgarian-English: Vessislava Savova rarebird
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Dec 11, 2010
Dec 11, 2010 at 10:17 AM UTC
*** (crimson mistress)
Pickled on quixotic tonics he strives for a polyglot's poise, balancing plaster peas at the end of his tippler's tongue. But the rough-surfaced pearls prickle his too-ticklish bed of pink, and gulped down, he administers only a lessoned indigestion. Flipping the flop, he prevaricates himself into the tight-fit corners of a parallelogram traced by unsolemn processionals bedecked in platitudinous finery. Their porous smirks drip sticky reminders of a plethora of previously pernicious exercises and dampen his fluffy ambition, prodding procrastinations until his drunken promise dries out to become a posthumous wish.
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Apr 7, 2010
Apr 7, 2010 at 5:03 PM UTC
Pickled
For Sam Cook and Michael Lee While standing at Marshall and 140th the lightning over the horizon begs me to come to it it's like the flickering streetlights, seeming like silent firefights, simply asking to be looked for. When I still elementary, I used to watch the sky as the bolts shocked the earth and I'd count: one two three Until I heard the boom and crack of thunder three miles away, at least, the fourth graders said each second was a mile it could have been true, it could have not, yet still I watch the light. The flickering of the fading streetlamp tells me that this moment is not going to last forever that it will not be heavenly or touchable, but it is there and it wants you to touch the light as it flickers like a strobe light like kids playing with the tabs of flashlights and like the first discovery of light switches and I'm reaching out so far. Trying to grab hold of a piece of simplicity, of normal, of what I can always find: Mistakes and wounds and trying to hold on Because lately, it seems like the only places we want to flicker are in the clubs. Standing on a planet where illness and difference are cause enough to torch cities. We like to light the fires and we like to watch them burn, but we could care less about what their burning and it seems like the dark ages came and stayed, But like tributes to Guy Fawkes say: *A man can be killed and forgotten, but four hundred years later an idea can still change the world* So I think as I stand at that intersection watching the streetlights and the night's light bulbs flicker on and off like the light in my head I can feel my fingertips prickle and I seize that moment to reach for the lamppost and final destination those kids are flipping tabs faster and faster my hair is at attention and I can feel the race. For a second, everything slows down. The streetlight stops flickering as my fingertips come upon it and the lightning illuminates the sky I can feel the breeze push my hair to this minutes path and for a second, I have something. I pull my fingers away from the light and it returns to its flicker the lightning fades away and the boom comes in. And here, standing at what once for me was Marshall and 140th I realize, that all I have is all I'll ever claim to know
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 6:48 AM UTC
Streetlights
For Sam Cook and Michael Lee While standing at Marshall and 140th the lightning over the horizon begs me to come to it it's like the flickering streetlights, seeming like silent firefights, simply asking to be looked for. When I still elementary, I used to watch the sky as the bolts shocked the earth and I'd count: one two three Until I heard the boom and crack of thunder three miles away, at least, the fourth graders said each second was a mile it could have been true, it could have not, yet still I watch the light. The flickering of the fading streetlamp tells me that this moment is not going to last forever that it will not be heavenly or touchable, but it is there and it wants you to touch the light as it flickers like a strobe light like kids playing with the tabs of flashlights and like the first discovery of light switches and I'm reaching out so far. Trying to grab hold of a piece of simplicity, of normal, of what I can always find: Mistakes and wounds and trying to hold on Because lately, it seems like the only places we want to flicker are in the clubs. Standing on a planet where illness and difference are cause enough to torch cities. We like to light the fires and we like to watch them burn, but we could care less about what their burning and it seems like the dark ages came and stayed, But like tributes to Guy Fawkes say: *A man can be killed and forgotten, but four hundred years later an idea can still change the world* So I think as I stand at that intersection watching the streetlights and the night's light bulbs flicker on and off like the light in my head I can feel my fingertips prickle and I seize that moment to reach for the lamppost and final destination those kids are flipping tabs faster and faster my hair is at attention and I can feel the race. For a second, everything slows down. The streetlight stops flickering as my fingertips come upon it and the lightning illuminates the sky I can feel the breeze push my hair to this minutes path and for a second, I have something. I pull my fingers away from the light and it returns to its flicker the lightning fades away and the boom comes in. And here, standing at what once for me was Marshall and 140th I realize, that all I have is all I'll ever claim to know
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We can escape, now, it's smoky with a chance of curtain drawn, our minds won't tramsit light from our empty, covered windo- the train is here. I'm ready to go. And though I'm leaving on a train with room for only one, I'm hoping you can catch a cheap ride hidden in my pocket. Nobody checks your person, anymore, Nobody cares; Homeland Security lovingly fed us fattened falsities As the fat cats in suburban alleyways tore off the thickest pieces of marrow from the national animal of our Fiction States of America. I have known this because I have seen it from my seat in coach, thank god, too, because the train is packed. So fill up if you aren't going to hop in, wishing to distort your mind with all of their public drugs, community opiates transmitting across electrical wires hidden in the ground, the trees, the air itself, stitched into the layers of dark matter and cosmic foam insulating our fragile and overdone Universe. I hear their static, that pantomimed reality, caught inside carbon fibers running through everything, running through me, running through you, running into and out of your brain like a thief without pause or moral. We could run, too, the heavy bass notes of the nurturing ocean could shield the screech of the battered train's wheels; the wheels need a rest from screeching, anyway. Quick! While the conductor isn't looking! The wires will tell him you're here until you're gone, hidden in my coat pocket inside a layer of my inner smoke. Well, if you insist, I suppose you may leave, but once the wound of knowledge opens, just know it never closes. It will fester and prickle with the fetid odor of truths turned into lies. I know I'm talking to myself, now, but I don't want to let you go, though I'll stay here, safe, in the train carriage, hidden in smoke. Smoke, smoke, smoke, the train heats up, breaths out smoke from its burning and throbbing pipe. The engine has built up an overdose of heat, trying to throw off the weeds trying to grow inside. They tried to enter me, and they will soon enter you, now, without my smoke to shroud you, to leave your naked wound easily hidden in paranoid dreams. Screeeeee, screeeeeee, screeeeeeee, the wheels screech out, ready to go, ready to run, to run down the track, to run through all obstacles, to run through everything, to run through me, to run through you, to run in and out of your brain, blown away in a puff of smoke, my memory has burned away and blows off as ash and smoke.
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Feb 6, 2011
Feb 6, 2011 at 7:32 PM UTC
In a Puff of Smoke
We can escape, now, it's smoky with a chance of curtain drawn, our minds won't tramsit light from our empty, covered windo- the train is here. I'm ready to go. And though I'm leaving on a train with room for only one, I'm hoping you can catch a cheap ride hidden in my pocket. Nobody checks your person, anymore, Nobody cares; Homeland Security lovingly fed us fattened falsities As the fat cats in suburban alleyways tore off the thickest pieces of marrow from the national animal of our Fiction States of America. I have known this because I have seen it from my seat in coach, thank god, too, because the train is packed. So fill up if you aren't going to hop in, wishing to distort your mind with all of their public drugs, community opiates transmitting across electrical wires hidden in the ground, the trees, the air itself, stitched into the layers of dark matter and cosmic foam insulating our fragile and overdone Universe. I hear their static, that pantomimed reality, caught inside carbon fibers running through everything, running through me, running through you, running into and out of your brain like a thief without pause or moral. We could run, too, the heavy bass notes of the nurturing ocean could shield the screech of the battered train's wheels; the wheels need a rest from screeching, anyway. Quick! While the conductor isn't looking! The wires will tell him you're here until you're gone, hidden in my coat pocket inside a layer of my inner smoke. Well, if you insist, I suppose you may leave, but once the wound of knowledge opens, just know it never closes. It will fester and prickle with the fetid odor of truths turned into lies. I know I'm talking to myself, now, but I don't want to let you go, though I'll stay here, safe, in the train carriage, hidden in smoke. Smoke, smoke, smoke, the train heats up, breaths out smoke from its burning and throbbing pipe. The engine has built up an overdose of heat, trying to throw off the weeds trying to grow inside. They tried to enter me, and they will soon enter you, now, without my smoke to shroud you, to leave your naked wound easily hidden in paranoid dreams. Screeeeee, screeeeeee, screeeeeeee, the wheels screech out, ready to go, ready to run, to run down the track, to run through all obstacles, to run through everything, to run through me, to run through you, to run in and out of your brain, blown away in a puff of smoke, my memory has burned away and blows off as ash and smoke.
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self destruction like burning bridges you know full well you'll drown without being reckless with your rafts and your lifesavers and feeling the heat of the fire prickle your forehead, beads of sweat teasing your skin and making it impossible to ignore the deep water already lapping at your feet, clearly prepared to completely engulf you in liquid darkness. self destruction like inhaling the fumes of a hundred toxic promises, made to you by old would-be lovers; sugarcoated words and lies roughly covered in white, feeling the poison seizing up your struggling lungs, fingertips flicking through dictionaries with cracked spines: desperate to find a word that isn't even there. self destruction like breaking hearts that aren't yours for once, just to hold the power of corruption and allow it to make you bloodthirsty, much like slaughtering ants beneath magnifying glasses, watching them struggle and turn to unrecognisable ashes, whimpering half hearted apologies whilst trying to convince yourself that you are not a bad person, but simply a broken soul.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
Good Natured Little Lies
I stretch forward, elongating my neck, making the hairs that grow down onto my nape prickle, envisioning my true horse-nature. I’m hooves clopping on river rocks. My mane combed to one side, my angular muzzle huffing. I’m strong and sturdy – muscle and a soft steel kind of strength. And yet at the whistle of a windblown reed, I’m gone, scattered and spooked. I trace the angles that connect weakly on my rawboned face. Strong lines never broken never snapped, just shifted and sifted easily. I stand before others, pulled loosely together, unsettled in my people-clothes. Loyal – love me. Wild – but not too tightly. I sit for sketches sometimes hours sometimes minutes sometimes seconds sometimes months. I look like a human, solid to the fingertips of others pressing in – but I’m a ghost. I’m burned by the red clay of a canyon wall, shiny from the sun. My sweat reflects ribbons of wet diamonds at the bottom of a cold, fast river.
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Jan 18, 2013
Jan 18, 2013 at 12:42 AM UTC
The Self Portrait 1907 – Pablo Picasso
I feel it starting, like a prickle down my spine. My rubbery lungs expand and push against my ribs. Organs start crawling up my throat leaving a hollow cavity which I must seal. My heart is pumping faster but the only thing to get my blood moving is to fill my emptiness. Hands shaking I scrawl a haphazard paper chain to keep me from floating away as my love looks on concerned. “Can I fill it with a kiss? A caress? If I whisper to you will my words fall through your ears and weigh you down?” But anxiety is not like drowning and a life preserver won’t reign me in. The only thing to do is wait for me to compress my lungs and talk my insides off the ledge. Let me close my eyes and breathe, give me room to reassemble. I promise I will come down soon. When I can concentrate enough, the Earth starts shrinking until its mass rests on my pen tip and I can write the blood back through my veins.
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Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
Anxiety
Dear poet, Dear ***** talker of some unrequited nasty, Dear slow admirer, Noticing my detail like a detective Twist this halo into handcuffs And love me already Or don’t I’m not real And if I were I’d hate to be her You perfect pitch psalm sayer Waxing generic Quit the verbal dance And dance with me I am glad you know I’m not perfect I am as faulty As a topographical map of California This body is chills Is goosebumps Is legs that were soft yesterday Kiss them Prickle your cheeks Does your beard know the difference? Do you? Do I feel like scented sandpaper love notes Still stained with a kiss? I know I might just be squid ink to everyone else But you dear poet Dear detective Black lighting my flaws into glowing beauty Put your lips to my stains They still taste like stains You made them You made me You made me Dear Poet Stop talking And take me
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Mar 24, 2012
Mar 24, 2012 at 3:09 AM UTC
When She Finally Learns These Love Notes are Hers
I Inhaled so many silent forgotten gasps today. They passed over my pulsating skin like jeweled kings in pauper’s clothes. Morning blue sheets sticking like sparkling pool water as I twirled my Georgia love, one Georgia summer. Stuck like the dew of her legs, like the brushing warmth of her breath that once swept me into the blessing of her closeness. This afternoon, talked to a friendly blonde and wondered how her curls would wet from Mediterranean water. Whether her breath would brush or prickle my ambivalent cheek, move my ambivalent heart. Befriended a young musician on the bus ride to the airport, heard in his slight lisp his artistic dreaming, imagined what music compels his eyelids to shut and shield him from the carnivorous spoon-feeding. He seemed to be wondering that, too. Knew I was writing in my head. A flight to home, delayed among fog and a President’s presence. A quiet meal, a chicken sandwich. A golden ale and a sit at the bar to rest my arms on the counter like heavy soldiers, returning home. Listening to the businessman yell at the player who should have scored, won the game. Late at night, arrive home, when nothing beautifully happens. Can you believe? Tornados are sweeping North Georgia. I can only see in my mind empty pool water swirling.
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Mar 27, 2012
Mar 27, 2012 at 8:01 PM UTC
Pauper
you never cared they say you never stutter to the things you call home, and i was never one to flinch to the sound of broken promises and holocaust but then i met you they warn us about the drugs in the streets and dangers of heights but I’ve never been warned that a drug can be a person, and that danger can be in your smile i took inside me all your pains and we watched them burn within me together, and until today i still cough up ashes of the fire that lived under my skin so why did we ever bleed the only love we had and covered the wounds in sheets of apathy i saw even angels getting lost in the seams of your devilish smile and now all i have left is my torrid burning throat and the walls that never listened I’ve learned that everything i touch i shatter, too bad I’ve never touched your heart and you never cared oh if only i had more say to who my heart decides to love but no, I’m always left a helpless slave to the pulsing inside my chest and like athe voices in my head that cant stop screaming your name, i never slept or had enough of you i craved the blood in your lips and the veins on your arms i kissed you like i was drowning and you were air i saw the light in you no matter what like the dusk of the morning or an after storm but you never cared you never cared that i stock around even when i realized you were more of poison than medicine to me and i was so addicted to the way you made the hair on my arm prickle and the beat of my heart race that i loved the toxic that was you the toxic was killing me you were killing me but i never cared
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Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 11:57 PM UTC
Untitled
you never cared they say you never stutter to the things you call home, and i was never one to flinch to the sound of broken promises and holocaust but then i met you they warn us about the drugs in the streets and dangers of heights but I’ve never been warned that a drug can be a person, and that danger can be in your smile i took inside me all your pains and we watched them burn within me together, and until today i still cough up ashes of the fire that lived under my skin so why did we ever bleed the only love we had and covered the wounds in sheets of apathy i saw even angels getting lost in the seams of your devilish smile and now all i have left is my torrid burning throat and the walls that never listened I’ve learned that everything i touch i shatter, too bad I’ve never touched your heart and you never cared oh if only i had more say to who my heart decides to love but no, I’m always left a helpless slave to the pulsing inside my chest and like athe voices in my head that cant stop screaming your name, i never slept or had enough of you i craved the blood in your lips and the veins on your arms i kissed you like i was drowning and you were air i saw the light in you no matter what like the dusk of the morning or an after storm but you never cared you never cared that i stock around even when i realized you were more of poison than medicine to me and i was so addicted to the way you made the hair on my arm prickle and the beat of my heart race that i loved the toxic that was you the toxic was killing me you were killing me but i never cared
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Before it became a crush, we were family friends. You slipped in and out of my parent's parties. I saw you only in passing. We were never introduced... ...formally, that is. The first time I saw you out of my house was that night. The night we first spoke. You comforted me and cradled me in your arms. I was with all my best friends, but you and I seemed to fit so perfectly. Some say we took those first steps too quickly. It wasn't love right away, but I was intrigued by you and your sense of warmth. After nights similar to the first, I began to think of you a lot. If a weekend would pass without you in it, in me, it was incomplete. I yearned for your touch and the way you made my skin prickle. My lips tingle in the thought of you now. At the beginning, it was simply fun with you. Innocent fun with no repercussions. That is when I learned to love you. I loved how you didn't have a plan or sense of direction. You were spontaneous. I was insecure and fragile, looking for someone, something, just like you. At first, you brought out the best in me, showed me that when we were together, I meant something, and I will always thank you for that. There were times when I questioned your worth. Some nights you would engulf me, take everything of me, chew me up and spit me back out. You never threatened me, or hurt me. I just loved you so much that I would do anything you said. Maybe I was angry with you in the morning, but I always forgave you the next time we were together. Run up to you and hug you, and you would kiss me twice on each cheek. Like you always had. As if nothing had happened. Somehow promising that tonight would be better. From that first night to now, our love affair has been consistent. I always want you and your smooth touch. And even after every time you put me down. You're always the one to pull me back up. I've shared so many memories with you, dark and messy nights, poetic and spiritual ones too. Every time I hear your name or know that you are near, my eyes widen. I bite my lip and smile. I get shaky and anticipate your arrival. Some people love you superficially. They are the ones who don't easily forgive. But you know that I will always love you. Some will try to tear us apart, saying that you don't love me back. That you can't. They've tried and lost. Even if I don't directly receive love in return, the way you make me feel, and act, and cry, lets me know that you do love me. You are the only one who can hurt me as much as you have, and know that I will always run back into your arms.
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Dec 5, 2012
Dec 5, 2012 at 10:21 PM UTC
*****
Before it became a crush, we were family friends. You slipped in and out of my parent's parties. I saw you only in passing. We were never introduced... ...formally, that is. The first time I saw you out of my house was that night. The night we first spoke. You comforted me and cradled me in your arms. I was with all my best friends, but you and I seemed to fit so perfectly. Some say we took those first steps too quickly. It wasn't love right away, but I was intrigued by you and your sense of warmth. After nights similar to the first, I began to think of you a lot. If a weekend would pass without you in it, in me, it was incomplete. I yearned for your touch and the way you made my skin prickle. My lips tingle in the thought of you now. At the beginning, it was simply fun with you. Innocent fun with no repercussions. That is when I learned to love you. I loved how you didn't have a plan or sense of direction. You were spontaneous. I was insecure and fragile, looking for someone, something, just like you. At first, you brought out the best in me, showed me that when we were together, I meant something, and I will always thank you for that. There were times when I questioned your worth. Some nights you would engulf me, take everything of me, chew me up and spit me back out. You never threatened me, or hurt me. I just loved you so much that I would do anything you said. Maybe I was angry with you in the morning, but I always forgave you the next time we were together. Run up to you and hug you, and you would kiss me twice on each cheek. Like you always had. As if nothing had happened. Somehow promising that tonight would be better. From that first night to now, our love affair has been consistent. I always want you and your smooth touch. And even after every time you put me down. You're always the one to pull me back up. I've shared so many memories with you, dark and messy nights, poetic and spiritual ones too. Every time I hear your name or know that you are near, my eyes widen. I bite my lip and smile. I get shaky and anticipate your arrival. Some people love you superficially. They are the ones who don't easily forgive. But you know that I will always love you. Some will try to tear us apart, saying that you don't love me back. That you can't. They've tried and lost. Even if I don't directly receive love in return, the way you make me feel, and act, and cry, lets me know that you do love me. You are the only one who can hurt me as much as you have, and know that I will always run back into your arms.
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The monsters in my mind Are taunting me through eyes That laugh at me, Scratch at me, And beg for time to play. The monsters in my mind Distort my face, Curl my lips into a snarl of pure disdain. My skin and nose become reptilian, The hands that touch my features Become claws of smoke. I laugh at my shell, it is a joke. The monsters in my mind Allow no time for rest. They coo at me, Bleeding for attention. Timid, I close my eyes. My attempt is feeble, And the monsters are inside. My shell takes shape, It bends to their temptation. They have control of me, And I am pushed aside. The monsters in my mind Are always there. Each glimpse of my reflection Reveals my inner self, But my eyes hold their stare. The monsters are aware, I usher them back in, but to where? My mind is not my own, This is not my face. I do not recognize myself, Has this become my fate? The monsters in my mind Are keeping me awake. They are alert, And cannot be tamed. I am screaming, crawling, Begging for relief. My eyes mist from the thought Of them leaving me. But who can I tell? Who can see? The monsters in my mind are me. Who could understand my dependency? They cannot see my claws of smoke Or hear my hooves As they tap on the petrified wood That encases the entrance to my darkest fears, My deepest secrets, The parts of my mind that frighten And intrigue me. The monsters in my mind Are cruel. They are my secret burden, My constant delight. They plague my eyes to see Livid dreams of what could be. They need attention, They feed on my weakness, They devour my light, And I am grateful. I enjoy the familiar prickle That shudders over my shell as they enter my mind, Controlling my thoughts. It consumes me, Washing over me like **** The monsters in my mind Hold me captive. I am Stolkholmed to their urges. I hold no breath that resists the be tainted By their gruesome illusions. They entice me, Feed me, Satisfy me, Until my gluttony physically handicaps me. I try to stop, I attempt to purge my mind, But when they ask me why I lose my will to try. The monsters in my mind Never fault. I am laughing at the pain, The idea of harm doesn’t hurt. They will never fail, I will never waste. I am them, And they are me. There are monsters in my mind And though I know no rest I am at peace. Death no longer frightens me.
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Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
Modern Mind
The monsters in my mind Are taunting me through eyes That laugh at me, Scratch at me, And beg for time to play. The monsters in my mind Distort my face, Curl my lips into a snarl of pure disdain. My skin and nose become reptilian, The hands that touch my features Become claws of smoke. I laugh at my shell, it is a joke. The monsters in my mind Allow no time for rest. They coo at me, Bleeding for attention. Timid, I close my eyes. My attempt is feeble, And the monsters are inside. My shell takes shape, It bends to their temptation. They have control of me, And I am pushed aside. The monsters in my mind Are always there. Each glimpse of my reflection Reveals my inner self, But my eyes hold their stare. The monsters are aware, I usher them back in, but to where? My mind is not my own, This is not my face. I do not recognize myself, Has this become my fate? The monsters in my mind Are keeping me awake. They are alert, And cannot be tamed. I am screaming, crawling, Begging for relief. My eyes mist from the thought Of them leaving me. But who can I tell? Who can see? The monsters in my mind are me. Who could understand my dependency? They cannot see my claws of smoke Or hear my hooves As they tap on the petrified wood That encases the entrance to my darkest fears, My deepest secrets, The parts of my mind that frighten And intrigue me. The monsters in my mind Are cruel. They are my secret burden, My constant delight. They plague my eyes to see Livid dreams of what could be. They need attention, They feed on my weakness, They devour my light, And I am grateful. I enjoy the familiar prickle That shudders over my shell as they enter my mind, Controlling my thoughts. It consumes me, Washing over me like **** The monsters in my mind Hold me captive. I am Stolkholmed to their urges. I hold no breath that resists the be tainted By their gruesome illusions. They entice me, Feed me, Satisfy me, Until my gluttony physically handicaps me. I try to stop, I attempt to purge my mind, But when they ask me why I lose my will to try. The monsters in my mind Never fault. I am laughing at the pain, The idea of harm doesn’t hurt. They will never fail, I will never waste. I am them, And they are me. There are monsters in my mind And though I know no rest I am at peace. Death no longer frightens me.
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there are bullets from told centuries in my bones but this year has ensnared them with flowers so that i have crumbled in prickle and thorn; i am too feeble for the battlefield now, i have lost my luster, have been scrubbed down to sullied brass and **** without purpose. i want to bleed the rose petals out of me and make myself a target again.
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 9:00 PM UTC
i lost the gleam of past lives
A certain quiet glinting in the corner of my eye a prickle-necked foreboding in a sullen winter sky An ultrasonic wavelength tuned to sorrow and to fear comes manifest, projected through my wish to bring it near A pressure change, a slamming door, a thought of things undone comes seeping through the paintwork for a bit of spectral fun And I can sit complacently and watch the show unfold My perfect explanations make me curious and bold I wonder how my brain will paint this misty-coloured scene What face will fly from memory where no face should have been I have no need for magic or for spirits of the dead But seek the secret passages that twine within my head And here it comes, as if on cue, parading through the wall (A weaker man than me would think his wisdom rather small) The wraith is clothed in folklore, stepping past without a glance And I would laugh it off but for one ghastly circumstance: For all my knowledge, nothing helps the second that I see That solid as I feel, this ghost                                                      does not                                                                        believe                                                                                       in me.
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Oct 30, 2012
Oct 30, 2012 at 10:55 AM UTC
This Ghost
will my endeavor be fruitless ? did I neglect slumber, live in solitary for days, numb my sorrow with alcohol trap myself within the same walls I get lonely in being only distracted by the scribbling of this pen on a paper just to leave thou with discontentment ? a poets worst nightmare; (an underappreciated piece) I am writing a poem for one who has words in the palm of her hands like God has the earth I am writing to one whom words bow down to her feet like prophets to God while on his throne he seats. Is my piece profound enough to make thy beautiful brown eyes water or make your skin prickle with goosebumps ? will my words speak to you in ways no one ever has that my piece becomes your drug when you want to flee from all that chastises you ? I can only hope the first stanza grasps your attention and you get lost in poetic bliss and the last leaves you breathless to the point you crave my kiss to restore air to your dying lungs. But that's probably just wishful thinking your least liked piece is probably more breathtaking than my most cherished you leave your readers satiated by your words and rhythm that they now worship you. they yearn to ease their angst by reading what you vent. how intimidating it is to write a poem to a poet great anxiety as they fixate their eyes on the paper you hope, you just hope they don't roll their eyes in disdain at the last full stop.
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Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
a poem to a poet