"fangirl" poems
I should be happy.
I woke up alive and well,
I should be happy.
I have new books to read,
I should be happy.
I have 490 songs on my iPod,
I should be happy.
I have good grades in school,
I should be happy.
I have friends who I can talk to and fangirl with,
I should be happy.
I'm young, I have my whole life ahead of me,
I should be happy.
I should be happy,
I'm not happy.
(a.d)
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 12:09 AM UTC
I catch a glimpse of backstage
I can see your smiling face
So happy
So ready
I scream and point because
I'm just a fangirl
As you come onstage
You face me
Give a small wave
I'm pretty sure you're looking
Straight at me
So I freak out more because
I'm just a fangirl
Singing along
To all the songs
My voice doesn't work as well
The next day
So I imagine meeting you
Talk about you
Because after all
I'm just a fangirl
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 11:42 PM UTC
'I am a whore.' she realised as she closed the book
The people whom she wanted to **** were inside the book
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
*You're surrounded with glamour
and bright lights;
Of screaming girls and busy nights;
with your voice, I was mesmerized;
with your beauty, I was hypnotized.
I want you to notice me;
But I know that's impossible
For I am just another fan
And you're a star that sparkle;
Too much of a distance;
I can't conquer.*
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 2:18 PM UTC
Another
You say I don't know I'm beautiful,
But it's you.
You don't know.
And you'll never know.
In your eyes,
I'm just another one.
In my eyes,
You're just the only one.
I notice the little things,
But don't we all?
Notice me!
And it's so hard to explain.
Because I love you.
Truly, Madly, Deeply falling.
And I'd like to think I'm special,
Different.
Like I'll walk by,
And you'll follow.
And you won't.
But I love you.
In your eyes,
I'm just another fangirl.
In my eyes,
You're my everything.
Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
As a fangirl
I go through these daily encounters
Looking at your pictures online
Listening to your music
Watching your shows
Whenever I see your face
A big smile is placed on mine
I get this feeling of hype
That I can not even understand
Sometimes I hate this side of mine
But for some reason
I can't remove it from me
So I appreciate this side of mine
And look forward to what else is in store
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
one day he'll find a girl
and he'll see her as his everything
while you spend your time crying
because that girl has your world
a.v.
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 10:26 PM UTC
You lose your mind,
You lose all function of your body
To the point where
A little bit of ***
Escapes,
Your mind is well and truly ******
Like, hard.
You're shaking,
Quivering,
Practically electrified,
The world seems meaningless
Until you experience
The one thing you have
Been waiting for
For so long.
I am fangirling like a school kid right now,
And the mess of a poem you have just read?
Yeah,
That mess represents the state I am in right now.
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 1:21 PM UTC
You might think I have an obsession but,
I call it dedication to love someone who knows you as
You stranger with so much compassion.
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 12:28 PM UTC
There's this boy group
Which I love the most
I support them at all cost
Their faces are poetry in motion
Their eyes are beautiful
But we don't know they may be sorrowful
I laugh when they laugh
I cry when they cry
They're the first kpop group to be on billboard music awards
"Teamwork makes the dream work"their leader says
"Love yourself, love myself"
I always wonder what they're doing
Always worry how they're doing
Seeing them makes my day complete
They are my inspiration and source of happiness
Some may say it's easy to be a fangirl.
But it's also hard for us because it hurts that they don't know each one of us.
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 7:09 AM UTC
Hermione taught me,
Never dumb down.
Prim whispered,
It's Okay to fall down.
Ginny smiled,
Don't stop loving, He'll come around.
Katniss screamed,
Seize the fire.
The doctor whispered,
Rose Tyler-
Haymitch scorned,
The people need to be raised!
Snape replied,
Always.
Okay, so we conflict.
Our thoughts fight.
But whichever fandom we follow,
As a fangirl, we unite.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC
joshua haines i know we arent near
but i have to say, it would be a fear
that if we were i would fall in love
with your sophistication and grace
and most likely my dear
even the simple shading of your face
words, they contain souls
at least they do to me
and if that is the case
when you write, you set us free
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 1:53 PM UTC
Don't think for a second I am going to wear a dress and watch Titanic or The Notebook with you- We are going to have a Firefly marathon whit too much food and I'll wear a hoodie, or Watch Mad Max Fury road, but darling, don't expect me to be like the other girls- on somedays I even ain't one, and even when I am- Star Wars and Harry Potter are still favorite- Star Trek and Supernatural, Sherlock and Doctor Who, so you better keep up with my geekyness or you won'the know when I love you.
I love you- I know
Because sweetie I am a geek and a fangirl ;)
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 11:53 AM UTC
She gave me gloves.
Sapphire lets call her
I loved how she would
roll her eyes close
whenever i swore louder
or when i-
being in the mood
of being an arrogant snob
Told me to be, mean
and so vicious
But Lady Sapphire is kind as the
depth of the ocean and nice
as the sugar and spice
of a confused fangirl,
Who i believe
is precious as the rock
i name her from
Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 10:59 AM UTC
It's a difficult love
I adore you,
Love you,
Care for you,
Fight the whole world for you,
And you don't even know that I exist.
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 11:03 AM UTC
livin in a big big house
alone all the time
no lights
sittin in the dark
electric light
reflecting in my dead eyes
watchin Dexter claim his next victim
falling in love
with ugly scary monsters
because I understand them
and they make me feel safe
and nobody else understands that
they're the only thing that makes me feel okay
nasty nasty
cruel things
storylines so sad
heroes so broken
but the horrificality of it
makes me sing
ringin in my ears
playin on my fears
shivers up my spine
this is how I like to spend my time
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 3:58 PM UTC
I can't deny it anymore.
I am in love with you.
I didn't fall mind you.
I chose this.
I chose you.
And I can't help but feel
that I have chosen wrong.
That I have chosen too soon.
And it didn't help
that you chose me as your beta.
As your apprentice.
As your most trusted photographer.
Didn't help
that you nursed
all of my fangirl tendencies.
Didn't help that you claimed
to be my alpha,
my coach,
my captain.
Didn't help that you made me feel
like it is just the two of us in the pack.
Didn't help that you
verbalized my feelings
and told me
there is only us in the crew.
That I am your first mate.
The co-captain of a ship
That only the two of us can set sail.
The only thing is...
I am the only one shipping us.
And one day, you'll go canon
with someone else.
And believe me darling,
those canons can sink our ship.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 10:32 AM UTC
When you get nostalgia
For previous episodes, books, volumes, or songs
When you understand the world better
By comparing it to a million fictional ones
When you obsessively hit the reset button on YouTube
Waiting for the next episode or song to come out
When you have tons of fictional or celebrity crushes
But don't like anyone in your school
When you understand the characters
Better than the people around you
That's when you know you're a fangirl
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 8:55 AM UTC
Once again I'll see you
Staring deep in my eyes
Telling me to love myself,
To Speak myself.
Once again I'll fight
All the haters
That curse at you.
Once again I'll be the
Voice cheering for you.
Once again I'll be
One of those thousand
Hearts that beat for you.
And once again
You'll not know
Who I am.
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 11:12 AM UTC
Judging faces
Held back laughter
All for
A bubbly fangirl
Why must they
Be so cruel
To a nervous girl
I wish they understood
*"What the ****
Said another girl
As I explained my thoughts
About this judgmental world
"It's just a tease"
She said
"She's used to it"
She added
But that's not the point
I'm trying to convey
Ugh
They'll never understand anyway
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 5:27 AM UTC
Has anyone heard about her?
This magnificent girl,
my fangirl parter,
the other half to the
photography duo?
If so, please contact me.
Todays her birthday,
and yes I'm a few hours late,
but I'd like to say a very
Happy Birthday
to my dear friend.
She has helped me through tough times,
and has been through a lot herself,
but she's a survivor.
She's MIA,
and I need my friend back...
Well, I hope she is doing well,
she's finally becoming a teenager
(but totally not a normal stereotypical one, who needs normal anyways?)
and I'm so proud. -tear-
She's come a long way and I've had the privilege of knowing her personally.
Hope you're okay and that you see this,
Maha.
Tata for now ;)
-Creep
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 8:23 PM UTC
who the hell doesn’t want to be a Jedi
seriously you can control the force and **** siting
on you couch playing cod all you want is the Mt due in the fridge an don't want to get up
force that **** over to you
like really come on you think this stuff is for nerds
no its not don’t think for one seconded that you didn’t liked something nerdy
hid it from your friends *** they thought it wasn’t cool because you have
you may not remember but you did.
there had to be a moment were you wanted to be a Jedi or join the rebellion or even the empire.
But now you all act to cool for ****
why not go back to you child hood and remember how much fun you had
playing lightsabers, wands and Nurf stuff
also when you came upon an automatic door an acted that you used the force on it
am I right or am I just a fool
I know every generation had their wish to be’s.
Maybe you weren’t a WARS fan
maybe you were a Treckie
or one for the Doctor and his big blue box
or a Wizard with an owl
but at least once in your life you were a nerd
or a fanboy or a fangirl over what you saw as the coolest thing.
Now once again who da hell wishes they were a fracking Jedi,
star fleet officer, a companion of the Doctor or even a student of Hogwarts
Raise yo hand now.
Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 9:28 PM UTC
I wish feelings didn't exist
But they do
And they persist to ruin my life.
All this strife.
Just because three guys
Imagine me as their future wife.
How did I get here?
Keep reading if you want to hear
But please, no fangirl tears.
It starts in my early years.
I met him.
He was my best friend.
He was my first crush.
I was his.
I left for another school.
We hadn't seen each other since.
Middle school.
I met a boy my first year there.
It was infatuation upon first greeting
The second year I finally took up conversation with him.
I fell harder into my feelings.
The next year,
He was mine.
And I was his.
If only it stayed like this.
First love.
First kiss.
Our love was pure bliss.
It's what I will always miss.
And it was my fault.
I ruined it.
I can't do anything about it.
Summer camp.
A friend.
Later a close friend.
Now, super close.
Very close friends.
We know each other inside and out.
We're always there for each other.
Always.
Things went farther.
Everything caught up.
My kindergarten friend goes to my school.
My middle school boyfriend is friends with him.
Apparently, they're cousins.
My ex/ guy friend still likes me.
My kindergarten friend likes me.
My kindergarten friend took me to homecoming.
Later, the boys fight.
I don't understand why girls want to be fought over.
It was awful.
Later, my camp friend and I confess our feelings.
So.. things happened.
I couldn't be happier,
But long distance *****
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 10:36 PM UTC
Words
that constantly run through my mind and fill my vision
I can't get enough
Canisters and bottles
that bring me peace when I'm done dealing
His hands
that make me shake with desire and terror
Hello Poetry
-- now I have somewhere to put everything
Connor Jessup and Finnick Odair
because I'm a fangirl
Pain
and it follows me everywhere
Sunsets and starry nights
that I can't stop drawing
Photography
-- always
My religion and beliefs
-- I'll never sell out
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 3:43 PM UTC
I fangirl (too much) over
-cute guys (my god them hormones though >~<) (and mainly kiyuki cx)
-awesome anime/manga
-kawaii fluff
-books
-most stuff XD
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC