Have you seen yourself?


Back to old days to present?




Spot the difference! :p

the code to my heart
doesn't respond
so easily,
it takes a gut
to build
a strong bond
between
falling each other
or just liking each other

sometimes
it just follow
wherever flow
it may tell

or just
maybe,
somewhere
in that footprints
that cage me in to you...

Ĉu vi povas aŭdi la lulkanton ke mi kantas?
En lunlumo sonĝoj
sendas vi steloj fali en miaj brakoj.



It's Time To Sleep

*Can you hear the lullaby that I'm singing?
In a moonlight dreams
sending you stars to fall in my arms.

Scented by those flowers,it forms a bright sunshine to my eyes
Glowing,moving,and keep moving
Towards these journey we take
I could almost touch and smell the fragrant petals
I can fly
Fly
Fly
Far
Far
Away
And
Take me
To 
Where 
I
Could follow my

D
R
E
A
M
S

*e
   t
      e
         r
           n 
              a
             l
          l
      y

I'm happy not because i met you again
But i'm happy cause it get backs to
The old times
A simple way
Of conversation
Like we did before!!!
And
I
Really
Hope
The
Plans
Would
Go
Smoothly
Cause
I
Know
You
Are
The
Coolest
Person
I've
Ever
Known
And
The
Funny
Person
That
I
Know
My
Beloved,
Seatmate
And
Closest
To
My
Heart

A** crazy little thing we desired to fall
Believably that it was true
Could it possibly an imagination or just for real?
Dreaming or falling on the right way
Eventually would fade or maybe would stay
Facing the love of your life it sound so crazy
Going back and forth only to see her every day
How love could mean and change the world to you
In denial at first, but **** you hate it & you love it at the same time
Just trying to catch and realize that it was you
Knowing how much it means a lot.
Love? how wonderful it is
Moved you the hard way you could get
No space that you could filled but only her that you give in.
Oblique spheroids that turn us
Questioning if its round or circle
Rapidly is not enough to find someone like you
Searching for love? you don't have to
The love will just find you at the right time
Unbelievable right? &
Very unrealistic to believe.
Wait & be patient, while
X is marking you to cross the path
You'll never know it will just knock out of your door
Zest is along the way!

Love isn't about chasing forever
But love means more than anything else

Love takes time


But how long will you chase for the* LOVE  of your life???



Just be guided to give space for yourself
Love will just come in your way
You just need to wait
And everything will be smoother
As you wish.



Chase
For a million of tears
But chasing is sometimes
Worth the pain and love
When you know that person loves you back
Ten times or more.


But you need also to learn to
Give important to yourself
Cause remember you are *PRECIOUS

You were the accompaniment to my insecurities
you never failed me to make me the most fascinating moon beneath the blue ocean
the whole world seems to be lonely
but when i met you
you make it steal me,
the true meaning of life.
The beauty
that would never last
make it far from the beginning
till the end of edge.
Time after time
we sailed across the eradicated
toxic road and
there were times
when we feel down
and give up everything
but at the end of the day
we could still make the best
out of it.

Its worth the prize
Cause your fascinating smile,
makes
the
whole
world
go
round
:)

Donna kanji datta?
Ii kanji ka douka?
Tabun wakaranai kedo,
Mada kangaeshite agerun no na.

Moshi zutto ai suru kanatte naoshitette
Mata wa tabun gamanshimasu.
Dochira mo ii kanatte.*


What kind of feeling is this?
A better one or not so?
Maybe i can't say so but,
I still think of giving it...

If only love could heal it longer
Or maybe i could bear it again.
Whichever it is.

Words couldn't express
Like a vanilla ice cream
Floating up above
Like an angel
Humming and singing together

Sleeps evaporate
Dreams melt
Marvelously exemplary
The gazing tantalizing sky

The wind of the air that never ends
It chills me that i couldn't breathe
Procreation at least beneath
By the largest motion on
And so maximized the feeling inside

Love and inhale
Love and exhale
The power of fate
The power of life
Cycling all over again

Those perspective sweet words shoot to me
Silently brick my heart into-
Something mellifluosly;
touch, catch, jump, clutch & match.
Wavered me quickly
by the thoughts of
this and that---
how to
say?

When hopes are gone,
As clouds approach to its new step
Cliche the last few words you'd given me &
I've learned the path that I can take this trial
and error in life
For this moment I'd never regret these
fluttering feelings or disgraceful acts of people
It became the real me!
No pretending
No lies
No dramas.
For the worth
To satistified
oneself
is
to
sail
your
journey
once
more....
....................

Love is eternity
consequently,
Forever

Will there be eternity to heaven?

Write for the heart to speak
Scream with thy soul
Release the unbroken wing
Send it with thy papers feed
Let them be
Let them bleed
As your art is thy *love

better get the idea
of learning new things.

through experienced
you know.
It comes from you.

It shines rarely
To a person that directly holds her  barely,
More and more she'll be notice
More and more she'll learn herself.
Just keep her tightly
Treasure it with tender love and care
Sometimes she's fragile to fall
Her clumsiness that makes her love deeply
The melody and tempo that she lovingly played,
With its music
With its strings
With its black and white keys
With a mark that hit the notes
Purely with sincerity
But often hopes to fear inside
Afraid of what may happen again
Wearingly hang on her pouted face
She maybe a messy person
Yet she is loved by everyone else
Or maybe

Just let her win this time
Just let her be...


And keep her closer to where she shines the most.

Its not a lucky number
But double number has  its true meaning
It might be a good or bad thing,events,experience
This aint an extraordinary poet
That I used to
It may be the feelings that i wanted to express
Or just a messy writing
Or a scribble to the puzzled mind
May it be the progress to the new day
And enlightened our soul
To the generation of our century
May we learned something not to repeat the mistakes that we had but to see the light to the truth and lies
May we hand to hand
Together we become One.
One family
Reunited
To have
Peace
Respect
Trust
And
Love
To
Show

I was sobbing the whole night
I don't know who I am
Or where am I at the current situation
People always blaming everything
It was all dark
Im all alone
Lonely
Hopeless
And im nothing but a worthless
But it  doesn't happened at all
Thanks to a buddy 
I will call him 'the light'
He was the first one who approaches me
He comforts me at that time
Even though he don't talk much
But all i need at that time is a friend
Who can hears me and listen
That night was as crazy as I thought
I never expected that we became that friends so far
He wasn't that cool
But he was brave enough to cover me
He's nice
Kind
And everything
His imperfect skills makes me admired him a lot
The first time I confess but I don't want to be specific at that time due to the fact that im not ready at all
Its not once but thrice but yet he still not recognize it and due to my fear that I will reject again
Im not even worth unless I smile
That's the first word he gives me hope to wake up
He hits me a lot like a lot
I thank him a lot
And that night will always shine in my eyes and I will never forget that he exist in my life.

everything i remember is the back of your body
the shape, the eloquent elegant standing next door
painting full of prints, pastels
butterflies on top of the pollen
were we haunting down across the beautiful
scene of that picturesque
rainbow colors
garden that blooms
a cherry orchard petals
roses; cherish every moment from that illuminated light of your
deep brown eyes
lilac that puts on my shoulder to feel
as we waste our time
spending nights and days
all i ever heard was the lovely soft voice
found in you
so let's play
some more
and spend this happy jumpy
fever!

People destroy the humanities
We are exactly the same
Lived by the uneven thoughts of millions
Throughout the decades or even centuries.
Struggling for the human capacity,
it's not fair. not equal nor balance you may be called.
It's not the World that harm us but rather "We"
Better accept the fact!
But this is behind everything
The World is just turning us.
It will always be destroyed
If there's no actions to be put upon.
Your mouth is shattering to the broken unwind
Full of lies,****, hatred and odd things.
So you better wake up!
Resolve the dilemma
It must be "Us"
The solution is not yesterday, tomorrow, or in the other day
But today is all we need
Move forward!
There's no time to be wasted.
Seek to it. Put a little faith.
Because if we only knew how to admire each color
surrounded by us.
If we only knew how to appreciate things
that we don't have.
If we only knew how to love the flaws by everyone.
And if we only knew how to put this on our heart & souls.
Then every single people
Will lived a better place
that we called "Home."

You may feel uneasy today,don't worry I will cheer you up
You may feel tired for so many times, don't worry I will make you smile
You may feel giving up, don't worry I will let my shoulder for you
You may feel sad for this time, don't worry I will make you happy

You may sick today, don't worry I'll take care of you
You may feel so lonely for a long time, don't worry I'll be by your side
You may feel so unworthy for no reasons, don't worry I will show to you that you are more worth than anything else
You may feel so down that you think you brought the problems in the world, don't worry I will accompany you and feel for you that you are so blessed

You may always blame yourself for always making mistakes, don't worry I know you will surpass that later on
You may always hate everything, don't worry I will show you the true meaning of love
You may feel so stubborn, don't worry I will help you to stand up

Everything happens for a reason
In times of trouble,pain,sorrow 
That you think people will sympathize you for being so negative
Don't worry everything will be alright
Just stay a little
I know someday 
Miracle will always came at the right time
At the right time that you are ready to accept everything in life
That someday you will realize that all these things are all worth your tears 
Cause you've been strong enough to find the way to happiness
And I'm proud of you
So always believe that there's always a reason for this things that came into your life
And that I conclude that you are growing up 
Without this trials you've encounter 
Everything is so colorless
Cause life is a crayon to be put up
Life is indeed beautiful!!!
Don't forget to smile,okay? <3

Aloe vera leaves fall 
Beyond existence of the
Creature,crescent moon 
Depending skies
Ethereal heaven
Floating
Giggling
Hoping
Infinity to the great last

Je t'aime 
Kindness words to you
Lullaby that grows for the
Melody in my heart
Nostalgic memory,here I
Open the note to
Phantom like the opera 
Quest chrome,the core through
Resistable drama scene that
Satisfied me in my soul
Torn in a shock 
Undying like an idiot that
Vanish this spirit
Wasted the tears rolled
Xylophone that i heard monotonous
Yet values 
Zealed me through

If I'm more clever to write
Such beautiful pieces to light
Then there's no paper to be waste
As much as i haste

At the last risky time
That needs to be rhyme
I dont effin' care
Who told you to bare?

If i'm digging in the hole
Will i slip and slid at the pole?
Throw the trash 
I don't need a cash

So Please don't beg me to write 
This ain't a battle to fight
Maybe i need time & space
Were i could tie the lace.

Your eyes that reflects on a sunlight
Were breezing of the air
Relaxed the calmness of your hair
Smoothly aroused by the gentleness of your hands
To the tip of your tongue
To the bittersweet taste of the deluxe eye chocolate.
Your memories could spread by its viral virus
Were thousands of people could catch a cold
Because you are like a hashtag that could be trending all over the world
And that's because of your beauty
that will never die.

You  are  like  a  plastic
     
                                      B
                                        A
                                           L
                                               L
                                                  O
                                                     O
                                                         N

that  gives  twinge  to  my        L
                                               U
                                          N
                                     G               
                                 S
                              .

                                             A shadow to my soul
Keeps haunting through it.

i’m fine



...............


"when i am not totally fine"

Froom moon to Jupiter
along its constant feeling of
falling the bricks of its centuries
Aurora Borealis to Centauri
sculpting the gasps off air and breathe
We inhaled the gases
the poison of liquidation,
the water that surrounds us;
the universe.
Another planet we communicate &
hopeful we wish for.
As long as the stars
could reconnect,
recollect the dust,
the galaxy that we traces
from our palm hands &
softly cuddling each other.
Cherished every moment
from here to there, &
possibly we could
Plant the other story
cause maybe the sparks
of the stars might fall
back to where it belongs.

Silver lining from the sky*
tormented by the words of love
why can't it be a perfect match
to be found.

Strumming from the awkwardness hum
While the birds are singing on top
It simply have no words to be uttered.

Express this feeling right now
I don't know if this is meant to be

Left or right
please be guided
by your
single
step

No
break
No
wall

Allow me to sing
a song for you
"My greatest love of all"

Everything is dark
The world spinning round and round
I don't know what to do
If someone who will pass me
If someone who will gave me a hand
If someone who will save me
My world is empty
It feels like im out of this World
I can't hear anything nor the beat of your heart
Im parallel
You are even
And im the odd
We just fall apart
My heart aches
As it broke into pieces
The door just shut down
And everything is gone
No wonder 
If
I 
Miss
You
Or
If
I
Could
Say
Those
Words

Please,S­tay 

And Don't leave me



If only i could hold your hands tightly
But you just give up for a reason*





No

Wonder


I'm 


Afraid



Of



Being






Al­one




All



Over






Again.