we self regulate
like a thermostat. How did I come to deserve that from you? How did I come to deserve your gratitude and understanding and love? To explain would be to miss the point. so much can pass over my head when I feel loved. a lot of imagined danger the inertia of sadness I've had moments of fight fight fight where love started to cure my depression and I fought it like the Plague because I knew once the love was gone maybe quickly darkness would settle again and it would; a maze through the back yards and wide wide windows and wider white walls and my heart would sink at the darkness of car windows. I would swallow hard and call it a day Seemingly abyssal in darkness compared to the hopeful glow of love and closeness. And dedication. Dedication i'll never be entitled to. I didn't want to want something I couldn't own. I can never own you. I will never own your love. sometimes I get scared about how healing it is. You call me sunshine in the rain and I love. And I am hurt and you know so you wait. And I know. So I work. I want to give you my best. And sometimes my best is exhaustion. And I think; Its too early for this. Exhaustion like I have done so much. I'm too young to be exhausted. And I think I. fight fight fight to love myself because my little emerald wonder you seem to enjoy loving me so much. And you are in awe of my joy in loving you. I want that love to be a renewable resource. you say "after we are over", like the future, bright, holds so much I want that love to be a renewable resource
She of molded clay Fingers trace the wooden *** Poison whispers sweet
You know what they say about curiosity and boxes, this one is dedicated to the one and only Pandora.
Even when she ket curiousity get the best if her an unleashed so much negativity, she also released hope and that alone will see us through.
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Why I still love you?
Why to all the people here in the earth Why it is you... Your the person that I thought the right one for me but unfortunately your not But why I still love you and care for you even tho..you don't care about me anymore! Why? I need to know the reason why!? If I know that your not the right person for me I should control myself... To not falling in love with you I'm so tired of crying those eyes that you can't event see, Why? Did you make me fall in love with you and in the end your going to leave it's really hurt me a lot.. I still love you so much, but what can I do if you doesn't love me anymore .... Just want you to know that I'm always here for you . I'm trying to do all the things to forget you but still your here in my heart I don't know why I can't forget you maybe I love you so much that I can even sacrifice my life for you?! Why it is not enough for you? I've miss you so much and I love you so much I don't know the reason why I fall for you the only thing I know that I love you And I'm happy to be with you Your the reason why I smile everyday Hope you can read this
Hi this is my first poem I just love to write poem btw I'm Ayeza new here hope you like it
What if life is a dream
And dying is the only way to wake up? Will you get reincarnated? Will you lose all of your memories of your life before you died? Will you forget all of your loved ones? Will they forget you as well? If you do "wake up" and you did get reincarnated Will you get stuck in another dream as well? What if life is a dream, Does that mean that life is a lie? Everything you had Everyone you loved Never existed YOU never existed ... The thought scares me
A poem full of my "What ifs" thoughts
I wonder where your mind takes you
when you're silent. I wonder what your voice says to you when you're in bed or what scenarios could be playing in your head. Do you think of something new and exciting? Something logical or political? Do you think about only yourself or others too? Or do you think of something impossible to understand but not for you. I wonder how you approach your mind, I wonder what secrets you hide: I wonder about the thoughts that comfort you in sadness, saves you from madness. The thoughts that give you balance and guidance, maintenance and sustenance. I wonder what dreams you dream while you sleep, What thoughts do you hear while you're unconscious and defenseless. I wonder what really is in your heart, because the answers to these questions is what truly sets us apart.
I left my heart back in Kiev,
found my soul in South Korea. I dreamed of the northern lights, and saw a shooting star in Paris. I lost my virginity in Ibiza, drank too much up in Dublin. I ran in the streets of Ljubljana, and drove with windows down in Sydney.
I dream of cities I’ve never been to when I go to sleep at night.
I want a man to love
I keep wishing to the heavens above Because I feel like Im a lonely dove A lonely bird wishing to be loved. Why is it so unfair?? I know people who's looks isn't fair But they find some who'll give them care While here I am and can only stare... I wonder, to my life, when will he come? And where will he come from? Is meeting him gonna be like school prom? Oh how I can't wait for that time to come. I want something serious and reall, I wonder how will that feel? Feelings stronger than steel, Power they say that overcomes fear. I can't wait any longer... How long do I have to wait further?? I hope to have a bond that is stronger... I want us now to be together.
I'm lonely as ****, I need a boyfriend
Man, it is so disappointing.
I get close to exploring another human’s mind. A minute or two passes through as I share truths and expect her to present hers to, but generally I get either vehemence or indifference. She either gets ****** or merely dismisses my curious persistence, and I find myself alone in a never-ending pursuit of knowledge that I never get to share.
Deep within the dense forest
Of your mind Lies a treasure chest That lies collecting dust, A pity for such a valuable thing-- Maybe its time to open it?
You have the key.