Burned all the memories,
Left all the ashes.
Foolish of me
To keep looking back again.

Tired of all your answers,
Covered in lies.
Can't you just tell me the truth?
The truth which I've been longing since I've...

Shattered the past,
Left all the pieces.
The mirror reflecting on all I've done
In my life.

Achieving your dreams,
Isn't an easy task,
Like escaping a labyrinth,
It will take time and all that.

It would seem impossible,
Seeing how long it would take  
Don't underestimate it,
Don't think it'll be a piece of cake.

So just study hard,
Don't give up on it,
This journey isn't over yet,
Not until you say it is.

If people pull you down,
Just rise right back up.
Show them you're not weak,
Declare to them your intent.

Hold on to your conceit,
An idea you could use,
Used to attain your dream,
Which could only done by you.

Laugh at your problems,
It's okay to run away.
It's normal to make mistakes,
There will be another day.

Walking around in circles,
Just calm down and relax,
You'll think so much better,
So just mellow out.

After all the interferences,
All the troubles you have faced,
Even now that it's the end,
You feel kind of dazed.

The star in your hand,
Is the dream you have seized,
The flower crown on your head,
Is the effort you've released.

I keep trying to save me,
Constantly breaking inside,
Trying to forget,
I just can't decide.

You keep appearing,
In this empty mind of mine.
The vast dark void,
That wouldn't be able to shine.

I said I didn't know you,
But in truth I just lied,
So I could save,
This fractured soul I hide.

It's easy to move on from someone you know,
So why can't it be the same with someone you deeply care about?

If doesn't care about us,
neither will we,
but I can't act like I don't care.

I didn't realize how bothersome it was
To my friends I've met through you.
I hate that it's happening again...
I don't know what to do.

I just liked this feeling,
This burning passion inside.
Something I could put to good use.
Something I wouldn't want to die.

But it blinded me,
Blocked out the sounds of the outside world.
I should've paid more attention,
I should have had the past learned.

I'm sorry I let this happen,
I suppose this is how it ends.
No one else would tell me
That history's repeating again.

Fragile as glass,
You were too good to be true,
When I thought out there,
Was someone like you.

As grace as possible,
You move very quickly,
Acting like a real leader,
And the chances of failure are unlikely.

With no physical evidence,
that someone's like you,
But since you're just fiction,
I still believe this truly anew.

I've gotta be careful in what I say,
Since you'll be here for just a few days.
I don't know why I care so much.
But like a snowflake, no need to be touched.

As cold, as dark as winter night,
I always lose you from my sight.
This place's confusing me with it's madness.
There is overflowing sadness.

I don't get how I'll survive this,
They're messing with my consciousness.
But I'll do it all for one thing.
Not much more madness can this bring.

The only reason I stay here,
The place where there are only tears,
Is all because of you.
Thank you.

I cry aloud,
as these tears fall to the floor,
being able to be heard,
from the other side of the door.

But I stop immediately,
hearing that,
their constantly calling me,
an annoying brat.

But they don't know anything,
but I stop anyway,
standing up once more,
telling myself, "I'm not okay."

When you fall into an ocean,
And you don't have anything to hold onto,
Wait till you could swim up yourself.

Practice makes perfect,
But nobody's perfect,
So why practice?

Monday:
Everyone cried,
So did I,
Nothing to be happy about,
I can't find a reason to smile.

Tuesday:
I couldn't sleep properly,
I nearly skipped eating,
I cried myself to sleep that night,
Can't be properly breathing.

Wednesday:
I thought all the **** would stop,
I underestimated it,
I was pressured more,
As much as last week.

Thursday:
I actually thought it would stop here,
I checked online,
I enjoyed what I was reading,
But immediately declined.

Friday:
Where all the crap built up,
What the hell did I do wrong this time,
Nothing became better,
You're not mad? No need to lie.

Problems build up,
Waiting at the end of the bridge,
But there's a shortcut out of here,
See you at the bottom of the ledge.

I sit by the ocean,
The swaying, endless water.
It used to be so nice here,
But it don't know why I even bother.

I think to jump into it,
People telling me not to give in.
But to me, my perspective,
This is where it all begins.

I don't get why you blame me,
You didn't tell me from the start.
Because of your hesitation,
You let everything fall apart.

Meaningless lines on my wrist,
I suppose is what you'd think.
Foolish, these markings mean much more than "immaturity",
A lot more, if you cared to listen.
If only you took a step back to look at the bigger picture.
It speaks a lot, doesn't it?
You're just afraid of what you don't understand.

I don't want to see you like this,
I don't want to be the reason you say "No",
I've made you like this,
so just forget me and go.

I'm just a soul that wanders freely,
Unable to connect to the world,
How many times to I have to say it,
Just please listen to my word.

I have told you over and over again that everyone has forgotten,
So why don't you too?
My soul will just be left rotten,
No one even has a clue.

Chin up my friend,
Because I wont be returning soon,
So promise me you'll still keep your joy,
because this isn't the end for you.

No one has to remember anymore,
And no one has to know that this is true.

I feel this feeling,
that I locked deep inside,
Now that I see,
her loving tender smile.

But this unneeded feeling,
that I refused to show to her,
I have all the power,
and I have taken over.

She says that I'm cute,  
when I smile.
But truly, she doesn't know,
that I'm dying inside.

A drop of light,
Understands the darkness, without light,
How it dwells in everyone,
Nothing's that bright,
We're just little baby birds,
Refusing to take flight,
Into the skies,
Like flying kites.

But this drop of light,
Managed to pull everyone together,
Pathetic,
But clever,
Somehow doing it,
But never,
Did I think that this would happen,
But then there's no such thing as "forever".

At first it started all great,
Everyone was laughing,
Smiling,
But now everything's suddenly dying.

Crying aloud,
for someone to calm it down,
But no one came,
I guess all I could do is drown.

Erasing everything that happened this week,
Nothing great,
All crap,
I can't feel anything but hate.

As time passed by,
Sadness combined with the spite,
Like a dangerous predator,
It pounces at night.

Slowly dying,
Nothing to hold onto,
Just one last chance,
No chance to redo.

A single spot of brightness,
Just give me this chance,
I don't want to cry anymore,
I just don't want to.....

I check the dark halls,
There's no one there,
I pull myself together,
These ghosts are giving me a scare.

They heard my footsteps,
They followed behind me,
My heart pumped faster
As I ran quickly.

I hid in a room,
Which I know they wouldn't find,
But I felt a hand on my shoulder,
I was soon out of my mind.

RUN

I've been with you for years till this day.

Now I've forgotten if you're my friend,
I've forgotten if you cared,
because I know I don't and I never will,
and I'm not scared.

Remember when everything fell apart?
Where we didn't want to feel anything no more?
Well... it's repeating again.
But come on, we know how to handle this.

Same problem. Different person.

Tell me it's alright,
Please don't let go.
You're the only one I talk to,
Now I'm all left alone.
With these thougts I'm with,
Terrifying me, left and right.
I tried calming them, with little words,
But ended up arguing.
I'm not the best at pep talk, sorry...

No thanks.
I'll just stay here,
regretting all that I've done.

Wake me when the sun shines,
The dark has taken over.
The luminous stars, so little light.
There is no way to stop the night.

==《☆》==

Even if you try,
The meanest demon
Will always take flight.
Casting you off, in a cloudy, starless midnight.

==《☆》==

No way to make a light source.
Darkness engulfing you,
You're losing sight,
Saying goodbye, to the non-existent daylight.

...

Goodbye

You told me I'm ready, but I'm panicking.
You told me it's okay, but I'm not sure.
You told me you're proud, but I don't believe you.
Now it's time to step on stage, forgive me if I don't meet your expectations.
I'm sorry.

With one look he gives me,
Everything falls apart.
Why can't we just rewind this...
All the way back from the start....?

I tried learning how to tie a sailor's knot.
A knot that looks simple, and is.
But in my rush to learn it, it slipped my mind.

In my desperate attempts to tie these strings together, I failed.
So I tied a square knot.
I was foolish, really.

I wanted to learn a sailor's knot, a Carrick Bend.
Because it was easier to untie,
compared to a square knot.

And when it was time,
when it was needed to let go, I couldn't.
I fell in with it, fell in with the ship.

If I only I didn't rush,
rush learning it,
maybe I could've gotten out alive.

Don't mess up,

==《☆》==

And when in doubt

==《☆》==

BE EPIC

By a day of appearance,
We didn't even talk.
A sudden spark of inspiration flowed through me,
And so I've become your idol.
My childishness, I see,
But it's what I want to be.

Taught not to mess up.
Therefore from what you have felt,
[We] humbly apologize.

They care,  only when you're in their borders, for once you get hurt, it will be their own fault.

It's been years,
since I've heard of you,
it brings back bad memories,
of all our happy news.

I don't want to think of you,
I've already moved on,
I have new friends to care about,
to help me forget the memories that are finally gone.

Take a deep breath and let it go,
It's time to take this show on the road.

The bright smile,
That hides the depression inside

I don't know you,
and you don't know me.

This isn't a game,
and we only know each other by name,
that doesn't give you the right, to tell me what to do with my life.

Leave if you want to,
I don't want to be friends, so enjoy what you have left,
'cause no one will be with you in the end.

I pick up pen and paper,
thinking of something to write,
Friends? Nah.
Family? Pfft, yeah right....

Well it isn't my fault, now is it?
It wasn't my choice to turn away from this beautiful weather.
Just give up the pen, drop the paper,
I don't think you'll be needing them any longer.

You always saw the light,
Of every one of my failures,
You always find me in a jungle,
Like one little sailor.

I always laugh at your optimism,
Telling me it's alright,
Do I want to believe?
Do I want to see the light?

From out of nowhere,
You grabbed my hand,
I guess I had no choice,
Pulling me up to stand.

I don't want to see you,
but sometimes I don't have a choice,
walking past you time and time again,
I don't even want to rejoice.

You're supposed to be in the past,
Why do we meet again?
It's saddening for me to remember,
all that we did back then.

I forgot the time
I enjoyed talking to you everyday,
I don't understand why I care.

It's Over