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Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

I'm sorry...
I've been on one.
But just because I love you,
Doesn't make me awful.

One thing I've been,
Is hella thoughtful.
Pushing and pulling WAY too hard...
It's only cuz I want you.

No...
I need you.
At least if imma be complete.
I'm in desperate need of a redo I think.

I read you... And you me.
We run on a pair of graphic stories.
And the summation is:
Water circling down the kitchen sink.

Enough playing.
Are you willing or no?
Cuz I'm about ready to go.
Sooooo...

Do you wanna take a chance and let this whole thing unfold?

I could talk myself in circles... No... Spirals for hours if I let myself. I just wish I could talk with you, like we used to. I miss you.

#sorry #for #how #i #am #but #you #make #me #crazy

Aug 2020 Mama earth

It feels like

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

It feels like

It feels like...
We haven't seen each other in a week,
Spoken in a month,
Shared a smile in a year.

It feels like...
I've been going with no sleep, running on E,
Lost without your love,
Only guided by the fear.

It feels like...
I miss what it used to be,
I could never have enough,
Just wanna see you smile from ear to ear.

It feels like...
A mystery,
Love,
Joy and cheer.

#poem #poetry #joy #love #mystery #sadness #regret #no #resentment #talk

Aug 2020 Mama earth

D.E.D

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

D.E.D

**** or be killed
                  Killer be killed

         For they pray
                           For their prey
                                    For they're prey

#**** #killer #prey #pray #survival #sickness #nice #guys #finish #last

Aug 2020 Mama earth

That Feeling (Us)

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

That Feeling (Us)

That feeling
When you don't know what to say
That feeling
When you don't want to stay

That feeling
When you think you're in love
That feeling
When someone breaks your trust

That feeling
When day fades into night
That feeling
When you're tired of the fight

That feeling
When you finally understand
That feeling
When you stop giving a ****

That feeling
That you're feeling
That I'm feeling
That we're feeling

That feeling is us

When words don't quite do the feeling justice, you write poetry.

#feeling #feelings #feel #you #me #us #poem #poetry #confused #sad

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Life is Work

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

Life is Work

I'm a bartender
Scar-mender
Heart defender
On another ******
Ready for a hard winter
Never a pretender
Opposite of a large spender
Certainly not anyone's number one contender
The one who's better
Yet often told never

#bartender #job #work #broken #heart #scars #pain #sorrow #no #money

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Friends Don't Kiss

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

Friends Don't Kiss

A friend
An end
Over extend
Do it over again

Chances
More than glances
Is it magic
Mental dances

Dirt
The hurt
More than you deserve
Such a flirt

My love
You're a drug
Enough
Squash me like a bug

Sight
No longer in flight
Future bright
I'd make it right

Ruin
Too soon
Not human
What am I doing

Please trust
Things rust
The deepest cut
Wouldn't stop my love

So many chances waisted

#love #you #me #second #third #fourth #chances #just #friends #kiss

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Addiction

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

Addiction

My friend burns slow
I put her to my lips and draw
then exhale smoke
The tar stains my teeth and lungs.
I enjoy her presence because she makes me feel young.

#cigarette #smoking #smoke #death #addiction #vices #cig #hate #quit #cancer

Aug 2020 Mama earth

I See the Truth

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

I See the Truth

Subject myself to the topic
Masochism and apathy
Misanthropic logic
I'm past living, beyond being happy

Houses smell like carrion
Clothes feel like rags
Waist no time caring
Only my soul needs a bath

Everyone gather around as I bend over
So you can
Kiss
My
***

#truth #logic #love #people #you #me #god #death #live #life

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Payment

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

Payment

I have suffered God's wrath
Punishments for my sins
Fate be we crossed paths
You're ment to tear me from within

I see now I deserve it
Reap the fruits of my karma
I still seem to think you're worth it
Even if you choose to forget our love

You're perfect

Cursed to be froze just below heaven.

#god #sin #love #hate #you #me #fate #help #impossible #maybe

Aug 2020 Mama earth

(Fuck)-feels

Aug 2020 Mama earth

Danial John

(****)-feels

Fire flies undulating in rhythm with staccato lightning flashes.
Campfires that have smoldered down into cinders and ashes.
Scintillating swaths of planets and stars that illuminate the night sky.
In my moment of time these sights and more have brought you to mind.

When ya got feels, ya got feels.

#**** #feels #feelings #emotion #you #me #love #nature #hate #life