Pouring my thoughts with words,
as dancing pen with papers,
Facing this world devil's alone,
Sometimes I'm broken too,
Keep healing myself,
Over and over,
Telling myself I'm not alone,
Slowly emotion has consumed me,
There's war happening inside my head,
Pointless conversation again and again
And here I am,
At the end of my thought,

What is this sweet sadness echo in my head?
as my work created solemnly to destroy pure heart,
The melody of despair dancing with death,

Haaaa....

**** me slowly and softly,
and i shall accept the sacrifice of my soul to the devil,
life for a life,

The misery of tainted man,
journey to eternal solitude
and tonight,
It will be your curtain call,
to feel what I've felt.

Silent night fills the gallow,
Abyss lurking within the shadow,
Chilling breath decorate the air,
Eyes everywhere,
Blood rush pumping heart,
Adrenaline kicked in,
Anxiety and panic swarming my veins,
They called fear...

Remember remember remember,

Not all lights save lives,
Maybe, waiting for demise,
Nightmare carve a scar in me,
Branded curse haunt for every dream,
Sign of counted breath,

Remember remember remember.

Run and hide,
Leaving trail of prey,
That is my mistake,
Not to be repeat,
But the devil must know,
I'm always here,
And now I'm ready to face fear,
May the hunter become haunted.

As all is left in the dust,
Stuck in the dark,
Where I become blind
But my eyes are wide open,
When everything starts to fade,
As my thoughts want to run away,
Nowhere seems endless,
Illuminated lights become dimmer,
Voices from every corner are getting louder,
All those memories shattered,
Scattered, cutting myself to bleed,
Drowning in my own grief,
Is this a payback for my sins?

"Even the light of heaven can't shine for you now"

You had me fall like roses,
All those hopes for the future just got cut down,
dropped and decomposed to the grounds,
Every part of me falling like dominos,
Shattered the glass from the ones I used to reflect myself,
As the pieces cut me deep bleed until now.

I wish all those tear drops were genuine,
But you turned back and smile,
Just let the stories end,
all my playlist is full of blues,
Late night reminiscing
Which part of the stories that I’ve missed?

All the love tales crumble,
Even bottles of whisky weren’t strong enough,
Staring to the skies,
As I take a blindfold to close my heart,
I told myself would fall for love instead of heartbreak,
And yet I forgot my own parachute,

To have you here,
Feels like a king never separated from his crown,
In the end, I’m the one who looked like a clown.

Journey to endless slumber
to find you in thousand dream,
reminiscing sweet memories,
for this graceful excitement,
from what we used to have,
a wish as existence of you never fade,
a dream permanently stay forever,

even clock stop ticking and my body decayed,
hope for our consciousness can coexist
in the end, I'm the one will be perish...
where my soul keeps wander,
waiting to be together,
at endless boundaries,

Calming blue sky soothe me down,
the beauty of creation is unmatched,
sometimes,
I just wanted to stay at a certain moment,

Forever,

But as the clock keep ticking,
Everything comes to end sooner or later,
Which leads to unpredictable certainties,
Reaching the magnificent of withers,

Glad to be breathing to this day,
Moving forward like a marching band,
Maybe,
I'm going to meet my end sooner than I expected,

The end of sadness for eternal peace,
Is the one I've sought after...

Call me a forgotten hero,
Call me devil by mistake I did,
When you were blind from false light,
Shatter my heart,
Destroy my trust,
I'm the one who was deceived by lust,
I thought I was winning when I slowly close to defeat,

Inject me with the poison of love,
Streaming to my blood,
Straight to my spine,
Make me paralyze,
Falling on my knees,
Feeling heavy from the chain that pulls me to down to the ground,
Imagination high with love,
Blind me with fantasy,
Like reality never exist,
Cloaked me with despair,
Slowly destroy my inside,

Am I not a human to you?
Invisible in my world,
Tried to be happy,
But despair swallow me whole,
Why I can’t feel like anybody else,
Please stop the poison,

I want to live like everybody else,
I want to put a smile on people I love the most,
I tried to be the best
But I still loss the bet,

As time goes by,
Slowly change into fragile memories
Falling into an endless black void,
to the borderline,
where I found you again,
This time as enemy,

like dream lullaby,
keep reminiscing in my head,
as the beat goes on,
moving is the best i can do,
night sleeping blues,
dim light running with the mood,
your fragrance linger thru my senses,
a touch to remember,
goddess descend,
under moonlight with serenity,
smiles that stay,
the beauty that I've found on the fateful day.

I forgot the reason of your smile,
I forgot that i used to love with all my heart,
I forgot the warmth of you by my side,
I knew you the moment you left,
Feels like the world is down to crumble,
The tears were raining down my feet,

I forgot I'm supposed to be sad,
I forgot, how my heart used to skip a beat,
I forgot i love to listen to your lullabies before I go to sleep,

I remembered the way you smile the last time,
I remember the last warmth slowly slip from my palm,
As the last petal falls,
I still remembered i used to have a heart,
And yours for me to hold on,
For my love you've carried on to your last breath..

Seeing you for the first time made my heart throb,
thousand beauties beneath those eyes,
Mysterious yet mesmerising,
I'm sinking deeper into an unknown feeling,
Your enchanted smile put me under a spell,
L.O.V.E is that what is it?

The cupid didn't miss this time,
At night, I'm losing my mind,
These black and white stars are colourized,
an empty field with a sudden blossom of flowers,
All imaginary images keep running their show,
For endless nightmares finally come to end,

The warmth of your body makes me feel alive,
Staring at the same sky,
Surfing through the moon and stars,
Two hearts beat as one,
This is our tune,
Your golden eyes are full of wonders,
I hope this moment never ends,
Only you are all I need in this world.

The warmth of her smile,
As her eyes shine with hope,
Waiting someone dear to return,
Every wrinkle is a mark of her love,
Her angelic voice,
He kept reminiscing
Retained vivid memories,
The laughter they shared,
Echoes to every space,

She asked,

"Have you found what you've been seeking?"

He said,

"Yes i did, a reason to come back home."

Thousand tales carried by the wind,
Mirror of the ocean shine with the moon,
Transcend to the sky with beam of light,
Calm night, soothing breeze,
A loving soul in deep sleep,
Dream about love fantasy,
Wishing it will turn into what he wanted to be,
With her, until eternity.
Serenity of mesmerizing melody,
The intertwine fate,
The two moving in same pace,
For imperfections become one,
Remain to the end of time.

Tujuh lapis langit,
Tiga lapis bumi,
Petualang mengembara,
Jauh dari tanah,
Menjelajah samudera,
Rindu pada darat,
Ku lepaskan pada laguna,
Hujan di libas badai,
Sanubari hati ini
Impikan haruman cindai,
Oh Juwita,
Tiap detik pasti rindu,
Lafas tiada noktah ataupun koma,
Hanya ombak dan bayu berlagu,
Awan berarak syahdu,
Bintang malam menjadi arah,
Ku harap,
Aku tidak sesat ke jalan yang salah.

Terbangun aku di kamar mimpi,
dulunya kau ada di sisi,
kini sepi,

mata dan minda tempat ku jelajah,
menerokai diri mu tanpa lelah,

kembara kita tiada henti,
kerna, tiap kali kita bersua,
kucupan dan senyuman manis menghiasi pipi,

ku susun aksara ini,
untuk mereka tahu,
bertapa indahnya kau di mata ku

cereka tiada noktah atau koma,
kerna di sini,
kau kekal selamanya.

Bila kau tiada,
Jumantara ku gelita
Malam ku sunyi tanpa suara,
renjana pada roh ku kian lemah.

ku berharap kita bersua lagi,
dengan renjana sama dengan ku,
kau bagaikan sahmura,
menghiasi kamar mimpi,
dengan ukiran kirana di bibir,

kerna

Gian aku kepada sanubari mu,
tiada henti

Beautiful black and white,
tainted with scarlet red,
Lost and stuck
Between two worlds of mine

1000 ways to the labyrinth
finding the treasure of myth
dreaming diamond and gold
but twisted with a pandora’s box


Cried for help in a silent voice,
In the world of deaf and blind
reality keeps altering and shifting fast
movement becomes slow
left in memories
still young but forgotten..

Angin berbisik berita,
Cerita satu baris kata,
Disini berakhir segalanya,
Senyum mu,
Gelak tawa mu,
Sedih dan Amarah
Menghempas bumi,
Kini tinggal di masa lalu,
Luka yang telah mati,
Tidak kembali berdarah,
Coretan di hati ini,
Kekal sebagai parut sesal,
Kesilapan aku mencipta memori,
Pada khayalan yang tidak pasti.
Wahai dunia yang mengkhianati,
Seandai aku tidak berdaya lagi,
Izinkan teladan ini menjadi nukilan,
Pada jalan yg tidak dijulang.

**** the insanity,
Scream without sounds,
The voice of yours already shut down,
Your emotion goes on and off,
You can’t move,
There is mystery hands strain you,
Invisible whisper said,

"Welcome to the world of a madman"

**** the madman
They caress him like he is their only son,
And left him alone in the room of white,
Where he is the only one left,
as red starting to color the room,
Slowly enter his body,
Become one.

The madman of the century,
Sadistic killer,
thirst of blood never enough,
A world without a hero,

As I wept for life,
Lament the word of love,
While the heavy rain pouring down
And yet I'm smiling,
If only the road to the sky were that simple,
You'll see me knocking at heaven's door,
I saw how maiden works behind those curtains,
I realized why the devil once an angel,
Like seeing reflection from the water,
Each side have own definition,
Sometimes I'm tired seeing mask of lies,
Unfortunately,
I'm already wearing one,

Momma used to told me,
a strong women doesn't need a boy,
She need a man
who can see the future and create it,
her heart like a blazing flame,
lady with iron fist,
find a women not for everyone,
but for someone,
she's not afraid to walk alone,
as she become a lonely light in darkest night,
even there are a lot of monsters out in the woods,
and she still survived,

Momma told me she trained me to be a man,
a man become her armor, sword and shield,
a companion for life long journey,
the one who wide awake when she sleeping,
the one can make her feel safe,
the one can depend for pain and vain,

no one is perfect in this rotten world,
but with the right one,
this world can be whatever you wanted it to be,

but first, you have to become a man.

Such a fickle soul,
Left to be tormented alone,
Loves to indulge in these temporary amusements,
Time has seemed like a fleeting moment,
How ungrateful of us not to savor every second we have,
The unnerved and unfazed,
Sweet sap of empathy,
Little grief for the lonely,
Melody of the weak,
With pale grey eyes,
Oh, lovely,
Why does it end so quickly?
The night draws nigh,
As the soul of demise basks in moonlight,

Perhaps,
It will be your last light.

Once a red beating heart,
Left with the void filled with emptiness,
The warmth used to linger around my finger,
Distinguished with frozen soul,
The world still black and white,
As I succumbed in the cold wind,
Struggle not to lose my last piece of sanity,
To the fantasy ceased to exist from reality
This endless slumber to find you in the thousand dream,
Wish for existence of you never fade,

From this abyss of despair,
As the last breath of mine,
Will be yours,
For us to meet,

Once again..

Jauh aku datang,
Singgahan sementara,
Ribut pasir di padang gersang,
Menari di sanubari hati,

Cahaya matahari menemani sunyi,
Bulan menghiasi langit yang gelap,
Harapan seperti menanti hujan,
Keras hatiku timbul rekahan,
Badan aku membara keseorangan,

Jarum detik sudah behenti,
Tetapi aku masih berjalan lagi,
Peluh bersilang ganti,
Nafas ku semakin pendek,
Persoalan berhimpun di minda,
Sampai bila, sampai bila.
Namun, getaran tenaga menjadi kudrat terakhir.
Hingga badan aku rebah dan tenaga aku gersang..

All those memories written,
Penned in stardust’s softest gleam,
A timeless tale, a lover’s dream.
The sands of time, forever in motion,
Yet love’s ember eternally glows.

A love so vast, transcended a million universes,
Once sealed with doubt and fear, now shattered,
In love’s purest, crystalline embrace,
Our souls ignite, a celestial chase.

As worlds collide in cosmic art,
Two hearts aflame, soul to heart.
Upside down, our destinies entwined,
Boundless paradox of love.

Through galaxies of timeless magic,

evermore,

In cosmic dance, a perfect sphere.
In time’s mosaic, fragments bright,
Guiding light that shines the way,
To the grandeur Eden of love.

Place me in your heart,
I sacrifice my soul to be one with you,
Hold my hands,
I'm yours as long you want me,
Kiss me slowly,
Love me like nothing else in this world,
We'll be in an endless dream,
Keep me forever I shall be,
Close your eyes,
Because I'm the one who shows you there is hope even if it's only a dim light,
The scent of yours I remember,
It still lingers in my nose now,
When both our eyes met,
I believe there is something deep inside you that is special,
It is your heart I wanted the most,
Without force, it will come sincerely as I do.
I love you.

I do miss the late-night phone call,
let the night drive us to the stars,
Woke up with morning light of sun rise
all those laughs and giggles,
Going back home with a smile,
Sometimes I don't want to say goodbye.
As every moment I treasure the most,
Remain vividly in my memories,
Slowly, my heart dies,
Let myself soak in feeling blue,
The bottomless abyss swallow me whole,
This beautiful world I used to see
It doesnt seems it used to be,

Your elegant beauty like a queen,
Those warm eyes of yours make my heart melt,
as people bow down to you with your smile,
You come into my life,
You sit on my throne of heart,
Conquered my mind,
Reached where my soul resides

The scent of yours I remember,
It still lingers in my senses,
When both of our eyes met,
I believe there is something deep inside you that is special,
It is your heart I wanted the most,

This is my resolute,
As my highest priority,
Long live the queen!

You always be my queen of heart,
And forever it shall be,
as long I still breathing,
Our fortress shall remain untouched,
Because

You are the real treasure of mine,

Each glimpse recalls,
The whisper of love's everlasting radiance,
Sweet romance lingers in the air,
Elegance personified, beyond compare.
In each step, a dance of timeless grace,
A refined definition of love,
A cherished embrace.
Harmony, a melody in imperfection,
Two souls resonating in affection.
The sought-after smile, a beacon bright,
In this moment, time takes flight.
A love painted in hues of sunset's glow,
Sunkisses that speak, a warmth to know.
Never-ending, the ceaseless embrace,
A timeless pause, emotions in clutch,
In the stillness, our hearts entwine.

She happily dances in the dark,
As devils took turns,
Happily drench in white fluids,
A snap from the red pool,
The devil took a nap,
This time, she's the only one,
Wide awake to witness
how the devil sleeps,
With their heads at different places,
Now, feast with tremble,
Because tonight,
It will be your last.

Symphonies of unknown,
A mote of light piercing eerie night,
Through branches, where the moon retrieves.
An ancient tale with a spectral embrace.
Twisted trees whisper fear,
In shadows deep, where echoes leer.
Yet 'midst the darkness, beauty gleams,
A veiled, forgotten bride,
Once believed in happily ever after,
Remains in solitude in her own realm,
Wandering with her gown, her crown,
Waiting for a glimpse of hope, an unfulfilled oath,
A humble smile binds her to demise,
The beauty veiled behind the curtain of mist,
A haunting dance beneath the moonlight chandelier,
Untold grace remains in mystic trance.
Beneath the boughs, shadows weep,
A love unsought, a secret to keep.
Her spirit mourns in the lone kingdom of ruins,
A princess lost, in silence, adorns.

She walks into the crowd
People stumble by her beauty,
A smile that imprisons people’s hearts,
Her night thirst for blood,
Show no mercy upon the human soul,
Mask of the devil that humans fight for,
Where people seek lust of her,
as she devours the heart and soul
The tainted man remain unforgiven,
One shed of a tear,
They start a war just for her amusement,
Seduced people’s minds with beautiful lies,
where the bodies rotten out of cold,
Dragging humans down,
To the endless abyss
as their blood fills the goblets of defeat,

Nobody can define what's inside her mind,
Darkness coating her heart,
Her gaze pierce people’s true colour no one can hide,
Her fair white skin was smooth like silk,
Point of her finger,
People follow orders,
Laughing on the mindless human,
Her rage **** thousands of men,
The cloud of darkness conquered the sky,
Follow by a fierce thunderstorm that struck humans who defy,
Furious wind blow smash away anything in her path,

She gave everything for absolute power,
Pain and rage never subside,
Collect every living soul in her sight,
betrayal, despair, hatred
Immortality is her price
for beauty remain untouched
alone dark kingdom,
where she remain as empress
in timeless solitude
for unhealed wounds
remain in her heart

In the cloak of night's tender embrace,
Unravels a phantom's enigma,
A twisted dance of endless shadows,
Chill tremors down the spine,
Each memory, a voyage into the abyss,
Countless scars borne,
The wounds devouring sanity,
fragment by fragment,
The essence of humanity slowly waning,

A tale etched with ink of sorrow in history's cyclical scroll.

The relentless pursuit of a fading light,
Wavers with haunting echoes,
No triumph in victory's embrace,
Only the lingering despair,
In illusion of translucent world,
Aching with an unyielding desire,
reliving the nightmare.
Over and over again.

Cry me a river
I'll paddle to you,
Enough of wasting tears,
Don’t you see that I'm here for you?

Please smile,
Seeing your smile already made my day,
Your giggle is a lullaby to my ears,
like I'm living a dream,
But with you in it,

The word love, frozen in my mouth,
I can only kept it inside,
Can you make my life better?
I can wait,
Maybe a thousand years or more,

Touch my heart,
You'll feel the warmth,
as the last flame of mine,
exist for you,
Let me remain in your heart,
So we can connect as one,
we shall rejoice under brilliant night,
dance with million stars,
where you shine the brightest,
As you always do.

Embrace this magical fairy tale,
Place me in your heart,
Hold me tight,
I'm yours as long you want me,
As the love lingers thru the air,
Kiss me slowly,
Our tongues intertwined,
where emotion rhyme with motions,

Love me like nothing else in this world,
We'll be in an endless dream,
Where nightmares never exist,
Keep me and forever I shall be,
Close your eyes,
Feel the heart become one,
Honesty of the night

The moonlight shines on your face in your sleep,
To see the smile while you're asleep,
Beauty sleep forever waiting for prince charming to kiss,
In heart of believing the true love that never exists,
Mother came and kiss on my cheeks,
She said "good night sweetie, sleep tight my beautiful princess"

The sound of a sweet lullaby reminiscing thru my ears,
Even mother sings it in a hard voice,
But still,
The song sounds like golden honey,
Please,
Take good care of her,
I'm awake while you're asleep,
It's true indeed,
You're the sleeping beauty,
That warmth smile of a sweet dream,
She made my heart throb,
Even when her eyes shut closed.
Sleep tight my princess,

Your mother told me you hate prince charming,
I'm guardian,
That always protects you,
Even in your nightmare of the monster under your bed,

Even the flower bloom and withers
It can never be in the same place,
Some of the memories can never be replaced
Some of the stories can never be repeated,
The feat may be the same, but always at a different place,

If the world did not move, and the time stopped,
We'll never meet, never grow and never learn,

Since the real determination of value is time,
Different springs, different summers,
But still the same memories,
The day we've spent together is long gone,

Since the day we had in the past,
Is already more than enough for me,
Reminiscing it as the value keeps growing,

Aging like a fine wine,
Remain fresh in my vivid memories,
How could I forget,
The most precious pieces of my life?
Just like a silhouette on sunny days.

Beauty never seeks for the beholder
Man made glimmers
Shine for fake lights
Hope held by the devil
Promise for a paradise
In faraway land
The eve of decimated land
While chasing to reach the eden
The utopia of never exist
Once glorified path,
Now become the grave of grief
For broken hope and dreams.

There are countless ways to fail
but only several paths lead to success,
as I tried soo many times and yet failed each time and let time consume my action of wrongdoings
show me to the place of no beginning and ending

As I wanted the world to resolve in my way with planning and execution
but luck wasn't on my side.
That's fine.

Time keeps moving forward for things
I shouldn't and should've done
left me with lots of regrets.
I do keep asking myself,
is this the moment I'm looking for?

If it does, I will cherish it until my generation knows what happened.
Failure, success, sadness, happiness, everything.

shall be concluded in form of collected poems.
A few love it, many hate it.
Numbers of names unmentioned but known by action.
As a sentence but not a word,
situations that are not bound with the world’s law,
rhythm, not a song.
A melody ringing in your mind without a sound.

Dance of the silence.
With
The song of the night
Shall be remembered until the end of time
as life and all the things should be.

Locked back door without a ring of bell,
Quiet atmosphere sent a word,
There's a devil passing by,
Envy of two become one,
Time slows motion drop,
Heart skip a beat,
The white shines in seconds,
Red puddle washed down with rain,
A streaming river to the drain,
As a silhouette appear in endless night,
A lonely back alley none of mistress awaits,

Pumped chest with pride,
A walking star,
everyone set their sight,
Captivating smile with innocent eyes,
Dance to the fine tune,
Bright glitters fit for her muse,
Live like a fairytale,
A beauty with lustful whispers,
Sweet scent of blooming roses,
Lingers to
Barbie world full of wonders
A hidden blade is her favorite answer,

Such a fickle soul,
Left to be tormented alone,
Love to enjoy these temporary amusement,
Time been seems like a moment passed,
How ungrateful of us not to savor every second made,
I'll watch the enjoyment and the pain,
Slowly **** me from inside.

I'm greed,
The unnerved and unfazed,
Sweet sap of empathy,
Little grief for the lonely
Sympathy for money,
For more wine and honey,
To feed the gluttony
This moment is mine alone,
Glory favor the bold,
And i want it whole.

To you,
I'm just a colour filled field of flowers,
As sweet fragrance lingers each time
I remember.
Beautiful in each everyway.

Now only left with rhythm,
not a song.
a melody without a sound. 
As life, all the things should be.
dance of the silence
The song of night
shall be remembered until the end of time.

I don't want our memories be gone by the dust,
As the beauty remain not by lust,
But a synchronized beat of two hearts,
We may have a different melody or tune,
I believe we'll find a harmony in between soon,

Most of the day we feel living in a Disney movie,
On a certain moon we may feel like reading horror books,
We may fall in love just like the first sight of dawn, but a true love remains until the last dusk.

Leaving trails of legacies,
As fairytale wasn't just a story,
Rather fate can be choose,
The destiny remain the same,
For love can never be replace.

On endless nights,
we are looking at the same sky,
as the feeling of you still close to mine,
I just can't stop believing
you're somewhere out there waiting,
shine the brightest in oblivion space,

All of the dreams,
Become haunted at night,
As the wound continues to bleed,
Standing tall in black cloth,
Warm welcome with open arms,
Uninvited guest crossing names,
Marching of the dark veils
Here lies a bright smile,
Hope for salvation to better days,
Fear filled down in every sense,
Trembling knees without quakes,
Rhythmless heartbeat,
Slowly the flowers wither,
And the beauty decays.

Seasons change, a silent decree,
The euphoria we craved,
From utopia we created,
But our paths separated,
Yet the heart clings to what used to be.

Every second and hour
slips like streaming wind,
Wish I could grasp and make it stop,
But time is relentless,
beyond our bound dimension.

For a moment,
Our timelines intertwined,
As memories slowly faded,

"Time Do Us Apart."

Goodbye Tinkerbell,
It is time for me to leave the neverland,
The journey was beautiful indeed,

I remember the time we looked at the moon,
Wishing to shooting star,
Actually I wish for you to be happy,

My wish was granted,
but without me in it,

You always be my favorite character in my untold story,
Farewell now.

Same wind, but in a different solitude
The petals of flame still withers
the previous battle wound still burn,
as soul of ****** seeks divine conviction,
Remain unforgiven,
Judgement for the judge,
May the last words remain to the end as a remedy for lost symphonies.
calm ocean with raging wave remain hidden,
remind me the beauty of sunset,
as I'm still alive and breathe,
for the past drift to the faraway island,
show me humanity can be save,
without mask and hidden daggers,
maybe one day,
we able to enjoy morning breeze,
without worry what's waiting in the mist.

You ask me to come home
to a dimension I couldn't step into,

The shackle has broken,
The reality has spoken,
I'm vulnerable, I'm breakable,
The regret still lingers,
Growling in pain,
Reminiscing the memories,
That shattered in time.

Looping in the endless void of misery, Slowly losing their sanity,
Searching for the innocent part in the pool of insanity,
Two intertwine collide,
One shall perish,

I've changed, I can't change back to the way I was,
I won’t hurt you in the world of someone else dreaming,
in the end,
one of us shall cease to exist
from each other life

Walk through the dark woods,
Those eerie eyes keep prying,
The night sky and the moon as witnessed,
For the weakened man make his last hurl,
This is war,
As the soil become damp with red,
The sky gets dimmer,
Let the stories of broken man written here,
Land of unspoken hope,
Where dream and desire meet the end of the road,
The unforgettable sight for an innocent soul,
All those beautiful words,
Remain untold,
Become a tale for the wind,

I thought life would be,
Meaningless,
I started to lose my mind,
Suddenly I looked up to the sky,
Stars shine through darkest night,
Yield the brightened light,
Oblivion shattered,
Upon reach utopia state of mind

Ponder for hours over infinity,
Loop of nothing circulating in my head,
Whether it lonely or empty,
Two paths lead to the same end,
Failure over failure,
But i cant stop now,
Until i found you,
Share with me how your days goes,
Rain or shine,
I want to stand under the same umbrella,
Tell me how to love when I forget,
Let me know how magical it feels,
Those alluring eyes of yours,
Even if it's just a glimpse of a moment,
Made me wanted to be close,
Let these two world collide,
Apocalypse of us,
And imagination messing with my view,
But my thought, always want to be with you,
As this madness circulating,
I've fallen into pit of man,
Arena of the alpha,
For the sake of love,
This path i shall go through,
Where I'll claim the victorious,
To be one, with you.

Show me the authentic,
not fake magic,
tell me it's safe,
I didn't ask to be saved,

How many lies do I have to swallow?
How many betrayals do I need to face in the shadow?

Twisted dimension bending line of reality,
I've forgotten how many masks has been created,
which one is the lie, the mask or my face?
as the mirror seems empty,
there's no more reflection of me,

Should've been sweet,
but why do I feel pain and agony more than it should be?
is this what I've desired the most?
If it is...
then they shall feel what I felt.