Cold night breeze Serene evening sky Dancing city lights Walking side by side Fingers intertwined Memory lane on our path People passed us by A couple they may think But it's our way of bidding the real goodbye...
I step into the doorway Goosebumps form across my skin Four purples wall surround me I sit on the bed, that almost became my coffin
This is where Lost Soul was made I heard footsteps as my mom walks in She says " I bet you miss this room" But she doesn't know when I come back in here that I'm afraid
I look at the desk where I wrote my last goodbye That fan dried my tears That pillow soaked up my nightly crys I spent so many months in this room many parts of myself died I can feel the faint presence of little girl and Lost soul still in this tomb
Thats why... Ever since I moved out I have writers block None of my poems trend I wake up several times in the night To just stare at the clock Tick tock tick tock
After every visit... As I drive home, I feel the room call my name All the demons want to play I drown out the voices But my mind doesn't feel the same as when I came
No mom, I do not miss this room You have no clue what went on in here All u do is assume I say all of this in my mind Because if she was to pay attention Theres secrets in here that shes not prepared to find....
Happy Birthday Mom Today is my Hello Poetry 1 year anniversary Happy Birthday Lost Soul
I watched her fall hitting the ground she tried to pick her self up just enough to crawl to get away from you but you drug her close to do what you thought she did to you but you didn't see the sleepless nights the endless fights she had to endure just to be with you she always protected you did what was best for you and in the end you say she's selfish left her while she screamed for you she yelled your name so she could explain, but you never came cause you were too busy playing this stupid revenge game you watched her fall you know she wanted to die but you didn't care you just put up a wall she hit the ground pretended she was okay but her heart was nowhere to be found
"i'm sorry " "i'm here for you if you need someone" presses send
tears run down my cheek i didn't realize how much that hurt i guess i'm still a bit weak do u have a clue i waited three months to hear the same words from you? "if you need someone" I opened every text wiped away all my tears use all i had left just to smile at you but you just walked away i stood there perplexed Now its months later, a guy dies and i saying these sacred words to you i hate how i give some much of myself to only receive lies "i'm here for you" you will never know these tears are not for him i never met him so... these tears are for my hope, my heart,and my soul that shattered one by one because of you
No matter what people say words hurt. Tell someone you know who is struggling that your there for them. Unfortunately many of us don't ever get that.
I;m feeling really heavy on my heart tonight, I miss your head on my chest, your hair scattered, your oh so soft breathing and the delicate kisses on my neck, your fingertips brushing my uncovered stomach, give me the goosebumps I crave, I miss you like crazy your honey sweet looking eyes, and the way your pupils dilated when you looked at me with such admiration, lovely come back, I've never ment to hurt your fragile soul, I feel like dying in the darkness alone, come back to me my light.
I don't really have much words to say about this, I'm sorry if it's ****.. I just really miss her.