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Lost Soul Sep 19
I step into the doorway
Goosebumps form across my skin
Four purples wall surround me
I sit on the bed, that almost became my coffin

This is where Lost Soul was made
I heard footsteps as my mom walks in
She says " I bet you miss this room"
But she doesn't know when I come back in here that I'm afraid

I look at the desk where I wrote my last goodbye
That fan dried my tears
That pillow soaked up my nightly crys
I spent so many months in this room
many parts of myself died
I can feel the faint presence of little girl and Lost soul still in this tomb

Thats why...
Ever since I moved out I have writers block
None of my poems trend
I wake up several times in the night
To just stare at the clock
Tick tock tick tock

After every visit...
As I drive home, I feel the room call my name
All the demons want to play
I drown out the voices
But my mind doesn't feel the same
as when I came

No mom, I do not miss this room
You have no clue what went on in here
All u do is assume
I say all of this in my mind
Because if she was to pay attention
Theres secrets in here that shes not prepared to find....
Happy Birthday Mom
Today is my Hello Poetry 1 year anniversary
Happy Birthday Lost Soul
Carmen Jane Mar 22
Swum an ocean far from you
And only closed my eyes at dawn
Nightmares became from many, few
I hid  my face, that was  round as a yawn.

But now, I heard you left for good
You've got tired of dragging your soul,
That smelled a bit like rotten wood
You've dragged it, till it lost its sole.

I cried, when my wishes came true
Before I could crave I didn't have wished.
Nightmares, my mind could no longer brew,
And  didn't know  how, without you,  to exist.
Lost Soul Mar 7
I watched her fall
hitting the ground
she tried to pick her self up
just enough to crawl
to get away from you
but you drug her close
to do what you thought
she did to you
but you didn't see
the sleepless nights
the endless fights
she had to endure just to be with you
she always protected you
did what was best for you
and in the end you say she's  selfish
left her while she screamed for you
she yelled your name
so she could explain, but you never came
cause you were too busy
playing this stupid revenge game
you watched her fall
you know she wanted to die
but you didn't care
you just put up a wall
she hit the ground
pretended she was okay
but her heart was nowhere to be found
Lost Soul Dec 2018
"i'm sorry "
"i'm here for you if you need someone"
presses send

tears run down my cheek
i didn't realize
how much that hurt
i guess i'm still a bit weak
do u have a clue
i waited three months
to hear the same words
from you?
"if you need someone"
I opened every text
wiped away all my tears
use all i had left just to smile at you
but you just walked away
i stood there perplexed
Now its months later, a guy dies
and i saying these sacred words to you
i hate how i give some much of myself
to only receive lies
"i'm here for you"
you will never know
these tears are not for him
i never met him
so...
these tears are for my hope,
my heart,and my soul
that shattered one by one
because of you
No matter what people say words hurt.
Tell someone you know who is struggling that your there for them.
Unfortunately many of us don't ever get that.
Geanna Jun 2018
I feel like i'm alone
I feel like i'm a lost soul

As if no one will dare
to show me that they truly care

I have an urge to relapse
I wonder if that'll pass

It's like no one can see
that i'm not really free

I want to be at at peace
will that be ease?

I want to hold up my white flag
when I should be playing tag

Maybe one day i'll look up at the sky
and say my final goodbye
~ G.P.O
I made this last year, the day after my birthday
Jamie Oct 2017
I;m feeling really heavy on my heart tonight,
I miss your head on my chest,
your hair scattered,
your oh so soft breathing and the delicate kisses on my neck,
your fingertips brushing my uncovered stomach,
give me the goosebumps I crave,
I miss you like crazy
your honey sweet looking eyes,
and the way your pupils dilated when you looked at me with
such admiration,
lovely come back,
I've never ment to hurt your fragile soul,
I feel like dying in the darkness alone,
come back to me my light.
I don't really have much words to say about this, I'm sorry if it's ****.. I just really miss her.
JasFow Oct 2017
one night when i was younger
i went to the cabinet
and grabbed what wasnt mine
downed the whole bottle
and swallowed 30 times
laid down on the cold bed frame
left a kiss on my sisters pillow
closed my eyes to sleep
and hoped for no tomorrow
woke up the next evening
not understanding i was still here
no one noticed the day i had missed
no person shed a tear
i continued the next day
as if nothing ever happened
now i continue with a fake happiness
because its a waste of time to be saddened
middle school ******
She was a poet of words entwined,

A wild muse, in a tamed domain,

Eyes closed, she plunged into her world of words,

Floating through fantasy,

She wrote of a truth so loud, you cannot ignore,

Scratching the smooth white surface with her pen,

She scrawled memories that can never be erased,

Her lips mouthed the words she yearned to speak,

She wondered how it was to hear her voice recite,

Her pen spilled words of sorcery, like that of a serenade.

In a gloomy world, she painted in screaming colour,

She wove words like a cocoon that provided warmth,

The hidden side of her craved darkness, away from the light,

A home it was, where she conquered her inhibition,

She danced in an enchanted grove, away from the prying eyes,

Her ink ran effortlessly across the pages giving life to words,

They found solace on a book she refused to show,

Why? They wondered, she laughed,

It was an escape after all,

From the universe’s mad circus of life.
Jan Nissan Jan 2017
Warplanes messed her beautiful hair up and coloured her face red,
air strikes destroyed her home and left her whole family dead.
screaming for baba but he cannot hear cause he is long gone,
confused and hurt, not knowing what's going on,
tears trembling down her cheek, body fillled with dust,
Black as coal feets, not knowing who to trust with love
only 8 years old and already has lost hope
she's seen it all, the good and the bad,
poor little girl another lost soul in the world
STLR Dec 2016
Inner depression
This intersection is but an interlude
From my monumental confession.

I recollect
not having feelings like a child

bipolar rollercoaster
It's been a ******* while

that I looked up
At the sun then smiled

Who needs a girlfriend nowadays when everything ******* sway's
in a direction, that's sure to fade

I fade away like sun flares
and long lost memories

Repetition is my religion I make melodies

Ying and Yang this focus is my
Centerpiece

Without this, I'd just be another human centipede

Connected within a crowd of unknown identities

Social Media is the deputy

My remedies consist of ****
And drinking heavily

I have no time to be alive
This ego death is what is left of me

Let's make a right and take these words into different directions

I've turned savage
like a doctor with lethal injection

My love is lost, I don't care if it's gone or its missing

A Molotov
in the form of a ******* cross

So when you pray to them all

They can burn when you're gone

What the **** is a God?

How can something that's great

Be flipped then turned into Dog?

D O G my recipe is R I P

Holy ghost in the *******
Room like a refuge

Universal spirit's, reflections of Sonic imaging

Google data and Google Maps
with adaptive imagery

Gps location via text and mass messaging

We are just tapped entities

Stretching outer extremities
Fornication and Procreative abilities

I've found my balance, my inner ballads keep hemorrhaging

Compulsive actions
Erratic fashions of creativity

This world is massive
My mental habits are far from finishing.
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