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"worser" poems
We've had a turbulent journey together And as he pushed the bike, slowly did his hand release me Riding the crashing waves I admit my struggle And my childish naivety gave passage to worser threats Yet still he stands there, waving me on my way Even to this day, despite questionable confidences, I still turn And still he stands there A rebel I didn't mean to be, but I am cursed with escalating emotions Or maybe he would say a blessing, to empathize and find strength As memories haunt me at night, teaming with those of ill will The sensitivity he passed on to me prevails, Innocently I am slowed But my wheels continue turning, and my heart stays true Though my eyes and ears remain obstructed, my heart makes a turn And yes, he still stands there His presence unpurposefully commands attention And his knowledge, he gives without catch I understand the wars he must encounter, and yet he stays calm Giving peace to the tide, he offers nothing, but gives everything I unconditionally love him I honestly hold respect for him, He indirectly teaches me And fuels me with his love In this moment, I turn back, not for fear of falling, But to wave back to the man who let me go He is no longer there, standing firm in his spot No My friend, my father, he rides by my side.
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May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 1:23 PM UTC
Learning to Ride a Bicycle
I act like I do because I act like you i feel unloved but you blame it all on me instead of hugging me telling me its okay I was hurt many times and scarred as well but when i tried to tell you you scarred me even more and said that it was all my fault for doing what i do but the way i feel it's all bcause of you i feel unloved at home so i'll get it anywhere thats offering it they can't make me feel any worser than i already do so forget life ive had my fun i aint worth crap anyway
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Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
Unloved
Daydreaming of better things of lovely things of saddening things Daydreaming of Him who I wondered ever really loved me or did it mean no more Daydreaming of the life that was not mine the life I left behind the life I could not find Daydreaming of something I do not deserve yet yearn for with no reserve Daydreaming of things so harsh and deep the ocean swallows me whole and into quicksand I seep Daydreaming of the life I thought I desired of the life I was inspired but never became reality Daydreaming of better things that became worser things That became dangerous things Daydreaming Of things I don't understand Yet yearn for What nonsense, I am.
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Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 8:52 AM UTC
Daydreaming
are you generally happy? a semi-innocuous query now actualized as a two sided bladed poker, hot stabbing me smack dab in the chests hollow crown bullseye, continuously,  as in all life long, and eternal longing for a “yes” it fits inside a pubescent aged wound that refreshes with every breath; a life long struggle for an accurate definition, be a general of genuine happy, that alone would deliver, bringing on bright day satisfaction as a human, one operates on parallel continuums; slide slipping on well oiled poles that over the years, their lengths, increasing with add-on extender poles formed by twisty turny slips and falls of sundered hearts and sad loves, marriages nicknamed Titanic, children found and lost, complications responsibilities that are denied meeting the words     “The End” a life that many would envy, questioning what’s wrong with you dude, are you blinded to the riches yours, reality is shoulders permanently bent, a spine that’s held together by spit and solder and curved by wearying wearing longing for a straightness that is also called crooked unobtainable and a piece of a peace that comes and goes like a highway billboard that you pass too fast to be fully read the body is corroding and worser yet to come and that’s a hand you selected - luck of the self-selecting-drawing - the opioids of the mind offers are rejected the clarity of painful self exploration valued overall - the place where the poems come from, and go to die, a landscape of a scene repeatedly visualized but never been and never left, the crazy contradictions come in two flavors; vanilla smiles and chocolate weeping of tears that have etched pathways cheek-chiseled the city is a struggling strife for most, the next red line on the side of the measuring cup  and everyone has a cell, a credit card, and a measuring cup <•> here I stop can’t finish   someone missing alerts me to their real worlds troubles making my complaints super superficial but the silent running of the stilleto cuts shallow repeated hourly the cut color, pitch black
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May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 2:05 PM UTC
are you generally happy?
are you generally happy? a semi-innocuous query now actualized as a two sided bladed poker, hot stabbing me smack dab in the chests hollow crown bullseye, continuously,  as in all life long, and eternal longing for a “yes” it fits inside a pubescent aged wound that refreshes with every breath; a life long struggle for an accurate definition, be a general of genuine happy, that alone would deliver, bringing on bright day satisfaction as a human, one operates on parallel continuums; slide slipping on well oiled poles that over the years, their lengths, increasing with add-on extender poles formed by twisty turny slips and falls of sundered hearts and sad loves, marriages nicknamed Titanic, children found and lost, complications responsibilities that are denied meeting the words     “The End” a life that many would envy, questioning what’s wrong with you dude, are you blinded to the riches yours, reality is shoulders permanently bent, a spine that’s held together by spit and solder and curved by wearying wearing longing for a straightness that is also called crooked unobtainable and a piece of a peace that comes and goes like a highway billboard that you pass too fast to be fully read the body is corroding and worser yet to come and that’s a hand you selected - luck of the self-selecting-drawing - the opioids of the mind offers are rejected the clarity of painful self exploration valued overall - the place where the poems come from, and go to die, a landscape of a scene repeatedly visualized but never been and never left, the crazy contradictions come in two flavors; vanilla smiles and chocolate weeping of tears that have etched pathways cheek-chiseled the city is a struggling strife for most, the next red line on the side of the measuring cup  and everyone has a cell, a credit card, and a measuring cup <•> here I stop can’t finish   someone missing alerts me to their real worlds troubles making my complaints super superficial but the silent running of the stilleto cuts shallow repeated hourly the cut color, pitch black
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Once I seen a human ruin In a elevator-well. And his members was bestrewin' All the place where he had fell. And I says, apostrophisin' That uncommon woful wreck: "Your position's so surprisin' That I tremble for your neck!" Then that ruin, smilin' sadly And impressive, up and spoke: "Well, I wouldn't tremble badly, For it's been a fortnight broke." Then, for further comprehension Of his attitude, he begs I will focus my attention On his various arms and legs-- How they all are contumacious; Where they each, respective, lie; How one trotter proves ungracious, T' other one an alibi. These particulars is mentioned For to show his dismal state, Which I wasn't first intentioned To specifical relate. None is worser to be dreaded That I ever have heard tell Than the gent's who there was spreaded In that elevator-well. Now this tale is allegoric-- It is figurative all, For the well is metaphoric And the feller didn't fall. I opine it isn't moral For a writer-man to cheat, And despise to wear a laurel As was gotten by deceit. For 'tis Politics intended By the elevator, mind, It will boost a person splendid If his talent is the kind. Col. Bryan had the talent (For the busted man is him) And it shot him up right gallant Till his head began to swim. Then the rope it broke above him And he painful came to earth Where there's nobody to love him For his detrimented worth. Though he's living' none would know him, Or at leastwise not as such. Moral of this woful poem: Frequent oil your safety-clutch.Porfer Poog.
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Safety-Clutch
Once I seen a human ruin In a elevator-well. And his members was bestrewin' All the place where he had fell. And I says, apostrophisin' That uncommon woful wreck: "Your position's so surprisin' That I tremble for your neck!" Then that ruin, smilin' sadly And impressive, up and spoke: "Well, I wouldn't tremble badly, For it's been a fortnight broke." Then, for further comprehension Of his attitude, he begs I will focus my attention On his various arms and legs-- How they all are contumacious; Where they each, respective, lie; How one trotter proves ungracious, T' other one an alibi. These particulars is mentioned For to show his dismal state, Which I wasn't first intentioned To specifical relate. None is worser to be dreaded That I ever have heard tell Than the gent's who there was spreaded In that elevator-well. Now this tale is allegoric-- It is figurative all, For the well is metaphoric And the feller didn't fall. I opine it isn't moral For a writer-man to cheat, And despise to wear a laurel As was gotten by deceit. For 'tis Politics intended By the elevator, mind, It will boost a person splendid If his talent is the kind. Col. Bryan had the talent (For the busted man is him) And it shot him up right gallant Till his head began to swim. Then the rope it broke above him And he painful came to earth Where there's nobody to love him For his detrimented worth. Though he's living' none would know him, Or at leastwise not as such. Moral of this woful poem: Frequent oil your safety-clutch.Porfer Poog.
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Where do thugs go? Who do they run to?  Where do they call home?  Not a house that they go to, but a place where they feel belonged  How do they cope with the scarcity of love?  Thugs, not the kind that most women think they are attracted to; therefore, not the imposers Not the kind who landed at the bottom of the hill, sliding from the top only to scrape off their rot  Not the ones who were born with all the right people in their corners, but boxed them off while trying to fight to be someone that they are not  Thugs, the ones who momma loves? Because he appreciates her worthiness, her works  She's the only real love he ever had since birth  Thugs; who can't really go places because trouble doubles  It multiplies whenever he is with his guys  Because they all know how it feel not to live under a roof  Neither one of them have anything to lose  His dudes are equal to himself cubed  They rely on one another like proofs  And they are radical from the roots  Living in a negative atmosphere trying to multiply it by itself  So that they can make it to where the grass is greener and the sun does shine  The other side of the number line  Where the gunfire and homicides are divided And the dope is reduced  All their lives they have been thinking that they are enduring the truth  That they "cannot amount to nothing and cannot be put to use" They are neck deep in the streets  And the authorities is at their throats like a crew  But nothing around them is cotton  So when their fingers symbolizes a "V" they are only representing the place where they have to be  And they are not weak, but sometimes they wishes that they can take off a week  Black cats can't chase yarn Mexicans don't have a specific day for casual dressing  Asians don't get any waivers  Cubans can't take less hours for a semester of schooling  Haitians don't get vacations  The **** life is given  Difficult to make it As it is to escape it  It's hard to deal  When all they know is reeling in deals  To people who are saltier than Dill's  While at the same time trying to act real... Kosher Without a companion to share meals... How do they find closure? Too busy being tyrannical  Never learned how to be grammatical  So **** just got "worser" Interviewee for a job  Or being suave to a child's mom Besides their eyes, Their oration is just exposure  Not knowing their duration to exist on this surface  Thugs need love  It's hard to tell through his mean-mug  But he's hurting
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Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 11:18 PM UTC
Thuggincholia
Where do thugs go? Who do they run to?  Where do they call home?  Not a house that they go to, but a place where they feel belonged  How do they cope with the scarcity of love?  Thugs, not the kind that most women think they are attracted to; therefore, not the imposers Not the kind who landed at the bottom of the hill, sliding from the top only to scrape off their rot  Not the ones who were born with all the right people in their corners, but boxed them off while trying to fight to be someone that they are not  Thugs, the ones who momma loves? Because he appreciates her worthiness, her works  She's the only real love he ever had since birth  Thugs; who can't really go places because trouble doubles  It multiplies whenever he is with his guys  Because they all know how it feel not to live under a roof  Neither one of them have anything to lose  His dudes are equal to himself cubed  They rely on one another like proofs  And they are radical from the roots  Living in a negative atmosphere trying to multiply it by itself  So that they can make it to where the grass is greener and the sun does shine  The other side of the number line  Where the gunfire and homicides are divided And the dope is reduced  All their lives they have been thinking that they are enduring the truth  That they "cannot amount to nothing and cannot be put to use" They are neck deep in the streets  And the authorities is at their throats like a crew  But nothing around them is cotton  So when their fingers symbolizes a "V" they are only representing the place where they have to be  And they are not weak, but sometimes they wishes that they can take off a week  Black cats can't chase yarn Mexicans don't have a specific day for casual dressing  Asians don't get any waivers  Cubans can't take less hours for a semester of schooling  Haitians don't get vacations  The **** life is given  Difficult to make it As it is to escape it  It's hard to deal  When all they know is reeling in deals  To people who are saltier than Dill's  While at the same time trying to act real... Kosher Without a companion to share meals... How do they find closure? Too busy being tyrannical  Never learned how to be grammatical  So **** just got "worser" Interviewee for a job  Or being suave to a child's mom Besides their eyes, Their oration is just exposure  Not knowing their duration to exist on this surface  Thugs need love  It's hard to tell through his mean-mug  But he's hurting
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When I was young I used to dream nd wish to get older then that happened but I've realized the stress of being old is much more than the teenage drama I used to get through, the stress of having that solid life is much worser than the stress of high school, the stress of wishing is much lesser than the stress of pushing harder but still find your self in the same page, the stress of which u have to report off everyday is much better than the stress you have to handle everyday, the stress of seing your family falling apart is much better than the stress of trying to bind your family together but it keeps falling apart, the stress of things which are far from you is much better than the stress your part of in anyway
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Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
YOUNG PRIVILEGE
Two loves I have, of comfort and despair, Which like two spirits do suggest me still: The better angel is a man right fair, The worser spirit a woman coloured ill. To win me soon to hell, my female evil Tempteth my better angel from my side, And would corrupt my saint to be a devil, Wooing his purity with her foul pride. And whether that my angel be turned fiend, Suspect I may, yet not directly tell; But being both from me both to each friend, I guess one angel in another’s hell. Yet this shall I ne’er know, but live in doubt, Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
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Sonnet 144: Two Loves I Have, Of Comfort And Despair
"You'll be fine, It'll be okay, It will get better, birthname" They say If only they knew that sometimes a name is a shackle, holding us to what we've never been and keeping us there until we can admit to ourselves that we've never been fine, nothing's okay and it first gets worse "Why are you so mad, Nothing seems to be wrong, Why aren't you happy, girl" They say If only they knew that sometimes feelings are subtle masks, painted onto our faces with the blood we drew yesterday to hide what we need to say to escape the viscous cycle of hate and tears and figurative death, and emotions are betrayals of what we need to be "Everything would be fine, They'd all be cool with it, Why can't you just come out" They say (skipping my name as the smallest act of a hand in the darkness) If only they knew that coming out is something that never goes fine, a delicate balance of worse and worst that makes our hearts beat so fast that cool is no longer a phrase but a temperature we need to reach in order to play our everlasting game of pretend and a name is a shackle, holding us to what we've never been and keeping us there until we can admit to ourselves that we've never been fine, nothing's okay and it first gets worse and even when it's not said we can hear it in the air, lingering on their lips like the slurs that we always expect to hear but haven't yet because to slur they need a target, an out, and coming out is something that never goes fine, a delicate balance of worse and worst that makes our hearts beat so fast that cool is no longer a phrase but a temperature we need to reach while the world spins faster and hotter and turning on the fan at night just keeps us up, dreading the dawn where we must once again play our game of pretend like everyone's born how they'll be for the rest of their lives and no one is different from the norm while still being okay and we go to Society everyday with a smile on our faces to say "You'll be fine, It'll be okay, It will get better, birthname; Why are you so mad, Nothing seems to be wrong, Why aren't you happy, birthsex" because emotions are like coming out delicate scales of worst and worser and when we can't feel them we get enough cool relief to realize That This Dysphoria Is Crushing And We Can't Get Okay
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 2:12 PM UTC
Dysphoria
"You'll be fine, It'll be okay, It will get better, birthname" They say If only they knew that sometimes a name is a shackle, holding us to what we've never been and keeping us there until we can admit to ourselves that we've never been fine, nothing's okay and it first gets worse "Why are you so mad, Nothing seems to be wrong, Why aren't you happy, girl" They say If only they knew that sometimes feelings are subtle masks, painted onto our faces with the blood we drew yesterday to hide what we need to say to escape the viscous cycle of hate and tears and figurative death, and emotions are betrayals of what we need to be "Everything would be fine, They'd all be cool with it, Why can't you just come out" They say (skipping my name as the smallest act of a hand in the darkness) If only they knew that coming out is something that never goes fine, a delicate balance of worse and worst that makes our hearts beat so fast that cool is no longer a phrase but a temperature we need to reach in order to play our everlasting game of pretend and a name is a shackle, holding us to what we've never been and keeping us there until we can admit to ourselves that we've never been fine, nothing's okay and it first gets worse and even when it's not said we can hear it in the air, lingering on their lips like the slurs that we always expect to hear but haven't yet because to slur they need a target, an out, and coming out is something that never goes fine, a delicate balance of worse and worst that makes our hearts beat so fast that cool is no longer a phrase but a temperature we need to reach while the world spins faster and hotter and turning on the fan at night just keeps us up, dreading the dawn where we must once again play our game of pretend like everyone's born how they'll be for the rest of their lives and no one is different from the norm while still being okay and we go to Society everyday with a smile on our faces to say "You'll be fine, It'll be okay, It will get better, birthname; Why are you so mad, Nothing seems to be wrong, Why aren't you happy, birthsex" because emotions are like coming out delicate scales of worst and worser and when we can't feel them we get enough cool relief to realize That This Dysphoria Is Crushing And We Can't Get Okay
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Im not Going to go on If all we do is argue on & on I Can't Keep Up. Fighting With Both my relationship & sobriety & trying to remain positive. We Talk nonsense We Never sit down and work it. We just let it pass bye. Im Not liking this anymore Being more mad at eachother than smiling & laughing. We say were going to work it out It all seems to get worser to me. I Want to be with him But the experience is hurting. So many wrongs We don't seem to even get along. Friends & enemies At the same time. You can't see yourself without me & i can't see myself being without you. But its probably the best thing..
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 12:57 AM UTC
Wont Stay
Ach, a delicah constitution, have I me auld bones are getting wearier if somebody sneezes I have a cowld its getting worser the more I get older I can’t get a dacent man but I’m looking as hard as I can I’ve got a little piece of land so for a dowry he’d be grand See, since I buried my first two it’s not easy to get a beau and these day’s I’m not such a pretty view I can be a bit contrary and my moods oft vary but unlike my sister Mary I haven’t got a tash long and hairy I don’t need any of that *** stuff I can tell ya that for nuttin Its help around the farm I’m huntin I can make a dacent cup-o-tay and I’m handy at baling the hay so if your up for a bit of honest toil and your humour don’t make me blood boil Come marry Teresa Rafter when I’m gone you’ll live happily ever after
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 6:44 AM UTC
Teresa Rafter
Everybody says "It's your life, take control of it." Yes, quite indeed it's my life And naturally, the controls comes with limitations I keep falling back into bad habits And each time I fall in I only get worser "But Chalsey, you shouldn't let life limit you." Limit me? Well, I don't know how much of me there is. Maybe this is all anyone gets Maybe there isn't much more to me Maybe I am at my limit
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Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 12:59 PM UTC
Control limit
Titans clashing In writing classes Sessions To profess progression Or Progress to professions Blessings Brought through the lessons Learned In College A student as truant As undeserved triumph In the form Of a form That says what he’s worth Diplomas Handed out To show You’re on the road To success The rest are asked The ultimate question Of “Why not?” Embarking on the quest When the ultimatum Is failure Fail lures in Those with no ambition Men ******* About getting papers To show worth Working with no Apparent purpose Versus Being apparently worthless Pairing the two Against the view Of a ***** Who stares at the moon And gives a **** About the bull The one Whose wit Could split The tightest knit Brain And undue the sutures Of skulls To undue Their mundane View of success The ***** Who calls himself A ***** With more pride Than Aryans Carrying his opinion Higher Than the mass vision Just to show How low They truly are Arrogantly ignorant Ignore rants Of others And smother them With the truth Of knowing nothing And understands They’ll never understand Overstepping the boundaries Without Diplomatic immunity Yet immune To the qualities Of the Hippocratic views And sees To seize the future You must Tackle the present problems You must blitz To get you’re quarter back If you want To make a change And sport all the qualities That seem to them Strange Deranged In the range Of misunderstandings The illusion of progress For humans Are usually Said in words And never Set in stone So I will throw Sticks and stone The stupidity that’s grown Words hurt But actions hurt worser For example: Worser Isn’t a word Until I worsen the Worst situation I’m waiting For my chance To blow up So I can dumb down Your intelligence And smarting up Your ignorance If you can’t understand You’re either too smart Or too **** ignorant If you’re offended Then you’re opinion is unneeded Because the truth Will tear your *** to pieces
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May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 1:43 AM UTC
The Illusion of Ignorance
Titans clashing In writing classes Sessions To profess progression Or Progress to professions Blessings Brought through the lessons Learned In College A student as truant As undeserved triumph In the form Of a form That says what he’s worth Diplomas Handed out To show You’re on the road To success The rest are asked The ultimate question Of “Why not?” Embarking on the quest When the ultimatum Is failure Fail lures in Those with no ambition Men ******* About getting papers To show worth Working with no Apparent purpose Versus Being apparently worthless Pairing the two Against the view Of a ***** Who stares at the moon And gives a **** About the bull The one Whose wit Could split The tightest knit Brain And undue the sutures Of skulls To undue Their mundane View of success The ***** Who calls himself A ***** With more pride Than Aryans Carrying his opinion Higher Than the mass vision Just to show How low They truly are Arrogantly ignorant Ignore rants Of others And smother them With the truth Of knowing nothing And understands They’ll never understand Overstepping the boundaries Without Diplomatic immunity Yet immune To the qualities Of the Hippocratic views And sees To seize the future You must Tackle the present problems You must blitz To get you’re quarter back If you want To make a change And sport all the qualities That seem to them Strange Deranged In the range Of misunderstandings The illusion of progress For humans Are usually Said in words And never Set in stone So I will throw Sticks and stone The stupidity that’s grown Words hurt But actions hurt worser For example: Worser Isn’t a word Until I worsen the Worst situation I’m waiting For my chance To blow up So I can dumb down Your intelligence And smarting up Your ignorance If you can’t understand You’re either too smart Or too **** ignorant If you’re offended Then you’re opinion is unneeded Because the truth Will tear your *** to pieces
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in the penguins luck the furnace begins at reprograming the news. Picture frames on 2 x 4s , three photographs and glass bottles in the most decadent of matrimonies. Three-hundred million dollars. And the race riots show 'em who'll take the dampit from the mound of Soot stained elements, canvas, trash bags, electric guitar riffs, giraffes, bingo, the drip-drop on the drop cloth. Easing into the new processor. She who settles the wages of crickets with ether and single-barrel vanilla buckshot and maple. Incisors and cynical stereotypecastes and the shadows of the other mugged and loose canonical charades the worser and worsening play their ad keywords at in the sketchmakers many movements her dactyls fine and her fingertips many. Sweet lines of breathing and setting.
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 3:24 PM UTC
Three-Hundred Million Dollars
early morn (5:00am) scanning, scrolling, unrehearsed searching and the question appears in a “loves that got away” column, *(why do all these descriptors start eith S, I think I know!)* and off on another self-effacing, investigative determination, a mental biopsy of another hopeless cause, that results in poems too long though the body and mind are rested, with six hours of uninterrupted sleep, and volumes of dreams, the quest bags a burr in the bed, (yes, rhymes with head) but n o t h i n g pops in with a grin, and a bell ring, stating presumptuously, why that’s me and the fault failure fear in me engorges this  really distresses, with & in a deep sense of awful, how can I not recall this momentous illustrative precious precision proof of why life is worth living, and worser still, don’t I get to choose, isn't this an interrogatory, suitable for a pre-provided Multiple Choice Answer? a pause to collect myself from a falling into a hole of nefarious negativity spiraling, *suddenly recalling so many kind and gentle touching brushes of your comments re my poetry, which provoked warm tears* ^***and one more tine, poetry has saved a life***^ 5:37am Saturday 2-15-25
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Feb 15, 2025
Feb 15, 2025 at 5:47 AM UTC
What’s the kindest thing anyone has ever said to you?
There is no place in this modern age, it seems. No "I could if I would and wouldn't if I couldn't" Or some other convoluted phrase of a pod. Now Getting out your phone is sufficient To show to another some ghastly memes Puerile goldmines, or else perhaps Some comic vines Or worser still, oh dear me Some animal *********** Now nothing shocks if not in the flesh News of paedos on TV Where used to haunt old sir Jimmy Elicits now some some disinterested grunt, whilst genocide Suffers horribly from being juxtaposed With the football scores. If nothing shocks, if nothing works To divert the mind from those ****** tweaks What good are words to those who still Prefer to sit and tell a joke Rather then hopping on the rumour mill And spew much **** till we all choke. There's no place for Wildeisms, for how Can they compete with lolcats? Wit is no longer about sarcasm and irony For, dear god, the Americans run the world now, And is now about a carefully placed "Yolo", or perhaps a reference to some Facebook trend, or Some other fatuous ******** It's so **** it drips with **** So goodbye, dear wit, let me blow you a kiss And let you know that I say, **** this, I'm going to go watch Tommy Cooper videos on youtube."
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Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 12:06 PM UTC
On the demise of Wit
rain is pouring a stranger awaits i don't know what i'm up to but today's the day that i'll shut off from everything you can say i'm a mess a mess worser than the hair on my head because i am i am a walking catastrophe life's full of what if's and almosts i guess i'm just one of them an eternal drowner of my thoughts a dead weight a scribble of god's creation i don't matter i cease to exist it's a revolting pull a cycle of madness & me
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Aug 31, 2013
Aug 31, 2013 at 1:35 PM UTC
eternal
Lastnight Wasn't As Worse As Few Years Ago. When My Mother Was Drunk Nearly Everyday, She Didn't Care About My Brother And Me. Now I'm A Little Bit Older And Much More Protective Over My Brother And Myself. At Nights When My Mother Was Drunk Out Of Her ******* Mind. Use To Hear Her Yelling And Going Crazy. Taking Her Anger Out On Us Like We Were Her Punching Bag. I Had No Choice To Live With Her And Put Up With Her. My Biological Father Was Gone, He Lived Far From Us. Only People I had To Depend On Was My Sister's Or Granny And Uncle. During Some Cold, Blizzard Winter Nights I Walked Off. I Walk To Somewhere Safe. I'm Sorry I Couldn't Take My Brother With Me It Was Too Dangerous And Risky. Putting My Life On The Line Daring Jumping Out Of A Window And Landing On Snow Or Either Grass. My Brother Was Always In A Safe Place With My Uncle's Somewhere. My Mother Kept Me Home, Didn't Let Me Go Anywhere Or I Had Nowhere To Go. Glad I Didn't End My Life Had All Those Chances To But I Don't Know What Stopped Me. To This Day I Still Don't Know Where I'm Trying To Go. I Have Everything, Just Got To Try Figure Where Or What Am I Going To Do. Happy I got My Granny And Uncle's House To Help Me. My Mother Is Sometimes A Drunk But Not Worse. Yeah! She Still Calls Me Down And All That. I'm Use To Words And Fighting Back. I Walk Away Cause Its Useless Arguing With A Drunk. I don't Hide As Much Anymore. My Attitude Changed After I Realised There Were Worser People In My Community. I'm Still Happy That's If I Got A Dog Beside's Me Always.
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 3:50 PM UTC
Untitled
Lastnight Wasn't As Worse As Few Years Ago. When My Mother Was Drunk Nearly Everyday, She Didn't Care About My Brother And Me. Now I'm A Little Bit Older And Much More Protective Over My Brother And Myself. At Nights When My Mother Was Drunk Out Of Her ******* Mind. Use To Hear Her Yelling And Going Crazy. Taking Her Anger Out On Us Like We Were Her Punching Bag. I Had No Choice To Live With Her And Put Up With Her. My Biological Father Was Gone, He Lived Far From Us. Only People I had To Depend On Was My Sister's Or Granny And Uncle. During Some Cold, Blizzard Winter Nights I Walked Off. I Walk To Somewhere Safe. I'm Sorry I Couldn't Take My Brother With Me It Was Too Dangerous And Risky. Putting My Life On The Line Daring Jumping Out Of A Window And Landing On Snow Or Either Grass. My Brother Was Always In A Safe Place With My Uncle's Somewhere. My Mother Kept Me Home, Didn't Let Me Go Anywhere Or I Had Nowhere To Go. Glad I Didn't End My Life Had All Those Chances To But I Don't Know What Stopped Me. To This Day I Still Don't Know Where I'm Trying To Go. I Have Everything, Just Got To Try Figure Where Or What Am I Going To Do. Happy I got My Granny And Uncle's House To Help Me. My Mother Is Sometimes A Drunk But Not Worse. Yeah! She Still Calls Me Down And All That. I'm Use To Words And Fighting Back. I Walk Away Cause Its Useless Arguing With A Drunk. I don't Hide As Much Anymore. My Attitude Changed After I Realised There Were Worser People In My Community. I'm Still Happy That's If I Got A Dog Beside's Me Always.
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he sings: all he wants is nothing more than to hear her knocking at his door. & all i want is nothing more than to be the one opening up my own. she walks through streets of calmed anxiety, a technique she has nailed into closed doors. tranced, coffee sipping, malamente listening; she lives in her mind for the hours she has to rest. the summer soars; the light winds are for whisking away the days til she returns. though today she practices for the worser days, she can’t help but realise these are more than okay.
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Jul 10, 2019
Jul 10, 2019 at 12:25 PM UTC
all i want.
When skies flash and dark tides boil, And the land’s set all aflame, I’ll close my eyes and face the morrow, To be a soldier born again. Through shattered rock and broken stone, Through vacant, barren squares , A curse upon who struggles on, For on them the burden bares. With ****** lip and battered bone, The human treks the sand, A victim to the past, not present, Desolation of the land. Those that find are left behind, Can thank the stars they are. But worser things than deathly sleep Leave a different kind of scar. If and when the 'end time' comes For the untimely task to take, A head held high, a glimpse of sky Can freedom and hope make.
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May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 11:30 AM UTC
Those That Live
anguish (as a species) is a most fearsome animal came to visit my abode it is bigger than life and at once too vibrant and too shrouded to define edges save the glittering Chesire rictus that splits its skull like broken mirrors reflecting original sin as if you were the author it characteristically blinds its victim before inserting a single spine into the cardiac muscle paralyzing both beat and brain you may open your eyes once (it will allow you that) before the end so you may appraise its shark-like maw jaw dislocating wide wide wide to afford room for your entirety when it closes, it is not like going to sleep. it is no gentle light. a worser fate, it lets you live in the acid of its belly peeling away your skin pickling your eyes until from yourself you can draw a sword tear from the taut and distended skin of malice and ******* forgive yourself.
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Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 10:32 AM UTC
sad monster
Betwixt our better and worser angel's voices in our heads That aren't, nor curser, for our inner candle's always lite So we don't curse the darkness, weeded, bring forth from The Earth more, demanded by our roots, feet, hands, score. Solutioning with reality is always diluting or concentrating.
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Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 4:28 AM UTC
Nature's Balanced Path, Giving Back To Abundance, Furthers
I found myself in a dark room all day Hoping the silence would take the pain away No one is here to hear me when I cry Maybe if I see, someone, I should just tell a lie Because without you here by my side How am I meant to stay alive Why... am I a heartbroken girl... again I guess the best moments happened back then When you said you still wanted to be my friend I can’t deny my heart started to mend In a way you were my angel Now every breath I take without you is painful The hole in my chest is getting worser And at the same time getting better I’ll sing I out like Jason Derulo Boy, I’m riding solo I’m lucky I can handle this pain And unlike you I can make it through the rain I have a heart of gold That never gets cold I thought you would make me one less lonely girl Because every time I saw you, you made my stomach whirl I get it that your shy But together boy we could've flown high You’re a sweet and funny guy When it comes to love boy you don’t have to lie You said you liked me That was hard for me to see I don’t believe you were playing me It was just hard for you to talk to me It’s hard for me to sleep at night Because in my head you’re a shining light And maybe it’s true That I’m still caught up on you And maybe it’s all in my head That without you my heart feels dead... By Raena Kidd
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Jul 26, 2012
Jul 26, 2012 at 6:04 AM UTC
Who's Lonely
I just feel like crying.. She doesn't deserve this... I haven't heard her soft voice in so long... And I was gone when I could have called her! I was gone when she was put into the hospital! Those devilish pure white rooms, The rooms where everything bad can take the worser of turns! I just feel so... Helpless... Useless.... I can't lose hope.. But I am... It is all my fault... I've always been there.. And tried my best to be her sister... She's in pain and I can't help! **** IT! WHY HER?.... I'd visit her if I could... But .... I can't lose hope! I won't lose hope! EVERYTHING WILL GO JUST FINE!... Won't it? I am such a horrible person... I should have called her everyday to check up on her.. I'm so young... I don't understand ... She's so young... She doesn't deserve this... I do... I let this happen.. I'd **** the pain from her if I could! But I can't! **** I feel so helpless.. Useless... Hopeless...
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Dec 18, 2011
Dec 18, 2011 at 1:11 PM UTC
Hopeless
I lie in bed, And stretch my toes, And ***** a sniffle, Before it goes: Achoo, my friends, Achoo once more, I'm spread upon... my house's boards. Boards, I hold, my back, against. I float, above, the ground, of sense. I leave you all, for now tonight. Though all I really crave is light! May companionship... find all. May you're somber... sorrows fall. May your every worry fade, like surfing the wind upon a wave! Let, good, waves, bless, your, days, And good vibes, bless, your, nights. Amen perhaps? I really don't know! Can I borrow a map? To find Mt. Flow: And climb, And climb, And search and look, And stumble upon, the sacred book. I quickly take, a little peak, before the... libra- rian... slaps... my... cheek. But it in that time, short though it was, I still managed, to catch a buzz. I took the apple, from the tree, and found a worm, and A, B, C ' S And Newton, may have found, gravity, with his, apple, But he never explain it to children. so forget the inconsiderate man... who does not value the opinion... of young minds, that will them. Mind the thunder, between your knees, the graceful rumble, of ominous trees; That lean and lean, and wait to fall, and challenge the roof... with squeaks and squalls. I hope no birds' nest downly fall, and families get ruined. Such tragedy, oh this'd be, hard eggs shells turned to fluid. Can a worser scenario, be brought up by life's passing? Can I witness such tragedy... and forever forget laughing? All life is equal, in His holy eyes; all questions silenced, by his grace, Divine. Night buds!
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Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 2:03 AM UTC
Forgotten Prayers and Turkey Radar
I lie in bed, And stretch my toes, And ***** a sniffle, Before it goes: Achoo, my friends, Achoo once more, I'm spread upon... my house's boards. Boards, I hold, my back, against. I float, above, the ground, of sense. I leave you all, for now tonight. Though all I really crave is light! May companionship... find all. May you're somber... sorrows fall. May your every worry fade, like surfing the wind upon a wave! Let, good, waves, bless, your, days, And good vibes, bless, your, nights. Amen perhaps? I really don't know! Can I borrow a map? To find Mt. Flow: And climb, And climb, And search and look, And stumble upon, the sacred book. I quickly take, a little peak, before the... libra- rian... slaps... my... cheek. But it in that time, short though it was, I still managed, to catch a buzz. I took the apple, from the tree, and found a worm, and A, B, C ' S And Newton, may have found, gravity, with his, apple, But he never explain it to children. so forget the inconsiderate man... who does not value the opinion... of young minds, that will them. Mind the thunder, between your knees, the graceful rumble, of ominous trees; That lean and lean, and wait to fall, and challenge the roof... with squeaks and squalls. I hope no birds' nest downly fall, and families get ruined. Such tragedy, oh this'd be, hard eggs shells turned to fluid. Can a worser scenario, be brought up by life's passing? Can I witness such tragedy... and forever forget laughing? All life is equal, in His holy eyes; all questions silenced, by his grace, Divine. Night buds!
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