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"putrefaction" poems
Freedom At Kannyakumari “The destiny of India is molded in her class-rooms” Kothari had no confusion; no vision on the fusion- of the East and the West, as Swami Vivekananda’s vision, “The comingling of the East and the West will dawn a new Era”. As tissue culture, transplantation or cloning we Indians imbibe the Western Culture; or as G.M cotton or brinjals,or tomato Indians are produced, transmuted destroying the very indigenous genus for material growth. Ayurveda is preserved not in Sanskrit but in English letters, now ! Followers of Lord Maccaulay as obedient servants, by experiments,bring up Indians only in blood and colour- in every other respects-Europeans (using imperialist - capitalist media); poor sycophants ,for a visa, the Indians: now , turn to the West for light, leaving the bright light under the Urn; cry for a way of progress, safety and food; and beg:once self reliant nations as cells of a body No retrospection or introspection, only putrefaction, hence , no resurrection. On August 15th ,at Kannyakumari beach , beside me, a bare body of a woman(my sister?) lay asleep; I witnessed at the starry cold mid-night: the surging sea spitting frothing snow upon the black rocky ******* protruded, greasy, mossy. bare but fair , ever young at the feet of Bharat-matha. Wet in the salty breeze , from the foul smell of death, I walked and walked searching shelter, but no room for a single son with meagre wealth. The tourism net -workers with the thirst of mosquitoes hummed around me with highly rented room offer- source of tourism exploitation- I bargained, till, morning red balloon rose up in the Eastern horizon cleaving the vapours of the sea, when , thousand tongues chanted Gayathri; then , the locals thronged around the woman on the shore; somebody among them, staring blear eyed as the police jeep and the ambulance arrived , bewailed “O! Gayathri, my darling, O! Gayathri…” Unsoothed. The chanting and the yelling dissolved in the breeze that passed by the Vivekananda rock, afar, south
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Sep 12, 2012
Sep 12, 2012 at 3:50 AM UTC
Freedom to Think
Freedom At Kannyakumari “The destiny of India is molded in her class-rooms” Kothari had no confusion; no vision on the fusion- of the East and the West, as Swami Vivekananda’s vision, “The comingling of the East and the West will dawn a new Era”. As tissue culture, transplantation or cloning we Indians imbibe the Western Culture; or as G.M cotton or brinjals,or tomato Indians are produced, transmuted destroying the very indigenous genus for material growth. Ayurveda is preserved not in Sanskrit but in English letters, now ! Followers of Lord Maccaulay as obedient servants, by experiments,bring up Indians only in blood and colour- in every other respects-Europeans (using imperialist - capitalist media); poor sycophants ,for a visa, the Indians: now , turn to the West for light, leaving the bright light under the Urn; cry for a way of progress, safety and food; and beg:once self reliant nations as cells of a body No retrospection or introspection, only putrefaction, hence , no resurrection. On August 15th ,at Kannyakumari beach , beside me, a bare body of a woman(my sister?) lay asleep; I witnessed at the starry cold mid-night: the surging sea spitting frothing snow upon the black rocky ******* protruded, greasy, mossy. bare but fair , ever young at the feet of Bharat-matha. Wet in the salty breeze , from the foul smell of death, I walked and walked searching shelter, but no room for a single son with meagre wealth. The tourism net -workers with the thirst of mosquitoes hummed around me with highly rented room offer- source of tourism exploitation- I bargained, till, morning red balloon rose up in the Eastern horizon cleaving the vapours of the sea, when , thousand tongues chanted Gayathri; then , the locals thronged around the woman on the shore; somebody among them, staring blear eyed as the police jeep and the ambulance arrived , bewailed “O! Gayathri, my darling, O! Gayathri…” Unsoothed. The chanting and the yelling dissolved in the breeze that passed by the Vivekananda rock, afar, south
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the skull and spine of seventy seven men, extracted. retribution far past putrefaction. a pile of bones in the center of town, at the corner of washington & rochambeau. gather around. do you believe in the boogeyman? a glitch in the darkness. an echo of rage, high chroma bacteriophage. every faithless father, every sister spared, every ritual sung just right, a brief blackout, reconfigured pixels of outer night. [bobby’s sega genesis awakens on its own] thirty three years to the day, he died on that suncrest boulevard, returned today just to say “hey.” graveyard family tree and the moon. first as a manifestation of electromagnetic phenomena in a videogame’s cpu. 1993. second as a fully-fledged entity materialized via videocassette, hungry for pizza and pure vengeance. 2001. third from beneath bedrock, the quarry belly baste, a body buried thrice, undead toxic tumescence, a walking corpse heaving black plasma. 2020. the sequel. the son. the spectral chosen one, he rips out a throat or two, quite fashionably so, a man about town throttled and disemboweled, as friends and neighbors stumble and sprint to escape with their own godforsaken skin. let the bone collection begin. emerged in afterschool hallways to **** old classmates turned teachers. emerged in afterhours offices to devour old buddies turned bankers. emerged in the quiet dark homes of neighborhood flesh and folk. blood soaked socks. why? you ask, must all these people die? vengeance? no. that was a lie. he killed those people for a laugh & that’s that.
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Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
night terror
the skull and spine of seventy seven men, extracted. retribution far past putrefaction. a pile of bones in the center of town, at the corner of washington & rochambeau. gather around. do you believe in the boogeyman? a glitch in the darkness. an echo of rage, high chroma bacteriophage. every faithless father, every sister spared, every ritual sung just right, a brief blackout, reconfigured pixels of outer night. [bobby’s sega genesis awakens on its own] thirty three years to the day, he died on that suncrest boulevard, returned today just to say “hey.” graveyard family tree and the moon. first as a manifestation of electromagnetic phenomena in a videogame’s cpu. 1993. second as a fully-fledged entity materialized via videocassette, hungry for pizza and pure vengeance. 2001. third from beneath bedrock, the quarry belly baste, a body buried thrice, undead toxic tumescence, a walking corpse heaving black plasma. 2020. the sequel. the son. the spectral chosen one, he rips out a throat or two, quite fashionably so, a man about town throttled and disemboweled, as friends and neighbors stumble and sprint to escape with their own godforsaken skin. let the bone collection begin. emerged in afterschool hallways to **** old classmates turned teachers. emerged in afterhours offices to devour old buddies turned bankers. emerged in the quiet dark homes of neighborhood flesh and folk. blood soaked socks. why? you ask, must all these people die? vengeance? no. that was a lie. he killed those people for a laugh & that’s that.
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junk torrents of suffering pollute dream pools and reek of putrefaction dead fingers dance down trails of deviant memories Life’s spectral scream                ‘I am, but why????’ fills the firmament frail needs fragmented desires mutilated faith plastic fears Television static from an infernal midnight The shells of eternity        Penetrating,              Leaving, blind, bound and broken                      the children of midday sun
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Sep 22, 2021
Sep 22, 2021 at 10:33 PM UTC
II
Morbid hallways swathed in death, smeared with blood soaked discontent, wrought with cacophonic lament; this is my asylum. Eyeless gazes pierce the veil that separates my mind from Hell. Though, thin's the shroud that shan't prevail; this is my asylum. Lipless, toothless, ear to ear; these wretched grins sinewed with fear. Putrefaction rots their sneers; this is my asylum. This is where the dead don't die; this hellion mire's where they abide with fleshless hands stretched toward the sky; this is my asylum. Asphyxiation, let me breathe, lest I join these mortuous fiends. Purge my soul; I shall bequeath myself to my asylum.
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
My Asylum
prepare for the high gates to fall. for the great bowl of us to submerge under stolen soul waves & atomic guts. the seven year tribes; or fissure of statehoods and broods and brother against brother. end drenched in whisky blood, & desperado cheese. fungus. [the rebellion kids] with their drums and sling-shots, get their throats cut in the open street sweet heat & blitzkrieg. all first-born hearts plucked from atop the great pyramid, preserved, and in frosted time-capsules. yet the leopards remain healthy. while cities plunge into putrefaction &/or radioactive **** from **** to corner to tomahawk in skull death note. beaten back to the parking-lot of a best western; in the battle of sacramento; is an ammo-less infantry drummer, & a bleeding medic. they laugh and snap morphine tips in the revelry of their final formations. moon crescent slows and all the woods liven with flocks of small children. they live on plant sugars, wild mushroom and boiled water. they hide in caves of ancient etch; old time-gone man & woman & buffalo. they hunt owls with homemade crossbows & cook the meat on holy spits. grinding the little bones into tincture rubbed beneath their eyes. this, to exhume an astral essence.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 4:56 AM UTC
tazer dream
Babygirl, you look so pristine. Like a Grecian butterfly You take the only soul within me. Your love turns my skin aquamarine. Every poem you sing Makes it hard for me to breathe. I yearn for your liver-mortis kiss. Only Death himself can make feel like this. Only putrefaction can be a final bliss. But I'll linger and haunt till you believe Every hug and kiss turns my skin aquamarine.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 5:15 PM UTC
Aquamarine
A lonesome threshold, yesterday was light as confetti / from a wedding that bled in thirty litres of martyred roses / How long are three hundred steps from a church, to stucco walls the colour of sorrow? Soil, the tint of blood, ichor of mountain Gods, deveined for lost embrace of roots / Wind whistling away regrets in the dust of liberated souls / Would it sing for her, embalmed in the bowels of earth’s sanguine hum? April heat, weighted with a dirge of tears salted in ocean / rusting the trumpet and violin strings / Who will tune the piano for mass, now that those musical men sailed before her, in paper boat memoirs? The Goliath tree rooted in bones, a giant on such sustenance / gatekeeper of souls tethered to fleshy sinews in beds of solitude / Will she be interred in fruit, as he suppers on her animated putrefaction? Suffering, twice a child, once a lady, she didn’t stay long to be swaddled in linens of pity, cottons of commiserations / Where will I store the enameled chamber *** for when I grow up to be her likeness? Nightshades, funneling viscous memories, trumpeting in a pastel wilderness, alkaloid racket waiting to sound in the poisons of prayerful echoes / When will they bloom, toxic with grief of a swelling past, so I may sleep as soundly as her?
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Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 6:18 PM UTC
A dirge on a hot April day is the sound of a tree feasting on sinews
A torrent gushes from the serpent’s mouth wave upon breaking wave; it’s ALL fake news swiftly eroding what is left to lose. Democracy’s waterlogged corpse drifts south, a bloated mess; all waters to infuse with putrefaction, thus to breed disease uncivil war invades our fantasies; the polarized extremes now pay their dues. Propping things up: it’s what they do the best— business as usual, pawns all occupied in scaffolding facades upon the West and sculpting the friezes of fratricide… but underground, the currents cave away. Media will fail; God brings a brighter day.
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Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC
Prop Agenda
What putrefaction oozes up from hell To poison aquifers of decency And common sense? The crops of reason smell And do not nourish the constituency. What polar vortex drops from unknown heights To freeze the congregations of the heart? The steeples topple, enmity ignites And malice rips tranquility apart. The times devolve. Security and peace, Once real estate on which a home could rise, Shrugs off its immigrants, revokes its lease And shows indifference to human cries. A Lucifer of arrogant display Has come to sweep benevolence away.
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
Demise: A Warning
Honey, I am vicious, I have teeth-sharp& and I foam at the mouth sometimes my fingers shake too much when they lace with yours (please, I hope you don't feel my claws grazing your palm) and I spit fire into your mouth in a moment of osculation you want me soft & pink with heaving ***** but I am hard with serrated edges you'll disembowel yourself on maybe I'll make a home in your guts, and burrow so deep that I'll never be found, never ostracized again & I will be sweet, sickly so like rotting fruit left out for weeks but you will never smell the putrefaction because honey masks vinegar, & I've caught so many flies that I am a swarm of my own, engulfing you and every other man and in the night, I will be at your doorstep, howling & panting; a sirens call, feverishly waking you from your sleep you will answer & let me warm your bed, coiling-a Lilith in heat teeth will befriend flesh in the friendship of the century &I; will let you take me fast&whining;, everything you desire, girlish gasps meeting every bone bruising ****** you will never notice, as my flesh begins to split, and I will still feel warm to the touch       but it's only from your blood
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May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 4:27 AM UTC
Watch Out: a love story
Every morning the first thing is do the subtraction washing the body from head to toe drain all the crud excretion combing to get rid of some fallen hair then do the addition shove one capsule after another down the stomach when it's getting chilly and there's no color green in front of you take some vitamin C to allow some green herbage grow in your system when it's dawn and the sun keeps bouncing up and down take some Prozac to reduce the bumpiness of the road when i was little i was like a pill trying to get into the tummy the tummy was big and strong and i was thrown all over the place now the pill found that i was its rival and had to tame my raging waves i began to obey the pill releases tenderness and soothes me with a sanguine emoji it conducts the music of the forest glade inviting the swans with its verdant melody and my fingers no longer want to reach the sky my eyes choose the tranquility of a placid lake i even started liking the sound of putrefaction that is not of impulse but of delight in transiency now i submit to this tiny ruler mysterious yet earnest that resides in the horizon i like the freedom i don't object to its amiability nor its autocracy.
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Nov 22, 2022
Nov 22, 2022 at 7:51 AM UTC
Medication
I tried to catch a whiff of her scent, as she walked past there was none but the putrefaction of old dreams stubs of old love a black dress and red shoes
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 2:10 AM UTC
Old Dreams
The black horses run There hooves like Earthquakes upon the ground, Tremble before them For those who felt there coming No longer Above ground, Each imprint of there coming For an age petrified is the ground, Four horses Four riders, They are those who know no Fear, They are the chosen ones As of the old, New horseman born. Insanity, With but a touch A mind Crazed beyond control, So many puppets on a string So many uncontrolled Morals, Right, From Wrong, When the mind fractured They don't matter any more. Pestilence But with a touch, Flesh blisters Coughs Spreads its strain, Villages still, The diseased like wilted Flowers, Decomposing on the floor A cough, A sneeze, Would sign your death, Others fearful of Pestilence, Of the fatal disease, killed by mistake. Decay, Puts his charm to the touch, He was the gentlest it seemed But this disguised, The horror, For with but a breath, He released decay Flesh ripened, Decayed, A hunger too renewed For only others flesh would Only stall the putrefaction, Fathers let children consume them, Neighbour, Against Neighbour, Chewing, cooking there flesh,   All this spread with but a breath. Deathly War, Revelled in the pain *The Three Horsemen spread,* But the most powerful of all, Spread with a word, Rumors Whispers, Lies, The thoughts crawling in, Whispering in ears That could end all life But with a push of a button, But first he wanted fields of blood Innocent, Corrupted, Pure, Stained, *The four horses would shatter the earth,* There hooves, Telling of the incoming ruin of Earth.
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 9:25 AM UTC
Four Black horses
The black horses run There hooves like Earthquakes upon the ground, Tremble before them For those who felt there coming No longer Above ground, Each imprint of there coming For an age petrified is the ground, Four horses Four riders, They are those who know no Fear, They are the chosen ones As of the old, New horseman born. Insanity, With but a touch A mind Crazed beyond control, So many puppets on a string So many uncontrolled Morals, Right, From Wrong, When the mind fractured They don't matter any more. Pestilence But with a touch, Flesh blisters Coughs Spreads its strain, Villages still, The diseased like wilted Flowers, Decomposing on the floor A cough, A sneeze, Would sign your death, Others fearful of Pestilence, Of the fatal disease, killed by mistake. Decay, Puts his charm to the touch, He was the gentlest it seemed But this disguised, The horror, For with but a breath, He released decay Flesh ripened, Decayed, A hunger too renewed For only others flesh would Only stall the putrefaction, Fathers let children consume them, Neighbour, Against Neighbour, Chewing, cooking there flesh,   All this spread with but a breath. Deathly War, Revelled in the pain *The Three Horsemen spread,* But the most powerful of all, Spread with a word, Rumors Whispers, Lies, The thoughts crawling in, Whispering in ears That could end all life But with a push of a button, But first he wanted fields of blood Innocent, Corrupted, Pure, Stained, *The four horses would shatter the earth,* There hooves, Telling of the incoming ruin of Earth.
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You innocuously clawed into the most intimate parts of my body and ripped me open in the most beautiful way. You left me bleeding out on the pavement, entrails exposed; with nothing but putrefaction to look forward to. In a weird way I kind of enjoyed it.
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Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 2:17 AM UTC
Random Act of Violence
I just read this article on how to make people love you instantly- look long into their eyes/ twitch less/ smile slowly so they think you will only ever smile at them thus 100% We guarantee. That. Even though people are now text all text, all binary coding -connected, yes- But numbers have always coexisted happily the point is: if by some chance you meet a person/ smell their scent/ watch the light pooling on their dusty skin you now know how to make them love you (instantly and forever) I've learnt only a few things these past years (not instantly) living people leave their ghosts everywhere (you know this) Art is a good way to forget you're not special. Along the way there are stories and putrefaction and sometimes both at once And libraries. So many libraries. But with all of this, I still wish I'd known back then how to make you love me instantly, forever not a small wee bit that one moment that one night that long time ago.
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Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 12:15 PM UTC
Stories and putrefaction
Dreaming of a new place Far away from where I reside Dominated by love A population of people Living alongside God, I see the very essence within us all The only thing that has ever separated us Is the suit we wear and we are that space That is between you from me People watch the speed of light And listen to the race of sounds Self-created pain rests in another dimension The lands are shared by those who inhabit it I rest my little body on a flower petal Sink myself into pollen Imagining the realization that peace and Heaven are merged in me The cloud above me patiently lives its life And will soon let me swallow it when I am thirsty I am the salt of the earth; preserving my world from putrefaction Though my failing health deteriorates my body Imagination emerges and is more real than reality
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Jul 22, 2011
Jul 22, 2011 at 5:18 PM UTC
A Place Beyond Us
I was awakened from my dream, chased away by dying screams. ****** scenes filled my head until it bursted at the seams. I lay upon my bed, sunlight pouring through the screens, Rumpelstiltskin looming over: the example of serene. "Mr. Prince, you're awake, and unharmed, as you can see." Said the mountain of corruption that towered over me. "We shared a little piece of what makes us both unique. You saw gutted, sloppy, ****** with an underlying greed. Deprivation, destitution, the ********** lies beneath: This putrefaction on the outside reflects the horrors I have seen." The beast again looked hurt, then his face was wiped clean. "While you recovered, while you slumbered, I have crafted you this thing. It will take you to the brightest. It will lead you to The Queen, but you decide when you arrive how you further will proceed, when you gaze upon her face, and you wish for it to bleed." From behind his twisted back, appeared a mirror lain with gold. Rose and thorn and stem adorned the filigree of its mold. The glass of the mystery showed depths I leave untold, and the handle in my grip felt of ice, it was so cold. "Before I leave you to your quest, be warned, I hold your heart in thrall. A little piece of you to keep, a price to pay so very small. When your objective do you seek, Ask the mirror. That is all: Place it high upon the mantle, and its magic you will call." I did as he instructed, and I summoned up my gall. "Mirror, mirror, on the wall, where's the brightest one of all? The burning flame, spells unclean, I seek to find the evil queen. The people fear her blackened hand, whose shadow darkens all the land, and so to seek this darkest night, I must find this brightest light." The mirror seemed to grow, and swell, and shrink, and twist, and glow as well. It seemed as though a cosmic veil was thrown aside, and truth prevailed.
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Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 10:27 PM UTC
The Thorn of Roses Part 14 (series)
I was awakened from my dream, chased away by dying screams. ****** scenes filled my head until it bursted at the seams. I lay upon my bed, sunlight pouring through the screens, Rumpelstiltskin looming over: the example of serene. "Mr. Prince, you're awake, and unharmed, as you can see." Said the mountain of corruption that towered over me. "We shared a little piece of what makes us both unique. You saw gutted, sloppy, ****** with an underlying greed. Deprivation, destitution, the ********** lies beneath: This putrefaction on the outside reflects the horrors I have seen." The beast again looked hurt, then his face was wiped clean. "While you recovered, while you slumbered, I have crafted you this thing. It will take you to the brightest. It will lead you to The Queen, but you decide when you arrive how you further will proceed, when you gaze upon her face, and you wish for it to bleed." From behind his twisted back, appeared a mirror lain with gold. Rose and thorn and stem adorned the filigree of its mold. The glass of the mystery showed depths I leave untold, and the handle in my grip felt of ice, it was so cold. "Before I leave you to your quest, be warned, I hold your heart in thrall. A little piece of you to keep, a price to pay so very small. When your objective do you seek, Ask the mirror. That is all: Place it high upon the mantle, and its magic you will call." I did as he instructed, and I summoned up my gall. "Mirror, mirror, on the wall, where's the brightest one of all? The burning flame, spells unclean, I seek to find the evil queen. The people fear her blackened hand, whose shadow darkens all the land, and so to seek this darkest night, I must find this brightest light." The mirror seemed to grow, and swell, and shrink, and twist, and glow as well. It seemed as though a cosmic veil was thrown aside, and truth prevailed.
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hollow cardboard reach and the destitution of the earth and lives that don’t matter the open wound of living under capitalism a horizon of black spots mangled neurons worthless towers lined to the sky production unto pollution putrefaction and the whole end the whole ******* end the whole queers ***** in prison blacks killed in custody xenophobic masturbatory farmers decimating the land modern death is class war race war gender war a systemic genocide through slow violence laws drafted stressing interpersonal violence over corporate negligence social stratification unequal access to housing, food and education MAY 68 **** your gender binary, your race hierarchy, your CV, your Christmas, think positive ******** **** your borders, your rape-apologising, your colourblindness, your class privilege, your white fragility, your selective free speech, your hegemonic masculinity, your silicon valley entrepreneurialism, your cultural imperialism, your meat industry, your deforestation, your piece of **** accommodation, your debt economy, your war economy, your prison economy, your unpaid women’s domestic economy that upholds the entire heteropatriarchal world **** YOUR CAPITALISM precarity unto subjugation, alienation, destitution an increasing youth suicide rate an inflation rate rising faster than minimum wage a lack of jobs while you tell us we’re worthless beneficiaries a system that chases profit at the cost of existence the entire concept of meritocracy debt as a promise of payment yet to exist enforced return to nothing
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Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 7:16 AM UTC
modern dying
hollow cardboard reach and the destitution of the earth and lives that don’t matter the open wound of living under capitalism a horizon of black spots mangled neurons worthless towers lined to the sky production unto pollution putrefaction and the whole end the whole ******* end the whole queers ***** in prison blacks killed in custody xenophobic masturbatory farmers decimating the land modern death is class war race war gender war a systemic genocide through slow violence laws drafted stressing interpersonal violence over corporate negligence social stratification unequal access to housing, food and education MAY 68 **** your gender binary, your race hierarchy, your CV, your Christmas, think positive ******** **** your borders, your rape-apologising, your colourblindness, your class privilege, your white fragility, your selective free speech, your hegemonic masculinity, your silicon valley entrepreneurialism, your cultural imperialism, your meat industry, your deforestation, your piece of **** accommodation, your debt economy, your war economy, your prison economy, your unpaid women’s domestic economy that upholds the entire heteropatriarchal world **** YOUR CAPITALISM precarity unto subjugation, alienation, destitution an increasing youth suicide rate an inflation rate rising faster than minimum wage a lack of jobs while you tell us we’re worthless beneficiaries a system that chases profit at the cost of existence the entire concept of meritocracy debt as a promise of payment yet to exist enforced return to nothing
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Ammonia My mouth became a cemetery for all the words I didn't say, I bought them all tombstones and coffins and buried them, a self destructive funeral. I could rip you in half, turn into a lurid scream and shatter your spine; I think you would be the perfect picture of putrefaction, mutilated, in monochrome; the very shade of my heart.
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Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 9:18 AM UTC
Trīgintā Se(i)x
This is the time of year for lovers to break, for rounds of applause to burn the lives of millions into a caucophony of happiness and unity, for the sun to turn over in the sky and get closer with the Earth becuase heat is drunk love, for clouds to fall and get skinny as they writhe on the earth and the earthworms wiggle to the surface for a drink, this is the time of year for maggots, for destruction, for putrefaction, for decay, just becuase it's getting hotter, doesn't mean its getting cleaner, the vultures circle when the smell of meat travels on thermals. This is the time to make plans in order to break them, when we make love on the beach and get sand in our genitals, it is because we cling to each other far too easily, and this time of year will remedy our attachment. Spit it out, why don't you, say that this time of year is better for self-loathing and hatred than sunny skies and ice cream that drips for days.
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Apr 15, 2012
Apr 15, 2012 at 12:59 PM UTC
Untitled
*i hate this ******** even writing about it gives me Sartre's nausea, but it's the reality, and as such, given it's reality, it's in-escapable, so there's no point hiding behind a putrefaction of ideals with nice, ear-pleasing sensible words that do not antagonise, let alone engage with dialectics, that sharpened version of what is know to be simply: a conversation, or via Shakespeare: too many stages, too many worlds, too few actors, a load of physicists though, deliberating poly-dimension etc., but too few actors; what a massive Holocaust of subjectivity this scientific positivism came to be... clearer cloning devices are in place than what the Koran invites. they will not convert so easily, having been robbed of communism! the mongolian conversation / connection, i.e. if it worked for the mongolians to become a nation sub- in the geopolitical stratification they say: 'it should have worked for us, but it didn't, we're as dispersed as the jews! and we're met with more anti-semitic remarks around the globe than the ******* Deutsche!* and when the recession hit the majority of european countries poland remained recession free, and when the migrant crisis came the european union abolished the schengen union: zumbi e o senhor das guerras zumbi e o senhor das demandas quando zumbi chega e zumbi quem manda your tribe - our tribe - i.e. **** your little unity project for a café culture; hostility will be met with hostility, or quiet simply right-wing football hooligan marches with a flare for acrobatics of explosives... i didn't want it, as honesty goes i am in debt with Scottish universities and i'm not paying them back... i'm on £120 a week benefits after being misdiagnosed as schizoid... oh look, Michael Myers is smoking a pipe of Hashish in Damascus.
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 9:32 PM UTC
und Deutsche
*i hate this ******** even writing about it gives me Sartre's nausea, but it's the reality, and as such, given it's reality, it's in-escapable, so there's no point hiding behind a putrefaction of ideals with nice, ear-pleasing sensible words that do not antagonise, let alone engage with dialectics, that sharpened version of what is know to be simply: a conversation, or via Shakespeare: too many stages, too many worlds, too few actors, a load of physicists though, deliberating poly-dimension etc., but too few actors; what a massive Holocaust of subjectivity this scientific positivism came to be... clearer cloning devices are in place than what the Koran invites. they will not convert so easily, having been robbed of communism! the mongolian conversation / connection, i.e. if it worked for the mongolians to become a nation sub- in the geopolitical stratification they say: 'it should have worked for us, but it didn't, we're as dispersed as the jews! and we're met with more anti-semitic remarks around the globe than the ******* Deutsche!* and when the recession hit the majority of european countries poland remained recession free, and when the migrant crisis came the european union abolished the schengen union: zumbi e o senhor das guerras zumbi e o senhor das demandas quando zumbi chega e zumbi quem manda your tribe - our tribe - i.e. **** your little unity project for a café culture; hostility will be met with hostility, or quiet simply right-wing football hooligan marches with a flare for acrobatics of explosives... i didn't want it, as honesty goes i am in debt with Scottish universities and i'm not paying them back... i'm on £120 a week benefits after being misdiagnosed as schizoid... oh look, Michael Myers is smoking a pipe of Hashish in Damascus.
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i am death i am decomposition i am putrefaction i am filth do u find a voice that may belong to me this is who 'I' am
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Jan 3, 2010
Jan 3, 2010 at 9:52 AM UTC
I AM DEATH - Ayad Gharbawi
I’m broken down, I’m broken to the ground I look around and see people like me Carbon copies that can walk, talk, and see I keep thinking if I will die like this, I’ve been thinking if I will live like this. I don’t understand Why my life is so bland, Everything is banned Nothing is in my control Nothing is in my hands I don't know my role In the undiscovered land of the future What is my goal My life is made in a factory, Canned. As my knowledge expands With mastery I withstand The worst is firsthand It's on demand Unplanned But with one action It starts all over again. During life, I lost my traction Almost inactive Maybe it was some distraction Quite attractive Some kind of transaction That was the start of my putrefaction. I was chained I couldn’t leave I was restrained I tried to believe Yet, those thoughts couldn’t be maintained I was naive It was Ingrained That I wouldn’t be reprieved I was shamed Called names Of which my own was stained I remember it frame by frame Bad thoughts reined And the rainstorm came And it remained But changes forms And extinguished the flame That burnt inside me The punishment was still not relinquished I still was anguished, Fallen, Forgotten, Trodden, Rotten, Broken.
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May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 11:17 PM UTC
Broken
Flickering like a tentative alpenglow corraded from profaned time A whisper jostles through a crowded rumpus prescient of teleology and design Jolting with pangs of panic a screech emanates from the brontides of tomorrow A chagrin outpaces the gingerly apprehension of a peevish sorrow Among the ruffled plumes quaffed from pedigree and put to disuse A banausic electricity galvanizes the ****** of the amalgamated acuity pinched from the sordid, the obtuse Refracted like off a darkened moon that clenches the darkness in an abstruse tomb Combs through sentience of Saturn presiding over ineluctable doom A silence louder than a plangent ****** of phantasmagoria debased A looming victor erodes with the putrefaction of sworn and utter distaste How to obtrude on the evening with triaged fulmination Is an affront to the rudders of a piecemeal civilization in tatters with exacting doddering calculation Graveyards bustle with the eidolons of scurrilous spite Congregating around a blackened epitaph on an alabaster palace gilded in the swanky pinnacle of light Scuttling the outmoded flanks of an abortive war Against a henchman of state too ostentatious to hardly ever ignore We clamber with insistence hoping on fortuitous deliverance Yet we are deranged of the clasped distance between the crevasse of the clerisy and the satisdiction of futures passed with meticulous diligence Absconding with furtive furrows on a wizened guild an entrusted world we helped build We witness the silence creep over us like a trepidation contained as lethal killers of the cartel willed That which frightens a self-fulfillment is a fatalism gone awry Someday soon omens excavated from immolated tombs will beseech a more universal backlash, an alienated sorrow that will one day cry But until that fetched disaster occurs Let us meditate only on the process of emanation among wayward words That dance with a destiny that the hegemony of momentary circumstance much prefers
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Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 2:19 AM UTC
Triage with Predestination
Flickering like a tentative alpenglow corraded from profaned time A whisper jostles through a crowded rumpus prescient of teleology and design Jolting with pangs of panic a screech emanates from the brontides of tomorrow A chagrin outpaces the gingerly apprehension of a peevish sorrow Among the ruffled plumes quaffed from pedigree and put to disuse A banausic electricity galvanizes the ****** of the amalgamated acuity pinched from the sordid, the obtuse Refracted like off a darkened moon that clenches the darkness in an abstruse tomb Combs through sentience of Saturn presiding over ineluctable doom A silence louder than a plangent ****** of phantasmagoria debased A looming victor erodes with the putrefaction of sworn and utter distaste How to obtrude on the evening with triaged fulmination Is an affront to the rudders of a piecemeal civilization in tatters with exacting doddering calculation Graveyards bustle with the eidolons of scurrilous spite Congregating around a blackened epitaph on an alabaster palace gilded in the swanky pinnacle of light Scuttling the outmoded flanks of an abortive war Against a henchman of state too ostentatious to hardly ever ignore We clamber with insistence hoping on fortuitous deliverance Yet we are deranged of the clasped distance between the crevasse of the clerisy and the satisdiction of futures passed with meticulous diligence Absconding with furtive furrows on a wizened guild an entrusted world we helped build We witness the silence creep over us like a trepidation contained as lethal killers of the cartel willed That which frightens a self-fulfillment is a fatalism gone awry Someday soon omens excavated from immolated tombs will beseech a more universal backlash, an alienated sorrow that will one day cry But until that fetched disaster occurs Let us meditate only on the process of emanation among wayward words That dance with a destiny that the hegemony of momentary circumstance much prefers
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