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“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
“the sea... jeeringly...drowned the infinite of his soul...to wondrous depths...he saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the loom and spake it”
“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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Narcolepsy hard and heavy watch me fall asleep Lulled to bed in a cunning thread of the tangled web we weave I dream in pristine colors, windows of my mind anew No fingerprints or ***** looks or evidence of you I find comfort in forever wherever it may be I may have left my home but it will always stay with me The smell of all the smoke with the sound of all the rain On constant playback every second deep within my brain I found that time is all that matters and everything else faded I spent years and years learning how to forget everything I hated I've only gotten older and have nothing left to show Except a ringing alarm clock and blood on my pillow Narcolepsy hard and heavy watch me as I sleep Another pill, another high, another date to keep If I shall die before I wake, I hope that I'm with you Then it won't matter where I go, cause you will see me through
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Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 12:20 PM UTC
Narcolepsy
Small town, starry night, the playback of old times on vinyl, small town had our dreams, osiers standing silently, along the causeway, seeing shadows of days gone by, against the wind, memories of the small town, bright and luminous like pearls, small town has changed, dreamers no longer dreaming, laughter and tears demised, and became our own treasures, walking in this city, you can go back to a lot of places, but you can’t ever go back, to the days of yore, of the small town.
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
Small town
Veasna Ta Kvak recording playback over Chinatown cafe again while recounting recent events to journal pages muddled from frequent exchanges bag to bag (Been to Taipei airport, Bali, Vancouver, most recently) blind fate blind fate shower me with Indian daisies and photographs of Railway New Delhi! Hanoi Old Quarter/ Vietnam monsoon/ evening on balcony/ Darjeeling water boiled and filtered anti-malaria golden drink for honeylungs and spring-soul morningtide under moonlight canopy of Avalokiteśvara the fruitful Bodhisattva! English lessons and future hourless comely chimera in sleep phenomenon Benares phantasmagoria YELLOW (near Mata Anandamai Ghat) speaking to Aghori prophecy Kala Bhairava FIERCE ILLUSORY APOCALYPSE FAMILIAR WHERE IS YOUR NOOSE? the Ganges is full of lice and flowers candlewax melted into holy water sickness equal to harmony & jubilant eyeclose and mouthcurl. The future mysteries in Mexico City poorboy $2 mystic orb jade green reflective underneath dirt now in North American bottom white four floor house basement suite coffee table. Visions indivisible from the Viridian roundly haze but surefire in their accuracy I'm absolute and universally formed for the next few cacophonous decades!
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Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
Early Rest in the Chinatown Cafe
Seven lyre birds sang each in turn a tune doing their tonal best to hone the reproductive skills akin to a master in the art of Japanese calligraphy but all failed distracted by the majesty of a high-definition sunset on playback in perpetuity.
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 2:24 PM UTC
The Industry
I can't think straight This too long wait Is too much to handle I've walked for hours Thinking only of you Talking to the moon as if it was you Feeling so empty I can feel my blood harden The hate you teach Is beneath me, so fall in line Start the fight that you won't win I'd rage till you understand I'm the monster in the moonlight shadows You created from within your straightjacket Bury your sins in these ruby eyes Drink the dripping filth from sharpened teeth Let me show you what you taught me So I'll lie to you Break your soul in two Put your dreams beneath my feet and crush them like insects I'll pretend to love, I'll show you hope And when you least expect I'll abandon you, like you did in the end I've loved and lost Yet lost it all when I loved you the most So try to smile now Feel your statue face crack As the corners of your lips curl Find the hope I leave you with The only teddy bear for comfort I'll feel alive as your wrist bleed So close your eyes Forever forget Haunted, hollow, and hopeless You're dead inside I know you're no good But yet, I still think of you And distance tore us both apart An ending we both should've seen As now I can only hold you, when you enter my dreams I just hope you can forgive When I say I can't I walked these hours knowing the pain I'm hiding in the shadows Running to the only place We both called home And even though it bears the title "Home" Without you here, it feels so unknown A vacant castle Haunted by the ghostly scent Of your intoxicating perfume A shadow less feature Bearing no common ground The memories scorched in the walls Playback when I walk by And I remember All the times I wanted to die I've walked these walls Hoping to find you in the picture frames Yet you were worth more Than the thousand words a picture held So I'll scream into the winds Hoping they'll carry my last message to you Come home The message of home echoes on And every night I lie awake In the hope that you'll return to me But that hope faded fast As day after day wore on I couldn't take it anymore Counting the seconds like hours When you came home finally You weren't met by a smile Or teary eyes of ****** joy But simply a rotting affection riddled corpse Hanging from the chandelier you hated so much
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Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 2:53 PM UTC
The Wait That Was My End
I can't think straight This too long wait Is too much to handle I've walked for hours Thinking only of you Talking to the moon as if it was you Feeling so empty I can feel my blood harden The hate you teach Is beneath me, so fall in line Start the fight that you won't win I'd rage till you understand I'm the monster in the moonlight shadows You created from within your straightjacket Bury your sins in these ruby eyes Drink the dripping filth from sharpened teeth Let me show you what you taught me So I'll lie to you Break your soul in two Put your dreams beneath my feet and crush them like insects I'll pretend to love, I'll show you hope And when you least expect I'll abandon you, like you did in the end I've loved and lost Yet lost it all when I loved you the most So try to smile now Feel your statue face crack As the corners of your lips curl Find the hope I leave you with The only teddy bear for comfort I'll feel alive as your wrist bleed So close your eyes Forever forget Haunted, hollow, and hopeless You're dead inside I know you're no good But yet, I still think of you And distance tore us both apart An ending we both should've seen As now I can only hold you, when you enter my dreams I just hope you can forgive When I say I can't I walked these hours knowing the pain I'm hiding in the shadows Running to the only place We both called home And even though it bears the title "Home" Without you here, it feels so unknown A vacant castle Haunted by the ghostly scent Of your intoxicating perfume A shadow less feature Bearing no common ground The memories scorched in the walls Playback when I walk by And I remember All the times I wanted to die I've walked these walls Hoping to find you in the picture frames Yet you were worth more Than the thousand words a picture held So I'll scream into the winds Hoping they'll carry my last message to you Come home The message of home echoes on And every night I lie awake In the hope that you'll return to me But that hope faded fast As day after day wore on I couldn't take it anymore Counting the seconds like hours When you came home finally You weren't met by a smile Or teary eyes of ****** joy But simply a rotting affection riddled corpse Hanging from the chandelier you hated so much
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mila sedi na wc solji. prebira dlacice po brezuljku. nekako odvratno ali radoznalo trazi one pod zemljom gusto groblje-guste misli: dve prodavacice prodaju sok od sargarepe, na smenu- jedan dan jednoj plati jednu cenu drugi dan drugoj drugu. cuti. zakopa to u zeludac. guta vazduh namazan budalom. cuti. plati.  popije samar i sok. na ulici razmazano oker govno, kao kanapei na srebrnom tanjiru.   preskace, obilazi ga ona. preskace, obilazi ga i pas. kisa pada, oker krem gubi gustinu, pas nece pod kisobran juri senke i zapisava skupocene alo tepsije onih kojih se i pauk plasi. zanoktica o vrh narandzastog jezika- rekapitulacija popisanosti i pogresno usmerene finoce. krv stedljivo iz nokta curi natapajuci nepce a mrmlja da sledeci put ce... ali verovatno nece. jer ne razume tu gadnu nepravicnost. jer to je samo princip. mozda i hoce. jer princip je i sve. dopire krik playback narodnjaka- komsija stigao sa posla, investitor umesto izloacije sigurno je kupio dzipa. masina se centrifugom lansira u orbitu svake sekunde- privezala bi se za nju toaltet papirom.... aman, idi uci. bolje ces se osecati. kraj prozora cuje se ono dete sto svira trubu. makar jos ne moras da trazis posao. eto imas vremena da smislis sta zelis da budes. na kraju krajeva nemas urasle dlake. i da, auto ti je parkiran divlje pokupice ga pauk sigurno. i nemas dozvolu. kese za govna su u gepeku. trebas psa izvesti. sutra kupices sok od sargarepe, po ne zna se kojoj ceni. rekla bi imas princip a i lenja si.
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 4:01 AM UTC
smrt jednog dana
mila sedi na wc solji. prebira dlacice po brezuljku. nekako odvratno ali radoznalo trazi one pod zemljom gusto groblje-guste misli: dve prodavacice prodaju sok od sargarepe, na smenu- jedan dan jednoj plati jednu cenu drugi dan drugoj drugu. cuti. zakopa to u zeludac. guta vazduh namazan budalom. cuti. plati.  popije samar i sok. na ulici razmazano oker govno, kao kanapei na srebrnom tanjiru.   preskace, obilazi ga ona. preskace, obilazi ga i pas. kisa pada, oker krem gubi gustinu, pas nece pod kisobran juri senke i zapisava skupocene alo tepsije onih kojih se i pauk plasi. zanoktica o vrh narandzastog jezika- rekapitulacija popisanosti i pogresno usmerene finoce. krv stedljivo iz nokta curi natapajuci nepce a mrmlja da sledeci put ce... ali verovatno nece. jer ne razume tu gadnu nepravicnost. jer to je samo princip. mozda i hoce. jer princip je i sve. dopire krik playback narodnjaka- komsija stigao sa posla, investitor umesto izloacije sigurno je kupio dzipa. masina se centrifugom lansira u orbitu svake sekunde- privezala bi se za nju toaltet papirom.... aman, idi uci. bolje ces se osecati. kraj prozora cuje se ono dete sto svira trubu. makar jos ne moras da trazis posao. eto imas vremena da smislis sta zelis da budes. na kraju krajeva nemas urasle dlake. i da, auto ti je parkiran divlje pokupice ga pauk sigurno. i nemas dozvolu. kese za govna su u gepeku. trebas psa izvesti. sutra kupices sok od sargarepe, po ne zna se kojoj ceni. rekla bi imas princip a i lenja si.
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Now I'm not asking to change the past, just a simple playback option. Something where I could watch again, as parts of my life unfold. All the good times that made my heart swell, and even the bad times where I felt defeated. Any moments with you would suffice, because those were the ones I enjoyed most. And when the credits roll, I don't want to leave alone. I want to look over and see you beside me, knowing that's how things will stay.
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Dec 19, 2010
Dec 19, 2010 at 11:03 PM UTC
Dinner and a Movie
the bubbles disappear further above me as the last evidence of sunlight dims i think i tried to call for you but my mouth filled with salt water and the taste of reckless abandonment in desperation i stopped living in reality my memories but a playback of just moments ago we had been strolling through gardens the concrete paths carved with coded symbols i suppose i had been smiling but the image is fading fast but you; i have never recalled the slightest curl of your perfect lips ever since the day i found you you had been with her in the corners of a tower and her lust-filled moans pierced my soul but it was your intoxicated smile that burned me a smile you'd never give me the moon hung low in the abyss of the sky casting guilty shadows on the light stone floor and as i turned i knew you'd chase me but with no trace of sincerity i'd told you not to bother and you didn't try again honestly, i was disappointed but it's for the best so as the earth rumbled and creaked and groaned the paintings on the wall shifted and crashed i had opened the windows to watch the sea flood the endless prairies turbulent storms whirled into revolutionary winds but i'd kept my windows open so as the waves closed over the last church turret and the gardens submerged under i felt the remnants of my essence smoke and burn like the photographs had last night and that was how our love became a myth just like the way our city did - - -
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Sep 5, 2013
Sep 5, 2013 at 10:07 AM UTC
atlantis
An Explanation With A Payback Worth A Playback First off let me apologize for being me Ya see I never really been all that good at intimacy Subconsciously I try to do things romantically Just for you, cause you my flower that grew from the concrete But consequently I'm still selfish I can't help it Doin' my best to be selfless but they still calling me helpless It says "not worth it" Where the name goes on my birth certificate How's that for picture perfect So.. how do I compare to the rest? I'll do my best To treat you like a princess Also visualize you as a queen And realize at times you'll need to spread your wings All we do is live and die So I do my best and try to materialize my Dreams I'll bleed before I cry I fell from the sky Cause I cut the puppet strings With that said Let's head to my or your bed Or the kitchen table if that's what you want instead Now let me see those lips pout Arch your back and stick your *** out Whether you been good or naughty I'm gonna do what I do and wear out your body... -J.A.M
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 1:58 PM UTC
An Explanation With A Payback Worth A Playback
i.   you see her for the first time & she will walk past you as if you are a crack in the wall & she is a skyscraper with her head so high in the air, & when you can't sleep you'll think about the way her eyes strayed into yours for a moment too long before breaking away & disappearing into the crowd of people. ii. she'll look both ways before telling you she loves you under her breath & when she hugs you, her eyes scan the empty room as if the walls had eyes & ears & a mouth that could give you away. iii. when she's curled up in your lap shaking with a mismatched heartbeat you'll wonder how someone who looked like she carried mountains on her shoulders could crumble so easily in your arms, like the tornado in her mind finally hit her & knocked her off her feet. iv. in half-light she'll run her fingers over your arms like she's reading words carved into your skin, binding them together into a perfect metaphor, & you'll hear them playback in your mind at 4am when your head runs wild with thoughts of her. v. you'll find a safe haven in rooftops & abandoned rooms where she'll set fire to your insides with hushed breathing between kisses planted perfectly on your lips & she'll make you wonder how dangerous it is to play with wild flames while your body is made of paper. vi. you'll stare her right in the eye & tell her that if loving her was a sin then you want no place in heaven because the way her lips fit perfectly on your neck is a paradise you'll never forget. // the six stages of falling in love with her.
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
layers of love
i.   you see her for the first time & she will walk past you as if you are a crack in the wall & she is a skyscraper with her head so high in the air, & when you can't sleep you'll think about the way her eyes strayed into yours for a moment too long before breaking away & disappearing into the crowd of people. ii. she'll look both ways before telling you she loves you under her breath & when she hugs you, her eyes scan the empty room as if the walls had eyes & ears & a mouth that could give you away. iii. when she's curled up in your lap shaking with a mismatched heartbeat you'll wonder how someone who looked like she carried mountains on her shoulders could crumble so easily in your arms, like the tornado in her mind finally hit her & knocked her off her feet. iv. in half-light she'll run her fingers over your arms like she's reading words carved into your skin, binding them together into a perfect metaphor, & you'll hear them playback in your mind at 4am when your head runs wild with thoughts of her. v. you'll find a safe haven in rooftops & abandoned rooms where she'll set fire to your insides with hushed breathing between kisses planted perfectly on your lips & she'll make you wonder how dangerous it is to play with wild flames while your body is made of paper. vi. you'll stare her right in the eye & tell her that if loving her was a sin then you want no place in heaven because the way her lips fit perfectly on your neck is a paradise you'll never forget. // the six stages of falling in love with her.
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If you believe life has a way Of telling you what it wants to say Without having you ask or listen very hard You may have unlocked its secrets, seen its cards Because sometimes I find life will get what it wants you do to But don’t get me wrong, it listens too Wishes you may have wished hard and long Has been distilled into its ear as a song And sometimes its melody will playback to you In ways you never expected it to But hear it you will, the lyrics now different but still Fills your Soul with the same familiar glow And that’s when you know.   Life has a way of telling you things that you hadn’t expected it to say But things that are supposed to be at the end of the day.
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Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
Secrets telling, but untold
Please re-read as I will be making changes to this poem over and over I want to tell you something I am a man who loves changes Changes of everything You will see me suggest A change in every retrospect This morning I was re-reading my own HP site and I was impressed by my choices and how I ended up With 3 different reposts of "My Fears" from 3 different poets that I reposted without me knowing It's amazing how I am amazed of my choices and have read them like as if I am choosing them again Now hear out my new suggestion To HP and if you do like Please make your voice be heard It goes as follows: If you like to relive the poetry and you like to re-read your choices and you like to reread the poems you chose before once more and get surprised while reading them as if you did not choose them before Then, we either need a second love button!  Or we need to automate the love button and every time we reread it knows and the love gets even stronger and somehow it grows Another suggestion that hit me in the head while I was re-writing my poem *"The new suggestion is to give a comeback wink to the previous folks who just read my poem and ping them of my new important fix To invite them to re-taste the cake that I just re-cooked Or the cooking does not get posted Until I feel its real good and I press the release button Before I let it go like I should And may be we need to check our poem button with people that we trust Before we embarrass ourselves badly with a poem that may bust"* The problem with this is honesty That we don't do it for just the fame So for this I need your opinion to fix my suggestion in playing the game and make HP an even a better place and enjoy it again and again! Additional suggestions to HP: * please fix the current suggestions which is still lit even when I fixed my suggested misspellings. .. Call it repair * a suggestion button to HP in the menu * a share with others button that can grow .. You can click and see who I shared it with ... it can also be private * a playback button ... Reads out loud * a favorite button .. Quickly adds it to your favorites * a read later button * by double clicking a word you can ping the poet for a misspelling or a suggestion of a new word or love that word * a unite with another poet button * Go Interactive button .. Others can re-write your poetry! * a challenge button .. Encourage challenge with another poet * a marry me button .. which starts with an enragement ring .. *friends .. siblings and brothers and family button ... they have to accept you as a family member!
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Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 5:50 AM UTC
Hp changes & suggestions
Please re-read as I will be making changes to this poem over and over I want to tell you something I am a man who loves changes Changes of everything You will see me suggest A change in every retrospect This morning I was re-reading my own HP site and I was impressed by my choices and how I ended up With 3 different reposts of "My Fears" from 3 different poets that I reposted without me knowing It's amazing how I am amazed of my choices and have read them like as if I am choosing them again Now hear out my new suggestion To HP and if you do like Please make your voice be heard It goes as follows: If you like to relive the poetry and you like to re-read your choices and you like to reread the poems you chose before once more and get surprised while reading them as if you did not choose them before Then, we either need a second love button!  Or we need to automate the love button and every time we reread it knows and the love gets even stronger and somehow it grows Another suggestion that hit me in the head while I was re-writing my poem *"The new suggestion is to give a comeback wink to the previous folks who just read my poem and ping them of my new important fix To invite them to re-taste the cake that I just re-cooked Or the cooking does not get posted Until I feel its real good and I press the release button Before I let it go like I should And may be we need to check our poem button with people that we trust Before we embarrass ourselves badly with a poem that may bust"* The problem with this is honesty That we don't do it for just the fame So for this I need your opinion to fix my suggestion in playing the game and make HP an even a better place and enjoy it again and again! Additional suggestions to HP: * please fix the current suggestions which is still lit even when I fixed my suggested misspellings. .. Call it repair * a suggestion button to HP in the menu * a share with others button that can grow .. You can click and see who I shared it with ... it can also be private * a playback button ... Reads out loud * a favorite button .. Quickly adds it to your favorites * a read later button * by double clicking a word you can ping the poet for a misspelling or a suggestion of a new word or love that word * a unite with another poet button * Go Interactive button .. Others can re-write your poetry! * a challenge button .. Encourage challenge with another poet * a marry me button .. which starts with an enragement ring .. *friends .. siblings and brothers and family button ... they have to accept you as a family member!
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I don't know you But you make me curious I want under your skin I want to get trapped inside your eyes I don't know you But I wish I could list off All of your favorites All of your dreams All of your fears One single glimpse And a story of us unfolds Inside my mind a playback of a possible life But, I don't know you I'm only curious
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Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
I don't know you
Enter the night into that forbidden park.. We're sitting on swings; With drunken hearts We almost speak.. But I turn away. Under the Moon, There is also beauty.. In your energy The way you stumble into me We almost kiss.. Just keep it on the cheek There's just something about you I'll say it in the only way i know how to.. Oh let's put it into a poem.. And i know it's still dark out But can we talk it out now? Oh and i'll walk you home.. Tell me, Who's gonna break my heart in two? It could be them, or her.. Or even you Who's gonna take me in to make me feel better, To tell me it's dark now but won't stay stormy forever let's just agree to stay this close now forever cause i want it to be you.. The one who tapes my heart back together. Let's talk about starlight And Ed Sheerany lyrics And how in the daytime We can't be bothered for college Let's talk about: TV KFC LGBT Let's just talk til I'm fine.. Who's gonna break my heart in two? Sometimes i forget, that dear.. You are heartbroken too.. So who's gonna be there when the world falls apart right in front of us Would you still answer the phone, When everything we love's turning into rust Oh can we both try, To stop this heart breaking in two.. I'll always remember that night.. (17th December) When this fragile heart met you. I think you're wonderful
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Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 4:34 AM UTC
Playback
chasing tails at the party gorging on what's on offer the girls were so easy it's like we shouldn't have bothered *the guys at the party tried so hard but it was easy to give it up a six pack and shots of Tequilla made us easy from the start* driving down the 94 got the stereo on repeat every nasty word of each song beats a hollow path to my feet *because my mouth is humming and the playback is da tune that keeps his feet tapping wanting his **** just to swoon and take me to the five and dime where I think we first met he let me lick his lollipop oh how easy it was to forget* Oh **** She be holding a piece to the head of a stupid man someone working for minimum wage but I can totally understand How come she be tripping me while I be raging in my jeans sitting tight in the parking lot watching her in her Greed but in my Gluttony I be acting ten times the **** waiting 'til she pulls the trigger Wondering if that is all she got
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 9:19 AM UTC
Greed and Gluttony (a Crimespree)
*I want to see what makes you laugh I want to see what makes you cry I want to see deep inside your heart And know the reason why I want to see the time it takes To get close to where you are I want to see where love comes from As we're held in each other's arms I want to see our beginning But I never want to see our end I want to see it now And I want to see it then I want to see the sunshine Reflect off your morning smile I want to see it once And then again a million times I want to see all your desires Mixed in with all your needs I want to watch you sleep at night So I can see inside your dreams I want to see the playback When all of this comes true Then I want to see it rewound And watch it all again with you*
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Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 10:02 AM UTC
I Want To See
Do You? Do you miss the way things were between us? Do you flinch with every passing thought of me being with another person, just as I flinch when I think of you Do you ache with pain knowing my hands, eyes, lips and mouth would adore the graciousness of another being? Do you playback series of different scenarios in your head about what might have been if either of us acted differently? Do you miss me telling you “I love you” as we both bid ourselves goodnight in hopes to be reunited once again at the break of dawn? Do you wish me happiness and joy in all my endeavors but wish you are always there to celebrate with me? Do you grow jealous of the other being I would newly grow to love and share devotion with? I just want to know if you do, ‘cause I do. And if you don't, I still won't blame you. I know we both said our byes, but it'll be a long time before my heart bids you adieu.
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Jul 21, 2017
Jul 21, 2017 at 9:15 PM UTC
Do you?
Foot tapping on waiting room Linoleum with the pace of test Result nervousness. Scent of mostly bad news Layered on walls in dire need Of paint and less tasteless Decor. Her name is a shot fired at The shield surrounding her Continous playback of worst Case scenarios as her hand meets That of the doctor Whose eyes give less than Nothing away. Please sit down. Sink like shards of shattered Hearts, or float for decades in Love with the worried man Awaiting the same news with Unsteady workman's hands Around a ***** phone. It vibrates, and the Doomsday Clock in his chest skips ticks And tocks, approaching a Schrödinger's midnight or noon. I'm in remission, she whispers. Then nothing. Nothing but two unison breaths Carried across an umbilical Cord connecting souls that just Lost their full Amount of Weight. This is Relief. This is Sunrise; Spring.
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Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 8:39 AM UTC
Schrödinger's Midnight or Noon
people act as if mirrors reflecting every image like a real life playback from every breathing living soul, to every eyeball that rolls casts back a ripple of emotions sometimes mirrors are emotionless, dead pieces of glass only showing pain torture and agony carried on from day to day locked in aching hearts reflections are not who we are just glimpses of what we can become becoming allows us to develop and become one with ourselves unity gives us cause and cause gives us purpose without it we cannot be balanced (b.d.s.)
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 5:01 PM UTC
spiritual death.
You said you needed to find yourself before you could be with someone else. What kind of ******** is that? That you knew exactly who you were and at the first sight of me you lost yourself then found yourself in me. Making me believe that I was your one and only To then find out id be one and lonely. Leaving rigid thoughts to never leave, Imprints of your hands stay carved between my knees, Left a void inside my chest and the feeling of nothingness that lies between my ******* Missing the reflection of the sunlight’s rays that shined from your eyes back into mine. Tainted ticks sing from off my hour glass figure, I was a waste of your time. ‘cause you wanted a blow But I wanted to blow your mind, Graffiti my name into your memory Until I was all you could see And you couldn’t breathe, needing me to stay alive. Resting my head on the pillow known as tissue to my swollen eyes, crushed. Your ice cold words playback lines inside my head that jam to themselves on the same beat as my heart does. Trying to find my truth, Your truth, And the REAL truth that separate my love from your lust. Didn’t need you anyway ‘cause you were unworthy of us. So all that’s left of you is hatred from a ball point pen Crying through my paper. Filling the empty spaces we were ’spose to fill together Erasing doodles of your name written in my margins Waiting for the next one so I can begin this process again. Stored pages with words that will never truly have an end. Maybe in another life we can try to make amends. I’m simply wanting to be loved, But not in bed.
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Oct 5, 2010
Oct 5, 2010 at 10:43 AM UTC
To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before Pt. 3
You said you needed to find yourself before you could be with someone else. What kind of ******** is that? That you knew exactly who you were and at the first sight of me you lost yourself then found yourself in me. Making me believe that I was your one and only To then find out id be one and lonely. Leaving rigid thoughts to never leave, Imprints of your hands stay carved between my knees, Left a void inside my chest and the feeling of nothingness that lies between my ******* Missing the reflection of the sunlight’s rays that shined from your eyes back into mine. Tainted ticks sing from off my hour glass figure, I was a waste of your time. ‘cause you wanted a blow But I wanted to blow your mind, Graffiti my name into your memory Until I was all you could see And you couldn’t breathe, needing me to stay alive. Resting my head on the pillow known as tissue to my swollen eyes, crushed. Your ice cold words playback lines inside my head that jam to themselves on the same beat as my heart does. Trying to find my truth, Your truth, And the REAL truth that separate my love from your lust. Didn’t need you anyway ‘cause you were unworthy of us. So all that’s left of you is hatred from a ball point pen Crying through my paper. Filling the empty spaces we were ’spose to fill together Erasing doodles of your name written in my margins Waiting for the next one so I can begin this process again. Stored pages with words that will never truly have an end. Maybe in another life we can try to make amends. I’m simply wanting to be loved, But not in bed.
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As I do list the highlights left of me In twilight of my life through memoir's reel. I find on playback still the eye does see; Her face of fairest light so spins this wheel. And smiles me back wherein my youth's alive To gift again my fresher self her hold. And whilst she glows, my vibrancy survive Then length that I do live, shall still uphold. Ah! When these bones are left amongst the dust Instilled is she that deep my ghost will make - The times of her; my center force's ****** And 'bout that force our times shall then remake. Her timeless beauty; I do hold with all! That she be here, and there when death shall call.
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Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 9:35 AM UTC
She's With Me Always (sonnet)
Our first kiss was while we were young, wild and free. Driving around in your car, singing along to your favorite songs. Nights like this I think back to the sweet perfection of new love. Watching the rain roll down the window like so many tears. Things have changed so much but we stayed the same. We could have been so much more. You know you and I , we could have ruled the world. We put everything to fire and keep it burning up. Late night drinking in my mommas driveway. Talking about the truth and how it's everything and everything is now. I know you're sorry we couldn't be more then star-crossed lovers. We stole our time together and we used it well. Vivid playback of the best firsts I ever had. Everything so natural even though my body shook like leaf in the wind. So scared , we knew it wasn't meant to last. Lightning strikes in the distance, crackling like a laughing old witch. Off you drove into night, hoping things could go down without a stitch . You always told me to go but you knew well you wanted me to stay. You're upset and I don't know what next to say. Old flames tend to burn things to the ground. I am not sorry for my choices they served me well. And one day I know you will say the same. Nostalgia it's worn off and I am but an old lady telling a tale. Rocking in my chair smiling at the memories and what you meant to me.
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Apr 11, 2012
Apr 11, 2012 at 5:38 PM UTC
Memories Serve Well
You won't look at me anymore. It hurts that you refuse to glance my way. Your warmth, a running tap, it leaks and has been drained at long last. There is no future, today has been lost among the dust and vases of flowers that forlornly rest and adorn this empty house. Everyone offers me apologies as though it is their fault you've gone. Now I've got the past to look into. Daydreams of memories playback behind the eyelids I can no longer bring to open. The bed is long cold and the vacancy you left cannot be filled and yet I still lay beside the hole you've carved. Touch my fingertips to the emptiness as I trace a specter of a silhouette among the darkness that the light and shadows cast over your pillow. I wish to sink in to it, lay my weary head to rest. You. I dream of you often. We run in a valley in which stars grow from the soil, catch the feathery fluff of petal showers, flowerbeds are made of sugar, we swim in ponds of honey and forever watch the marmalade dawn in this timeless space of ours. The night never arrives. I wake bitterly with tears streaming down, a waterfall. Coffee does not taste the same at morning. My cup sits silently and bleak it goes cold and untouched. Every day drags , it's impossible. More often than not I think of that day, as I sat in front of you in a crowded room and you refused to open your eyes and see me. Even if for one last time. It was quiet, my mind was tired. This silly suit I wore now I'll use to go and see you. Make room for me in your casket, I'll come and meet you soon.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
Our bed of poppies
You won't look at me anymore. It hurts that you refuse to glance my way. Your warmth, a running tap, it leaks and has been drained at long last. There is no future, today has been lost among the dust and vases of flowers that forlornly rest and adorn this empty house. Everyone offers me apologies as though it is their fault you've gone. Now I've got the past to look into. Daydreams of memories playback behind the eyelids I can no longer bring to open. The bed is long cold and the vacancy you left cannot be filled and yet I still lay beside the hole you've carved. Touch my fingertips to the emptiness as I trace a specter of a silhouette among the darkness that the light and shadows cast over your pillow. I wish to sink in to it, lay my weary head to rest. You. I dream of you often. We run in a valley in which stars grow from the soil, catch the feathery fluff of petal showers, flowerbeds are made of sugar, we swim in ponds of honey and forever watch the marmalade dawn in this timeless space of ours. The night never arrives. I wake bitterly with tears streaming down, a waterfall. Coffee does not taste the same at morning. My cup sits silently and bleak it goes cold and untouched. Every day drags , it's impossible. More often than not I think of that day, as I sat in front of you in a crowded room and you refused to open your eyes and see me. Even if for one last time. It was quiet, my mind was tired. This silly suit I wore now I'll use to go and see you. Make room for me in your casket, I'll come and meet you soon.
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