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She always burned her Barbie dolls after she cut All the hair of that plastic, Magic perfect blonde **** She was 11 and had just Always hated how all Her family and friends kept On giving her a doll That was perfect and had all And she just couldn't see The relevance and the elephant In the room is insecurity So at 11 she Cant see what she is but what she is not her imperfections made her check If Barbies got what she got But Barbie did not barbies perky with both ***** and **** Her legs don't grow hair And she don't need cover up And her short legs look Nothing like barbies do Even her *** and Thighs are all proportioned too Fit her spectacular body's frame that frames her reflexion with the blame to detain what remained as complexion Of her oily pimpled skin that Is too fair and needs a tan And living up to all that not to Mention a corvette and a man That's why Barbie hangs across Her closet where her mom Saw the Barbie dolls She hung by the neck yelling what's wrong butShe just masks how she felt so a head doctor was a psychiatrist who sighed A bit but had sided with her cause She was an ugly duckling herself That Never grew to be pretty But the city has no pitty for no Pretty so best you be witty And told her to keep with the hate she now held for Barbie and before She left the doctor said **** a corvette get a Ferrari So She left happy but hardly Cured of her obsession Over beauty and style, With a classy shoe collection But she is now only 11 And reassures herself that she Is no barbie and would repeat barbies not prettier than me, and Til she believes it she still burns them To hang them soar Shows a mirror to the bald barbie so She knows she's not pretty no more See what its like to feel too short as She cuts at the knee She says" i can be more like Barbie if she's more like me" Wheres obese Barbie, or Immigrant Barbie from far Black haired or short haired Barbie Who's bus pass is her car How about welfare Barbie or realistic Barbie anything but A smooth long haired long legged Perfect shaped ***** and **** With Friggin hips child birth was Not made for and why She asks Can't barbie have flaws so I can pause the feeling that I Will fail before I try if I Am expected to be So beautiful and Barbie never talks No wonder kens easy to please the message seems look pretty and Dont talks all u need So she hangs them violently but quietly wishing they would bleed But as she gets older shell Like herself more and won't dwell That god didn't make her a Barbie maybe hes not as good as matel.
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC
F*** Barbie!
She always burned her Barbie dolls after she cut All the hair of that plastic, Magic perfect blonde **** She was 11 and had just Always hated how all Her family and friends kept On giving her a doll That was perfect and had all And she just couldn't see The relevance and the elephant In the room is insecurity So at 11 she Cant see what she is but what she is not her imperfections made her check If Barbies got what she got But Barbie did not barbies perky with both ***** and **** Her legs don't grow hair And she don't need cover up And her short legs look Nothing like barbies do Even her *** and Thighs are all proportioned too Fit her spectacular body's frame that frames her reflexion with the blame to detain what remained as complexion Of her oily pimpled skin that Is too fair and needs a tan And living up to all that not to Mention a corvette and a man That's why Barbie hangs across Her closet where her mom Saw the Barbie dolls She hung by the neck yelling what's wrong butShe just masks how she felt so a head doctor was a psychiatrist who sighed A bit but had sided with her cause She was an ugly duckling herself That Never grew to be pretty But the city has no pitty for no Pretty so best you be witty And told her to keep with the hate she now held for Barbie and before She left the doctor said **** a corvette get a Ferrari So She left happy but hardly Cured of her obsession Over beauty and style, With a classy shoe collection But she is now only 11 And reassures herself that she Is no barbie and would repeat barbies not prettier than me, and Til she believes it she still burns them To hang them soar Shows a mirror to the bald barbie so She knows she's not pretty no more See what its like to feel too short as She cuts at the knee She says" i can be more like Barbie if she's more like me" Wheres obese Barbie, or Immigrant Barbie from far Black haired or short haired Barbie Who's bus pass is her car How about welfare Barbie or realistic Barbie anything but A smooth long haired long legged Perfect shaped ***** and **** With Friggin hips child birth was Not made for and why She asks Can't barbie have flaws so I can pause the feeling that I Will fail before I try if I Am expected to be So beautiful and Barbie never talks No wonder kens easy to please the message seems look pretty and Dont talks all u need So she hangs them violently but quietly wishing they would bleed But as she gets older shell Like herself more and won't dwell That god didn't make her a Barbie maybe hes not as good as matel.
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it has been over two years and i am proud of my growth. my main focus this year is to finish my grieving so that i may continue my life in an efficient manner. the process of grieving is commonly known as, but not limited to: denial anger bargaining depression acceptance my denial proces: many times the easiest way to get over trauma is to repress it. i was 15 when i was ra ped. legal age of consent is 16. he was 18. i was naive, and could not imagine the man i loved doing that to me. i believed that it was an accident and neither of us knew what was right or wrong. I had assumed that because i had previously given him my body, he was able to ignore my pleads to stop this time. i blamed myself more than i blamed him, and he blamed me. i had been so infatuated with him that i had pushed away the people who cared most about me. when i told them about being ***** our bond was already so far gone that they could not feel anything more than pitty. i was terrified of losing him, so i convinced us both it was an accident. ra pe is no accident. through denial became anger: i became genuinely angry for the first time in my life. i was angry at him for being somebody that i had trusted and loved. angry that i had let this happen to myself. angry that i had no strength nor respect to stand up for myself. if i had told him to stop one more time he would have. i understand now that i should not have had to say no more than once. i was angry because i let myself down, but I’m more angry that i could not blame him. being angry was the easiest part of grieving. it is okay to he angry. bargaining is a toxic healing method: i became really good at bargaining with myself. after he was gone i had begun to understand my emotions, but i could not control them. my fear of more being taken from me fed my overcompensation. i began to give my body away, so that it could not be taken. it was an unhealthy coping mechanism. my body is not meant to be given nor taken. depression hit hard: i began to reflect on all of the points in my life that had lead me to this one. i became close to restarting the grieving process. i spent a long portion of the depression stage in denial. then i was angry that i had backtracked to the beginning. i had more meaningless se x that i now regret more than anything. i saw how good his life had been going and how poorly mine was. it was obvious that i needed help. acceptance: this entire passage was my process to acceptance. i reached out to my therapist. i made new friends. i stopped wallowing in self pity and i began to recover. i stopped begging to forget my flaws and began to forgive them.
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Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 1:50 AM UTC
new years resolution
it has been over two years and i am proud of my growth. my main focus this year is to finish my grieving so that i may continue my life in an efficient manner. the process of grieving is commonly known as, but not limited to: denial anger bargaining depression acceptance my denial proces: many times the easiest way to get over trauma is to repress it. i was 15 when i was ra ped. legal age of consent is 16. he was 18. i was naive, and could not imagine the man i loved doing that to me. i believed that it was an accident and neither of us knew what was right or wrong. I had assumed that because i had previously given him my body, he was able to ignore my pleads to stop this time. i blamed myself more than i blamed him, and he blamed me. i had been so infatuated with him that i had pushed away the people who cared most about me. when i told them about being ***** our bond was already so far gone that they could not feel anything more than pitty. i was terrified of losing him, so i convinced us both it was an accident. ra pe is no accident. through denial became anger: i became genuinely angry for the first time in my life. i was angry at him for being somebody that i had trusted and loved. angry that i had let this happen to myself. angry that i had no strength nor respect to stand up for myself. if i had told him to stop one more time he would have. i understand now that i should not have had to say no more than once. i was angry because i let myself down, but I’m more angry that i could not blame him. being angry was the easiest part of grieving. it is okay to he angry. bargaining is a toxic healing method: i became really good at bargaining with myself. after he was gone i had begun to understand my emotions, but i could not control them. my fear of more being taken from me fed my overcompensation. i began to give my body away, so that it could not be taken. it was an unhealthy coping mechanism. my body is not meant to be given nor taken. depression hit hard: i began to reflect on all of the points in my life that had lead me to this one. i became close to restarting the grieving process. i spent a long portion of the depression stage in denial. then i was angry that i had backtracked to the beginning. i had more meaningless se x that i now regret more than anything. i saw how good his life had been going and how poorly mine was. it was obvious that i needed help. acceptance: this entire passage was my process to acceptance. i reached out to my therapist. i made new friends. i stopped wallowing in self pity and i began to recover. i stopped begging to forget my flaws and began to forgive them.
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I was foretold, your rebell *** Nor love, nor pitty knew; And with what scorn you use to vex Poor hearts that humbly sue; Yet I believ’d, to crown our pain, Could we the fortress win, The happy Lover sure should gain A Paradise within: I thought Loves plagues, like Dragons sate, Only to fright us at the gate. But I did enter, and enjoy What happy Lovers prove; For I could kiss, and sport, and toy, And taste those sweets of love; Which had they but a lasting state, Or if in Celia’s brest The force of love might not abate, Jove were too mean a guest. But now her breach of faith, farre more Afflicts, than did her scorn before. Hard fate! to have been once possest, As victor, of a heart Atchiev’d with labour, and unrest, And then forc’d to depart. If the stout Foe will not resigne When I besiege a Town, I lose, but what was never mine; But he that is cast down From enjoy’d beauty, feels a woe, Only deposed Kings can know.
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A Deposition From Love
I am Shashank Dwivedi I am always ready My work is to study I love my mom and daddy Saurav Ganguly is my favourite cricketer I like Sehwag's high crackers I like making friends Because friendship is a relation that never ends Writing poems is my hobby I enjoy sitting alone in my lobby I promote Hindu-Muslim unity Wars for religion is very pitty I have interest in History I like reading moral Stories I also have interest in General knowledge I want to learn Life at every edge
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May 9, 2012
May 9, 2012 at 6:20 PM UTC
Myself
Needle in the hay stack The spin of the weather vane I took a drink of you And felt heavy to the touch With my last bit of strength I split the seed coat Topsoil coaxing me *Come here, young one Come here* Blue The first color I have ever known In awe I watch as birds fly over Like painted die-cast wind-up toys The warmth fills me to the brim Free among unbroken hills Neither late nor early But still On time with the cosmic dance of fire  color rain Earthquake Heartache Lust and pitty I took a drink of you and blooms sprout from my chest cavity Sunlight flooding protons upon the hillside Into my eyes smiling *A nap on the grass until half-past two As if I don't have work to do Important things come and go They melt away as winter snow Drink you deeply from life's river Not even death can make it bitter **** Erectus In three piece suit Dead in a box Maggot food A veritable Carrion drive thru Just as fate would have it Do you need Some Ketchup packets?*
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May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 3:13 PM UTC
Germination
I'm just trying not to feel the need to ***** myself. Over & Out Of the Poor White Trash Society class-classy. I am very much so. Not my fault. You think Imma whore-worth-less than you. That's the Price of being Pretty. Some "people" are just praying . That you will play pretend ********** with them, for the right price. Of course, money is alway$ the motive. So he'll Flash dat Ca$h & Dem bling-bling-ring$. Prayin' he can afford to Pay, people to pitty play up on him. But I don't play or put out. Anymore. I am not a ********** $ can't win me over. You can find someone else to drink with or experiment with. Whatever you call it. I'm just going to coast it riding as the 6th wheel. Till hell freezes over. Then can I, crash, burn, & fall all the way down the 6th route till I hit the 6th exit. That will Bring me Back into your arms, again.
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May 12, 2012
May 12, 2012 at 3:25 PM UTC
The/Poor/White/Trash/Class/Caste/Society.
Tired of the torment and distruction, Countless sleepless nights, filled with worry and dred. Home is your shelter where one goes to find refuge, Shouldn't it be? Tip toe from room to room, Finding solitude amongst isolation. Try to build a safe haven. **** you for tearing it down, trying to break down these walls that took me my life to build. You, You're nothing, worthless, I almost pitty you but that would mean you're worthy of my thoughts. Hate you? I don't. Despise you? I don't. You hold nothing over me, apart from the one I fear for. How dear you break her and tear her down, You will never amount to be even half of who she is. Justice will be served on a silver platter, You won't see it coming, I hope then you'll live in fear. And I'll be able to sleep through the night.
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Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
Goat
Soule of my soule! my Joy, my crown, my friend! A name which all the rest doth comprehend; How happy are we now, whose sols are grown, By an incomparable mixture, One: Whose well acquainted minds are not as neare As Love, or vows, or secrets can endeare. I have no thought but what's to thee reveal'd, Nor thou desire that is from me conceal'd. Thy heart locks up my secrets richly set, And my breast is thy private cabinet. Thou shedst no teare but what but what my moisture lent, And if I sigh, it is thy breath is spent. United thus, what horrour can appeare Worthy our sorrow, anger, or our feare? Let the dull world alone to talk and fight And with their vast ambitions nature fright; Let them despise so innocent a flame, While Envy, pride, and faction play their game: But we by Love sublim'd so high shall rise, To pitty Kings, and Conquerours despise, Since we that sacred union have engrost, Which they and all the sullen world have lost.
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6th April 1651 L'Amitie: To Mrs. M. Awbrey
I'll remember to eat optimism in the morning, So that way I can **** excellence by evening. Maybe one day I'll be as lucky As the dinosaur bones Found under the ground. Instead my words will decay And rot away Like our atmosphere. I pitty those in charge, who ****** thousands of humans For fossil fuels. And currently, I am happy. Because i've already felt everything else. My face wears no smile, My eyes don't tell a story. I have a heart that beats and finger nails that grow. It seems to be working out just fine, And to be honest--                                   I think it always has.
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Jul 14, 2010
Jul 14, 2010 at 10:48 PM UTC
The Beauty In Excrement
You will be the first and last, There will never be another. You will be my Superman, I will continue to wait. You will smile at her, I really shouldn't complain. A simple text brought the pieces back together, Took 24 hours before the damage was done again with the pain multiplied. "I miss you" left such incredible feeling knowing my name had been thought of, 24 hours later my name had to be erased from your thoughts. True love doesn't keep from desires, True love enforces them. If it's someone you miss, A hug is what you seek. Never say "I miss you", If 24 hours will turn to "I'm leaving you." "Dont worry about it even if I have to go i'll still watch over you, you won't be alone." Yet walk away in times of agony. Anger isn't true to me, I am not angry, I never will be. I am merely a fountain, Tears will flow upon my wishes slowly transforming me from fountain to well. From fountain to well, Drowning in my own self pitty. Never begging for sympathy but always longing your company. Goodbyes don't sufice, Hellos won't come by. The daily trip to an empty mailbox will haunt my existence till death parts me from it. Letters expected, None collected. Smiles anticipated, None reflected. Lyrics turned to memories, Songs become a life story. In those songs I feel you closer, In those songs you're here with me. I must say you are the playlist and the soundtrack to the greatest memories and worst pain to feel. I am merely a fountain becoming a well, My tears are for you. I bid you farewell. -Kathia Mariana Landeros
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 4:26 AM UTC
From Fountain to Well
You will be the first and last, There will never be another. You will be my Superman, I will continue to wait. You will smile at her, I really shouldn't complain. A simple text brought the pieces back together, Took 24 hours before the damage was done again with the pain multiplied. "I miss you" left such incredible feeling knowing my name had been thought of, 24 hours later my name had to be erased from your thoughts. True love doesn't keep from desires, True love enforces them. If it's someone you miss, A hug is what you seek. Never say "I miss you", If 24 hours will turn to "I'm leaving you." "Dont worry about it even if I have to go i'll still watch over you, you won't be alone." Yet walk away in times of agony. Anger isn't true to me, I am not angry, I never will be. I am merely a fountain, Tears will flow upon my wishes slowly transforming me from fountain to well. From fountain to well, Drowning in my own self pitty. Never begging for sympathy but always longing your company. Goodbyes don't sufice, Hellos won't come by. The daily trip to an empty mailbox will haunt my existence till death parts me from it. Letters expected, None collected. Smiles anticipated, None reflected. Lyrics turned to memories, Songs become a life story. In those songs I feel you closer, In those songs you're here with me. I must say you are the playlist and the soundtrack to the greatest memories and worst pain to feel. I am merely a fountain becoming a well, My tears are for you. I bid you farewell. -Kathia Mariana Landeros
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You've got a shield to hide behind, For now. You've got his eyes locked on you, For now. The day will come. His eyes will widen in realization of your selfish carcas of a personality, Your shield will dissolve away with your fears beginning to consume your body inch by inch. And when that day comes you will wish you never stepped a foot on this planet, your worst nightmares will become your dreams. Succubus will become nothing to what the glass shattered before you will reveal. No number of ghosts or demons will compare to what your eyes will feast upon the day this world reaches through your chest and clenches the rock of a heart you posses tearing it out of your frail body. You will sit in a chair strapped as can be and watch as your pebble of a heart is crushed with the hammer of your own self pitty. Beg for nightmares for they are the least frightening for what will stand your way. And as your blood runs from the slit in your throat to the paved floors, a smile bigger than sunlight will stare right at you. Thirsty for blood and no blood tastes more rewarding than the one from the knife which penetrated right through your worthless body of a harlet. The night the psychopath within will be unleashed to feast on the taste of your selfish, ice cold blood and flesh. -Kathia Mariana Landeros
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 5:50 PM UTC
Unleash
key words i don't want to use in a poem: demon, love, father, permeating my insides, **** ******* **** and every other word that seem to be used by everyone cliche including my story and poetry and real feelings tonight i finally realized i was beautiful in all my glory in my pain my lack thereof my inability to write poetry the past four years despite watching and observing and hoping and imaging and picturing hopelessly in my inability to feel relatable in my inability to conform to anything that appears to be a trend in my safe bubble in my head in my mother's arms in my demons in my loves in my father in my permeated insides in my ***** in my goddamns, in my ***** in me. i am beautiful. and i will forget, so please throw compliments and pitty parties my way because that's what i've remembered throughout my days not the night that i was reminded that poetry empowers me on a cold night in new york city for the first time when amazing auras of poets, and women surrounded me just another day for them but not for me that opened doors i've been trying to figure out how to open for quite some time this on the last day of march of women's history month of the beginning of april of poetry month of liberation of beauty of me. i truly felt beautiful today with help but not from you.
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Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 2:12 AM UTC
my first time
Tomorrow will be the day, not today, happy pitty, but tomorrow... Worromot, things turning upside down, or inside out I should say. Inside out, what an appropriate expression. Tomorrow will be today sometime tomorrow, and then I'll be inside out, I'll be out, my inside will be out, exposed to the world for them to throw stones at it, or my dad rather than the world. But my insides have toughened they will be a worthy adversary, I will be a worthy adversary, She will be a worthy adversary. She... Soon. Worromot.
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 12:52 PM UTC
Tomorrow
In depths of my unfathomable psyche Submerged I find myself floating around in the ‘shallow’ societal sea of our world. Oh but it is not ‘shallow’ you’ll see It is a deep blue ocean that withholds great mystery; & those who see it as ‘shallow’ Are only those who stand in clouds of constant oblivion; Ceasing the inhale of beauty, intellect, and individuality. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche Throughout every passing day I observe, I listen, and I take into account the things that are done and said by every individual person I come across. Now here I sit, in the complete abduction of the beautiful, yet merciless monster called insomnia, without fail of corse accompanied by her sister solitude; & I reflect. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche I realize that in order to best express the realization of my reflection… I must let my walls down; so I will. And now that I have… The word to describe the feeling that takes over ‘me’ in this very moment is one that acquires the ability to depict ones exact feelings in a way I do not obtain. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche I feel lonely because I know that the odds of me meeting someone as insane as me are slight; yet I feel appreciative because I couldn’t imagine possessing such an ugly, close minded, and indifferent insight. I feel a type of sadness that could only emerge from a person that fears never getting to experience the comfort that comes from acceptance; yet i feel overwhelming excitement and longing in the midst of my hopeless romantic type daydream of the possibility that I will find my somebody that does not seek to comprehend or figure me out but will accept ever corner and color I currently am and everything I have yet to become I feel pitty for the average; Yes I am not sane Yes I am not average And yes the depths of my true thoughts I have not learned to control; but my insanity is and will always be the fuel to my potential.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 2:18 PM UTC
In The Depths Of My Unfathomable Psyche
In depths of my unfathomable psyche Submerged I find myself floating around in the ‘shallow’ societal sea of our world. Oh but it is not ‘shallow’ you’ll see It is a deep blue ocean that withholds great mystery; & those who see it as ‘shallow’ Are only those who stand in clouds of constant oblivion; Ceasing the inhale of beauty, intellect, and individuality. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche Throughout every passing day I observe, I listen, and I take into account the things that are done and said by every individual person I come across. Now here I sit, in the complete abduction of the beautiful, yet merciless monster called insomnia, without fail of corse accompanied by her sister solitude; & I reflect. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche I realize that in order to best express the realization of my reflection… I must let my walls down; so I will. And now that I have… The word to describe the feeling that takes over ‘me’ in this very moment is one that acquires the ability to depict ones exact feelings in a way I do not obtain. In the depths of my unfathomable psyche I feel lonely because I know that the odds of me meeting someone as insane as me are slight; yet I feel appreciative because I couldn’t imagine possessing such an ugly, close minded, and indifferent insight. I feel a type of sadness that could only emerge from a person that fears never getting to experience the comfort that comes from acceptance; yet i feel overwhelming excitement and longing in the midst of my hopeless romantic type daydream of the possibility that I will find my somebody that does not seek to comprehend or figure me out but will accept ever corner and color I currently am and everything I have yet to become I feel pitty for the average; Yes I am not sane Yes I am not average And yes the depths of my true thoughts I have not learned to control; but my insanity is and will always be the fuel to my potential.
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Its like I sit and watch the world go by cruisng to oldies, feeling new inside, but outside is a face of a man who will attack if you dont know me. gut instinct is below me homie, piece of mind, dont change your words if you cant cash the truth but besides that... See im not perfect I lost ties and made knots that made me fall from my own tension with no intentions to stand even if I can, I cant, im grounded by my mistakes that relvolve around me, reminding me what I did made me what I am. AS I stay subsiding in a position thats clearily hiding, binding my chest compressed against my last breath , to save what little life I have left in a world where title nor status mean nothing when your an ******* to those you called your best interest I do confess im that lowlife as i cruise still music speak to my esscense releiving me for those seconds im just a person again but after that im back at it again ..I dont write for pitty so let that be known, im just here to vent this steam that once stood ablazed passion for a love that is now a shack of memories in my head of your smile and gestures a feeling I onced called home now ruins from what i ruined, foolish I am. Clueless more than anything to let many so many slip away im the worst fisherman of love. because I use my soul as bait, and little by little i let the big ones escape an take chunks of me away to a place I can never retrieve it, so believe it im that space im that vessle ive became the shell of a hermit , hollow and skirmish. Tarnished, and used, debri left as rubble to make roads, but none to pave my own cause I have no resources cause im that alone....shit, maybe I can just leave it for those who wish me back if I do something foolish like giveback the life Ive live, for a plaque and a name and a date? or should I just lookback and keep cruisin passed the bruissin and showin scars of my mistakes as a human, all I know is....nothing, and thats why I stay cruissin, freedom of the road and music, away from the world and my ruins. -Deep Though aka Linguist Musician aka Emmanuel Hernandez
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Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 10:46 PM UTC
My thoughts for the day
Its like I sit and watch the world go by cruisng to oldies, feeling new inside, but outside is a face of a man who will attack if you dont know me. gut instinct is below me homie, piece of mind, dont change your words if you cant cash the truth but besides that... See im not perfect I lost ties and made knots that made me fall from my own tension with no intentions to stand even if I can, I cant, im grounded by my mistakes that relvolve around me, reminding me what I did made me what I am. AS I stay subsiding in a position thats clearily hiding, binding my chest compressed against my last breath , to save what little life I have left in a world where title nor status mean nothing when your an ******* to those you called your best interest I do confess im that lowlife as i cruise still music speak to my esscense releiving me for those seconds im just a person again but after that im back at it again ..I dont write for pitty so let that be known, im just here to vent this steam that once stood ablazed passion for a love that is now a shack of memories in my head of your smile and gestures a feeling I onced called home now ruins from what i ruined, foolish I am. Clueless more than anything to let many so many slip away im the worst fisherman of love. because I use my soul as bait, and little by little i let the big ones escape an take chunks of me away to a place I can never retrieve it, so believe it im that space im that vessle ive became the shell of a hermit , hollow and skirmish. Tarnished, and used, debri left as rubble to make roads, but none to pave my own cause I have no resources cause im that alone....shit, maybe I can just leave it for those who wish me back if I do something foolish like giveback the life Ive live, for a plaque and a name and a date? or should I just lookback and keep cruisin passed the bruissin and showin scars of my mistakes as a human, all I know is....nothing, and thats why I stay cruissin, freedom of the road and music, away from the world and my ruins. -Deep Though aka Linguist Musician aka Emmanuel Hernandez
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As the rain pelts my skin I try to forget about what you all did As your foreign hands invaded my body I regret ever going to that "party" My friend said it would be fun That I had nothing to lose But everything changed when she left me with you guys Your eyes glowed so self-assured Smiles perfectly polished Your intentions seemed friendly But you were all there to demolish How many girls before me have fallen into this trap? Or is it me who will be alone on this path Maybe someday you will all have daughters of your own And get the call saying, "Daddy I can't come home" Because she is mortified by a choice she didn't make But was never educated to know it was called **** For months I have felt broken and battered I have wallowed in self-pitty You have all affected every single aspect of my life Left me with no words A feeling of constant numbness and anger I don't know what to do I feel ruined.
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 9:32 PM UTC
trying to forget
Being different wasnt her choice that she is special,said her maker's voice. That wasnt the kind of 'special' she thought through life- with the fact she fought Always seen in a different way Never felt special,not even for a day. Assimilation was a term- to her unknown nothing but pitty towards her was shown A knife of the table was taken, inhaling the last breath-only then she was awaken. **A new life I shall begin, in a new body- I will fit in.**
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Sep 8, 2011
Sep 8, 2011 at 9:13 AM UTC
Down's Syndrome
further more, further more upon that twisted path a labyrinth of minds emotions trying to re live                                the past. chunks of time taken from inside memories fasding fast-- in the shadows you try to hide but the present is where one cannot find; hidden in what is lost. Lost lovers, love lives hiding under covers, where one should never estimate over the bridge that builds trust and ships. Ships that sail across the sand, so dry and desolate. Here you take what is not yours, and embrace the starving                  quiet. Practicing in the dark, the curtains have all burned. A star shoots across the carpet, and falls on    to       the floor. Desperate faces, lost in the maze, and nothing is ever going to change unless you take that first step and then accept what it is that they call death.
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May 3, 2010
May 3, 2010 at 10:25 AM UTC
Rocks on Bottom, Pitty Falls
What makes you think Of temperature change in tomorrow's weather better just button up your coat You fill you're self with poisons and complain when you cant breath ****** father, open your eyes to what you have Nobody's gonna pitty a man who cries for riches with rubies in his hands
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
****** father
Life made me mean and I took it out on everyone in sight I never loved a man on earth and I wouldn't treat 'em right They told me I looked mighty good; that never made me change Till I met this wiry cowboy who rode in from the range This ugly tempered cowboy neglected union dues He'd sleep with mountain lions when he had the choice to choose If he wanted sump'm bad--best to say you're the master He's got more hair upon his chest than a grizzly in Alaska HE DROVE HIS JACKHAMMER LOVE THROUGH THIS CONCRETE HEART OF MINE THIS MAN ATE NAILS FOR BREAKFAST; HE COULD SNAP A GEORGIA PINE BUT HE MADE MY HEART GO PITTY PAT AND THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE HE DROVE HIS JACKHAMMER LOVE THROUGH THIS CONCRETE HEART OF MINE He wouldn't take no sass from me; wouldn't treat me like a lady He knew that I meant yes when I told that cowpoke maybe I told him I could love no man so cowboy move along He told me Honey shut your mouth, and for once I got it wrong REPEAT
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Mar 9, 2012
Mar 9, 2012 at 5:46 PM UTC
HE DROVE HIS JACKHAMMER LOVE THROUGH THIS CONCRETE HEART OF MINE
Needle in the hay stack The spin of the weather vane I took a drink of you And felt heavy to the touch I lay back on my bed and opened up the dark I woke up dead Or maybe half alive I miss the words That came from your lips Poems as mystical as a cloud of smoke I allowed to twist around my fingers Maybe I thought of them Maybe not Words like forests as deep and as dark You skip from pool to pool of silver moonlight Beaming through the trees Singing a song I once heard in a dream A bird A whistle As you snap your fingers As you tap your foot You never trip on The terrible black roots That reach up like fingers. Somewhere far away or very near You picked a flower And placed it behind your ear You sit cross legged a minute As you drink your can of beer on the porch You say you feel important and high up Like angels found you and brought you back To me How I see the porch light Reflecting your hair As you twirled a lock and whispered Mars is visible tonight Red and bright A shooting star And you wish On time with the cosmic dance of fire and color and rain Earthquake Heartache Lust and Pitty Your eyes glow in every dark alley Of this sad quiet city
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Apr 6, 2012
Apr 6, 2012 at 1:20 AM UTC
eyelash
my eyes are not windows to my soul they are a mirror of yours not because I want you to love me for someone im not but because I dont trust you, or anyone, to see through. To see through the tangled web of lies, fear, lonelyness self hatered and pitty I don’t want, anybody to see through that. For somebody to love me after all of that, well, they must be just as, well as aweful as me. I love you because I can see all of you. I love you because you are scared. I love you because you know just what to say even when I don’t want to hear it. I haven’t let you see in yet, but im working on it. every day I think about losing you, because Im too afraid to let you love me so every time we talk, i tell you a pice of my story. My eyes are not vindows to my soul they are a mirror of his, of hers of thiers Slowly, my mirror is reflecting back on me showing me that im not as aweful as I feel. Im also not as great as you say. But im getting htere Every time you call me georgous everytime you remember my favorite song or word or color you remember everything ive ever told you, even the lies. Now, you’ve seen it all. You’ve seen me at my darkest moments, youve seen me at my lowes points. You still love me. My eyes are not a mirror of your soul anymore. they are windows into mine.
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Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
My Eyes are not Window
The other side of love The side no one wants to talk about The side everyone sees as ugly The side that they call hurtful and painful The side they blame their own failures on The side that takes our abuse And our punishment And our stupid pride And our indifference And our neglect And our hate for it... The hurt days of love The bad months The horrible lonely years The cold nights The armless dreams Where there is nothing To hang onto But the misery of our Failed attempts Side of love... No one stops to look At it Feel it Really feel it Other side of love They're too busy Filling their empty Souls With resentment And anger And disappointed For it Side of love If they did though If they stopped For a moment Stopped their Woe is me Pitty Loathing Moment And listened And looked And just felt The air there On the Other side of love They would feel And see And hear That it is every bit As beautiful as Its opposite That it is nothing More than the Exact reflection Mirror image Of the absolute Truth of love That love True Perfect LOVE Is Mad Mad Madness It doesnt have sides It is always whole And complete Full waiting To be poured out To needing hands Empty waiting to Be filled with The kindness of Strangers Always broken And always Unbreakable Its unexpected And unexplainable No reason And absolute Sense The Answer To the perplexing Question Of life Answered Perfectly by being The question Of life Itself Give into its Mad Mad Madness And be Grateful To have This chance To go Stark Raving Lunatic Crazy Mad Through the Good days Bad nights Lonely years Cold armless Dreams Beautiful Pain of It all Life Let it Break you And make You unbreakable Be whole And complete And be The Mad Mad Mad You You were meant To be Go crazy You ******* Lunatics
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 1:26 PM UTC
The Other Side Of Love
The other side of love The side no one wants to talk about The side everyone sees as ugly The side that they call hurtful and painful The side they blame their own failures on The side that takes our abuse And our punishment And our stupid pride And our indifference And our neglect And our hate for it... The hurt days of love The bad months The horrible lonely years The cold nights The armless dreams Where there is nothing To hang onto But the misery of our Failed attempts Side of love... No one stops to look At it Feel it Really feel it Other side of love They're too busy Filling their empty Souls With resentment And anger And disappointed For it Side of love If they did though If they stopped For a moment Stopped their Woe is me Pitty Loathing Moment And listened And looked And just felt The air there On the Other side of love They would feel And see And hear That it is every bit As beautiful as Its opposite That it is nothing More than the Exact reflection Mirror image Of the absolute Truth of love That love True Perfect LOVE Is Mad Mad Madness It doesnt have sides It is always whole And complete Full waiting To be poured out To needing hands Empty waiting to Be filled with The kindness of Strangers Always broken And always Unbreakable Its unexpected And unexplainable No reason And absolute Sense The Answer To the perplexing Question Of life Answered Perfectly by being The question Of life Itself Give into its Mad Mad Madness And be Grateful To have This chance To go Stark Raving Lunatic Crazy Mad Through the Good days Bad nights Lonely years Cold armless Dreams Beautiful Pain of It all Life Let it Break you And make You unbreakable Be whole And complete And be The Mad Mad Mad You You were meant To be Go crazy You ******* Lunatics
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When world becomes a mere place where we fear for life every seconds When life becomes only lump of flesh and bones with no feelings in it When human become scant creature of no second thought on humanity Today when massive plots are drawn not to settle disputes Instead to **** the brotherhood among the two Today when pitty mishaps are not forgiven for the mean time Instead taken as a matter of revenge Where one has started fetting satisfied on others failure Where one has started seeing happiness in others pain Where one has started seeing gain in others life Where one has started feeling contented on others blood There we see terror and pain all over Little kids have started to lose their future at an early age Young girls have started losing their honor as ashame Old parents have started being all alone with no desire to live Lives are taken as easy as a cup of tea now People are burnt as easy as litting a fire on hay Humans are shot as easy as playing a toy pistol Morality,Humanity,Honor,Love,Respect henceforth barely survives Torment of mind and heart seeks some peace now If you can't be the reason behind their life you can't even take one Earn some humanity if not have some mercy.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 12:58 AM UTC
Terrorism
I'm having a pitty party with an exclusive guest list. Me is bringing the heartbreak, the ******** that she can't let go of from her past... Myself is hosting with alcoholic beverages that I is going to ignore in attempt to do the right thing. It should be... Interesting.
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Jan 28, 2013
Jan 28, 2013 at 10:12 PM UTC
pitty party.