Love A strange concept for someone who's never felt it within herself And even a stranger one to apply How can i love when my heart has never seen a bright day How can i love when with every breathe i take i achingly search for love itself How can i love when i dont know how to So forgive me my lover Forgive me my brother Forgive me my friend For my heart has no room for another For My heart is too full of pain For I do not know how to love
How can i forgive myself, for i do not know how to love
I take deep breathes None that will stop my endless tears And none that will heal my broken heart I try to speak, call out for help But my voice cracks as every word leaving my body comes out broken and it is painful for me to know that as I try to reach out I get chained to the ground And it is painful for me to know that no one will even try to glue together all my broken pieces And what is painful to know is that in the universe of happiness and hope i am sitting on the ground of my bathroom at 1 a.m. crying myself to sleep So again i try to take deep breathes I try to hold on to that only speck of happiness i can find in this entity of sadness and brokeness But yet again i fail I fail to save myself from myself I fail to smile And dare i say i fail to live
My friend asked me what's one thing which makes a poet a poet, and i didn't hesitate to say selfishness. Be selfish with your emotions, write for your own good, express through art and do it all for yourself, for the result of your selfishness makes up the whole of so many people too broken to be their own kind of selfish.
Pretty yet wet lashes Fluttering down my tears Pretty yet wet lashes Helping me fly away from fears Pretty yet wet lashes Saving me from the mad Pretty yet wet lashes Always there when I am sad Pretty yet wet lashes Help me go through this alive Pretty yet wet lashes I don't know if I'll survive Pretty yet wet lashes Fluttering down my tears Pretty yet wet lashes Pretty yet wet lashes Wet wet lashes
it never made sense How you could throw away How ur lips brushed mine How our hands fit eachother perfectly And how our souls were connected And it never made sense How after being abandoned in a sunken ship drowning in my sorrows I still could look into your eyes And tell you i loved you