On the shore I stand staring out into the waves of pure wonderment and the dark sullen sky, filled with stars knowing that you were once one of them, shining within the night sky before being picked for a life here with me.
The people laughing and playing oblivious to the absent feeling lying within. Children enjoying the soft warm sand beneath their feet, now you never will know such simple joys. These are the days where I feel as fragile as a china doll Knowing that I lost someone I never really had.
Looking out across the sea, how it stretches for miles wishing you the peace and serenity this scene gives me. Hoping you may get a second chance at life, back up there among the stars where you can dream. My little star, someone I never really had at all but knowing what could have been I still look up to see you shining!
Rush these days of restless pacing of watching the clock with an anxious heart waiting to seek reassurance through your hands laced with mine These seconds away pass too slowly and the hours with you pass too soon Life's unfair and I think too much maybe I care too much... - written 12.15.16 @IrisMaddenPoetry