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"inaction" poems
If you gotta dream, show me Reveal it to the world And own it If you gotta passion, Disown your inaction And make a habit of climbing the steep hill of your goals, Or else dissatisfaction will echo in your soul Go after your dreams fearlessly, You've got all the potential you need, Just find the why for the motivation you lack, Conjure the reasons why you've laid low and cut yourself slack, Well, you can't hide behind excuses no more, Because you're a dazzling star and you're too bright to hide behind confining bars You think you're a nobody? Too scared to show your true colors? Hey, you better get out there on that red carpet and like a peacock flaunt all your magnificent beauty, And not even for a moment doubt yourself Or listen to the chickens cluck **** about you on the sidelines You've got a dream Stop hiding it under your bed And make it into your reality You ain't think life got magic, But it's full of meaning Once you awaken from your brain dead anxiety Because you worry too much of what people think of you Your heart will come alive, beating with all the colors of the rainbow and the music you love will revive you, I speak from experience, Stop letting your fears hold you back, Because they are just lies No one is gonna believe in your dream as much as you do, Not until you accomplish what you dream of, when you get there then they'll believe you What else have you got to live for But your dream! It's your purpose And it's your responsibility To make your dream a reality Not until then will you be able to see The magic that both surrounds us and lives inside of you and me.
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Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 4:44 AM UTC
Dream (Spoken Word)
If you gotta dream, show me Reveal it to the world And own it If you gotta passion, Disown your inaction And make a habit of climbing the steep hill of your goals, Or else dissatisfaction will echo in your soul Go after your dreams fearlessly, You've got all the potential you need, Just find the why for the motivation you lack, Conjure the reasons why you've laid low and cut yourself slack, Well, you can't hide behind excuses no more, Because you're a dazzling star and you're too bright to hide behind confining bars You think you're a nobody? Too scared to show your true colors? Hey, you better get out there on that red carpet and like a peacock flaunt all your magnificent beauty, And not even for a moment doubt yourself Or listen to the chickens cluck **** about you on the sidelines You've got a dream Stop hiding it under your bed And make it into your reality You ain't think life got magic, But it's full of meaning Once you awaken from your brain dead anxiety Because you worry too much of what people think of you Your heart will come alive, beating with all the colors of the rainbow and the music you love will revive you, I speak from experience, Stop letting your fears hold you back, Because they are just lies No one is gonna believe in your dream as much as you do, Not until you accomplish what you dream of, when you get there then they'll believe you What else have you got to live for But your dream! It's your purpose And it's your responsibility To make your dream a reality Not until then will you be able to see The magic that both surrounds us and lives inside of you and me.
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To the teachers who never really cared and ignored my problems; To my fellow ***** “misfits”, etc. Who will no doubt receive more abuse upon my passing, as my tormentors will no longer have me to push around; To those who never cared, never spoke, probably never knew my name; To the one true friend, whose caring was the only thing that prevented this event from happening sooner; To the God, if he does exist, who chose to play a cruel, cruel joke on me when he placed me where he did and surrounded me with so many uncaring faces; What about my teachers? Will they be sorry to see another student become a statistic? Certainly the administration and Principal will mourn, as my death will not reflect well on them as an institution. Well, I apologize for making the statistics for your administration worse. But I don’t expect an apology for the false sympathies of people. As for my fellow students, those who made a more significant impact on my life, I know better than to expect my tormentors to mourn. There’s another group I have not yet addressed: those not like me who left me alone. Or should I say ignored me. I appreciate you sparing me any further harassment, but your inaction, your withheld hellos and how are you’s  did more hurt than any name calling. Your inaction effectively excluded me from student life, from the human race. You left me isolated and alone, and no words I could say can convey to you the suffering you caused. I could name names, but in doing so, I would do more now for you than you ever did for me in life. I do not know what awaits me when I get down off this rope. Will there be a void? Or will I come face to face with God? I just don’t care anymore. If you’re anything like your people, I wouldn’t want to know you. You preached to love one another, yet I’ve felt everything except love from Christians. Even if I knew you were different, well, I'd still reject you. You have left your “followers” to treat people like me poorly. You have allowed so many of the people you “love”, including me, to suffer. So you want me to trust you with my life? I don’t want to spend eternity with a careless deity like you, or with the company you keep. I’m trying to watch TV but I don’t know what I’m watching. It’s so lonely here. I want to sleep but it just won’t come. I’m so tired of hurting and being alone. I hope that with my death, there'll be a wider awareness for child abuse and the effects it could have on a person. That's the only wish I have right now. A lot of people will be hurt with my passing, disappointed even, or maybe it won't matter. But I'd like to believe, no matter how much of a ****** up person I am, I died for a cause greater and bigger than myself. That's the only consolation that I have right now. So that’s it. That’s me. Leaving the world to be a better place. Goodbye - T © Copyright Tyler Atherton
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 6:41 AM UTC
My Suicide Note
To the teachers who never really cared and ignored my problems; To my fellow ***** “misfits”, etc. Who will no doubt receive more abuse upon my passing, as my tormentors will no longer have me to push around; To those who never cared, never spoke, probably never knew my name; To the one true friend, whose caring was the only thing that prevented this event from happening sooner; To the God, if he does exist, who chose to play a cruel, cruel joke on me when he placed me where he did and surrounded me with so many uncaring faces; What about my teachers? Will they be sorry to see another student become a statistic? Certainly the administration and Principal will mourn, as my death will not reflect well on them as an institution. Well, I apologize for making the statistics for your administration worse. But I don’t expect an apology for the false sympathies of people. As for my fellow students, those who made a more significant impact on my life, I know better than to expect my tormentors to mourn. There’s another group I have not yet addressed: those not like me who left me alone. Or should I say ignored me. I appreciate you sparing me any further harassment, but your inaction, your withheld hellos and how are you’s  did more hurt than any name calling. Your inaction effectively excluded me from student life, from the human race. You left me isolated and alone, and no words I could say can convey to you the suffering you caused. I could name names, but in doing so, I would do more now for you than you ever did for me in life. I do not know what awaits me when I get down off this rope. Will there be a void? Or will I come face to face with God? I just don’t care anymore. If you’re anything like your people, I wouldn’t want to know you. You preached to love one another, yet I’ve felt everything except love from Christians. Even if I knew you were different, well, I'd still reject you. You have left your “followers” to treat people like me poorly. You have allowed so many of the people you “love”, including me, to suffer. So you want me to trust you with my life? I don’t want to spend eternity with a careless deity like you, or with the company you keep. I’m trying to watch TV but I don’t know what I’m watching. It’s so lonely here. I want to sleep but it just won’t come. I’m so tired of hurting and being alone. I hope that with my death, there'll be a wider awareness for child abuse and the effects it could have on a person. That's the only wish I have right now. A lot of people will be hurt with my passing, disappointed even, or maybe it won't matter. But I'd like to believe, no matter how much of a ****** up person I am, I died for a cause greater and bigger than myself. That's the only consolation that I have right now. So that’s it. That’s me. Leaving the world to be a better place. Goodbye - T © Copyright Tyler Atherton
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In the silence of a day like today In the wake of yesterday's dreams Forgetfulness feels like noncompliance In a world where defiance still seems Like a benign inaction of innocence Though it feels like a stabbing of spite Willing to kneel to your Goddess Yet unable to yeild to Her might There is no weakness to worship at Her altar It takes strength to relinquish control Relax and trust in the knowledge Acquiesce and watch it unfold There is freedom in the smile of an angel There is love to be had all around There is power in making Her smile Don't be the sadness beind every frown Inaction, as innocent as it seems Breeds disappointment that infects every smile And all those little requests Will stop being wanted after awhile See, for all the deeds left unfinished And all those tiny tasks left undone Will chisel away Her hearts desire Leaving Her another invisible no one An empty shell of a Goddess Whose glory, in your heart will remain While She curses her very existence Languishing in true-love's refrain
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:01 AM UTC
Empty Titles and Disappointment
We killed Hart Crane Though he leapt To his death A poet’s plan Or perhaps a whim We hold the blame We killed Freddie Mercury And stopped the music The callous political games Blocked possible gains In a needed cure We killed Harvey Milk We were the bullets And the metal frame Held the assassin’s hand We hold the shame We killed The blond burnt boy Encouraging The hate We killed the strung up Beautiful boys The hung up Beaten up Broken hearted Brothers and sons We are the progenitors Of the violence Through action And more often than not Through inaction Maybe a little more guilt Would serve us well
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
Killing The Gay
Inaction in action A most frightening thing Eyes flash from green to brown Was that a smile or one of your cute frowns? I can’t tell up from down In this vacant hole I feel like I am supposed to remember Impact has dried up Like a drought that makes farmers Wonder if their crop ever did flourish Or if the dust simply snuck into their heads With paintbrushes and vivid imaginations Of what fresh picked berries once tasted like I want to run Faster than ever to where I once was To where my emotions began To when a kiss was still intoxicating And you smiled at clasped hands Mirrors in my mind turn Reflections of you blur Engraved lessons I’ve learned Were you ever my home? I trace the walls of your character Each knot and groove familiar Reflexive fingertips Gliding over walls as they turn inside out I forgot what all this was about Do I long for a light that once shown Or just another culpable excuse To regain the throne My wishful thinking kingdom Though my senses are honed To both authenticity and mirage I fear I am equally prone Even so. If… If you were ever Or still are And we cross paths again Or maybe for the first time Kiss me with your brown eyes Or were they green? And I will try my best to recognize A love I fear I’ve never seen But I can’t muster pursuit when consciousness is stolen by a dream Inaction in action Is a most frightening thing
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Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
Hiraeth
I sit in the top of the wood, my eyes closed. Inaction, no falsifying dream Between my hooked head and hooked feet: Or in sleep rehearse perfect kills and eat. The convenience of the high trees! The air's buoyancy and the sun's ray Are of advantage to me; And the earth's face upward for my inspection. My feet are locked upon the rough bark. It took the whole of Creation To produce my foot, my each feather: Now I hold Creation in my foot Or fly up, and revolve it all slowly - I **** where I please because it is all mine. There is no sophistry in my body: My manners are tearing off heads - The allotment of death. For the one path of my flight is direct Through the bones of the living. No arguments assert my right: The sun is behind me. Nothing has changed since I began. My eye has permitted no change. I am going to keep things like this.
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Hawk Roosting
in action , inaction in inaction, action precarious balance YOU AND I ARE HERE higgs boson......pulsation yinning and yanging the bed keeps bouncing UP AND DOWN creation.....unceasing apparent sensation of repetition apparent sensation of difference other than YIN and YANG aleph (alpha) and tov (omega) centers of centaurs and of course the dragons ( and unicorns) YOU AND I ARE HERE in the cornicoupia in the fertile valley on the frieght train headin west huddled gainst the lover's breast try live awhile then try death the bed keeps bouncing UP AND DOWN YOU AND I ARE HERE
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Jul 17, 2010
Jul 17, 2010 at 1:29 PM UTC
communication
Contentment is the greatest evil in the human grab bag of emotions. It’s born out of the head of ignorance, it resides in the heart of the blind. It manifests its evil doctrine of passiveness throughout the body, until fully enslaved by inaction. It turns agents into sun tanners, activists into office workers, outlaws into accountants. It puts preservatives into culture, it laminates laws, it places crowns on faceless leaders. It slaps a smile across the ***** the beaten, the neglected, the racially profiled. It mutes news casts, veils the homeless man that lives behind office buildings, glorifies the paycheck. It makes the walls of homes seem bullet, terror, bomb, corruption, and death proof. It allows sleep at night, it kills the monsters under the bed and the ghosts in the closet. It causes hundreds of thousands of suffering people to simply, disappear. It insures, “birds like to be caged,” and “pain is just part of the human condition.” It whispers these misconceptions like a priest insuring his congregation of the power of Jesus. Contentment, you see, corrupts the very concept of progress. Progress is deemed by the million-pieces-of-paper-owners to be founded in terms of economy. Progress is deemed by the people-who-stop-us-from-returning-to-state-of-nature to be founded in terms of control. Progress has forgotten it’s maker, just as dying old men forget that they were once bounced on a loving knee. Contentment leaks from the Western world and infects all those around it. When you are no longer content you will begin to see the holes in the patchwork of life, and wonder how it was you hadn’t seen them before. When you are no longer content, you will at last demand change.
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Dec 23, 2010
Dec 23, 2010 at 9:09 PM UTC
Contentment
Contentment is the greatest evil in the human grab bag of emotions. It’s born out of the head of ignorance, it resides in the heart of the blind. It manifests its evil doctrine of passiveness throughout the body, until fully enslaved by inaction. It turns agents into sun tanners, activists into office workers, outlaws into accountants. It puts preservatives into culture, it laminates laws, it places crowns on faceless leaders. It slaps a smile across the ***** the beaten, the neglected, the racially profiled. It mutes news casts, veils the homeless man that lives behind office buildings, glorifies the paycheck. It makes the walls of homes seem bullet, terror, bomb, corruption, and death proof. It allows sleep at night, it kills the monsters under the bed and the ghosts in the closet. It causes hundreds of thousands of suffering people to simply, disappear. It insures, “birds like to be caged,” and “pain is just part of the human condition.” It whispers these misconceptions like a priest insuring his congregation of the power of Jesus. Contentment, you see, corrupts the very concept of progress. Progress is deemed by the million-pieces-of-paper-owners to be founded in terms of economy. Progress is deemed by the people-who-stop-us-from-returning-to-state-of-nature to be founded in terms of control. Progress has forgotten it’s maker, just as dying old men forget that they were once bounced on a loving knee. Contentment leaks from the Western world and infects all those around it. When you are no longer content you will begin to see the holes in the patchwork of life, and wonder how it was you hadn’t seen them before. When you are no longer content, you will at last demand change.
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The old order changeth, yielding place to new -Tennyson, Idylls of the King Like dinosaurs our institutions gasp In spasms of existential death; they pass At first unnoticed by the casual unobserver Who trips over a covenant that isn’t there If you vote they give you a sticker The ephemeral Constitution changed Like sweaty skivvies by each president Law libraries catalogued for pulp By obedient functionaries in tees If you vote they give you a sticker The faithful escorted out of the cathedral By a bored security guard on overtime The altar linens for sale at Goodwill And the sanctuary repurposed on T.V. If you vote they give you a sticker Some of The Just Plain Folks cheer for the Reds And the others cheer only for the Blues As the reincarnation of Jack Chick Blesses their four-wheelers and plastic caps If you vote they give you a sticker Election placards on abandoned buildings Promise again prosperity for all The **** lab cooks behind The Kute Kidz Private Academy of the Dance and Math If you vote they give you a sticker An outreach of the Bright Light Free Will Missionary Temple of the Lord Jesus Christ Of the Lamb Sanctified 501C The Reverend Doctor Master Bishop Billy-Bob Hairdo PhD, DD a-brangin’ Messages and His Esteemed Lady Apostle Heather If you vote they give you a sticker And blessed be the Holy AR-15 God gave to His People to defend themselves Here in the freest country in the world Which you can find behind the barbed-wire fence If you vote they give you a sticker While fleets of luxury presidential jets Arc high over our public housing projects Reminding us of our prosperity Here in the richest country in the world If you vote they give you a sticker And them Jews for Jesus I guess they’re all right But them other Jews they just ain’t no good Nor them Cath’lics nor them Mormons neither And don’t you get me started on them Baptists (We seem to have been otherwise engaged) “The old order changeth, yielding place to new” – (But neither cares at all for me or you) But if you vote they give you a sticker
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Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 7:30 AM UTC
Election Day: Executive Inaction with Moderate Prejudice in Fits of Absent-Mindedness
The old order changeth, yielding place to new -Tennyson, Idylls of the King Like dinosaurs our institutions gasp In spasms of existential death; they pass At first unnoticed by the casual unobserver Who trips over a covenant that isn’t there If you vote they give you a sticker The ephemeral Constitution changed Like sweaty skivvies by each president Law libraries catalogued for pulp By obedient functionaries in tees If you vote they give you a sticker The faithful escorted out of the cathedral By a bored security guard on overtime The altar linens for sale at Goodwill And the sanctuary repurposed on T.V. If you vote they give you a sticker Some of The Just Plain Folks cheer for the Reds And the others cheer only for the Blues As the reincarnation of Jack Chick Blesses their four-wheelers and plastic caps If you vote they give you a sticker Election placards on abandoned buildings Promise again prosperity for all The **** lab cooks behind The Kute Kidz Private Academy of the Dance and Math If you vote they give you a sticker An outreach of the Bright Light Free Will Missionary Temple of the Lord Jesus Christ Of the Lamb Sanctified 501C The Reverend Doctor Master Bishop Billy-Bob Hairdo PhD, DD a-brangin’ Messages and His Esteemed Lady Apostle Heather If you vote they give you a sticker And blessed be the Holy AR-15 God gave to His People to defend themselves Here in the freest country in the world Which you can find behind the barbed-wire fence If you vote they give you a sticker While fleets of luxury presidential jets Arc high over our public housing projects Reminding us of our prosperity Here in the richest country in the world If you vote they give you a sticker And them Jews for Jesus I guess they’re all right But them other Jews they just ain’t no good Nor them Cath’lics nor them Mormons neither And don’t you get me started on them Baptists (We seem to have been otherwise engaged) “The old order changeth, yielding place to new” – (But neither cares at all for me or you) But if you vote they give you a sticker
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They tell us, sir, that we are weak; unable to cope with so formidable an adversary. But when shall we be stronger? Will it be the next week, or the next year? Will it be when we are totally disarmed, and when a British guard shall be stationed in every house? Shall we gather strength by irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot? Sir, we are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which the God of nature hath placed in our power. The millions of people, armed in the holy cause of liberty, and in such a country as that which we possess, are invincible by any force which our enemy can send against us. Besides, sir, we shall not fight our battles alone. There is a just God who presides over the destinies of nations, and who will raise up friends to fight our battles for us. The battle, sir, is not to the strong alone; it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave. Besides, sir, we have no election. If we were base enough to desire it, it is now too late to retire from the contest. There is no retreat but in submission and slavery! Our chains are forged! Their clanking may be heard on the plains of Boston! The war is inevitable--and let it come! I repeat it, sir, let it come. It is in vain, sir, to extenuate the matter. Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace-- but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death!
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Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 8:13 AM UTC
Patrick Henry: Liberty or death
They tell us, sir, that we are weak; unable to cope with so formidable an adversary. But when shall we be stronger? Will it be the next week, or the next year? Will it be when we are totally disarmed, and when a British guard shall be stationed in every house? Shall we gather strength by irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot? Sir, we are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which the God of nature hath placed in our power. The millions of people, armed in the holy cause of liberty, and in such a country as that which we possess, are invincible by any force which our enemy can send against us. Besides, sir, we shall not fight our battles alone. There is a just God who presides over the destinies of nations, and who will raise up friends to fight our battles for us. The battle, sir, is not to the strong alone; it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave. Besides, sir, we have no election. If we were base enough to desire it, it is now too late to retire from the contest. There is no retreat but in submission and slavery! Our chains are forged! Their clanking may be heard on the plains of Boston! The war is inevitable--and let it come! I repeat it, sir, let it come. It is in vain, sir, to extenuate the matter. Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace-- but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death!
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The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 6:17 PM UTC
The Measuring Cup (The reality of a metaphor)
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Never have I been the best at hiding how I feel.  There is no peaceful game.  My face reveals the truth.  Never to be doubted.  Nothing left to wonder.  Still, I reign it in.  I stifle my reality in an attempt to keep you close.  So tender-hearted beneath that thickening shell.  The shell I penetrated somehow.  Once you found me in your heart, you pushed with all your might.  Trying to get me out.  I cannot be budged. Yet, I am not free to love you.  You refuse to let me be yours in theory or practice.  You love me, but not by choice.  Fear of the possibility of pain keeps you at bay.  Yet saving yourself from pain has deemed my own inconsequential.  For running from me pulls out my heart.   **Pushing me away What's best, or just what's easy Burns holes in my soul** Not one to take the easy way out.  Suffering to love you.  There is no expectation of love requited.  There is nothing but a dream, part memory part wishful thinking.  Hot needles still poke at me, slowly breaking me down.  Weakening my very being with the sharp jabs of stinging words or careless action, or worse...absolute inaction.  I have learned to stop expecting the "Morning Sunshine" or "'Night Darlin'" that used to brighten each day.  Those thoughtless things, the tiny nothing things that let me know I was on your mind.  So far from nothing those nothings were.  Days and nights seem incomplete in their absence.  Weaning to make your days bearable makes mine unendurable, empty, and melancholy has come to underlie all things.   **Joy of love melts ice Heat smothered by a tear cloud Threadbare soul survives** Challenges faced sideways leave blind spots. Choices made by indecision.  Letting mistakes be made, watching as they choose wrong. I see the truth and know what I know.  Everything is aligned for my own misfortune.  For as a bystander, I lay no claims.  Anything I do will hasten the inevitable.  So I let the weaning drip down to nothing.  Reluctantly I watch as you disappear with my heart in hand.  I stood firm as you ran away in place.  You turned to me, you needed me, you loved me.  As the clouds dissipate and the sun creeps over the horizon, With the blue sky I turn to mist. Slowly fading to the past.  A ghost of could've been, used to be, and never was **Surrender takes time                         Reluctantly relinquished                                                I will fight no more**
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Oct 7, 2011
Oct 7, 2011 at 12:36 AM UTC
So the Story Goes (a Haibun)
Never have I been the best at hiding how I feel.  There is no peaceful game.  My face reveals the truth.  Never to be doubted.  Nothing left to wonder.  Still, I reign it in.  I stifle my reality in an attempt to keep you close.  So tender-hearted beneath that thickening shell.  The shell I penetrated somehow.  Once you found me in your heart, you pushed with all your might.  Trying to get me out.  I cannot be budged. Yet, I am not free to love you.  You refuse to let me be yours in theory or practice.  You love me, but not by choice.  Fear of the possibility of pain keeps you at bay.  Yet saving yourself from pain has deemed my own inconsequential.  For running from me pulls out my heart.   **Pushing me away What's best, or just what's easy Burns holes in my soul** Not one to take the easy way out.  Suffering to love you.  There is no expectation of love requited.  There is nothing but a dream, part memory part wishful thinking.  Hot needles still poke at me, slowly breaking me down.  Weakening my very being with the sharp jabs of stinging words or careless action, or worse...absolute inaction.  I have learned to stop expecting the "Morning Sunshine" or "'Night Darlin'" that used to brighten each day.  Those thoughtless things, the tiny nothing things that let me know I was on your mind.  So far from nothing those nothings were.  Days and nights seem incomplete in their absence.  Weaning to make your days bearable makes mine unendurable, empty, and melancholy has come to underlie all things.   **Joy of love melts ice Heat smothered by a tear cloud Threadbare soul survives** Challenges faced sideways leave blind spots. Choices made by indecision.  Letting mistakes be made, watching as they choose wrong. I see the truth and know what I know.  Everything is aligned for my own misfortune.  For as a bystander, I lay no claims.  Anything I do will hasten the inevitable.  So I let the weaning drip down to nothing.  Reluctantly I watch as you disappear with my heart in hand.  I stood firm as you ran away in place.  You turned to me, you needed me, you loved me.  As the clouds dissipate and the sun creeps over the horizon, With the blue sky I turn to mist. Slowly fading to the past.  A ghost of could've been, used to be, and never was **Surrender takes time                         Reluctantly relinquished                                                I will fight no more**
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The last leaf On the oak tree falls In the tradition Of the first And now the branches Are bare And Winter has come And Ubuntu Means nothing
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 2:37 PM UTC
My Inaction
hole in the sky. tap tap, the empty vessel flows out. a weightless sink. the hour goes, blaring swell of humidity, and the jug lukewarm, leaven oft in the barred space. I return to my room. I drink the cold milk on the sill. I finish the third wretched spill of the journey to Olympus. Downstairs a howl, a wind slam SOLOM OBSERVATIONAL MATRIX STRUCTURED TASKS AVAILABLE IMMEDIATELY TO ASSIST WITH INSTRUMENTAL DECISIONS. I close the door I close the door I close the door I close the In this uneasy slumber, the bed shakes, the windows rattle, the sky splits, the earth floods a red simpering capitulatory spasm of earthly flesh. Here is the circuit, the tired nervous tic of inaction, I shrink back from the outstretched hand, a condition which recommends two pills in the morning to mask the double image beneath my hands. i have slept through the week again, this pathetic flesh obeys nothing, where are my pills inescapable ******* dullery THE JUG IS HOT. I return to my room. I close the door two pills on the sill to go down with the milk THE DOOR SLAMS GALL BUCKLING FIT ODE BREATHLESS CLOSER CLOSER CLOSER BUT THE SOUND REMAINS Figures muffled by the walls. There are guests in the house, the looming presence of multiple species with incomprehensible intentions. In a bout of uncharacteristic curiosity, I slip my sight through the crack of my door. UNDER RCG IT WILL BE MANDATORY FOR ALL CUSTOMS CARGO REPORTERS IN THE AIR SEA AND ROAD INDUSTRIES TO SUBMIT REPORTS TO SARS ELECTRONICALLY. I am unmoved by such perceptions. I prepare the final climb to Olympus. the cyclone is ended. the front door is barred. the jug is cold. the yard is littered with unmoving shapes.
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Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 11:19 PM UTC
OLYMPUS CORPOREATION IS A JAPANESE MANUFACTURER OF OPTICS AND REPROGRAPHY PRODUCTS
hole in the sky. tap tap, the empty vessel flows out. a weightless sink. the hour goes, blaring swell of humidity, and the jug lukewarm, leaven oft in the barred space. I return to my room. I drink the cold milk on the sill. I finish the third wretched spill of the journey to Olympus. Downstairs a howl, a wind slam SOLOM OBSERVATIONAL MATRIX STRUCTURED TASKS AVAILABLE IMMEDIATELY TO ASSIST WITH INSTRUMENTAL DECISIONS. I close the door I close the door I close the door I close the In this uneasy slumber, the bed shakes, the windows rattle, the sky splits, the earth floods a red simpering capitulatory spasm of earthly flesh. Here is the circuit, the tired nervous tic of inaction, I shrink back from the outstretched hand, a condition which recommends two pills in the morning to mask the double image beneath my hands. i have slept through the week again, this pathetic flesh obeys nothing, where are my pills inescapable ******* dullery THE JUG IS HOT. I return to my room. I close the door two pills on the sill to go down with the milk THE DOOR SLAMS GALL BUCKLING FIT ODE BREATHLESS CLOSER CLOSER CLOSER BUT THE SOUND REMAINS Figures muffled by the walls. There are guests in the house, the looming presence of multiple species with incomprehensible intentions. In a bout of uncharacteristic curiosity, I slip my sight through the crack of my door. UNDER RCG IT WILL BE MANDATORY FOR ALL CUSTOMS CARGO REPORTERS IN THE AIR SEA AND ROAD INDUSTRIES TO SUBMIT REPORTS TO SARS ELECTRONICALLY. I am unmoved by such perceptions. I prepare the final climb to Olympus. the cyclone is ended. the front door is barred. the jug is cold. the yard is littered with unmoving shapes.
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Oh the coworker the unadulterated unparalleled utterly useless, coworker I love the way your eyes light up while staring at your phone I adore the way you inspire action through your inaction I admire the way your attention to detail is seen through your snide remarks Oh coworker I aspire to attain your level of not giving ****
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Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 4:42 PM UTC
Ode to the Coworker
You are a gerund. I am a verb. Talking behind their backs Will not solve our problems. I opened the door and spoke. I asked them to be quiet. Standing behind me, Like the mouse you are, You pretended to want action. I am action. You are a gerund. I am a verb. Action leaps out of me Like a plastic snake On a loaded spring. You were talking about a solution. I wrote, I spoke, I developed a plan. Thinking about action, Wishing and praying For a conclusion was all You came close to. But stories are not written Through inaction. One well placed verb Conquers a dozen nouns And completes the sentence,
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 10:00 AM UTC
Grammar for Life
This morning I sat contemplating the wrinkled sheets of my night of restless slumber- I thought of the possibility behind contacting you and being denied or sitting here and believing in the multi-verse theory. When I was younger I took comfort in the thought of different worlds which equate to multiple plausible outcomes. I thought that if it rained here, out there, another me would enjoy a sunshine bliss. And so, by that logic, there is a universe in which you answer positively, negatively, one which we never met and another which we are together from the beginning. If so, does that mean this universe is the one of regret? I am staring at my undone bed fully aware it won't make itself, but I can't help and ponder that in another universe things once broken put themselves together. However, of action and inaction, of to be and not to be; this world demands and answer. Thus this morning I make my bed quite early and wait for a reaction.
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:00 PM UTC
Of metaphors and unmade beds
Oh, I got that feeling again. I’ve been staring at the ceiling again. Letting my heart take flight, as the music reaches its height, taking my thoughts out of minds’ sight. But this feeling I now fight, cannot be controlled. Cannot be moved, overcome, or even forced to fold. Gripping my ever-changing soul and forcing my hands. As my breath leaves my body and my feet forget to stand. Hands pushed to speak through the letters they find. Putting feelings to words that cant seem to speak my mind. Frustrated by my inaction, that passively takes form. In the words I now force to unwilling conform. To these one-inch margins that box in my thoughts, constricting my deepest feelings and simplify life’s plot. All perpetuated by the rhythm, of the ever-spinning fan. Mounted just above my bed, that seems to hypnotize what’s in my head. Threading image to feeling, and my feelings to my words. As the tapestry of us, now resembles fleeing birds. Each winged reminisce that has forever taken flight, a moment in time that will always hold spite. Towards cliffs edge that stands between what the heart seeks. And a mans inability to step beyond its daunting peak. So with time ticking down and our future running by, I stand at a distance and continue our little lie. One living in the shadows of nights eternally pasted on, when passions ignited without though of our coming dawn. Only of the connection made with courage in hand, liquefied to motivate beyond what history had banned. What allies once forbid and witnesses cheered on, inhibition finding wind and politics forgone. Now forced to be nothing more then memories in the sand, as our hourglass approaches empty and my thoughts continue to be fanned. Continue to find rhythm as the blades spin madly by, ticking down to a day when I cannot take the lie. Cannot take this falsehood that pushes me from behind, as I approach that daunting edge of my own terrified mind. So with time in short supply along with my pride, I put black to white and our segregation aside. In the hopes that time stands still for just a moment more, to help you understand that it is you I adore.
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
Revolving Certainty (April 17th, 2013)
Oh, I got that feeling again. I’ve been staring at the ceiling again. Letting my heart take flight, as the music reaches its height, taking my thoughts out of minds’ sight. But this feeling I now fight, cannot be controlled. Cannot be moved, overcome, or even forced to fold. Gripping my ever-changing soul and forcing my hands. As my breath leaves my body and my feet forget to stand. Hands pushed to speak through the letters they find. Putting feelings to words that cant seem to speak my mind. Frustrated by my inaction, that passively takes form. In the words I now force to unwilling conform. To these one-inch margins that box in my thoughts, constricting my deepest feelings and simplify life’s plot. All perpetuated by the rhythm, of the ever-spinning fan. Mounted just above my bed, that seems to hypnotize what’s in my head. Threading image to feeling, and my feelings to my words. As the tapestry of us, now resembles fleeing birds. Each winged reminisce that has forever taken flight, a moment in time that will always hold spite. Towards cliffs edge that stands between what the heart seeks. And a mans inability to step beyond its daunting peak. So with time ticking down and our future running by, I stand at a distance and continue our little lie. One living in the shadows of nights eternally pasted on, when passions ignited without though of our coming dawn. Only of the connection made with courage in hand, liquefied to motivate beyond what history had banned. What allies once forbid and witnesses cheered on, inhibition finding wind and politics forgone. Now forced to be nothing more then memories in the sand, as our hourglass approaches empty and my thoughts continue to be fanned. Continue to find rhythm as the blades spin madly by, ticking down to a day when I cannot take the lie. Cannot take this falsehood that pushes me from behind, as I approach that daunting edge of my own terrified mind. So with time in short supply along with my pride, I put black to white and our segregation aside. In the hopes that time stands still for just a moment more, to help you understand that it is you I adore.
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Delay, well, travellers must expect Delay. For how long? No one seems to know. With all the luggage weighed, the tickets checked, It can't be long… We amble too and fro, Sit in steel chairs, buy cigarettes and sweets And tea, unfold the papers. Ought we to smile, Perhaps make friends? No: in the race for seats You're best alone. Friendship is not worth while. Six hours pass: if I'd gone by boat last night I'd be there now. Well, it's too late for that. The kiosk girl is yawning. I fell stale, Stupified, by inaction - and, as light Begins to ebb outside, by fear, I set So much on this Assumption. Now it's failed
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Autobiography At An Air-Station
*Can you leave Until the mind does You may have gone far And mind in inertia Forgets to look ahead Got rid of proximity But travel the distance To and fro, everyday Through the barren path Rushing from one point to another It’s the action in inaction Mind’s in inertia We may have moved And the mind lies there Are we far?*
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 10:06 AM UTC
How far?
A child without water, a rich man drinks his coffee. A father unable to provide, a rich kid gets a new car. A mother lies awake, body ravaged by AIDS, while the Hollywood hills expose their costly ills. The dream of equality is nowhere to be found while the lives of the many are repressed and pushed down. Executives and suits lived gluttonous youths while a father works to death to fill his children’s mouths. There is a solution to this problem of society, one which the telethon celebs won’t give up quietly. It doesn’t involve guilt-trips on TV. It doesn’t need attention constantly. Socialites shouldn’t seek their own satisfaction if the only result is our continued inaction. What is really necessary, what really needs doing, is to get out there and get ourselves moving. It’s the work of us commoners that will fill up the bellies. It’s the donation of the middle class that will educate young ladies. The revolution of giving needs to be started or else who will care when our own lives grow stunted? The world all together relies on us all to give out our hand and make our brothers stand tall. It’s these simple acts which will strengthen the pillars of mutual respect for our society’s sisters. So don’t wait any longer for a celeb to rise up. It’s these people below them who’ll fill up the cup. No debutante or heir can fill every belly by thinking of their pride and unearned glory. Never before has it felt so right to be the common man, helping a peer in his plight.
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Mar 25, 2012
Mar 25, 2012 at 3:16 AM UTC
Common Man's Plight
A child without water, a rich man drinks his coffee. A father unable to provide, a rich kid gets a new car. A mother lies awake, body ravaged by AIDS, while the Hollywood hills expose their costly ills. The dream of equality is nowhere to be found while the lives of the many are repressed and pushed down. Executives and suits lived gluttonous youths while a father works to death to fill his children’s mouths. There is a solution to this problem of society, one which the telethon celebs won’t give up quietly. It doesn’t involve guilt-trips on TV. It doesn’t need attention constantly. Socialites shouldn’t seek their own satisfaction if the only result is our continued inaction. What is really necessary, what really needs doing, is to get out there and get ourselves moving. It’s the work of us commoners that will fill up the bellies. It’s the donation of the middle class that will educate young ladies. The revolution of giving needs to be started or else who will care when our own lives grow stunted? The world all together relies on us all to give out our hand and make our brothers stand tall. It’s these simple acts which will strengthen the pillars of mutual respect for our society’s sisters. So don’t wait any longer for a celeb to rise up. It’s these people below them who’ll fill up the cup. No debutante or heir can fill every belly by thinking of their pride and unearned glory. Never before has it felt so right to be the common man, helping a peer in his plight.
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- A person must judge another by their character. Ignorance and bias media make issues out of race. If you are a person that does not understand any movement, then most likely you have never stood up for anything in your life. It is sad that divisions are at play between people when we are all the same. We are humans. Your *** race, or theology does not matter. What does matter is the fact that people come from different backgrounds. That is the only difference between people. You do not choose your parents. You do not choose your upbringing. A child that is handed everything will not understand the life a child has that only knows struggle. If you do not understand socioeconomic disparity and the reasons why they are in place, you will not understand injustice on a institutional level. When you see other races talking about ideologies such as "white privilege" it is completely justified because there are situations that a white man may not face ever in his lifetime, but a minority is aware of and taught at an early age because they will certainly come across it. The beauty of this country is being able to have an opinion without the fear of consequence, but understand that basic "Rights" are a fallacy. A right can be taken away. That in and of itself is a privilege. There is too much complacency within this generation and ones before it. You must have convictions. You must have beliefs that are not only based around religious faith, but the act of altruism. Does a person need to label something to reach a level a comfortability? No, not at all. That is a common misinterpretation of ignorance, when it is plainly a way to state that knowing what something is does not have to be explained. I'm not sure if some think education stops when schooling is finished, but it's not. And as much as people want to talk about this country and others falling to the wayside, it is because of inaction and not being able to unify and have empathy for others. Your life is your own, but to secure a future and continue progression we must all stand together and not be presumptuous, but rather be protective of community and critical thinking. There are too many losers in the system, and they aren't minorities, they're people not properly educated. You can't erase history as easy as you can erase atrocities that aren't just. Don't put your trust in your government, but your neighbors. But that doesn't mean that you should also exclude social programs that are needed as much as oxygen. This is the life you are given, and it is you decision to stand up or sit down. And if you do stand up, do it for the right reason: valuing life. If this message does not resonate with you, we have nothing in common, and that's fine, but don't talk about current events or social problems that are beyond your comprehension. - Charlie
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Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 6:42 PM UTC
*Not A Poem* (Thoughts on current events).
- A person must judge another by their character. Ignorance and bias media make issues out of race. If you are a person that does not understand any movement, then most likely you have never stood up for anything in your life. It is sad that divisions are at play between people when we are all the same. We are humans. Your *** race, or theology does not matter. What does matter is the fact that people come from different backgrounds. That is the only difference between people. You do not choose your parents. You do not choose your upbringing. A child that is handed everything will not understand the life a child has that only knows struggle. If you do not understand socioeconomic disparity and the reasons why they are in place, you will not understand injustice on a institutional level. When you see other races talking about ideologies such as "white privilege" it is completely justified because there are situations that a white man may not face ever in his lifetime, but a minority is aware of and taught at an early age because they will certainly come across it. The beauty of this country is being able to have an opinion without the fear of consequence, but understand that basic "Rights" are a fallacy. A right can be taken away. That in and of itself is a privilege. There is too much complacency within this generation and ones before it. You must have convictions. You must have beliefs that are not only based around religious faith, but the act of altruism. Does a person need to label something to reach a level a comfortability? No, not at all. That is a common misinterpretation of ignorance, when it is plainly a way to state that knowing what something is does not have to be explained. I'm not sure if some think education stops when schooling is finished, but it's not. And as much as people want to talk about this country and others falling to the wayside, it is because of inaction and not being able to unify and have empathy for others. Your life is your own, but to secure a future and continue progression we must all stand together and not be presumptuous, but rather be protective of community and critical thinking. There are too many losers in the system, and they aren't minorities, they're people not properly educated. You can't erase history as easy as you can erase atrocities that aren't just. Don't put your trust in your government, but your neighbors. But that doesn't mean that you should also exclude social programs that are needed as much as oxygen. This is the life you are given, and it is you decision to stand up or sit down. And if you do stand up, do it for the right reason: valuing life. If this message does not resonate with you, we have nothing in common, and that's fine, but don't talk about current events or social problems that are beyond your comprehension. - Charlie
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Shuffled deck; fetch me three of Seventy-Eight cards. First: Queen of Swords "This fine Sword of honest metal is a more true an Ally than many of Flesh indeed prove to be." *Much like Athena, The Queen of Swords is symbolic of progress; always keen on new ideas; though she is not One to leave herself defenseless, her faithful Sword stands always by her side.* Second of the three, of the still Seventy-Seven: Two of Swords "Distracted by conflict 'twixt Heart and Mind, I hold two Swords and bide my Time." *Two of Swords stands between Moon and Water; the Shadow and the Subconscious the darkness and the unknown. The Two of Swords is blindfolded and in her blissful ignorance maintains her precarious balance, for now.* The third of three random cards; leaving Seventy-Five unturned: Knight of Swords "Feast your eyes upon this, my plan; I wager thou hath, in all thy wretched days, ne'er so beauteous a thing beheld!" *The Knight of Swords is a keen poet and a fine musician; though perhaps not romantically. She dabbles for the sake of the intellect, and seeks that those things be playthings thereof. She is symbolic of progress through new ideas and of the eloquence of a well-laid plan. Being of the House of Swords, she revels in the stimulation of intellect and the effective use of wisdom. She usually yields only to herself and marches to the beat of her own convictions, all the while keeping her eyes on the prize.* - All of these Cards are of the House of Swords. There's about a 1 in 166 chance of getting 3 of the 14 Swords out of a random deck of 78 cards. I got the Queen of Swords as my third card last time and the first card this time; There's 1 in approximately 676 chance of getting the same card in two consecutive sets of three cards from a random 78 card deck. (im)Probabilities aside: The Suit of Swords is generally associated with: one's ways of thinking, systems, ideas, and communication. It has much to do with what we chose to do with our Minds and it also is symbolic of the power of the stories we tell ourselves and each other. The Swords are indeed double-edged in Tarot. It has to do with the power of information and with that comes delusion, and, inexorably, paradox. Patterns do exist, however. Upon these patterns foundations may be built, the same is true within myself; I can choose to use all these Swords to cut through this cage of Shadow and set free the Light once more rather than allowing myself to myself fall victim to the Swords through inaction or misuse though only if I tread lightly and thoughtfully and proceed with tact; that much is clear. Sword is the sign of Air; perhaps the message here is simply "Remember to breathe."
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Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 5:00 AM UTC
Dabbling in Divination [Tarot] II
Shuffled deck; fetch me three of Seventy-Eight cards. First: Queen of Swords "This fine Sword of honest metal is a more true an Ally than many of Flesh indeed prove to be." *Much like Athena, The Queen of Swords is symbolic of progress; always keen on new ideas; though she is not One to leave herself defenseless, her faithful Sword stands always by her side.* Second of the three, of the still Seventy-Seven: Two of Swords "Distracted by conflict 'twixt Heart and Mind, I hold two Swords and bide my Time." *Two of Swords stands between Moon and Water; the Shadow and the Subconscious the darkness and the unknown. The Two of Swords is blindfolded and in her blissful ignorance maintains her precarious balance, for now.* The third of three random cards; leaving Seventy-Five unturned: Knight of Swords "Feast your eyes upon this, my plan; I wager thou hath, in all thy wretched days, ne'er so beauteous a thing beheld!" *The Knight of Swords is a keen poet and a fine musician; though perhaps not romantically. She dabbles for the sake of the intellect, and seeks that those things be playthings thereof. She is symbolic of progress through new ideas and of the eloquence of a well-laid plan. Being of the House of Swords, she revels in the stimulation of intellect and the effective use of wisdom. She usually yields only to herself and marches to the beat of her own convictions, all the while keeping her eyes on the prize.* - All of these Cards are of the House of Swords. There's about a 1 in 166 chance of getting 3 of the 14 Swords out of a random deck of 78 cards. I got the Queen of Swords as my third card last time and the first card this time; There's 1 in approximately 676 chance of getting the same card in two consecutive sets of three cards from a random 78 card deck. (im)Probabilities aside: The Suit of Swords is generally associated with: one's ways of thinking, systems, ideas, and communication. It has much to do with what we chose to do with our Minds and it also is symbolic of the power of the stories we tell ourselves and each other. The Swords are indeed double-edged in Tarot. It has to do with the power of information and with that comes delusion, and, inexorably, paradox. Patterns do exist, however. Upon these patterns foundations may be built, the same is true within myself; I can choose to use all these Swords to cut through this cage of Shadow and set free the Light once more rather than allowing myself to myself fall victim to the Swords through inaction or misuse though only if I tread lightly and thoughtfully and proceed with tact; that much is clear. Sword is the sign of Air; perhaps the message here is simply "Remember to breathe."
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I'm at my wit's end. Fed up, burned out, sick and tired. Racing through alcohol fueled depression because I'm not free, to be me. Judged, criticized, crucified held to the expectations of other people's self-serving morality. I'm a cog in a machine, rolled under the wheels, of a small business owner's capitalist pipe dream. I'm a pawn in a game of war of money of politics. Mislead, misdirected. mission critical prime directive. It's a story as old as "civilization" all of this dehumanization. Turning me into something that serves you better. I'm warning people to stay away from me because I see through their **** and its ******** on ******** on ******** on ******** I'm warning people I can't take much more because every human being is an ******* and a ***** Because we put these labels on being truthful and free. Because someone put a label on you and now you put one on me. Because someone taught you its okay, to be ignorant and mean. And now I, have become indignant and belligerent which is just one step away from being just like you. But how do I move away? Do I pack up the truck and literally move away? to where? Are people somehow better somewhere? Or do I just get as far away as I can from them, from you? Living off the grid makes it hard to get laid. Living off the land makes it hard to get paid. And you've been raised to be a slave, a wage parasite on a dying host. You want more than to survive. You want to thrive. You want to live forever but will die of cancer or suicide. The baby jesus inside me has its face smashed into a tv screen. The buddha inside me is tired of taking the blame. If every step kills a bug and every bite kills a plant and every breath kills a microbe and every death of a dictator kills a universe of bacteria then the only right action is inaction and every action is inherently wrong. Morality is a psychosomatic symptom and our system is inherently flawed. I try to escape and it seems like there's no way. There's no light at the end of the tunnel, and no traction on the corpses of the fallen. There's a dream of hermitage, and the sadness that follows. There is sadness in every corner bar and every heartbeat. Sadness in every wilted limb and worried brow. Sadness in every frustrated plea for release. Sadness in the teardrops of the creation. Sadness tumbling down like shards of glass from the millions of dreams broken by the machine. Constant grinding.
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 1:20 PM UTC
Wit's End
I'm at my wit's end. Fed up, burned out, sick and tired. Racing through alcohol fueled depression because I'm not free, to be me. Judged, criticized, crucified held to the expectations of other people's self-serving morality. I'm a cog in a machine, rolled under the wheels, of a small business owner's capitalist pipe dream. I'm a pawn in a game of war of money of politics. Mislead, misdirected. mission critical prime directive. It's a story as old as "civilization" all of this dehumanization. Turning me into something that serves you better. I'm warning people to stay away from me because I see through their **** and its ******** on ******** on ******** on ******** I'm warning people I can't take much more because every human being is an ******* and a ***** Because we put these labels on being truthful and free. Because someone put a label on you and now you put one on me. Because someone taught you its okay, to be ignorant and mean. And now I, have become indignant and belligerent which is just one step away from being just like you. But how do I move away? Do I pack up the truck and literally move away? to where? Are people somehow better somewhere? Or do I just get as far away as I can from them, from you? Living off the grid makes it hard to get laid. Living off the land makes it hard to get paid. And you've been raised to be a slave, a wage parasite on a dying host. You want more than to survive. You want to thrive. You want to live forever but will die of cancer or suicide. The baby jesus inside me has its face smashed into a tv screen. The buddha inside me is tired of taking the blame. If every step kills a bug and every bite kills a plant and every breath kills a microbe and every death of a dictator kills a universe of bacteria then the only right action is inaction and every action is inherently wrong. Morality is a psychosomatic symptom and our system is inherently flawed. I try to escape and it seems like there's no way. There's no light at the end of the tunnel, and no traction on the corpses of the fallen. There's a dream of hermitage, and the sadness that follows. There is sadness in every corner bar and every heartbeat. Sadness in every wilted limb and worried brow. Sadness in every frustrated plea for release. Sadness in the teardrops of the creation. Sadness tumbling down like shards of glass from the millions of dreams broken by the machine. Constant grinding.
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Life is a trilogy with birth and death sandwiching Our life stories into books and chapters are written Every second with every action and inaction That we take takes each chapter on a wild ride Through defeat and triumph and love and hate Chapters like first kiss and first love and first car And all of our firsts are only minor chapters when Compared to chapters like self realization And self acceptance and self recognition And other chapters about our internal struggles Internal struggles like depression or anxiety Or coping with the death of a close friend or Family member create cliffhangers and drama In our books and they make our stories different From all of the other stories that we read When we make new friends or unite with old ones And these struggles can tear pages out of our books That we don’t want people to read because they are Too hurtful or too personal or they cut us too deep That we don’t want other people to find out The truth of what happened or what we have done And these torn pages will be a reminder of our past And it reminds everyone that life isn’t perfect And that we are all flawed with some more than others But we are all the same because we have gone through hardship Our books have twists and turns that make us smile And they make us cry but no matter what they make Us think about our own lives and how we can write The next chapter or rewrite the past or change a few words But no matter what we change our books will never be complete Life is a book and we all need to read each other’s book By looking into our eyes or how we are dressed or how we act Or through our conversations because our books are constantly Changing with every second and with everything that we do or don’t do With every feeling or thoughts we have or how we choose to live Look into my eyes and you can see that my book Is no different from yours and my chapters are the same There is a chapter for depression and for anger and for shame There is a chapter for all of the happiness in my life thus far And a chapter for all of the things that I want to accomplish No matter how our books start the ending will be The most powerful because that will define our past How we die and how our books are written will determine If they will be bestsellers or on the self collecting dust But no matter what life’s a book and we should all read each other’s
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Oct 11, 2011
Oct 11, 2011 at 12:12 AM UTC
LIFE'S A BOOK
Life is a trilogy with birth and death sandwiching Our life stories into books and chapters are written Every second with every action and inaction That we take takes each chapter on a wild ride Through defeat and triumph and love and hate Chapters like first kiss and first love and first car And all of our firsts are only minor chapters when Compared to chapters like self realization And self acceptance and self recognition And other chapters about our internal struggles Internal struggles like depression or anxiety Or coping with the death of a close friend or Family member create cliffhangers and drama In our books and they make our stories different From all of the other stories that we read When we make new friends or unite with old ones And these struggles can tear pages out of our books That we don’t want people to read because they are Too hurtful or too personal or they cut us too deep That we don’t want other people to find out The truth of what happened or what we have done And these torn pages will be a reminder of our past And it reminds everyone that life isn’t perfect And that we are all flawed with some more than others But we are all the same because we have gone through hardship Our books have twists and turns that make us smile And they make us cry but no matter what they make Us think about our own lives and how we can write The next chapter or rewrite the past or change a few words But no matter what we change our books will never be complete Life is a book and we all need to read each other’s book By looking into our eyes or how we are dressed or how we act Or through our conversations because our books are constantly Changing with every second and with everything that we do or don’t do With every feeling or thoughts we have or how we choose to live Look into my eyes and you can see that my book Is no different from yours and my chapters are the same There is a chapter for depression and for anger and for shame There is a chapter for all of the happiness in my life thus far And a chapter for all of the things that I want to accomplish No matter how our books start the ending will be The most powerful because that will define our past How we die and how our books are written will determine If they will be bestsellers or on the self collecting dust But no matter what life’s a book and we should all read each other’s
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