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Unknown Nov 2023

I've sworn to write, that's what I do
However to write, I must not swoon

Anything to stop, anything to change
Anything to have that one thing

For to write, is to be alone in pain
I've sworn to write, I cannot swoon..

#love #romance #alone #lonely

Unknown Apr 2023

What to do

I’m at a cross line,
I Don’t know what to do.

I’m losing my mind,
I Don’t know what to do.

Should I keep going?
Should I remain here?
Should I keep to the cross line?

Or should I veer away?
Away from any semblance of hope?
Away from the cross line?

I’m at a cross line,
I can’t do what I want to do.

I’m losing my mind,
I can’t do what I want to do...

Unknown Apr 2023

Loss of Love

I love you
Is what I want to say.

If only it wasn’t
Wrong to say.

You loved me
Is sad to say.

If only it wasn’t
Painful to say.

2 years down the drain..

Jun 2022

Alice

You can't love me if i don't let you

On nights like this,
Self sabotage is all I know.

I'll ruin the things I love the most,
Until I have exactly what I deserve:

Nothing.

#selfsabotage #pain #hurt #depression #bpd #borderline #disorder

Unknown Jun 2022

A friend

I made a friend
A friend as crazy as I am.
As mentally ****** as me.

I made a friend
A friend I cannot save.
As I cannot save myself.

I made a friend
A friend as dangerous as I am.
As traumatised as me.

I made a friend
A friend I cannot mend.
As I cannot mend myself

Unknown Jun 2022

You visited this website on:

You visited this website on 7/11/21..
You’ve been vacant for so long
Sitting,thinking,wasting away
What’s the point in belonging here anyway.

You visited this website on..
No it doesn’t matter how long
Blinking,thinking, tapping away
What’s the writer come back to say..?

I’m back

#returned