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May 2020 · 199
The Dark
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Time in mind, the dark was approaching unhurriedly, surely as promised obsessively coming for us.
Slithering slowly, hearing their deafening screams in violence, violently breaking  the silent silence.

I then saw it , in the depth where it sprung from
I lost my consciousness and began a rebirthed walk to the abyss of absence.

My familiar mind a stranger as the decay journeys to the my souls core
It singes to past lives, happiness now a adjective only in dreams i confess.
Collaboration between mark and I,
It's kinda fly
Taking turns to come up with lines
We both chilled, so it was nice
Writing is the best thing since rice.
May 2020 · 181
Grinning Confinement.
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Corona virus, Corona virus
Truth is it's a retrovirus
How are we supposed to protect our Iris
I wish I could ingest a antivirus.
You mean a cure?

Who asked you for chorus?

Go get the horses, tonight they don't know what the main course is
It's the apocalypse
Each one will have their own story
Mine won't be boring
I sat whole day watching finding Dory
Wishing I could forget
What I did this morning
The same as yesterday
My life has become a rerun and really corny

The up side
I have a wife, so that's impecably good when I get lustfully *****
I work from home
The only solace, when outside it's pouring.

i already redid all the flooring
now the inside of my mind i started exploring
i left so quickly
beacause i dont know what inside there i'm storing
It looked so gory
even myself at times i started ignoring

What day is it?
i stopped counting
everyday i see a little more people pouting
when they think about the last time they were out on a outing
i even started doubting,
that this life is real
this whole ordeal i started flouting.
Thoughts in confinement can be crazy
just this whole situation is starting to get a bit hazy
our whole demeanor gets kinda lazy
yet all the leaders can retort
is oopsie daisy

(5th poem with adifferent style on the same subject matter)
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Flouting - meaning-
openly disregard (a rule, law, or convention).
"the advertising code is being flouted"
May 2020 · 774
Woke
Faizel Farzee May 2020
covid -19
a killer unseen, without uttering a threat
it has the world pulling at every nerve, it has them down on their knees.
It has people creating songs about going crazy in quarantine
While Trump is really going crazy,
he cant throw money at it
for someone like him, this is unseen,
now his true colours shows
his fake, while the world bleeds
he is still trying to save his stake.
he has ample, yet he still pulls at every last cent.

If you cant see this, he must have stolen your eyes
he keeps it with all his supporters minds,
it's in his refridgerator, he keeps it on ice.
locked in a safe
now they all mindless, so they play by his rules
yet he control the outcome of dice.
he dont care about the human race
you can clearly see it on his unsympathetic face.

Why dint he react in haste,
maybe his just slow?
He is worth 8 billoin dollers, i really dont think thats the case
he cares more about the economy,and  losing face
he knows if the US economy drops
at the table in the whitehouse, he has to set china a plate.
give them the morning paper run their bath
and under his breath, he would have to quietly hate.

He would rather let the world burn,

They miscalculated this whole situation
they thought they were unleashing an attack
they forgot to disable the homing pigeon
it did a 180, knocked at their door, politely disclaimed Hi , I'm back.
Talking about money he has to track, that they paid to create this monster
is it just me or has the whole world been smoking crack.
we glossed over that, i get it  
He can even in song confess, our hands will still be tied
money is power, an intoxicating lust
the jury has already been bought, the justice system unjust.
truths are not pretty, neither is the world
so the darker truths we have to highlight
this whole situation, it's like im living in the zone of twilight
my mind cant compute, it doesnt feel right, what nex, t get abducted at night, now aliens can be real, parralel universes
truth shivering in fright this unholy night.
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Emotions asunder,
your deceit with its cloaked decay reached into my fragile soul and tore my happiness apart.
The residue of the last gleeful moment i hungrily taste as it slowly dissipate.  
a unfamiliar feeling of hopelessness leading me to all the broken shards of my heart, caged within a tortured mind.
your touch my skins thought still  hungrily craves.
vivid imagery of your perfect smile, conjured in all haunting reflections.

Will i ever escape this tragic fate. With every step i muster to take,
consumed by anger, my consiousness  decides resignedly to wed hate.

Thoughts of false feelings led by untruths start to resonate,
The love we shared was as if adorned by Angels
The stars envious to how bright our love once shined.
how could this perfect being, truths shed like a mendacious snake.

This is not a hurtfull mistake,
our future disentigrated before my eyes
with those words you uttered laced with heartache.

If you love them, let them go,
how dreary a notion, if you love someone wholeheartedly
together you would rather want to grow
is this not so?

I hate that your nectared scent still captures me
framed for eternity in a hollow existence of what may have been.
with the tears of torment flows to the rims of the pages..
like the river nile enraged it flows and carry's all the pieces of a broken soul unmendable
Slowly and indifferent my afflicted screams gets led saddened towards a waking nightmare.
hand in hand with despair, eternally lost.
with every grave you dig for a failed relationship
it's tough on the heart,
mended with lies, and a untruthful cast.
Only to be broken once more.
Apr 2020 · 349
Magic Mornings
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The first rays of a rejuvenated sun kisses the tired night, the birth of a new day.
Tears of the winds slowly trickles down the stems of elated flowers,
the smell of first light, tickles the innocence within.

Before we got tainted by a unforgiving world.  
It transport ones consciousness to a time when we heard the morning birds, we woke up with glee
when our eyes were a kaleidoscope of hope
when the dark truth of this world we could not see.

I can hear them with song sing out my name
the sound of pure delight
as they flutter and fly around the trees
a true harmonious sight, with whimsical appeal of freedom,
this is sweet melody in flight.
Pure freedom, a feather in the wind. Carried in time exempt.
Free from obligation to be a puppet for corporations.
Alluding to freedom that they created.
How I wish I could hear those birds sing aloud, more clearly.
Apr 2020 · 222
Love's Melody
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
You are my oxygen in a choking world.
A warm breath of life, when everything in this world seem so cold.
Sizzles in my heart becomes a bonfire with your every healing touch.
The dark within dissipate.
With every word you whisper, love conquers hate.

You add Melody to my existence
When my life had no beat.
Composer of happiness,
My orchastra you perfectly complete.
You are my ocean of love.
Like a river to you I flow
Together we conquers of this world
Together hearts beating as one we grow.
Unspoken words between us not needed
Our hearts, it knows.
Apr 2020 · 198
Numbing.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
I'm paralyzed.
I lost all my feelings, In a purgatory void they hide.
A maze within my head, doors unopened, I blindingly get lost inside.

I dissapear within my mind.
Night thoughts
Apr 2020 · 180
Ode to perfection
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The one i live for, die and cry for, the one i adore
She's the muse of my muse, i love her,
down to  my broken  core
You are perfect in my sight,
Thus perfect in life
For your love, I will always fight.
Apr 2020 · 122
Nature's Call
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
Insanity calling out to me seductively.
My whispered name floating on winds scented breath.
Peering out my window, though the silence is deafening, I can hear the screaming sound of silent death.

I can hear its unrest
If I listen even closer
I can hear it confess
It says that it's sorry, it knows it's a pest
However, this is it's nature
Like humans capturing beauty in cages, our nature's coded in the oppressed.

It's just doing what it's design to do
That is to destroy,
Or to survive
There's always two sides to a coin.
I personally think we to blame
This is what our destruction caused
This Earth is in pain.
I think it's defending itself
Yeah, maybe, I know
This sounds insane

Then I ask...

Would you not defend yourself
If you continually being flayed
The essence that is you
Gets repeatedly drained
Even the deepest of ocean is not safe
We are the human race, we infest every space
In our accomplishments
Beauty gets destroyed, captured in paintings
Get locked in a safe.

What I'm trying to convey
This virus is only giving in to it's nature
Same as the human race
It seems it's out to destroy
Until one day,
The earth will truly be grasping at it's last breath
Intoxicating air, the air not breathable, unfresh
Of feeling it's devoid.
With it's very last hope, the human race and it's virus, deaths will be deployed.
Thoughts in isolation
It keeps the time running
Hopefully the virus end is coming
So back into the darkness we plummet
And become the corporations
Puppets
We live to exist.
Just hope there's a second coming.
Apr 2020 · 147
Isolated Thoughts.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The world is crumbling
An old new orders demise
Maybe from the ashes
A new lease on life
A phoenix astute will arise.

A united world will combine.
As I look at the empty shelves
Emotionally torn,I know this all is a lie
We truly built to survive, it's about survival as a species
Our thoughts are
"One of them will be I"

If I don't know them "They can all die"
Holster those selfish thoughts
In isolation we stand together
In essence, we stand together apart.
United we fly, by staying inside
Soar above the chaos
I bequeath from the heart
United we stand, together apart.
Inside confinement only my words can fly
the warmth a lively world, it unlocks my mind
Allows it to explore outside
My imagination it drives
If not for these pages
My sanity would have packed up, I'd be losing my mind.
Apr 2020 · 424
Cornered thoughts.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The darkness ascends, a plague drenched in the unknown
A failing worlds flaws so beautifully highlighted.
As a world stand united in the face of adversity, corporation scramble to save their precious empires, alas,
A virus cannot be bribed.

It does not know color of skin.
It does not ask for your wealth status.
It only knows a race called Human....

Is this not perhaps the lesson we should take from this.
That a world united can achieve more than anything describable.

However, I fear that we only exist to survive.
Once the threat has past, and we talk about the ordeal that was the "darkness"
Share our stories on social media, we will hobble to the normal goings of life, where the poor is unseen and corporations continue to extract our every breath.
In memory and in our hearts,
We will know that a world stood united in a lockdown of hope.
As this memory fade, I hope then a smile arise, knowing we united as the human race ...did the impossible.
Thought in confinement
Apr 2020 · 232
Virus Fever
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
Coronavirus Coronavirus
As darkness acsends, a uncertainty cloaked seemingly with a possible end.

We've survived worst,
Just shows how resilient the human race have been.
We cannot work together, untill our lives is hanging by a thread.
Imagine what we can achieve
if there was no love ones to defend.
Focus on making the the world a better place, a safe space.
Thoughts surges with electricity
Energy  well spent.

Maybe this is heaven sent,
Or mother nature's last line of defence
All the abuse she's been taking, the earth we've been ******.
Its gasping for one last breath.
To release this makes sense.

We can't blame her, if this scenario really was the case
Maybe it's man made,
I don't think it really have a face
It's alien,
All I know is, hang on to your sanity
So in this lockdown, it don't get misplaced.

Isolation,
It differs from case to case
All I can really do from my end
Is sign this off with a..... salutations and
Stay safe.
This time of uncertainty, a scary place
But let's not lose faith,
We born with it
It just sometimes leaves a bitter taste
But the moment leats not waste,
A second on hate,
And stand United untill this virus has its end.
Mar 2020 · 205
Love's Attempt
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
It's chillingly scintillating how your words sensually runs down my spine.
A savouring taste to be savoured
Flushed with emotion
Swirling around in my mind.
You know that I love you
our elated happiness seems fine.
My heartbeat calls out your name, rhythmically
I dance along to it's rhyme.
The rhythmic rhythm our love syncs on,  never syncs out of time
Eternally for eternity our essence, will be forever entwined.
A long lasting love that history can never leave behind

You are the air that I'm breathing
You are heaven sent, you are my living shrine.
How much I love you can never be conveyed,
These words never will do it justice
Which sometimes leave we with dismay
I still try, forever, untill my end of day.
Mar 2020 · 111
Written Flame
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
This is a artists view at its finest
I’m attempting to enlighten the mind. Sometimes I guess you must be blinded.
Let’s rewind it, these words you have to catch, pull up a chair
Take a second to relax
Just exhale, on a poets journey we embark, a mystical mystery
Let's together explore, all the magical facts.

I write to be different
Conforming to conformity
To me it’s a sin
I grin, as it turns on its axis
The worlds in a spin
Greed rule, and our moral light is set lowly to dim
I see the dark of this world, as much as I'm sinking, with the absence of a light
I have nowhere to swim.

Am I drowning again
Can you not feel the pain
I’m not talking about mine, but those innocent children’s dying in vain, futures now maimed
Dreams being slain, untamed
Always for someone else’s gain
Why can’t these monsters just refrain, rewire their brain
I guess it’s a global issue
Though I still have disdain
Why should it stay the same
Just maybe
This life's is a rigged game, we onboard
It’s repeating infinity, this must be insane
Wait, let me stop
With every word singed to my heart, words I feel to the core
Written in flame.
These are words whisperd at night
Shaking my core, it gives me a fright
For this life, to the left I swipe
I don't like it's demeanor.
Evils in the right.
Mar 2020 · 193
Loves Catch 22
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
There is a ocean of tears between us, these feelings I should have outgrown.
On a life boat I still rock towards you
My paddle weighted, it has turned to stone.
My mind screams with the truth
It's melodic and rhythmic
My heart unable to comprehend Blindly, It ignores these soothing tones.
I still crave every taste of you
Emotions severed, I get pulled in all directions, my souls completely torn.

Passion in a tug of war.

I know I should move on
These magnetic feelings I caught
I looked for the positivity, the negativity I constantly fought
Your breath I still continually feel
It rewinds in my mind, it's a nightmarish reel. No matter how I try and wash your sweet scent from me
Your touch, still burn my skins thought.

I know that it's over, i cannot rip at this band aid, as much as I don't want to miss your touch
These feelings has become my second skin, it's still painfully raw.

I will forever love you,
I hate myself for having these thoughts
Yet I'm stuck in the quicksand of time
I fall to my knees, happiness locked within me, the key I misplaced as darkness decend
I feel it in my core, I instantly then realise,
This condition, has no exit door.
Sometimes we get stuck in the past
No matter how logic pulls at your heart
It's broken from the inside
So the voice of reason it no longer hears
You cannot ease your fears
So you fall to your knees, you pray that time heals
Push down these emotions
And hope to again one-day be reunited with glee.
Mar 2020 · 237
Written truths
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
As these words sweats from my invigorated pen
Pleading in unison, It pleads for my mind  to soar and give them wings
A staunch prayer flows from within their soul, to reach their flighted destination.
To have their intoxicating life force drip from generation’s lips touched by the song they inspire to bring.
These winged words, destined to bring inspiration to a cruel unforgiving world.
These inspired words, that needs to forever marry hope in this pitiful existence
  The tears of a lost people stream from their saddened eyes.
These armed words, that ended wars, brought courage and eternal love to nations lost.
These truthful words seeping from my shaken pen
These words, that carries heavily with it my soul scarred
These words......singed
Forever eternal
Pen is mightier than the sword
This is a artists written word
We give it a voice, when it feels like no one heard
We capture the world's tears
Cage its fears
See it through stained eyes
Like the end of a a ****** spear.
Feb 2020 · 185
Caged Truths
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
or just run from this race
a world frozen and so cold
we must icely face
fighting day in and day out
quicksand,
We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s just a wish i can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but an losing fight that i hate

When will I realise
This life is not fair
These souls would rather slit your throat
Than show that they care
This wicked truth within my mind
Is stripped slowly bare
Sometimes I wish I could rip my chest open
Give you my heart
So you can listen to what it shares
A mirage of broken dreams
It's like being caught in a whirlwind
A merry-go-round snare
It's my living nightmare
Choking on oxygen
Do I breathe, I don't dare

Slowly it draws every last breath
every step  that we take
moves us closer to death
this truth we have to face
no matter what the evidence
it's an open shut case
live with no regrets
because your life you cant retrace
in this life we have a stake
live life to the fullest
no matter the odds or mistakes.

Run like there's no tomorrow
Cry only to alliviate sorrow
Live like our time is borrowed
lets not cower
take this life by the neck
imprint you are not a coward
the hurt makes us stronger
punch with everything you made of
even sorrow we devour
churn it in our soul
then spit out flowers
let your flamed courage bring forth the rain
let it decend
It's a metoer shower
let this winged words take you higher
soar above the chaos
i bet life will seem brighter
we are all born as fighters
its for us not give up
in this world
with all the power
Isnpired words for the seeking soul
Lets not forget who we are
Lets fix the broken within us
Never let it bring you down
Step by step, Bit by bit, until we feel whole.
Feb 2020 · 194
Cherished
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Your perfect silhouette framed haunts the night sky,
It's stellar picturesque.

Your grace equivalent to living art in motion,
a true painting of eloquence.

Your smile equivalent to the brightest shooting star,
my heart knows you are my living wish.

The weight of our undying love we willingly share,
this is more than just a little crush.

Forever our fate will be entwined,
eternally our destinies unspoken will be woven as one.

You are the air that I breathe,
your essence is the oxygen of my being.

A promise our love will extend to the afterlife,
our betrothed devotion vowed to be evergreen.

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These words seeps from this pen
It's rivers of anesthesia
A love that even Aphrodite envy
Our love is superior.
You the only wish I ever made
It seems God answered my prayer.
A fairy tale ending
Happily living after, forever.

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worded feelings
Feb 2020 · 161
Calculated Feelings
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Hey lover, hey lover
This is more than a crush
The weight of my love, multiplied by never enough
The math is equal to that of dividing by zero
Sorrow is set to dim, it's a pleasurable sin.
I know what my hand holds, these feelings truthful,  truths are not known to bluff.

I will mail you my heart, you can read the underlined subject, get its outlook on life
listen to what it shares, its objective
Only an ode to the perfection that is you
Sweet words draping you as the subject
A sugary truth, truthfully, not even angels will object.

I'm your prince like you my princess
You knighted my confidence, when I'm beside you
A feeling equal to armored kings.
Best I can explain it, its pins without the needles.
A sensational impression that's not needless.
I'm still trying to decipher it, a coded codex.
It's spiritual healing
Explanation exclaiming
Let's just call it.....catching feelings.
They call it a chemical imbalance
I call it, a needed balance
The love we share, not even gods can resist, a modern day present
Adorned by angels, you will always be the only commodity on my wishlist.


NB* Emphasis placed on wordplay stanzas in this poem. Keeping to the trying my hand at various styles situation.
Feb 2020 · 240
Valentine Confusion
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
It's valentines day again
Some have a day where the sunshine
Others will taste loves acid rain
I love daily, instead of a moment in time
Greeted with cheer, when cupid himself is screaming in pain
What about the rest of the year
Is there no love to gain, there is a desert of love all year round
Why do we settle for a grain?

This brings my heart to standstill, faints
It does not understand, unanswered questions, they refuse to be accepted
Bound,
It's caught in unbounded chains

I have to refrain
Running, I cannot get caught
Is this not the epitome of insane
Repeating a flawed system
Maybe we trying to re-capture it again,
That true feeling of love, instead of lust
A feeling regained.

If you happy this day,
by all means enjoy, don't get caught up in the fame
that's also meant to destroy
those that have no one, this my valentines to you
I love you all
A message from the heart i deploy.
Valentines day,
I have a valentines year
i'm lucky i found the one, so this eases my fears
with the love she gives
i have no room for tears.
Feb 2020 · 218
A spirit flawless
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
A smile that lights the darkest corner of this unforgiving world.

You are my fire, cinders in my soul constantly burning
Your touch melted my icy heart, all it ever knew was unrelenting cold.

My soul you armed with confidence, gave it strength, worth It's weapon, it's so bold.

Life handed me a bad hand, without you in it, I would have to fold.

Together we travel this winding road directionless, even if it is unknown.

Every moment love shared, a river of love, we prayed to find each other
Between us it religiously flows.

We both wholeheartedly without any doubt  feel the same, our love knows.

You my heavenly Angel, your words divine,
Your heart your Angelic halo.
This is the month of love, let your feelings known
shout it from the rooftop, let your better half know,
together love shared, watered
together you will grow.
Feb 2020 · 142
Loves Confession
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
I with every ounce of me love you
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
Your antidote, when the world infects your emotions, leave it diseased
A comforter, snuggled
So at night  soundly you sleep
Like the notion of death, I stand beside you
I will never ever leave,

Your side

As our enchanted souls constantly confess
Your love is all mine
Our love godly, you my living shrine
Your kisses honey-sweet, my queen
The sun envious, even it you outshine.

My confession,

I think you are divine
A taste from heaven,
You give my confidence wings, above the chaos It fly's

Above the choas, we rise
Hand in hand, hearts beating as one
Our Eyes,
Windows to our souls
The truth forever revealed
As we ascend to the sky's
These words that pour from my heart
You are the beat of it
So only in death we will part
Feb 2020 · 468
Moments in Time
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
I rest beside you,
breathing in sync, hearts beating as one
I get lost in the splendor that is you

Love surges in kaleidoscope of colors
we see them through wondered eyes
unspoken truths singed to our souls
this love eternal we freely share

I breathe in your essence
the life blood of my being
a nectared aroma
i inhale with every breath that i take

Your lips a cherrie wine
i willingly drink to a stupor
a senselessness ,
leaving me aching for your touch

you are the air that i breathe
my oxygen in a choking world
a promise adorned by Angels
a promise in this moment ,we will never leave.
There are magical moments
in this dying world , grab onto it tightly
even with words unspoken
it's a feeling that words can't describe
a moment to be enjoyed.
a feeling to be kept unbroken
Feb 2020 · 203
Wicked Tears
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Tears flow like the river Nile enraged
Mournful embraces, as the joining feeling of a future lost unites a weakened family
A mother inconsolable treads through meaningful memories as the smile of her lost child still freshly lingers
A fathers rage distorted, hopelessly punches walls as the embrace of a perfect daughter still embraces his skins thought
A Family horrifically shaken, as even the stars sheds their mournful tears
Why? A question tread milling through broken down spirits and scarred souls
A eternally loved daughter’s memory, drowning in uncontrollable tears
Tear stained prayer reaching out with a healing hand, as reluctant sorrow pursues a numbing soul
Mournful embrace, the only solace in a wicked life’s tragedy
A promising future, with love in abundance lost in a sorrowful abyss
A life unnecessary lost,
not only the loss of one fragile soul
The world is unforgiving
Sometimes tragedy strikes
Its's difficult, but find the strength to keep on living.
Don't surrender, live for you
Let happiness Marry you and your future.
Feb 2020 · 337
Love Roulette
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
There is a thin line between love and hate
Maintaining it is no easy feat
The best and worst of all emotions
Fragile is the heart
Easily breakable with deceit.

A love unknown
A journey you both willingly take
Sometimes it's heaven drenched in ecstasy
Other junctures
Hell bathed in heartbreak.
A chance we take by spinning the wheel of love.
Sometimes we strike gold
Sometime the outcome is negative
We never give up
It's all relative.
Jan 2020 · 156
Heart Beat
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Candlelight flickers
You rest your hand in mine
You whisper you love me
I never felt so alive
My Angels words divine
I get lost in your eyes
Reflection of a better me
Our souls in love entwined
They say love is blind
All I see is you
In heaven, our union must have been designed


We kiss
There is no sweeter lips
Honey coated
I now know eternal bliss

This promise I make
Forever we will be

Eternity,

I loved you in past lives
So this promise I will keep
I love you eternally

Forever,

Even when our souls get reaped
This timeless moment,
Our lives has begun
There is nothing else,
Our breathing in sync
our hearts now beat as one
When you know you found the one makes you a better you, you no longer hide
Darkness packed up and left
Your essence lights the darkest hour of my life
This place I now call home
Is where happiness reside.
Jan 2020 · 99
Torn
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
A prayer I convey
As the sandman brings me my slumber
That I dream of the sweetest smile in the world.
The same lips, a kiss from
Leave my emotions asunder.
Emotional torment
When your hearts caught in two
Your mind arguing with itself.
Daily feeling a fool.
Jan 2020 · 136
Anger
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Another day in a chaotic world.
Sins spinning, volcanic eruptions of twisters invariably twisting
Heated emotions sweating,
perspirering,
I'm ice in humidity, I'm losing my cool.
Dark chronicals #2
Jan 2020 · 111
Parasite
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
It flatlined, I'm dead inside.
Fake smile, underlying torment I'm attempting to hide.
Drowned emotions, in oceanic graves they reside.
Tears of carnage, down my face infected it slides.

Viral and infectious.
Dark chronicals 1
Jan 2020 · 154
True Eyes
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Hi it's me again,
I called earlier, but they said you were with a friend
I miss you,  As I say it
It feels like a sin

These are just empty words
Severed by emotion
I trusted you blindly
I now clearly see
I was just one of your whims

A passing notion
Yet I just hear your voice
I feel so alive, a new lease on life
Like exploring the ocean

Maybe our love don't measure the same
I don't care
Even if I have to extinguish this flame
I love you wholeheartedly
Yet it seems, sadlly
My heart beats only to the sound of falling rain.

Yours
Beats to the deafening sound of the pain
of true love lost
I will rather abide my time
I can see what in tears it cost
You are fragile, I'm a tortured friend
Two twisted emotions
Floating on the sea of the dead.
When feelings are jumbled.
The more you unwind
It all starts to crumble
So you wonder,
Is it worth all the trouble.
Your heart and your mind
Stay in a constant battle.
Jan 2020 · 236
Love lies
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
In transit on a stationary life
The earth rotates on it's own access
It spins,
So if my soul wait
Hopefully,
Ghost, you will float by again.

Bring with you my smile
I misplaced it
Like hope lost, to find it
I need to go back in time

When your hand was always locked in mine
Inseparable we were
The truth is
Love is blind

I pulled out it's eyes
I laid it to waste
I spit out your name
As I don't want to know how a lie taste

If love becomes deceitful
Then we no longer safe
Love was hope
Now all it brings is distaste.

Cupid is fake
I looked for him all over
I needed his bow and arrow
This time he won't miss
You need to alleviate this sorrow

The time we surfing on is borrowed
I hate myself for wasting it on a ghost
A figment of my imagination
Do I know what happiness name is?
Or
I am just pains host.
When words scratches at the surface
it's screams to be free
you lay it bare on these pages
to subdue my demons in their cages
so i don't end up....
suffocating.
Jan 2020 · 144
Vision of you
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Why is that I have to find my breath
Everytime I see your smile
Gasping for air
Light headed, oxygen deprived

I see the infinite stars in your eyes
A endless journey
It goes on for miles
Your essence my drug
A addict I am, your love my addiction
I'm on a constant high

I have to hold on to gravity
Heart reaching for skies
Am I living a dream
or a lucid reality

Joy wants to scream
Taken aback by your beauty
It's dizzy and out of breath
A thief of my heart
Eternal, until our death.
Words indescribable
I try
I with every once me
You are my queen
Today and in the afterlife.
Dec 2019 · 133
Symbiotic
Faizel Farzee Dec 2019
Morning star, a goal unreachable.
In contrast  to the obvious,
A dream that's untouchable.

We all fallible, a walking fault
In a barter system, we born
That's systematically flawed.

I applaud,
The human resilience
In the face if adversity
They get lead by simplicity

Surviving for eternity,
A simplistic notion of simply to live
are we scared of the unknown,
Or, is it the nothingness in death.

We stress,
Yet life just pass us by
The next time it passes
Jump on, and just smile
There things we control and thing we cannot,
So forget about things we can't
place it in the attic, with the cot
We all grown up, so let's live by this rule
Live life to the fullest,
we are poets at heart
Let's expose what in this world is untrue.
Dec 2019 · 133
Suicide
Faizel Farzee Dec 2019
Questioning life
Living, is this not a purposeful mistake
The world is in choas
In our souls
We all left with distaste
What could have been
I wish history could be replaced
Fix all the mistakes
Caught up in the faked glamour
While we letting our home turn to waste
The earth is our substance yet we killing it off
Is this not the epitome of insanity
Or am I just doff
Dec 2019 · 140
Negative Space
Faizel Farzee Dec 2019
Have you ever lost yourself
Who you are you misplaced
You search the shadows within
a unwanted fate, negative happiness
all you left with is hate.
Feeling and thoughts
In a whirlpool of some sorts
I smiling on the outside
Inside I am a corpse.
Nov 2019 · 129
Whirlpool
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
I try and stay calm but I'm starting to pace,
Memories discarded, a projected sequence
Of broken imagery through my mind start to race.

These demons singing to my soul
I can no longer face, they eating at my being
It's a gourmet meal,
they can't get enough of this desperate taste.

I'm directionless, even times time I waste
Losing myself daily
Even the air that I breathe,
Hates every breath that I take.

Without you my worlds just an empty space
You took my heart with you,
I can feel it faintly beating, in your trash case
Sprinkled with the hated words, floating in a river of hate.

I have to hold on to my sanity
Or it will get lost in this state
Was any of it even real, or was every moment just fake

My discarded feelings
Scattered and misplaced
Constantly searching for happiness
When you left, it packed up in a haste
Now I'm left with the broken shards,
Of a life that was never meant.
The feeling we carry can sweetly sing,
At times it plus at your code
and love start to sting,
the angelic voice, now screeching
Just hold on for dear life, remember
Your heart is still beating.
Nov 2019 · 184
Passion
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
I walk around on air, when I'm inhaling your name
My confidence your handbag, carrying it to new heights,
Your smile intoxicating, to you I'm willingly enslaved

We have no safe word.

Our hearts, eternally burning with love
Our lust
Forever en-flamed.
When your passion burns like the scorching sun
Your hands always reaching for one another
******* a marathon
We forever on the run.
Nov 2019 · 160
Bad Patch
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
This life is a conundrum,
Sometimes you get the hidden meaning,
At Times you grasping at air, gasping for oxygen.
Deprived of life, choking.
Emotions twistetIy clouded, your direction seems caught in a head spin.

These times we have to put it down as rough terrain,
Just swing through, bully your way through the pain
Trying to not misplace who you are,
Losing it, grabbing hold of your mind
Just to keeps us from not going insane.

This is life's work out, it will only make us stronger.
Dark is absence of light, so always keep the
fire inside you burning, it's a bonfire
Ensuring, we will never falter
a mountain stance,
We leave all the numbing pain at the alter.
Sometimes life can be tough,
We tougher,
So never give an inch, take a stance like a fighter
We swing back
In the corner it should cower
This is not a gimmick, within, you have the power.
Nov 2019 · 122
Tortured soul
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Tortured soul
He walks this earth alone
Crying out to be saved
His heart now turned to stone
He’s soul now aimlessly roams
Searching for the light in his darkness
He finds that no one’s home
He put his pen to paper
His savior has become his poems
Capturing all eternal heartache, that life to him has thrown
It brought him sadness
But just look how much his grown
He alone atones
For the words he captures
When he’s in that zone
Writing from feelings
He will never truly disown
Giving it life, No one will ever condone

As he’s pen bleeds
Inscribing heartache of a tormented soul to these pages
His heart rages
His caged demons scream’s for him to release him from their cages
His inked pen now becoming his soul Savior
The screams of an artist with a voice unheard,
Attempting to change the art
Not stick to what's preferred
Giving words a voice
Hopefully it will get heard.
Nov 2019 · 141
Natural Forces
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
In the silent night, silently your words like snow falls.
Icely freezing my heart, its frosty whispers
My soul freeze, my voice frozen
A avalanche of saddened tears fall.

My minds been rocked, an everest of thoughts in a crater I find
It's depriving me of oxygen
Our relationship was always a cliffhanger
It's a mountain we both lustful, wanted, needed to climb.

Waves of emotions washes over me roughly.
It breaks,
Every part of my broken heart drowning
feelings caught in a whirlpool
Rising inside of me, silently screaming
It's haunting.
The line between words and the picturesque, is thinly lined
you can make words laugh or make them cry,
broken words, i try and make it fly.
the above is about heartache, with a twisted write.
Nov 2019 · 224
Pie.
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Looking, at life through fickle eyes.
Questioning, everything.

Life! Happens, as a daily occurrence.
This, as true as a sunrise aver constant.
We soldier on daily in the ever-expanding universe.
Yet our true nature, Oh! Our true nature, is to find a single constant.
The universe expands daily, daily!
Yet, we look for the most simplistic solution.
The most mundane of mundane existences.
Staying constant, God! The boredom one must feel to be so drab.
So, like that of the true design, of wars past lost or won.
We are now being willingly controlled.
I false freedom if you must,  equivalent! to that of a caged bird.
Ooooh! The injustice, and looking at the world as it passes by, pointing at our sqaured little lives, mesmerizing us with images of splendor, escalating false feelings of happiness, all that we may stay content.
Within the boundaries of these restrictive, fences surrounding this so called freedom.

Alas! This! I fear is our fate,
We cannot change this, as it set in time,
Each fault, flaw and historical injustice, brought upon this world by greeds, greedy greed for power.

We, .... give in, we march on like good little soldiers, looking for their slice of what's left of the pie.
Snippet. Of my mind.
Nov 2019 · 425
~ Closure ~
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
This letter I write to you with a heavy heart
Sometimes my emotions put my heart inbox,  mails it to my past,
As much as my mind want to move forwards
Like running on a treadmill backward
I'm not moving anywhere fast.

You carried my confidence like a handbag
Without you, I would be a bore
Sometimes I wish I could hunt that part me
Then realize we all carry our flaws

So I forgive us
For all our transgressional sin
The lying truths
With the untruth that it brings.

The heartache will leave scars deep within
I would never change this
I know we
Apart,  of me still loves you
My saddened tears says with a grin.

I hope that you happy
With this letter, I'm done
Now a match I put to it
Like a blazing history
My past alight I discard in the bin.
Sometimes we have put our feelings on pages
Burn them, it get of the minds mazes
Knowing you moving on from the past
Grieve has it's stages
Make yours not last long.
Nov 2019 · 438
Reaper
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
A rose lay in an open grave, the essence of beauty in death.
Eternally resting your eyes to sleep
This is the slumber in death.
A complete state of peace of mind
This is serenity in death.
Knowing you can any moment be acquainted with it,
This is the reality of death.
When we born
with the first breath we take
from that moment it's a step towards death
this is reality
this is not a myth
we push it to the back of our minds
so we can learn to live.
Nov 2019 · 113
Parental Thoughts
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
I have this mountain to climb
It's a rocky relationship
I keep trying hopefully to lookup
I descend
  It's a repeated downwards *****

You know that I will always love you
This winding path you taking is directionless
It's a dark road, devoid of light
You keep throwing punches at the world
Your emotions must be in a constant fight.

Open your eyes
Please don't ever lose sight
the biblical morals I instilled in you
It should be glowing and shining bright
It's supposed to be infinite
I first-hand know life's not easy
It will always be an endless plight

I was truly hoping you would never lose your innocence
This was a lying might
You growing up
The choices in life will become more
I'm left praying daily for you
Hoping you always choose the option that is right.

I will always be here
Whenever your heart cannot find
The love that is needed
To keep the darkness within you aligned
The most innocent sound in the world is a baby's laughter
As they grow older they get smarter
The World will try and destroy them
It will only get harder
So as oarents, we take up the plight
And pray they turn out close to right
Nov 2019 · 150
Ghost Love
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Memories of you slowly consuming my idle mind.

I can still feel your healing touch
The taste of your hungered kiss
The voice of your pretty lies
My heart starts to shed uncontrolled tears
For you, It cries.

I miss you still
Like a flower misses the desert rain
Yearning for your loving embrace
Craving words of solace
To rid me of this numbing pain.

Reels of images of your beauty timeless and vivid
It's violating my fragile soul
Reaching out to only a figment of you
A chunk of my heart you snatched
I feel I'm eternally falling
Into the abyss of an endless hole.

I no longer feel whole
You broke every part of me
This love that left me hating
Not even satin will condone.
When the pain turns to hate
Your heart has all but lost its shape
Tears are your solace
No matter how hard you try
This sorrow cloaks you
There is no escape.
Nov 2019 · 106
Crusade
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
It's that time again
Time for you look at this hated world
Ask it to get in the ring

This is a caged dogfight
We are tearing to win

The bell rings

Out the corner we come
Rough and ready
We feel like steel, just hot and sweaty
Eyes like daggers
Punches equivalent to a sharpened machete

Life swing, you sway
It's a miss
You jump forward with speed of a cheetah
Connection made
It's an anvil fist

Lights out, life has given up the fight
You returning the favor
This is how it made you feel
During those miserable nights

Just remember
We all tough as nails
We march forward, no matter how hard it hails
we have fight
We will never go silently into the night

Our common goal
To defeat life at life.
We all have those upheaval days
Whether it's caught in your mind
Or in your heart, maybe yours we will find
Bare in mind
Life is grind, so let's not give up
Until the happiness we find.
Nov 2019 · 331
Artful Love
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Why is it that I feel so subdued
I lost all fight
I surrendered all of me to you
You all I dream of daily
You are a daydream
  Even in the still of the night.

While I walk I randomly call out your name
Your name sweetens my heart
When I talk the conversation subject is exactly the same
An ode to the perfection that is you
You are my sweetheart.

Your smile more captivating than treasured art
Your essence priceless to me
A precious notion that we will never be apart
We love for eternity
Even after our souls get reaped.
Words are the meaning behind all of our feelings.
Trying to capture true love
Is leaving me reeling
My verses have words with hidden meaning
Trying to clever it up
Looking to capture the feeling.

All I know is love you till the day that I die
My heart is one with yours, you feel the same
Our feelings equally tied.
Nov 2019 · 145
Honied skin
Faizel Farzee Nov 2019
Every time you seductively call out my name
I get weak in my knees, It's not just your  bewitching face
I have to hold on to your smile
So I do not float up and get lost in space.

I love the taste of your honied lips.
Your name just as sweet
I completely love every part of you
Is all of this real? This must be a cheat
Kissing every inch of your trembling body
To the melody of my heartbeat
Slowly taking in your aroma
renders every part of our souls satisfyingly weak

Your happiness my precedence
In the way that I love you
this must clearly be evident
You are live art, poetry in motion
A true picture of eloquence.
Love words that come from within
Ink my tears of happiness
Feeling this happy must be a sin
I grin
Thinking how lucky I am
Knowing we both feel the same
Together drowning
In loves ocean.
Oct 2019 · 151
Life Lessons
Faizel Farzee Oct 2019
Life equivalent to a runaway roller coaster.
It is a scary ride
At times you feel like letting go
Befriending the grim reaper
So he would call you willingly to his side.

Just like the fishmonger
These thoughts are selfish.

What about those left behind
The ones that truly love you
That has always been by your side
If you do not see them, please open your eyes
You are not alone, you have courage inside

Get your thoughts out the stormy clouds
Dry your saddened tears
Let the darkness see light, if only for a moment
let go of the numbing fears
You will soon realize, you have not yet drowned
To the darkness, you not consensually bound
Just open your blinded eyes
To see the love that is all around.

In the darkest hour, you will always find a smiling face
This is the nature of the human race
We might be killing ourselves and the world slowly
Drowning it with all the hate, we killing it unhurriedly
One day it will suffocate
We still built to adapt, so never give in
You are stronger than you know, exhale all the toxic thoughts
Let all the elegance in heart start your sing
We have the strength within, just open your heart and let all the love in
Disliking yourself, remind yourself, this is a sin
Just breathe in the good of the world
exhale all the toxin.
Live  life with a grin
Bringing happiness and laughter
Instead of darkness and grim
Oct 2019 · 328
Resolve
Faizel Farzee Oct 2019
Is see their ghost again
Silhouttes of past love lost
They are my floating sins

A reminder that I once wore a grin
The smile I wear now is truly paper thin
A forced happiness
Equivalent to a faked second skin

The light in my heart is set to dim
It's sizzling cinders
My future look burned, to ash it has turned
This undead feeling singed to my soul within

Do i sink or swim
Questions refuse to be answered
It's got my tail in a spin

Why can't I just live on a whim

Forget all these toxic feelings
Just pack up and run

Start a new life
Holding hands with the sun

That future seem bright

The truth is, I'm build never to give in
So I'll fight till the death
Till I have life pinned to the floor
Ready to rip of a limb
Looking into my determined eyes, no matter which ghost you throw at me
You will realize that I win.
Sometimes we feel alone
If we just look around, we will realize we not drones
We can unplug from the static
Come together as one
Share experiences and shed our infected skin
It will fill the void within
Left by love lost, at least we experienced love
Allow your mended heart to sing
So forget all bad, remember the good, pick yourself up....let the next round begin
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