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Aug 2020 · 140
Passengers
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
I remember how you use to hide your tears inside the downpour.
Always prayed to be the one to  lift and be your Savior
Your teary smile my downfall yet in my eyes you grandeur
Poetry in motion by elegance you revered.

This is sincere, a window to my soul inside its depth you have peered.
A piercing light from your eyes luminous it appeared
Breaking through the dark in me and now the sky's seems so clear.

There's no fear
From this day forward I will be your smiles protector
Behead the evil of this world , headless, it's decapitator.

In this life we narrators
Idling as life unfolds, never in control. Jesus take the wheel.
merely passengers.

Fake freedom sold to us
Like caged birds our path to true freedom locked. The holder of the key under the impression it's what we need or want.

All I want is to build a life unencumbered
Put in the effort reap the rewards
Without all the judgement
Our beliefs may differ, tolerance.
This is the time we tap into the truth
Some may not like to hear it
The truth hurts, so does being chastised because of colour of skin
The conscious is tired and want to ascend
We ready to evolve, can we now cut away the dead skin, holding on to the glory years, even though they will lose in the end.
Aug 2020 · 84
Insight
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
Why it like this?
See a anthill as a mountain untill we bridge the hurdle and fly over it, over sight
Looking back i can no longer  see my irrational fears
Washed away by all of my rational tears, hindsight.

Never forget we borne in a state of fight
Even if the evil of the world attempts around every corner to shut it out
We push through the blinding darkness
In our hearts we will always have a guiding light
Sometimes we wonder if we living right
The fact that you asked that question
Its a type of consciousness, so I have no doubt in your plight for righousness.

How did we get to this point
When the meaning life of has become less than a point
Everything we lead to believe is fake
There's no truth in this world
It got out, it escaped.
It disappeared with real history
Written in masquerade ink
Hiding mistakes and atrocities.

So in essence they killed it
So there is no escape.
So do we accept what they falsely feed us
Even though we know that it's fake
Nations wiped out,
displayed in musuems
History's grim laced with snakes,
Alexander was great, but Gengis was a tyrant that all woman he *****

What's the difference? Colour of skin.

Now do get where I'm coming from
Open your mind,
Stop eating
the sugary mold they've been feeding
To dampen the mind and truth becomes lies
The revolution is now,
Like a phoenix from the ashes new hope will arise.
Don't stay blind
Open your consciousness
Give your thoughts wings let it soar above the chaos...
The truth can no longer hide
We opened our eyes
The end of all lies should be Nigh.
Conscious poetry
Aug 2020 · 135
When I get lost in beauty.
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
My fingertips softly glides along it's silken surface.
Skin as soft as feathered silk
In servertude we are to our love.
Pleasing all of you my eternal life's purpose .

Your florescent smile against the backdrop of a starry night.
The dim moon envious of its glow.
It illuminate the darkened universe.
Your radiant essence eternally my guiding light.

Your birth the wings of my confidence.
like the wind guides a feather
You make me want to be a better me
Soar to a higher consciousness.

You are my heavenly earthly angel
Your tongue taste devine
Our union blessed in nirvana
Our love religious, devotees, it has it's own shrine..
Our love is a religion.
We stanuch followers
We devote in its following
Our hearts is our wedding ring.
Aug 2020 · 170
Drive
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
Morning sun awoken slumber
Now a nightmare truly begins
Dreams becoming the hunted
Obstacles daily in-cumbered

Pushing through treacherous hurdles
Morning sun awoken slumber
Shedding all unwarranted burdens
whispering failures a cumber

Self worth in a constant wonder
Searching for all the fading stars
Morning sun awoken slumber
All failure singed within memoirs

To learn from all life's mistakes
Not to be another number
Happiness at times we must fake
Morning sun awoken slumber
Sometimes dreams can be out of reach
do we give up?
run and flee?
We knuckle down, we fake a smile
we take the negativity and make it kneel
the trick is never give up in life
even if that is how it makes us feel.
Aug 2020 · 122
Searching Destruction
Faizel Farzee Aug 2020
We walk this winding road in a state of decay, It's cascading unhurriedly, deteriorating quietly. Like dying leaves in the fall, it's death falling silently.

A hushed tone to the tone deaf
signs signalling all around
screeching on collided tracks
a train-wreck
We continue with this one track mind
Telescope equaling tunnel vision
It makes it easier to ignore visualising facts.
Keep faith with a system built by ancestors
Who's fix was genocide and unwarranted wrath
Where is the sense in that.
With the downtrodden and their broken backs covered in death their wealthy tracks
rewrote history without a inch of tact
nations made to disappear
truth be told, looks like that sort of dark magicians back.

Lessons not learned  
Make us believe our livings basis is math
Education  singed to history
A crimson moon lit by untruths
We deaf-ly continue to dance to the same horror-ed tune
Our murderous march equal to suicide
Our morals compass corrupt
like windows in a error state
It's magnetized  needle had crashed
smilingly walking  this destructive path.
Truly the only end in sight, a ****** bath.

Is this not crazy?
like a merry go round wearing the tears of the world flexing in insanity's pants.
Moon walking
falling in the same backtracking tracks
Taking a giant leap for mankind
yet our mentality's still stuck in a timeless past
2020 fighting for equality amidst a deadly  virus attack
If this is not the epitome of a human race in digress
Like running on a treadmill backwards never evolving
hopelessly moving, yet stuck in one place
With truth caught in a ever revolving messy mess.

Losing unnecessary lives is pure nonsense
Like Trump in office it makes no sense
Like a lemon peel hand in hand with hope lost
Seeking for it blindly is living life bitter with a bad taste
The majority is woke, mostly not fake
It's the leaders sleeping on change
Like mount Rushmore it's struggling changing its face.

The power to them is addictive, it's so dope.
They would rather one by one slit our throats
Get buried with all the dead trees that made them rich
Then give dying world a ounce of hope.
I lol,  but this is no joke
Maybe this is my outlet, or just a way to cope.
Knowing the earths dying slowly ....
Yet we still harmfully searching for hope.
how is this the mentally today, we moved from home phone to space
yet cannot grasp the fact the we all one human race...

If i was alien, i would not want to be on this earth
I'd rather be locked in a cage
until the human race cause itself to disperse.
Jun 2020 · 128
Love of Death
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
A rose lay in an open grave
Vision of beauty in death
Kneeling prayer a saving grace
Breathing joy with every breath.

Your undying love my saving faith
A rose lay in an open grave
Addicted to your love I crave
Like a convert my life you saved.

Walking poetry true elegance
Your name within my heart engraved.
A rose lay in an open grave.
Beauty in death evident.

In death itself a endlessness
Like a limitless ocean wave
Thoughts conquered by benevolence.
A rose lay in an open grave
The Quatern is a 16-line rhyming poem that is somewhat like the Kyrielle. It is a French form and has 8 syllables per line. It is written in quatrains (four line stanzas). It also has a refrain line that appears in each stanza. However, unlike the Kyrielle, the refrain line in a Quatern moves. It begins as the first line in the first stanza, then moves down one line in each consecutive stanza, until it becomes the last line of the last stanza.

The Quatern does not have to follow any patterned meter, such as iambic meter, nor does it have to conform to any set rhyme scheme.
Jun 2020 · 137
Ticking all the boxes
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Like a teary river trickles seamlessly in a eternal stream -
It deathlessly flows

Like a sprouting flower extends its reach to the anticipating sun-light
life of it's being -
It searchingly grows

Like the sinful wind chasing the dreams of
dreamless clouds-
It forcefully blows

Like your fire flied smile illuminate
the darkest hour of my life -
It illuminating glows

Like the checkered past cloaks from a hopeful
future, out of site-
It progressively goes

Like a mind-full poem speaking leaves a grey mattered mystified perception -
It sense-fully knows
As i learn i revamp what i can, bringing to life what my demons command
if i ignore they start to demand, so i start getting my pen, so i can singed these words to the sands of time.
Jun 2020 · 89
Vampire
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Crimson moon as blood lust engulfs
Blood as sweet as gods nectar
Craving as hunger becomes pulse
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre

Slipping between shadows
Stalked prey as eyes caress her
Beauty as dorned by a rose
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre


Silent as the whispering night
  Prowl like a hunting predator
Quick as lightning a sunken bite
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre

I drained her like a life unplugged
Another life I am a collector
A Blood high as if I am drugged
Prince of Darkness a sinful spectre
Dark as the night
Mind in shadows
Deeper I go
Untill the words I swallow
Jun 2020 · 119
Guillotine
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Midnight singing as it approaches.
Slipping silent between shadows.
My book of life it wish to close.
I am heading to the gallows.

I am scared hiding in plain site.
My breathing like water shallows.
I'm in a state fight or flight.
I am heading to the gallows.

I can hear its axe ground scraping.
A debt to humankind i owe
I am In chains no mistaking.
I am heading to the gallows.
The first style I tried was gammo, (won a contest with first attempt) aside from free verse, trying the below next. This also my first attempt. Writing is awesome. (Style Kyrielle)


1. A Kyrielle must have eight syllables per line
2. It must be written in quatrains (four lines stanzas)
3. The last line of the first stanza must be the last line of every stanza in the poem.
Jun 2020 · 147
My vision's delight
Faizel Farzee Jun 2020
Her lips, soft like that of cotton candy as it subtly embraces my name. Her voice, like a beautiful musically composed orchestra of pure delight.
Her hair, red as the sands of mars cascading under the dancing moonlight.
As i look at the stars this night,
Assurance i got from the moon, our union shines just as bright.
Trying to eliminate being to abstract
All i know is i love you forever,  this is fact
these words i write, for your love they fight
i'm the happiest when in my arms, you fall asleep at night.
May 2020 · 219
Moving Grace
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Art pictured in motion, walking elegance.
Words you give life, monocle syllables
Beauty captivatingly imprinted, portraits stared.

Words gliding from your Cherrie lips, mesmerizingly eloquent
Intoxicated my heart listening, convinced by its eloquence
You my wish granted, an answered prayer.

Boastful our love drenched in splendour, Our love grandiloquent
I loved you in past lives, Aphrodite seems envious.
Saving Grace, pulled my soul from despair.
First attemp at the Gammo style writing out of ethiopia,
the rhyming scheme is insane
enjoy.
May 2020 · 170
Tears me to Tears
Faizel Farzee May 2020
I stare deeply into my truthful mirror.
The reflection of what you left me as leering back at me.
I don't realise who this is
This creature broken and unknown,
He's face I've never seen.

I remember your eyes,
The light I once saw in them,
Blown out by the wind of your lies.
Replaced by a cold abyss,
It looked straight through my pride,
From them I cannot hide.
This virus you left me with.

Your heart has been frozen...

In my soul it reside.
Speaking to my demons
Within them daily I confide.
You left all the good in me deceased.
Even the memory of happiness has died.
The only solace
Is for me to cry
Like Rivers of anesthesia
My hatred with dry.
My demons subside.
Once again I'll put my heart on loves merry go round.
May 2020 · 137
Misplaced
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Corona virus, Corona Virus
Is it not by time that you leave us,
I can hear your mom calling, i think she's in a rush
as you walk past me to leave , please remember not to touch.
This sentiment is felt by everybody,
Our lives is in a clutch.

At the start it might have been a bit fun,
We getting to a point where from ourselves we want to run.
Thoughs becoming undone, i'm watching myself daily on a boring rerun.
If it was not for writing, i dont know what i would have done.
thank god i dont have a gun,
i'm not suicidal, just my brain have been idle
my thoughts starting to become a little dum.
i'll shoot at the stars, to the beat of insanity's drum.
I laugh crazily, squeezing the trigger like delicious plum.
feelings caught in a void, i must have searched my inner soul to much
they packed up, and angrily conveyed that they done.

Now from my feelings i'm shunned
sanity sitting in a corner arms over knees rocking,
a sound, sounds like a hum.
Its face look glum,
i cant blame him
to the madness we have succumb.
just some fun while im jotting thoughts
there is the funny side of life also
sometimes in the darkness to long i get caught
am i really crazy, the answer is deviding by zero
it comes to nought.
May 2020 · 231
Pure
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Enchanted a vision of pure plendour, graceful grandeur.
Like that of a starry abyss
Your eyes beckoned my soul to a journey of promised heavenly delight.
Your smile whispers my name, I immediately find me gasping to breathe.
Grasping in tandem at a  heavenly love we share.
A match adoren in heaven, our souls combined hearts beating as one, it completes us.
As your silken hand rest in mine, with unspoken words dancing around our single world.
The song in our hearts the only music we love and cry to.
When we embrace, I feel you holding as if I am the only one to save your soul.
In this instant, I hold on tighter.

You are my guiding light in a darkened world.
My oxygen in world choking
You eridicated cynicality,
I now shake the hand of optimism, I once again wed hope.
I like to think our love is pure
Untainted by the hate in the world
You equivalent to hatreds cure.
I appreciate you wholeheartedly
Today , tomorrow and forever more
May 2020 · 188
Man Is?
Faizel Farzee May 2020
The corner stone of the human race suppose to be morality, right?
Then why so much hate?
Which leads my thoughts to this chaotic mind space,
It poses me a question..If you may?
Is man good? or is man evil?
Which sparks this debate....

Man is wholeheatedly evil, lets start with Slavery,Racism,Guns, ****** and nuclear attacks, unwarranted tax, wiping out nations, then skewing historical facts.
Glossing over financial enslavement by glittering cracks.
Like take this virus situation, this whole view seems parallax.

Man is good, same as there was slavery there was slavery's end
Japan in essence has thrived since then
mistakes were made but we learned from it in the end.
you cant generalise, not all man is evil
same not as all man is good.
Somethings are not evil, just mistundestood
Show some compassion and the result with surprise you in more likelihood.

This is my point, there is always two side's to a coin
man were born as blank slate
unfortunately we all know how cruel is fate
some get born into safety others into heartache
with a loveless safety net.
i wish i could share my love with all of them...
in the end what control's good or or evil is the individual minds state
weather it's been exposed to love
more than septic hate.
terror breeds terror
same as love breeds love
this misconseption is a common mistake.
Its how fragile the mind is ....
the loss off hope....
this i believe is were evil lurks
Hungrily consuming our souls.
It's an individual mindet,
consequence is irrelevent
we all capable of being both
its on which ultimately your energy is spent.

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Parallax - the effect whereby the position or direction of an object appears to differ when viewed from different positions.
May 2020 · 257
Muse
Faizel Farzee May 2020
You are the beauty in beautiful.
A true visions delight
A essence the gods finds enticing
I lost my resolve, I fall endlessly for you.
My conquerd heart lost all it's fight.

Your kisses tastes of sugar
Sweetening my dreams at night.
Your silhouette in the stars captured perfectly
Sentuated by the wonderment of the singing moonlight
A pictured elegance.
The sun envious of your smile,
As It shines just as bright.

With every word you whisper
My soul you excite.
My passion you ignite
Without even trying
A better me you incite.
Love is what keeps me sane
Even if the world's insane
She's my muse within this ugly world
She aliviate all it's pain.
May 2020 · 259
Rebirth
Faizel Farzee May 2020
I don't get it?
How simple is it to stay inside?
Get the essentials, then run back and hide.
I get there's situations, maybe some people's deprived.
I'm sensitive to this, but this is what history created, a unhurried suicide.
A portion of the human race living in luxury, when majority having daily to strive.
At the same time, there are those
That refuse to help themselves.
Is it derived by situation, or lack of drive.
All I know is...
The world is cynical.
Built from living  in a world that's constructed on lies.
Sometimes I wish as a race we could ascend
Elevate our consciousness,
So it's raised above the chaos
Be alligned with the skies.
With morality our compass, a human race revived.
Thinking of things that will never happen.
It's a ******.
It's the truth..
The corruption is ingrained in history
Beating to the evil beat of the drummer.
May 2020 · 182
Deflection
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Sitting here jotting down my current thoughts.
I get stuck on this thought
Has the world gone insane?
Or are we just bored?
Living this life without knowing it's true purpose
this notion we ignore, so we don't get caught
in spiralling mess, leaving us perplexed
fighting feelngs we previously fought
it leaves your stomach in knotts
hurling up reasons that does not make sense
are we here to destroy this world, or simply to live
is this just a badly written plot, common sense twisting
Brains going insane,
Reasoning starting to clot.

Wait? this topic's to hot

To the subject at hand
stay inside, together protecting one another
without having to try.
i get its frustrating i am not going to lie
the alternitave, is possibly having to die
we not scared of death, as the verse above would imply
We scared of the unknown, a feeling we disown
so stop risking our lives.
I know every circumstance is different, it can be tough at times.
There are measures in place, so together we strive
Together apart, we all going to survive.
As my creativity flows
i write to be bold, sometimes it get frowned upon
it's a endless story im told
the truth is, i write for me
not to save anyone elses soul.
May 2020 · 199
Unchained
Faizel Farzee May 2020
We sit inside a timeless cacoon, with the realty of time exempt.
Is this not the time for us to personally evolve
To search our soul indepth.

No pressures from a lucid world
Just you and self respect.
Journey to the depth of ones mind
clean the rooms that were unkept.

A broken heart mends with self love
the reality of this we should accept.
Love starts with the person looking at you,
in a mirror their perfection reflect.

Speak to the parts we use to love
now because of life neglect.
your inner clown or inner child
break free, let yourself express.

If sadness is what holding you back
Dive into this forrest of sorrow, the hurt you have to inspect.
Like tears of anaethesia, away this sorrow will be wept.
a journey of self discovery
it can be worrying
but the journey we take
by reflecting in reverie
May 2020 · 87
Deceased
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Death.
Has no view in hindsight.
This realisation is so true
with the first breath we take
moves us closer to death.
Once its gone, theres no undo
no respawn, only the living memory of you.
May 2020 · 199
Illusion
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Freedom is illusion,
We have become dissolution-ed to that notion.
The definition of freedom, you may think me a madman,
Let me alleviate bordem, With this wisdom.

A sip of water, before we begin.

"The power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants"
Is this really the case?
Can we use words as we please? Has it been structured to be used only as they feel?
There is being  insensitive, then there is being just mean.
What if we rough around the edges? don't say what I mean?
We guided by signals, life is controlled by media, worlds thoughts through a little big screen.
Their twisted agendas silently pushed through, a constant reel.
By showing lying images that makes your heart feel.
Bombarded constantly with same concept
Until your thoughts are numb, and it can no longer heal.

You cant  think anymore, truths getting blurred.
The facts was airtight.
You thought you 100 percent sure
As they whisper all around you
That lines starts slowly to blur
Your resolve has dissolved
With the truth getting blurred.

Your stance on this subject has been slowly reversed, without leaving your home, your soul have been cursed.
Now we in confinement
There's nowhere to escape
So it's going to get worse.

Am I just clutching at straws?

Have we built up a tolerance
Have we become uncursed
They have been telling so many lies, what they now say, do we switfly disperse
Don't pretend you do not know where I'm coming from
This must hit a nerve, it's the truth within a plea
This message diverse.
The lying truths with the untruths that they bring.

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aiming for the 10k word count.
May 2020 · 90
The Dark
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Time in mind, the dark was approaching unhurriedly, surely as promised obsessively coming for us.
Slithering slowly, hearing their deafening screams in violence, violently breaking  the silent silence.

I then saw it , in the depth where it sprung from
I lost my consciousness and began a rebirthed walk to the abyss of absence.

My familiar mind a stranger as the decay journeys to the my souls core
It singes to past lives, happiness now a adjective only in dreams i confess.
Collaboration between mark and I,
It's kinda fly
Taking turns to come up with lines
We both chilled, so it was nice
Writing is the best thing since rice.
May 2020 · 144
Grinning Confinement.
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Corona virus, Corona virus
Truth is it's a retrovirus
How are we supposed to protect our Iris
I wish I could ingest a antivirus.
You mean a cure?

Who asked you for chorus?

Go get the horses, tonight they don't know what the main course is
It's the apocalypse
Each one will have their own story
Mine won't be boring
I sat whole day watching finding Dory
Wishing I could forget
What I did this morning
The same as yesterday
My life has become a rerun and really corny

The up side
I have a wife, so that's impecably good when I get lustfully *****
I work from home
The only solace, when outside it's pouring.

i already redid all the flooring
now the inside of my mind i started exploring
i left so quickly
beacause i dont know what inside there i'm storing
It looked so gory
even myself at times i started ignoring

What day is it?
i stopped counting
everyday i see a little more people pouting
when they think about the last time they were out on a outing
i even started doubting,
that this life is real
this whole ordeal i started flouting.
Thoughts in confinement can be crazy
just this whole situation is starting to get a bit hazy
our whole demeanor gets kinda lazy
yet all the leaders can retort
is oopsie daisy

(5th poem with adifferent style on the same subject matter)
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Flouting - meaning-
openly disregard (a rule, law, or convention).
"the advertising code is being flouted"
May 2020 · 753
Woke
Faizel Farzee May 2020
covid -19
a killer unseen, without uttering a threat
it has the world pulling at every nerve, it has them down on their knees.
It has people creating songs about going crazy in quarantine
While Trump is really going crazy,
he cant throw money at it
for someone like him, this is unseen,
now his true colours shows
his fake, while the world bleeds
he is still trying to save his stake.
he has ample, yet he still pulls at every last cent.

If you cant see this, he must have stolen your eyes
he keeps it with all his supporters minds,
it's in his refridgerator, he keeps it on ice.
locked in a safe
now they all mindless, so they play by his rules
yet he control the outcome of dice.
he dont care about the human race
you can clearly see it on his unsympathetic face.

Why dint he react in haste,
maybe his just slow?
He is worth 8 billoin dollers, i really dont think thats the case
he cares more about the economy,and  losing face
he knows if the US economy drops
at the table in the whitehouse, he has to set china a plate.
give them the morning paper run their bath
and under his breath, he would have to quietly hate.

He would rather let the world burn,

They miscalculated this whole situation
they thought they were unleashing an attack
they forgot to disable the homing pigeon
it did a 180, knocked at their door, politely disclaimed Hi , I'm back.
Talking about money he has to track, that they paid to create this monster
is it just me or has the whole world been smoking crack.
we glossed over that, i get it  
He can even in song confess, our hands will still be tied
money is power, an intoxicating lust
the jury has already been bought, the justice system unjust.
truths are not pretty, neither is the world
so the darker truths we have to highlight
this whole situation, it's like im living in the zone of twilight
my mind cant compute, it doesnt feel right, what nex, t get abducted at night, now aliens can be real, parralel universes
truth shivering in fright this unholy night.
Faizel Farzee May 2020
Emotions asunder,
your deceit with its cloaked decay reached into my fragile soul and tore my happiness apart.
The residue of the last gleeful moment i hungrily taste as it slowly dissipate.  
a unfamiliar feeling of hopelessness leading me to all the broken shards of my heart, caged within a tortured mind.
your touch my skins thought still  hungrily craves.
vivid imagery of your perfect smile, conjured in all haunting reflections.

Will i ever escape this tragic fate. With every step i muster to take,
consumed by anger, my consiousness  decides resignedly to wed hate.

Thoughts of false feelings led by untruths start to resonate,
The love we shared was as if adorned by Angels
The stars envious to how bright our love once shined.
how could this perfect being, truths shed like a mendacious snake.

This is not a hurtfull mistake,
our future disentigrated before my eyes
with those words you uttered laced with heartache.

If you love them, let them go,
how dreary a notion, if you love someone wholeheartedly
together you would rather want to grow
is this not so?

I hate that your nectared scent still captures me
framed for eternity in a hollow existence of what may have been.
with the tears of torment flows to the rims of the pages..
like the river nile enraged it flows and carry's all the pieces of a broken soul unmendable
Slowly and indifferent my afflicted screams gets led saddened towards a waking nightmare.
hand in hand with despair, eternally lost.
with every grave you dig for a failed relationship
it's tough on the heart,
mended with lies, and a untruthful cast.
Only to be broken once more.
Apr 2020 · 181
Magic Mornings
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The first rays of a rejuvenated sun kisses the tired night, the birth of a new day.
Tears of the winds slowly trickles down the stems of elated flowers,
the smell of first light, tickles the innocence within.

Before we got tainted by a unforgiving world.  
It transport ones consciousness to a time when we heard the morning birds, we woke up with glee
when our eyes were a kaleidoscope of hope
when the dark truth of this world we could not see.

I can hear them with song sing out my name
the sound of pure delight
as they flutter and fly around the trees
a true harmonious sight, with whimsical appeal of freedom,
this is sweet melody in flight.
Pure freedom, a feather in the wind. Carried in time exempt.
Free from obligation to be a puppet for corporations.
Alluding to freedom that they created.
How I wish I could hear those birds sing aloud, more clearly.
Apr 2020 · 125
Love's Melody
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
You are my oxygen in a choking world.
A warm breath of life, when everything in this world seem so cold.
Sizzles in my heart becomes a bonfire with your every healing touch.
The dark within dissipate.
With every word you whisper, love conquers hate.

You add Melody to my existence
When my life had no beat.
Composer of happiness,
My orchastra you perfectly complete.
You are my ocean of love.
Like a river to you I flow
Together we conquers of this world
Together hearts beating as one we grow.
Unspoken words between us not needed
Our hearts, it knows.
Apr 2020 · 95
Numbing.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
I'm paralyzed.
I lost all my feelings, In a purgatory void they hide.
A maze within my head, doors unopened, I blindingly get lost inside.

I dissapear within my mind.
Night thoughts
Apr 2020 · 89
Ode to perfection
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The one i live for, die and cry for, the one i adore
She's the muse of my muse, i love her,
down to  my broken  core
You are perfect in my sight,
Thus perfect in life
For your love, I will always fight.
Apr 2020 · 158
Nature's Call
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
Insanity calling out to me seductively.
My whispered name floating on winds scented breath.
Peering out my window, though the silence is deafening, I can hear the screaming sound of silent death.

I can hear its unrest
If I listen even closer
I can hear it confess
It says that it's sorry, it knows it's a pest
However, this is it's nature
Like humans capturing beauty in cages, our nature's coded in the oppressed.

It's just doing what it's design to do
That is to destroy,
Or to survive
There's always two sides to a coin.
I personally think we to blame
This is what our destruction caused
This Earth is in pain.
I think it's defending itself
Yeah, maybe, I know
This sounds insane

Then I ask...

Would you not defend yourself
If you continually being flayed
The essence that is you
Gets repeatedly drained
Even the deepest of ocean is not safe
We are the human race, we infest every space
In our accomplishments
Beauty gets destroyed, captured in paintings
Get locked in a safe.

What I'm trying to convey
This virus is only giving in to it's nature
Same as the human race
It seems it's out to destroy
Until one day,
The earth will truly be grasping at it's last breath
Intoxicating air, the air not breathable, unfresh
Of feeling it's devoid.
With it's very last hope, the human race and it's virus, deaths will be deployed.
Thoughts in isolation
It keeps the time running
Hopefully the virus end is coming
So back into the darkness we plummet
And become the corporations
Puppets
We live to exist.
Just hope there's a second coming.
Apr 2020 · 89
Isolated Thoughts.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The world is crumbling
An old new orders demise
Maybe from the ashes
A new lease on life
A phoenix astute will arise.

A united world will combine.
As I look at the empty shelves
Emotionally torn,I know this all is a lie
We truly built to survive, it's about survival as a species
Our thoughts are
"One of them will be I"

If I don't know them "They can all die"
Holster those selfish thoughts
In isolation we stand together
In essence, we stand together apart.
United we fly, by staying inside
Soar above the chaos
I bequeath from the heart
United we stand, together apart.
Inside confinement only my words can fly
the warmth a lively world, it unlocks my mind
Allows it to explore outside
My imagination it drives
If not for these pages
My sanity would have packed up, I'd be losing my mind.
Apr 2020 · 106
Cornered thoughts.
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
The darkness ascends, a plague drenched in the unknown
A failing worlds flaws so beautifully highlighted.
As a world stand united in the face of adversity, corporation scramble to save their precious empires, alas,
A virus cannot be bribed.

It does not know color of skin.
It does not ask for your wealth status.
It only knows a race called Human....

Is this not perhaps the lesson we should take from this.
That a world united can achieve more than anything describable.

However, I fear that we only exist to survive.
Once the threat has past, and we talk about the ordeal that was the "darkness"
Share our stories on social media, we will hobble to the normal goings of life, where the poor is unseen and corporations continue to extract our every breath.
In memory and in our hearts,
We will know that a world stood united in a lockdown of hope.
As this memory fade, I hope then a smile arise, knowing we united as the human race ...did the impossible.
Thought in confinement
Apr 2020 · 70
Virus Fever
Faizel Farzee Apr 2020
Coronavirus Coronavirus
As darkness acsends, a uncertainty cloaked seemingly with a possible end.

We've survived worst,
Just shows how resilient the human race have been.
We cannot work together, untill our lives is hanging by a thread.
Imagine what we can achieve
if there was no love ones to defend.
Focus on making the the world a better place, a safe space.
Thoughts surges with electricity
Energy  well spent.

Maybe this is heaven sent,
Or mother nature's last line of defence
All the abuse she's been taking, the earth we've been ******.
Its gasping for one last breath.
To release this makes sense.

We can't blame her, if this scenario really was the case
Maybe it's man made,
I don't think it really have a face
It's alien,
All I know is, hang on to your sanity
So in this lockdown, it don't get misplaced.

Isolation,
It differs from case to case
All I can really do from my end
Is sign this off with a..... salutations and
Stay safe.
This time of uncertainty, a scary place
But let's not lose faith,
We born with it
It just sometimes leaves a bitter taste
But the moment leats not waste,
A second on hate,
And stand United untill this virus has its end.
Mar 2020 · 100
Love's Attempt
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
It's chillingly scintillating how your words sensually runs down my spine.
A savouring taste to be savoured
Flushed with emotion
Swirling around in my mind.
You know that I love you
our elated happiness seems fine.
My heartbeat calls out your name, rhythmically
I dance along to it's rhyme.
The rhythmic rhythm our love syncs on,  never syncs out of time
Eternally for eternity our essence, will be forever entwined.
A long lasting love that history can never leave behind

You are the air that I'm breathing
You are heaven sent, you are my living shrine.
How much I love you can never be conveyed,
These words never will do it justice
Which sometimes leave we with dismay
I still try, forever, untill my end of day.
Mar 2020 · 58
Written Flame
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
This is a artists view at its finest
I’m attempting to enlighten the mind. Sometimes I guess you must be blinded.
Let’s rewind it, these words you have to catch, pull up a chair
Take a second to relax
Just exhale, on a poets journey we embark, a mystical mystery
Let's together explore, all the magical facts.

I write to be different
Conforming to conformity
To me it’s a sin
I grin, as it turns on its axis
The worlds in a spin
Greed rule, and our moral light is set lowly to dim
I see the dark of this world, as much as I'm sinking, with the absence of a light
I have nowhere to swim.

Am I drowning again
Can you not feel the pain
I’m not talking about mine, but those innocent children’s dying in vain, futures now maimed
Dreams being slain, untamed
Always for someone else’s gain
Why can’t these monsters just refrain, rewire their brain
I guess it’s a global issue
Though I still have disdain
Why should it stay the same
Just maybe
This life's is a rigged game, we onboard
It’s repeating infinity, this must be insane
Wait, let me stop
With every word singed to my heart, words I feel to the core
Written in flame.
These are words whisperd at night
Shaking my core, it gives me a fright
For this life, to the left I swipe
I don't like it's demeanor.
Evils in the right.
Mar 2020 · 103
Loves Catch 22
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
There is a ocean of tears between us, these feelings I should have outgrown.
On a life boat I still rock towards you
My paddle weighted, it has turned to stone.
My mind screams with the truth
It's melodic and rhythmic
My heart unable to comprehend Blindly, It ignores these soothing tones.
I still crave every taste of you
Emotions severed, I get pulled in all directions, my souls completely torn.

Passion in a tug of war.

I know I should move on
These magnetic feelings I caught
I looked for the positivity, the negativity I constantly fought
Your breath I still continually feel
It rewinds in my mind, it's a nightmarish reel. No matter how I try and wash your sweet scent from me
Your touch, still burn my skins thought.

I know that it's over, i cannot rip at this band aid, as much as I don't want to miss your touch
These feelings has become my second skin, it's still painfully raw.

I will forever love you,
I hate myself for having these thoughts
Yet I'm stuck in the quicksand of time
I fall to my knees, happiness locked within me, the key I misplaced as darkness decend
I feel it in my core, I instantly then realise,
This condition, has no exit door.
Sometimes we get stuck in the past
No matter how logic pulls at your heart
It's broken from the inside
So the voice of reason it no longer hears
You cannot ease your fears
So you fall to your knees, you pray that time heals
Push down these emotions
And hope to again one-day be reunited with glee.
Mar 2020 · 70
Written truths
Faizel Farzee Mar 2020
As these words sweats from my invigorated pen
Pleading in unison, It pleads for my mind  to soar and give them wings
A staunch prayer flows from within their soul, to reach their flighted destination.
To have their intoxicating life force drip from generation’s lips touched by the song they inspire to bring.
These winged words, destined to bring inspiration to a cruel unforgiving world.
These inspired words, that needs to forever marry hope in this pitiful existence
  The tears of a lost people stream from their saddened eyes.
These armed words, that ended wars, brought courage and eternal love to nations lost.
These truthful words seeping from my shaken pen
These words, that carries heavily with it my soul scarred
These words......singed
Forever eternal
Pen is mightier than the sword
This is a artists written word
We give it a voice, when it feels like no one heard
We capture the world's tears
Cage its fears
See it through stained eyes
Like the end of a a ****** spear.
Feb 2020 · 121
Caged Truths
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
or just run from this race
a world frozen and so cold
we must icily face
fighting day in and day out
yet We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s a wish I can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but an losing fight that i hate

When will I realis
This life is not fair
These souls would rather slit your throat
Than show that they care
This wicked truth within my mind
Is stripped slowly bare
Sometimes I wish I could rip my chest open
Give you my heart
So you can listen to what it shares
A mirage of broken dreams
It's like being caught in a whirlwind
A merry-go-round snare
It's my living nightmare
Choking on oxygen
Do I breathe, I don't dare

Slowly it draws every last breath
every step  that we take
moves us closer to death
this truth we have to face
no matter what the evidence
it's an open shut case
live with no regrets
because your life you cant retrace
in this life we have a stake
live life to the fullest
no matter the odds or mistakes.

Run like there's no tomorrow
Cry only to alliviate sorrow
Live like our time is borrowed
lets not cower
take this life by the neck
imprint you are not a coward
the hurt makes us stronger
punch with everything you made of
even sorrow we devour
churn it in our soul
then spit out flowers
let your flamed courage bring forth the rain
let it decend
It's a metoer shower
let this winged words take you higher
soar above the chaos
i bet life will seem brighter
we are all born as fighters
its for us not give up
in this world
with all the power
Isnpired words for the seeking soul
Lets not forget who we are
Lets fix the broken within us
Never let it bring you down
Step by step, Bit by bit, until we feel whole.
Feb 2020 · 146
Cherished
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Your perfect silhouette framed haunts the night sky,
It's stellar picturesque.

Your grace equivalent to living art in motion,
a true painting of eloquence.

Your smile equivalent to the brightest shooting star,
my heart knows you are my living wish.

The weight of our undying love we willingly share,
this is more than just a little crush.

Forever our fate will be entwined,
eternally our destinies unspoken will be woven as one.

You are the air that I breathe,
your essence is the oxygen of my being.

A promise our love will extend to the afterlife,
our betrothed devotion vowed to be evergreen.

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These words seeps from this pen
It's rivers of anesthesia
A love that even Aphrodite envy
Our love is superior.
You the only wish I ever made
It seems God answered my prayer.
A fairy tale ending
Happily living after, forever.

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worded feelings
Feb 2020 · 75
Calculated Feelings
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Hey lover, hey lover
This is more than a crush
The weight of my love, multiplied by never enough
The math is equal to that of dividing by zero
Sorrow is set to dim, it's a pleasurable sin.
I know what my hand holds, these feelings truthful,  truths are not known to bluff.

I will mail you my heart, you can read the underlined subject, get its outlook on life
listen to what it shares, its objective
Only an ode to the perfection that is you
Sweet words draping you as the subject
A sugary truth, truthfully, not even angels will object.

I'm your prince like you my princess
You knighted my confidence, when I'm beside you
A feeling equal to armored kings.
Best I can explain it, its pins without the needles.
A sensational impression that's not needless.
I'm still trying to decipher it, a coded codex.
It's spiritual healing
Explanation exclaiming
Let's just call it.....catching feelings.
They call it a chemical imbalance
I call it, a needed balance
The love we share, not even gods can resist, a modern day present
Adorned by angels, you will always be the only commodity on my wishlist.


NB* Emphasis placed on wordplay stanzas in this poem. Keeping to the trying my hand at various styles situation.
Feb 2020 · 244
Valentine Confusion
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
It's valentines day again
Some have a day where the sunshine
Others will taste loves acid rain
I love daily, instead of a moment in time
Greeted with cheer, when cupid himself is screaming in pain
What about the rest of the year
Is there no love to gain, there is a desert of love all year round
Why do we settle for a grain?

This brings my heart to standstill, faints
It does not understand, unanswered questions, they refuse to be accepted
Bound,
It's caught in unbounded chains

I have to refrain
Running, I cannot get caught
Is this not the epitome of insane
Repeating a flawed system
Maybe we trying to re-capture it again,
That true feeling of love, instead of lust
A feeling regained.

If you happy this day,
by all means enjoy, don't get caught up in the fame
that's also meant to destroy
those that have no one, this my valentines to you
I love you all
A message from the heart i deploy.
Valentines day,
I have a valentines year
i'm lucky i found the one, so this eases my fears
with the love she gives
i have no room for tears.
Feb 2020 · 523
A spirit flawless
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
A smile that lights the darkest corner of this unforgiving world.

You are my fire, cinders in my soul constantly burning
Your touch melted my icy heart, all it ever knew was unrelenting cold.

My soul you armed with confidence, gave it strength, worth It's weapon, it's so bold.

Life handed me a bad hand, without you in it, I would have to fold.

Together we travel this winding road directionless, even if it is unknown.

Every moment love shared, a river of love, we prayed to find each other
Between us it religiously flows.

We both wholeheartedly without any doubt  feel the same, our love knows.

You my heavenly Angel, your words divine,
Your heart your Angelic halo.
This is the month of love, let your feelings known
shout it from the rooftop, let your better half know,
together love shared, watered
together you will grow.
Feb 2020 · 197
Loves Confession
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
I with every ounce of me love you
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
Your antidote, when the world infects your emotions, leave it diseased
A comforter, snuggled
So at night  soundly you sleep
Like the notion of death, I stand beside you
I will never ever leave,

Your side

As our enchanted souls constantly confess
Your love is all mine
Our love godly, you my living shrine
Your kisses honey-sweet, my queen
The sun envious, even it you outshine.

My confession,

I think you are divine
A taste from heaven,
You give my confidence wings, above the chaos It fly's

Above the choas, we rise
Hand in hand, hearts beating as one
Our Eyes,
Windows to our souls
The truth forever revealed
As we ascend to the sky's
These words that pour from my heart
You are the beat of it
So only in death we will part
Feb 2020 · 149
Moments in Time
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
I rest beside you,
breathing in sync, hearts beating as one
I get lost in the splendor that is you

Love surges in kaleidoscope of colors
we see them through wondered eyes
unspoken truths singed to our souls
this love eternal we freely share

I breathe in your essence
the life blood of my being
a nectared aroma
i inhale with every breath that i take

Your lips a cherrie wine
i willingly drink to a stupor
a senselessness ,
leaving me aching for your touch

you are the air that i breathe
my oxygen in a choking world
a promise adorned by Angels
a promise in this moment ,we will never leave.
There are magical moments
in this dying world , grab onto it tightly
even with words unspoken
it's a feeling that words can't describe
a moment to be enjoyed.
a feeling to be kept unbroken
Feb 2020 · 231
Wicked Tears
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
Tears flow like the river Nile enraged
Mournful embraces, as the joining feeling of a future lost unites a weakened family
A mother inconsolable treads through meaningful memories as the smile of her lost child still freshly lingers
A fathers rage distorted, hopelessly punches walls as the embrace of a perfect daughter still embraces his skins thought
A Family horrifically shaken, as even the stars sheds their mournful tears
Why? A question tread milling through broken down spirits and scarred souls
A eternally loved daughter’s memory, drowning in uncontrollable tears
Tear stained prayer reaching out with a healing hand, as reluctant sorrow pursues a numbing soul
Mournful embrace, the only solace in a wicked life’s tragedy
A promising future, with love in abundance lost in a sorrowful abyss
A life unnecessary lost,
not only the loss of one fragile soul
The world is unforgiving
Sometimes tragedy strikes
Its's difficult, but find the strength to keep on living.
Don't surrender, live for you
Let happiness Marry you and your future.
Feb 2020 · 180
Love Roulette
Faizel Farzee Feb 2020
There is a thin line between love and hate
Maintaining it is no easy feat
The best and worst of all emotions
Fragile is the heart
Easily breakable with deceit.

A love unknown
A journey you both willingly take
Sometimes it's heaven drenched in ecstasy
Other junctures
Hell bathed in heartbreak.
A chance we take by spinning the wheel of love.
Sometimes we strike gold
Sometime the outcome is negative
We never give up
It's all relative.
Jan 2020 · 69
Heart Beat
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Candlelight flickers
You rest your hand in mine
You whisper you love me
I never felt so alive
My Angels words divine
I get lost in your eyes
Reflection of a better me
Our souls in love entwined
They say love is blind
All I see is you
In heaven, our union must have been designed


We kiss
There is no sweeter lips
Honey coated
I now know eternal bliss

This promise I make
Forever we will be

Eternity,

I loved you in past lives
So this promise I will keep
I love you eternally

Forever,

Even when our souls get reaped
This timeless moment,
Our lives has begun
There is nothing else,
Our breathing in sync
our hearts now beat as one
When you know you found the one makes you a better you, you no longer hide
Darkness packed up and left
Your essence lights the darkest hour of my life
This place I now call home
Is where happiness reside.
Jan 2020 · 46
Torn
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
A prayer I convey
As the sandman brings me my slumber
That I dream of the sweetest smile in the world.
The same lips, a kiss from
Leave my emotions asunder.
Emotional torment
When your hearts caught in two
Your mind arguing with itself.
Daily feeling a fool.
Jan 2020 · 101
Anger
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
Another day in a chaotic world.
Sins spinning, volcanic eruptions of twisters invariably twisting
Heated emotions sweating,
perspirering,
I'm ice in humidity, I'm losing my cool.
Dark chronicals #2
Jan 2020 · 77
Parasite
Faizel Farzee Jan 2020
It flatlined, I'm dead inside.
Fake smile, underlying torment I'm attempting to hide.
Drowned emotions, in oceanic graves they reside.
Tears of carnage, down my face infected it slides.

Viral and infectious.
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