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Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
It’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
Sea
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Sea
Deep and blue are its depths...
And the crashing waves are its beauty.
Life too however, is another ocean
But its depths are our beliefs,

Some are deep, others shallow.
The waves we create become great hopes.
So, as you swim in life's journey...
Are you sinking or still treading water?

Life's beauty is all around us but
Life's magic resides only within the heart.
What beauty have you found in your sea?
Are the waves strong or only small crests?
Simply beautiful,I would love to read this poem,para-sailing out in the middle of the ocean
Rachna Beegun Apr 2017
I’m too sentimental. I can’t wander back through the memory lanes without feeling like it’s bleeding out of me. All the tender memories slowly drains out my color at night, only for sleep to bring a transfusion. All these small things shouldn’t matter so **** much but still it does. I think, that's the cruel fact of being sentimental much.
She
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
She
"She wanted to be gazed upon like her partner’s whole world revolved around her. She wanted to be held and cared for and touched so reverently. To be loved and protected until the end of her days. To be the only thing that made sense in his whole crazy life."
Rachna Beegun Jun 2016
I am homesick for a place which I am not sure if it exists. One where my heart is full and my soul is understood.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2016
I just have a happy personality with a sad soul in one body. It feels really weird sometimes.
Rachna Beegun Jan 2017
Feelings makes poets out of people
Rachna Beegun Feb 2016
Replace fear with aspiration.
Now, climb.
Rachna Beegun Apr 2015
I feel so lonely without you
I lay in bed just waiting for you
Wishing that you where here with me
Holding me closely as I fall to sleep

I feel so lonely in everything I do
Cause I turn around and do not see you
I want to see you behind me
As we walk around joyfully

I feel so lonely as I curl up to bed
No good night kisses
Or you caressing my head
All alone is how I lay

Missing you once again
In each and every single way
Wanting to be close to you
Yet I know that will not come true

I wish that we did not have to part
Yet our lives take us so far apart
I know that one day we will be together
Yet one day is not now and forever

I miss you my dear as I lay here in bed
Crying so softly I can still hear you say
Do not cry anymore that we will be OK
Yet right now I feel like my life is a waste

Without you here with me everyday
I feel like I am walking with no soul inside
A zombie like person if you can call me that
Moving through the motions of this one crazy ride

I am so lonely without you by my side
I dear of you being here right next to me now
As I close my eyes and fall to sleep
Someone please tell me this has not been a dream

I swear that it feels like one day you are here
Then I open my eyes to realize you are not
Was it all just a dream that I woke up from
It is so hard to grasp when you are already far gone

Dear love of my life please let me know
That things are ok that is all I need to know
That we will make it through this together at last
Be husband and wife happy at last

Darling please show me that it was not just a dream
That you where here with me and not just going crazy
I feel like I lost you yet once again

I love you so much yet at night all I feel
Is the cold lonely room that I choose to live in
You are not here keeping me warm as I sleep
I miss you so much please come rescue me
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Someday, you’ll meet the genuine love of your life.
And unlike your previous lovers, this one is
completely different because he’ll make you realize
that love was worth more than the risk of losing.
He will complete you and make you realized that
he’s that missing link you’re eagerly looking for all
your life. He will treasure your existence and give
you reasons to wake up every morning. He will
take care of you the best way he can. He won’t
promise you that he’s not going to hurt you,
because chances are he will, but he’s willing to
admit his fault and make up for it. He’ll not just
say sorry, he’ll prove to you that he’s sincere and
that he’ll never do it again. He’ll not just give you
butterflies, he’ll make you breathless because he’ll
hug you so tight. No matter how many times you
give him reasons to walk away, he’ll stand his
ground and give you reasons why he has to stay.
He’ll make you realize why your past relationships
didn’t work out because you’re made for him. And
he’ll hold your hand no matter how unfit it may be.
He’ll give you a lot of different emotions, he can
make you cry and he can make you laugh. And
though he knows that he has the power to do
these things, he’ll not try to play with your
emotions. His job is to make you smile, always
and make sure that your smile will never fades
away. He will remain true to you no matter how
many years may pass. He will give you all of him.
He will love you — your edges, your curves, your
imperfections, your flaws, all of you.



Someday, you’ll be happy. You’ll be living your
dream life and someone will love you the way you
are deserve to be loved. Someday, you’ll wake up
at 3 AM because your partner is talking on his
sleep and when you tell him about it when he
wakes up, you’ll laugh the way his face expression
says “No I don’t.” You’ll be inspired everyday. And
even if sometimes you slept on the couch the other
night because something is going on between you
two, you’ll realize that it’s a part and you’ll still
cook him his breakfast and bring it to his bed.
Even if he forget about your anniversary, you’ll still
forgive him because the next day, he’ll surprise you
with a romantic candlelight dinner so he can make
it up to you. You’ll be furious once you caught him
with someone else and you’ll think that they are
having an affair, but you’ll be confident that she’s
not gonna do that because his workmates assure
you that your partner is just doing his job. There
are days when he’ll go home late and you’ll
suspect that he’s having some kind of monkey
business, yet you’ll drive that thoughts away
because you know that she’s not like that and he’ll
never lie to you. Someday, you’ll just smile as your
partner go the distance to surprise you and make
you feel that you’re his eternal love and how lucky
he is to have you

Someone who isn't perfect, But who would be
perfect only for You !
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
In some days your heart just feels heavy and sad, no matter how strong you are.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Sometimes you have to just let go and see what happens.
Rachna Beegun Jan 2016
Somewhere there has to be a world where you are with me,
Where there is me and you,
And only feelings of yours and mine will be,
Where the morning comes with the ray of your eyelids,
Where i would listen the lullaby of moon in your arms.
Where there would be intoxication in between our every meeting,
Our lips would kiss each other with our every conversation.
But, I don't know where that world is,
I don't know whether it exist or not,
My life was not as displeased with me as it is now,
In this lonely painful road, my breaths are lost,
I'm lost in someone's arms,
I kept on searching ways that lead to you, my destination,
And I have lost the destination in a way,
I’m still searching for this world in this atmosphere where my earth, my sky, my smile, my happiness and my life is.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
How nice it is to hurt someone so much that it breaks them little by little and in the end say "sorry".
It's like the little word "sorry" will eliminate all the pain and the memories of me crying on the bathroom floor, breaking down slowly, until numbness return to me.
When you break a glass into pieces, try saying "sorry" to it.
Did the pieces join together and form back the same glass without any sign of previous breakage?
No, it didn't, right then how can you expect me really to go back how it was before you shatter a part of my heart into millions of pieces?
Really, how?
Rachna Beegun Nov 2016
"I miss you the most when I remember you don’t miss me at all"
Rachna Beegun Jan 2016
Maybe I’m just hard to love**
    and easy to leave
Rachna Beegun Sep 2016
They say sometimes it's the princess who kills the dragon and saves the prince. But maybe the dragon is the prince himself.
The Prince, with all the demons in him, would then turn into a dragon. He was so afraid, he might engulfed himself with his own fire. Then came the Princess, extinguishing the flame of hate consuming her Prince, where he was just there waiting; waiting for a Princess to save him, from his own self...
Rachna Beegun Jul 2016
"Why didn't you tell me? " he whispered, looking at my scars.

"Because," I replied, "I can hurt myself but can't hurt you and these scars are nothing besides the scars in my heart."
Rachna Beegun May 2017
Confidence is quiet,
Insecurities are loud ,
Without you I'm numb.
Rachna Beegun May 2017
Confidence is quiet,
Insecurities are loud ,
Without you I'm numb.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2016
In my head, I see myself walking up to you and smiling, asking you how you’re doing and hug you so tight that you wouldn't want to go away again.  But why is that whenever I actually see you, my steps reduce to a stop and all I can do is stare from a distance and wish that maybe, maybe all my imaginations will come true and you would be mine?
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
My insecurities plagued me my entire life.
I never trusted anyone for fear of being hurt and the only one who not only gained my heart, body and soul was standing before me deliberating on whether I was worth the effort.
From a book extract... that i wanna share with you all :)
Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
I got lost in him, and it was the kind of lost that's exactly like being found.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
No matter what I'll do, I will never be good enough for you i think and that thought **** me literally
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
as i lay
awake

                                                       the only thing
                                                      that's on my mind


                                                                                                             is you
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
" - Elle t'aime.
- Qui m'aime? C’est qui « elle » ?
- Celle qui t’aime? C'est la fille qui te regarde dans les yeux en te parlant. Celle qui sourit quand elle est à tes coté. Qui te taquine sans cesse pour au finale réussir à obtenir un câlin ou un simple bisou. C'est la fille qui veut t'embrasser la sur le champ. Celle qui ne rêve que d'une chose: crever dans tes bras. Elle veut que tu lui dises ce que tu penses d'elle. Que tu la prennes dans tes bras comme une poupée de porcelaine. Que tu la réconforte comme si tu réconfortais a ta petite sœur quand elle pleure. Que tu lui dises que tu l'aimes comme tu le dirais à ta mère. Cette fille-là, veut voir son reflet dans tes yeux quand tu souris, quand tu es heureux, quand tu rigoles. Mais ce qu'elle veut par-dessus tout, c'est ton cœur. Celui qui va la loger pendant des heures, des jours, des mois, des années. Elle a des frissons dans le ventre dès qu'elle te voit. Rêve de te dire je t'aime yeux dans les yeux.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
You made me feel beautiful when I thought I was nothing.
11 words that i never said to him
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
I find it crazy how any of us can die at any moment yet we live our lives always planning for the future.
Rachna Beegun Sep 2015
Be warned that should I ever get another chance to hold you close & call you mine, I’m never letting you go! If heaven forbid death should release me from my marriage you’re the only other person who’s wife I could be. You’ll never know just how much you mean to me, how much I am yours, how badly I want to give you the life you want with me, how badly I wish it was your last name at the end of my last name. Your hands are the only hands I crave on my body, the only naked body I want pressed against my own. It was never supposed to come to this, us meaning this much to each other, being this in love with one another. Now what am I just supposed to pretend it would have never work out with us, that once again I’m the one more in love, that you would have grown tired of me, anything just to face this cruel life without you. it was never fair to learn of your existence when I could never have you till death. However this works out, I promise to love you till the end of me.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2015
Your feelings are valid. You have every right to feel whatever emotion you want. You aren’t being dramatic. You aren’t over exaggerating. You’re feeling. And that’s okay.
Rachna Beegun Jan 2016
We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors and they drown us out at sea.
Rachna Beegun Dec 2015
And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2016
Often whenever we face troubles or sorrows we think that only our pain is greater and we suffer more than others but literally the fact is that there are people out there who suffer more, whose pain is imaginable so if you have food, clothes and shelter be grateful to God be'coz some don't even have these happiness.
That's just a thought about how people often think... Cos i knw there are many out there that think like that :)
Rachna Beegun Mar 2016
I think about life, I think about death and neither of them particular appeals me.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2016
""Love yourself the way you want your daughters, nieces, friends kids to love themselves.""
Many woman does not appreciate themselves like they deserve just cos flabby, muscly, curvy body and all. But they don't realize, we woman are so much more than those things, we are warriors :)
Rachna Beegun Jun 2016
In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can.
Rachna Beegun Oct 2016
You threw me away just like I threw away time, on a boy who tricked me to think he was mine but in the end got betrayed.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I have learnt how to live alone..
I have learnt how to survive without you..
I have learnt how to be silent and humble when nobody give a ****..
I have learnt so many things about life..
But today I understood I can never learn how to unlove you
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I know there are things we have to work through and I know I haven’t been the easiest person to live with but I wanted you to know I would never, ever, want any other woman but you.

You are the air I breathe, the rhythm my heart beats to and the true love of my life.

You are my heart and the only constant in my life.

There has never been anyone but you.

I love you and I think if anything, this time apart has shown
me how I can’t live without you.
It can never be over between us because it has only just begun.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
I wanna someone to hug so tight that all my broken pieces are joined together.
Rachna Beegun May 2015
To Mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you and how many times I get scolded by you,

I still think that-

You are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole world.

I love you and I miss you sooo much.

Love always,
Your stubborn child

Ps: I'm really sorry for all the problems I've caused.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
Wow .....How can I be so stupid ...... Now I know I was just a play toy or time pass to him ....
Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
"The more time I spend with you, the more I want. The closer we get, the closer I want to be."
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I love you more with each day,
You break me a little more with each day till
someday I will be completely broken and shattered filled with love only for you.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
It's scary how much a smile can hide.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Walking alone is not difficult
But when we walked a mile with someone
then coming back alone is difficult, very difficult.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
It is so difficult to take your mind off the one you love, when your heart is consumed by them.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Sweet nothings,

are always sweet and romantic

when someone you love whisper it to you, looking into your eyes with all the love they feel for you.
i'm just waiting for you to say that to me ;) Love you baby <3
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