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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I have learnt how to live alone..
I have learnt how to survive without you..
I have learnt how to be silent and humble when nobody give a ****..
I have learnt so many things about life..
But today I understood I can never learn how to unlove you
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
I wanna someone to hug so tight that all my broken pieces are joined together.
Rachna Beegun May 2015
To Mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you and how many times I get scolded by you,

I still think that-

You are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole world.

I love you and I miss you sooo much.

Love always,
Your stubborn child

Ps: I'm really sorry for all the problems I've caused.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
Wow .....How can I be so stupid ...... Now I know I was just a play toy or time pass to him ....
Rachna Beegun Nov 2015
Your feelings are valid. You have every right to feel whatever emotion you want. You aren’t being dramatic. You aren’t over exaggerating. You’re feeling. And that’s okay.
Rachna Beegun Dec 2015
And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
She was as delicate, as a flower.

But with time, all her beautiful petals, had fallen off because of her sadness.

He left, her best friend left,
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Every night, I come to the same place and wait until the sky catches up with my mood.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
What if? What if I die? will anyone cry? will you feel sad? or will you say I was bad? will you feel my pain? or will you assume I was insane?

I just wonder all the time
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason....And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

- Edward Cullen
Extracted from New Moon
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
I'M SO USED TO BEING HURT THAT I DON'T NOTICE PAIN ANYMORE.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Usually, people think that I’m a strong, happy person
but do they look behind my smiles
and see how much I’m in pain and almost broken?
Do they? Really?!
My wandering thoughts about how actually people think.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2018
What do you do when the person you love, doesn't love you?
What do you do when the person you need, doesn't need you?
What do you do when the person you thought as your whole world, doesn't want you?
Rachna Beegun May 2015
When you break my heart.
If you break my heart.

Please do it kindly.

Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me.

I’ll let you keep a few pieces. Because they’re yours, and I won’t ask what you will do with them.

But break me quickly, simply, honestly.
Break me so I won’t shatter like glass. So that even when I no longer love you. I will love you for at least doing me this.

If you can’t promise me a forever. I won’t hold it against you. Time is not always kind, and I can’t expect it to be on our side.
But promise me you will try. Try to be on my side. Just on this.

So that I know, that even if this is no longer the case,
Once-upon-a-time ago, you really did love me.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
You mean the world to me
Nothing will ever come between us
No matter what anybody says or does
You will always be in my heart
Forever and ever
Your spot will never be replaced
You hold the key to my heart
And you have since we met
I will love you forever
And no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Like I said I will love you forever
No matter what

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