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Rachna Beegun Sep 2015
Be warned that should I ever get another chance to hold you close & call you mine, I’m never letting you go! If heaven forbid death should release me from my marriage you’re the only other person who’s wife I could be. You’ll never know just how much you mean to me, how much I am yours, how badly I want to give you the life you want with me, how badly I wish it was your last name at the end of my last name. Your hands are the only hands I crave on my body, the only naked body I want pressed against my own. It was never supposed to come to this, us meaning this much to each other, being this in love with one another. Now what am I just supposed to pretend it would have never work out with us, that once again I’m the one more in love, that you would have grown tired of me, anything just to face this cruel life without you. it was never fair to learn of your existence when I could never have you till death. However this works out, I promise to love you till the end of me.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
You made me feel beautiful when I thought I was nothing.
11 words that i never said to him
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Does it matter that I die to you?

Hell, I don't think so it will matter to anyone ....
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Walking alone is not difficult
But when we walked a mile with someone
then coming back alone is difficult, very difficult.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I hope one day you see the beauty in yourself that others see in you. But more importantly, I hope that day is soon.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
No matter what I'll do, I will never be good enough for you i think and that thought **** me literally
Rachna Beegun May 2015
She could never quite understand the way he looked at her. He was always so curiously gentle, and his smile was so soft. Yet there was such glitter in his eyes, and an unrelenting sort of hate came out of his words, a strange, profound, impersonal hate. Personally he liked her, she was sure. He was gentle with her, attracted by her in some strange, soft, passionless way. But impersonally he hated her with a mystic hatred.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I love you more with each day,
You break me a little more with each day till
someday I will be completely broken and shattered filled with love only for you.
Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
I got lost in him, and it was the kind of lost that's exactly like being found.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
Wow .....How can I be so stupid ...... Now I know I was just a play toy or time pass to him ....
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
I'M SO USED TO BEING HURT THAT I DON'T NOTICE PAIN ANYMORE.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Usually, people think that I’m a strong, happy person
but do they look behind my smiles
and see how much I’m in pain and almost broken?
Do they? Really?!
My wandering thoughts about how actually people think.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2018
What do you do when the person you love, doesn't love you?
What do you do when the person you need, doesn't need you?
What do you do when the person you thought as your whole world, doesn't want you?
Rachna Beegun May 2015
When you break my heart.
If you break my heart.

Please do it kindly.

Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me.

I’ll let you keep a few pieces. Because they’re yours, and I won’t ask what you will do with them.

But break me quickly, simply, honestly.
Break me so I won’t shatter like glass. So that even when I no longer love you. I will love you for at least doing me this.

If you can’t promise me a forever. I won’t hold it against you. Time is not always kind, and I can’t expect it to be on our side.
But promise me you will try. Try to be on my side. Just on this.

So that I know, that even if this is no longer the case,
Once-upon-a-time ago, you really did love me.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
You mean the world to me
Nothing will ever come between us
No matter what anybody says or does
You will always be in my heart
Forever and ever
Your spot will never be replaced
You hold the key to my heart
And you have since we met
I will love you forever
And no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Like I said I will love you forever
No matter what

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