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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Every night, I come to the same place and wait until the sky catches up with my mood.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
No matter what I'll do, I will never be good enough for you i think and that thought **** me literally
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason....And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

- Edward Cullen
Extracted from New Moon
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Does it matter that I die to you?

Hell, I don't think so it will matter to anyone ....
Rachna Beegun May 2015
To Mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you and how many times I get scolded by you,

I still think that-

You are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole world.

I love you and I miss you sooo much.

Love always,
Your stubborn child

Ps: I'm really sorry for all the problems I've caused.
Rachna Beegun May 2015
She could never quite understand the way he looked at her. He was always so curiously gentle, and his smile was so soft. Yet there was such glitter in his eyes, and an unrelenting sort of hate came out of his words, a strange, profound, impersonal hate. Personally he liked her, she was sure. He was gentle with her, attracted by her in some strange, soft, passionless way. But impersonally he hated her with a mystic hatred.
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I hope one day you see the beauty in yourself that others see in you. But more importantly, I hope that day is soon.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
" - Elle t'aime.
- Qui m'aime? C’est qui « elle » ?
- Celle qui t’aime? C'est la fille qui te regarde dans les yeux en te parlant. Celle qui sourit quand elle est à tes coté. Qui te taquine sans cesse pour au finale réussir à obtenir un câlin ou un simple bisou. C'est la fille qui veut t'embrasser la sur le champ. Celle qui ne rêve que d'une chose: crever dans tes bras. Elle veut que tu lui dises ce que tu penses d'elle. Que tu la prennes dans tes bras comme une poupée de porcelaine. Que tu la réconforte comme si tu réconfortais a ta petite sœur quand elle pleure. Que tu lui dises que tu l'aimes comme tu le dirais à ta mère. Cette fille-là, veut voir son reflet dans tes yeux quand tu souris, quand tu es heureux, quand tu rigoles. Mais ce qu'elle veut par-dessus tout, c'est ton cœur. Celui qui va la loger pendant des heures, des jours, des mois, des années. Elle a des frissons dans le ventre dès qu'elle te voit. Rêve de te dire je t'aime yeux dans les yeux.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
You made me feel beautiful when I thought I was nothing.
11 words that i never said to him
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
I'M SO USED TO BEING HURT THAT I DON'T NOTICE PAIN ANYMORE.
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Usually, people think that I’m a strong, happy person
but do they look behind my smiles
and see how much I’m in pain and almost broken?
Do they? Really?!
My wandering thoughts about how actually people think.
Rachna Beegun Nov 2018
What do you do when the person you love, doesn't love you?
What do you do when the person you need, doesn't need you?
What do you do when the person you thought as your whole world, doesn't want you?
Rachna Beegun May 2015
When you break my heart.
If you break my heart.

Please do it kindly.

Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me.

I’ll let you keep a few pieces. Because they’re yours, and I won’t ask what you will do with them.

But break me quickly, simply, honestly.
Break me so I won’t shatter like glass. So that even when I no longer love you. I will love you for at least doing me this.

If you can’t promise me a forever. I won’t hold it against you. Time is not always kind, and I can’t expect it to be on our side.
But promise me you will try. Try to be on my side. Just on this.

So that I know, that even if this is no longer the case,
Once-upon-a-time ago, you really did love me.
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
You mean the world to me
Nothing will ever come between us
No matter what anybody says or does
You will always be in my heart
Forever and ever
Your spot will never be replaced
You hold the key to my heart
And you have since we met
I will love you forever
And no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Like I said I will love you forever
No matter what

— The End —