Life is like a video game.
It has controls.
You can restart it.
It has battles between anything around us.
You can dodge an attack.
You can move on to the next level.
But, it's not GAME OVER.
You continue your life on an INFINITE game mode.
You never die.
Unless you quit.

she is the devil
always ******* on about her crap
doesn't understand the commoner's way
thinking she should be #1
***** her and her ****
let her have fun in hell
freaks like her deserve worst things

Heartbroken as I may be,
there's so much of the world to see.
I can't go down by my feeling's foe.
I've never been able to stoop so low.
I looked for a chance,
  whatever I can get.
Could see from my stance,
  falling, I would never let.
I came as high as I could
The same height a bird would.
I love where I am right now.
All of the downers should just bow.

What once you had cherished
Had suddenly vanished
The bliss in the heart
The hurt of the art
So beautiful as it may be
It wasn't for all to see
You were a few steps back
You couldn't even act
You lacked in a matter
Now your heart's in a scatter

I like you a lot,
  but I love my friends.
I look at you from afar,
  yet she looks at you near.
I sit beside you,
  but she talks to you more.
I stayed closed in my spot,
  yet she could be open about it.

She likes you a lot
  and she's my friend.
She's obvious about it
  and I'm here for support.
She's been with you longer
  and I've only known you for a while.
She'd be a good match for you
  and I'll be here at the sides.

Who would've thought it was you.
A beautiful creature
  Disguised as a nightmare.
Lurking around
  and Making a mess.
My lips tremble
  and My eyes shake.
But such a kind man was shadowed by his appearance.
If only he had looked better,
  the whole world would be grateful.
But it's only the looks they see,
  for they haven't seen the Beauty in the Beast.

so much passion i felt in your voice
i sense a longing for something far away
it seems to be you're already growing up
must you spend your youth in a beautiful way

I do not know much about love.
But I do know I could feel it.
To think that it would be planned
  on a man I did not know,
  or a man who doesn't know me,
knowing that there is such a distance between us.
But there was a man I did know.
But I did not know it would be him
to which I could feel this love.

That moment "we" actually had no meaning.
Because when I thought we had,
I was pouring out my soul,
raising my head up high,
happy to know that you were here with me.
But then when it was only me.
Only I had thought it was "we".
But even so,
thanks for making me think there was an "us".

You left me with a blank mark.
You asked of me to give you love.
I gave you my all
Yet you left me with a blank.

Time has passed by,
never forgetting to say "Hi!"
Always passing by,
but there's nothing new to try.

Now time has stopped.
My heart then dropped.

Nowhere I could see,
I couldn't even feel me.

They said I've reached the deadline.
They're taking this life of mine.
I said it was fine.

*Because time never gave me a good time.

Such ideals
  and standards I can not find.
In men I try
  but end up unsatisfied.
But once, I had found
  an exact opposite in mind.
A smart man
  acting like an idiot.
A man I had fallen for.
Different from what I thought
  but feelings should come first.
In him, I had found
nothing I had wanted.
But love was there,
  And that's what he handed.

words that are hard to say,
thinking it would ruin your day.
because of all the smiles you had,
i still want to make you glad.
but i know you know,
wherever my feelings go.
but you still smile,
even for a while,
even if you're slowly breaking,
even while your heart is aching.
i want to say goodbye
but my words come out as a lie.
whether it's loving you
or saying i do,
stop smiling,
  you're a fool.
  i only do bad things to you.

you're all that i think about,
            all that i dream about.
one day,
  you'll leave,
  but it'll give you a better day,
                                a better girl.
sometimes, i think
you're too good for me.
i'm too plain to be yours.
yet you'd say otherwise
and get mad at me
because you're so kind.
but your kindness is my problem
and the reason i distance myself from you.
i'm sorry for being stupid
but stupid is what i do best.
i don't deserve you,
  don't deserve us.
so i'll be the girl,
one day you'll hate
and could finally be relieved,
                               be happy.
while i, for you, would be happy,
                                         be sad.

At one glance,
  you entered my heart.
Trapped in this wonder
I become.
No words flow out.
I look at you in admiration.
Can you draw out the rest
   of what this heart has to say?

Bonds we share
Our times were great
But days of ours
Won't be the same

We were children
Now we've grown
Our youth goes on
In bloom we grow

But time will past
Will leave us on our own
Now we've grown
To separate worlds

It's not because of what you put me through,
it's because there's one and only you.
I don't care if you don't think of me that much.
I'll still long for your touch.
The sense of needing you is what I've got.
And my heart is what you've caught.
Seal me tighter in your embrace.
So we can close our distant space.

You scoop me up
And tell me I'm perfect.
But sometimes I feel like
You're too good for me.
Like maybe,
  you're just a dream.
A dream I'm stuck in.
But even so,
  even if you are,
I'll fall in love with you.

Whenever I need to clear my mind
I think of the fresh Spring
But everything just starts falling down
Like the leaves in Autumn
Everything starts withering
Then it becomes cold and dark
Like that one Winter
Where hearts turn to ice
But soon everything will come melting
The scorching hot sun will come
Like that of Summer
But everything's bright again at least

A soulful voice
That yearns to be heard
My ears are filled
With golden honey
How soothing can it be
My heart is filled with healing
My cluttered mind that's been refreshed
A song that flows through me
I long to hear that voice
The voice renews me

'Tis the season to be jolly
But why only now
Why not everyday
Why are we so happy during Christmas
It's the time of giving
But why can't we give on normal days
When there is no occasion
Why do we need to celebrate it on December
Why on the cold seasons
Why can't Christmas be everyday?

Words that could bring fruits
And words that could bring poison
What kind of poison have I brought to you
They were sugarcoated poisons that sought to be fruits
Kept feeding you on this
However clueless can you be
You've grown fat with all this sugar
You took surprise and anger when you found out
I laughed at how long it took
Now you're dying from the poison
And the fruits lay near rotting

Rain
Though it seems gloomy at first
But the cold weather just suits the atmosphere
To make the outside a bit quiet
And make me feel so calm