I punish myself by not writing
The words build in me begging to be let out
Unwritten stories I wonder how many books?
A library of my thoughts would fill my home
Why must I punish my soul?
Emotions overwhelm me..I restrict my expansion
Feeling as if I'm about to burst
Poetry flows in me to punish is to destroy
Pushing imagination creating has always been my joy
I always reflect my nature is to learn
I'm not as bad as before I now take a pause to write
Rewarding myself like after winning a fight
I love myself..I really do.
I still punish myself
By not telling you how much I love you...

So much words I want to say
Emotions build every day
For true love I did pray
Now I've found it I'm blown away
Battled for you throughout time
Won every fight to make you mine
In the world of you and I
We hold each other until we die
For you I do..I do not try
You are the answer to question why
With you there is no one else
Inside you I lose myself
When I look upon your soul
Fills me like an empty hole
Inside you I want to grow
Every day I'll let you know
Touch me feel our destiny
Kiss me taste eternity
In your eyes live inspiration
Soothes our souls of devastation
Words hit deep feel *******
In each other our Destination..

In the morning when I can't sleep
Whispers of love start to creep
What I find I didn't seek
Everything about you I want to keep
Close to me but oh so far
Distance doesn't negate beauty of a star
Inside each other is what we are
When you're away I bear a scar
Destinies door brought me to this place
Opened up my inner space
Regrets I feel..just a waste
Now a true spiritual love I taste
Hunger is feeling that is fed
Feed it with love till it's dead
To your heart it has lead
To these Whispers in my bed...

Hello everybody its M.A.N of Bone
Heart chiseled from graveyard stone
Tell tales never known
Story told may be your own
Relax..Take a seat at the table  
Gather opinions get them stable
Put down rhymes..Sorry you are not able
Poetry in every part of you and me
Elevate it with fluidity
Edit do it efficiently
Soul spills out sincerely
Compute words like a nerd
Create a style so absurd
Fear it bash it cause its never been heard
Could care less with a flow I'm blessed
To manifest open eyes to my quest
Write like chess become every test
Mind full of solutions clean up a mess
When I string..I bring all my Demons to sing
Nature of a Scorpio is to sting
So Feel me slam! It goes BAM!
Small circle of peeps know who I am
Put soul into flow other poets go ****!
A King of Poetry does not need a throne
Just minds to set on fire by this M.A.N of Bone...

I love the Night give me the dark
Vanquish the light time to depart
Wading through a sea of black
My heart violently attacks
Brings me down to my knees
Dying in the midnight breeze
Deep I fall into the abyss
Intoxicated from a Devils kiss
Heavens gate is not a wish
Name is not on the list
Crumbling without a care
Scent of brimstone in the air
Rip me open devour my being
I exist in a Demons dream
A petal of a flower falling in time
Infinities loop set in rewind
No more play set to slay
Blood I taste every single day
Reborn a creature void of light
Forsake the Sun give me the night..

I am a shadow disappear in the dark
A reflection of truth without a heart
In every light I have a new start
I am a glimpse of your soul or at least a part

Somewhere I heard the term "Body of God"
I always thought it was kind of odd
What is this "Body of God?"
Cells running around doing jobs
Perception is prone to deception..I've taken LSD
A mind can bend..see false reality
Is it far fetched that we all can be cells?
Constantly connecting creating our own hells
Hmm...I feel it in my bones
Communities thriving..Kings sitting on thrones
Are we created in the image of The Lord?
Minds refined sharp as a sword
Elevating becoming one with truth
Scars accumulated from wreckless youth
Some inside they don't display
Still they never go away
In death we rest in earth were sewn
Souls trapped in a heart of bone
Creates a garden full of Death's sod
Be the flowers that bloom from The Body of God..

Yes..I picked her precious flower
Gave me head in the shower...
Ate her ***** for an hour
Nice and wet..Sweet and sour
I must've been tasty
Not a drop did she waste me
Looking at her face see
Made me *** all crazy
Then we started playing
No words you know what I'm saying
My actions got her spraying
Whips..chains..all my tools out laying
Feeling like a champ number one
Passion within burns hotter than the Sun
Candle wax down your ***** it run
Slap that **** you've been Scorpio stung
Unf I don't want to hurt you
Like a machine find every way to work you
Is that the spot?
It doesn't hurt too
Take my time..discover your mysteries
When I pull out umm all becomes history
When not inside I'm feeling the misery
At one when we *** holding you blissfully...

I love to make you ***
Bodies beat like a drum
Nails sink into skin
Out of control adult fun
Shame not to taste you
Use you wont waste you
Eat you like a peach
Ultimate pleasure you will reach
On your knees I will teach
First step you must follow
Open mouth you may swallow
Filled with cream..What did ya think it was hollow?
Juicy like a berry
Pop went that Cherry
Stretch..bump..collide...middles marry
You will get messy
Which makes you more ****
Get you all wet next time you text me
Writhing from my venom begging to be stung
Scream more from every pore when I make you ***..

Worship taste you
I would never waste you
Ravage your body then I'll face you
I am your M.A.N
Hold more than your hand
We can make plans know where I stand
I am the real
It's what you feel
Putting a seal on this new deal
Show you I'm true it's what I do
Yes I'm a fool one for you
Drop the disguise you are a prize
A Khaleesi an empress in my eyes
Queen of the moon but that's been done
Love for you burns like the Sun
Till the day we become one
I'll beat in your mind like a drum
Take my words with a grain of salt
Fact that I love you is not my fault
Not looking to catch but I caught
Or looking to rent so I bought
Into you I fall away
Disappear into what I say
Serious with these words I play
To hold you in my arms someday.

This my Kiss Goodnight.. I do adore
The way I want to give you more
To fill all your empty space
Every part of you I wish to taste
Spiritual connection between our minds
Is solid...will pass the test of time
My soul a shadow with you every day
Strong at heart I know you'll stay
Rest your head my sleepy Queen
Feel me in your ****** dreams
Pounding you with all my might
My wish you feel this Kiss Goodnight...

Tell me what you want from me
My options are infinity
I will share the energy
Generated by reality
See I am good at doing bad
Ride the emotions that I have
Poetic eyes see the lies
Truth to me cannot disguise
I am filled with mystery
Go ahead discover me
My life chapters in a book
My words will probably leave you shook
Straight I shoot to the point
Smoke your mind like a joint
People stare but cannot see
Darkness seems to flow from me
Deep inside there is a light
To keep the balance there is a fight
I will win..Then I'll lose
To be in the game is what I choose
Tell me now don't waste my time
My soul awaits between these lines..

Emotions felt
From what love has dealt
When I look at you I melt
Into your vibe becoming one
Queen of the Moon
King of the Sun
Still my heart to worship thee
Bare my soul for you to see
I am but a broken star
Pieces of me where you are
You have always been my Queen
Feel my breath in your dreams
I feel you in every nerve
Intertwined with my every word
Elevate me..make me strong
To be your King is where I belong
Inside you I feel at home
Wrapped around I'm hard as stone
Feel my vibe slide inside
Take my Goddess for a ride
Fantasy illuminates your ecstasy
Lay your crown next to me
Live in me like a room
My Celestial love Queen of the Moon

Cursed by Ego I feel the crush
Infused with power I feel a rush
Head blows up super size
Confidence begins to rise
Delusions are a part of me
I am a walking fantasy
Hold me back..I feel strong
When I'm right...I'm still wrong
I am the creator of my corruption
Live the pattern of self destruction
Within it all I still learn
To manage and make the turn
What you get is a better me
Free of Ego's fallacy..

In the moment of my death
Let me write my last breath
Return to the stars
See my shining scars
Medals of my worth
******* in birth
Cosmic cake..I'm just a crumb
Desire to do what has not been done
Set a mark..blaze a path
Unknown will feel my wrath
Be a soul that helps humanity grow
Spread love till I start to glow
Inspiration fills my heart..every stop creates a start
Maya Angelou's life made its mark
Life's final breath not silenced in death
Words become immortal from heaven their sent...

If I could paint a picture with my words
A pallet of stars..rainbow of verbs
Illuminate the heavens for all to see
Bring everlasting peace to humanity
Alas I know it's just a dream
A *** has to boil to build up steam
There is no clock..Endless is time
A measurement of moments in our mind
Delusion's illusion..do you trust what you see?
Some were born to question society's vanity
Systems lay broken..Politicians stroking
Humanity choking while solutions lay open
Complicate the simple take us off our path
Study patterns of History do the math
Yesterday's tomorrow is same as today
All a memory in the word of play
I feel the wrong..I feel the right
Living in the middle gives me sight
Beauty within tames the nature of the beast
Pretty words provide hope till we find our peace...

Thank you for the love you give
I have my life but now I live
To show you something that is true
Beyond the two words of I do...
With our bodies we can touch
You will always be my mental crush
Through our lives we've felt the pain
Together we have eased our strain
Every path can be an aisle
To your heart to make you smile
Whatever it takes I will do
Overcome all obstacles to get to you
To feel your body by my side
Exposed to you I cannot hide
My words of passion I do deploy
To lift your spirit and bring you joy..

I have just begun
See me rise like the Sun
All that is done becomes one
With our eyes we see
With our minds we be
Destined to become King of Poetry
Hello everybody you can call me M.A.N
So mysterious I became a pseudonym
I have no finish..I have no start
Infinite emotions stir in my heart
Lava flow seeps from my soul
Volcanic personality shake the earth when I blow
Some days I'm dark
Some days I'm Sunny
Write a Poem on paper call it money
As I appear one year into this Poetry run
I will scratch..I will claw
I will devise..I will fall
In the end rise above it all
Leave poetry skeptics dazed and stunned
Scorpio mind should be a crime
I have just begun...♏

My poetry is broken
No words spoken
I want to write
I'll keep on hoping
Need some inspiration
To peak my imagination
I want to be real no imitation
Emotions I'm taking
Constantly remaking
Mix it all up time for baking
Tasty and yummy for the mental tummy
As a fool I'm true..mama didn't raise a dummy
I usually can go all night till my pen starts smoking
Hang a sign in my mind "My Poetry is Broken."

Muse me..Choose me...Make me one
Queen of the Moon King of the Sun
Poetic scenes ****** dreams
Words strung together showing what I mean
Scorpio mind..Heart full of lust
Lay by your side till I turn to dust
Born a fool I dare to dream
Detective solving true loves scheme
Emotions put on the firing line
Execution swift from a sharp mind
**** me..Destroy me..Treat me wrong
Use me..Confuse me..Make me strong
Give me pain I want to feel
Too much fake I want the real
Seeds of flowers I have sewn
So beautiful oh how they've grown
Muse me..Love me..Make me more
Reborn a Phoenix's heart will soar
Burning up I become the flame
Balance my emotions to maintain
Muse me..Fuse me..Help me create
A language for ALL to communicate..

For you I want to look my best
A suit wears a M.A.N to impress
Fresh hair cut..beard nicely trimmed
Designer cuff links I'm in it to win
Ring your door bell...you open the door
Bouquet of flowers from ceiling to floor
Fulfilling fantasies make love to your mind
No words spoken could ever define
Take you out dancing you are my Queen
Conquering your desires to become your King
Hold you close caressing your skin
Make your heart flutter from my Devilish grin
Leaving memories on your body as I touch
Forget about time there is no rush
No limit..providing endless inspiration
Passion boils bodies dripping perspiration
Tangled tongues twisting tasting ecstasy
Discovering we share a destiny
My duty to my lady on good manners I stand
Rest your head on the chest of this Gentleman...

Most imperfections cannot be seen
Much like emotions inside of a dream
Searching for what can't be found
Words are spoken without a sound
Mischievous my heart I am a sin
Floating above I become the wind
A vision of hope transformed by love
Scattering dark clouds that hang above
Spiritual energy I see the light
Surrounded by darkness shining bright
Feeling the real I can no longer fake
A child of destiny I accept my fate
Peeling back layers in search for truth
Balanced I've become from my youth
Too many treasures I long to find
I've mapped my heart to my mind
Buried deep in a fragile soul
X marks the spot I dig the hole
A blister broken battered heart
Passion infinite no end or start
Within the pain I will always grow
Into what I am an Imperfect soul...

When I look at you I want to touch
Sends my imagination into a Spiritual crush
I'm more than a dream my words make me real
When I come inside..you will feel
Passionate fingers touching every part
From top to bottom..Now let me start
Lay on your back my exploration goes deep
Passion so hot you can feel the heat
Legs up in the air if you dare
Exposed to me without a care
Tell me which way you want me to go?
I can do more than fast and slow
Lost in the motion of your thighs
Mounting your body I look in your eyes
Locked in a gaze penetrating your soul
Start with a rhythm then out of control
Ravishing writhing feeling every delight
Mercilessly pounding while your bottom lip I bite
Plundering your treasure in every single measure
Reaping rewards of ultimate pleasure
My Fairy tale Queen wicked with lust
Eating your pie along with the crust
Like royalty we lay satisfied from our feast
Successfully taming our inner ****** beast
My words of fantasy has you feeling this touch
Poetic kisses for the lips of my Spiritual Crush..

I used to..feel all alone
A King without a throne
Insecurity sickness caught
A kingdom of unruly thoughts

I used to..think I was no good
Just a knucklehead in tha hood
Dealt pain for my gain
Memories scar leaves a stain.

I used to..wish for inner peace
Within me is a beast
Tame my soul under control
The struggle will never cease..

I used to..want to die
My soul asked me why
I did not know..Its painful to grow
My nature is to try..

I used to..I still do
Go ahead label me a fool
In the end myself I *****
My intentions are quite true...♏

I long to Touch you
I close my eyes and feel
What is a touch?
Is it a feeling that's real?
Unless we hold each other forever in time
A touch becomes a memory that is left behind
Some we hold onto
Some we destroy
A tingle in the mind
A moment of joy
Is intimacy our purpose?
Through life we all rush
Holding onto to emotions we can never touch...

Wake up Mi Amor..enjoy the Days to Come
Life isn't a sprint it's a marathon run
Hold yourself together through the good and bad
As we ride the roller coaster of happy and sad
Emotions like the weather here comes a storm
Take shelter in my heart I'll keep you warm
We can take a trip..don't worry about money
Lounging on the beach..I'll feed you when you're hungry
A picnic for two with a good bottle of wine
You can relax read a book as the day unwinds
Refills of morning affection overflows your cup
Clear your daze..Feel my gaze..Baby it's time to wake up..