stop and pause for a moment
and look around you,
listen to what you hear
and feel the sound of your surroundings,
the people, the air, the sky, the birds,
the land, the river and the flowers
embrace the love that you all receiving
from these element
enjoy the precious things
and appreciate it as much as you can
&
you’ll be glad to have this
present time,
to be mindful
that is right in front of you

To me and for me I prefer myself as a Beautiful person in the world inside and out.Why? Because Im contented on what i have and I'm blessed that i have my family that I considered  them as one of those precious people on Earth. They are a special gift that God gave me and I couldn't ask for more better than that. They were the one and always be by your side no matter what happens cause even friends can leave you but a happy family won't cause you have reach for that steps. They are the one who accepts you for who you are. The one that believes in you and most of all the one that can love you truly in times of mistakes you made and even from your own flaws. And even how big you made mistake they would still love you and never gonna leave and still forgives you at the end of time. So then I believe without my parents nor my family I can't be myself right now and I know they are my strength and my model for who I am and yet I am still proud and loved myself even in times of my pain,sadness,sorrow in my eyes and yet i still believe that time flies and always heals the pain and that's the reason why I can still make a smile for a thousand reasons to be.
Cause I know that we are only live life once in a lifetime and it can't always repeat the moment when you want to. Life is short so take every opportunity when you still have time.

There's a saying "Live life to the fullest"
All i could say is be yourself no matter what people says cause they can't change you for who you are. Go up straight and be confident for who you are cause you are one of me <3

Your words are twisted with purity and gold
With no stained bloods resurrect in you
You Have been craving for good onwards
The camels and goats were never eaten by one
Who once become a witch monster of craft but an enigma of one's spirit will transfer into your soul and body


My ribcage that directly punctuated with your hearts unstring
The flesh of one's soul is always wanting you no more
For which enters your heart and brain;
Cognitively will back from you

What do i love about laying in the bed

is that i could hold my ink

whenever i stumble down

Its very impressive how
things is just amazing

and how things just work


Maybe words were created in every single details

just to disseminate

the thoughts that

we'd like to borrow


,the thoughts

that we'd like to share

wherever it might be
fallen

or just

            f
          l
        y
      y
    y
y

a
     w
          a
                y
                    y
                        y
                           y
                         y
                       y
                   y

Sometimes its better to be alone
Cause sometimes it makes you who you are
Discover and learn something new
You can freely do anything without others

You can decide easily without dictated by others
Its a free choice 
Nostalgic and soothe

It keeps reminding you of the classic movie from the old times
A movie that captivated your soul,mind and heart
Can touch each person's personality
With different ways and different perspective
With different style and taste
Each of us has their own world thinking

Someone who thinks they could fly outer space and go out for awhile
Someone who listens music in her entire life that makes her create a beautiful story out of it

Someone who hides feeling but had a different variety colors inside and out
Someone whose noisy but deep inside it covers the emotional side

Someone who can make you smile out of the blue
Someone who is less expect than yours and its simply amazing for you
Cause no one can say its either you
Is interesting nor me.

The lesser expectations the more it surprises you
Cause its just the beginning of the story
That you can't expect for more.

Care to help;
In need of love
Fervor and nurture in such helpless streets
Was been a dozen pills in times of desperate to live
Suffer the most, whose people is unwanted.
Let thy share even a cent of bill.

In this world with battling minds and in favor
Whose corrupting ears and mouth
Hands with boiling temptations.
If you'd ask one love,
Isn't fair to live in these?
With such money and pleasure they hold
Will they even dig it to death?

How sad and poisonous the Earth could filled.
When all the pouring rain would wail out loud
How horrible could left it unsaid.
Things might difficult today, but tomorrow might find us hope to give, at least a hand that could reach us together, to lead and help those who suffer.

At the end of time let's learn to be self-less in every way we try, & in every way we give.

Shine...Shine..
Oh! Mr. Bright Smile
Filled with every thoughts & happy feeling
The cupcake to my heart and the sweetest seranade
You bright up my light
the excitement and the joy I've found
And i knew it from the start that this is
between
me
&
y
o
u
u
u
u
  u
    u
        u

everything i remember is the back of your body
the shape, the eloquent elegant standing next door
painting full of prints, pastels
butterflies on top of the pollen
were we haunting down across the beautiful
scene of that picturesque
rainbow colors
garden that blooms
a cherry orchard petals
roses; cherish every moment from that illuminated light of your
deep brown eyes
lilac that puts on my shoulder to feel
as we waste our time
spending nights and days
all i ever heard was the lovely soft voice
found in you
so let's play
some more
and spend this happy jumpy
fever!

words in cursive write
draw you closer to be free
through a healing therapy

Paint your words,
shed your tears
stroke the pattern
of love & loss.
Amazed
by the beauty of yours
Through glitters
& spark unified the
moment of hope.
Colors that symbolizing things.
Per black and white
diffuse the side
of art to craft.
Shine could make it last!!!

Pastel,bright,hue,light and dark
Hands so soft,pretty well indeed
My eyes captivated through
Life is a painting.

It isn't about
a long words
or sentences
or phrases
you speak......
But,
the shortest one
are the sweetest
thing that
I
will
ever
heard
in my life...

Love isn't about chasing forever
But love means more than anything else

Love takes time


But how long will you chase for the* LOVE  of your life???



Just be guided to give space for yourself
Love will just come in your way
You just need to wait
And everything will be smoother
As you wish.



Chase
For a million of tears
But chasing is sometimes
Worth the pain and love
When you know that person loves you back
Ten times or more.


But you need also to learn to
Give important to yourself
Cause remember you are *PRECIOUS

while everybody is busy preparing and celebrating Christmas
here in Japan?
we all gotta stuck working to the limits.
no holidays
its a calm
silent days of the wind
but still everybody gonna thank everything
for this is a special day anyway.

As the sun highlighted 
Across the shadow of your face 
To the tip of your nose
To those big brown eyes
The complex of your skin
It makes me float
From the curly top of a cloud.

The assembles of a nature
Grass that swayed together
Fresh air that i smelled
Like a fragrant baby cologne
Makes me wanna sting to your arms
Exceptionally.

A perfect character of a fiction
Makes me want to cast my self too.
If you add and mix up a little
Perfect combination 
To a great creation.

It still possibly called LOVE
If its just your eyes know
More than anything
Without words to be uttered
Nor actions to persuade
That
Our
Eyes
Only
Met
With
An
Extraordinary
Unexpected
­Day
Between
Ours.

You brought the sunshine to my yes and no
The joyous glory of my morning
Filled with tender & love & care
My chaotic life that exchanged with extraordinary things
Surprises that you won't believe and
It's just amazing
How i end up looking for those beautiful memories that you've painted on my mind.

I've worked so hard for a couple of times but i'm still not contented. how i wish one day all those dreams will come true!!! & im not gonna work my *** into a factory work cause -,- i am so tired.... i dont wanna be with them who won't be happy in their lives cause it really ***** that it hurts too much. you stuck in a bottom of sea where you can't get out from it & its really sad! really really...it traps you into a corner. it is really devastating. you end up being so busy that you also forgot to look up with yourself and ask if i am satisfied on what i've been doing this whole time of my life?

maybe i'll try a little bit harder and i pray that you'll guide me to my next journey. I will truly make it this time cause i wanna fulfill this long lost soul in me.

Just like learning a new language,




Thy should have a good ears to listen





*For it is the best way
To understand each other's side.

Words should express sincerely
It shouldn't be spoken rudely or weirdly
Or it might be misunderstood by someone else.


In the situation that merely just go
Where all the tense and massive form of air
Inhaling and exhaling deep inside
It's ironic life could feel


Looking for a word that could fit in
Bringing some thing that could break
"The awkwardness"





*Why is it so hard to start a conversation?

I'm happy not because i met you again
But i'm happy cause it get backs to
The old times
A simple way
Of conversation
Like we did before!!!
And
I
Really
Hope
The
Plans
Would
Go
Smoothly
Cause
I
Know
You
Are
The
Coolest
Person
I've
Ever
Known
And
The
Funny
Person
That
I
Know
My
Beloved,
Seatmate
And
Closest
To
My
Heart

a passion that crossed
to bound in space,
poured out ideas
of mood, colors, and dream

that brought diversity
and rainbow to such life.

When you look back to the stars beneath the ocean of view
Above from its sanctuary
Palpitating the heart beat off
When there's no ground to fall
When there's no heart ache to break
But only the beautiful and loving you
Probably the world would turn back from us.

if you're gonna love me make sure you'll include to love my family, friends and the people around me just how much i love and treasure them most.
But if you can't is just so disappointing.








**sincerely, real talk about love

teen age, young adults
how’d you make choices in life
go straight or u-turn.

You cannot repair the broken hearted
But you can only heal it
by never stop
loving again.
Because,
Someday you'll end up
with someone who is worth
fighting for, who is worth the wait
& will love you unconditionally.

i’m fine



...............


"when i am not totally fine"

i taught myself with books to read,
evaluate things of what life is all about.
a bucket to discover & explore.
watching inspirational,
documentary movies
that made us think deeply
and realize to it.
like there is a lot to be curious
of what is inside there.
we are once a witness
of unresolved matters,
seeing a ****** one hell.
and yet we are still blind
for so many reasons
to be feared
of a change
that's impossible
to happen.
& so we need us
to change for
a better improvement
of this crying Earthly
that still calling for a change.

There once was a girl named Dream
She fell on a tree with sour cream
A dull on her face
That she can't erase
Look out there! And you'll find it's him

Wake up by the sea
As I watched the coconut trees
persuade in a magical romantic moon and dust

When hopes are gone,
As clouds approach to its new step
Cliche the last few words you'd given me &
I've learned the path that I can take this trial
and error in life
For this moment I'd never regret these
fluttering feelings or disgraceful acts of people
It became the real me!
No pretending
No lies
No dramas.
For the worth
To satistified
oneself
is
to
sail
your
journey
once
more....
....................

I'm trying to get back all of my emotions
That kept my locket heart.
hear me. Oh hear me
upon the days where i met
Contracting beyond
Those times of my begets of love

Lingering inside of each
Creation, internalize me.

Ĉu vi povas aŭdi la lulkanton ke mi kantas?
En lunlumo sonĝoj
sendas vi steloj fali en miaj brakoj.



It's Time To Sleep

*Can you hear the lullaby that I'm singing?
In a moonlight dreams
sending you stars to fall in my arms.

Love is eternity
consequently,
Forever

Will there be eternity to heaven?