You promised me love
Like the one in the books

I feel  
volcanic eruption
In my chest
Everytime you're around

And let me kiss you
A little longer this time

Sometimes razors are the only thing
That makes us calm

You make me feel things
I have never felt before

that day you came out of nowhere
and i fell in love
you mad me smile even in the darkest nights
you turned my tears into smile
that day you run away
and i became depressed
you made me cry even in the brightest days
my world is now a different place.

I know that i can do this!
And i know that i WILL do this!
No matter how much you try
To bring me down
And show me that I can't

I wished i could lay down
And sleep
Till i waste all my dreams
Till my heartbeat stops
And the air in my lungs.

You see the beauty of the world
And nature
When the sky and the stars
Are the only roof that is left for you.

Take me back to the time
When i was yours
And you were mine

Without a broken soul
You cant be poet.

You know what?
I am tired
Tired from being sad,stupid,ugly
In the last two years
I destroyed my life in every possible way
I was the best in school
Now I'm nothing
I was skinny
Now I'm not
I'm tired of keeping everything in me
Tired of smiling and acting like I'm having a great time
Acting like i dont care about my problems
But keeping so much inside is making me crazy
When i'm alone i burst
I start to cry and i can't stop
My head is hurting me,i cant breath
Feeling so much,but being so numb
Trying to express myself but i dont have any words
Hurting my self,so i can be calm again.

All
The
Time

Your hair was a little shorter today
But you was same as always
The same good perfume
Everytime i smelled you
I was high like hell
Everytime i hugged you
Like i had the world in my hands
I had everything
I thought i forgot you
But i still adore you
Always in my mind
You was my "love on first sight"

I used to be your favourite...
..
..
..
I am not anymore

When it's late at night
And I'm all alone
What can i do
Except think of you.

Life is hard,
and then you die.

What's the point of hurting me
&
Than asking what's wrong?

These days
Its more expensive
To die
Than
To live

I wonder what do you feel
When you look at me

than i hugged you
like i had the world in my hands
i was in heaven
i just wish it was a little longer
it was me,the happiest person
smelling your perfume
in that moment i had everything
everything i ever wanted
everything I wanted the last 2months
i kissed you and i went home
my heart was beating like crazy
i was crazy
Crazy for you.

i still dont know why
why i love you so much