When I'm gone
will my name be
pressed against
the
stars.
Will
my tears grow
a willow tree filled with
twinkling lights?

when I put my head of
silly thoughts on your chest
I think only: "this
is what love is"

sometimes
pixies
whisper
in my ear
at
night

one day i might

shatter

these glass walls
and trudge with
weeping
blood across the
broken
shards

sometimes I
reach within
the fragile paper of
this book to
glide
my fingers through
your silver
hair

please
please will
you dance off
the page to
get to
me

i want to
touch
the stars with these reaching
words
of mine
with these shaking
hands
of mine

i slipped
through
the rusted
bars of this
cage and
dove into
the
sky

is it love to die
in the
rain or to
jump in front
of speeding trains
or is it love to die
happily
in our
beds

i went to
a party at
a house that i
used to live
in

there's a ghost
walking
around upstairs
she tells me
not
to
put
my feet on the chairs

my dog speaks
to me
sometimes
she says "people
is stupid"

then my mom
told me
"work out
your'
problems with me
now.
Or do you want
to date me for
the rest of you life?"

please
please
love me

without

guile

my heart was running
the blood glowed crimson red
my brain yelled, "wait up!"

my eyes are black.
but I see in shades of red

vibrant is the world
but so am I

everything is green but I can't see it

my lips are blue and so am i
but fire hasn't melted the ice

why should i freeze when i could burn?

why is the fire finally crying
finally feeling the pain of burning
steam burns too
  much worse

you never see it coming

and the shadows are too cold
but i was burning
the sun is scorching but
alone i freeze