What makes a person
Valid for care
What makes their value grow
Love, goodies or solid gold?

What makes a person
Valid for rest
Never having to tip their toes
To be careful and wary of tests

What makes a person
Valid for respect
When people will stop questioning their abilities  
And for salutes to greet their days

What makes a person
Valid for a smile
A genuine brightness that meets theirs, unconditionally
One that settles them, no matter how horrible a day gets

What makes a person
Valid for mercy
To be immune to every fall in life
And learn to know
That they deserve way more than these daily tortures and fights

What is love
If it was never told
Told to the person
You dearly want to hold

What is love
If it could never be
Be the dream you pursue everyday
Even when you are asleep

What is love
If it was never felt
Feeling like butterflies
And tingles of joy

What is love*
If it was never known
Known to be the closest thing to magic
A belief we hold close

*Love could be a million things
And it comes in many different forms
And the type I know
Is keeping that wonderful person
In your heart
Safe and protected
Feeling that person's happiness...


                                   ...Even if they will never be yours

Justifiable strength
In a single feather
The sturdiness in a heart
With a weight of acceptance

Touching souls
Healing frowns
Brightening smiles
Through ups and downs

Blessings in disguises
Magical miracles
I'm yours
In fact
Your very own
Guardian Angel


The Little Fallen Angel

Music of moments
Accompanying my solo
Rumbles of noises
Companion to my pain

Sleepless nights
Even when you are asleep
Haunting nightmares
And painful dreams

Lost in the day
Confused at night
Pressuring voices
Clouding my mind

Tired hearts and careless words
Not knowing what is worth
Biting lips and controlling emotions
Looking for the right station

*Yet this gaze of love
Insanely, you would say
So much comfort within a single hold
A touch that consoles my crazy soul

Keeping a vision ever since
A feeling to aim for
Living in that vision
Longing for it every day

Catching shooting stars
Eating aeroplanes
Blowing candles on a cake
Wishing the same wish in every possible way

Put oneself through obstacles
In hopes of a worthy exchange
Working towards that dream
That forms whenever eyes are closed

That one thing...
That moves...
Slowly...
Peacefully...
Gentle and carefree
Happy and soothing

A sweet life in moderation.

Tie up a ribbon
Make sure it stays
Tugging it tight
Make sure it's strong and intact

******* a ribbon
Hoping it stays
Tugging it again
Strengthening its hold

******* a ribbon
But it is starting to come loose
It's untying itself
It's coming down

******* a ribbon
Made it so pretty
It looked beautiful
But it has loosen
And it is gone

Even if
I were to tie it up again


Will *you stay?

Cherish the silence
Clasped hands in peace
Open up your heart
Release

Serenade the ocean
Look upon the horizon
Open up your wings

*Fly free

Freshly painted seasons of endless woes
Vanishing faiths and worn out beliefs
Yanking them together
Burying them beneath

Venomous insides of a youthful mind
Hateful demons dwell, unjustified
Release them back into the wild
Knowing they would be back soon enough

Catching another breath
Picking up once more
From yet another reckless fall
Only to prepare for the next war that comes along

But by then it would be different...

*For the fallen had been wounded
They will only know
To lick the next blood and move on
stronger
than before

Someday...

It will be...
Their turn to speak...

...Of *these resonating heartbeats

Angels will find freedom
To grant them blessings...

Zealously sweet stories
Written in stone
For their everlasting comfort
And peaceful memories...

Starlights shining
In the generously calming night sky
Sitting as an individual
Thoughts around another

Memories flowing
In an abundantly happy mind
Reminiscing as an individual
Pictures having another

A rhythm still thumping
In a romantically filled heart
Loving as an individual
Feelings consisting another

Another individual
Remains
In the mirror of this soul
Reminding this individual

That we are not actually alone...

Racing in the blood
A war in your veins
Breathes multiplied
A chill remains

Clenching of fists
Heavily battering eyelashes
Chattering of teeth
This is going to take a while...

Clearing thoughts
Cleansing minds  
Strengthening a heart

Piecing the puzzles
Connecting messed up lines
Untying the knots
Take a look...

...there is a warrior in my hazel eyes

Bricks of defense
Barriers and fences
Built up a wall
Blocked off the universe

Living by oneself
Damaging within
Admitted defeat
To what has to be

Breathing through each day
Fighting every war
Silently wishing
For a miracle to come forth

Someone picked the lock
The gates are opened
Welcoming solace
Tip toed into my world

Addictive
Like an energy pill
A sight to cure every darkness
A touch to **** evil

Still, wars are never-ending
Yet it is this visitor
Whom have grant me allowance
To be
Extremely
...*Vulnerable

In your eyes...
I see the stars
A sapphire sky with twinkling wishes
Always mesmerising

In your eyes...
I see the moon
A beauty of the dark
Always bright and filled with light

In your eyes...
I see gems
A bounty full of treasures
Waiting to be discovered

In your eyes...
I see my dreams
The ones that floods my mind
Every time the clock ticks by

In your eyes...**
I will never stop seeing
That star that I will always wish on
That moon that shines through
That gem that I have found
That dream that I will always want to dive into

Take my flight away from me
Remove the pride I own
Sell it to the world you've concluded
To be a reality I need to know

Persuasion into a kind of love
Trying to build a bond
Then take it away from me again
And closing up my doors

Take my traits away from me
I'll like to see you try
Because till the end of time
I know what will remain mine

Seal up my doors
That was opened for you
Seal it good
Don't let me through

Because I'm locking myself up
Safe and sound
In my own little world
Without you around

I will never speak again
Even if I do
It will only be the things you want to hear
To fulfil your *contradictory

Wonders of the future, day and night
Am I alright?
Why do I smile, when all I feel is emptiness within?
I don’t get it
How exactly did I lose my way
In the midst of all this

Fell from the heavens
Wings of white turned black
The other half remains pure original
Halo gone, blonde no more
Just soft brown locks
Blue hues lost
Now a hazel tint

Almost human
But what does that mean?
To be
Human...?

Out from a mother’s womb, a little baby approaches
A toddler you become, then grow into a young child
You have your first crush, first examination and first step into pain
You get bullied at school but that’s okay

A reckless teenager, soon to fall in love for the first time
A shattered heart left for you
All alone
Running along in search of a cure
But only rejections and disappointments found you
There will be nothing you can do

This isn't the end
It is a fresh start
And you will be the author
For your own story

*The Little Fallen Angel

Anticipating
Another second
Another minute
Another hour

Tick...
...Tock

For the clock to tick by
Gently
Solemnly

Tick...
...Tock

For time to pass by...
...Quickly
...Aggressively

....Tick
...Tock



*­Till I can breathe again.

A storm or drizzles
Water from above
A series of tremors
Or soft tales of love

Share it with someone
Or have it alone
Sitting in a shelter
Or let it drench you whole

Melody of the droplets
Journey of tears
Soothing sensational beings
Lost in their fears

Hug a beloved
Lips locked in romance
Running from the shower
Or have a little race

Snooze for a bit
Tuck yourself in
Cuddle up
Snuggling in between

Have it as a friend
Or take it as a foe
There is one thing I do know
Within the cooling breeze it gives

**It's your warmth I feel most

May the stars watch over
Wishes made
Nicotine misted
Tears shed
Sacred hugs

May the moon promise
To seal lips
Cover eyes
Open up hearts
Clear minds

May the sun bless
Smiles exchanged
Gazes shared
Spread giggles
Utmost confidence

May the Gods be good
Anticipate more
Than what we have today
Shower blessings
Look our way

Because everyday is a new beginning
And tomorrow is promised

If only
Rain would fall on command
Moments you love
Could be accumulated in greater amounts

If only
Time is in your control
More breathtaking moments
For you to take home

If only
Burdens could get chucked away
Your load be lightened
Relaxation would stay

If only
You could be all mine
You will never have to fret
For I am here
To make sure your smile is set
Set on that face I love
Day and night

Forged under the stars
That watched over us
Little figures
Little smiles

Twisting fingers, twirling arms
What would it become?
A bond between us maybe
Joining in sync before dawn

Bite sized wonders
We travel around the world
Under the moonlight
With imaginations running all over

Comforting laughters
Crazy minds
The things we could come up with
Amazing and wild

Take it and let it flow
See where we could go
Our world formed in absolute bliss
Together, peacefully

Do it again
Mess around with your brain
It will keep going, let's run away
As we allow ourselves to indulge

...in this amazing **shadow play

Give me a word
Write me a prompt
See what I may do with it
Let's see where it goes

Fulfilment ahead I hope
Smiles formed behind keyboards
Be a part of my poetry
Join me in my rhythmic songs

Speak up your mind
Open up your heart
Let's make a bond

It was...
Tender and gentle
Slow and calm
Sentimental romance
Under imaginary stars

It was...
Making wishes
Crazy what ifs
Multiple glances
Under genuine hearts

It was...
Light-weight touches
Heavy wants
Listening ears
Under broken-hearted stories

It was...
*Us
Lying side by side
Sacrificing all that we have left
Under this madness called 'Fate'

Is love a lie?
What's the definition of it?
Asking myself time and time again
If it could ever be worth it

Giving your all for someone else
For the people you deem worthy
Pushing it all for the hope of a pretty memory
Is it really going to be pretty?

Tonight I douse myself in tears and lies
Yelling to myself it's all well
Tonight I continue whispering
The quiet screams of an emergency

What could ever be worth it?
Someone please show me
Whilst I try to convince that this
Will actually all be just my...
...overthinking