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Jun 2019 · 225
Taunt's of a Shy Heart
Hilla254 Jun 2019
I can't seem to comprehend
Or grasp what I feel when I see your face
But emotions burn up real quick
It feels red, blue and pink as notions
of explicit dreams stream through
For Every time you smile
Am just obliged to mumble
Words that don't convey intended message
While the mind warps through
Future Utopian bliss
Artificial constructs from imagination land
Based on scripts from subconscious
I can't alter or rewrite to favor me

If you could travel the universe on my mind
Through the sky constellations
Of my overflowing thoughts
Light by the fondness of your good heart
We could watch my wildest dreams
That starred you to infinity
In a dream you wouldn't have to wake
Visit the great wall of words
illuminated by the flashing lights of orion
There every script Lies a hidden message for you
Scripted at heart by forces I can't tame

Hard beating heart,
Overflowing emotions
wedged words
double edged sword
Bliss or doom
resilient to peek inside
The best jokes are just rigged truth,
I can deny but i knows the truth
Jun 2019 · 208
Idealist
Hilla254 Jun 2019
An idea like a virus
Is Highly contagious
An idea is resilient
Like a malignant tumor
An idea once perceived
Can not be erased
A simple idea
Can end up
Defining us
Or destroying
Who we are.

A simple revelation of a idea
Can change all our beliefs
A idea of an ideal world
Can alter the reality
We believe in.

A vague feeling of a hunch
A Fanciful notion
Of mental abstractions
Blinded
In Pure essence
Crowned as an idea
Can falter our true self
Jun 2019 · 121
It is
Hilla254 Jun 2019
Is it just a laugh or love
Is it a feign or a feigned smile
Is it just a funny joke or deeper truth
You did want to be in a relationship
Or is it you can't stand being alone
Are you really happy in it
Or is it that your inclined to be
Is it so perfect
Or it's that we don't see the imperfections
Are you not so happy
But still holding on hoping for change

Do you like to party
Or is it that it silence's thoughts
You regret but still do it
Is it that your well being
Doesn't matter to you
Does anything matter to you
Or is it that you answer society's
Obligation of what you would be
Are you so strong emotionally
Or is it that you cry under your pillow
Is it self confidence or just a high ego
Do You remember the last open conversation you had?
The last positive vibe you shared with anyone?
The last sincere apology you ever told someone
The best good thing you've done for someone rather than you
May 2019 · 205
Believer
Hilla254 May 2019
A dark veil
Covers the light
Like a shadow of night
Light is darkness

Deep into the abyss
It drowns
Deep and deeper, Everyday
Every day
Frown of darkness

mirage of light
Light's hope
A false sense of hope
Unending struggle
Of light and darkness

A vacuum
Of intense cold
Taunts and torments
All that crosscut the abyss
It's light is true black.
Reality doesn't always satisfy logic and emotions overcome reasoning at a pace of light negativity is a spark we are attracted to without even trying
May 2019 · 440
Poietic
Hilla254 May 2019
Word's are like
Precious diamonds
While the poet
Is a collector
Of the rare Gem's
The poet's mind
Is his mine
A ink pen
And writing paper
Is all he could need
To craft a beautiful
Breathtaking poem.

The spark of creativity
Is the infinite source
Of all his charm's
All his masterpieces
Are glimmering diamonds
Their beauty Captivating
Every reader.
Craftsmanship of a poet, is the fluency of his word's, mining from his stream of thoughts
May 2019 · 147
Love You Friend
Hilla254 May 2019
Your kind sweet words
Redeem my soul
Everytime I'm feeling
Weak and weary
When there's no hope
You always come around.

It's your love
That keeps me going
The beautiful tommorow
You always paint in my mind
Draws a veil over today's nightmare.

You always breath life to me
Anytime I'm feeling down
Your the reason i believe
There are good people out there
You make my worst day more bearable
Everytime i see you smile.

It's undeniably a blessing
I got to share a lifetime
With someone like you
Thanks to fate for how
It led to that moment
When we got to meet.

©Hilla
Don't ever lose your vibe, your the spark that light's Love in my heart
May 2019 · 326
MoonFlower
Hilla254 May 2019
It was a starry night
But she shone like the moonshine
Her smile was the crescent moon
Her eyes twinkled with the stars

Her lip's were pink
Like the moonflower
How she longed for a kiss
She hummed orange
In her breath
radiated elegance
More Captivating than a rose

She was the dream
That kept the dreamcatcher up
She was the fairy tale
The storyteller lived

©Hilla
May 2019 · 151
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Hilla254 May 2019
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Apr 2019 · 136
Life File
Hilla254 Apr 2019
If life is a movie
Mine has too many villains
To just be a part of fiction
Sometimes am the only villain in my story
But also a grand villain in other stories
There are scenes am highly proud off
And some, i bit my tongue no to regret about


If life is a movie
Then this is just a sequel
Or episodes of a life long series
Rarely rehearsed and unscripted
There's no tape to rewind
But i think even if i ever did
There is nothing I'd do different
It's sad I won't see it's premiere
To give credits to those
Who made it possible

©Hilla
Apr 2019 · 163
Silly talk's monologue
Hilla254 Apr 2019
I have emotions and feelings
Fell in love, True love, twice
And that makes me human
Without those imperfections
I wouldn't be human
I feel sad, I cry, I wipe my tear's
Fall down and rise up
I feel sympathy and sometimes empathy

I make poor mistakes, some bad choices
I've hurt others and I've been hurt
I've loved but never loved enough
I'm always high on Life
And that makes me human.

I'm weak emotionally but it's simple to conceal
I have a crush but nobody needs to know
I'm just ego high and highly self conscious
Always looking out for my best interest
But that doesn't mean I don't care
Cause I stare when you look away
I fall without even trying
And that is just being Human.

©Hilla
An angel living in a monster's world, wishing it just would be different But never did
Telling the  truth in lies
Apr 2019 · 227
Hello poetry
Hilla254 Apr 2019
Sing and sang sung
A song so perfectly
Last night.

I've seen sheen
Sing a song sung
By sing and sang

A scene of sheen,
Sing and sang
Sing a see C song

©Hilla
No brainier
Mar 2019 · 140
Her poetry II
Hilla254 Mar 2019
It's Scarlet red
When i see her smile
The beautiful smile
She wears everyday
Shades a spark of innocence
On her beautiful face
A beautiful mask she wears
More beautiful than yesterday
Her sweet voice
Makes the air orange
The tenderness in her eyes
Glows like stars in the skies
You can see the world in her eyes
Ocean waves  wave back
To her goodbyes
But the smile never fades
The way she walks
Every shade of neon
A portrait of her beauty
Would be that of a rose
I fell asleep thinking of her woke up with a scar on my face
Mar 2019 · 636
Hate to Love
Hilla254 Mar 2019
She used to love
But now it's hate she loves
Hiding behind a mask of smiles
Her heart cold as ice
Though she breathes fire.

Her heart frowned with scars
She has her own fears
That rekindle memories
Buried for years
Like bizarre monster's
No one can help her face.
Mar 2019 · 155
Wishers Want Will
Hilla254 Mar 2019
I just wish i didn't have to
Convey emotions with words
Wish you'd feel those emotions raw
Like i did, so we get to the edge of the cliff
Hold hand's and jump off together
So it would be just us
Wish i didn't have to explain
How i feel about you, if you'd feel it like i did
Because words always underrate it.

I wish we could trek
Through unexplored galaxies in my mind
And the only shining star would be you
I wish we could sing melodies
My heart composes every night
And forgets by dawn                      
I wish you could just let me love you
For it's the only thing am so good at.
Mar 2019 · 163
Apprise
Hilla254 Mar 2019
The hunter preys
The prey prays
Chance's to live appraises.

Morning's are blissful
Sunsets are beautiful
But the night is fearful.

The hunter leaves empty
The prey lives but umpty
Frowned in tomorrow's uncertainty.

©Hilla
Mar 2019 · 127
Statute of impossibility
Hilla254 Mar 2019
I thought about writing
A poem that would amuse
Everyone who read it
So much that they
Would actually love it
Inked four main scripts
But none of them felt right
Not everyone would relate to it
Just a few lovers of art
Would smile in the deep
But wouldn't show on the face
And would never bother
To comment
So the voice's chose silence
The agony of facing a blank page
With a Pen on the right hand
And the mind endlessly
Tip toeing through
Judgemental stuff

The spark died off.
Mar 2019 · 141
Dear, Unknown Lover
Hilla254 Mar 2019
Hi future friend
I feel i could love you
Like i owed you happiness
It's been eternity looking for you
Like looking through the dark
Can't fate lead you my way
Mirage reflections of you
Everytime i close my eyes
Makes the heart beat
Dance to a sweet
Symphony
From my
Mind.

Feels like
We could brew
Plenty of hot coffee
So we could talk through
The late night to dawn
You would melt down
All my inner desires
And i wouldn't
Shut up how
I would really
Like to love you.
©Hilla
Just smile, give me a sign I'll follow
Mar 2019 · 124
```Tomorrow If```
Hilla254 Mar 2019
If tomorrow i genuinely
Told you all my deepest desires
If tomorrow we woke up
Hearing each other thoughts
I wonder how ***** mine could be.

If tomorrow we all woke
With the same skin colour
And speaking the same language
You'd still feel you don't belong?
I wonder how hate would arise.

If tomorrow i knew you
For who you really are
If all the conversations
We have were open hearted
Hate would be homeless in our hearts.
©Hilla
If tomorrow happened
Mar 2019 · 253
He'art'
Hilla254 Mar 2019
If it were up to me
I'd just build a big art gallery
On the realm of my mind
And just invite everyone
So you'd feel it at my perception
So you'd relate to it like i do
And you would just fall in love
With poetry
For the fortitude it offers
Even in times of solitude.

The beauty of words
Is unimaginable at my view
Scripting them down
Makes it feel real.
©Hilla
Beauty lies at the eyes of the viewer
Feb 2019 · 212
Borrowed Love
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Tell me
If the light i know
Is darkness
How will i find my path
In this abyss.

If the happiness i know
Is the pain
of self inflicted wounds
What really is the price
for infinite happiness.

If the love i have
Is the love of hate
And a lonely heart
How will i find love
If hate is my love.
©Hilla
My sentences don't cross me, paper doesn't argue with me.
Feb 2019 · 164
Poetic Artifice
Hilla254 Feb 2019
She's done
Finalizing her first poem
Happiness shines from her eyes
Sharing a excerpt from her
Train of thoughts
Was a part of her dreams.

She gleams in joy
While proofreading it
Cause she believes everyone
Can relate to it
But it's been 15 hours
Since she posted it
95 views but no one's reacted to it
Not even a like or a do better
Next time comment
Self esteem has shaded
a dark veil over the spark of creativity
Now she just scribbles scripts
That never make it to the editors cut
Doesn't come out from her room
Anymore
Her best friend now is silence
For as she says, He allows her to speak
A untold story that really isn't heavy but weighs heavily on self esteem redemption
Feb 2019 · 197
Sound of Silence
Hilla254 Feb 2019
The shade is wearing off
Like a coat of old paint
That's peeling everyday against my will
It doesn't feel poetic anymore.

The overflowing words
I drowned in them
Envisioned to Engineer change
But it's like i became
What i set out to destroy.

The chants in the silence
Torture every second,every minute
Painting pictures
With highly metaphorical word's
That are blurry
And out of focus every time.
©Hillα
The weight of being alone, the height of silence, bears heavily on my heart it corrupts my peace
Feb 2019 · 142
Hurt's To Lose
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Can i shut off the consciousness frequency
The non resting voice lamenting
About choices i don't wanna revisit
Never rest even when i sleep
I just have to sleeptalk about it
Cause it's like you left
With no plan of returning
Into the dark deep abyss
Drew a veil over life
They now say you ain't no more
But the memories are so fresh
I don't understand what they say.

Can i rewind the tape all the way back
When it was all about innocence
When i never knew how to lose
When i never felt guilty of choices
Not mine to make
Can i get it all back from the start
All the happiness that was
You be so rude 2019
Promise to care.

©Hillα
Sometimes it gets too Silent, i have to listen to the voice's in my head, it gets really tormenting cause tears just flow, its like facing my thoughts is the worst nightmare
Feb 2019 · 199
HueMan
Hilla254 Feb 2019
It was hard to be man
Never had a inclusive guide
Life's exclusive hand out manual
Instead,
I lived by my rules
If you heard my thoughts
By day and night
You know it all
You know i really liked her
I would gift the world to her
The stars and the moon too
Though they belong to you
And the ups and downs
Turned me upside down
Mom Said they were there
To make us strong
But sometimes the downs
Were stronger
Thought of cursing life
Under my breath
If it would end the pain, end it all
But the will to live
Always won.
©Hillα
A gun on my head, my hand's shaking though i was the one holding it, end of simulation i couldn't do it
Feb 2019 · 140
Po'Yet?
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Sometimes
I write poems
I follow no rules
Just the way words
Coin at the edge of my brain

Sometimes
Words come crashing down
And i really don't know it
Till am holding a pen
Inking down the loud thoughts
Hoping they mean something to someone
But sometimes satirical meaningless words
Feb 2019 · 199
Sunflower
Hilla254 Feb 2019
There is a language my body
Attempts to create and communicate
Every time you show around
I don't understand it yet
But i know you'll like it

I feel your hand's
Call out to mine
I hear the shade of your smile
Whisper out to me
Stuck in motion
Like i'd do something
I don't know what
But if our heart's could talk
I know i'd do it.
©Hillα
I gotta stick by you, though am invisible to you or maybe you turn blind in my presence
Feb 2019 · 190
Cry Me A River
Hilla254 Feb 2019
she looks like a movie,
sounds like a sweet melody,
the way she talks,
feel's gray as goosebumps,
braze the skin,
been longing to make her my lady.but now,
i wish she drank poison for me,if she really love's me,
she's too perfect for them,
and a little too for me,
she's too perfect,
jealousy is jealous of her,
but cool is a player,
i won't play,
i'll pray.
she drinks poison for me.
©Hillα
Fell asleep thinking of you, woke up with a scar on my face
Feb 2019 · 200
Split Logic
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Nothing is promised under the sun
For evil and misfortune can befall anyone
For no matter how secured one can feel
you can't protect the soul from death
the wise one or a fool
can't tell what tomorrow is about
And the Mights of the creator
we just revere in awe
for no one can comprehend it
worrying meaningless
As it can't add a single hour
In my unknown day's to live
Though the mind doesn't rest
Caring a lot triples the Dream's
And the nightmares of losing it
But everything's just meaningless
For there is nothing new in the world
And there lived the old
Who got back to eternity
Many of those we don't remember
So beautiful or not,  wise or not,
Wicked or not, poor or not,
We share the same destiny
Destiny that overtakes us all.
Forever taught the teacher, but those with ears chose not to listen
Feb 2019 · 337
Heart's Art
Hilla254 Feb 2019
It is a dream
We'll never wake up from
Like a psychedelic
Hypnotic trance
Deep in the dark
Where only the blind Can see.

It's a love story
That we are it's author's
A beautiful movie
We are the main characters
But never got the script
A motion picture
That got out of focus.

I know
I won't close my eyes
To dream
For she's falling
But doesn't know it yet.
©Hillα
Sleeptalks, Inspired by solitude and silent talks
Feb 2019 · 160
EartH
Hilla254 Feb 2019
I don't know why I write
But certainly i like it
The peace induced on the subconscious
By just overflowing word's
Clears my deepest thoughts
It just feels so great
I'd say it's another plane of excitement
A magical wonder at discovering self
And just how the subconscious
Picks nightmares for Dreams

A rose is just a wild flower
To someone, interest is critical
As even the most beautiful poem
Are just crafted word's
To someone
But earth with no art
Is just e_h.
Everyone isn't intimidated by art,
I Pity their loss, must be kinda of boring
Feb 2019 · 278
Moon
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Evening lady moon,
sorry if last night,
i was in anyway rude to you,
it's my human flaw,
you know i realised Angel's,
are Angel's cause they live in heaven,
for earth is faulty,
mostly it's about desires,
and personal gain.

pardon me if went out of line,
lady moon,you know you light my world
at night time,do you see where dreamcatcher,
hide's all of our dreams,do you see them too,
for if you were to testify 'bout the night,
the truth you'd spill would be too heavy,
for us to bear.

And so you know my heart,
doesn't beat the same anymore,
my thoughts ain't blank anymore,
it may be the grip of her radiance,
i don't know,read my mind and tell me,
A beautiful lie isn't the truth
Feb 2019 · 252
Moon
Hilla254 Feb 2019
moon,
can you keep me a secret,
it's so heavy,i overthink too much
worry about thing's that are beyond my scope,
to bend and play choices all i want,
my heart switches from cold to fire,
at ease,but the pain it bear's,
i would beg for a bullet,
instead of my heart,
torn on piece's,
keep a secret,
they are just,
lamentation's,
of the mind.

sorry to bother your busy schedule,
beautiful moon,your the sun of my world
at dream time,no pun intended
just fit me in.
Text monologue of trippy thoughts,
They just keep coming
Feb 2019 · 512
POIETIC POEM
Hilla254 Feb 2019
If i were a poet
I'd have eternity
Chained to my pen
Glued to ink spills
I'd make gibberish words
look beautiful

I'd script a poem
That would make you fall in love
I'd pick roses for words
And Fit infinity in a paper

I'd script
A highly crypted poem
I too wouldn't decipher
It's message
Only if, i were a poet

©hilla
Like a tornado hurling words my way,
I have no option but drown
Feb 2019 · 266
SYMPHONIC TERROR
Hilla254 Feb 2019
Living is like listening to a sad symphony
That makes you happy instead
Living is like the end of a beautiful movie
You happy it ended
but also sad it ended too soon
Living is like perusing the last pages
Of your favorite book
And you just wish it doesn't end
Living is like saying goodbye
To someone you love most
Wishing they ask you to stay
But they don't see it in your eyes.....

©hilla
Life is a happy,sad
Gain,lose and more losing game
With no cheatcodes
Feb 2019 · 244
Altered Perception
Hilla254 Feb 2019
On a elevated state of mind
Wild thoughts go berserk
Ignorance and arrogance
That's on both ends
Can't bring me down
Not chained to reality
Drugged between mortality and morality
Feels like i got engaged to infinity
Feels i will never sleep
Like i will hibernate to nirvana
Switch mental states at will
Destiny locked away
On the Pandora's box
Non hesitant to peek inside
If better accentuate 'hueman's
To the next level of logical perception
Just revere in awe, No Questions
Emotions overcome logic at a pace of light,
Just loud thoughts
Jan 2019 · 399
silent chants
Hilla254 Jan 2019
by the window,
gazing on the crescent moon,
cold breezes tear through the room,
the night sky,
glistening monochrome picture,
the beauty reminds me of you,
goose bumps graze the skin,
reality fades away,
and,
involuntarily end up on your world,
The first letter i wrote you,
lays on my hand,
i spilt my heart out for you,
asked to take you out too,
wind blows pieces of paper,
and there lies the fourth letter,
i wrote, it's a poem
scripted script less,
written from the edges of my thought's,
as words coined at will,
i think you would've liked it,
the ending, a cretan,
sends me to the second letter,
a rhyme, declaring
my love for you,
a lovely one,
but the brightest thought's,
bloom the darkest,
and then reality keeps up,
it haunt's you know,
knowing my heart harbors affection,
for you,but silence rule's my mouth,
knowing my brittle heart,
would easily fall for her charm's,
letters didn't see the mail man,
i once dropped it at your doorstep,
wore a cape to get the courage,
to knock,and i did,
but instead i woke up.
Scripted lamentations
Jan 2019 · 91
I miss you
Hilla254 Jan 2019
Everytime i think of you,
A whiff of your cologne,
Blown from my imagination,
Passes by,
A discrete desire for love, engulfs me
A long craving to be around you,
A simple want for tenderness,
Kindness and the best of care.
Call me..
Dec 2018 · 171
Love Ties
Hilla254 Dec 2018
i never thought of us,
but dreamt alot about it,
no flashy Promise's,
but i promised myself,
to never leave,
if i do,they've cast a spell on me.

i've never regretted,
moment's we've spent,
never tried to forget,
Promise's we made,
and the day i found you,
was the best day of my life.

everyone has his own,
description of perfect,
and to me,
you are super perfect,
i've never wished anything more,
would you hold on to me,
forever to never let go.

i dream more of those days,
happiness shaded in every act,
fully surrendered to love,
Lip's more closer,
eyes closed,
just say the word...
It's simply a choice now, will you choose to fade away to us.
Oct 2018 · 152
Life a Live
Hilla254 Oct 2018
i don't know about my past lives,
but am really glad of this one,
i hold no grudge against you,
i wish you best of everything.

i don't know about you,
don't know what you believe in,
don't know what you think of you,
don't know what comes to your mind,
every time you hear my name.

i don't know the struggle,
you keep up with,
don't know the shrapnel's,
you have to dodge every moment,
aftermath of a broken heart,
the feigned smile to keep it moving,
hell brewing on the after thought's,
deep buried haunting memories,
you don't know when they be going off,
daydreaming your worst nightmares,
sleep doesn't comfort anymore.
Live a life, Live a lie, Leave
Oct 2018 · 194
Happy Bithday To Me
Hilla254 Oct 2018
20 year's ago,
On this day,
Pain brought happiness,
To my mom,
Fate chose me to share a lifetime with you,
It's been a long two decade's,
But very short,
When i really think about it,
It's been a journey,
I would say,
Every moment,
Every friend,
Means a own world to me,
Every experience,
Taking part,
In shaping what i've become,
It's never late,
Happy birthday to me.
I hope it will be a wonderful year
Sep 2018 · 202
circle of life
Hilla254 Sep 2018
two tokes of the plain jane,
i rest my deepest thoughts,
my mind wanders,
wondering about the circle of life,
a gradual growth, of knowledge too
circle of friends, love,
entitled to one soul,
one you can't escape from,
the past shape's the future,
running from it,can't do
it just keeps' up with the present,
everyone learns by his own book,
people you meet,
friends you gain,
come in different chapter's,
knowledge gained,
experience's, dreams,
shape what we become,
you can't copy mine,
we packaged different.
If i drown into it.. Let life pass by me.
Jul 2018 · 282
Sad song
Hilla254 Jul 2018
At first,
Everything is bliss,
Smitten by love,
Happiness in each moment,
Addicted to all of The perfection's,
It's all dream come true,
Sweet words,
Beautiful promises,
Goal's, dream of his dreams,
His and her's,
Us.

Soon,
Imperfections arise,
Words become more benign,
Empty kept promises,
Missed call's early in The morning,
Unread text's late in The night,
Nasty argument's,
Crazy fight's,
Suspicion's,
Where you been?,
Just a friend?.

The bliss goes up in flames,
Anger, resentment roams The hearts,
It doesn't feel The same anymore,
Distance grows you apart,
Less frequent thought's,
Very Little love,
To right what's,
Left.
A platinum album for The broken hearts....
Jul 2018 · 254
The two poems
Hilla254 Jul 2018
Light and darkness,
Lies on our souls,
Pure actions,
Acclaimed by,
Purest of intentions,
Makes us whole,
ill biased actions,
Consumes The light,
Makes us wither,
Drown, succumb to The darkness.

You'll never be As beautiful,
As you are now,
We shall never re-live this moment,
Again,
But will be Forever Stored up in our minds,
As memories,
My life, your life,
A insignificant speck of dust,
In The vast universe.

Do what Makes you happy,
Don't invest in regrets,
Cherish every moment,
Savour every breath,
Every moment,
Can be The last,
Or The best,
For god's reside up,
Up in our head's.
Knowledge is worthless to those who Don't understand Or value it.
Jul 2018 · 241
A true story
Hilla254 Jul 2018
When I Manage to make it silent,
Board the ship of sentiment,
And sail away from the sea of reality,
At the epitome of my imagination,
Lost to myself,
In a bizarre prison of my imagination,
I lay down wasted,
Weak and feeble looking,
A feeling of resentment and anger,
Lay's on my soul,
Am me, but all is lost,

You're there,
At the corner of the dungeon,
Of course,
You never leave my mind,
Wish I'd stop thinking of you,
Stop caring and grow up,
Memories from sentient me,
Start's crawling in,
I thought playing fair, would make it fair,
Thought as long as I was a trustworthy person, I could trust others,
Thought they would love me, if I loved them,
Thought it would change them,
Thought it couldn't change me,
Guess i was wrong.
If i could conquer my mind... Rule it by the needs of the flesh...  I wouldn't be i, would I??
Jul 2018 · 209
Inked thoughts
Hilla254 Jul 2018
When the flow of words,
Overrun my thoughts,
Am forced to pick a pen,
Ink down the word's in a paper,
In a order,
In order to make sense.

I just write,
I don't know what else to do,
Write to fill the void in my heart,
Write to silence inconsiderate Doubt's,
Loud thought's, drowned thought's,
Dreaded nought's,

Why does silence manifest so loudly,
Why is emptiness so heavy,
Why does emotion's always overcome logic,
Why does reality not seem so real,
Is love a feeling or emotion,
A blurry line separates the two.

— The End —