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Jan 2016 · 188
Less is More?
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
They say that less is more.....
but two pairs of lips
are better than
one.
Jan 2016 · 554
Angel Wings (Points)
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
One for the girl who doesn't want it

Two for the boy who does

Three for the man who shuns it and scorns it

Four for the grandma who knits

Five for the uncle who's ma's disappointment

Six for the burdened mother

Seven for the cousin who's the runt of the litter

Eight for the sister who's drowned in a shadow

Nine for the godmother whose hands are *******

And Ten.

TEN.

For the boy who happens to make my heart sing

and ten more for the boy

who has angel wings.
Only he will get how this point system works...:P
Jan 2016 · 372
Vent G
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Give me my godly gain....Gables of green won't guise my tremor for the guilt I feel.....Give it to me.
I want what I want....simple.
Jan 2016 · 651
Duplicity
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
I am who you long to see
Yet who you will never cease to be

I am what you envy most
But I am more dead than a ghost

I am little, small and weak
Yet I do more, much more than speak

In my eyes I hold the key
But to get it, you must first unsee

For days of cold when lights grow dim
I am yours- I am him.
Jan 2016 · 658
Decadent
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Being smothered
in a thick layer of flattery....

...that's all I want, honestly.

I want you to lay it on me thicker than the chocolate frosting on my fingertips, to choke me with sprinkles of compliments until I get dizzy from the sugar rush and collapse in your arms.

I want cavities. Lots of them.

But only you can give them to me.

So get cracking those eggs, babe. You have a lot of baking to do.
All I want is flattery every once in a while.....
Jan 2016 · 1.6k
Who's Left?
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
There's that one group of people, the ones who think they rule,
Who walk with purpose through the hallways at school
But who is there left
That is just like me?

A sinner, despondent, who's down on her knees
Fate laughs in her face and pushes her down
And tells her she never will gain renown

For her darling dearest is far far away
Even though a walk would take less than a day

Thoughts are preoccupied with education and uncanny lust
And the cogs in her brain are covered in gold rust...

Am I the only one who's still bereft?
If not then, I challenge....
Who's left?
Comment if you're still left out there....none of us are perfect. C'mon.
Jan 2016 · 450
If Only
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
If only you let me....
     I'd take you whole, make you mine, and never ever stop.

If only you let me....
     I'd build us a teleporter and whisk you away, even though you know I don't like leading.

If only you let me....
     I'd be the One.

Then there's the question.

Will you?
Jan 2016 · 344
Vent F
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Forever I'll find myself falling for a figure I fear I won't see for another few months....
You can feign disinterest, but fair love fights all....and wins.
Jan 2016 · 484
Please
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Don't inconvenience yourself, please. I'm fine, really. Go about your business, nothing to see here.
Just a girl who feels like her ten mile relationship has become a thousand miles, uncrossable, uncontrollable.
Don't worry, no worries at all to be found here.

Just empty space.

That's all there has been for a while...

...and words can't fill it.
Jan 2016 · 253
Concerned
Jan 2016 · 297
Beautiful
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Rest your eyes and relax
Cause today is beautiful....
But not as beautiful as him.
Open your eyes
Before he's gone....
He's always so busy that i have to really cherish the moments we have together. Not that I'm being over controlling but I wish he would pencil me in sometime....
Jan 2016 · 558
Swinging Like My Fingertips
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Over the tabletop
Nothing to do
They're lonely and empty
From not touching you

They lounge and they dance
They tap and they wait
But your skin's not there
And they anticipate

The day that they'll find
The touch that they crave
On the hips of the one
Who they intend to save

And meanwhile, my heart
waits on and forever, stuck
swinging like my fingertips
without love's luck
Jan 2016 · 385
Vent E
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Even though every thought in its entirety eventually wears me down....
I could never entice myself into ever letting you go.
Not seeing him is depressing....
Jan 2016 · 390
Vent D
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Don't deny your desperation for me, darling.
Don't you think it's decent of me to decry you of your dire need in return?
Jan 2016 · 417
Heartache of Rescue
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Can't you see that my white flag is folded up
And safely hidden within the recesses of
My deep gown drawer?

I didn't want to be rescued.....

And now, as you smile and you dog and you pine endlessly....
I smile and I fake as I wish it weren't me.

I wish it wasn't me who captured your heart
Who made your heart sing
Who stood apart

I wish it wasn't me who you chose to rescue
But that's just your fairytale
I'm helping you make true.....
Even though it makes me blue.
This ache is for you.
When someone falls in love with you but you don't love them back.....
Jan 2016 · 233
Yesterday
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Yesterday, my life was almost wished from my body
Into the unknown
By the very person who inhabits it.
But that was yesterday.
I am alive....
today.
Jan 2016 · 645
Vent C
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
You couldn't conceive
How careless you come off
When I'm crying for attention
But you can't reciprocate.....
Priorities.
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Just when you thought I had broken your heart
B O O M
Here's a lie and a few assorted jabs.
Have a nice life, you optimistic idiot.
Did you really think I cared...
Jan 2016 · 317
Vent B
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Basically, I was born to be yours.
Babe, don't be a stranger.........
I never get to see him anymore
Jan 2016 · 156
Perfect
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Being perfect
Is living up to
Someone else's standards.
Jan 2016 · 758
Darcy
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Hard
Cold
Unfeeling
Prejudiced

You are my Darcy
and I love the pain.
Jan 2016 · 985
Give Him What He Wants
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Give him your eyes
Let him stare for h o u r s

Give him your lips
Let him kiss them till they're cracked

Give him your mind
Let him rampage in your thoughts at one in the morning.

Give him your body
Let him touch what he wants to keep his sanity

Give him your sanity
In exchange for sanctuary

Give him your soul
Just so he won't hurt you

But he does....
Luckily, you didn't give him what you value most.

You didn't give him your heart.
Jan 2016 · 404
Vent A
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Absolutely no way around it anymore.....
What if I told you I loved you?
Jan 2016 · 248
Storm
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
You came just in time
to see the storm
That weatherman doesn't know the half of it
Sunshine?
*Please
Jan 2016 · 1.2k
Tea...?
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
I'm a little teapot, short and stout
Here is my handle, here is my spout
When I get all steamed up, hear me shout
"Tip me over and pour me out!"

I'm a little teapot, full and hot,
Ready for romance, and for quite a lot
Passionate and strong, all I've got
Is what's inside my pure white ***.

I'm a little teapot, partly mild
Still sentimental, still just a child
When he came along, on him I piled
Half my inside, from there it just spiraled.

I'm a little teapot with no brew
Poured all I had for the one before you
So if you're wanting love, then you'll be blue
Cause he drank me up, if only I knew.

I'm a little teapot, cracked and grey
Unused for sixteen long years to the day
Parts of me are missing, ere more I'll stay
The one who poured all her love away.
Jan 2016 · 1.2k
Candle
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Please, take the handle
Of this forsaken candle
And teach how to burn...

Long ago, it couldn't handle,
this poor forgotten candle,
The way that love does ache and does burn...
Jan 2016 · 1.7k
Spring Chop
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Yellow congregation
Discusses their front lines
Lawn mower arrives
Jan 2016 · 578
Hodel
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
White feathers
stream from Elsa's mattress
Snowfalls in Germany
Jan 2016 · 417
Thievery
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Someone should stop that criminal
From stealing hearts
But is it a really a theft
If I gave it to him
Instead?
Jan 2016 · 263
Give It To Me
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Were you to give it to me
I'd protect it till I died
I'd wrap it in my loving arms
Until the morn was nigh.

Were you to give it to me
I'd hold it now and forever
I'd make it sparkle like the sun
And feel light as a feather.

Were you to give it to me
I'd give you all in return
For your love, my dear, I think you see
Means more than you'll ever learn.
Just random thoughts......
Jan 2016 · 2.7k
Lantern
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
To make oneself a lantern
Is to make one a disgrace.
For arts that make a man turn
Should come from more than a pretty face.
Being too outward has its bad parts.
Jan 2016 · 535
Digital
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
My love for you is digital,
Resides within my phone...
To look back on our messages
Is to no more be alone.
So far away....
Jan 2016 · 1.1k
Stealth
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
The boots she wears make not a sound,
Are stealthy in their art
As they trample rudely round
On many a young man's heart.
Written in class....
Jan 2016 · 628
Birches
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
My heart flew out the window
In restless black and gold
To alight in the wet, crunchy snow
And languish in the cold.

My heart, my heart, alone it was,
Down there amongst the trees
The birches watched it die because
It'd forgotten how to breathe.
Written as I stared out the window in class today....
Jan 2016 · 633
Heart
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
It'd be easier to cut into me
All the words I wish to see
For the time I waste writing in vain
Does naught but cause me uncouth pain.

This pen's too heavy, my arms, too tired
And through me a mistake is wired
Too long my cogs and wheels have turned
Without due love to be returned.

Emotions flow too free and too wild,
Like the hands of an impish devil child
Too strong and too deep, they rage like bears
Shouting loud as they can, yet no one's aware.

For, feeling things as I often do,
Often what hurts is the ilk that is true.
A false word would save me the strife-
Oh! See what my heart has done to my life!
I'm really impulsive and driven by my emotions- I think it scared people off, even my boyfriend, though he is too sweet to ever admit it. My heart rules all....beware.
Jan 2016 · 200
Sunshine
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
White troops
Loose ground and fall back swiftly
Spring sunshine
Jan 2016 · 263
Outcast
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
A single outcast
Blown into the cold pushiness of a stranger foe
Leaves in the fresh snow
Jan 2016 · 504
CAT
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
CAT
She's a CAT.
     -Just a cat?
Nope, a CAT.
     -What's that?

It's the cool, calming sense she carries to all she knows and loves,
it's the able-bodied awesomeness she wears as she does her favorite hat,
It's the terrifically tight hugs she gives, warm like woolen gloves.

See, that's what makes her Allie.
     -*And the best kind of CAT at that.
About a good friend, love her so much.
Jan 2016 · 252
Standing in the Rain
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
it was cold
the sky cried
and inwardly,
i was parallel

but then the warmth
back to front
heart to heart
mind to mind
infiltrated me

lace against heathered grey
with a subtle hint of longing
and an even bigger
overshadowing
of need

not knowing what we wanted
or what we needed
awkwardly standing
as the tears began to cease
inside, outside

standing on sacred ground
for two purposes
lower, pushing forward
upper, pushing back
aligned with ease

it was a perfect fit
still is, to be honest
but the puzzle pieces get lost
in life and in strife
and come together
but once every turn of the days

but when the puzzle is finished
the tears will drench it
the warmth will break it down
and the hearts
for once
will be whole
One of the best experiences of my life written in a way that only he will have the possibility of understanding.
Jan 2016 · 746
Afterlove
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
It's like a leech
It clings to every memory I own, it infiltrates all my senses

I see his face everywhere in the faces of strangers

I hear his final words to me through the sigh he gave as I told him I wished we could have worked, that he should keep me in mind should he change his

I smell him every time I sit at my piano and think of the times we spent poring over Faure and wishing the recital were over

I touch him every time the white keys glide under my skin and the black ones poke my fingers into submission

I taste him on the tip of my tongue as I try in vain to forget the past

He was my train wreck and thinking of him makes me hate myself, what he hated, what he told me he wanted and then told me he would never want in a million years.

So I pushed him to the back of my head,
But his afterlove
Just clings
To my heart
Instead.
Another parallel piece, true story.
Jan 2016 · 389
Dripping Silver
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
A tree,
It stands.

Ruler of its own universe woven through thickets of golden brown branches and emerald green leaflets.

Refuge for all and for none, offering solace from the cruel, hot sun.

Holding its arms in a triumphant stance, letting its leaves dance in the wind to their own tune of rustling and clapping.

A tree,
It feels.

It starts slowly at first- a slow seep, an unintelligible infection....

The glistening Mercury winds it's way through the veins that keep the being ruler of all and slowly infiltrates all the secret chambers hidden in knotholes centuries old.

Black like coal, white like fire, none can tell its appearance from anything but extraordinary and yet the tree does nothing. It waits.

A tree,
It wilts.

Ruler of the universe, it hands it's legacy off to the many saplings it has taught how to breathe from the grounds below it.

Refuge for none but itself, the emerald leaves lose their sheen and fall to the ground like a dancer who has twisted her appendage.

Reaching its arms towards the ground in a silent last prayer-last words- it caresses the faces of its children in the soil, giving a sweet silent goodbye.

A tree,
Crying tears of dripping silver onto its children below.

Then it is no more.

Mercury--evil--has won.

A stump.

But it's legacy lives on.

A sapling grows....and who knows.....the cycle begins again.
Just bull from the back of my mind
Jan 2016 · 485
Life
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Does everyone have a calling?
For, I think that mine's been stalling
And is simply appalling
Just how cruel our life can be.

Days when I'm glad he's staying
Nights when I stay up praying
Dawns when I keep relaying
Just how cruel our life can be.

The times when he holds me tight
Just close enough to feel just right;
I wake, then scream in hard cold spite
Just how cruel our life can be.

The day when your ancient old cat dies
The crude old sweaters your grandma buys,
That's when you come to realize
Just how cruel our life can be.

Dressed in liquid reality,
Flames fanned by false equality;
Yet sometimes we may never see
Just how cruel our life can be.
An old poem I wrote a while ago that i just unearthed in an old notebook.
Jan 2016 · 743
Mounds of Dirt
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Flowerbeds. Treasure.
These heaps of soil on the ground can mean life, have value.
They hold secrets, treasures, can be the calling for an adventurous man or the vocation of the neighborly woman with the green thumb.
But when you read the title, you thought of graves, didn't you?

That's how twisted and sadistic, how pessimistic and dull our world has become. We don't see the possibilities of beauty that bloom in secret behind the thick fog our words create. We don't have the capacity to understand how something like a grave- which, in our culture means death and insurmountable amounts of weeping- could mean anything but sorrow.

But just take the time to look closer.

On top of graves, flowers bloom for their inhabitants, guarding the treasure that lays just under the thin crust of soil below. They represent the life that was lived laughing, loving, and learning over the years. The blossoms show the value seen in this particular person by others, who smile when they remember the friend who still lives on in their thoughts.

Now, I'm not telling you to laugh and be joyful at a funeral. But consider the amount of hope brought by those stalks swaying in the breeze, the happiness recollected by the thin delicacy of the petals...

Look at those mounds of dirt. And rejoice.
Our society seems to like to stereotype everything, and now those stereotypes stain our words.
Jan 2016 · 354
Conversation Contemplation
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Do not cry, my dear, my sweet,
Another fellow you shall meet.
With manners and a handshake greet
Then you'll begin to feel complete.

But Mother, Mother, understand;
My time has not now come at hand,
He'll never be gone in my mind's land
For he infiltrates all my plans.

But darling, dear, a brand new face
From your mind will he erase
And retreat at his fastest pace
To live in a cold, dark, lonely place.

But Mother, see, he's done no wrong,
Although his visit did prolong.
I see him in every sainted throng
And wait for him, though the wait is long.

My sweet rosebud, why do you wait?
When another, you will take?
Don't you try to change your fate
For fear of looking like a fake.*

Mother dear, my guardian still,
You believe I've had my fill
But his memory leaves a cold, stone chill
Which can be relieved from no magic pill.
A conversation between a mother and a daughter about heartbreak. The mother's lines are in italics.
Jan 2016 · 696
Playing Royalty
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
The reign of the monarch Queen Amber
Was not in the least case mature.
When she needed a nap,
She’d rule with a slap,
So her mother up and overthrew her.
Jan 2016 · 474
Mechanistics
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
A quiet mechanic named Bone
Lived in his house all alone.
So he built a new wife
But she caused so much strife
That he rebuilt her into a phone.
Jan 2016 · 275
Beauty Deceives
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Deceive the witch and steal her broom,
Let her fall down to her doom.
Lock Hansel and Gretel into a room
Until they ripen and they bloom.

No fairer weather has there been;
There’s rushing water, roaring wing.
The skies are dark, the light’s gone dim-
And that’s when the sacred dance begins.

This is truly what I love best:
Through greying alleys walk the blest.
In robes of light they all are dressed,
To add to our glorious fest.

Their voices for dominance fight
While overhead, birds take up flight.
The drones call out all through the night
And halt only at morning’s light.

But morning will not soon come,
The festivities have only just begun.
Silver flows from bejeweled tongue,
Till spells of past are come undone.

Light in depths on the lake:
And underneath, the mermaids wake.
Their songs of love and joy they make
Are spun for the shrewd sailor’s sake.

For through the ocean’s troves men trek,
Praying, hoping they won’t wreck.
Fog comes and they can’t see a fleck,
And mist lodges deep in each one’s neck.

But look now, see! Lo and behold;
Just as the old legends foretold,
Up from the depths, the maidens stole,
Cool and calm, brazen and bold.

They sit on rocks and sweetly quip,
Their long wet hair they coyly flip.
Saying, “Won’t you come take a dip?”
And silent men fall from their ship.

Down into the broiling brew
From whence he came, the sailor flew.
With arms outstretched, she hummed a tune
And planned to make her human stew.

For beauty is not what it seems,
Tis only what foolish man deems
Acceptable for social teams
And desirable in sinful dreams.

Sweet creatures open wide their mouths,
Their lips and lined and so devout.
Hidden are fangs, of which they’re proud,
Attacking when the target’s found.

Under their cloaks, their whips they hid
From the world, the ugly they rid.
And sell their looks to the highest bid;
Never shall they close the lid.

Unchanged for all, I wish it’d stay,
But all I do is sit and pray.
These lessons build our lives today
Away from being beauty’s prey.

For now I know more than I ought
About the world and what it’s taught.
Our children think love must be bought
And perish every moral thought.

Inside the mind, a tunnel lies-
Twisting and curving, and though he tries,
He cannot break his mental ties
‘Tween him and beauty’s perfect lies.

The thought brings on a frenzied dance
That brings to mind a pony’s prance.
It fills the mind, put in a trance;
All right is gone at a second glance.
Long rant poem.
Jan 2016 · 355
Hearts
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
To what extent will wonders cease?
They fail to bloom, fail to please.
When I have folded every last crease,
He’ll be flown like a flock of geese.

He sees not tears in these brown eyes,
Feels no sorrow for our goodbyes.
I fear he’ll someday break our ties,
And leave naught but deceit and lies.

Who can tell why loves goes away,
Why yesterday is not today?
Who wants to live that darkening day
When for our lives, the price we’ll pay?

We have just hit a milestone-
I gave a secret of my own.
To you, from my lips it has flown
To be read in your baritone.

Your voice is music to my ears
Through the silence, through all my tears-
You’re the sole my conciousness hears
As the time that we reunite nears.

I wonder what will happen then-
Will we kiss? Or be apart again?
I guess I’ll just have to pretend
That no love there will be there to defend.

His eyes block out all that is wrong,
Brown irises sing their own song.
A song of love, forever long,
That shows his heart, where I belong.

But yet, he says there is someone,
Who he does love more than the sun.
I thought that I had finally won
But yet my work has only begun…

And now my heart in hell does burn.
It seems that I shall never learn.
I watch couples kiss at the stearn
And know that now, it’s not my turn.

I hear him laugh, I watch him smile,
They make me wish he’d stay awhile.
Instead, I choke down bile
And watch my tears fall onto cracked tile.

Nothing is broken, Nothing whole;
The price of love’s a heavy toll.
It takes your all, leaves you a troll
To go home crying to your dark knoll.
A poem that is part of a larger one that I just recently unearthed, written about someone I should not have wasted my time on.
Jan 2016 · 262
Thoughts
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
Some may prefer a sunny sky;
Not I; I breathe the clouds that spy.
Their beauty is the darkest kind
That watches o’er love on the line.

The yellow daisies, I disdain
I’d rather inhale cold and pain.
For on my life, they’ve left their stain
And ne’er will they cease to remain.

I find myself in places new
With different eyes, a different view.
I never thought that I’d come through
But found my wings, and up I flew.

Over waters bright blue and green,
I want to see what I’ve not seen,
To rule o’er lands like the grandest of queens
And to understand what the lightning means.

O’er the valley of the lone rose,
Sad and despondent, a lone bud grows.
Bathing in gloom, thrashing in throes;
Who will save it? Nobody knows.

No fear have you, but much have I.
In one dark flash, my life slips by.
And inasmuch as I do try,
I cannot stop its’ will to fly.

With these old withered hands of mine,
I’ve tried to halt the passing of time.
I’ve tried to make its’ hands rewind
But to me time has not been kind.

For one day at that dark’ning door
When I see all Fate has in store,
I’ll breathe in quick, fall to the floor,
Heave my last, then sigh no more.

For future cannot be foretold
No matter what the runes may hold.
They may deceive with jewels and gold,
Omit the tales of fatal cold.

Trying to see through broken glass
Brings up memories from my past.
Memories from my mind I’d cast
Away and hoped they’d be the last

Sometimes, I dream of what I’ve lost
Then I forget what my dreams do cost.
So to and fro I’m fervently tossed,
Scars of life are on my embossed.

Writing is my only vice;
People don’t hear or give advice!
So hear me, I’ll say it twice:
I am naught but bones and mice.
Long poem I wrote and broke into a few different ones.
Jan 2016 · 240
I Feel Like
xmxrgxncy Jan 2016
I feel like I'm betraying you
Slighting you
Pressing you
I feel like I am asking you
For more than you can give.

I feel like I've astonished you
Bewildered you
Scared you
I feel like I have pushed you
Farther than you wish to go.

I wish you'd just tell me
How you feel
What you feel
If you feel
I wish you just push me away
Instead of leaving me hanging in despair.

I know you don't mean the silence
Or the emptiness
Or the cold
I know that if you read this
You'll feel guilty and think I'm too bold.

But I'm telling you right now that I can't think much more
On the time we should be spending
On the hearts we should be tending
On this rent we should be mending
Before my heart begins to crack.
I feel like I need more attention but if I ask for it it won't seem genuine. This is my way of crying out. I think I might love him, I don't know. But not knowing and being apart are making me insane and I can't take much more before I break.
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