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"tabletops" poems
I should have lived to thank you more, where the blue dots and the green dots met on a stormy porch-front streaming crack-paint, blank and dirt from years of games on the blurry tabletops. Years of games. We should have walked in the fields, you the tide swelling and falling and ultimately disgorging universes of all you used to know: the good and the small and the stern and the silly and the cruel. The good and the small. He will take your place in the shows, in all the nightlies and the dailies, grey hat and black sash. He is taller by far, and you can't look up to someone that unabashedly taller than you. Grey hat and black sash. You would have made time for me between strides on the honest diamond of the sky, and I? I might not listen at all, but the pearl in the glasses, those awful brown glasses would stay with me. I might not listen at all. She sat with us many evenings as the winds raked the small lights of our speech. What has become of her, I wonder more frequently, but sleep with my head on my hands all the same. Sleep with my head on my hands. They call me under the door, they call. They fill me with themselves until I'm out. Just what they want from me and less. Still, they can't tell me the good and the small, The fact that deep down I am nothing at all. The fact that deep down I am nothing at all.
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Jan 12, 2011
Jan 12, 2011 at 9:25 PM UTC
Hummingbird
Sometimes, right before drifting off, when your leg's planted against my cast-iron limb, your arm's length cradling the fear of deprivation I can't shake without at least a teacup's worth of bourbon or whiskey or patient caresses, I forget the ground and find myself circling the rings of Saturn, using the friction from your fingertips making patterns to flip to a moon, Titan, where the dirt feels like cotton on my skin when I try to make angels out of the dust. You once told me that you weren't quite sure this isn't all pretend, an alternate reality conquest that everyone's in on but you, and trust me I've thought that, too, but, baby, I'm sure now this is blissful actuality. I don't know if you're up for perpetual ventures in dry humor and messy tabletops, but I'm willing to build some shelves for my multitude of flowered vases, and, like you said about this game, at least we're winning. I'll crochet us some covers with crazy colors, to blanket the trouble we'll sustain in burnt suppers and getting the hammer to do its job when it doesn't want to mar the beauty of a freshly painted wall. You can entertain any aches; I'm well-versed in phoenix tears and have a safe ear for wilting daisy petals that you should throw in the soup. It's tomatoes and old *** and some carrots (for the eyes), a meal to eighty-six tremors. Our exploits are easy because your toes are catapults to another galaxy at least, and your shoulders cradle my war stories so well, like a warm rug after cold tile, like a spot on Earth that's never been stood on. You've fanned my simmering flame with your kisses like raindrops, light and heavy, and I can't be sure if I'm still masquerading or holding a candle with a spotlight's incandescence, but I've stopped spending pennies on worries and instead free my palms to keep my hands in your hair. I see your smile at the train station and I'm willing to bet my stash on our chances at breathing freely (why?) mostly because of your leg, still firm against mine.
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Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 9:10 AM UTC
Love,
Sometimes, right before drifting off, when your leg's planted against my cast-iron limb, your arm's length cradling the fear of deprivation I can't shake without at least a teacup's worth of bourbon or whiskey or patient caresses, I forget the ground and find myself circling the rings of Saturn, using the friction from your fingertips making patterns to flip to a moon, Titan, where the dirt feels like cotton on my skin when I try to make angels out of the dust. You once told me that you weren't quite sure this isn't all pretend, an alternate reality conquest that everyone's in on but you, and trust me I've thought that, too, but, baby, I'm sure now this is blissful actuality. I don't know if you're up for perpetual ventures in dry humor and messy tabletops, but I'm willing to build some shelves for my multitude of flowered vases, and, like you said about this game, at least we're winning. I'll crochet us some covers with crazy colors, to blanket the trouble we'll sustain in burnt suppers and getting the hammer to do its job when it doesn't want to mar the beauty of a freshly painted wall. You can entertain any aches; I'm well-versed in phoenix tears and have a safe ear for wilting daisy petals that you should throw in the soup. It's tomatoes and old *** and some carrots (for the eyes), a meal to eighty-six tremors. Our exploits are easy because your toes are catapults to another galaxy at least, and your shoulders cradle my war stories so well, like a warm rug after cold tile, like a spot on Earth that's never been stood on. You've fanned my simmering flame with your kisses like raindrops, light and heavy, and I can't be sure if I'm still masquerading or holding a candle with a spotlight's incandescence, but I've stopped spending pennies on worries and instead free my palms to keep my hands in your hair. I see your smile at the train station and I'm willing to bet my stash on our chances at breathing freely (why?) mostly because of your leg, still firm against mine.
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O, Row from the tabletops if, If, if Row from the tabletops if, or when O, Burn at the fun'ral pyre, pyre Burn under heaven's fire, fire Stop me if you hear this one, under the flesh heavy wantonness, energy light to dance moves behind your lid undo the flesh future corpses do dance do dance O, Future corpses do dance do dance
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Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
Meander Mass
I'll write and say same words I've said      ten thousand times before Until I don't believe      that I believe them anymore Because riding on this carousel means spinning one's wheels into moist ground      thought I had some traction      but it seems I thought too soon-- So I am off of the rails Off the wagon. Off to nowhere. 'Cuz it's, "Onward, lads, to one more night spent covering ground's familiar footsteps and sheeting snowy sidewalks in the dollars we don't have." And we'll lay 'em kinda thick      press our prints in Presidents pro bono comes advice from the corners we can't heed, but por argento comes the cure we choose to **** our heads with I'll pick a place, polish my boots      get far as my front steps where I'll sit until the summer rolls around      and sweat rolls down in sheets Short sheeted best hopes, shortened thank-you notes and lists of ****** quotes lay around and resonate on floors and facebooks, tabletops in summertime,           when it rolls around But, now, it's winter and we're all 364 1/4 resolutions older      --at 33 revolutions per minute,      and 16 ounces at a time,      we can almost cope. Now, it's winter and the sheets are           still too warm Now, it's winter and we sheet the           snowy sidewalks in Presidential faces in the dollars we don't have and the cure we **** our heads with keeps us safely insane 'Cuz in a world built by psychopaths, the sane don't always last. And, if I'm the last one out? I'll sing a song and **** the lights before I go.
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Feb 16, 2013
Feb 16, 2013 at 12:46 AM UTC
Sheets
I'll write and say same words I've said      ten thousand times before Until I don't believe      that I believe them anymore Because riding on this carousel means spinning one's wheels into moist ground      thought I had some traction      but it seems I thought too soon-- So I am off of the rails Off the wagon. Off to nowhere. 'Cuz it's, "Onward, lads, to one more night spent covering ground's familiar footsteps and sheeting snowy sidewalks in the dollars we don't have." And we'll lay 'em kinda thick      press our prints in Presidents pro bono comes advice from the corners we can't heed, but por argento comes the cure we choose to **** our heads with I'll pick a place, polish my boots      get far as my front steps where I'll sit until the summer rolls around      and sweat rolls down in sheets Short sheeted best hopes, shortened thank-you notes and lists of ****** quotes lay around and resonate on floors and facebooks, tabletops in summertime,           when it rolls around But, now, it's winter and we're all 364 1/4 resolutions older      --at 33 revolutions per minute,      and 16 ounces at a time,      we can almost cope. Now, it's winter and the sheets are           still too warm Now, it's winter and we sheet the           snowy sidewalks in Presidential faces in the dollars we don't have and the cure we **** our heads with keeps us safely insane 'Cuz in a world built by psychopaths, the sane don't always last. And, if I'm the last one out? I'll sing a song and **** the lights before I go.
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In a few more years I see myself playing the piano-drunk And signing on tabletops. In a few more years I see myself kissing strangers and falling out of love Or back in. In a few more years I see myself learning to swim And jumping off cliffs praying that I live.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 10:56 PM UTC
In a few more years
My Mother was sad – When I had walked, talked And left the girl there, All alone in her bed, The bed I’d fled And cushion not my own As I’m now laying, Sheets up to chin And lying as well, at home, My mother’s home, But the home she said, I’d "always have.”      I roll over. My bed, my very own, Is hours away and if I were, “There,” I’d still hear her tears, My mother’s And those of the “others” I’d left Behind, left before, abandoned In that very bed that’s now And hers, only hers, Far from ours or ever will be; An “Eden,” becoming exile; Truth in prior trespass – an end.      I roll over. And as selfish as all this may sound, I saunter to the smell pancakes, Maple syrup, And fresh coffee in sobbing’s stead; Up until the grief of a mother – Tears atop tabletops, A stream quite displaced from mad, Where my visits, become few, far And even further, Most importantly – Alone; For her, for me and it pains her even more, The solitude of, “I.”      I roll over. Alas, the clock’s ticking not only sorrow, But something else awry. Awry or away, Where mom’s finally tackled slumber again, Snores intermitted renewed grin Under dreamt up birthday cakes, Sunlit orange juice and dandelions; Whisps Breeding the only smile, her son’s come home. So with light whimper, fried eggs come ‘morrow And a small dog at her feet, She’s in a moment, she’s satisfied. The one left behind, probably not though, As she’s atop a pool of tears and drapery boiled Drink come reckless.      I roll over. And like her, I’m still awake, Dreams taunt, but sheep can’t sleep, Because I’m – A little ashamed, a tad content, Still tired though and as odd as this may Sound, or not, Hungry for breakfast As pancakes overcome pillow-muffled Cries And burnt bacon mirrors souls and a Sacred long gone; Solace in only one of the two being happy, But one more than the two that weren’t before.      I roll over and will again and again     And again.
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Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 9:43 PM UTC
Ache, Mania, and Roll
My Mother was sad – When I had walked, talked And left the girl there, All alone in her bed, The bed I’d fled And cushion not my own As I’m now laying, Sheets up to chin And lying as well, at home, My mother’s home, But the home she said, I’d "always have.”      I roll over. My bed, my very own, Is hours away and if I were, “There,” I’d still hear her tears, My mother’s And those of the “others” I’d left Behind, left before, abandoned In that very bed that’s now And hers, only hers, Far from ours or ever will be; An “Eden,” becoming exile; Truth in prior trespass – an end.      I roll over. And as selfish as all this may sound, I saunter to the smell pancakes, Maple syrup, And fresh coffee in sobbing’s stead; Up until the grief of a mother – Tears atop tabletops, A stream quite displaced from mad, Where my visits, become few, far And even further, Most importantly – Alone; For her, for me and it pains her even more, The solitude of, “I.”      I roll over. Alas, the clock’s ticking not only sorrow, But something else awry. Awry or away, Where mom’s finally tackled slumber again, Snores intermitted renewed grin Under dreamt up birthday cakes, Sunlit orange juice and dandelions; Whisps Breeding the only smile, her son’s come home. So with light whimper, fried eggs come ‘morrow And a small dog at her feet, She’s in a moment, she’s satisfied. The one left behind, probably not though, As she’s atop a pool of tears and drapery boiled Drink come reckless.      I roll over. And like her, I’m still awake, Dreams taunt, but sheep can’t sleep, Because I’m – A little ashamed, a tad content, Still tired though and as odd as this may Sound, or not, Hungry for breakfast As pancakes overcome pillow-muffled Cries And burnt bacon mirrors souls and a Sacred long gone; Solace in only one of the two being happy, But one more than the two that weren’t before.      I roll over and will again and again     And again.
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I An orange overcast this evening splayed pink hues stripes and saccharine beads. The twilight caricatures live golden years. Restless becoming in the garden of her drunken sons their flowers soaked in brass, seams bursting in uncontrollable laughter we pause. To admire the briefness of that era exploding its petals peppering spraying saliently we spill indoors churning across tabletops. My arms hang dead by my sides. Her eyes gaping sway swiftly biting deeply the dottedfaces lurch. Streets fall unconditional amidst tears we comb lips sharply distinctly her stubborn *** stumbling handles loosening she holds my hand my arms hang dead we pause.        II Children babble sunlight across lawns; I hear sirens traffic icecream nips our tongues twinge on windless pipes gust our hair flying smiling at laughter  from the playground behind us. Placid smiles stain enamoured halls; for glimpses we mumble necks crooked sheets flap  draped over bars her eyes waver glisten shiver. A warm breeze dries my hair. III Wallowing I oscillate utmost trep- -idation entangling grappling but hushed beneath foliage eyes downturned soil clings when her fingers impress deeper through to where rivers end. Glowing dawn I turn further lighter almost her hair caught between the floors; gently feverish we see turgid lines the tinniest cracks we pray on tranquil mornings. Window panes blemished it was spring only darker from deafened rivers throbbing; under lucid eyes I fold and heralds blare. We consume the silence sounding from still lakes.
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 9:22 PM UTC
an orange overcast this evening
I An orange overcast this evening splayed pink hues stripes and saccharine beads. The twilight caricatures live golden years. Restless becoming in the garden of her drunken sons their flowers soaked in brass, seams bursting in uncontrollable laughter we pause. To admire the briefness of that era exploding its petals peppering spraying saliently we spill indoors churning across tabletops. My arms hang dead by my sides. Her eyes gaping sway swiftly biting deeply the dottedfaces lurch. Streets fall unconditional amidst tears we comb lips sharply distinctly her stubborn *** stumbling handles loosening she holds my hand my arms hang dead we pause.        II Children babble sunlight across lawns; I hear sirens traffic icecream nips our tongues twinge on windless pipes gust our hair flying smiling at laughter  from the playground behind us. Placid smiles stain enamoured halls; for glimpses we mumble necks crooked sheets flap  draped over bars her eyes waver glisten shiver. A warm breeze dries my hair. III Wallowing I oscillate utmost trep- -idation entangling grappling but hushed beneath foliage eyes downturned soil clings when her fingers impress deeper through to where rivers end. Glowing dawn I turn further lighter almost her hair caught between the floors; gently feverish we see turgid lines the tinniest cracks we pray on tranquil mornings. Window panes blemished it was spring only darker from deafened rivers throbbing; under lucid eyes I fold and heralds blare. We consume the silence sounding from still lakes.
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maybe some day we’ll get the courage to tell the people we love how we feel but that day is not today still- there’s this danger that tomorrow may never come that there are too many things we leave on the side and save for a rainy day that we push onto a shelf and bookmark for later and the words never come pouring out but stay quiet and hidden in the dark and maybe it’s for the best but then we never realize that these words could have meant something to someone that maybe they could’ve changed one thing a little thing that meant a whole lot that maybe they just needed a little push an ounce of support a single word to lift the load day by day and maybe we should have taken the words off the shelf and given them away day by day left little bits and pieces on tabletops and car windows on seat cushions and blankets on television screens and corkboards on billboards on the way to work and traffic signs on the way home on arms and hands and cheeks and chests things that accumulated day by day and made someone feel a little less heavy and a whole lot more loved but the truth is every day goes from hours till dark to minutes to seconds to moments that drift away and slip off our fingers and before we know it the sun has set the lights have gone out the birds have gone to sleep and the moment has past “there’s always tomorrow” we say but what if the load gets too heavy? what if it breaks their back? what if everything comes crashing down a little too soon and it won’t take a little word to fix it? what if you open up the jar on the shelf and find that the words you’ve saved up are no longer enough? what then? what then
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Aug 9, 2017
Aug 9, 2017 at 1:00 PM UTC
breaking point
maybe some day we’ll get the courage to tell the people we love how we feel but that day is not today still- there’s this danger that tomorrow may never come that there are too many things we leave on the side and save for a rainy day that we push onto a shelf and bookmark for later and the words never come pouring out but stay quiet and hidden in the dark and maybe it’s for the best but then we never realize that these words could have meant something to someone that maybe they could’ve changed one thing a little thing that meant a whole lot that maybe they just needed a little push an ounce of support a single word to lift the load day by day and maybe we should have taken the words off the shelf and given them away day by day left little bits and pieces on tabletops and car windows on seat cushions and blankets on television screens and corkboards on billboards on the way to work and traffic signs on the way home on arms and hands and cheeks and chests things that accumulated day by day and made someone feel a little less heavy and a whole lot more loved but the truth is every day goes from hours till dark to minutes to seconds to moments that drift away and slip off our fingers and before we know it the sun has set the lights have gone out the birds have gone to sleep and the moment has past “there’s always tomorrow” we say but what if the load gets too heavy? what if it breaks their back? what if everything comes crashing down a little too soon and it won’t take a little word to fix it? what if you open up the jar on the shelf and find that the words you’ve saved up are no longer enough? what then? what then
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Elbows propped on tabletops, we roll out our worlds, like a red carpet, across the surface between us. Mapping out our weeks we speak in riddles only able to be understood by present company and others with an acute appreciation for the absurd. Round 1 We begin by bouncing pleasantries mingled with snark and littered with nonsense stories across the space where our scotch glasses drain lazily between us. Round 2 Brings with it a new tone- we begin to slip into hypotheticals and start the dangerous and all too familiar process of looking over our own shoulders. The past seems to sneak into the pauses and reminiscing starts to seem too surreal to be appealing. Round 3 And we are forced to keep reluctant company with the regret that now speckles the tabletop in front of me. Our eyes retreat from each other as our  mouths start forming around our greatest inadequacies. Fear of the future, we're petrified by the present. We are forgetting how to be hesitant as coping mechanics drift and split. Round 4 **** starts to get real. You try to be ambivalent. And I just get angry. Round 5 I am entertaining the possibility of weeping publically. (It's an unfortunate emotional default setting) Round 6 We find our way back to the familiar. Accessing the damage we joke to save face while working to wind the loose ends back together again to stash them from where they came. (But nothing ever fits back into its box as easily after its been unpacked) Each week we try to be each other's comfort zone to crawl inside to rest awhile. But tonight we're too exhausted and too self-absorbed and too similar to get it right. We'll try again next week, on the next high-top next Wednesday night.
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May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 3:48 AM UTC
Wednesday Nights at the High-Top Table
Elbows propped on tabletops, we roll out our worlds, like a red carpet, across the surface between us. Mapping out our weeks we speak in riddles only able to be understood by present company and others with an acute appreciation for the absurd. Round 1 We begin by bouncing pleasantries mingled with snark and littered with nonsense stories across the space where our scotch glasses drain lazily between us. Round 2 Brings with it a new tone- we begin to slip into hypotheticals and start the dangerous and all too familiar process of looking over our own shoulders. The past seems to sneak into the pauses and reminiscing starts to seem too surreal to be appealing. Round 3 And we are forced to keep reluctant company with the regret that now speckles the tabletop in front of me. Our eyes retreat from each other as our  mouths start forming around our greatest inadequacies. Fear of the future, we're petrified by the present. We are forgetting how to be hesitant as coping mechanics drift and split. Round 4 **** starts to get real. You try to be ambivalent. And I just get angry. Round 5 I am entertaining the possibility of weeping publically. (It's an unfortunate emotional default setting) Round 6 We find our way back to the familiar. Accessing the damage we joke to save face while working to wind the loose ends back together again to stash them from where they came. (But nothing ever fits back into its box as easily after its been unpacked) Each week we try to be each other's comfort zone to crawl inside to rest awhile. But tonight we're too exhausted and too self-absorbed and too similar to get it right. We'll try again next week, on the next high-top next Wednesday night.
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The smoke curls into the music’s soft beat, Crushed plastic cups amidst broken bottles, Guitars scratch while lights flash on dancing feet, Swaying as they sing, fair faces mottled. Sticky air matches sweaty tabletops, Grimy shoes crunching to midnight’s raw throb, The next table neighbors taking more shots, Smell, puke on the floor from Kelly the slob. This is nothing like your green mountain trails, Where air is crisp and stars smile not scream. ***** or pine straw, ash or fresh gale, Not ***** my dear, but taste the pure stream.
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Aug 26, 2012
Aug 26, 2012 at 8:11 PM UTC
Sky, Bar
Unfrozen, surviving in miles of silent wasteland Somehow risen from cold to my feet, but not breathing Am I flawless that I drift so lightly with a Western wind? Or so flawed that I don't admit I'm desperate for coming home The final night with my elbows on the throne Laughing over longing after end to the infinite. Beheld well with the highest intention to flatter you Maybe I'll die in laughter when you realize I invite you to bitterness, brittleness to the shattering for which I'll want you close Because with another's bloodstains I can live alone Using what I've siphoned to make my ill-advised scratches on tablets on tabletops.
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Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 2:14 AM UTC
ClamJam: "Dusk Moon Wail"
Hurry waitress to the lackluster pancakes of the restaurant, your fingers smelling from its bacon. Past my dingy silverware, vacuous plates, a cup of dead coffee grounds, your watered eggs. Your hair-tie snapped like a bomb exploding on the cover of a paperback Hiroshima. Let us go, waitress, and learn all of the reds in that sunset. The crimson sun hovers over deep cornflower waves. The ocean’s mist blinds us from ketchup-smeared napkins fallen onto waterlogged tabletops. A disaster zone you hope to be rescued from through an exit sign door.
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May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 12:36 PM UTC
Denny's at 11PM
Mutterings and murmurs all inane Tabletops keep turning, turning round I do think I have gone insane Polychords create a dissonant chain Of ghastly nails-on-chalkboard sounds Mutterings and murmurs all inane Dysfunctional symphony in a hellish train Along the way to iniquitous underground I do think I have gone insane We stop; the left man pulls me into acid rain, And we waltz in an urban burial ground Mutterings and murmurs all inane Fleshy neurons dance vapidly in my brain Amber, scarlet, vermilion flames abound I do think I have gone insane Macabre figures gather and dance in the nefarious fain They put thistles and roses on my head; I am crowned. Mutterings and murmurs all quite inane I do think I have gone insane
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Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 2:48 PM UTC
Hellish Train
This is the first moment that ever was, the crossing metal beams and glass panes, The blurred reflections of finely polished tabletops The meticulous tangles of crinkly hair in a variety of unique styles All murmur to me from a shared experience of eternity Reminding me that I should Wake up All the past is here with me Unsteady, unwieldy All the past is waiting for me to open the door and let it be free And when I do I too will be free For I am the past even more than the past is me But I too am the future As is the past But I can't let past become future If I don't WAKE UP I'll be DEAD soon Here I am, at WAKE tech* 'Twould be the height of ignorance Not to see the message Wake up. Wake up. Here I am for the first time in my life The empty branches never held life, even losing it now They are not characters of linear narratives Even the happiness of unions between me and me again They are born today, none share histories but those they've writ themselves Wake up. Remember that time, So present, It slipped away That short synchronous gateway When I broke through, When I was nearly awake. That time is not gone. Look, look down, You're wearing a t-shirt from Cup a Joe, The place where you nearly woke up Look down, your umbilical cord was cut And you lived there On Hillsborough Street, Just past Cup a Joe And a beautiful woman right above your head WORKS there, the mythic place Where you, where I nearly awoke. How absurd, to think all would decide to converge there Independently of each other It was written Before all began, And now begins Time, untime Now it begins Remember? Look down, she said "Be here, Be Here Now"--but remember? HE said Be Here Now And here I were-- There I was Impossible, yes, I know But do you really want to pretend That it matters what's POSSIBLE?
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Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 1:28 PM UTC
Hillsborough St
This is the first moment that ever was, the crossing metal beams and glass panes, The blurred reflections of finely polished tabletops The meticulous tangles of crinkly hair in a variety of unique styles All murmur to me from a shared experience of eternity Reminding me that I should Wake up All the past is here with me Unsteady, unwieldy All the past is waiting for me to open the door and let it be free And when I do I too will be free For I am the past even more than the past is me But I too am the future As is the past But I can't let past become future If I don't WAKE UP I'll be DEAD soon Here I am, at WAKE tech* 'Twould be the height of ignorance Not to see the message Wake up. Wake up. Here I am for the first time in my life The empty branches never held life, even losing it now They are not characters of linear narratives Even the happiness of unions between me and me again They are born today, none share histories but those they've writ themselves Wake up. Remember that time, So present, It slipped away That short synchronous gateway When I broke through, When I was nearly awake. That time is not gone. Look, look down, You're wearing a t-shirt from Cup a Joe, The place where you nearly woke up Look down, your umbilical cord was cut And you lived there On Hillsborough Street, Just past Cup a Joe And a beautiful woman right above your head WORKS there, the mythic place Where you, where I nearly awoke. How absurd, to think all would decide to converge there Independently of each other It was written Before all began, And now begins Time, untime Now it begins Remember? Look down, she said "Be here, Be Here Now"--but remember? HE said Be Here Now And here I were-- There I was Impossible, yes, I know But do you really want to pretend That it matters what's POSSIBLE?
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I want to get the universe off with my presence, take apart the grass machines and put them back together, we can eat the sun whole if we want to, and I will swim upstream back through the tunnels, folding time over for an ant to walk across, if only I could live forever, I want eternity to ********** to my image, if only I could wander without getting lost I would dance on the tabletops, and tie you down with rainbows
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Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
Molecular
I read it once; I wonder if they'll ever know, the hell where youth and laughter go I've seen it. In soft armchairs. And plastic tabletops. And bibs so the food doesn't get on the clothes. Stripped to your skin and exposed to the world, You'll say nothing. Stand and let yourself be cleaned. You hadn't noticed the wet between your legs. Or the smell. Sit calmly, placid. Watch as one bites another, Scrapes at a neck, Screams for them to go away - visible to no one else. She will kick and grab and pull and cry. But alone she cannot stand. She will crumble to the ground, Fall into your arms, Tell you "Really, I've had enough this time." But such notions soon fade. Back to the hatred. The little one in the corner cries for a mother she buried years before, mama, where are you? And someone removes their top, throws it to the ground. This one here will follow you. He's a lost soul. And he wonders, Could you find it? These were once fresh and young. These shriveled and confused faces before you. Their youth and identity and sanity, vanished to unknown depths Decayed with their minds into a lifeless state of living.
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Dec 28, 2011
Dec 28, 2011 at 5:36 AM UTC
A Lifeless State of Living
The Moon is bright tonight, I have a thousand sheep to count You're on my mind, you're in my head The last thought that lingers above my bed As I breathe, as I pray, as I sleep, as I dream With gentle steps, you'll interweave your being into my subconscious You've been here for a while a few years you've claimed your place The lines around your mouth when there's a smile upon your face Can we dance beneath the stars tonight and whisper of the Divine? And when you've left, I'll write poems of how you were once mine When I walk I'll remember, the silences, the glances secret clasped fingers held beneath tabletops and hours hours hours those long dark days of discovery and shared moments were ours These days are ours for the taking.
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Mar 7, 2012
Mar 7, 2012 at 1:25 PM UTC
Sleepless Thoughts by an Open Window
You were all the shades of purple Violet petals blowing in the wind Mauve smashed grapes between toes Plum like bruises on bent backs You melted into the hues of blue Cornflower sky vibrant in July Teal waves bombarding the coast Navy like jeans with grass stained knees You faded into the tones of green Olive leaves on thick trunked trees Lime frogs hopping on branches Chartreuse like fresh cut kiwi You gave into the tints of yellow Golden sunrises on the horizon Khaki canvases stretched thin Canary like lemon drops on tongues You were all the shades of orange Tangerine bonfires at midnight Rusty nails twisted into planks Amber like dripping honey bee hives You darkened into all the hues of red Cherry slick tabletops in a diner Rosy cheeks flushed from the cold Pomegranate like bricked suburban houses You waned into the tones of pink Magenta cotton candy stuck to lips Coral reefs blooming on the seafloor Peach like skin after a day at the beach You disappeared into the tints of white Powdery snow on concrete ground Cream goosebumps on silky thighs Ivory like teeth through pursed mouths And in sharp contrast, became black Obsidian rocks at the volcanic base Charcoal soot stuck under fingernails Onyx like the deepest darkest night
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Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 3:27 PM UTC
Colors
early morning at the coffee house toasted sesame bagel with jam and cream cheese coffee and cigarettes crazy sparrows jumping in the hedges of the patio you and the old men steaming cups, unraveled weekend edition of the newspaper on tabletops you and the sweet, quiet old men only they understand going for a long walk you hear two boys shuffling behind on their way to soccer practice singing about the sunny side of the street your blood sings with them blood is not of a violent theme not today it's what keeps you alive keeps you moving along loving more wild smile on your face as if you know the damnest joke a real good knee-slapper a killer of all solemn thoughts and a promiser to to be better, behavior and heart a re-fertilized mind from now on and ever entering the city the day smells of beach nights lingering scent of sunscreen, sand, dark *** vanilla cigarellos the light turns green and you step off the sidewalk catching yourself in the reflection of a skyscraper  emerging from a busting, exploding crowd looking like you always wished you would a ballerina on-the- go you are not a ballerina but you whisper thanks and keep the magic of today in your back pocket like a paycheck you've been owed
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Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 10:41 AM UTC
Untitled
I’m no longer looking forward (to anything, anymore) and for the past twenty days I’ve spent most of my time engaged in staring contests with tabletops and ceilings. But I’m smiling at the cracks in the sidewalks—the sidewalks we share, where I’m too distracted finding beauty in the destruction and the life that grows from it to ever notice your ghost haunting or your shoulder brushing mine. I am amused how we can still inadvertently share the same path, it's similar to the sickness I feel towards sharing roads with cops.
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Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 3:05 PM UTC
24 Days in Passing
There's a crack in the swollen sky today We're caught           standing, stuck, underneath it. Looking bad for the good guys down the home stretch 'cuz that ************ looks to be leaking. Sad news from front offices Sales figures are down again. So bummed to slash your benefits but what's best for you is none of their business. With newsprint leaving light ink stains on tabletops           and tips of the fingers, they'll just dust crumbs from sweater vests and sling their quarters into cold parking meters. **** Here comes an avalanche! Stay still. Just snow. We won't flinch. Pretend that we can stand the stench of the bodies on another warm Christmas. Sad news from the offices Pension plans are expensive Have to reap your benefits You should prob'ly look for work on the weekends. Hope they like their breve drinks Hope they won't stain fresh-bleached teeth When the North Pole melts, the stores will sink and the roofs of malls will stand in for beaches. There's a crack in your lean wallet today, It aches,           it's nothing money can't fix. Maybe try and reapply after New Year's Day, 'cuz for now the sky is still ******* leaking.
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Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 12:38 PM UTC
Holiday Pay
i just want to be the person you write poetry about. not even good poetry. the poetry of 1 AM text messages that try to spell out love in sloppy metaphors about stars and eyes the poetry that swells up in your throat while you're tired so when you speak it into my voice mail it's just "you're so beautiful and wow i'm so in love with you" the poetry of rearranged letter magnets on the refrigerator the poetry of small notes in jackets, half rhymed abandoned words you scribble out between classes and forget in your backpack. i want to be the person you spend hours scratching your head, tugging at your hair trying to frame "you're so amazing and i'm waiting for you to realize i think you're so special" into beautiful flowing words. i'm just saying write me poetry and i will dance like dust on your tabletops glimmering in the light of the sun
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Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 7:16 PM UTC
a note i forgot to give you
I feel those stares gnarly infringements a flash of photograph a creaking doorway a breathless hallway I swear I feel those stares hidden under staircases creeping around corners kneeling under tabletops I press my hand into my eyes so I can't see anymore there are eyes everywhere but only those of my consciousness a doorway here, a path there an unmarked territory a charity to my soul thank you, my body for allowing to remain me
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May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 5:54 PM UTC
A Charity to My Soul
Hourglasses glued onto tabletops Clocks that will stop ticking A song that will end at a motion of the conductor’s hand So are the lives we hold So stop being afraid of living Go Have an adventure in a city you’ve never heard of Try on clothes you’d never dream of wearing Jump into a pool fully clothed Create art even when your brain says you shouldn’t Say the things you were always too afraid to say Love the people you were always too afraid to love And stop wasting your time hating yourself You cannot hate yourself into loving yourself Be kind to those around you And don’t forget to be kind to yourself Hold his hand in the pouring rain Kiss her cheek Loose yourself in a book you always said you would never read Fall in love with a fictional character Then have your heart broken when the author decides it is their time to die Tell the stories you were always too afraid to tell Call that soul you miss deep inside your heart Even if it’s 2AM Remember that cameras and cell phones can only capture photos They cannot capture memories and moments Don’t waste your time capturing more pictures than memories Don’t waste your time wondering what people will think of you It does not matter what people think of you Don’t forget to live Don’t forget to love Don’t forget to forgive Don’t forget to ask for forgiveness Remember that our bodies are not meant to enter the grave Well preserved, without a single scratch We should arrive at our graves exhausted, battered Hearts filled with the adrenaline of adventure And shout with our last breath, **** What a journey!” Life is messy Life is hard But most importantly, life Only comes once There are second chances in life But there are no second chances at life
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 1:04 PM UTC
Go
Hourglasses glued onto tabletops Clocks that will stop ticking A song that will end at a motion of the conductor’s hand So are the lives we hold So stop being afraid of living Go Have an adventure in a city you’ve never heard of Try on clothes you’d never dream of wearing Jump into a pool fully clothed Create art even when your brain says you shouldn’t Say the things you were always too afraid to say Love the people you were always too afraid to love And stop wasting your time hating yourself You cannot hate yourself into loving yourself Be kind to those around you And don’t forget to be kind to yourself Hold his hand in the pouring rain Kiss her cheek Loose yourself in a book you always said you would never read Fall in love with a fictional character Then have your heart broken when the author decides it is their time to die Tell the stories you were always too afraid to tell Call that soul you miss deep inside your heart Even if it’s 2AM Remember that cameras and cell phones can only capture photos They cannot capture memories and moments Don’t waste your time capturing more pictures than memories Don’t waste your time wondering what people will think of you It does not matter what people think of you Don’t forget to live Don’t forget to love Don’t forget to forgive Don’t forget to ask for forgiveness Remember that our bodies are not meant to enter the grave Well preserved, without a single scratch We should arrive at our graves exhausted, battered Hearts filled with the adrenaline of adventure And shout with our last breath, **** What a journey!” Life is messy Life is hard But most importantly, life Only comes once There are second chances in life But there are no second chances at life
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You live in the memories inside me The flashbacks at the slightest trigger You're in the footsteps I take Holes in the ground that lead nowhere You're in the cup of coffee that I hate For I still crave a sip in the wee hours of dawn You stay on tabletops like the dust of summer Falling slowly only to stubbornly linger You're the sunburn etched carelessly on my skin Wishing for the pain to go and nostalgia to stay You are the sun, the moon, the stars and the sea The air inside my lungs, forever within me.
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 2:18 AM UTC
Anywhere, Everywhere