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"incomprehensibly" poems
Bipolar There’s this label 
 Which moves everywhere with her 
Now and then 
 Distracting people 
And 
Making her life miserable 
Because they think
 It’s something different 
 She’s something different 
 There has been a breakdown She’s mentally sick 
 But do you listen to her soul 
 Asking people
 If they’re not different 
 From one another 
 Or are they not
 Allowed to express themselves 
 Everybody is different 
 And they prove their existence 
In their own ways 
She has to behave 
As if she has something 
 On her conscience 
 Something lurks every second 
 In the corner of her mind 
 With a sublime confidence 
 Of acceptance 
But Anhedonia comes alive with the words coming 
Out one by one or rather 
 All at once 
 Incomprehensibly prefect 
 But this label 
 Those pills 
That prescription 
 Only swallows her 
From within.
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 6:19 AM UTC
Bipolar
It's strange the way a cluster of neurons in your head reacting to some particular stimulus can make your heart feel like hamburger meat As if there really is a hole in there, and everyone can see right through it. What kind of strange fiction allowed debilitating pain to come from a mere firing sinapse? How unfitting, that such an incomprehensibly small and silent event begets the destruction of worlds. You'd think that with the breaking of a heart should come some ceremony Smashing of a gong, ringing bells, the flight of a thousand crows or even the sound of breaking glass. But we're left with heavy dreams that tug at our consciousness and even heavier moments upon waking and remembering that you have a hole there, that everyone can see right through that didn't even warrant shattering dinnerware.
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Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 3:47 AM UTC
The Head and the Heart
I'm perfectly imperfect That's what they always say I'm crookedly straight But I'm far from gay I forever speak my mind Always and all day My heart is on my sleeve But guarded all the same I'm devilishly innocent My mind is not so tame I'm dishonestly truthful But never take the blame I'm completely backwards We can never be the same To me upwards is downwards The sky's my only ground Your life I can still ruin It is with in my bounds I'm depressingly happy There is no middle ground My version of earth is flat... Why should it be round? My earth is a work of art With colours everywhere Your world I broke and ripped apart Just to prove I don't fit there I tore it up in little bits I left the pieces without a care I'm completely backwards I'm such a major scare I'm nationally local You can see me all the time I can disappear into thin air Leaving you without a rhyme For I'm melodically harmonious No brighter than the dullest shine I'm incomprehensibly real And yet so hard to find Pure white to me is simple black Race is gone and can't come back I can prove all that I am A thing to which you surely lack I'm disrespectfully respectful My words are always fact I'm completely backwards I'll drive you past insane Then I'll never bring you back I'm illegally legal Like a drug that you can't sell I'm contrastingly bendable In this world of my own hell I'm resistingly irresistible My secrets you will never tell I'm obscenely lovable In this world in which I fell I landed in this twisted place A world of expectations This world I created on my own For I'm an undertone of exaggeration Here I've found my only home In a backwards world of my creation And all in all I'm here to say "I'm completely backwards In every single way"
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Sep 10, 2009
Sep 10, 2009 at 12:49 PM UTC
I'm Completely Backwards
I'm perfectly imperfect That's what they always say I'm crookedly straight But I'm far from gay I forever speak my mind Always and all day My heart is on my sleeve But guarded all the same I'm devilishly innocent My mind is not so tame I'm dishonestly truthful But never take the blame I'm completely backwards We can never be the same To me upwards is downwards The sky's my only ground Your life I can still ruin It is with in my bounds I'm depressingly happy There is no middle ground My version of earth is flat... Why should it be round? My earth is a work of art With colours everywhere Your world I broke and ripped apart Just to prove I don't fit there I tore it up in little bits I left the pieces without a care I'm completely backwards I'm such a major scare I'm nationally local You can see me all the time I can disappear into thin air Leaving you without a rhyme For I'm melodically harmonious No brighter than the dullest shine I'm incomprehensibly real And yet so hard to find Pure white to me is simple black Race is gone and can't come back I can prove all that I am A thing to which you surely lack I'm disrespectfully respectful My words are always fact I'm completely backwards I'll drive you past insane Then I'll never bring you back I'm illegally legal Like a drug that you can't sell I'm contrastingly bendable In this world of my own hell I'm resistingly irresistible My secrets you will never tell I'm obscenely lovable In this world in which I fell I landed in this twisted place A world of expectations This world I created on my own For I'm an undertone of exaggeration Here I've found my only home In a backwards world of my creation And all in all I'm here to say "I'm completely backwards In every single way"
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If I had to compare you You would be a Sunday morning hangover I'm afraid I can't put it lightly the headaches you create could with no doubt **** a great white You can take offense Yet I must inform you that you are more offensive than ****** and Genghis Khan combined Contrary to your exterior, your mind is only that of a million others which I avoid If only books always matched their covers this struggle wouldn't take me to such heights- Or perhaps lows, I should say So pardon me, my dear The memories of my youth would be much fonder spent sitting next another individual- One with the ability of truth and compassion Or atleast the courtesy of decency But your moral is blatantly, Unsurpassably, Incomprehensibly too skewed (C) Tiffanie Doro
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Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
No time for a foul soul
*when one door closes... then it can also be locked an unintentional specialty of mine some close of their own volition others require a little nudging leaving those that need be kicked i've walked through them all beneath their porticos of promise over their thresholds of dreams spaces beyond so warm and inviting or ominously dark and foreboding but entry is inevitably mandatory a lament in keyhole retrospective reduced in scope and visibility incomprehensibly limiting foresight begrudgingly resigned to redesign wishes trapped beyond mortal reach accessible only with a skeleton key*
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
Skeleton Key
You tumble your gentle words into the well of my inarticulate silence Beckoning excitedly to me to come, come And the ghosts, they don’t quite know what to do In the presence of joy as lovely as your’s You remember the best of me When i barely understand the worst And amidst the madding throngs quietly retell those stories of old In the most familiar of voices Until they seep into my skin and well my eyes with long streams of relief For all my exquisite words I still cannot articulate How home draws incomprehensibly closer When you simply let me be the girl I thought I forgot
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 8:39 PM UTC
D/istance
I like to constantly mix up my mind and take everything I know and stick it in a blender, then switch it on 'Liquefy' and wait until everything and anything I thought I knew is nothing but a smoothie of confusion. I could choose to leave that smoothie in the blender and go down a nice hot mug of reality, or I can choose to down the smoothie and get lost in the taste of it all, mixed together so fervently that one former form of knowledge is incomprehensibly inseparable from another former form of knowledge. It is at this point that I either come to terms with the fact that they are so mixed up there will never be any individual understanding of any of them ever again, or I start down the futile road of separating all the puree'd ingredients of the smoothie in a vein attempt to make them solid and individual once again. When I start down that road, I have no choice but to acknowledge I will never reach the end, and I have to acknowledge that never again will the blended banana ever be a solid part of reality, and I have to acknowledge that I have no proof to say the milk and yogurt were ever of separate forms. This is when reality becomes incomprehensible, yet closer to the honest nature of the universe, and further from the conventional delusions of the human mind. This is when it becomes clear that we are all blind; This is when it becomes obvious that there is no great truth to find, And that we are lost in the beauty and delusion of perception. This is when it becomes clear that we're alive.
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Jul 30, 2011
Jul 30, 2011 at 1:10 PM UTC
Reality Puree
I like to constantly mix up my mind and take everything I know and stick it in a blender, then switch it on 'Liquefy' and wait until everything and anything I thought I knew is nothing but a smoothie of confusion. I could choose to leave that smoothie in the blender and go down a nice hot mug of reality, or I can choose to down the smoothie and get lost in the taste of it all, mixed together so fervently that one former form of knowledge is incomprehensibly inseparable from another former form of knowledge. It is at this point that I either come to terms with the fact that they are so mixed up there will never be any individual understanding of any of them ever again, or I start down the futile road of separating all the puree'd ingredients of the smoothie in a vein attempt to make them solid and individual once again. When I start down that road, I have no choice but to acknowledge I will never reach the end, and I have to acknowledge that never again will the blended banana ever be a solid part of reality, and I have to acknowledge that I have no proof to say the milk and yogurt were ever of separate forms. This is when reality becomes incomprehensible, yet closer to the honest nature of the universe, and further from the conventional delusions of the human mind. This is when it becomes clear that we are all blind; This is when it becomes obvious that there is no great truth to find, And that we are lost in the beauty and delusion of perception. This is when it becomes clear that we're alive.
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Incomprehensibly inebriated, I stood up Whether I walked, stumbled, fumbled or Even crawled; I need not know or care I struck you my friend, my best one too Never did I deserve such company anyway Pity, six of the best and hardest years spent Mostly with you by my side and I by yours Knowing what's best for someone is hard A two way curse I say, whilst it may be best It mightn't be what is wanted or needed For arguments sake, we'd squabble In the name of fun and youth we'd dabble To be cast aside and know you deserve it Friend, it hurts but the damage is done Incomprehensibly inebriated, I threw Six of the best, hardest years away They say boys don't cry but we did, When they said we couldn't attend our High school prom because we didn't Behave or act in a way that proved we Wanted and deserved to go, although it Wasn't for lack of trying, I remember Those phone calls, Those late nights I remember the successful appeal we made How we both attended the prom, delightful How your date was drop dead gorgeous How mine kind of, wasn't? You laughed Because she wanted to sleep with me and You could tell I wasn't keen, funny times Now we're 20 and we don't really speak I know it's only been three to four weeks Since I irreversibly ****** up, it's just It feels like a long time now, I think a lot About how I'm not friend material because I hurt people, emotionally and physically I'm a lousy drunk and cynical too I've been this way a long time, nothing new I have problems buried down deep Even demons too, but I fought them With others, I fought them with you
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Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 5:58 AM UTC
We were Inseparable
Incomprehensibly inebriated, I stood up Whether I walked, stumbled, fumbled or Even crawled; I need not know or care I struck you my friend, my best one too Never did I deserve such company anyway Pity, six of the best and hardest years spent Mostly with you by my side and I by yours Knowing what's best for someone is hard A two way curse I say, whilst it may be best It mightn't be what is wanted or needed For arguments sake, we'd squabble In the name of fun and youth we'd dabble To be cast aside and know you deserve it Friend, it hurts but the damage is done Incomprehensibly inebriated, I threw Six of the best, hardest years away They say boys don't cry but we did, When they said we couldn't attend our High school prom because we didn't Behave or act in a way that proved we Wanted and deserved to go, although it Wasn't for lack of trying, I remember Those phone calls, Those late nights I remember the successful appeal we made How we both attended the prom, delightful How your date was drop dead gorgeous How mine kind of, wasn't? You laughed Because she wanted to sleep with me and You could tell I wasn't keen, funny times Now we're 20 and we don't really speak I know it's only been three to four weeks Since I irreversibly ****** up, it's just It feels like a long time now, I think a lot About how I'm not friend material because I hurt people, emotionally and physically I'm a lousy drunk and cynical too I've been this way a long time, nothing new I have problems buried down deep Even demons too, but I fought them With others, I fought them with you
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One. When I first saw you I forgot you the next second. The next time I saw you I forgot you after a minute. Then after that when I saw you, I never forgot you. Two. When I first talked to you I didn't give a **** who you were. The next time I talked to you I thought your eyes were beautiful. Then after that, I was never able to gather enough courage to tell you. Three. You remind me of someone whom I loved in my past life, when I was young and stupid and had no idea what love was. You remind me of heartbreak. Of my pathetic attempts to stitch myself back together after being broken in half, of the stars I always wished I was part of. You remind me of cold nights and cold days, when no amount of heat could penetrate the chilling draft enclosing this empty shell. You remind me of waking up in the middle of the night and feeling incomprehensibly lonely and miserable, seeing how big the bed suddenly was. Four. I want to be away from you. I want to be somewhere, everywhere, anywhere, as long as I can't see you, as long as I can't feel my skin prickling with awareness telling me, "He's right here." I want to abandon everything I've built here because I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to hear your voice, I don't want to feel its rich depth resonating in my chest, I'm sorry, I just don't want to be near you. Five. I write about you. I write poems, songs, stories about you, and when silence is screaming in my ears each one of those words sing a melody to me, carving my flesh out, gorging empty spaces inside me. When the rest of the world is talking so loudly all I can hear is my mind yelling, my heart squeaking, each one of the letters I wrote weave in and out of my mind's eye, and each wasted ink, each drained pen, taunts me. Why am I writing about you? Six. I am not the kind of girl who normally says things like this. I don't want to say this. What I want is to burn these papers and all the dancing strokes of all these wasted ink, to watch this inanimate funeral pyre send its smoke spiraling towards heaven, to scatter the ashes into the vast ocean so I can never see this again, so I will never remember you, so I will forget I wrote anything for you. And maybe if I tried hard enough I can pretend I never met you. Maybe I can pretend you never meant anything to me. Seven. I hate you. Eight. I hope you burn in hell. Nine. I hope I'm not in love with you. Ten. She's a lot better than I am. Eleven. I will never be as beautiful as she is. Twelve. Don't worry you won't have to make a choice, because I will never be able to say this to your face. Thirteen. If you ever realize I'm talking about you, don't speak to me again, because I'd rather disappear, I'd rather run away than face you. Fourteen. I'm sorry I'm an idiot because-- Fifteen. I'm in love with you.
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 5:59 AM UTC
Fifteen Things I Can Never Say To Your Face
One. When I first saw you I forgot you the next second. The next time I saw you I forgot you after a minute. Then after that when I saw you, I never forgot you. Two. When I first talked to you I didn't give a **** who you were. The next time I talked to you I thought your eyes were beautiful. Then after that, I was never able to gather enough courage to tell you. Three. You remind me of someone whom I loved in my past life, when I was young and stupid and had no idea what love was. You remind me of heartbreak. Of my pathetic attempts to stitch myself back together after being broken in half, of the stars I always wished I was part of. You remind me of cold nights and cold days, when no amount of heat could penetrate the chilling draft enclosing this empty shell. You remind me of waking up in the middle of the night and feeling incomprehensibly lonely and miserable, seeing how big the bed suddenly was. Four. I want to be away from you. I want to be somewhere, everywhere, anywhere, as long as I can't see you, as long as I can't feel my skin prickling with awareness telling me, "He's right here." I want to abandon everything I've built here because I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to hear your voice, I don't want to feel its rich depth resonating in my chest, I'm sorry, I just don't want to be near you. Five. I write about you. I write poems, songs, stories about you, and when silence is screaming in my ears each one of those words sing a melody to me, carving my flesh out, gorging empty spaces inside me. When the rest of the world is talking so loudly all I can hear is my mind yelling, my heart squeaking, each one of the letters I wrote weave in and out of my mind's eye, and each wasted ink, each drained pen, taunts me. Why am I writing about you? Six. I am not the kind of girl who normally says things like this. I don't want to say this. What I want is to burn these papers and all the dancing strokes of all these wasted ink, to watch this inanimate funeral pyre send its smoke spiraling towards heaven, to scatter the ashes into the vast ocean so I can never see this again, so I will never remember you, so I will forget I wrote anything for you. And maybe if I tried hard enough I can pretend I never met you. Maybe I can pretend you never meant anything to me. Seven. I hate you. Eight. I hope you burn in hell. Nine. I hope I'm not in love with you. Ten. She's a lot better than I am. Eleven. I will never be as beautiful as she is. Twelve. Don't worry you won't have to make a choice, because I will never be able to say this to your face. Thirteen. If you ever realize I'm talking about you, don't speak to me again, because I'd rather disappear, I'd rather run away than face you. Fourteen. I'm sorry I'm an idiot because-- Fifteen. I'm in love with you.
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Light and dark and drills and drainrods In several windows where a wind a move A night shale fall Once was. Hovering hooked hands Hating the alliteration as much as Unwanted rhyme. Too inward now So go out to the different dark I meant dark only Dark And a voice from another room heard not heard An explanation of something I should think But moving on as News people say We hear the distant vehicle with a purposing Of sorts And nearer out of sorts a startled cat with clearer explanations Than the laugh that reassures From the other room And upstairs notebooks lying underbed Incomprehensibly heavy with the tortuous oughts Of ink.
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Jul 6, 2010
Jul 6, 2010 at 2:06 PM UTC
Drills and Drainrods
sometimes words are so unbelievably, inexplicably, incomprehensibly, beautiful. they can sweep you up off of your feet with their hope, and spin you around in circles with their wonder as you grin at of all the blurred colors around you. sometimes they can be the only way you make it through the night, sometimes they can make you fall in the deep-sea-diving type of love that'll make you never want to come up for air, sometimes they paint pictures prettier than the most stunning sunset. but on days like today, the words that bounce around in my head spoken from angry mouths and a tired brain, all of these words might just be the death of me.
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Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 11:44 PM UTC
thoughts
The Human dream became the Martian dream as we slept on our Mars-bound voyage. We could see colonies amidst landscapes, burnished pristine, teeming with strange Martian plants discovered post-bloom. The Martians were adorned with ivory carvings and had surrounded themselves with esoteric paintings of marauding faces. They spoke in strange tongues, switching between Martian and another— almost incomprehensibly clandestine— tongue of barbaric intonation. Although they clutched sharp, ivory spears with a fierce resolve, they remained docile in our presence and told us of the vivid dreams they had engaged in as a group prior to our arrival. These were abstract dreams, tinged with fragmented images of insemination and visitation by the Mars Moth-Man— he who was oil-funded and had been delivering concrete messages to the people of Mars ever since the first settlers had arrived in the distant past. But, once we had truly set foot upon Mars— from outside the strange realm of dreams which lives solely within our collective mind's eye— we could not have foretold that our shared dream was revealed to be a sprawling wasteland of infertile soil.
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Nov 22, 2022
Nov 22, 2022 at 9:16 AM UTC
A New Life Awaits You!
a shell, contoured and carved with an aged elegance so accentuated that it practically screams its 'i'm so much better than you' chant, or rather than scream, it whispers it softly for only my misshaped ears to hear, so that the dignified mutter echoes like a beautiful musical instrument played wrong in the crevices of my head and i stupidly stand, my feet sinking in the so-tainted sand, trying to come up with a retort, witty and cold enough to knock jeremy clarkson off his feet and back into top gear following a mild repercussion aimed at a light-hearted  producer - instead of acknowledging the fact that *it is a ******* shell on a ******* beach* but miss common-sense-defying with the too-happy polka-dotty headscarf and the five-minute-hipster-outfit that took an hour and thirteen minutes to form is intimidated by the shell that reminds her incomprehensibly of herself. she's been reading too much john green. or she's realising the truth, that she is an empty shell on a beach so trodden on that hansel and gretal would lose their footprints, that she is beauty and magnificence and elegance but she is empty, made of things she takes away from her television endeavors and her bookshelf, and she is empty.
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
empty
why the occurrence of something highly improbable should be inherently noteworthy                              Here is a way to produce                          Here is a way to produce an outcome                                                  a poem almost certainly                                          almost certainly never seen before in                                   never seen before in human history                                             human history and never to be repeated:                          and never to be repeated: Shuffle a deck of cards.                             Shuffle an alphabet. The resulting deck, assuming                  The resulting deck of letters the cards are shuffled correctly,        if the letters are shuffled correctly should only occur on average                should only occur on average every 52 *51 *50 *... 21 shuffles,       every 26 *25 *24 *... 21 shuffles, because this is the number                        because this is the number of possible permutations of                       of possible permutations 52 cards, all equally likely.                         26 letters, all equally likely.  This number is incomprehensibly large, on the order of 1068 or 534 using  letters                                100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000, 000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,     000,000,000,000, (or half that with an alphabet)                                                 Every person on earth could                                        write a gibberish poem once every nanosecond                     for the expected lifetime of the universe and not even put                                                       a dent in that number.                                Is this why then is there not a GOOD poem written                                           every time letters are shuffled about                                              the astronomically unlikely event                                                          that just took place? Because letters are not numbers, the subset of sequenced associations called words  (in the English language) is about a mere                                                   ~ 220,000~                     But, each year, an estimated 800 to 1,000 new words                                     are added to the English language That is still a heck of a lot of possible combinations and is the reason                                          why the occurrence of something should be inherently noteworthy at all. So writing a new combination of words is still pretty difficult, and writing an intelligible and intelligent mind moving combination is a rare thing indeed. Should you happen to write a poem and get even a single read, that is a pretty miraculous thing because the subset of the billions of English reading persons on Earth who also read poetry habitutualy read is the square root of pi, or 1.7724537398758821888. which ain’t a lot of people. So, if you wrote a really good poem today and a couple of people read it, liked it, that highly improbable event is highly improbable, about the same chance that someone else exists with your exact DNA (excluding any identical twin) is a reallly low number so, consider yourself really, really special.  I do.
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Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 8:12 AM UTC
why the occurrence of something highly improbable should be inherently noteworthy
why the occurrence of something highly improbable should be inherently noteworthy                              Here is a way to produce                          Here is a way to produce an outcome                                                  a poem almost certainly                                          almost certainly never seen before in                                   never seen before in human history                                             human history and never to be repeated:                          and never to be repeated: Shuffle a deck of cards.                             Shuffle an alphabet. The resulting deck, assuming                  The resulting deck of letters the cards are shuffled correctly,        if the letters are shuffled correctly should only occur on average                should only occur on average every 52 *51 *50 *... 21 shuffles,       every 26 *25 *24 *... 21 shuffles, because this is the number                        because this is the number of possible permutations of                       of possible permutations 52 cards, all equally likely.                         26 letters, all equally likely.  This number is incomprehensibly large, on the order of 1068 or 534 using  letters                                100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000, 000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,     000,000,000,000, (or half that with an alphabet)                                                 Every person on earth could                                        write a gibberish poem once every nanosecond                     for the expected lifetime of the universe and not even put                                                       a dent in that number.                                Is this why then is there not a GOOD poem written                                           every time letters are shuffled about                                              the astronomically unlikely event                                                          that just took place? Because letters are not numbers, the subset of sequenced associations called words  (in the English language) is about a mere                                                   ~ 220,000~                     But, each year, an estimated 800 to 1,000 new words                                     are added to the English language That is still a heck of a lot of possible combinations and is the reason                                          why the occurrence of something should be inherently noteworthy at all. So writing a new combination of words is still pretty difficult, and writing an intelligible and intelligent mind moving combination is a rare thing indeed. Should you happen to write a poem and get even a single read, that is a pretty miraculous thing because the subset of the billions of English reading persons on Earth who also read poetry habitutualy read is the square root of pi, or 1.7724537398758821888. which ain’t a lot of people. So, if you wrote a really good poem today and a couple of people read it, liked it, that highly improbable event is highly improbable, about the same chance that someone else exists with your exact DNA (excluding any identical twin) is a reallly low number so, consider yourself really, really special.  I do.
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Ambling along the seaside a group of youth on the brink, looking for good music and cheap beer we drank Jameson straight from the bottle and poured cheap wine down each others throats and then you grabbed my hand and you pulled me along like we were lovers but I'd only just met you that day. Closing in on a heaving crowd outside a dark edged bar, we all agreed. Stepping in he whispered, "You're my girlfriend for the night right?" I didn't respond ruminations and innocence didn't recognize it was just the way you were i did not know you after all. this person --- an enigma a formation of every external fantasy was feasting upon me like prey. Mind fuckery tipped me to the point of no return. For a moment I lost you in the crowd and I drank myself into a stupid spin when I looked up to the landing, you were there looking down on me. I danced wildly as your eyes burned into mine. a mission on your mind. Later we fell out of the sweat infused bar incomprehensibly drunk with glee and drinking in fresh air. Against the wall, the others fell and laughed, but you --- you grabbed my neck, my face, my being, while wild curiosity burned in your eyes. and you say that I'm intense... Twisting our faces into a kiss, you were so unexpected you grabbed my hand, and we ran into the grass across the street, but instead of sunlight and fresh flowers taxi cabs and punters filled the streets around us and I could hear our friends looking Intwined for a moment --- frozen in time swift and fleeting, we struggled for breath discovering each other with crazed passion -- until it stopped suddenly an interruption of unimaginable events. they screamed our names and so it was over. gathered again the group headed toward the dawn, but that kiss --- still wet on my mouth left me gravitated but you distanced yourself with disregard. I fell more in lust the further apart we grew down the alley ways the cobblestone paths, damp streets and street dwellers towards the train and back to inevitable reality couples and friends walking separately, and as one but you were not with me. I wished that moment would continue that we would walk into the light of some irrational dream and then I woke up in a foreign land tears filled my eyes You said you were crazy when you drink, but maybe i'm just crazy.
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Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 3:28 AM UTC
Over my head
Ambling along the seaside a group of youth on the brink, looking for good music and cheap beer we drank Jameson straight from the bottle and poured cheap wine down each others throats and then you grabbed my hand and you pulled me along like we were lovers but I'd only just met you that day. Closing in on a heaving crowd outside a dark edged bar, we all agreed. Stepping in he whispered, "You're my girlfriend for the night right?" I didn't respond ruminations and innocence didn't recognize it was just the way you were i did not know you after all. this person --- an enigma a formation of every external fantasy was feasting upon me like prey. Mind fuckery tipped me to the point of no return. For a moment I lost you in the crowd and I drank myself into a stupid spin when I looked up to the landing, you were there looking down on me. I danced wildly as your eyes burned into mine. a mission on your mind. Later we fell out of the sweat infused bar incomprehensibly drunk with glee and drinking in fresh air. Against the wall, the others fell and laughed, but you --- you grabbed my neck, my face, my being, while wild curiosity burned in your eyes. and you say that I'm intense... Twisting our faces into a kiss, you were so unexpected you grabbed my hand, and we ran into the grass across the street, but instead of sunlight and fresh flowers taxi cabs and punters filled the streets around us and I could hear our friends looking Intwined for a moment --- frozen in time swift and fleeting, we struggled for breath discovering each other with crazed passion -- until it stopped suddenly an interruption of unimaginable events. they screamed our names and so it was over. gathered again the group headed toward the dawn, but that kiss --- still wet on my mouth left me gravitated but you distanced yourself with disregard. I fell more in lust the further apart we grew down the alley ways the cobblestone paths, damp streets and street dwellers towards the train and back to inevitable reality couples and friends walking separately, and as one but you were not with me. I wished that moment would continue that we would walk into the light of some irrational dream and then I woke up in a foreign land tears filled my eyes You said you were crazy when you drink, but maybe i'm just crazy.
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The earth will know your flesh, Embrace your marrow’s last memory of bone More encompassing than any lover. You were received from earth's body, As much her child as sky’s; even more perhaps When you are no longer breathing. Into raw earth, you will change incomprehensibly As incorporeal as starlight itself, And nameless as shadows in moonlight. Just as daylight dies, you disappear Down into the deep foundry of death; Swallowing darkness, in bowels of earth again.
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Oct 7, 2010
Oct 7, 2010 at 5:03 PM UTC
The earth will know your flesh
See me here, and there, see me, pieces of me everywhere? See those chains, broken pieces of wood, those broken locks? See the dust flying and then, all the stopped clocks? See the piece you ripped out, that girl you ripped from there? That you ripped me like i was paper, without a care? Like i were words that you had read and had consumed and become? Well you read me, gave up, construed an new ending, and now i am not one. See me standing here, strong, proud and defiant, see my broken self on the floor, that i protect like a giant? See that picture of me that shows all, is bare and naked, and true? see this girl that is too young to understand, that you weren't really you? see this girl ripped from my soul and my very inner, tenderly safe heart? Because you had to take me, just, well just because, you wanted to take me apart? And now i stand here, a warrior, armour, and an axe in my hand, ready to cut down any predatory seeds you may have planned? See me like a mother spoon feeding and holding til the morning light? see her curl inside a foetal position, crying in candlelight. See me trying to sew her back into place, to where she is safe from harm, see her pulling, screaming from me, scratch marks down my arm. See me telling her over and over, you are love, you are loved, you are.... see her wishing she could erase you all, make you die in a car, or a un-fort-un-ate in-ci-dent, where you realise your deathly wrong, or Do you see me now, incomprehensibly, broken but beautifully, strong. See this hand, holding out for a hand to hold to gather this girl in her arms until she grows old? So when you broke those locks and stopped a moment of my time, you pulled a girl from inside of me, for she was all of mine. So when you ripped that paper in half in an act of 'incidence' I now hammer down these nails, steel upon fired steel, building rows of iron fence. And this girl you forgot to address in your misdoing and ***** way, now begins to stand, holds out her hand and we sit together and pray. See me now as i build myself ten times, a thousand times, bigger, wider, than before, I make a huge fortress in my body for my girl, and pick her up from the floor. See me standing here, half written and half ripped and torn under the sun, I can take all that you gave me, be renewed and reborn, we become one. For she is back here with me now, as i stand tall, tainted and blissfully strong, for i know to pull myself back together, i have to understand, It was not my fault, you were in the wrong. You will never be me, you will never beat me, you will never break us apart, You will never find solace in your ***** weak, thirsty, starved heart.
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Kicking up a fuss....or as i was told 'you drank too much'
See me here, and there, see me, pieces of me everywhere? See those chains, broken pieces of wood, those broken locks? See the dust flying and then, all the stopped clocks? See the piece you ripped out, that girl you ripped from there? That you ripped me like i was paper, without a care? Like i were words that you had read and had consumed and become? Well you read me, gave up, construed an new ending, and now i am not one. See me standing here, strong, proud and defiant, see my broken self on the floor, that i protect like a giant? See that picture of me that shows all, is bare and naked, and true? see this girl that is too young to understand, that you weren't really you? see this girl ripped from my soul and my very inner, tenderly safe heart? Because you had to take me, just, well just because, you wanted to take me apart? And now i stand here, a warrior, armour, and an axe in my hand, ready to cut down any predatory seeds you may have planned? See me like a mother spoon feeding and holding til the morning light? see her curl inside a foetal position, crying in candlelight. See me trying to sew her back into place, to where she is safe from harm, see her pulling, screaming from me, scratch marks down my arm. See me telling her over and over, you are love, you are loved, you are.... see her wishing she could erase you all, make you die in a car, or a un-fort-un-ate in-ci-dent, where you realise your deathly wrong, or Do you see me now, incomprehensibly, broken but beautifully, strong. See this hand, holding out for a hand to hold to gather this girl in her arms until she grows old? So when you broke those locks and stopped a moment of my time, you pulled a girl from inside of me, for she was all of mine. So when you ripped that paper in half in an act of 'incidence' I now hammer down these nails, steel upon fired steel, building rows of iron fence. And this girl you forgot to address in your misdoing and ***** way, now begins to stand, holds out her hand and we sit together and pray. See me now as i build myself ten times, a thousand times, bigger, wider, than before, I make a huge fortress in my body for my girl, and pick her up from the floor. See me standing here, half written and half ripped and torn under the sun, I can take all that you gave me, be renewed and reborn, we become one. For she is back here with me now, as i stand tall, tainted and blissfully strong, for i know to pull myself back together, i have to understand, It was not my fault, you were in the wrong. You will never be me, you will never beat me, you will never break us apart, You will never find solace in your ***** weak, thirsty, starved heart.
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“Life is, at its core, a smattering of multicolor streaks and blotches on a knock-off Jackson ******* painting, don’t you think?” you say between impossibly tiny sips of your organic loose leaf herbal something-or-other tea— or at least I think that’s what you said; I was too distracted (by the general awfulness with which your incomprehensibly long nose hairs mingled with your bristly auburn mustache as elevated nonsense poured out of your speech-hole) to fully ingest your attempt at insightfulness. But I reply: “Aren’t you saying that what you’re saying doesn’t matter anyway? Abstract expressionism, existentialism, nihilism, all that stuff? Life has no meaning—so we better talk about it!” Heh. But my dialectical cynicism is no match for your allegorical bullshit-ism: “Ah, but we create meaning! The lonely abyss of individual experience, when shared, isn’t so lonely anymore— Mon Dieu! This tea tastes like sunshine!” I can’t avoid a sigh-and-eye-roll combo. When my eyes return to the table, I see my upside-down reflection in a dessert spoon. I painted a Pollock-esque piece in 9th grade. My art teacher adjusted her cat-eye glasses, the gold parts of her hazel irises sparkling behind them while she said something about the creative subconscious. The first drip took some self-convincing; the blank canvas on the floor seemed to taunt me with the possibility of mistake. At first I pretended I was ******* himself, trying to think the elevated nonsense he may have thought. It didn’t work. My friend told me to “just go for it,” so I did. I began with green for no reason at all, and ended with yellow for reasons that I knew existed but that I couldn’t explain. Elated, I realized my painting made sense to me. “Would you like a sip?” I can’t avoid a smile because **** this tea does taste like sunshine.
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Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 1:04 PM UTC
El[ev]ated [Non]sense
“Life is, at its core, a smattering of multicolor streaks and blotches on a knock-off Jackson ******* painting, don’t you think?” you say between impossibly tiny sips of your organic loose leaf herbal something-or-other tea— or at least I think that’s what you said; I was too distracted (by the general awfulness with which your incomprehensibly long nose hairs mingled with your bristly auburn mustache as elevated nonsense poured out of your speech-hole) to fully ingest your attempt at insightfulness. But I reply: “Aren’t you saying that what you’re saying doesn’t matter anyway? Abstract expressionism, existentialism, nihilism, all that stuff? Life has no meaning—so we better talk about it!” Heh. But my dialectical cynicism is no match for your allegorical bullshit-ism: “Ah, but we create meaning! The lonely abyss of individual experience, when shared, isn’t so lonely anymore— Mon Dieu! This tea tastes like sunshine!” I can’t avoid a sigh-and-eye-roll combo. When my eyes return to the table, I see my upside-down reflection in a dessert spoon. I painted a Pollock-esque piece in 9th grade. My art teacher adjusted her cat-eye glasses, the gold parts of her hazel irises sparkling behind them while she said something about the creative subconscious. The first drip took some self-convincing; the blank canvas on the floor seemed to taunt me with the possibility of mistake. At first I pretended I was ******* himself, trying to think the elevated nonsense he may have thought. It didn’t work. My friend told me to “just go for it,” so I did. I began with green for no reason at all, and ended with yellow for reasons that I knew existed but that I couldn’t explain. Elated, I realized my painting made sense to me. “Would you like a sip?” I can’t avoid a smile because **** this tea does taste like sunshine.
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Maybe you called my name ( in hundreds of languages I couldn't speak, ) Or maybe You said nothing at all . Maybe your love was so incomprehensibly encompassing I could not tell the difference between it and the very air I breathe - Or maybe It was comprehensively small
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Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 12:39 AM UTC
Your Love(?)
Scott took a slug of his beer, reached deep into the breast pocket of his coat, and pulled out an empty pack of marlboros. He flipped the top and was distraught when he saw the empty space where his addiction should've been hiding. As he shrugged his way into that coat, which has warmed him for years, he thought: *Jeez, these sleeves are ******* cold!* He told Vince, the immortal barkeep, that he'd return ever so briefly as he stepped out into the weighted rains and ceaseless winds. Making his way down the road towards the inevitable gas station while counting his dollars and cents, Scott is blinded to the world. But a seventh sense strikes him suddenly and he hears his neck creak as he looks up, over, and across the busy street. Wait, he thinks, *how did she get here?* yet there she stands alone on the corner. I'm drunk, the thoughts roar, she's no more.. Cars and trucks cut through his vision and she is but an afterimage, her dripping hair blowing in the unforgetting winds. She's gone man, his mind screams to him, but it's his eyes that deter potential lies. He actually sees her over there, even meeting her own eyes in an endless moment of futility. Whispering incomprehensibly to himself he steps towards her, onto the street. That's when life becomes shrouded in screeching tires and burning brakes, and Scott forgets all about his smoke break. That's when life becomes darkness, and she fades away into the rain as a bus paints the road with his brain.
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Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
Dying for a Cigarette
When did I stop looking for music which would shatter my world view colour the lines afresh reach spiderstyle from dream to daylight clatter from the heavens, incomprehensibly fresh and start settling, instead, for anything which doesn't actively **** me off?
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Mar 8, 2011
Mar 8, 2011 at 11:31 AM UTC
Music
Torn between a hundred mindsets, never resting on one. See-sawing back and forth, swinging high and low. Spinning on the roundabout, experiencing a thousand views and one. There's no black and white. Who would want to see in such binary vision when the multitudinous colours are incomprehensibly twisted and ugly and so rich and beautiful? Duality? Quadrupality? Infinitality.
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Jun 5, 2016
Jun 5, 2016 at 5:10 PM UTC
Perception
*touched where it both pained and pleasured she, he, they, son, daughter, husband, lover returned the same, in kind there was no irony that it was the same place* *irony was in the kind *it was of no import that the touching was not physical* *it was different though in the how, in the what, that is what made the difference, the why was why it sometime pleasured and sometime pained* *in the meeting place of the eyes, revelation - then always results, in the meeting place of the eyes, contact most fierce, yet no contact at all* *the seismic radius of the tremors were comprehended, even measured, but incomprehensibly awesome and awful* *this is how we love, this is how we hurt, our nearest ones, so oft so far away* *absent forever or next door in the same safe bed, under a roof close to collapse, sensible insensitive * [this is senses insane shining mad] *this is how we love, this is how we hurt, our nearest ones, so oft so far away* *with a glance, a sneer, a moan, a snarl, weeping, even when not openly, a smile, a caress, a passing kiss, a hard embrace, emanations all from the same place* *in the one and the same place where pain and pleasure coexist who among us does not know well this place the place where reason absents itself, at roll call the answer is always* Present *and that is the signal to that place to commence the uncontrollable weeping
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Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 7:30 AM UTC
In The Same Place