This is my favorite. Christmas night. Gifts are open, Everyone asleep from a long day. Except you and me.
We’ve got the tree on, But no other lights. No music or television, Just basking in the glow. But there is some sound. You’re purring in my lap.
I’m sipping my wine and We’re just resting together Alone in the dark in the light of the tree. You and me.
I run my hands down your back. Your purring gets louder, But you don’t open your eyes. I feel the sharpness of your bones. The frailty of your small body. Your fur is dulled these days, Your joints creak when you move.
There’s a sadness in me this year, And I know our days are numbered. We’ve been together a long time, And I know sometime soon You’ll have to go. This might be our last Christmas night together. So let’s just sit awhile longer, You and me.
I. The sad ones.. II.Poems about despair.. III.The loneliness.. IV.The sharp and dull cutting of depression..
I. I smile when I am with you. We are not the sad ones but the happy ones through and through..
II. I can write about how despair wants in on our peace.. How hopelessness is trying to break through our little army of hope.. But in the end and always trying to begin our little army prevails everytime.
III. The loneliness is simply lonely. All the time. Simply because if you are not with me you're still by my side.. Loneliness tries and sends isolation toward us. But is greeted by our friendship and companionship.. Those two form an equation that when worked out over a long period of time equals to Love..
IV. Depression waves around its sharp sword and tries to stab with its dull knife. The sword is poison with regret. And the knifes handle is made out of worthlessness.. But regret is but a frame in our mind. The now and forward create a new canvas that we can paint over all of the regrets. We can always create instead of destroy. Make things more grand and full of joy. The worthlessness simply fades away because of your smile. Thats all I needed. We paint on each other smiles on our faces everyday.. And its all worth it! Because you are worth it all!
You have the ability to always fight all of these. And you always have the weapons to do it.
My heart aches as she sits Six feet away from me Every day I see Her diamond eyes sparkling
A match becomes stricken As quick as she looks my way I feel the fire escalate I don't hesitate to ask her how she's doing, That thing to me
I have to conceal it because we work together, I try to give her The attention she deserves her heart's in heaven And she's become my best friend My only real one
I wish she could know how strongly my rivers flow for her How the only moments I enjoy are the ones when I hear her voice Like hot chocolate to frozen ears It would take years to forget that sound
Dreaming of dreaming with her fast asleep Her rosy cheeks so kissable Her benevolence unmissable I've been afraid of love This monster in the forest who attacks me whenever I wander around She makes it seem like a playground as we laugh more than we speak
Our conversation an expedition and I must be forgiven I've been stricken by one of those arrows again no need to pretend I don't enjoy the blood dripping
I wish she could know how I daydream of holding her tight I wonder if she would like it I wonder if these words will ever suffice I guess I need to expand my vocabulary along with my chest