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"heirloom" poems
. *Honeybees, birds and blooms unfurl an enchanting spell when spring comes by here Memories waft 'neath burled rustic trellis where flowered tendrils grasp fleshly like the newness a love once tenderly embraced Songbirds in your garden sing of swooning memories rapture.., of velvet eyes,   the fragrant spicy nectar hidden within her walls                             A song of honeyed bees'  sweetest stinger, and the poignant ***** of intoxicating surrender lingers, bemused spellbound by a thorny heirloom rose Sharp beauty beloved like a blameless trap caught blissfully, breathlessly inbetween all you wish for and all your wanton needs Desire 's wellspring an unspoken passion coquet swollen buds adorn blossoming, sensual, untamed carnal grace A picture perfect natural beauty; sunlit chassé … feathered brush, demure blush dancing with basket of lace petal’d perfume For to colour a heart's blank pages rapt in the poesy a joyous ecstasy .., enrapture with rainbow's luscious taste What seems lost is but a tender vestige unfound a passing moments innocence lost to steal away like rumors of gold These silent reveries seep from a hole in my heart,   as if ripe strawberries of yore, gently weeping sweetness when pricked by a thorny rose   The ides of spring do still bleed a timeless ache onto the page ... sweet naivety stung by a mesmerizing dart to the heart Songbirds in your garden do sing of sweetest things immersed in nature's nectar blissful memories sleeping in the petals of a rose* Sung to the wind by a song sparrow — ♪ ♫...✩ ☼✩ ✩☺✩
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Aug 14, 2016
Aug 14, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
Songbirds in your garden sing
. *Honeybees, birds and blooms unfurl an enchanting spell when spring comes by here Memories waft 'neath burled rustic trellis where flowered tendrils grasp fleshly like the newness a love once tenderly embraced Songbirds in your garden sing of swooning memories rapture.., of velvet eyes,   the fragrant spicy nectar hidden within her walls                             A song of honeyed bees'  sweetest stinger, and the poignant ***** of intoxicating surrender lingers, bemused spellbound by a thorny heirloom rose Sharp beauty beloved like a blameless trap caught blissfully, breathlessly inbetween all you wish for and all your wanton needs Desire 's wellspring an unspoken passion coquet swollen buds adorn blossoming, sensual, untamed carnal grace A picture perfect natural beauty; sunlit chassé … feathered brush, demure blush dancing with basket of lace petal’d perfume For to colour a heart's blank pages rapt in the poesy a joyous ecstasy .., enrapture with rainbow's luscious taste What seems lost is but a tender vestige unfound a passing moments innocence lost to steal away like rumors of gold These silent reveries seep from a hole in my heart,   as if ripe strawberries of yore, gently weeping sweetness when pricked by a thorny rose   The ides of spring do still bleed a timeless ache onto the page ... sweet naivety stung by a mesmerizing dart to the heart Songbirds in your garden do sing of sweetest things immersed in nature's nectar blissful memories sleeping in the petals of a rose* Sung to the wind by a song sparrow — ♪ ♫...✩ ☼✩ ✩☺✩
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This is winter, this is night, small love -- A sort of black horsehair, A rough, dumb country stuff Steeled with the sheen Of what green stars can make it to our gate. I hold you on my arm. It is very late. The dull bells tongue the hour. The mirror floats us at one candle power. This is the fluid in which we meet each other, This haloey radiance that seems to breathe And lets our shadows wither Only to blow Them huge again, violent giants on the wall. One match scratch makes you real. At first the candle will not bloom at all -- It snuffs its bud To almost nothing, to a dull blue dud. I hold my breath until you creak to life, Balled hedgehog, Small and cross. The yellow knife Grows tall. You clutch your bars. My singing makes you roar. I rock you like a boat Across the Indian carpet, the cold floor, While the brass man Kneels, back bent, as best he can Hefting his white pillar with the light That keeps the sky at bay, The sack of black! It is everywhere, tight, tight! He is yours, the little brassy Atlas -- Poor heirloom, all you have, At his heels a pile of five brass cannonballs, No child, no wife. Five ***** Five bright brass ***** To juggle with, my love, when the sky falls.
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By Candlelight
I Through vines indeterminate Red cherry eyes peeped, And spied two forms, Fleshy pink and brown Trees, tangled at the roots, kissing in the canopy. II The garden was our Discotheque, the sullen Moonlight reflected On the Black Beauties, Twisted black mirrors, in the garden of joy. III O, to again be mov'd By your heirloom lips, I'd give it all, the earth, the sun, and the water. A sacrifice: my Homesteads, for a home. IV Soil runs dry. The sun scorches. Plagues run rampant. We burn, we are sacked and pillaged, and destroyed. Roma, Roma, Roma. V. Maybe the rain, Or sweet shade, Or gentle sun, Or simply the need To be so defiantly alive, will bring us again, And I will drink you up again,   Brandywine.
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May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 11:18 AM UTC
A Tragedy in Five Tomatoes
Corpses proliferate in soaring violence; heirloom of franchise and eminence— perish in erosion. Timid denizens of derision, cynicism in roaring silence — optimism’s paling vapor—commodity of Indecision, our halcyon days forgotten. Chosen token of audacity; the onyx maladroit feigns, prevaricating beneath the Sacred canopy. Etudes of apathy; attrition unlamented; streams of guile— quixotic squall conversely merge — veiled conceit, eloquent arrow of equivocation. The policy of attenuation. Treason’s vine obscured beneath the blind surf of consent. © 2014 & 2016 W. S. Warner
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Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
Attenuation
Mum had been gone a couple of months, six I think… (An ordinary day, feeling hollow but doing OK) …when I realised I could get rid of the sofa. I thought it was ugly, she thought it was a bargain. A sofa’s not a keepsake and it was certainly no heirloom. I’d not inflict it on my kids. I got rid. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. Even if it meant keeping the sofa. Redecorated. Bought a new telly. Spent frivolous amounts of cash on scatter cushions. She disliked scatter cushions. I thought they were cosy. My little boy drew on one of the cushions. On purpose. I was about to smack the back of his legs… (Mum would have, she smacked me when I was little) … I stopped. I never wanted to. Had known all along, somehow forgotten. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. But she would not smack my children. Mum had been gone a year… (Planting bulbs, feeling conspicuous carrying a shovel ‘round the churchyard) …and I missed her. It was as hot as the day she died. There was no breeze up on that hill, no cloud. Beautiful views stretched right out to the sea. My little boy had grown, he helped carry water and dig holes. My baby was learning to walk, she wobbled on uneven turf between the headstones. I wanted Mum to see. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. No question. Mum had been gone three years… (Bulbs were doing OK. There was nothing left to plant that rabbits wouldn't nibble) …and I realised it was time to move on. I kept the ghosts quiet while agents showed people round. The house sold. We moved away. A warm, terraced place in a small town by the sea. Dad died. Mum has been gone eight years and I miss her. Looking out from the Downs across cliff-top and sea, the churchyard seems nothing more than a soft-grey fleck on the green edge of town. If I could bring her back now? Everything’s changed. Ghosts exist. They sit in empty chairs and speak kettle-whistle. Wishing us well.
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Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 2:34 PM UTC
Perspective
Mum had been gone a couple of months, six I think… (An ordinary day, feeling hollow but doing OK) …when I realised I could get rid of the sofa. I thought it was ugly, she thought it was a bargain. A sofa’s not a keepsake and it was certainly no heirloom. I’d not inflict it on my kids. I got rid. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. Even if it meant keeping the sofa. Redecorated. Bought a new telly. Spent frivolous amounts of cash on scatter cushions. She disliked scatter cushions. I thought they were cosy. My little boy drew on one of the cushions. On purpose. I was about to smack the back of his legs… (Mum would have, she smacked me when I was little) … I stopped. I never wanted to. Had known all along, somehow forgotten. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. But she would not smack my children. Mum had been gone a year… (Planting bulbs, feeling conspicuous carrying a shovel ‘round the churchyard) …and I missed her. It was as hot as the day she died. There was no breeze up on that hill, no cloud. Beautiful views stretched right out to the sea. My little boy had grown, he helped carry water and dig holes. My baby was learning to walk, she wobbled on uneven turf between the headstones. I wanted Mum to see. If I could’ve had her back then? I would’ve done. No question. Mum had been gone three years… (Bulbs were doing OK. There was nothing left to plant that rabbits wouldn't nibble) …and I realised it was time to move on. I kept the ghosts quiet while agents showed people round. The house sold. We moved away. A warm, terraced place in a small town by the sea. Dad died. Mum has been gone eight years and I miss her. Looking out from the Downs across cliff-top and sea, the churchyard seems nothing more than a soft-grey fleck on the green edge of town. If I could bring her back now? Everything’s changed. Ghosts exist. They sit in empty chairs and speak kettle-whistle. Wishing us well.
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(1) The day she visited the dissecting room They had four men laid out, black as burnt turkey, Already half unstrung. A vinegary fume Of the death vats clung to them; The white-smocked boys started working. The head of his cadaver had caved in, And she could scarcely make out anything In that rubble of skull plates and old leather. A sallow piece of string held it together. In their jars the snail-nosed babies moon and glow. He hands her the cut-out heart like a cracked heirloom. (2) In Brueghel's panorama of smoke and slaughter Two people only are blind to the carrion army: He, afloat in the sea of her blue satin Skirts, sings in the direction Of her bare shoulder, while she bends, Finger a leaflet of music, over him, Both of them deaf to the fiddle in the hands Of the death's-head shadowing their song. These Flemish lovers flourish;not for long. Yet desolation, stalled in paint, spares the little country Foolish, delicate, in the lower right hand corner.
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Two Views Of A Cadaver Room
The mahogany table-top you smashed Had been the broad plank top Of my mother's heirloom sideboard- Mapped with the scars of my whole life. That came under the hammer. That high stool you swung that day Demented by my being Twenty minutes late for baby-minding. 'Marvellous!' I shouted, 'Go on, Smash it into kindling. That's the stuff you're keeping out of your poems!' And later, considered and calmer, 'Get that shoulder under your stanzas And we'll be away.' Deep in the cave of your ear The goblin snapped his fingers. So what had I given him? The ****** end of the skein That unravelled your marriage, Left your children echoing Like tunnels in a labyrinth. Left your mother a dead-end, Brought you to the horned, bellowing Grave of your risen father And your own corpse in it.
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The Minotaur
Your father was raised in Panama. I can imagine him vividly... The floral silk shirt with velvety red cravat, tan leather loafers, waxed-to-perfection moustache, and a big cigar. It was the late sixties and he was beautiful. I've never seen a photo but I can tell by the way you talked about him. His joi de vivre oozed into your stories and I recognized it: the distilled essence of his elegance was passed to you, and you shared it with me. We met by our mutual attraction for showing off... I wanted to be treated like a delicate porcelain treasure - you wanted a plastic toy with the price tag of an heirloom. Twenty five years my senior and you still hadn't learned your lesson about girls like me... I may have broken your heart, but you should've known a tryst between the free-spirited edge of seventeen and a businessman with dreams of Panama would burn out in the end, just like your father's cigar.
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Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 8:50 PM UTC
Panama Dreams
twice by god's accidental interference, our crash vehicles, super sized shopping carts, connect, we are manger-penalized for unnecessary roughness and disturbing the supermarkets peace what better way to judge character than to examine a single persons shopping cart  contents? hers, all organic, milk, heirloom tomatoes, even the Chardonnay, grown upon the farms of the island and vineyards on the forks that shelter the isle from the ravages of the Atlantic mine, Hebrew National franks, yellow mustard, very classy brioche buns, a six pack of Corona Light, and funny colored, funny looking, rusted russet potato chips with a tremulous smile, and an overly loud, derisive sniff, pronounces me dead man walking sooner than later, to which, I respond, then, teach me, where shall we dine tonight? later that night, after a thousand kisses of her fluttering eyelashes, she props herself upon an elbow and in a tone sincere and caring, extracts from the poet promises of natural exclusivity from now on, healthy, natural only, organic and pure, from the soul soil of our shared habitat her suntan skin, garden-digging hand, I clasp, softly climbing on top of her, announce with total genuine sincerity and solemnity; I swear it, from now on, all my loving will be sourced locally rewarded with a laugh and a gentle but hard enough, garden to table (with her free hand), head smacking, I noting nod, good naturedly that both the laugh and smack, as well, *sourced locally, sourced lovingly,* which then seeded this new only love jointly authored poem, planted in our mingling blossoming crashing bodies 5/29/17 i 12:43pm
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May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 1:06 PM UTC
Everything, Sourced Locally
twice by god's accidental interference, our crash vehicles, super sized shopping carts, connect, we are manger-penalized for unnecessary roughness and disturbing the supermarkets peace what better way to judge character than to examine a single persons shopping cart  contents? hers, all organic, milk, heirloom tomatoes, even the Chardonnay, grown upon the farms of the island and vineyards on the forks that shelter the isle from the ravages of the Atlantic mine, Hebrew National franks, yellow mustard, very classy brioche buns, a six pack of Corona Light, and funny colored, funny looking, rusted russet potato chips with a tremulous smile, and an overly loud, derisive sniff, pronounces me dead man walking sooner than later, to which, I respond, then, teach me, where shall we dine tonight? later that night, after a thousand kisses of her fluttering eyelashes, she props herself upon an elbow and in a tone sincere and caring, extracts from the poet promises of natural exclusivity from now on, healthy, natural only, organic and pure, from the soul soil of our shared habitat her suntan skin, garden-digging hand, I clasp, softly climbing on top of her, announce with total genuine sincerity and solemnity; I swear it, from now on, all my loving will be sourced locally rewarded with a laugh and a gentle but hard enough, garden to table (with her free hand), head smacking, I noting nod, good naturedly that both the laugh and smack, as well, *sourced locally, sourced lovingly,* which then seeded this new only love jointly authored poem, planted in our mingling blossoming crashing bodies 5/29/17 i 12:43pm
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I had to go into the big city well big for me anyway a beautiful drive still dreaming I think looks right down on the water that city at Lake Champlain. So what did you get? Oh. You're seriously asking, alright. Well, it's for a lovely couple this weekend getting married. Oh I see, do tell Chef ? I picked some beautiful ingredients for pumpkin cheesecake some candies... I especially love the sunflower seed drops in magenta, violet, lime green, burnt orange, tangerine and dark  chocolate, they look like little fall tears. I also found some vinted honeymoon wine A voigner with a lovely fragrant crisp taste Hmmmm...interesting, go on? It signifies the full moon in June after the flowers turn into young grapes some honeysuckle Aromas followed by luscious mango and nectar Paired with roasting chicken & beautifully seasonal fingerling potatoes and this amazing rustic sweet potato bread gorgeous heirloom vegetables in a few various choices delicately cooking squash all seasoned to perfection bringing nutty joy to all in an aromatic feathery plume of goodness finally... green goddess dressing and roasted nuts, berries among other toppings for a brilliant salad. Oh...well any invitations still open? I'm not sure, but you can be my guest in the kitchen come along take your hat off what's the hurry? Cherie Nolan© 2016
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 10:57 AM UTC
"Take Your Hat Off What's The Hurry- A Chef's Perspective"
The sketch that ensues will soon be transformed over the course of many months into an heirloom. Painstakingly crafted, my intention is that it’s created to remain, now and forever. A classic. For the special woman, who will wear it.
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
'An heirloom in the making TM'
Manila is beautiful at night, Seen from overhead, high above rainclouds in the night sky with a tantalizing view of car exhaust and the debris of broken dreams Manila is beautiful at night. It comes and goes like a shadow in flickering light. At first, it hides behind wispy rain clouds, playful as a child hiding in his mother's skirt. If you look closely, it's lights glisten-- golden and teasing It's incessant winking, an almost promise of what's to come From your aerial vantage point, you wonder: "This is what it must be like to be an Angel when they fly" Below the city, with all it's secrets, sprawls like a handful: A rich lady's heirloom diamonds, thrown carelessly on a ***** floor. It will somehow remind you of a creature: perhaps human, or Leviathan in it's wake Cities, after all, are their own specie of living things At first it is looks like a Brain, with neurons and synapses electric and active Certain spots of the city: mall compelexes and large parking lots, like the nuclei of a brain cell the roads that lead to and fro, the cars zipping up and down in red and yellow lines remind you of dendrites and axons, stretching far They communicate with each other in their own language; a code Your imagination runs wild with untamed fantasy On next glance, it looks like a heart. The whole city pulses magnificently in unison it seems. Thud, thud. Thud, thud. You feel it? Your heart follows it's tantalizing rhythmic pattern, it's muscle beats Though and through the city pumps it's lifeblood into each nook and cranny Oh how it entices your passion so. At last you seem to hear it breathing. Listen closely and hear Manila inhale and exhale in steady tunes Inhale, and exhale-- a silence comes over you, And it's strangely reminiscent of amazement, excitement and bitter fear Your ears dull and you listen to the rush of air in your lungs, the deep drum bass of the pounding of your heart the dizzying feeling that exists in your brain Manila really is beautiful at night. In the shroud of darkness, it rises from slumber; Vivacious and lovely, it's seductive and free Manila is lovely. Manila is a woman, as it should be.
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Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 1:57 PM UTC
Pearl City (Part One)
Manila is beautiful at night, Seen from overhead, high above rainclouds in the night sky with a tantalizing view of car exhaust and the debris of broken dreams Manila is beautiful at night. It comes and goes like a shadow in flickering light. At first, it hides behind wispy rain clouds, playful as a child hiding in his mother's skirt. If you look closely, it's lights glisten-- golden and teasing It's incessant winking, an almost promise of what's to come From your aerial vantage point, you wonder: "This is what it must be like to be an Angel when they fly" Below the city, with all it's secrets, sprawls like a handful: A rich lady's heirloom diamonds, thrown carelessly on a ***** floor. It will somehow remind you of a creature: perhaps human, or Leviathan in it's wake Cities, after all, are their own specie of living things At first it is looks like a Brain, with neurons and synapses electric and active Certain spots of the city: mall compelexes and large parking lots, like the nuclei of a brain cell the roads that lead to and fro, the cars zipping up and down in red and yellow lines remind you of dendrites and axons, stretching far They communicate with each other in their own language; a code Your imagination runs wild with untamed fantasy On next glance, it looks like a heart. The whole city pulses magnificently in unison it seems. Thud, thud. Thud, thud. You feel it? Your heart follows it's tantalizing rhythmic pattern, it's muscle beats Though and through the city pumps it's lifeblood into each nook and cranny Oh how it entices your passion so. At last you seem to hear it breathing. Listen closely and hear Manila inhale and exhale in steady tunes Inhale, and exhale-- a silence comes over you, And it's strangely reminiscent of amazement, excitement and bitter fear Your ears dull and you listen to the rush of air in your lungs, the deep drum bass of the pounding of your heart the dizzying feeling that exists in your brain Manila really is beautiful at night. In the shroud of darkness, it rises from slumber; Vivacious and lovely, it's seductive and free Manila is lovely. Manila is a woman, as it should be.
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Georgia. Three years under my feet sat Georgia. She wasn’t my mother, My sister, My aunt, Or my cousin’s best friend’s transgender brother. Georgia Was 59, 425 square miles of home. Family. A place for unconditional love to roam. Georgia Was familiar, Like the smell of my mother’s perfume, Or my oldest family heirloom. Georgia Stretched as wide as she could Until one hand met the ocean And the other held hands with Alabama, Their history together still slightly filled with tension. Georgia Bumped shoulders with South Carolina, Each unaware of the changes that were about to take place A fifteen year long path they could never retrace.
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Aug 1, 2011
Aug 1, 2011 at 2:16 PM UTC
Georgia
Heirloom rose petals fall delicately in the rabbit hole, Rose tinted visions of you. Visions of ecstasy. Adrenaline rush, crystal precipitation beads. Perfection. Purity - You. Like snow covered marble. Dopamine fostering the rush of euphoria. Morphined sugarcane for blood vessels & the labyrinth of love... my gateway to wonderland.
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
Follia d'Amore
When I grew up my mom would cut coupons and scrounge for change in the sofa to buy me a chicken nugget happy meal McDonalds. She would cut coupons and would only buy nectarines if they were on sale. I grew up eating bologna sandwiches with kraft cheese slices and potato chips. I think your mom had different priorities. The man at Starbucks, told me that opposites attract and I think that is why were together. He told me a Intuitive Innovative Feeler. Does that mean that you are oblivious and emotionless *** I don't think so? Lately I have been whining a lot. Whining about where we live, what we do, what we don't do, how you act, how you don't act, about how your mom wants us to water the brussels sprouts that no one likes and clean the toilets no one uses. Sometimes I say things to hurt your feelings. Sometimes I mean it. I word them so that they are as hurtful as can be and you never react. Is it bad to want to make you cry? You test my sanity everyday, you break me every day, and here I am still trying to chip away at the facade, the make up you cover up with. I think living in the mountains has taught me about all the things that I don't want to be. I don't want to be cut off, I don't want to be nice, I don't want to be liberal, I don't want to be conservative, I don't want to see the same people everyday, and I definitely don't want to spend eleven dollars on heirloom tomatoes.
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Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 11:00 AM UTC
You spent eleven dollars on two heirloom tomatoes and I'm the *******
Some blokes are full of Dad jokes, They have a wealth of these and are delivered with the corny expertise that only a Dad has. They get a grin on their face as they lean forward like they’re about to say something profound. “I used to be addicted to the Hokey Pokey, but I turned myself around.” “What do you call a cow with no legs? Ground Beef.” “I hate Russian Dolls, they’re so full of themselves.” “Apparently, pet birds are popular this Christmas, they’re flying off the shelves.” Passed down from Grandads to fathers, One-liners for us to consume, It’s the closest thing some have to a family heirloom. “What did the first African phone user say? Kenya hear me now?” “A cat's favourite Queen song? Don’t stop meow.” When reversing his car, “This takes me back.” Wedding speech, “It’s been an emotional day, even the cakes in tiers.” There've been so many down the years, Yes, they’re cringy but we should enjoy them while we can, You never know what's in store, and they’ll be a time when we’d love to hear them just once more.
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May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 9:02 PM UTC
Dad Jokes
Mt great grandfather was A Swedish violinist, Back in Goteborg, Like in Phantom of the Opera. I like to think of him Walking through cobblestone Alleyways past pastel houses And little markets selling lingonberries, Playing his violin. I heard he loved someone, once. A woman before my great-grandmother. I wonder if he played songs for her, I wonder if she cried when he did. But they're all dead, now. His violin hangs on the wall At my grandmother's house in Jersey, Dry from all tears, With splintered strings like torn Vocal cords, no longer able to Sing.
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 8:45 PM UTC
Heirloom
I'm disgusted with the skeleton that shows through my skin, and my heart palpitates to a beat that I cannot trace, I feel so weak and you stand so tall, and I wonder if the roles were reversed, if I could stand up as straight as you, and if you would be able to keep yourself stitched together, because I am always trapped in a state of frigid failure and I think that I might be falling apart on the inside and out but yet I never change and nothing ever happens to make anyone notice tha- I wonder if I will ever be whole because some days I cannot even decide what to wear in the morning and I always, always think about perception and things like that, for example I accidentally dropped my earring down the sink yesterday and I just started sobbing into the mirror and I wonder what people thought about me, like maybe I was having a mental breakdown but then again, perhaps that earring was a family heirloom that was worth more money than a lawyer would ever make, yet seeing yourself from the outside is different than seeing your own reflection, Jesus I never wanted to admit this but I think that I am dying but I cannot stop myself from keeping the same habits and patterns and the feeling never leaves anyway and I always wondered how people had the time to pray to a higher power because I could never even wake up in the morning without four alarms set just in case, if Jesus decides to come down from chilling up on a cloud and talk to a little person such as me, I wonder if he would be able to see all the emotions that I carry or if he would try to convert me to Christianity, even though I was raised that way I always just felt lost and I just could not wrap my head around self-sacrifice like that until I met you and I realized that your life was most defiantly worth at least ten of mine, I'm frightened to think that one day I could end up all alone, even though I'm pretty sure that I already am because I push everyone away that does not understand the way that I feel. My hands shake and tremble even when I am holding yours and I'm sorry that you are trapped by someone like me.
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Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 8:20 PM UTC
Trapped
I'm disgusted with the skeleton that shows through my skin, and my heart palpitates to a beat that I cannot trace, I feel so weak and you stand so tall, and I wonder if the roles were reversed, if I could stand up as straight as you, and if you would be able to keep yourself stitched together, because I am always trapped in a state of frigid failure and I think that I might be falling apart on the inside and out but yet I never change and nothing ever happens to make anyone notice tha- I wonder if I will ever be whole because some days I cannot even decide what to wear in the morning and I always, always think about perception and things like that, for example I accidentally dropped my earring down the sink yesterday and I just started sobbing into the mirror and I wonder what people thought about me, like maybe I was having a mental breakdown but then again, perhaps that earring was a family heirloom that was worth more money than a lawyer would ever make, yet seeing yourself from the outside is different than seeing your own reflection, Jesus I never wanted to admit this but I think that I am dying but I cannot stop myself from keeping the same habits and patterns and the feeling never leaves anyway and I always wondered how people had the time to pray to a higher power because I could never even wake up in the morning without four alarms set just in case, if Jesus decides to come down from chilling up on a cloud and talk to a little person such as me, I wonder if he would be able to see all the emotions that I carry or if he would try to convert me to Christianity, even though I was raised that way I always just felt lost and I just could not wrap my head around self-sacrifice like that until I met you and I realized that your life was most defiantly worth at least ten of mine, I'm frightened to think that one day I could end up all alone, even though I'm pretty sure that I already am because I push everyone away that does not understand the way that I feel. My hands shake and tremble even when I am holding yours and I'm sorry that you are trapped by someone like me.
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You drop your promises like a porcelain cup; Drink from it but you don't want to clean your mess up; Well my heart was antique; an heirloom that's shattered; Its pieces lie at your feet; not like that mattered. Now that I'm broken, I'll always showcase the lines That make up my scars; they'll decrease a hundred times My value, to find a good home because I'm chipped; And who on Earth would press those splinters to their lips?
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 1:10 PM UTC
I Was Porcelain
*A little nod to Joseph Seamon Cotter, Jr.* *As I lie in bed, Flat on my back; There passes across my ceiling Last year’s thoughts and flashing lights of passing cars* Three hundred and sixty days of things: clusters: Horrifying stories of battered women and abuse children Sickening parents with mental issues trended across the globe: And a new seasons of Law-in order special Victim’s unit on Netflix Teenagers and adult on a summer cruise: party hard: Sunday church goers grasping the holy bible so tight to their ***** like a stick of dynamite golden heirloom Girls under twenty in their fashion nova curves club outfits Leaving nothing to the imaginations: the old men will live longer: According to National Statistics estimates: without their pacemakers As I lie in bed, Flat on my back; There passes across my ceiling, Last year’s thoughts and flashing days of Mishaps and misery on my job As this coming year draws nearer, I pray That I will find a way Out of this path I have chosen.
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Sep 24, 2018
Sep 24, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Ceiling Thoughts
Now, We are mellow. Having spent the evening exploring the threads of friendship. That had come adrift of warp, weft and weave. Time and distance had silks, snag-tagged-torn, on the bustling-busy, hectic-hustling of work and family. Teasing-taunt, needle-gnawing, small, gap-rip-rents in the snug comforter that is... the wonder of us. Us, so many secrets woven. So many, nights of tissues and sobbing tears. Darning in daring exploits. Cutting away knotted, fear-angry-scream-fighting feuds. Cutting work, for days of delight and nights of desperate yearning. We used anything at hand, rough wools, pieces of string and twines. To weave a blanket, to hide us from life's storms. We were, so young, so strong, recklessly-brash, stupidly-joyous and braveheart-fools. And now, time and age, has softened our work. Felted and fuse-melded, the fibres into a beautiful entity. That we store-save in the heart's cupboard, of special and precious  things. It is an heirloom of sorts. We bring it out,with occasional, humble-grace, to be dandled and stroked with reverence. Caressed and cossetted are our memories held within the abstract weave. We are the dwindling of a youthful exuberance flung-thrown-heaved to the wild winds. So now, we are grateful to be curator-custodians of the retrospective nature as we augment-append and reiterate-repair. A new thread here, now, embellish-embroider,embed and tatt-stitch. My son and your twin girls, squeezed, splashing into your tiny bathtub big-grin-giggling in the gurgling water. Our future, here and now, is the brightest of silks, Our past, mellow and yielding in, the luminent opulence, angelically-asleep in, the other room.
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May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 6:30 AM UTC
warp weft and weave
Now, We are mellow. Having spent the evening exploring the threads of friendship. That had come adrift of warp, weft and weave. Time and distance had silks, snag-tagged-torn, on the bustling-busy, hectic-hustling of work and family. Teasing-taunt, needle-gnawing, small, gap-rip-rents in the snug comforter that is... the wonder of us. Us, so many secrets woven. So many, nights of tissues and sobbing tears. Darning in daring exploits. Cutting away knotted, fear-angry-scream-fighting feuds. Cutting work, for days of delight and nights of desperate yearning. We used anything at hand, rough wools, pieces of string and twines. To weave a blanket, to hide us from life's storms. We were, so young, so strong, recklessly-brash, stupidly-joyous and braveheart-fools. And now, time and age, has softened our work. Felted and fuse-melded, the fibres into a beautiful entity. That we store-save in the heart's cupboard, of special and precious  things. It is an heirloom of sorts. We bring it out,with occasional, humble-grace, to be dandled and stroked with reverence. Caressed and cossetted are our memories held within the abstract weave. We are the dwindling of a youthful exuberance flung-thrown-heaved to the wild winds. So now, we are grateful to be curator-custodians of the retrospective nature as we augment-append and reiterate-repair. A new thread here, now, embellish-embroider,embed and tatt-stitch. My son and your twin girls, squeezed, splashing into your tiny bathtub big-grin-giggling in the gurgling water. Our future, here and now, is the brightest of silks, Our past, mellow and yielding in, the luminent opulence, angelically-asleep in, the other room.
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Watching through the pane Your hands as cuffs As you unveil the earth Tending what you sow The Night Before last Under the blood moon It was that night Where we spoke and Planted seeds of old ideals We would be as the land Nurturing one another As we both worked To bring callused hands Gripping the fruits Of our labor To our humble Farm house table These days would be long Out in ribbons of gold And slight scent of country roses Would be our remuneration These are our seeds That we both planted That we will water That we will grow Soon my love As they are ready We will pick each Dream and live
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Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
Heirloom Seeds
the heirloom runcible spoon lies buried in  sand, the tarzana kid has been accused of carelessness, by such means his holiday is horribly trampled, this chided summer youth now walks the plank, its all pirates on the dorset coast. Parents out of order more bucaneer than relish and Aunties only now kinder by learned rote.
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May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
The dinosaur coast
That dancing Lover Is empty Caress Faded Photography All encased In memory space By ageless Glass Over ancient Death Waded hands Over welts Over Skin The tightness An heirloom To your Troubled Breath A rasping cry In perpetual Iterate Recursive The motion Of ending eyes When all lights flutter And die
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 6:29 AM UTC
silent lullaby
your "friends" that we meet, i forget their names, my calloused palms are greased, by their  squeezing hands i remember one's a banker, or he could have said a thief, his ******** words were flanked, by my misbelief i was held hostage, you were a smiling drone, i remember when i lost to Stockholm Syndrome their Heirloom Suffix changes, on tuxedos and trust funds, my rental wears just fine, i'm not the danger shorting stocks on tuesday, while playing ball in hand, what a shame to lose me, busted seams this man I am not a banker, I am not a saint, I cannot to be trusted, I won't place the blame. I am not a proxy, I am an astronaut, But this distant world you live on, Is far from my plot
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 9:04 PM UTC
Heirloom Suffix