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"hairpin" poems
Today I had a bout of acute-you shyness one where I try to pretend I don't notice but have you noticed how difficult it is when outside idles but inside there's a race to views like you leaning side to side on the motorcycle ride slot machine driving my eyes to sly around your slides taking them wide as when I was eighteen I'd look for curves at Southend pier's end give out stares and start to take in scenes of free amusement at the Fun Bump arcade around and around the circuit you rode I was lapping up your every move sneaking a view through the coin drop peeping behind the pinball of Dr Who prying open the photo booth curtain gap faux testing the mallet with your strength playing air hockey with my thoughts were your short chic bangs a wig? they sit so still I long for the straights then swing to one side with a leg tight vibrant jeans in hairpin bends ironing out where the centre line is damp polishing the dashing leather saddle vibrating with wrist twist contempt loveliness revving up to red line exploding in my face with daring this bike crash heart of mine please forgive not stopping staring a race course habit never outgrown I go too fast and of course I fall in love as bad as deeply madly but the fact that it's with you.. well I have to forgive myself this malady I'm a side-road heading for a spin on ways to tell you you're beautiful dangerously close I risk self harm imagining that colour of pink and pale the flush u-turn will be a charm If I can get you climbing off hot and flustered I’ll have done my pit stop job at once a chance encounter and a fateful winning score to let you know you've entered into being my prize draw I'll walk away but don't be sore it's up to you to take it further but just know one thing more that if you call me to confirm and tell me that I’m worth it I would turn around so fast the world would gearshift and wait but not in neutral for us
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Not a slot insight
Today I had a bout of acute-you shyness one where I try to pretend I don't notice but have you noticed how difficult it is when outside idles but inside there's a race to views like you leaning side to side on the motorcycle ride slot machine driving my eyes to sly around your slides taking them wide as when I was eighteen I'd look for curves at Southend pier's end give out stares and start to take in scenes of free amusement at the Fun Bump arcade around and around the circuit you rode I was lapping up your every move sneaking a view through the coin drop peeping behind the pinball of Dr Who prying open the photo booth curtain gap faux testing the mallet with your strength playing air hockey with my thoughts were your short chic bangs a wig? they sit so still I long for the straights then swing to one side with a leg tight vibrant jeans in hairpin bends ironing out where the centre line is damp polishing the dashing leather saddle vibrating with wrist twist contempt loveliness revving up to red line exploding in my face with daring this bike crash heart of mine please forgive not stopping staring a race course habit never outgrown I go too fast and of course I fall in love as bad as deeply madly but the fact that it's with you.. well I have to forgive myself this malady I'm a side-road heading for a spin on ways to tell you you're beautiful dangerously close I risk self harm imagining that colour of pink and pale the flush u-turn will be a charm If I can get you climbing off hot and flustered I’ll have done my pit stop job at once a chance encounter and a fateful winning score to let you know you've entered into being my prize draw I'll walk away but don't be sore it's up to you to take it further but just know one thing more that if you call me to confirm and tell me that I’m worth it I would turn around so fast the world would gearshift and wait but not in neutral for us
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I made a gold digger, ******* full of vigor, She’s on a hairpin trigger, out to **** my rigor. Gold digger, in love with all the stuff, Gold digger, she can’t get enough. I’m tired of the way she treats his gifts, He’ll give her a boat and away she drifts— I can’t help I didn’t give her enough Now he sees her lying to him—he’s calling her bluff. He puts bracelets on her wrists His charity persists, He puts old hats on her head, She’ll soon be overfed His gifts can’t harbor the ship wreck And look I’m sticking out my neck Perhaps I can’t afford her My broke *** just bores her. Perhaps it’s more than that, Perhaps it’s under the hat. Perhaps her head is so done with me, That the gifts he gives are guilt-free. Perhaps I’m loosing sight, Of the things they have so right, Maybe they’re cleaning horse **** holding hands Perhaps that’s what’s turning on her adrenal glands— Gold digger, shallow to a point Fishing for meaning, Heaven please anoint. I think I get it, somewhere inside, You pompous shallow ***** go run and hide. Surf or skate, and fall and break The waves will crush you over-take, And when the good get’s going and I’m out of sight You and He, will shrink into the night, And in your heart, Gold digger My purpose is always Bigger. Because you love me without cash But you treat me like your trash, I’ll probably get in a car crash, Running him over cause’ I’m just so brash. This I will confess, Your heads a ******* mess, Unless you give up the gold, Your heart and mine will grow even more cold. I made a gold digger, ******* full of vigor, She’s on a hairpin trigger, out to **** my rigor. Gold digger, in love with all the stuff, Gold digger, she can’t get enough.
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Mar 19, 2011
Mar 19, 2011 at 8:02 AM UTC
Gold Digger
I made a gold digger, ******* full of vigor, She’s on a hairpin trigger, out to **** my rigor. Gold digger, in love with all the stuff, Gold digger, she can’t get enough. I’m tired of the way she treats his gifts, He’ll give her a boat and away she drifts— I can’t help I didn’t give her enough Now he sees her lying to him—he’s calling her bluff. He puts bracelets on her wrists His charity persists, He puts old hats on her head, She’ll soon be overfed His gifts can’t harbor the ship wreck And look I’m sticking out my neck Perhaps I can’t afford her My broke *** just bores her. Perhaps it’s more than that, Perhaps it’s under the hat. Perhaps her head is so done with me, That the gifts he gives are guilt-free. Perhaps I’m loosing sight, Of the things they have so right, Maybe they’re cleaning horse **** holding hands Perhaps that’s what’s turning on her adrenal glands— Gold digger, shallow to a point Fishing for meaning, Heaven please anoint. I think I get it, somewhere inside, You pompous shallow ***** go run and hide. Surf or skate, and fall and break The waves will crush you over-take, And when the good get’s going and I’m out of sight You and He, will shrink into the night, And in your heart, Gold digger My purpose is always Bigger. Because you love me without cash But you treat me like your trash, I’ll probably get in a car crash, Running him over cause’ I’m just so brash. This I will confess, Your heads a ******* mess, Unless you give up the gold, Your heart and mine will grow even more cold. I made a gold digger, ******* full of vigor, She’s on a hairpin trigger, out to **** my rigor. Gold digger, in love with all the stuff, Gold digger, she can’t get enough.
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It didn't make sense It felt Fingers Chain link fence So the moon dim Gibbus tide riddle Keep your wheel in the hairpin Bite  a hook You'll be my friend Go ahead Spike the ocean A drop of salt blood The wolf of horizon runs Spilling fangs of red dwarf sun Can you water: Crash against the rock Until pieces of you break off Pristinely lying on my skin Think air until you hear Grandeur breath of leaves Mountain or dog Sing songs of love Goodbye White cheek Spun in moonlight Foot to the path Song on the tounge Free til I'm dog Whiskey til I'm drunk Hold my breath Count to ten Blue eyes / begin again
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Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 11:49 PM UTC
Fenrir
When you look at me without speaking like some doe-eyed Guatemalan selling watermelons on the corner of Forest Hill and Military Trail, your disbelief triggering in the hinges of your jaw like a hairpin turn, reaction time looming as endlessly as a broken synthesizer, I begin to need you, darling, like the axe needs the turkey.
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Jan 23, 2011
Jan 23, 2011 at 2:15 PM UTC
Ode to Barbara Stanwyck
Life wears me out with its twists and turns, and hairpin curves. I keep waiting for a long, peaceful stretch of highway, bathed in the rising sun. A golden wheatfield to to the left, a moss covered pond with dragonflies to the right. The road turns to gravel, and climbs rapidly uphill. There are signs along the way that promise the world. The road gradually turns to dirt, and ultimately disappears.
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Apr 20, 2023
Apr 20, 2023 at 12:44 PM UTC
Looking for that Highway
"The past is a bucket of ashes." 1 THE WOMAN named To-morrow sits with a hairpin in her teeth and takes her time and does her hair the way she wants it and fastens at last the last braid and coil and puts the hairpin where it belongs and turns and drawls: Well, what of it? My grandmother, Yesterday, is gone. What of it? Let the dead be dead. 2 The doors were cedar and the panels strips of gold and the girls were golden girls and the panels read and the girls chanted: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation: nothing like us ever was. The doors are twisted on broken hinges. Sheets of rain swish through on the wind where the golden girls ran and the panels read: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation, nothing like us ever was. 3 It has happened before. Strong men put up a city and got a nation together, And paid singers to sing and women to warble: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation, nothing like us ever was. And while the singers sang and the strong men listened and paid the singers well and felt good about it all, there were rats and lizards who listened ... and the only listeners left now ... are ... the rats ... and the lizards. And there are black crows crying, "Caw, caw," bringing mud and sticks building a nest over the words carved on the doors where the panels were cedar and the strips on the panels were gold and the golden girls came singing: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation: nothing like us ever was. The only singers now are crows crying, "Caw, caw," And the sheets of rain whine in the wind and doorways. And the only listeners now are ... the rats ... and the lizards. 4 The feet of the rats scribble on the door sills; the hieroglyphs of the rat footprints chatter the pedigrees of the rats and babble of the blood and gabble of the breed of the grandfathers and the great-grandfathers of the rats. And the wind shifts and the dust on a door sill shifts and even the writing of the rat footprints tells us nothing, nothing at all about the greatest city, the greatest nation where the strong men listened and the women warbled: Nothing like us ever was.
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Four Preludes on Playthings of the Wind
"The past is a bucket of ashes." 1 THE WOMAN named To-morrow sits with a hairpin in her teeth and takes her time and does her hair the way she wants it and fastens at last the last braid and coil and puts the hairpin where it belongs and turns and drawls: Well, what of it? My grandmother, Yesterday, is gone. What of it? Let the dead be dead. 2 The doors were cedar and the panels strips of gold and the girls were golden girls and the panels read and the girls chanted: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation: nothing like us ever was. The doors are twisted on broken hinges. Sheets of rain swish through on the wind where the golden girls ran and the panels read: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation, nothing like us ever was. 3 It has happened before. Strong men put up a city and got a nation together, And paid singers to sing and women to warble: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation, nothing like us ever was. And while the singers sang and the strong men listened and paid the singers well and felt good about it all, there were rats and lizards who listened ... and the only listeners left now ... are ... the rats ... and the lizards. And there are black crows crying, "Caw, caw," bringing mud and sticks building a nest over the words carved on the doors where the panels were cedar and the strips on the panels were gold and the golden girls came singing: We are the greatest city, the greatest nation: nothing like us ever was. The only singers now are crows crying, "Caw, caw," And the sheets of rain whine in the wind and doorways. And the only listeners now are ... the rats ... and the lizards. 4 The feet of the rats scribble on the door sills; the hieroglyphs of the rat footprints chatter the pedigrees of the rats and babble of the blood and gabble of the breed of the grandfathers and the great-grandfathers of the rats. And the wind shifts and the dust on a door sill shifts and even the writing of the rat footprints tells us nothing, nothing at all about the greatest city, the greatest nation where the strong men listened and the women warbled: Nothing like us ever was.
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Hot boys express emotion in the resonance and width of their exhausts in pipe dreams of measurement in the rev and roar of super heated motors mixing spark and sensibility in the sudden screech and stretch of rubber marking asphalt and bitch-u-men out there in the middle ground where the road humps. Hot boys light up the night with high beams cruise the darkest alleyways of masculinity challenging old men at intersections - in their soft leather seats and euro-neat boxes of air-conditioned luxury and debt - to pole position and the chequered flag of fortune. Hot boys in cars that throb with bass notes and bootilicious chick lyrics - sung by black boys wicked in the zone always bragging ’bout their bone and how they make the ***** moan - snarl abuse at walking women fragile objects on the pavement shelves shaped colour lost in time that pass beyond their touch and reach. Hot boys are tiny traces of an oil rich mixture trailing blue smoke in their wake foot to the floor high stakes, top geared no brakes as they snake round the hills and the hairpin bends as they wrap tight trees at the crash, crush end and the hot boys cool in the night.
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 12:46 PM UTC
Hot Boys
~ *Poor deluded brute he waves his sword in orchestration to a ruthless symphony played for miserable centuries: the running of the bulls "sketches of pain" some monsters come decked out in hat and cape inside the arena of his pride where he hears the chant within the arts of cowardice and cruelty where he envisions the feathered crown Gala! Gala! "how to see the toreador" lost as San Fermín pricked by hairpin pierced by ragged horn suerte de la muerte (luck of death) foreshadowing Hemingway turns into the troubled sun and underneath his muleta a deep red blood alchemy his fame spilling out in drips and drabs as the crowd sings 'Pobre de Mí (Poor Me)' to the mystic stab of church bells* ~
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Jan 12, 2022
Jan 12, 2022 at 11:46 AM UTC
Death of the Matador
When the thieves broke in, They broke my mother’s heart, They broke my naiveté, They broke my maternal lineage, By making her closet bare, She stood barely recognizing it, Stared at her safe, Her Bulletproof Fireproof     Apocalypse proof Safe Code c r a c k e d, Deadbolt door eerily open. “It’s just jewelry,” she muttered,         [Passed down from one generation to the next,         Dating back to an invaded India,         Surviving six hundred soldiers,         Smuggled within folds of saris through seas,         Stories etched in souvenir gold]. “At least we’re all safe,” she stated with conviction. [Yet I couldn’t help but feel,         A physical furthering,         From my immigrant ancestors,         Who passed along secrets with every pendant,         Who whispered hopes in every ornate hairpin,         Who stored their aspirations in every accumulation:         Real riches knit with poetic prospers from the past]. How funny To imagine the thieves Pricing a priceless object -- Ironically making it worthless Because the burglary left behind The heritage.
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Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 12:50 AM UTC
Still Safe
*They’re almost gone now a vanishing tribe Peddlers of fresh sweets honeys from hive Sellers of fish heads such sundries on head Toys and bangles and blankets for bed. Don’t see them around those struggling men Making the choice of voice trudging the lane Hoping to sell one piece in dream of gain Faceless wind ringer in sun’s bite and rain. Gone are those plaintive cries on summer noon Raising road’s dust on trail singing the tune Traders of trinkets girls’ ribbon hairpin Yoyo and plastic top with endless spin. Why the times ruined them made them a flop Sellers travelers with head-full of shop Sending their song of hope past locked in door None could now fill that space nothing anymore.*
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Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 7:05 AM UTC
Trinkets & Toys
To the tune of "Rinsing Silk Stream" Let not the deep cup be filled with rich, amber-colored wine; My mind was eased of sorrow even before I was drunk. Distant bells have already echoed in the evening breeze. My dream is broken as the scent of incense vanishes. Too small, the hairpin of the gold of warding-off-cold loosens its hold of my tresses. I awake to find myself blankly facing the red flickering glow of the candle.
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Tz'u No. 7
your hands were smooth in california but i miss them rough, on mine, in toledo and in far-off colorado where you decided you wanted to learn how to ski and i sat moody at the bottom until you flew down to meet me, and we swapped warmth and tongues and promises because flying with you is the only way i’d ever let my feet leave the ground. and your palms were scraped and charred in california but three years ago to date they were flat on my chest when we moved together - in and around and with each other and you’d whisper love into my knuckles as i hummed you to sleep because you might’ve learned to run but i’ve been hobbled with you my entire life and **** i’d die a thousand times over just to see you smile.
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Aug 17, 2012
Aug 17, 2012 at 2:08 PM UTC
consider the hairpin turn
Another day starts another night gone where did the time go? where did I go wrong? missing my former self like a long lost friend but I wish him good health can only reach him by pen I haven't slept yet there's one letter I gotta send can't look in the mirror too tired, when is it gonna end a thousand questions no answers why the **** am I like this? a life is built on little chances maybe it's genetic, fantastic if I had kids and they got this if I had a mind then I've lost it if I can't bare the pain myself how can I share this sadness? but I already do because it's madness for two to my mother, I love ya to my father, I love ya to my sisters, I love ya to my girlfriend, I love ya to my friends, I love ya to the meds, I love ya to my docs, I love ya to my former self, I love ya to the thing I am to the man I was the pressure is pressure and I'm a hairpin trigger something hard yet soft like my wasted brain when will I go off? every suicidal thought has got me caught off guard nobody said it would be easy never said it would be this hard feel like I'm watching my life end from afar, everyday is an outer body experience restlessness got me delirious and I just thought about death again so this could be serious Can't see a way out today chemical imbalances are not okay stopped taking my meds want to lose the fight my way **** what the doctors say it's all well and good to say it helps to talk to someone but I can't find the words today to my mother, I love ya to my father, I love ya to my sisters, I love ya to my girlfriend, I love ya to my friends, I love ya to my meds, I love ya to my docs, I love ya to my former self, I miss ya
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May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 1:06 PM UTC
To my Former Self
Another day starts another night gone where did the time go? where did I go wrong? missing my former self like a long lost friend but I wish him good health can only reach him by pen I haven't slept yet there's one letter I gotta send can't look in the mirror too tired, when is it gonna end a thousand questions no answers why the **** am I like this? a life is built on little chances maybe it's genetic, fantastic if I had kids and they got this if I had a mind then I've lost it if I can't bare the pain myself how can I share this sadness? but I already do because it's madness for two to my mother, I love ya to my father, I love ya to my sisters, I love ya to my girlfriend, I love ya to my friends, I love ya to the meds, I love ya to my docs, I love ya to my former self, I love ya to the thing I am to the man I was the pressure is pressure and I'm a hairpin trigger something hard yet soft like my wasted brain when will I go off? every suicidal thought has got me caught off guard nobody said it would be easy never said it would be this hard feel like I'm watching my life end from afar, everyday is an outer body experience restlessness got me delirious and I just thought about death again so this could be serious Can't see a way out today chemical imbalances are not okay stopped taking my meds want to lose the fight my way **** what the doctors say it's all well and good to say it helps to talk to someone but I can't find the words today to my mother, I love ya to my father, I love ya to my sisters, I love ya to my girlfriend, I love ya to my friends, I love ya to my meds, I love ya to my docs, I love ya to my former self, I miss ya
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"The first time I saw her... Everything in my head went quiet. All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. Even in bed, I’m thinking: Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. Or the eyelash on her cheek— the eyelash on her cheek— the eyelash on her cheek. I knew I had to talk to her. I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or ******* talking to her... But she loved it. She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times if it was Wednesday. She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely locked the door eighteen times. I’d always watch her mouth when she talked— when she talked— when she talked— when she talked when she talked; when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. Some mornings I’d start kissing her goodbye but she’d just leave cause I was just making her late for work... When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking... When she said she loved me her mouth was a straight line. She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. Last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but... How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touched her? Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. I can’t – I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars... And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe. How she blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out… Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once — he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! I want her back so bad... I leave the door unlocked. I leave the lights on." Neil Hilborn
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 4:56 PM UTC
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"The first time I saw her... Everything in my head went quiet. All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. Even in bed, I’m thinking: Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. Or the eyelash on her cheek— the eyelash on her cheek— the eyelash on her cheek. I knew I had to talk to her. I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or ******* talking to her... But she loved it. She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times if it was Wednesday. She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely locked the door eighteen times. I’d always watch her mouth when she talked— when she talked— when she talked— when she talked when she talked; when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. Some mornings I’d start kissing her goodbye but she’d just leave cause I was just making her late for work... When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking... When she said she loved me her mouth was a straight line. She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. Last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but... How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touched her? Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. I can’t – I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars... And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe. How she blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out candles— blows out… Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once — he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! I want her back so bad... I leave the door unlocked. I leave the lights on." Neil Hilborn
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Life wears me out with its twists and turns and hairpin curves. I keep waiting for a long peaceful stretch of highway, bathed in the rising sun; a golden wheat field to the left, a moss covered pond with dragonflies to the right. The road turns to gravel and rapidly climbs uphill. There are signs along the way that promise the world. The road becomes narrow, turns to dirt, and ultimately disappears.
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Aug 11, 2021
Aug 11, 2021 at 9:20 AM UTC
On that Road
Arrogance of autumn winds, mighty trees shake in fear, on the hillside, wind's playground, dead leaves are given a new lease of life, like a flock of tired birds, they fly in a pathetic mirth induced, downwards to the valley, to their final, certain, death and decay. The old horse, abandoned looks on, with faint glow of hope, lighting its eyes.The evening light, fades slowly on its face, Darkness reigns. This hill station, alive only in summer, looks desolate.Totally abandoned tragic in its isolation after palmy days. The visitors have gone down. past all 33 hairpin bends, to the plains, anticipating a long  bitter winter. The old race horse, looks like the quintessence  of the gloom, for a week stands there unmoving. The valley slopes in to a ground, near the market. Cricket matches that electrified crowds, stopped long before. The racecourse is so still like a house, death has taken over. The crowd dissipated hurriedly like tired migratory birds. Once a cynosure, the race horse, old, weak and abandoned feels the onset of the worst winter in his old, tired bones. The chill spreads from the hoofs upwards, Buzzing of bees, nowhere to be seen, is incessant in its ears. Its eyes don't see light anymore, A winter with a dark message, soon would arrive, he waits, shivering, mute.
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Mar 30, 2013
Mar 30, 2013 at 7:51 AM UTC
Old horse
I miss your absence like curdled milk misses it's white. I miss the sourness of your hair running through my fingers. I miss your absence like an anorexic misses their bones. They go searching for them, ripping up flesh and drinking water in place of anything, filling the hole in their mind that can't be filled with cake. The sweetest of chocolate cake, frosting topped grave marker. It can't be filled. Cannot be filled. I miss your absence like winter misses her green. She covers it up, buries it beneath such a heaviness. It sits upon her chest like white elephants. You hold yourself like a hairpin turn. You are sore, aching from sleeping on your stomach too long. You are swaddling your hunger in loneliness. You are the weight of every divorce paper filed in Massachusetts. You are Greece's longing for her peace. You are finding yours in the light, dark suffocates your water balloon lungs. Your wiry, 6 foot frame is suffocated by 120 pounds. You are suffocated by me. I am filling my lungs with water, holding my head under what is blue and the waves crash over my spine like clockwork. I count to 3, I pass out and see your face in front of me, pale and gasping. I am hungover on Windex. I make bleach cocktails like mother makes her with anything she can find before she kisses her knuckles. I don't wait for winter to come, I dig into the earth and find her, beg her to cover me in what will not melt. I beg for a grave as infinite as the fear that shakes me. I wish I could be alone, dear nature, why does responsibility choke me? Why does terror and trauma push its teeth into me like a wolf into sheep? Why can't I sleep without awaking? Why?
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 5:23 PM UTC
Ghosting
I miss your absence like curdled milk misses it's white. I miss the sourness of your hair running through my fingers. I miss your absence like an anorexic misses their bones. They go searching for them, ripping up flesh and drinking water in place of anything, filling the hole in their mind that can't be filled with cake. The sweetest of chocolate cake, frosting topped grave marker. It can't be filled. Cannot be filled. I miss your absence like winter misses her green. She covers it up, buries it beneath such a heaviness. It sits upon her chest like white elephants. You hold yourself like a hairpin turn. You are sore, aching from sleeping on your stomach too long. You are swaddling your hunger in loneliness. You are the weight of every divorce paper filed in Massachusetts. You are Greece's longing for her peace. You are finding yours in the light, dark suffocates your water balloon lungs. Your wiry, 6 foot frame is suffocated by 120 pounds. You are suffocated by me. I am filling my lungs with water, holding my head under what is blue and the waves crash over my spine like clockwork. I count to 3, I pass out and see your face in front of me, pale and gasping. I am hungover on Windex. I make bleach cocktails like mother makes her with anything she can find before she kisses her knuckles. I don't wait for winter to come, I dig into the earth and find her, beg her to cover me in what will not melt. I beg for a grave as infinite as the fear that shakes me. I wish I could be alone, dear nature, why does responsibility choke me? Why does terror and trauma push its teeth into me like a wolf into sheep? Why can't I sleep without awaking? Why?
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Still lanky dude with the long hair Still can't tell you when, but I'm getting there. Still the best poet you ever read. Still don't think you'll read it till I'm dead. Still gassing up past 3 AM Still saying "Won't fall in love again." Still waking up from the same dreams Still getting air when I try and scream Still wanna **** up a KMart Still wanna skip to the next part Still got a problem with some folks Still tryna swallow and just choke Still poor, still ***** and still tired Still last resort if you need a ride Still driving off of the Hairpin Still hope the car lands in heaven Still the one that loved you despite all of the pain Still pulling the heart together, next is still the brain Still the beating of it, stop it dead, leave it there to rot Still wonder if you ever gave it a second thought Still fighting toys in the playroom Still saying "we're gonna move soon" Still getting kicked out in August. "Still this isn't breaking my promise." Still smoking out in the same seats Still hiding under the bedsheets Still hit a home run in most cases Still gotta touch all four bases Still don't have the words for this feeling Still tryna peel me off of the ceiling Still chew my teeth instead of food Still try to learn like I'm in school Still hate the face in the mirror Still my vision only gets clearer. Still wanna ruin a Wal-Mart. Still gonna race with the shopping carts. Still scaling the shelving in home decor Still can't go back, still banned from the store Still gassing up past 4 AM Still city streets, devoid of men Still have to make wrong a few rights Still, like a deer in headlights.
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Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 12:13 PM UTC
Still
Still lanky dude with the long hair Still can't tell you when, but I'm getting there. Still the best poet you ever read. Still don't think you'll read it till I'm dead. Still gassing up past 3 AM Still saying "Won't fall in love again." Still waking up from the same dreams Still getting air when I try and scream Still wanna **** up a KMart Still wanna skip to the next part Still got a problem with some folks Still tryna swallow and just choke Still poor, still ***** and still tired Still last resort if you need a ride Still driving off of the Hairpin Still hope the car lands in heaven Still the one that loved you despite all of the pain Still pulling the heart together, next is still the brain Still the beating of it, stop it dead, leave it there to rot Still wonder if you ever gave it a second thought Still fighting toys in the playroom Still saying "we're gonna move soon" Still getting kicked out in August. "Still this isn't breaking my promise." Still smoking out in the same seats Still hiding under the bedsheets Still hit a home run in most cases Still gotta touch all four bases Still don't have the words for this feeling Still tryna peel me off of the ceiling Still chew my teeth instead of food Still try to learn like I'm in school Still hate the face in the mirror Still my vision only gets clearer. Still wanna ruin a Wal-Mart. Still gonna race with the shopping carts. Still scaling the shelving in home decor Still can't go back, still banned from the store Still gassing up past 4 AM Still city streets, devoid of men Still have to make wrong a few rights Still, like a deer in headlights.
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a Norwegian fjord did cut their axel's hairpin in the row of tundra that Lapland was their arcane balloon on Aegean shore if Barents Sea burgeoned dialect herd yelp in Mike Pence with accord.
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Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 10:22 AM UTC
This Christiania
The receding horizon, The fading light of day, Azure taking a livid hue. Pokhran's hot, scorching sand, A lash on our moribund logic. Death and Life, Life and Death- Religion and Atheism, Nobel and Booker, Make us proud and shiver, Make us happy, rob us of gaiety, Shoot all our fragile hopes to artistic acme. Smash all our favourite dreams to smithereens. The Ganga meanders amidst a maze of Ripples, crest and trough- With a dour askance, With a nonsensical exterior, At the dead of night, The hoary-headed ***** rises, To take stock of pelf, He keeps in hiding, Looka yonder, the man with a rice plate in his shack Stirs out of his lumber, in a jiffy, Dawns cracks, leaves rustle, breezes whistles, The nightingale still chirps coo, coo, coo.... Breaking the calm of a nostalgic daybreak. Love buffoonery, antics of sweet urchin, Effrontery, betrayal, self-destructive urge, Blinds love toting niggling details of despair In it's womb. A silver of modernism, none can deny, Gleaning the core of every 'ism' in it's ***** Roads, alleys crisscross, end of tunnel seems dark. At least, a hairpin bend, Across the debris of a fresh landslide, A ray of hope, a shaft of optimism, A changed universe, a reclaimed Utopia. Coming true! -Subhanjan Saha
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
Whispers of Eternity
The receding horizon, The fading light of day, Azure taking a livid hue. Pokhran's hot, scorching sand, A lash on our moribund logic. Death and Life, Life and Death- Religion and Atheism, Nobel and Booker, Make us proud and shiver, Make us happy, rob us of gaiety, Shoot all our fragile hopes to artistic acme. Smash all our favourite dreams to smithereens. The Ganga meanders amidst a maze of Ripples, crest and trough- With a dour askance, With a nonsensical exterior, At the dead of night, The hoary-headed ***** rises, To take stock of pelf, He keeps in hiding, Looka yonder, the man with a rice plate in his shack Stirs out of his lumber, in a jiffy, Dawns cracks, leaves rustle, breezes whistles, The nightingale still chirps coo, coo, coo.... Breaking the calm of a nostalgic daybreak. Love buffoonery, antics of sweet urchin, Effrontery, betrayal, self-destructive urge, Blinds love toting niggling details of despair In it's womb. A silver of modernism, none can deny, Gleaning the core of every 'ism' in it's ***** Roads, alleys crisscross, end of tunnel seems dark. At least, a hairpin bend, Across the debris of a fresh landslide, A ray of hope, a shaft of optimism, A changed universe, a reclaimed Utopia. Coming true! -Subhanjan Saha
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Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 2:05 AM UTC
Whispers of Eternity
Last night I broke my heart As I realized my road is meandering So I decided to burn the highway Alone I reckon I once set out at dawn, when the sun was still no where around But you came with the daylight, or did the sun come chasing me, with you? We rode through a pleasant morning And through a sunny noon Even through wild jungles As the raindrops tainted our skin Oh and when the clouds climaxed How our thirsty lips sinned You held me warm in your embrace Through the coldest of nights And as dawn knocked on our door again We set out to burn the road, yet again But it's been a while, I've been riding I don't see you by my side Or in my way, not even in the rear view Maybe you'll meet me at the crossroads I think, I hope...as I cross many roads With your thoughts crossing my mind Our paths...not yet, no Oh but I'm closer to a turn now It's a hairpin and I'm perhaps at 100kmph If I see you there, will I be able to stop? Will I skid or run you over, I know not... Maybe I should just...stop!
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Feb 28, 2017
Feb 28, 2017 at 2:39 PM UTC
A Lonesome Ride
You are used to being overloaded with work That's what happens when you work in a startup Especially a startup dealing in Recruitment That too, not run-of-the-mill Recruitment You specialise in niche roles Thus, you need to invest a lot of time and effort In order to pull off closures Yes, a recruiter's life is never going to be easy But Recruitment pales in comparison to Research When you are working on a major research project You are essentially taking part in an almost never-ending race Against that elusive devil, Time A race you can ill afford to lose And the race track is far from straight In fact, it is full of twists and turns Some of them are even more dangerous Than those hairpin bends you often encounter While driving up the mountains There are also numerous obstacles along the way And to cap it all There are no prizes for winning the race On the other hand, if you lose There will be a stiff penalty In the form of losing the client, for ever And what's worse Is the fact that your credibility will take a massive beating From which it will be quite difficult to recover Life will never be the same again So, you have to win, no matter what Of course, you are used to working hard Whether it be Recruitment or Research So, you put your best foot forward And work out of your skins Putting off sleep as much as possible Even when your body is protesting vociferously Against this blatant abuse To add insult to the injury Your laptop shows you the middle finger And your phone literally dies Sending you into a brainfade That would have put even Australian cricketer Steve Smith to shame Luckily, your father's presence of mind saves the day But your troubles are not over yet The harder you work The more confusing the project gets It's like being trapped in a maze Except that it's a thousand times worse Because the maze is controlled from outside As if it were a puppet With your boss pulling the strings Thus, the harder you try to find a way out The more you get trapped inside With every passing hour Hope slowly drains out of you Until you are forced to admit That all you can do, is pray And keep praying for all eternity Hoping against hope That Harry Potter and his friends will save the day
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Feb 24, 2023
Feb 24, 2023 at 12:46 PM UTC
Trapped In The Maze Of Research
You are used to being overloaded with work That's what happens when you work in a startup Especially a startup dealing in Recruitment That too, not run-of-the-mill Recruitment You specialise in niche roles Thus, you need to invest a lot of time and effort In order to pull off closures Yes, a recruiter's life is never going to be easy But Recruitment pales in comparison to Research When you are working on a major research project You are essentially taking part in an almost never-ending race Against that elusive devil, Time A race you can ill afford to lose And the race track is far from straight In fact, it is full of twists and turns Some of them are even more dangerous Than those hairpin bends you often encounter While driving up the mountains There are also numerous obstacles along the way And to cap it all There are no prizes for winning the race On the other hand, if you lose There will be a stiff penalty In the form of losing the client, for ever And what's worse Is the fact that your credibility will take a massive beating From which it will be quite difficult to recover Life will never be the same again So, you have to win, no matter what Of course, you are used to working hard Whether it be Recruitment or Research So, you put your best foot forward And work out of your skins Putting off sleep as much as possible Even when your body is protesting vociferously Against this blatant abuse To add insult to the injury Your laptop shows you the middle finger And your phone literally dies Sending you into a brainfade That would have put even Australian cricketer Steve Smith to shame Luckily, your father's presence of mind saves the day But your troubles are not over yet The harder you work The more confusing the project gets It's like being trapped in a maze Except that it's a thousand times worse Because the maze is controlled from outside As if it were a puppet With your boss pulling the strings Thus, the harder you try to find a way out The more you get trapped inside With every passing hour Hope slowly drains out of you Until you are forced to admit That all you can do, is pray And keep praying for all eternity Hoping against hope That Harry Potter and his friends will save the day
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I love the two wheeled demons they are in my soul waiting to let fly all my inhibitions I have studied them coveted them but the courage to be free defeats me as I see the smiling face of death on the first hairpin bend
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Jan 30, 2022
Jan 30, 2022 at 5:55 PM UTC
two wheeled demons