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"frontlines" poems
Only ONE RACE the HUMAN RACE. The dividers and conquerors all trying to convince you otherwise. And they are NEVER on the frontlines. They manipulate you stirring up emotions hatred. That people should die for the mistakes of the few. God hates those who stir up strife. The only so-called winners are the manipulators the millionaires and billionaires... those who orchestrate the mess who PAY people TO HATE... turning them into mercenaries MERCENARY HATERS AND MURDERERS and NOT for the reasons they think. The ORCHESTRATORS don't care ONE WHIT about the cause ONLY about the POWER and CONTROL they HOPE TO GAIN when they "HAVE TO" quell the mess and put out the fires Which THEY CREATED by THEIR MANIPULATIONS. BEWARE how people try to use your emotions for THEIR GREEDY GAIN TO CONTROL YOU. WE ARE ALL ONE RACE THE HUMAN RACE. Reach out try to LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR YOUR BLOOD IS ALL THE SAME! WOUNDED ONE DROP OF BLOOD IT'S ALL THE SAME. cj 2016
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Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 2:33 PM UTC
Who is Really Stirring the *** BE WARY......
*you told me that you were just playing it safe,* careful to keep your perfectly powdered face from grime and getting dirt under your manicured nails. you try to maintain that posture with poise and grace, while others break their backs and crawl on the ground on their knees and bellies. *you told me  that you are playing nice.* you said that you are loving, caring, kind, and generous and all those pretty qualities. that's true, but  one glance at your eyes  is enough to know fully that  you are also fearful and terrified. you are a coward: a prisoner of pride playing god as you place your trust on yourself. taunted by questions of  rejection, ability, and sufficiency, you cowered in your high tower instead of joining the frontlines in the fight. frozen by fear your heart has gone too numb and cold, for the doubt and anxiety has put out your fire. you said that you have won it all. but actually,  you know nothing. nothing! about triumph and victory  for though the world has plunged into calamity, you were never one with the army. your bright eyes has seen death but only from the sidelines. **you defile the purpose of your armor by keeping it perfectly polished when it is meant to be stained by mud and blood.** you told me that you were just playing it smart. you said that it's only rational, logical,  the normal human response to take every measure to avoid pain and harm. you behold the chaos and cry  "they are fools!" and you are  perfectly right. they made themselves into proud and shameless fools for they know well that  the fools are the ones chosen to shame the wise. darling,  just stop playing it nice, safe, an smart for this is not a game, **this is  war.** strip off the crown and ball gown and pick up your sword and armor. from your high tower, run to the mountains and fields to the homes and cities run to the trenches and frontlines. for it's either you lose your self or lose the fight soldier, warrior, get ready to pour out sweat, tears,  and even blood. though you have yet to see still, claim victory: the war has already been won before it has even begun. **it is done.**
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Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 12:27 AM UTC
it is done.
*you told me that you were just playing it safe,* careful to keep your perfectly powdered face from grime and getting dirt under your manicured nails. you try to maintain that posture with poise and grace, while others break their backs and crawl on the ground on their knees and bellies. *you told me  that you are playing nice.* you said that you are loving, caring, kind, and generous and all those pretty qualities. that's true, but  one glance at your eyes  is enough to know fully that  you are also fearful and terrified. you are a coward: a prisoner of pride playing god as you place your trust on yourself. taunted by questions of  rejection, ability, and sufficiency, you cowered in your high tower instead of joining the frontlines in the fight. frozen by fear your heart has gone too numb and cold, for the doubt and anxiety has put out your fire. you said that you have won it all. but actually,  you know nothing. nothing! about triumph and victory  for though the world has plunged into calamity, you were never one with the army. your bright eyes has seen death but only from the sidelines. **you defile the purpose of your armor by keeping it perfectly polished when it is meant to be stained by mud and blood.** you told me that you were just playing it smart. you said that it's only rational, logical,  the normal human response to take every measure to avoid pain and harm. you behold the chaos and cry  "they are fools!" and you are  perfectly right. they made themselves into proud and shameless fools for they know well that  the fools are the ones chosen to shame the wise. darling,  just stop playing it nice, safe, an smart for this is not a game, **this is  war.** strip off the crown and ball gown and pick up your sword and armor. from your high tower, run to the mountains and fields to the homes and cities run to the trenches and frontlines. for it's either you lose your self or lose the fight soldier, warrior, get ready to pour out sweat, tears,  and even blood. though you have yet to see still, claim victory: the war has already been won before it has even begun. **it is done.**
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i am a passenger free to roam on the east sides of redundancy and table manners flower markets thrive on dawn skies arranged as tourist spots the baker's fair selling eggshells cracked on cobblestone soup meatpies sold out too soon appleseeds scattered for birds i sweep them all up and see patterns grow on my skin let it not be said i did not try, i did not do for too soon the the heat covers the shade as well and not even the acacia can go without thirst fill my cup with honeydew milk and add bittergourd and salt i can let philistine warriors come from the backroads and enter the frontlines if only to join you
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Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 12:25 AM UTC
morphology of heresy
* *I am       cautious      with  my hope and     optimism for the year,     2021              but   even so,  I keep the      flame   of this  candle well  -  fed* I    light this candle in  memory of those who   have lost their lives in the previous year    as   well as to honour             every hardworking      soul in      the      frontlines In such dark times,  it is hard    to remember the   light I implore us all to keep it all ignited I   speak   to   us as one race and one race alone To all my fellow people my   brothers and sisters all      over        the  world please   keep your candle lit, never forget what has been lost. Stay safe    and well all of you May 2021 be    a    year of blessings and              successes STAY   HOPEFUL
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Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 4:09 PM UTC
Candle
This is a call to Arms The time for action is now. Our government is preparing for War They're building walls and cutting ties to conquer us they must divide us from ourselves and from our world This is a call to Arms The time for Action is now The board is set, and we, the Pawns, are all in our place, facing an enemy we are told to defeat, though they appear to be identical to you and me. This is a Call to Arms The time for action is now We must revolt Lest we be sacrificed to Kings To Queens, to Bishops To the knights of the realm and the castles they call home. This is a call to Arms The time for action is now We must band together to be heard We will not be cannon fodder For the frontlines of a culture War This is a Call to Arms The time for action is now. Defeat looms ever closer The Reckoning draws nigh Will you stand and deliver Or will you bow down and submit? Will you face the coming adversity, or brave the consequences should you turn your back to it? This is a call to arms They've taken land and sea and air, Poisoned them to **** us, and then billed us for the repair. The enemy surrounds us, Threatening life and limb and freedom. Demanding fealty and obedience. Demanding tribute for the war chest, And soldiers for the ranks, Demanding that we pay the cost while they set price. They want us broken, not just beaten Only unconditional surrender will suffice This is a call to Arms The time for action is now To chant the castles down To fortify the streets Against the tyranny and the hate, Against powers of subjugation, Against the evils of the world now
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Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 7:45 PM UTC
The Belltower Tolls Midnight
This is a call to Arms The time for action is now. Our government is preparing for War They're building walls and cutting ties to conquer us they must divide us from ourselves and from our world This is a call to Arms The time for Action is now The board is set, and we, the Pawns, are all in our place, facing an enemy we are told to defeat, though they appear to be identical to you and me. This is a Call to Arms The time for action is now We must revolt Lest we be sacrificed to Kings To Queens, to Bishops To the knights of the realm and the castles they call home. This is a call to Arms The time for action is now We must band together to be heard We will not be cannon fodder For the frontlines of a culture War This is a Call to Arms The time for action is now. Defeat looms ever closer The Reckoning draws nigh Will you stand and deliver Or will you bow down and submit? Will you face the coming adversity, or brave the consequences should you turn your back to it? This is a call to arms They've taken land and sea and air, Poisoned them to **** us, and then billed us for the repair. The enemy surrounds us, Threatening life and limb and freedom. Demanding fealty and obedience. Demanding tribute for the war chest, And soldiers for the ranks, Demanding that we pay the cost while they set price. They want us broken, not just beaten Only unconditional surrender will suffice This is a call to Arms The time for action is now To chant the castles down To fortify the streets Against the tyranny and the hate, Against powers of subjugation, Against the evils of the world now
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I sense the rain diggin' into my brain harder than a migraine So I take tokes of the Mary Jane simple and plain huh Things ain't the same ever since you came Into my life from the kids to my universal wife Married to the cosmos so I can expose Myself to energy that was left Of my consciousness Sick of the the nonsense I'm feelin' dry wipe the tears from God's eye Never knew why? How I'm feelin' the madness filled with sadness Which I could reverse the pains fillin' soon to burst Out of emotion life's a constant commotion as my thoughts sink deeper than an ocean Many can't stand the rain.... It's early in the morning I'm bawling crawling In my sleep as my chakras begin to creep I'm in too deep peep the madness running around Percolating soon to drown what's that sound I'm hearing voices of past choices block out the noises visions of a gloomy glare though no one's there Just prefigured destiny of a hidden enemy A closed vessel soon to open into a portal A worm hole corticals swole so know the protocol I'm the first and the last baby girls you more than just a piece of *** as I clash Like opposite magnets attached To your love Beautiful dove spreading wings Above Take flight away into the golden disc Givin' us a sun kiss Many can't stand the rain... Now that the rain done poured mother nature stored Mankinds sins into the ground but then again Let the madness re-ascend cuz the roots been Tampered with so many mental caskets Scared to wake up cuz they love being dead Chasin' bread scared of every thing they red On the frontlines of newspapers stop catching the vapors Undercover raiders energy creator I'm dark as Vader From alpha to omega the worlds a stage of Actors and actresses leave no witnesses Once the sun comes out begins a new drout Should have caught the raindrops before it stopped Many can't the rain...
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Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 4:29 AM UTC
The Sun Won't Wash Away
I sense the rain diggin' into my brain harder than a migraine So I take tokes of the Mary Jane simple and plain huh Things ain't the same ever since you came Into my life from the kids to my universal wife Married to the cosmos so I can expose Myself to energy that was left Of my consciousness Sick of the the nonsense I'm feelin' dry wipe the tears from God's eye Never knew why? How I'm feelin' the madness filled with sadness Which I could reverse the pains fillin' soon to burst Out of emotion life's a constant commotion as my thoughts sink deeper than an ocean Many can't stand the rain.... It's early in the morning I'm bawling crawling In my sleep as my chakras begin to creep I'm in too deep peep the madness running around Percolating soon to drown what's that sound I'm hearing voices of past choices block out the noises visions of a gloomy glare though no one's there Just prefigured destiny of a hidden enemy A closed vessel soon to open into a portal A worm hole corticals swole so know the protocol I'm the first and the last baby girls you more than just a piece of *** as I clash Like opposite magnets attached To your love Beautiful dove spreading wings Above Take flight away into the golden disc Givin' us a sun kiss Many can't stand the rain... Now that the rain done poured mother nature stored Mankinds sins into the ground but then again Let the madness re-ascend cuz the roots been Tampered with so many mental caskets Scared to wake up cuz they love being dead Chasin' bread scared of every thing they red On the frontlines of newspapers stop catching the vapors Undercover raiders energy creator I'm dark as Vader From alpha to omega the worlds a stage of Actors and actresses leave no witnesses Once the sun comes out begins a new drout Should have caught the raindrops before it stopped Many can't the rain...
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Hello soldier you enlist today goodbye soldier you deploy today to a well known battlefield sanity the enigmas written, engraved by the lost; the many; the plenty a never ending maze your the frontlines light em up mess em up deadly words **** by your fragile, breakable mind at ease no your kamikaze mind theyre strong but we're stronger hit the deck brace for impact your going home no death or glory no glory fight because its instinct not orders theyre scourge will prove faulty we are united we fight on! we wont hurt anymore we are free in a world of peace, for peace we stand together standing in puddles of our own maroon. we stand.
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
Maroon Soldiers
How does your desire to heal foreign wounds translate into open skies of flaming reds and solemn blues ready to soak up all the rain that drizzles on the frontlines you’ve carved along the horizon of pain still unspoken for and you do everything to make it yours
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Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 11:18 PM UTC
The Miseries of Healing
sweet yesterday, where did you go? its been long since i've seen you even more since we spoke and i've been meaning to tell you the camels back broke and i've lost sight of things since i last time i wrote and i know that you hate these notes i'm just trying to cope somehow it helps to know i let you know that i'm doing alright without you, once again i no longer live in sin on the outside looking in i'm the kid on the frontlines wearing skin too thin and the levis are ripped, i got ****** scabs to match i've been moving so fast that my mom can't patch this hole in my heart i tried to fill with a spark but i lost my grip and it left its mark i don't know how many times ive had to curse this ***** somebody tell me, why's it always gotta be like this? i remember when it was fine and we were just running but now she's starting to take friends away from me i've been thinking of the best way to say that we miss you i wanna put my fist through glass cause it hurts too bad to think about all of the things that you should've had so i'll sit back, got some pictures out of storage ill crack and orange for you, its sad but it's true that you passed on throught without saying goodbye but its alright we just want to apologize sorry you had to go through it all alone a guy like you deserves to be at home with friends by your side and smiles in your eyes not cold in the grass by yourself late at night you never know when that drink will come and take your loved ones life but just keep telling yourself you'll be alright suicide by installments a day at a time tip your glasses to the sky and hope tomorrow brings new light to life while we scream look Johnny B, you're finally free go run your heart out, boy know that we will be chasing orange soda tasting, hawiian shirt raising, facing our fears for you
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Jul 11, 2011
Jul 11, 2011 at 7:09 PM UTC
Sweet Yesterday
sweet yesterday, where did you go? its been long since i've seen you even more since we spoke and i've been meaning to tell you the camels back broke and i've lost sight of things since i last time i wrote and i know that you hate these notes i'm just trying to cope somehow it helps to know i let you know that i'm doing alright without you, once again i no longer live in sin on the outside looking in i'm the kid on the frontlines wearing skin too thin and the levis are ripped, i got ****** scabs to match i've been moving so fast that my mom can't patch this hole in my heart i tried to fill with a spark but i lost my grip and it left its mark i don't know how many times ive had to curse this ***** somebody tell me, why's it always gotta be like this? i remember when it was fine and we were just running but now she's starting to take friends away from me i've been thinking of the best way to say that we miss you i wanna put my fist through glass cause it hurts too bad to think about all of the things that you should've had so i'll sit back, got some pictures out of storage ill crack and orange for you, its sad but it's true that you passed on throught without saying goodbye but its alright we just want to apologize sorry you had to go through it all alone a guy like you deserves to be at home with friends by your side and smiles in your eyes not cold in the grass by yourself late at night you never know when that drink will come and take your loved ones life but just keep telling yourself you'll be alright suicide by installments a day at a time tip your glasses to the sky and hope tomorrow brings new light to life while we scream look Johnny B, you're finally free go run your heart out, boy know that we will be chasing orange soda tasting, hawiian shirt raising, facing our fears for you
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My sister was my first ward. When GOD saw fit to send her to me he forgot to include any warnings. She would drink all the juice, and play with all the toys. She was cuter then me, smaller than me, and could not sin. At least that’s what my family thought. I didn’t know it was possible to love and hate that hard until we grew up. As a fledgling guardian I had to do well in school, respect teachers, and keep out of trouble because she followed in my wake. I was her windbreaker that protected her from the storm. My overprotectiveness of all Double X chromosome carriers is pretty much her fault. I made plans at night on how I would keep us both safe if we ever had the misfortune of being alone in the world. I blazed trails and fought demons so she would never know darkness. And I failed. I made her hate me and the weird thing was I was content with the hate because she was safe. She’ll never see the horrors of the frontlines. Never know my scars. It’s taken two years to get my best friend back. No matter what happens or the gap that may arise she will always be my friend. Now I’ll always mess with her, give her advice, answer when she calls, remind her of her embarrassing moments, and I will always be the first to defend her. She’s my littlest one and I’ll have her back until the day I leave this world. Love you lil sis sis.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
LRK
Two lone soldiers, trudging battlefields of life At constant frontlines, facing turmoil and strife Hearts aged, torn and tattered beyond their years Wounded and bloodied by hurt, angst and fears Found one another, weathered, marred and so broken No encompassing words could ever be spoken Brothers in arms, facing forward to fight Exchanging protection, new strengths ignite With ally to lean on climbing out of the ditches Reinforced wills to overcome darkest pitches Healing their injuries with new hopes and virtue Honor and pride to each other always true One could falter, slip, stumble, waver and fall Yet each assured his brother always rise tall Marching passed all fear of lost and lonesome night Never again alone in journey or plight
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Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 11:28 AM UTC
Battle Cries
There I am, Staring at the snowy television, Thinking about what was said. I met a girl in my dreams, Her name was Clyda, and she stood under the cotton candy skies, and told me that I mattered. She gave me a cigarette, which even in my dreams, I can't stay away from, and pointed at the caps on the mountains that framed the horizon. I'm really not that sad, nothing's happened to me, to make me feel this way. But I guess the worst type of war, is the one that creates terror, on it's own frontlines.
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 5:57 PM UTC
I only write poems when I feel sad
The headlines are always bad news Screams pull the night apart Low tearing an old would open To never heal He said he loved her I can't blame it on the the Tetons What once was beauty Colors change then fade to black art becoming nothing I don't even know how to story goes Lions and lambs But this autumn growing colder The Frontlines inside my head are raging Dreams fail down around me Sorrowful September With leaves falling I never knew her favorite band I can't blame it on the Tetons It must have been Hell Those eyes so cold Those eyes which once were loving And even the angels cried He said he loved her I never knew her favorite band Rest in peace Gabby Petito
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Sep 22, 2021
Sep 22, 2021 at 8:40 AM UTC
Tetons
Kids are cruel, Realizing you'll never be a ladie's man, Twelve years old, Over looked, walked past as if I was laundry, On the floor of a lackadaisical bachelor. Questions begin to whirl, Is it you? Is it me? Am I not physically capable? See I am as beautiful as my confidence should make me, Right? Loneliness heavily consumes the boundaries of confidence. Build your home on stone, Raise your flag through the tools of war, Be the loudest war cry so each maiden takes notice. But I am not a soldier on the frontlines, I am the poet, in the jail cell writing "The flag was still there." Staring at the mounds of bodies of more able bodied men than myself, Holding it in place. Ramparts are the beating of my screaming heart, Bullets sent straight from my mouth, tear through the flesh of those who find love to be aloof of, What creativity truly means. It means you watch from the sidelines, While the quarterback walks away with the girl of your dreams, Soldiers wear uniforms that gleam, sweeping a woman clear off her feet, Bar fight heroes win her heart by never seeing defeat, Drug dealers and users trap her with promises they could never keep. Yet here I am, still sitting in my seat. There's nothing wrong with making believe, I guess I just find myself pondering, It's probably me.
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 3:57 AM UTC
Intellect...Generally Finishes Second
We live a life of invisible lines Hierarchies and territories Boundaries and margins Precincts, frontiers, mainlines State lines, guidelines, Air lines, hair lines, color lines, bottom lines, frontlines, punchlines But, come on. Read between the lines Each border is not designed to remind us of our limitations Or to define our state of mind What’s yours what’s mine All I know is the song “my heart is…” um… line? Nevermind. I am the air I am the wind that moves seamlessly Fearlessly across your face, across your race, across your space Not just because I can but because I cannot stop myself The only place I belong is everywhere So get in line Cross the chasm and engage Because invisible divisible incipit individuals Are not the ones you want taking up space
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
Much Maligned
Only ONE RACE the HUMAN RACE. The dividers and conquerors all trying to convince you otherwise. And they are NEVER on the frontlines. They manipulate you stirring up emotions hatred. That people should die for the mistakes of the few. God hates those who stir up strife. The only so-called winners are the manipulators the millionaires and billionaires... those who orchestrate the mess who PAY people TO HATE... turning them into mercenaries MERCENARY HATERS AND MURDERERS and NOT for the reasons they think. The ORCHESTRATORS don't care ONE WHIT about the cause ONLY about the POWER and CONTROL they HOPE TO GAIN when they "HAVE TO" quell the mess and put out the fires Which THEY CREATED by THEIR MANIPULATIONS. BEWARE how people try to use your emotions for THEIR GREEDY GAIN TO CONTROL YOU. WE ARE ALL ONE RACE THE HUMAN RACE. Reach out try to LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR YOUR BLOOD IS ALL THE SAME! WOUNDED ONE DROP OF BLOOD IT'S ALL THE SAME. cj 2016 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth.. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 It's like a magic formula. Apply it to any situation, and improvement begins almost immediately. Think of what the world would be like if we all used this as a guideline--never rude, always kind, patient...We would have heaven on earth.---Debbie Macomber #love #hate #patience #kindness #emotions #manipulation #rudeness
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Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 9:26 AM UTC
****** Who is really stirring the pot...BE WARY *****
Only ONE RACE the HUMAN RACE. The dividers and conquerors all trying to convince you otherwise. And they are NEVER on the frontlines. They manipulate you stirring up emotions hatred. That people should die for the mistakes of the few. God hates those who stir up strife. The only so-called winners are the manipulators the millionaires and billionaires... those who orchestrate the mess who PAY people TO HATE... turning them into mercenaries MERCENARY HATERS AND MURDERERS and NOT for the reasons they think. The ORCHESTRATORS don't care ONE WHIT about the cause ONLY about the POWER and CONTROL they HOPE TO GAIN when they "HAVE TO" quell the mess and put out the fires Which THEY CREATED by THEIR MANIPULATIONS. BEWARE how people try to use your emotions for THEIR GREEDY GAIN TO CONTROL YOU. WE ARE ALL ONE RACE THE HUMAN RACE. Reach out try to LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR YOUR BLOOD IS ALL THE SAME! WOUNDED ONE DROP OF BLOOD IT'S ALL THE SAME. cj 2016 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth.. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 It's like a magic formula. Apply it to any situation, and improvement begins almost immediately. Think of what the world would be like if we all used this as a guideline--never rude, always kind, patient...We would have heaven on earth.---Debbie Macomber #love #hate #patience #kindness #emotions #manipulation #rudeness
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The color of misunderstandings The result of politics taken too far It stands in the frontlines of war Just watching Watching the world fall apart.
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Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 4:40 PM UTC
Red
More Alike Than We Knew We once burned like wildfire caught, No hesitation, second thought. We built a world in gasps and skin, A sacred place we both fit in. Before the war, before the grief, Before the silence stole belief— We lived like nothing could divide The way your soul once moved with mine. But then the war pulled you away, And I stood still while skies turned gray. When you came back, you weren’t the same— And neither was I, if I’m being plain. I wore a uniform too long, And braved the frontlines, stayed strong. But still, the dust stayed in my chest, Long after I was told to rest. Then came the bridge, the twisted steel, The weight of death I couldn’t heal. The sirens, smoke, the eerie screams— They still show up inside my dreams. And COVID took the last of me— The halls of death, the constant plea. Masked and moving, heart on fire, Another loss, another pyre. You had your ghosts—I had mine too, But we both thought we had no clue. We passed like strangers in one space, Each hiding panic in our face. I thought you’d shut the door on me. You thought I needed to be free. But truth is, love—we both withdrew, And we were more alike than we ever knew. I swallowed pain, you turned away. Both thinking, “They don’t want to stay.” But every time we didn’t speak, We built the wall another week. We made love soft, then not at all. You blamed the world. I blamed the wall. But deep beneath the days we lost, We never stopped. We just paid the cost. We could have fixed it, if we dared— To say we broke, to say we cared. To hold each other past the pride, And cry for what we kept inside. But trauma doesn’t knock or ask, It buries truth behind a mask. And though we both were bleeding through, We never said, “I see you too.” Still, I remember how you burned, And how my hands to you returned. And somewhere deep, I know it’s true: I was more like you… And you were more like me too. © 2025 Shawn Oen. All rights reserved.
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Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 1:47 PM UTC
More Alike Than We Knew
More Alike Than We Knew We once burned like wildfire caught, No hesitation, second thought. We built a world in gasps and skin, A sacred place we both fit in. Before the war, before the grief, Before the silence stole belief— We lived like nothing could divide The way your soul once moved with mine. But then the war pulled you away, And I stood still while skies turned gray. When you came back, you weren’t the same— And neither was I, if I’m being plain. I wore a uniform too long, And braved the frontlines, stayed strong. But still, the dust stayed in my chest, Long after I was told to rest. Then came the bridge, the twisted steel, The weight of death I couldn’t heal. The sirens, smoke, the eerie screams— They still show up inside my dreams. And COVID took the last of me— The halls of death, the constant plea. Masked and moving, heart on fire, Another loss, another pyre. You had your ghosts—I had mine too, But we both thought we had no clue. We passed like strangers in one space, Each hiding panic in our face. I thought you’d shut the door on me. You thought I needed to be free. But truth is, love—we both withdrew, And we were more alike than we ever knew. I swallowed pain, you turned away. Both thinking, “They don’t want to stay.” But every time we didn’t speak, We built the wall another week. We made love soft, then not at all. You blamed the world. I blamed the wall. But deep beneath the days we lost, We never stopped. We just paid the cost. We could have fixed it, if we dared— To say we broke, to say we cared. To hold each other past the pride, And cry for what we kept inside. But trauma doesn’t knock or ask, It buries truth behind a mask. And though we both were bleeding through, We never said, “I see you too.” Still, I remember how you burned, And how my hands to you returned. And somewhere deep, I know it’s true: I was more like you… And you were more like me too. © 2025 Shawn Oen. All rights reserved.
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I have to keep pushing forward Fighting each battle I forget why I’m here I can’t remember what exists Past all the pain and the fear I don’t have time to rest I can’t afford the luxury of breath I’m engaged in a war Where sides simply don’t matter You’d never expect it of me Spending all my time on the frontlines I’m bleeding, bruised, and broken Somehow I’ve been shattered Thousands of the sharpest pieces Self-created weapon set on attack Like my own cold war missile crisis I’m just trying to create myself How can this agony have meaning The loss of my innocence Destruction of my very being I’m less of a person each time and it aches This is the price I pay for staying alive On a battlefield made of childhood All I know is how to keep moving One small footstep in front of the other
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Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
Battlefield Made From Childhood